What a beautifully, emotional, long-lost, love story! From the very start, Axel won me over, and I so wanted him to have everything he ever wanted. Cax simply broke my heart, with all he had to endure and do, the abuse and worry that he dealt with in his everyday life. Fabulously narrated, these two kept me hanging on their every moment, until they could finally have the life they wanted <3
having all sorts of mixed feelings about today -- I DO actually like Valentine's day, it's all associated with handmaking class valentines and buying candy and yeah, Fun Dates
and also it's my mom's birthday
which she hated, she hated sharing her birthday with today, so I always made sure to do something extra special about it so she didn't
it's the first one she's not here for
it's the first Valentine's Day that's JUST Valentine's day
I am a Little Fucked Up about it
...happy birthday, Mom, I'll yell at my elected representatives for you today
And isn't it amazing and incredible in its existence when a self-destructive boy, left alone by everyone and turned into a burden, hiding the scorching fire of his pain behind the mask and a glass of whiskey, demands and pleads of help so earnestly, so openly, so needy, knowing he will be cared for?
i don't know what to do with myself. but i am comforted in the fact that someone said once that once they finished the series the first time through, they immediately re-read it six more times back to back. never before has a book series made me feel this way. i have never adored characters so deeply as i adore these. i can't even try to put into words what these books mean to me. it's no secret on my blog that things have been very hard for me these last years. but there's been such joy that these books have brought me in such a way i wasn't sure i'd feel. i'm just so very thankful to them for bringing me that joy, and to this lovely, wonderful fandom i'm getting to know. it is so clear these books are very beloved, and for good reason. i'll hold these characters and this story in my heart always.
also if anyone wants to come in my inbox and talk about this series with me, i really would love that.
i log onto this site for the first time in weeks just to look at some Ashey Winters fanart as one does, and that one post has gotten like 10k more notes wtfffff gurl rip my notifs hahahahah anyways I hope you’re all doing good on here,,I partied too close to the sun it would appear, turns out 4 parties in 10 days is too much for my weak lil self and I’ve spent the last few days sick in bed o7 on the mend but goddamn. Also I was gonna post about the pd epilogue because it was perfect in every way but yeee I was too sick to post hahaha in my past life i think I was a sickly victorian child who died of the mild cold or perhaps i was a hedgehog too sleepy and content for capitalism and its dastardly ways
No no no just thinking about the pool scene again and how it was basically entirely improvised and how beautiful it was and how much trust Mile and Apo have in each other and how much dedication they have to their characters and how beautiful it was shot, with so much love, and now having the knowledge that it was Porsche's message to Kinn that he would do anything for him but he still needs his own agency in his life and needed Kinn to trust him to find his own answers and and and
“You did what??? What is this?”
That seems to be what Paul is asking here -- well it IS what he’s asking John as this chapter progresses.
Chapter 49 of “Carry that Weight” closes out the two-part chapter called “Love and Fear”.
It’s long, almost 10,000 words. And I’ve decided that it will close out “BOOK TWO” of this three book “McLennon Angst Series”. (Your one-stop shop for all things angsty in the McLennon fandom!) My life is crazy at the moment and so I need a little break from it. But I do intend to finish the story.
Meanwhile, you can read where John and Paul have ended up with all of their therapeutic talking, here. I hope you like it.
I love Code Geass to what is probably an embarrassing degree. The fashion! The slick way the mechas move (robots with Heelies! fuck yeah)! The stylishly overdramatic (and head-canonable as aroace spectrum) protagonist! The politics! The Zero outfit!
The amount of camera shots of tits n’ ass will never become any less annoying to me, but everything else more than makes up for it. If I saw a Zero cosplayer irl, I would respectfully not glomp...but oh, would I come close.
I’m so excited to be here with all you nerds in the new year. 🥳🥂🎉
Hey- look at us. who would have thought? Not me!
2022, right at the end, decided to take Anita Pointer, so apropos of my love of both Star Trek & in honor of The Pointer Sisters who have been indelibly scored on the soundtrack of my life (and who’s space-age stage costumes that would fit right at home in any sci-fi universe be it Kelvin, parallel, pocket, or Mirror)- here’s my vibe for 2023: boldly going into new beginnings with y’all on the USS BIMBO. 🖖🏻🪩✨