#UPSET SAD CRYING THROWING UP

[moribundr]

according to declassified Reyes' father owned a convenience store and now I'm thinking of baby Gabe helping his dad out after school.

#` . ° ( looks like it's amateur hour ; ooc . #it's CUTE ok #and then his folks ended up dying during the Crisis and he wasn't there #UPSET SAD CRYING THROWING UP

[simptasia]

man, thinking about it, there are parts of charmed that would absolutely destroy me if i rewatched 'em now

#the ep where they meet patty in the past. the ep about pattys death. the prue stuff. chris lamenting piper's death in his future #and probs a bunch more #Death Is A Common Theme In Fiction #i recently watched a movie with one of my friends and it has a prolonged scene of a child's mother dying #and the kid is losing it trying to bring her back. the mum gets better but it takes a while #and i was crying very profusely cuz of all that. after the movie my friend was so apologetic #they were like ''i forgot that this would be a bad movie for you'' #i liked the movie by the way but that did very much upset me. which sad things in fiction are supposed to do #and i'm already a sensitive person. but yeah wow #but yeah anyways i think if i rewatched ''that 70s episode'' or that water demon ep i'd probably throw up

[fandomlover18star]

THIS SCENE HURT TOO MUCH 😭😭😭

#infinite sadness #tragedy #look at him #i want to hug him #this upsets me #why are they like this #pain #im just 🥺🥺🥺 #CRYING SCREAMING THROWING UP #bungou stray dogs season 4 #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd s4 #bsd season 4 #bsd spoilers #mushitarou bsd #mushitaro oguri #mushitarou #oguri mushitarou #bsd mushitaro

[babydarkstar]

everybody loves to hypothesize an angsty griddlehark alecto-era reunion but i rly think it’s gonna be funny. or at least it should be, if thematics are to be followed. like i think theyre probably trying really hard to be dramatic and heartbroken about it all but it’s just objectively funny to everyone else around them bc kiriona is bringing up the fact that harrow still has never completed a single pushup in her life and harrow’s lecturing griddle about giving her one more body to hallucinate and also for narrating her depressive episode/psychotic meltdown in the back of her (their) subconscious like it was a mockumentary. everything is gibberish and sounds like teenaged exes after a tumultuous 2-month relationship comprised exclusively of hallway hugs between classes and dates at the mall instead of the devastating explosive lifelong-soulmate rehash that it is

#kiriona gaia is not angry with harrow. shes mad at herself. #‘die for her. you could have lived for her but you didnt know how’ #anyways ill still throw up blood about it regardless #tlt #tlt spoilers #also. ‘get in line thou big slut’ is the big teller for me tbh. lmao #yelling at the soul of a dead planet bc she stole your girl #i mean okay. maybe shes upset with harrow but i dont think shed ever actually be pissed #she’s heartbroken. it’s different #when youre sad because your girl didnt eat your soul to ascend and instead tried to forget you ;( #but you take it thr wrong way and think of it as rejection instead of her obvious attempt at salvaging your soul ;( #i mean i also think harrow would scream and cry and be very relieved to see her

[this-doesnt-endd]

I still find it kinda wild that after 1 psych eval they immediently put me on antipsychotics

#i mean it was in the right direction but not the right answer #we good now tho we on the two in one epilepsy mood stabalizers ayye #i will say tho i got put on keppra for my seizures and i cant imagine being on that long term #if i stayed on it any longer than i did i prolly woulda been in the er simply cause i couldnt eat and was near passing out at every moment #but if i didnt have that i woulda been in jail #i was so fucking mad and angry all the time i thankfully was able to keep it in but oh my god #never in my life had i wanted to throw chairs at people SO bad #my mom would ask if i had found a pair of socks and it took all that was in me to not scream and throw my socks across the room #and then i got so so sad oh my god #cause i ended up taking two tweeks off work to get off it and get on a new one and i went up to see my dad #so i was on the train sobbbing my eyes out for no reason #or like a day or two after i got there we drove up into maryland to go to costco it was prolly hour 30 hour 45 #and my dad turned to look at me and my brain decided he did it wrong #i sobbed the entire way home and we had to stop at harbor freight and i cried even more #and he felt so bad and was like we can get dinner u want pizza we'll get pizza if u want and we almost couldnt find the dominos #and it almost made me worse i cried for like a solid 2 hrs and half of it was cause i was so upset abd angry that i was crying #when i didnt want to which made me cry more #god keppra is fucking evil #if it helps you of course ya got the good part but damn id never felt like that on any other med

[transphilza]

i’m just now realizing how much of my comfort tag and my comfort playlists are techno

#vent in tags #and like clockwork i feel sick again #i feel really afraid. scrolling through it. i feel really afraid that these things that brought me so much comfort will turn into something- #-that makes me really sad. i feel really scared of the fact that nothing will ever be the same again #that’s just grief #watching his videos tonight helped me realize that maybe it doesn’t have to be like that #cause yeah i kept on crying but he also made me laugh and he made me smile even though i was sad #just like he always does #i just don’t want to let go #so many days when i was tired or anxious and so i watched his streams. i’m just really upset that my grief might be so overwhelming that- #-i’m never able to do that again. it’s hard enough trying to reconcile that there’s nothing left for me to wait for #it’s a whole other thing thinking about how this will change how i see him and how i talk about him #it’s a whole other thing trying to switch to typing in the past tense without feeling like throwing up #i miss him so bad #i miss him so so bad #and the last time i had to grieve it was just as horrible. worse cause it was personal #and the only thing i learned from the last time i had to grieve was that grief never ever gets any easier it never gets better #it never stops hurting not for a second you just have to learn to work around it. you just have to pretend like it isn’t there #making a void out of you #i’m still not over that and i never will be and i didn’t want to have to grieve again so soon #it doesn’t feel very different #the first time it was personal and this time it’s a content creator but it doesn’t really feel very different #it’s all the same void #i appreciate you all being here. i am sharing how i feel because maybe someone will feel less alone when they read this #and it’s easier to write it out than to speak it #don’t worry too much about me i will take the breaks i need and i’m trying to take care of myself #i don’t know how older people who have seen so much death can survive #i don’t understand how you can live with this void #i didn’t understand it the first time and i don’t understand it now. i don’t understand how i’m meant to cope with this over and over again #how is anybody meant to deal with something like this

[panvani]

Literally all books should occasionally mention that the family patriarch doesn't give a shit cuz he's convinced he's gonna be immortal

#logxx #Jia Zhen fuckiny screaming and crying and throwing up cuz his cringe fucking son's wife died and his wife was the coolest person ever #And there being like 5 chapters about how sad and upset everyone was about Jia Zhen's epic daughter in law dying #And one woman killed herself and everyone else donated 1 million dollars to her funeral cuz they were so sad #Except for Jia Jing cuz he's gonna be immortal baby!!! #TAOISM

[yuribalisms]

promise this is my last time bitching about all of this ignore it but

#really truly and genuinely just don't want to exist right now every time i think this situation cannot get worse it somehow manages to #i just cried at the dmv and the lady just glared at me like i was the scum of the earth like maam i don't even cry around people #i trust i don't *want* to be crying right now i'm *sorry* okay i just don't know what to do i got given the wrong forms and papers and i #tried explaining all of that and she just looked at me like i was an *idiot* and wouldn't help me with *anything* it was so humiliating #i can't drive the temporary car until it has plates because if i get pulled over for that it's a $500 fine and if i get hit with that on top #of everything else i literally don't know what i'll do i'll probably end up losing my license #but if i can't drive the car i can't go to work and i also can't afford to not go to work right now #i literally feel sick all the time i can't sleep the last few times i've tried to eat anything i feel like throwing it up #and i just feel... so hopeless right now everything i'm trying isn't working or i think i'm getting somewhere and i hit another wall #and one of the most upsetting parts is i feel like no one is helping me and no one cares how hard i'm struggling right now #i literally just want to be allowed to be upset over this but when i got visibly upset at home everyone accused me of taking my frustrations #out on them and being self pitying and 'it could always be worse' #like i don't even know at this point but if i hear the words 'could always be worse' one more time i'm going to maul the person who says the #no one wants me to be upset that's too much to deal with i am *never* allowed to be upset i just want to vent about how shitty this is and #scream and cry at the unfairness of it for a little bit but literally *no one* is letting me do that #'it could always be worse so stop complaining' or if i am visibly upset at all all that matters is it's inconveniencing or upsetting to the #other person.... not that i'm struggling or need help or anything like that #i just want it to be OVER i want it to end i'm so sick of this every time i feel like i'm scraping to somewhere managable in life #something like this happens and this is the scariest and most upsetting thing yet #and i'm not even allowed to be frustrated or upset or sad or angry because then someone else is upset and that matters more than me #so it all built up and a cried at the dmv and every one stared at me like i was annoying and stupid and i want to KILL MYSELF #i want to melt into the ground i want to stop existing i don't want a single person to talk to me because i hate everything right now #but i also desperately want to actually say all of this to a person and them not get mad at me for and tell me it IS unfair it DOES suck and #i didn't deserve this shitty thing that happened or all the other shitty things that happened beforehand #i would also appreciate just pretending it wasn't a thing for a few hours and doing something enjoyable to me with a friend or two... #but that also feels far fetched and then i would feel guilty for not trying to fix this 24/7 even though at this point there's literally #nothing else i could do #i'm just.... so tired and so SO upset and i feel like nobody cares that i'm upset and i'm so sick of EVERYTHING #i'm tired of living

[brothersonahotelbed]

showing this screenshot to anyone who says god doesnt have a sense of humor

#sad defeated disappointed killing maiming screaming crying throwing up pissing shitting sobbing . etc. #just sat on the floor crying for a bit and my parents both made fun of me and then got angry when they realized i was actually upset #going 2 lay down and die froever bye #loquitur

[blackwaxidol]

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#unplugs my brain and throws it at the wall as hard as possible. #i'm not angry at anyone i'm just angry at myself. #i hate having BPD this is the stupidest way for the human body to exist. #it is hideous and embarrassing. my feelings are ridiculous. #and... regardless... unrelated... #i still have not replied to something i intended to reply to for about two weeks. #i feel... so so so many words. #upset frustrated pathetic voiceless paralysed i don't know why i cannot speak but it is awful the worst thing. #i don't WANT TO BE OR BE PERCEIVED AS AVOIDANT. #i cannot cry. tears do not come out. #i have had no energy to shower. that is making it worse i know it is. #i don't know how to fix that or i know how to fix that or whatever or... #i don't know. i've ran out of dialogue options. #my heart is racing and i feel strange. i don't want to have some kind of... emotion. #i don't want thr feelings to catch up with me #the last time that happened i had some kind of meltdown #i remember the nothing that came afterwards. hatred of hostile part. #sheer bone deep embarrassment shame sadness guilt selfhatred fear #tired.

[cinnabeat]

noo wasnt the last time axel saw roxas he was like i have to know why the keyblade chose me and no one cares about him anyways and acel was but i do :( but roxas was too far to hear him and then the next time they meet roxas doesnt remember him or anything to appreciate the fact axel is still chasing after him i am in pain

#and fucking XION AHHHHHHH #i am distraught i am on the floor screaming crying and throwing up #poor roxas #im feleling so upset actually i forgot how sad this made me lmao 😭 #michi tag

[necodrop-archive]

Ok.

#HEROS ROAR! #mother mention #child abuse #im so tired of living here i try to be nice but if someone's not feeling ot and i dont 'read the room' i deserve to get hit #i was playing around with my mom and i guess she was mad at my sister and she fucking hit me hardd #and yelled at me and im so tired kf this happening i want to leavee already #i cant stop crying and i feel like throwing up im so upset im so sad none of this is fair #im tired of not being liked im so sick of living im gonna relapse #emeto

[mitchievousness]

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#its a dot post again friends you know what that means o7 #it really sucks being someone who cries when frustrated bc it always makes me feel shittier somehow #like especially when someone just watches or makes light of me being frustrated and then the tears start welling up and i just feel like #such a baby and i know i KNOW it doesnt make me dumb or immature about things but godd.. #idk sad crying is fine but frustrated crying makes me want to hang myself in me room #its just one of those days where you stare at your crying self in the mirror and go man i wish i was dead by now #i hate crying so much i hate how such little things make me upset and worthless and underappreciated and i hate how people make me feel thi #way and god i wish i could just make it all stop and throw my death in their faces bc now they cant pretend everythings all fine and dandy #and theyll live with that humiliation in their lives forever and i can finally be at peace #but since i cant/wont (not yet) do that ill just. take a 10 hour depression nap ig.

[l-sincline]

Random tmi rant in the hash of tags bc I’m sad ab it

#I had to stop taking birth control today and I just got kind of sad when I turned off my alarm for the last time LMAO #I take the medication bc I have excruciating pain on my periods #but I am also deathly afraid and uncomfortable with Pap smears so since I won’t go in to get one they blocked my script so I can’t get- #-the rest of my years worth #so I have about 7 filled prescriptions of birth control that they just won’t let me have because I won’t come in for an appointment #and I guess on some level that makes sense bc like obviously you’re giving me a drug and if I’m not coming in to see you you can’t just- #-keep giving it to me #but on the other hand if you wouldn’t force me to get a Pap smear I would gladly come in and do every other part of the process to be able- #-to keep taking it #the entire reason I started taking it was bc the pain of my periods was making me pass out #and im not excited to go back to that #but the fact that that is more appealing to me than a Pap smear should say a lot about Pap smears and how the process needs to be changed #also don’t be coming up in here trying to convince me to go get a Pap smear #I have heard it all and im sick of hearing it #none of it changes my mind #it just makes me upset that people are trying to disregard my genuine issue with them #saying shit like ‘it’s not that bad’ is actually so shitty LMAO #like… TO YOU. TO YOU it’s ‘not that bad’ #to me it is throw up sobbing shaking crying #idk if they would like fucking put me under I’d go get one #but you will not catch me getting a Pap smear awake #my ass doesn’t even put in tampons #now that’s the REAL tmi #anyways if you got from the end I’m using that men in black pen to erase all memories of you reading this

[rottencandyco]

I just learned that Minior die what the fuck

#pokémon #pokedex #sad facts #sad Pokémon #why do they die #I’m so upset about this #minior #sun and moon #sun #moon #ultra sun and ultra moon #gen 7 #screaming crying throwing up

[maribird]

im actually so sad i thought i was getting popular here

#maribird #cry #sob #screaming crying throwing up #im #actually #so #sad #i #thought #was #getting #popular #here #tumblr #post #random #upset #bots #tumblr bot #profile #user