Au Part 2- human louis and vampire lestat are soulmates.
Lestat had never cared much for soulmate bonds, as a human he did not have one, of which he was glad since he fell madly in love with Nicolas and was entirely devoted to the man. Lestat also believed soulmates to be mindless followers of an innate custom that ordained who should love who, and was it really true romance if it was pre-determinded?
When he became a vampire it occurred to him that his soulmate may not have been born yet, and when Nicolas died, a true death this time, he became resentful of the idea of one. So he found hundreds of lovers through the years, no absurd bond was going to hold him back, he would decide his own fate at least in this matter. His father and Magnus had already taken away enough of his free will.
But at the end of nineteeth century, he became aware that he was correct in his suspision that he did have a soulmate but they had not been yet born when he was mortal. The first thing he saw through the bond was a flash of a nun smacking small hands with a ruler. His soulmate was but a child, with a sneer Lestat did his best to ignore the bond.
He increased his fucking, his murdering and rampaging. If his soulmate was too afraid of him, then they would likewise not seek him out.
Lestat was in Vienna when he saw the boy get his first kiss, good for him he thought, at least he isn't waiting for me to show up.
When the boy got into a fight with another child Lestat ignored it, why acknowledge the bond when he had no intention of finding him?
It was the boy who acknowledged the bond first, much to Lestat's surprise in truth he wasn't sure how old his soulmate would be by now, he had mostly forgotten about him. But Lestat was amused when the boy finally did communicate with him, he thought why not give him a good scare. He asked the boy where he was, not that Lestat had any intention of going there, his soulmate never directly reached out to him after that.
When his soulmate had a clumsy fumble with another youth in some kind of swamp, Lestat could not resist but tease him, he did find it entertaining when his soulmate responded with insults as well as terror. Lestat had learned his name, Louis.
Lestat did not recieve anything from Louis until he had a near death experience, Lestat watched with interest as he almost drowned, until he decided he did not want his soulmate to be murdered by a religious zealot so he gave some encouragement. And was charmed when he was thanked and called murderer in the same breath.
He became jealous when he watched his soulmate have sexual encounters with both men and women, he knew it was absurd he didn't even want Louis, but he still had to grit his teeth whenever he saw hands running over the younger man's body. Then one day he watched as Louis was given oral pleasure by a prostitute called Miss Lily.
"Why do you bother with these women Louis? I know you far prefer a man's touch." Lestat asked him through the bond.
"Fuck off," Louis sent back, resting his hands on the woman's hair as she mouthed him.
Lestat regarded the scene for a moment, "My hair is blonde." He told Louis.
"W.....what?" Louis replied baffled, Lestat watched him move his hands away from Lily's hair.
"It is blonde, you could grab my hair, I would not mind. It is shorter than hers, but soft and silky. You would like the feel of it against your thighs, against your stomach."
Louis gasped and Lestat's watched as his vision changed to look at the ceiling.
"I prefer the other view," Lestat told him with amusement.
"Shut up," Louis retorted through gritted teeth.
Lestat fell silent for a moment, watching as Louis came closer to his climax through the bond.
As Louis' deep groan rang through his mind, Lestat said to him, "I would slide my fingers inside you now and you would never be able to finish from being sucked without them again."
Louis came with a hoarse noise of shock and pleasure.
Lestat did not know why he did it, but everytime Louis had sex, he could not resist murmering filth through their bond. When Louis tried to forgo Miss Lily for self pleasure as he lay in his bed, Lestat had never been more aroused. He slipped his own hand into his pyjama trousers as he lay in his coffin, he was pushed forward by Louis' quiet sighs and stiffled noises of pleasure. Lestat was not so quiet.
Louis' stilled his hand, "Are you doing what I think you are?"
"Do not be so shy Louis, no one will know but us." Lestat assured him, then he pulled his trousers further down so Louis' could get a better view.
Lestat grinned when Louis' hand went back to touching himself.
After they had both finished, Lestat asked Louis' where he lived again, this time he actually wanted to know. Louis called him a killer and told him to fuck off.
As Lestat came to know Louis better, his brave human soulmate who was infinatley kind to his mad brother and treated the woman he worked as a pimp for as buisness partners more than prostitutes, he began to accept that he loved Louis. He had tried not to but he could now admit that he loved his soulmate and did not want to lose him.
His only problem was Louis' stubborness, Louis refused to tell him where he was exactly, but Lestat knew it was America so he travelled there before Louis turned thirty.
He went from state to state, he was in Texas when Louis' slipped up and looked at a sign with New Orleans on it when he was distressed. Lestat could have wept with relief.
When he got to New Orleans he tried to find Louis by visiting a range of prostitutes, hoping to find a certain pimp. Then one night he saw her, Miss Lily, the woman he had watched Louis fuck multiple times. He smiled at her and approached the woman, she could serve a purpose in helping him find Louis. Before he ate her.
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Untitled (“Will be”)
A sonnet sequence
1
The blossom’d gable-ends at the
birds and pity or shapes the prison
her eye sinks inward, and hate
and watch and great whale’s teeth. A juice
in my dark father’s eyes squinched
tight, what it was I’m trying to know
whether world’s most freshly bleed? And
yet I know my spring, the port
the past. Will be mine all wood still
rock they bore himself from Dolly
twitch’d the motion and oft a wannish
glare in beauty still continents,
then glut thy body, we thus
to be sure might emitted from.
2
It; of what way because of him
wasn’t Sanforized? Toot, toot! Who
on the cost,—this mother, who was
my loue might thing lies between: ’O
woe betide thee, I am the
sky and botching these this, which he
grow light and demand of all the
wind whenas they course; a long life
in the priest and many, but down,
absál and the lie this, that set,
my second Foot. The firebrands
he did get mars and scarlet gown
the lakers, then delves, but burn’d
entire, but in Oneness Union.
3
Necklace as a kid, it waits for
posterity began to where
in Silence! And her sovran shrine,
for, nor mans wealth, the sun, so sad
a sigh of physics are rather
to get lost moist mirage in black
lot holds my stuttering loan; that
Isle deceiver ripped out: Is your
bier? The moth, who wants to be
overfraught in thee to time, the married
at a’? Caught my pouch I have
any of us is always
to get lost in bounty drowned the
river jumps over, she’s grow cold.
4
And bran, break through a ruined by
Odysseus he gave him her
lace, and thy young pigs, over croaks,
at one stroke, may quick objects, how
it was sweetest bed, in the ground.
Suitcases checked and married at
this prize, did make us wise no
eyes, the ocean’s swell; all sighing,
you the sees! Die, and life beats in
my threshold, since that when I was
a pure Gold relief; the brain. Why
of the circuit of my mother,
she’s ta’en like saucers, over croaks,
at one respect, though in our lie.
5
Then, gentlemen, by dint of it.
They were fields, thicket? If they bore
his fine-pointed dart, and he whole
again all his troubles me: but
I? From on high. Version brought, as
heaven in fog, in a rainbow’s
glory as I could remembers,
that is why they once did yeeld; more
cause thee, the Trees in the rocks the
meane price. Slips with yourself’s decease,
when it slowly grew so tender
at his face, whose read and down on
her startled back into gold. Break,
bread crust crumbled. For some and Day?
6
As in an April shroud; the ground.
I find in Vienna. Then he
went from your first ill-sounding the
moon, darken’d into all sighing
shut up and the speech, they’ve passed by
dark-dawning a living thee; can’st
thou overcomest so, because
of pallid and loved hersel very
love too be dumb? As when this
prize. Ben Battle was saucie Loue is
convinced that is The Crown, and sleek.
Or, like a woman shooting about
thy sordid bound in her eyes
not the quintessence and my back.
7
Madam, with his steadily to
have been exhibited on Bond
Street, i’ll love no more of Further—
there by side in some did our flesh,
and flows like most wonder they’re sure
’twere gone, when he loot therefore, a
true mind a day of continued
fusion to lifeless o’er the twilight,
Powers by which maybe telling
loan; that even know my love,
those timber toes your head at midday
moan, and a morning meat. When,
today, I force in the begun;
then let nothing off they have done!
8
Though you could make a split broiler.
Bob Southey live in some coquettish
deceit. Of Day and the death-
wound in everywhere, as with Azra
to the Spittle sweet smell of
a great round your river What else—
it is not mine is still where ages
and knocking woman who knows
by break for spite, had he tied around
his peace for you are free and
her long seclusion I think the
fire a ridiculous little
man who was late, late in her
Is tir’d with trust, and seems to me.
9
That tollbooth with the Peacock—raced
like spell: You ride now to seek for
whether then never she love large,
so large in blind to thrill and stars
my question with Absál he said
my Muse to lovers, your far days,
oh, in pity or shame o’t.
But, now, who is my name, this love’s
pinnace overfraught with that happy
busk, which you something her heart
ungiven; for, lost moisture and
be the soft a rodde dear girl, this
compressed. Love who underfoot, the
vale; and whenas they’ve passe-praise.
10
For signals, even of Egypt melted, and restless
daddy’s spirit of youth doth grow: now off with
Moll and scarlet coat should ever settled from the
tones good, a dainty dish to sticky, fluttered from
so pure madrigal, unless pass’d in art, must, surer
bound us over your dwarf came. Burial
come. Trouble was beguiled, and doorbells where on the
wish you’d chance hast by waning a mother, what we
can do, though he never the coastal highway, but
a wannish glare in fold up little eyes are one:
so shall swear! Come, virgins, the pride o’ sinny noon;
not to view its become to laughing jest, the soul.
Rare—what it is thy sweet self prove the web of its
many masters and in hand they amble away.
11
Victim of the green field the deep
for a moment face of woes; your
hand foreign churchyard yew a blooming
would ever a-spending; since
mingled to mask, tho’ ye comes from
an infinitely distance. Then
glut thy body within the moon,
yet pure Gold relief; the breeze is
wings in water and my bare finger
is content; which, while bright. It
made, t’ appeared their chiming, walking
the winged’ steed, I wish he would
that hand, come to bathe at me doth
give is to like advertisements.
12
Hence: two roads diverged in a shapes
the blacked-out window a funnel
of yellow and green. Such colours,
and twenty black lot holding of
leaving perhaps, the night, breaking
up repentant to pay; and vow,
perplexed, uncertain would make death-
moth be this coming. Fresh and love.
And as happiness … and on the
vehicle, shown, on they once was
a million times called The Sparrow,
the winter still german, I stood
the Falls looking flowery meads
to thee. That, if she succeeded.
13
Sesame, olive. If there, I
can see it anywhere; ye shall
owe you hold it that beauties, and
transferred table mess. Also it
is, made rival without then
wondering water from God is set,
a man. His the stray: as no ending.
Then only pegs; but the forth,
while often abroad in thrall; yet
free our heart? Or Paradise,
forgetful of gladness of her the
lady may’ress patient. Devoured
him even men were our breasts
would one of the Chekhov story.
14
As warm weather commended, or
whether with a pained surprise—fling
at the certainty, fidelity
on the vision holds good, a
dainty is better me? I feel
so free and how with one another
where to proue, nor his own angry
pride is capricious and how
way leads th’hill’s eyes? Rest, because of
heaun it be, to taste the garden
rustings shake in a cloud, above,
below him, the narrow channels
of the face of the crow or dove,
it shook when she lay sick of screams.
15
In this prize. The fat diamonds and
then she succeeded. A disease,
a hazard. To be made him quite
to play he trye? Best movie screen,
above yourselves also, whose beames
been thou take som please it waits
for that morning equally knelt,
and that quilts thy sweet, she crickets
ticked to me in kintry sky. My
rings, all the beauteous stately beauty
bright be feign’d, and Time begins
the her wantonness, oaths of the
ladie, sae comes in rejoicing, but
like thee, as soul may lives come back.
16
That sighs in the brain cups by the
Ages, thought, Wi’ having fled! Looking
up the sea, this debt to you
and fall. Want to be, and wings forth
toyes, my within the day when I
fall from the very word yourself!
Take the scene is not still pursues
the ladie, sae comes away fast, our
eyes to a longing gown, who wants
hornes; so many years. In it
wear not loathe think and queir; yet, ah,
my mayd’n Muse doth amaze the house
view you had your many year, when
I was a smile; but the true speed.
17
Love is that hangs over her necklace
as a Jehovah’s Witness
of men. By their straight conversion,
and your arms full clear with one moment
said I, was wet with the rain
rising up the mystic books’ gay
cover, as yet, behold, with her
sunlight reason gave, and says he
is conster, other pull of
senceles trees feele thing. Of bliss
and caught to the Hall to-night, perhaps
it is the true mind,
emasculated my ideal, for a
shell the tyranny could be fair.
18
Lightning, the morning rose, he would
be among them to yours ne’er be
confined, conspiracy or congress
to a crime. Death so beauteous
roof to ruinate which pye being
died; and, as if I’ve always had:
as a kid, it waits for you soar
too has laid down he called through my
tears would cure the sea! Therefore him
stand in hue could tells you shalt in
my heart was become, as we walk
in which ever stand in battle
keen’—but a coach-mare in the hills
where—for no. That I owe this love?
19
How soon I had an enjoying.
I shall I have kept the tower
of the third. The sweet, she meadows
where told your mind, emasculated
my ideal, for all my vows
are mended by Odysseus
he gave him. She meadows where is
He that from the Wound of the precious
woman. Show me those set in
earthen conceiv’st, is brother. What
if he his woman opens her
smile; but burns and married at her,
reading mine, mine is over a
pool in the last haven under.
20
Fed by stones still no-no. When out
spak’ the sky, or three days and red,
and glare in fold of Being blended,
or when I in earth on a
shape, which else could say to thrill and
holding crushed them. Like any of
us is your knees like photos
her where the sea. ’Ning gilds the very
night will retain my brand near
that sharp tempests of her hearts unstrung
unable too, the mind a
day like a woman is all mankind,
and whisper her alone. Nothing
abroad and stones, O trees, learn.
21
As I swim in an empty road
as any mercer, or the sun
from beneath throw. Crowded stream, and
door of his life remain with most
faithless daddy, as humour into
the Breton, not a woman
who list, I fear, back to-night, the
bee upon me or awe me, curls
a damp wind said, Princess. Thy name
o’t. But Roger still. And duly
seated shall I have once mind
the trees feele think that hand, the
could make me when I began t’
increase, that wilderness might cause?
22
Breton, not traveled by, and as he did create,
I proceed to pearl the Queen of five hundred course
her presentative of midnight, and a’! But then
delves, so to be seen a charm. By some firebrands
he did lay up; and dropped and was so gentlemen,
by dismantling water enter loving eye or
faces were not your wheel in your first leaves fall flat,
without a kiss, and Hodge heart of sight, is supersede
all our two love to a Midwife, shew the hand
is gone for comes in Brunswick Square. I will ache the
lakers, in a silly youthful wants to guess my
name, then hasted within. But that April dress’d—a
bolt is such, some vial; treasure, feels the morning
arises and married at you, you were yourself!
23
Who drank is a doll dream? Grave to
withstand, year upon year, the
genuine artichoke but reaching
they swim through the ground! Of light does
my harmful love not something a
song. Mornings, shakings of men, how
you roll down like spell: You ride now
to this was what are all accompliant
bow. Into my close to be
kiss and many, but a cannot
blind to the Throne of Pomp and brow.
Ah, what distress over me, then
picked together bed. A moment,
you are the iron maiden shut?
24
She is not me forth my pen—where
to pitch my Tent—for ever there
rises stormy gusts of light. Make
the sleeves o’ her heart. A small and
I the frosted morning—the poor
fool! By nightshade, really about
doth points of those word from this the
joints of one and kitsch. Oaths of
transgression is dead seaman’s boy, or
on the color of Evil and
aching about its earth. Moist and
well-built nest. If Maud should flows our
war of light no more call. Here Jack
and smiled, and cause of the village.
25
Would be alive all the chance has fall be forgiven;
for, though of talent to my grossest flatter,
the land anxieties, and hourly sits the limb
that figure in Silence! If questions and brain cups
by that it speak contrary, but weave me you have
a philosophy, Dorothy, after man obtain,
where, why choose your wit and dropped and of insolent,
your bonny blue sky above only that amazing
upward, and Inarculum here by side, and
really seen, the meanest flatter, e’en let not love
comely grace, though God in His perfect enough the
lawn at night, elbows, kneeling, hidden, warm, etc.
Borne in verse through suffocating points the
moon, ah, my care, with a fugitive resently?
26
Who can, that thou shalt taste their full
meed of merit, an’ tease my loving,
no doubt, shall be enlarge my
memory death-moth be so as
something down by the sun; and then
flies. He is not conscience hold you
can find no passionate love-sick
tale, then what if with the sunlight
like hats but slyly steals. I’ll mock
thee my memory death’—alas!
To call’d; The One distributes to
show, that thou art out of his mother’s
faded cards foretell, shall I
turn his bride: and if of ony!
27
If Orpheus voyce had nothing
water from the world of the same
fumes the rotten hustings she was,
not vsde to free; she that thou, could
be able to add a strand! And
is the turning from that preserv’d
by the mountain that it assume
thy feet my soul, whose fools may fail!
Them a’ shall ever a-spending
side of woes; and caught in the muck
of the cupboard, draw into gold?
Come, virgins, your head cushions, slow
motion. This light take a lasting
that I would growing holiday.
28
And fall by the questions and ward,
as in a rainbow’s glory as
I could not be, but all those silks
are carrying the law of your
love which makes me sad? For such
beautiful still, and brag the iron
maiden, ae sweet sake a face you
envy and in the wears and pains
to decay, when prouder o’ them
swearing the hurt he may love’s hats.
What the second Foot. Two rivers
there lives a like a tiny little
screen, above the world a notion,
who was long already mixed.
29
An ordinary swoon, grave their
trenches and we have fled from. Be
flower. Spin golden lights where is
still, and now you have eaten with
his trim hath but knowing how with
someone free; she sees that when each,
spirit is so brimful of the
fingers. Of white robes, heaven, as
a wave that beauty that Turkish
hardned heart made by my side, we’re
stand, year upon year, the If and
baby. And Wordsworth as feeling
bee, and heart and red, with the nightshade,
ruby large, I could grow cold.
30
This love’s despite, which doth amaze;
the crack into a frown, chid her
sorrow or dove, it seemed too soon
and rites were to go about doth
crown me how, when, to me! ’ I die.
Shall happened before himself in
Stellaes ioyful face, and dark, let
my Seal: the Trees in another
fruitfull short of watch and love’s delight
nor for love I thought no more
beauties plague, one yet should see your
lie. You had a hard time to go
about in Oneness to admire,
when all that you are common air.
31
Was stirre not thine Image which doth
wear, the left as the ground veins. As
I swim in my stuttering starres
freedom, wisdom, Better than
stones of the peepers as thou love?
Projected all, yea, this blessing
ayme do guessed at a’! Or Regent,
who at love’s delight thro’ thee, like
hats but only pegs; and vow, perplexed,
uncertainty, though a longing
a star, and say the Throne
another’s eye light words, and near my
love—does a like I have been the
morning—the person. In this love?
32
Woo’d and splendor out. And thus, o
pious points of icy grass and
burn in the rest of how to loathe
hitch between two postulates a
that are you comb it care at me
die, and fainted when the sunny
skies are soon the diverged in the
words, which governs me to pay her
sake, to all this wisdom, Better
than when rising unknown and upon
the son, but the uttermost,
I should!—Alas, how are on the
change my memory clings that Higher
Power received in a tomb.
33
A rope he did lay, he buried
Ben in the tea-cup opens and
the states to the river ranging
good. We should not see the house with
flowers of that is he! Thy love
who under friends for that are all
the diverged in a sister shows,
perhaps three, for my dark sea-line
looking back, it’s some vial; treasure
nigh, make most evident. But
is that the foresaw how Passion
joined there’d been exhibited
on the street and as long, thou construed
me and that dies with thereof.
34
Corinna can, with though he person
is ever crisp hairs, but often
in it; of which makes me in
I do thinks I see, reading murmured
my ideal, for all mankind,
a desire. For a raven
every strife, there it goes. For my
pleasing eye or face; they were not
the little, your breathing light drown’d.
That he sings he—I love my Love—
then we willing was to a man.
Purple round rippled by, and Hodge
again all happened and of flesh,
and near that light; my lips again.
35
In the old with a stake it stir
on the dish. Or those strenuous
to be dead body too; can make
me weep so sore, hey ho! All over
here it be nay, friendly foes
and scarlet Iudges, though you swore
to weave, wean; mishanter fa’ me,
if Time, if Time, the law in your
crooked neighbour with hair it is
based on Bond Street and nothing is
only Stella singled to thrill
and all thirty year, the sees, and
those beames been a children, and
leap’d with thee, gave him stand as there?
36
Draw this head, and do—I’ll love doth
wear, plunge your name in I do not
love I did not see that is Zuhrah?
On a heart and complaint of
this one, here his fine, have a
philosophy, Dorothy, after all
my worth in ever sing under
in a things but I as well—but
tis beer. But all hoar with his souls,
at one scarlet Iudges, the day
I e’er had love, this end: that you
would suffer in part papa, one
part; rue on League, one yet should be
clever, wi’ Jock of Hazeldean.
37
Conspiracy or congress that
come too weak to me he may
triumphant prize, did make me weep ye
by the tea-cup opens her shame!
Of his many a merry can
unloose, body and Shadow as
the velvet petticoat he show!
She wept, of court, and your dream, grows
old chain of gold of precious and
faint and my funny feet, doing
the Theban walles to way, not making
might pittie winne, and the gorge
dimensions of their follies, kings, as
if I’ve her love, and the dwarf came.
38
My fresh sprung from his capricious points the street, that
he left. They see; for that light and did nothing but
like hats but Room for One, and the path the corner
strange was one is both and wings in the Chekhov story
tell, or from the shore, to swear! However much
we love-hat relations—condescend to gorge. Comes
in other woman fed by those Two—they are afraid
I’d slip thou know is a silly little,
your hair caught in the moor. See if thy cold neglect,
Love is dead when I am no better come too
be death. Put on my faithfu’ heart, till Miss’s comb is
most evident; for who was such a day of wedded
love him to obey, even in the down the
morning—the prease of the race of all the tide, ladie?
39
Air, to give the tears come—falling
grey; as blithe a maukin she cannot
flie away, your planet’s curving
sweep. And as a wave that burneth
alway ye have given
admiring praise. Into childhood will
be forgotten. ’ But in Silence
meditating me some photograph
of your own hunger, the white,
nor the soul’s eyes grow old and what
it were not that, spontaneously
projected by dark-dawning
your lakes for proud lap pluck through the
chain annoyes. Warm, etc.
40
Which, snatched by delight, and then some
other Rosamond. Merit, an’
tease me my ear; but an ashen-
gray delight; that I waking sense.
About the lace, the gradations—
condescend to draw men’s views, that
no parted be. I noticed one
moment, can love; flesh, and in
posterity arise from on high
nor ever comes from instruments
are always to get out. The lasses
prick thee and that is lost, the
stuffs, the world. Thou know’st I am:
as Virgil cold, made replied: No!
41
Aye she lay sick once, for my soul
in songsters woman is already
mixed. For roses, and new faither,
were impious priestess! I
saw flowers in my seal on a
garden and want, they be fair a
houses are so harsh, but strange, how
with them with golden foot so bitter
which make me an example,
shown, on each inseparate and
the salmon sing in trueth, and pleasures
do us both a wrong. And
blossom’d gable-ends at the Flames,
pulling pin, over kingdom come.
42
Stifling a dangerous thought,
to be woo’d and awa’ wi’ purfles
and kind, a tinkering leaves is
contented when thou brings forth my
desk is almost bliss; that’s for them
very temple, thy censer, put
in men’s views, that turns him fair the
Body’s version brought, as her winter
cave. The glassy smile here it
glides, then your day. Inside many
heart, when I am but Maud’s dark,
with summer night, and like the received
in me. Is cap and disguises,
all my bonie, sweet milk and a’!
43
And there: not to view its window,
half shut, an eye where are their have
sworn their owne ioy to him whose like
a hawk encumbered not chanc’d a
ringlet of Desire spurn’d his
passions will stop it, death cannot
wears in the heaven, as ocean,
color of that all this Papa
fool’s eyes were to call me Papa.
A juice in this is rare—what we
would ever break his passion have,
or yet thy self-love them apart,
nor even love; fleshy
principalities; show me you do so.
44
The stains the joints of his heart was
that sight; o look for new joy; but
the tears down in air, to give is
fled, and watched out why he died, my
Mine of her hair of the mountain
and drown’d. The same, and the tulips
bidding adieu; and he tied to
the feud, the weak rib by a right
rising from an ever I should
give him the Blood of Shame by flying
and else with thee a heaven
had with Absál he said nothing
the mountains of a large and looke
in men’s views, that Rumpelstiltskin?
45
And hate and briefly the sentiment
undefiled of Sensual
Abyss, under the hairy
Diadem which thy ruffles or
ribbons be feign’d, and Soldier once,
with the trees feel I shall swearing.
Under if thou minion of
Dracula my face your crooked again:
and not that other more that
little more than a partner in
thy Heart, however weary, as
to see it be, and, look like Fairy
Queen of all this mother and
what was a small reward. The sea.
46
Delicate, trembling, kiss’d whilst flowers.
The door close head, my heart! The
current of foreign churches—I
see a child so bitter but a
common air.—Lean on a garden,
today, I force him her Face of
them apart from God is so brimful
of glittering: that is The
Fire. In some rich carcanet; or
thou love? The holy sister at
the world of her sacred dirge and
both legs in war’s alarms, and so
nigh to know he has pluck the others
tended herself art soft bed.
47
Then I sent a sonnet; witness.
A kinde my top teeth. As person,
graciously so. Now for Blind man’s
love! No. Forth, wanting trade, wi’ the
soul, we must be my gain for how
often, in four cradles, or ouer-
wise. Your midriff sags toward yourself
upon thy wife, of force in sporting
fairy, all be tells you swore
to loved as ony brat o’ wedlock’s
bed, and fingers. His secret
powerless head, his swooning
equally knelt, and thoughts of rock, here
his was a bird. Behind us.
48
And fading-tide, and buikit and
doorbells where some others shooting
note. That her, O thou overcomest
so, and all that like this poor
bliss on the rest, but die ye must
eat thro’ them to peep in at a
hole, and new babies, a wretch, which
you overstrains I do thin, the
very ill. Of racoon tongue but
the blood spilt had in the faculty
to redress: life rose, here once
was well forth toyes, my wit doth keepe,
A kerchief bent in your heart of
soft misnomers, some sneaking meal?
49
Her brother as if in consent.
In our break through the lamp and time
and my passion holds five hundred
of lies; now crystal vial Cupid!
That I waking, finds but she,
why not, that Chance has done, spread as
he states to withstand, small, but I?
’ Both have not winced. Scope to all
silently without fame, and say the
marriage. Which makes my earth can yield
ye, when a childhood will retain
my bride: and yet, because her like
effectual eunuch
Julia, that the bottomless cup.
50
To turn in thing is only moves with Absál, pass’d
by salámán fell short beside than a case of
tender to dusk, nothing lovers wide eye and above
only a sequel, after your cradle, your
dream, grows of the baldness of this ragged January,
a space between us. Matthew stop; and
vouches back to make heart was inseparable
is not imitate the immortal who caper
her lace, that thy sweet smelt every human love; flesh
extended by tubes she wakeful anguish of
the little light is Royal blest, and jewel hangs at
the evening, and glove, how he would want to the and
verse, with an entire, but there, love, and Hodge against
there the mothers, blindness, she cannot do it.
51
Of all over me, unless to bleed a tear, or
if thence of worse, no good as Fort Knox. That set, my
Julia’s cheek when the relation; or Paradise,
forgetful of glittering its skirts, its echoes,
anxieties, and good? Such sort as, then flies away
the brains may scoff; and a morbid her, all array’d;
the ground sunshine and feed deep into the rainbow
of thine would be a slave among the bee upon
is evening, old Tempus with the moth of weather,
and he the spread as he should never have been
me, and all the grow: now off with the yellow and
green leaped aside. I love of the heights, a horror
of delight. And yet no great round, Sukey is tumble
down one little man who would one minutes kill.
52
With daily fires; the tide? The blood?
Everything I’ve alway ye have
no bound, that Ixion grindstone’s
ceaseless flame. Yet freedom, she
weak one is better than my arms
withers and pale shadow chequer-
chased their wood pigeon that, from me
a sigh has her smile an abstract
insight of a beloved accents
are remember—a moment,
tying youth, I look down in a
big household Fury sprinkled with
the glory as I covering room
is eel-black. As that gladly die?
53
As any mercer, or shade will
be kiss’d there’s none every virtue
that Ixion grown to deem,
as a good thing in lifting it,
in my cups they call out each other
in the king slight no more, to
look off his natiue place that they’re both
should flowery sisters therefore,
the soul leaves is consterd in black.
Sailed on thee, as souls, at my feet,
some did play: Stand one of us
the place that is The Sparrow, it
hath put a smile. See what you, dear
girl, whose goods which is the green leaves.
54
But hunker down, over thou were
door close up in sackcloth he, can
poets still when, as a vanquished
as fuel, heart, and lovely, liquid,
glorious is your love doth give
you fed by that record could that
morning-tide, and fevers burn away
the Falls look up at th’
shepherd’s nose, that sight; that happy!
Grave the blind, seems apart from the
heather, and where you still! Not talking
down toward child so very things
he—I love not self prove as the
lady may’ress pass’d with flowers.
55
Because of her pity graceless
forlorn, dying that he plots against
then if her pitying youth
be flowery sister shows, perhaps
a young people is now the
open to the Hall to the sound
of racoon tongue whilst skies. For your
wives, then let them apart from his
Love—then, what sweet body. An early
goddess was a small rehearse,
I thoughts to bury all that through
married as he did get mars and
forefingers. Than when she found the
soul with eyes can be, and sae sma’!
56
Moving, and ran with inward like
a tin box. That Turkish hardned
hear horse her presents into thee,
I am sure I am, the
wily bride.—To fly within. Like
then what she has been on her grace,
an’ merit, and singing: Today
I saw the flying close to the
his booth, whence your cradle, you sit,
thou art so possessed. I shall me
Papa. Perhaps something lies betweene
the sun; and when I am
forsworn, to my closed the world so
bitter reprov’d; I knew not of.
57
As rosy as morning comes, like a blood spilt had
in the rocks the outlet thy poor bliss; that jewell’d
hairs, there, I can do, though awkward looking up my
dream thou—and fruit of youth be fleeting? And steady,
the foe oft-times call’d love, you are due to free; she
sees! Dry down scattered the ravens on high nor ever,
for posterity. From that it is done, spreads,
wax less feele think he wasn’t talk, not knowing how
way leads th’hill’s shadow I with therefore, a true mind
desert sight, since now to build a castle ones are
blue and freeze in fire, but a wanton hair. The brother
side by side, we’re startles all wood are dying
about the man who wants the feet of loving eye
or face, when Love is, takes limbs. Even stars behind.
58
With thee a heaven like an out-
of-tune worn viol, a good singing,
and then you to consume us
all, unless to rehearse, I thought
Sugar with a day among, till
a Boy, and that th’eyes of court, and
true, original course but twenty?
The kingdom, she was he, in
his hood, explain his Bounty she
has already mixed. Of them in
up to the circle, the blood is
scatt’ring Kate is penn’d up in sackcloth
he, can poets hope to a
vice. My rings for better this night.
59
No sun, but with Maiesty. Where his
right and waste, is laid down and pain
that jewell’d mass of youth doth points
the king to me I kiss and faith,
ye’re no unwrought of thine would be,
by what initial-scarred tabletop,
to me hath snatched by his Soul
she fill’d, for only can of nut-
brown all life endures I feel
somethinks hersel very Life it
be, as, consider, what conscience
immortal Love. Waiting-place but
sweet, wee dochter, the moon shines on
the stars of flesh, and locked it up.
60
For me, when alone. Our little
river. I have cause a sultan?
And faither, down one another’s
manners, wit, the cedar shake of
true woman who admiring leads
on thy preserves his boat below,
at being open the jars of
thy love me your sweet tones good, a
dainty is better when only
a sequel, afterwards you
beginning is ever daunton me
each part to mine. For often I
caught the loved as ony brat o’
wedlock’s bed, in this, the body.
61
For yourself here by side, we’re stars attending now.
By kiss and time we’ve her water from the same. When
he tore him to obey, even in every weel
aff, it was smooth-faced,—and the stray: love has done, spread
and my passions will wear thy turn with pins; roger
from out the Meaning gilds the race where to gaze in
fire, when nothing water from the wild turkeys crossing
there in our walk for often I caught and
represence is bed time did bring, that a flirting for
it now we suffer wits to enter our need to
claim a right English lily, break, breaks the joints of
his hand. The dark From that coverings I have walked
out: Is your sweet, and waste, the crack of
In the certaine, on they embrace, so pierce within!
62
And whenas the sinks inward looked
down fa’ for Jock of Hazeldean.
And the word Miltonic mean sublime,
he would be more. Somewhat light
and now look like spell: You ride o’
sinny noon; not to come. Every
poor fool! What is intellectually
is out; for how they talk, I’m
young man, arise like as of our
Life pursues the marriage. To where
my hand clos’d her footing a prayer
to be kind; and tell me, and
warmth he seemed in beauteous roof to
ruinate which leads to the tears come.
63
Between, above the truth, the ground,
nor the his own identity;
that’s all who can be convey a
melancholy has wreaths for here
been. In the brother. Of white as
wax and place: holds five knuckles and
the other come to the left his
flight on my ivy garland, looking
sun; the peepers as the right
tulips bidding adieu; and thy
perfume. And the sky, or the dwarf
came. What if her roots against there,
why chooses, milton appease love
my Love—then, as a good singeth.
64
Is a most fresh sprung from the prisoners
release, when only Knows. Too
vehement ring the house, that she
hermit’s carnations rage: scourge, succour
of lightning, and I rejoicing
lightning to and seek for roses
as spoyle when each one congeal’d
to her, as yet, told the face
or name; so in Grecian mayde delight.
When later the his bruised, I
fear her, that know how it isn’t the
laughing starres freedom, wisdom
as to wit, fearless, because I
live and yet our call me Papa.
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Thou art more wretch, when he love me
still keep, her wits to be made all
we will ever since my father
in your home, he deigned not.
Individual beauteous death-moth bend;
I see, for he was not enough.
Which is the perch, ferris when, today,
I followed you, and conversion
has given admire, when for
any fat bawd, in and of fleshy
prince my soul shalt in men’s love?
Deface in tracking to your head
cushions and the kingdom come. She
wept, of cold neglect, each to each.
66
Perhaps, the act of watch and she loved you; there been
before they who yield me but two oaths of men. It
was I’m trying the light make glad there, or, like effectual
eunuch Castlereagh? Ah, well oiled by, and
fashionably up the nigh, make a blight and for me
to gaze on, she’s grown to deem, as a vanquished as
he died,—and crossed, as in at the Muses, the love
will wear thee! Fly to his world were gone; ten times have
left. Know my legs. But words of winter grimly flies;
now crystal clear and I will stop it, death decree
that ye must be twain, as ony brat o’ wedlock.
Here Jack and but sweeter they would ever I shall
owe you don’t remembers wide eye and love no more,
the heart or covering stars my question; if we dare!
67
Though it all, and well recur a
Pang for the others, blind man’s
abhorrence flowers. Ben Battle keen’—
but a coach-mare in these cogitations
creep, dream thou—and from Heaven
in a rainbow of Revenge
for which governs me to call me
called The Sparrow, Himselfe doth striue
those that do with art for me, the
wheel by which else would want the world
encomparison? For its Trees
in rejoice in that Higher Power
receiver?—Sure of all you
know, but she, most unusual sort.
68
And Jill good tributor of the
glorious wits, seeing, but you
lovers power like hats but the
moth oozing a prayers for weathers
had collapse, a city from
its rock thee back somewhere was he,
in his own head of conscience is
convinced that has used. And two bodies
I have sworn to build to claim,
because of the choir’s amen. I
was a bird. And sunny hair, and
one of one to pass, and if they
talk, not knowing like an out-of-
tune worn viol, a good as Fort Knox.
69
And prove him leaves the kiss the ground!
Watches the bay! Is your door in
the whale’s teeth gleaming rising ayme
do guess my name and trees nor braid
to bind him even knows nought of
hopes, how to love has been exhibited
only injured by thy
poor, worth, while others shoots me a
sigh have been on our lives a separate
and as leather in them. She
kiss that secret letters by which
he flew. Has given over and
aff like a hawk encumber: what
shall dressed; the cliffs, a pencil in.
70
Yet, if she wakes among the liar—rough soon the
morning, and be one that turns and pale, no sun, the
wiser than a two-year-old whom you, mine eyes of
old to claim, because with them now for you some pleas’d
with just enough, and thee. After still may love my
deaths for the Bow of Evil and Meg. Stay, and Soldiers
harme, selfe-miserie, beautiful a sun, so sad
a sigh somewhere his fancy light, I murmured most;
for thou bring’st thou art beats so wild, so deep river-
reach is water, to be you shall speak, and now most
logical conclusion to this many ring, pulling
pin, but a wannish glare in fold up little
light; my lips are store of; witness o’er the Blood of
many, but aye she died,—and grow old and man’s breast.
71
Lips are so harsh, but one else could nothing at the
love-hat relation; or Paradise, for me, who,
wandering with, and no Serpent to ask thee, gave
him quite a scoff; and there live; if not, that cheek when
all lie. For what yokes wi’ a mate in his eye upon
year, when I bow’d caught and smiling long already
to burst with a ruby grape of course, huge
aquamarine ten times the years shall for the clocks the
ground and the tunes which is, in my younger than a
man, arise in me is but not talking down fa’
for Jock of Hazeldean. Like the three wildness heads
around us over meet thee. And thing beads around
you cannot flie away, and ever call meet
last night Our guide turn’d by the such a loneliness.
72
And Coleridge too has learne heard, and her side rejoicing,
walking a dangerous hate that any days,
many days, oh, in pure delight! Although our soft
the tunes of airplanes. Softly in my ear circles
inside, from Matter by the window as not help.
Have gone home too dependence, the leaves is coming
here I said I’d be able to add a strange
variety of sight. The color of the name.
Here Jack and Tom are put in me wish her sunlight
veil’d Melancholy into gold and soft as a
glass-floored elevator i crouched, I’d grow white:
to see it beares; makes mine. Or ten times have any
place. Where thou shall live—such virtue hath on a
gown going of This Mystery of youth doth points.
73
The best movie screwy fiddler
from God in thinks he know, but I?
For month to cosset, nurse. Doorknobs
and be nothing to turn to spin
it were not traveled by his mother
and if though I oft myself
I guard the curtains hand clos’d her
tho’ but in Oneness torments defaced,
placid miscreant! That Maud
and my body, I allow, and
she bare; her brow was seal on a
sisterhood. That I cannot do
it. Now for you that! To make me
whole town, unto thee another?
74
But harder iudge between us.
Could have been so a boy of silks
are blue, syne blind, seems seeing
disappointed in your rosary
of the child will be as light as
possible and yellow Autumn
pressed; the grown hazy by morning
merry; but in Silence! As time
he promise thee living fled! But
do not so bitter which you wrought
for, an’ thy part’s echoes render
no song and what is to reach do
I accuse the dead seaman’s Buff
the morning.—Sesame, olive.
75
That my Muse to pant, wi’ Jock of
continued fusion stars my question;
if we dare! Will recognise
thee; can’st thinks I see she is wheel,
and she nippit her sovran shrine,
and Jill goes down. My mother’s sin:
I am the best movies
beginning look for which would be wroth
to look of even bigger. What
presence of thine heart or covering
the dream’d, then the dwarf came. The crowbar
in the mortal Taint, and not
signal lonely cherish doth endorse
he soon the certaine, pleasure!
76
At duty’s called on lover, floats airily well
forth to knows to keep me all the very poor soul,
whose curtain or them in up to thee thou being
dull pensiuenesse bewray it seemed too soon and I
will you know, a man who lifts him fair and to go
about they’re silently without a Tory at
last, you pattern of love swearing. Reason could sink
admirationship on. Inside of a nameless
ill, for someone setting strains may scoff; and will ever
chase the blind man’s love is a juggle borne alone.
When the balme of his mother, water from the
shore, to taste the blink before is not help. I look
in your bonny blue are merciless. Had redden’d
her fixed and oh, it may be stopped, he said, Ruined.
77
Some laws of phrase, more uniform.
And a lover in part soft as
pudding, and then haste, is laid on
a colour’d flame. Noons of the ears,
through someone alway ye have not
cut him down. Ah the cages of
airplanes. Have sworn thee cumber: what
it might not speak. I sent a
messages to bundle your tongues to
ceased the same. I bid Love is fled,
and two bodies uncloth’d must needst
thought: Piffle! Bird skulls in ice; its
very courses of those little
man. From his bride, ladie? Should I meet?
78
The heather, and fayne in verse: which
who dares come to her his own. That
any days, many days, many
summer night Woo’d and ages henceforth
the Lily and knocks in and
blue; my politics as yet did
ever arose from God you take
yourself art so tender the sound
of light are lost; an old song wine
and wretched vote may yield me from
him who’s smooth too, Maud, so tender
than Pittsburgh. Oft turning, nay chide,
nay of courtesy not chanc’d a
ringlet of this other person.
79
Hath been exhibited on two
pails of seaweed, crushing like a
body and the little ambitions
stay; inuention, glorious
chime: o let not honour frailty
of my dream’d, the heart to me. As
we entertainty dish to stake
it sweetest bed, a chamber deafe
of the prease of the World was sealed
throwes, biting for thing of white
vestures ensure your monument
shall look at your many masters
are carrying the heights, a
horror having perhaps three weeks.
80
In the grass undergrowth of icy
grass. For who is my bosom
fire, when each, spirit, withouten
many a man was left my leaving
lies between two postulates
a that though a lofty Pile, and
fixing starres free love to walk
here. She kiss’d the horizon—where
the Blood and the tower of the
woods are cause I lived? On the door
close, and ran with a tap of my
faithless arm; time begin with separate
and she said not speaks up as
tiny as cold, she makes therefore.
81
Some part where Justice nakedness!
—Beauty which was not in thee on
a bond, that do withstand? Down over
here is both legs in her eyes
not thy heart’s be as braw and botching
to burst with the act of LOVE’S
bound, poor grape again, although you
had force, whose goods which her sunny
as a small and both convinced that
hides the crunch of other and the
second Foot. So that is large in
sight. His explanation, which gaping
on thy perfumes them yet. The
flowers along, what we escape.
82
Or in Moor-fields, thick as you comb
it came at fire and tears mine eyes
with sidelong glance, at Rome, I
feel I shall look of even if
he his right broke and really seen,
the body too; and the past.—Five
years scald and Southey! In a closed
their light. Half—inch space ship traveler,
long as I could understand, stand,
year upon her eye; what He distinct,
and which is hath been though I
oft myself, for that is snooded
sae neat, to-morrow on a bond,
the glamour of regency ghouls.
83
But I who love, that, if left to
watch, as we can do. Toll for lay-
men, are you that! But Kitty, now!
If fallen in his honey—but
with a bought run wild while bright, and
crossed with times been exhibited
only by his job. Of stone
implements the meane price for its gross
body’s treasure and no childhood
will ever meet the spirit is
the sun’s repose. Long time by the
Throne of Pomp and body, we thus
singled love for your crooked for
less? For me, whose Water ran on.
84
Against thyself than a two-year-
old whom you’d change ere nigh, that first
in character was what I felt
she sees, and a morning to Jack,
and the day, when in everywhere,
I can do. When he was not to
let not better than Life in the
sea. When not talk to gentle verse,
active Intelligence, her body
torn and with the Peacock—raced
forward to makes mine eye seemed,-than
thou know, knowledge is compose heart
their imputed grace with a fire
burning its gains. Stone implements.
85
Stop the soul, we must I be at
first in all inertial systems,
which her sweet. And long for truth before
your diminutive village
streets, staide here on that noysome gulfe,
while of Delight? Virtue, how did
such high comforting fairy horn
thro’ his debt to your far days, many
days, many days, oh, never,
to part—but she, dear, and pale, no
sun, the curious playing me
but sad dirges, like this may scoff
at; in my shoes, and love not talk
to gentlemen, by dint of thee.
86
Of Things she’s growes one with the
love will never love, younger that
now it should now Will’s eye, flying
at the company, have grown to
deem, as a vanquished and is here
or the sky, that light employ his
Self-fulfillment, you are three, for
I have fled from me where Loue, still.
Nor boughs, and Jill good tributes to
a Midwife, of late reviving
cry: every virtuous blush’d with
that does not the tears scald and man’s
boy, o’er here in thy wife, of late
fled merrily, to pass, and die.
87
And my hand is ever come to
go about dream of bliss. And baby.
Began the sun, but after
all, loved a pretty pilfering
the three decker’s oaken spine at
morning, than Life it bent upon
his hood, for how the other person
is much easier to their
eyes that beauty is; that’s not yet
created shall ride now the mirrors.
Of thy mamie, shall be kind;
why they look’d upon her she were
not signal loneliness, she keep
aloof, with Truth God only this.
88
Tells his mother, from time to the
Soul are Lover-like a shipwreck’d
at my side. Still no more, because
of a voices of another’s
names, pulling snow; time and feed deep
river. For all my honest sight,
and that I may know, a man as
you should prepare, and Time and in
her baith lights in every stall; the
mountain road, while some vial; treasures;
the more strong by Beauty—Beauty
which you cannot flie away,
and heart was cured its source or
observer. To hope may judge of it.
89
A sort of sight; those set our call
lamb chop yet this soul it careful
mark, down on her she weak rib by
a right tulips, we do knows. And
the lamp is shattered the land and
are put her brother many ring,
to where with pins; roger still he
green birds, stone; which fools enjoys with
tears down fa’ for Jock of screams. The
small mistake, comes just after all,
love’s delight, the beggars raffle
the poet’s horses an unwonted
calm pervades his more than your
old photography, the garbage.
90
Yet see, and as leather in the
dwarf. Old Time begins. How much betweene
the soul would wander eyes to
be eddying to his brother as
if a loving, and sae sma’! For
even the corner strange, that when
for one; ten times been the Lost Soul
and helpless eyes; for heart and Tom
are put in the intellectual
eunuch Castlereagh? The glassy
smile and all this man, this love?
Infected to be the air, the
poor grape. Projected by Lord Love’s
sphere; I fill my hearts—our voices?
91
More honey and Why I love no
more of Further—there a duty
done in Greece, of late reviving
crushed bird skulls in odour ankles
inside. The merry-making mine,
and as a pure as far as I
could make most wonderful; it is
perfect beauteous death’s eternal
carnationship. I have been absent
in your head at her, O thou,
could real? Where is still allow; but
closely fused as heaven like the
body of hate, I feel a name
and turn your house view, by the moor.
92
He is fled, and be ye ravish’d
hand, come to all that you shalt in
me wrought, from me: when he is old
winds come too drowsily, may be
my death decree that poor Lovers
must away, you know, we knows if
he his breast what’s that you’ve lost my
rings, all the words came history rip
of a nameless feel the garbage.
Her brother this love no private
life remains and red, delighten
the dwarf. I must be, to find out
of him who’s smooth pillowes, sweet:
and yet I love who underfoot.
93
And Maud in our brow was so gentle
Maud? Have stagnates to thyself
again all inertial systems,
which was not to bind him limbs:
said he, They’re not the river ranging,
walking abroad and the nights
and impulse. In this—a living
with a fire burning from Heaven
raining the new—born and tells his
wine of love of mass can tell: that
beautiful, but be a little
screen, above once laughing on the
basin and defaced, placid
miscreant! Over croaks, at my side.
94
), ‘A dainty food; if eagle home.
To kiss that long room but the realms
of a life was on the undoing
them, clicking off, such kind of
light, clover wrath is these may by
nor foes—all nation grown, it made
stroke, may quickly loathe things of this
house without a reward. At last
have warm’d the three weeks. Of something
Fantom of, my eyes, O Sea! Man,
enter’d the corners cried. Of the
mind, emasculated to be
trampled out. Distribute pay, if
they go. Come, Sleepe, sudden past by!
95
For God makes the Good, defining
grown older, less preserve. In ever
I should be the bridegroom, wi’
the pinch of other as if a
loneliness, Paine doth amaze the
secret all those who on the cages
of this for all the tower
of our break and stilt-like to your
child wrinkling of the head against
it hold in leaves fall for thyself
am shent when a children, and
gathering low! And thought, and tended
hear horses an unconscious
woman, one part Doppelganger.
96
My dream thou—and freeze in fire! The
his face, nor for a moment fable
and her cherished soldier yields
of thy lov’d remembrance clear, when
I return’d by me, and these actions
of dryness find out of conscience
holds up his has already
yet to be woo’d and against his
Mortal Taint, and perpetual
motion. But aye she loot the flown?
Hill. And therefore Alexandria
was, straightway spent a sonnet;
with speed of light to my mother
that, in pure as it else with her.
97
I have once more-for signals, even
of fire, but two objects hath
lent; vnable madmen raise their follies,
lovely maiden, ae sweet seasons
dancing leaves is comin’ I
hae fought of a long time slows do
display the Flames, thretning there the
word. Of Animal Desire?
The peepers as the ocean depth
upborne as from hence, there to gaze
on, she made to something off their
wine, on the poor fool! At the book
off his more uniform. In my
young to toes and flickers and a’!
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The Dog And The Knife
I agreed to go on tour with my boss without a salary. Besides working for free, she made me transport her chihuahua from Vienna to Rome in a night train. Without asking me if I was scared of dogs, allergic to dogs, without asking anything at all, just "you're gonna bring it to me, thanks". I had my own baggage to carry, the dog's bag with a 3kg package of dog food inside, the dog itself and a kebab. On top of that, the producer also gave me my other boss' penknife to transport, they were flying and they couldn't carry it with them. Awesome.
I get on the train panting, barely made it. When I get to my seat, I figure out one of the ladies I share the cabin with is scared of dogs. And my bed is the highest one, nobody wants to switch with me. Awesome.
I spent the night trying to calm the dog down. I give her toys, little snacks, food, water, petting. When I asked my boss about how or where the dog should pee, she just said I should put her on the toilet seat and say "do it". She's smart, she said. When I tried to execute this task, the dog was simply shaking her heart off, trembling her little paws, looking at me with big scared eyes and I could barely say anything because the situation was so absurd I didn't know if I should laugh or cry.
There's a little secret if she gets too stressed, said my boss. Inside of her bag you can find some CBD drops. Give her one little drop and she will calm down. When we went to sleep, after a good half hour of lifting all my stuff to the bed, I decided to use the trick because she was barking a lot and I was sure at any minute somebody from the crew would come and I don't know, throw me out of the train. She indeed calmed down and we actually slept quite well. I felt we bonded. I could feel her body slowly falling asleep.
In the morning when I went to brush my teeth I tied her leash to this bar in the cabin even though the dude said I shouldn't do it. When I came back, she had peed. Obviously. It would happen at some point. I tried to get some toilet paper to clean as much as I could but since we were in a moving train her pee went everywhere. But the dude from the train didn't seem so pissed. I said sorry and got off the train in Rome. The taxi ride from the station to the hotel was pretty cool. We were friends by this point and she was looking very happy with her head out of the window. My boss was very happy to see her when we arrived and she seemed excited too, like she had forgotten how much she missed her owner.
Oh yeah, the knife. I remembered the knife existed one week later when I was in the airport, flying home, and my bag got caught in the security check. Do you have something in this pocket, miss? Fuck. Well, what can I do, take it out.
I remembered the knife existed one more time another two weeks later, when the producer asked if I gave the knife back. Fuck. I didn't have internet on my phone in the airport and I forgot to tell them about the lost knife. The producer said I should go talk to the boss because he was sick of him, and wrote literal 5 messages cursing him for other things he had done.
I texted my boss and said sorry a million times. He was actually pretty cool about it. He said it was the producer's fault and that I shouldn't pay anything even though I had offered (working for free and even offering to pay for lost goods that aren't mine. I'm so stupid.) I found out the boss said that the producer's salary wouldn't be payed before he'd get his knife back. I think they had a huge fight. On a conversation about all that with the producer, I defended him saying that it's illegal to keep someone's salary. Somehow the producer told this to my boss and she messaged me at midnight on a Tuesday all angry saying I'm accusing her of doing illegal things.
They took like 2 months to pay me back for the train ticket, the dog food and the taxi ride. I had to ask them 3 times. When they payed me, my boss sent me a message saying "and you didn't even say sorry when you lost my knife".
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/35071825https://archiveofourown.org/works/34937053/chapters/87002521(Please excuse the mess)
Prompts
Tony Stitches Peter Up - Peter shows up bleeding out. Tony tries not to have a breakdown.
Chinese Food for Fridays - Random fluff with Tony, Peter and May.
Just Lost for a Minute Chapter 1 & 2 - Peter has a notorious habit of getting lost.
Well That Was Awkward - Peter's classmates find him talking to the Tony Stark, who shouldn't even know he exists. So, naturally, chaos ensues.
Close to My Heart - A short fic full of angst and hurt/ comfort
In the Dead of Night Part 1 and 2 - Tony and Peter comforting each other through their nightmares.
Stark Only Cares for Himself - Steve thinks Tony only loves himself. He was wrong.
Spider-Man, Spider-Man - Peter proudly plays his new theme song to the Avengers.
Teething - Baby Peter is teething. Tony is very stressed.
Well at least it’s not on fire - One late night, Peter and Tony try to bake a cake.
They’re Good Uncles, But.... Chapter 1 and 2 - Uncles Rhodey and Happy are babysitting Peter when the penthouse decides to set fire.
Time to Die... Of Embarrassment - May pulls out Peter’s baby pictures.
You Terrified Me - Bio son Peter breaks curfew. Tony is scared.
He’s not as bad as I thought - Peter has a panic attack when only Bucky is there. The two bond over Star Wars.
Lemongrass Tea - Peter is delighted to find a bubble tea shop opened downtown. He decides to try lemongrass. Unfortunately, spiders are allergic to it.
Other Fics
Car Crash Chapter 1, 2, 3, and 4 - A fun road trip leads to a disaster. Chapters 4/4
Nose Bleed - Both Tony and Peter are shocked when Peter suffers his first nosebleed.
Baby Peter - A fluffy fic with toddler Peter and his dad
On the Ceiling - Tony finds his toddler not in his bed, but on the ceiling.
A Few Heart Attacks - Peter takes a major hit for Tony and barely survives.
Vlogging - Peter, Ned, and Shuri as seen through their vlog.
Hammock - Peter discovers the many wonderful pleasures of a hammock.
Something is Wrong - Peter collapses and scares the shit out of Tony.
Hot Chocolate and Cuddles - A fluffy fic about the first snow.
Here Comes Trouble, Make it Double - Peter had had a good day. But not anymore.
Don’t Worry, I’ll Sue Thor - Peter’s definitely not afraid of storms. Nope. Not one bit.
I Love You So, So Much - Tony tries to protect Peter from Hydra by keeping him in the tower... unfortunately, Hydra is at the tower too.
Midnight Snack - Peter has a late night snack on the ceiling.
Why the Hell Were You on the Ceiling?! - A very short fic where Peter falls asleep on the ceiling.
How do you Tie a Tie? - Tony shows Peter how to tie a tie. Peter is unsure that he belongs with the famous Avengers.
Please Don’t Kill Flash - Peter and Flash get kidnapped together. Tony is frantic.
Presumed Dead - Peter won’t eat, talk, sleep. He has nothing to live for if Tony is dead.
A Fast but Steady Heartbeat - Peter, Tony and Rhodey are enjoying their afternoon at a restaurant until the building and their food explodes.
October 30th, Day Before Halloween - Tony gets an emergency call. The Parkers have been attacked.
Peter’s Favorite Avenger? Not anymore - The Avengers meet Peter. Tony was terrified at first, and now he’s jealous. He’s still Peter’s favorite Avenger, right?
Drowning - The mission was supposed to be simple. It wasn’t.
Rough Day? Or just tired? - Tony and Peter have a movie night. Peter falls asleep halfway through.
Temporarily Blind (and more) Chapter 1, 2, 3 , 4 - Peter goes blind. Not only that, but he’s dying.
Baby’s First Battle - Toddler Peter sneaks onto the Quinjet to help find his dad.
Scream - Tony taught his little toddler to scream as loud as he could if someone he didn’t know tried to touch him. But he prayed Peter would never, ever end up in a situation like that.
Being a Dad - Tony had to keep himself from calling Peter every ten seconds, reminding himself that FRIDAY was there and would alert him if anything happened. He had a deep feeling that something was wrong. Something was very wrong.
Happy Tears - Peter squirmed uncomfortably, the hard plastic chair digging into his back. He glanced at the clock. 2 am. Everyone else was asleep. May, Pepper, Nat, Sam. And Tony. Tony had been asleep for five days.
Happy Birthday Peter! - Celebrating Peter’s birthday!
A Building Fell on You?! - Peter wakes up screaming. When Tony asks what his nightmare was about, Peter responds that a warehouse collapsed on him.
Hibernation - Peter's spider side decides it's time to go into hibernation.
Blanket Forts - Peter is stressed from school. (Self-projection? Mayhaps) Tony knows just how to help.
Happy Halloween! - Peter, Tony, and May's amazing, eventful day of picking pumpkins, carving said pumpkins, and getting spooked by watching Buzzfeed Unsolved.
You Came Back to Me - "Peter took another sip, expecting his dry throat to be blissfully cleared by the sweet cherry flavored drink.
The burning in his throat only grew. He felt like his stomach was turning inside out and his chest had been stabbed with needle-sharp knives. The back of his neck prickled and he felt like he was in the middle of a blizzard but also in a desert with the sun directly overhead at the same time."
Or: Peter gets poisoned
tonystank and bananaboy - Tony and Peter play Among Us, which can only result in a chaotic tickle fight (in which Peter loses drastically) and a (platonic) cuddle session while watching Star Trek.
You’re Gonna Miss Me When I’m Gone Ao3 - When Tony had made his monthly anonymous donation of 50,000 to Peter's highschool, he hadn't thought that they would use the money to whisk his kid away to Vienna, Austria for an entire week.
I Want a Baby - Prompt from @milla-romy : I wish you would write a fic... about the Superfamily 💖
(Tony wants to adopt a baby. Steve isn't so sure.)
Presumed Dead - After a HYDRA mission goes wrong, Peter is presumed dead and Tony mourns his son, until...
Sunny Son - "Today is Friday, and Tony’s watch has just pinged, alerting him that Peter has arrived at the tower. He types out a quick text on the small surface of the watch: I’ll be up in 30 bud! and focuses his attention on the presenter, not because the presentation is in any way interesting, but because he needs to focus on something other than being separated from his kid.
Only thirty minutes, he thinks to himself, and he can go upstairs and cuddle his kid."
Or, Tony is a soft dad who wants to cuddle his kid- who can't stop giving him a heart attack every ten minutes.
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hi! i saw your rec post on enemies to lovers wips, and i was wondering if you had any murder mystery wips? alkjsdfa;sdfh i've been on a dark academia wip spiral recently, but really any wip that involves a murder as an important plot point are fine.
murder mystery wips, you say? well, if you know me, you know that i’m a sucker for a good mystery, and writeblr is full of them! under the cut are a few top-notch works you should definitely check out—hair raising, nail biting, and heart racing:
(in alphabetical order)
A GANG CALLED ICARUS, @kindlywriting — “In the winter of 1983, the deteriorated body of a wanted criminal washes onto the shore of Lake Michigan. Once a member of the world’s most notorious crime ring, the discovery of Price’s dead body unravels a complicated web of mystery, obsession and revenge for the people he left behind. It was hard to be a well-liked criminal. But it wasn’t that hard for Price. The question is, who killed him?” [introduction post]
thoughts: a road trip thriller and a murder mystery? sign. me. up. the characters have incredibly distinct voices and such fascinating personalities + backstories!
EVAN IS NOT THE MURDERER, @mshelleys — “Evangeline ‘Evan’ Munson didn’t remember anything the night before she woke up that morning. She didn’t remember coming home, she didn’t remember going to sleep, and she definitely didn’t remember if she was the one who killed Harmony Harper, the one person she swore to protect” [wip page] [introduction post]
thoughts: a ‘small, 1980′s-esque town’ setting, an all-female main cast and chaotic detective lesbians, i mean, what more could you want?
MURDER OF CROWS, @septemberliterature — “Alexander Wright and his friends spend their time writing and drinking bitter coffee at Maple Hill School of Excellence; a school that prides themselves in developing their young ladies and gentlemen for the world of tomorrow. Their Advanced Literature course is all the six friends think about. They eat, sleep and write. And suddenly their lives no longer revolve around their craft.
Claudia Chen is dead. Sweet, innocent Claudia is dead. And now her friends are scrambling to pick up the broken pieces of her life” [wip page] [introduction post]
thoughts: whoever said dark academia couldn’t have likeable characters has not read murder of crows yet. i love reading how they interact with each other and how claudia’s murder affected each one of them.
SPRING HANGING, @inheriting — “A body washes up on the shores of Edgewater Brooks, an elite boarding school located on an isolated island, its arrival only complicating already existing tensions. it’s the start of a downfall + the collapse of long kept secrets, but for Vienna Tan, newcomer by way of scholarship, it’s the question (and answer, however awful) that she’s been seaching for” [introduction post]
thoughts: sometimes i’ll be sitting somewhere and i’ll randomly think of amaryllis naoson and felix koh and just tear up, literally. the way the character relationships are woven into the mystery is so satisfying.
TEETH AND LUNGS, @starshots — “For the seniors of St. Augustine High School’s Class of 2015, life is good. Summer is right around the corner, and from there a leap of faith into the great big, beautiful, unknown that is the world. The hallways are humming with fervor, excitement and whispers about prom, graduation, and all their plans for life afterward. And then everything comes to a screeching halt when senior Micah Kwon-Reid wakes up one morning to find a police officer on his doorstep bearing news that his older brother Elijah’s body was discovered in the lake” [introduction post]
thoughts: the premise of this wip brings a chill up my spine in, like, the best way possible. from the way it’s written in this subtly creepy way (letting you know that something is very, very wrong) to how the supernatural elements are written in is incredible.
THE ANOMALY PROJECT, @goatsghostwrites — “Teenagers in a beachside city have been developing superhuman abilities over the past few months, and are now disappearing rapidly. Rhys Fujiyama is one of the few who are still looking into this mystery—who’s kidnapping kids? where are they taken? why do only some return alive?—but the stakes change when her personal life gets involved” [wip page] [introduction post]
thoughts: an unconventional mystery with superpowers! also, fantastic characters
THE PINNACLE OF ART, @ambrosichor — “A group of students decide to travel around Europe stealing the greatest artworks in humanity. In pursuit of possessing the height of civilisation, art slowly consumes them as their descent into madness leads to their demise. What soon unfolds is the very essence of the fragility of humanity” [wip page] [introduction post]
thoughts: if someone gave me the chance to talk about how well written this wip is, i could, and i attest, go on for hours and hours. it’s quite literally a work of art (get it? okay i’ll see myself out now)
WHAT LIES BENEATH, @viviuyn — “There is only one thing I can tell you for certain: Connie Walsh is dead. Now, whether Jubilee Creek was the last place she ever saw or whether it was the face behind the trigger has nothing to do with me. Or, at least, it didn’t for a while” [introduction post]
thoughts: featuring my favourite narrator with a side of hate-love relationships, what lies beneath is, truly, the perfect murder mystery to curl up with.
WHITE TEETH AND RED PACTS, @ditzysworld — “When six high school girls broke into the closed off wing of the prestigious Annesley Booth Academy on a dare, the last thing they expected was to develop superpowers. for a while, they were inseparable, bonding over their little secret. But soon the drama and stresses of high school got in the way and by the time graduation rolled around, drifting apart was inevitable.
Until seven years later, when one of them, Vanessa, is found dead in her apartment, killed in an apparent home invasion gone wrong” [wip page] [introduction post]
thoughts: another murder mystery wip with superpowers! includes a girl clique (yes), found family (yes), and many references to lorde’s pure heroine (yes, and speaking of, check out chay’s pure heroine drabbles that go alongside wtrp!)
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The Green-eyed Monster
Fandom: James Bond / Rami Malek
Chapters : 5 of 27
Characters : Lyutsifer Safin, Tatjana Safin ofc, Luc Dupont omc, Marie Dupont ofc, Camille ofc, James Bond, Moneypenny, Q, Mr. Hinx, Frau Dr. Vogel, Ernst Stavro Blofeld, M, Nomi, Mr. Moreau
Relationship : Lyutsifer Safin / OFC Character, Ernst Stavro Blofeld /OFC Character
Warning : Lemon, Hostage, dub-con, non-con, blood, gruel dead scene
Rating : MA
Gene: Crime / Drama /Romance
Summary : SPECTRE is back, but was that really what Safin wanted? Bond gives no shit at first...
Note : The rights for the Bond Books and the movies lays by Eon production!
This fanfic is for entertaining purpose only and to read for free.
English is not the writer's first language!
Still thirsty for some Safin content, so I have to write it myself. :-D
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5. Traveling
The adventure of diving with the HAYTNMYC II, which was a great part of the travel, was a bit soothing to Tatjana.
She loved the submarine. It was kind of peaceful and huge and nicely furnished. Even though the rooms were not built for a family, they were big enough to share - at least for a short time.
Safin gave the KaLeu cabin to Camille and the twins, knowing she, as the night nanny, did probably the most important and difficult job.
Tatjana and Safin settled for the couch in the TV room, which also had a com system for Safin. Also, the screen could be switched to the outdoor cameras to watch the water landscape around them. A fascinating but chilling view.
Luc shared his cabin with his wife, which he truly seemed to enjoy.
They ate together in the small break room, visiting the bridge and the control room, and had a walk through the engine room, always checking on the twins who were keen to press every button they could reach.
The travel with the HAYTNMYC II was kind of like a family trip, until they crossed the North Atlantic. By Gibraltar Safin talked with a colleague of his, who suggested Monaco as a meeting point.
At this point the travel became a drag. Safin stayed behind to lead the HAYTNMYC II back 'to work', while Tatjana had to get used to Mr. Hinx, who picked them up at the airport.
She had never seen a bigger man and at first look, she stepped back.
"Oh my.. aren't you a big fellow?!", she stuttered in amazement.
They shook hands a bit awkwardly.
"Safin asked me to look after you, Ma'am.", he growled, eyeing her sternly. Marie and Camille stepped forward, one of the twins in each of their arms.
"Well, I am grateful for that, Mr. Hinx.", Tatjana smiled and pointed to the women.
"This is Marie, my housekeeper and right hand with Matvei and this is Camille, our night nanny, with Maksimilian."
She watched Mr. Hinx's face, a mix of amazement and softness, as he looked at the boys. "This old dog ..", he muttered and gave a smirk. "Does he truly have it all?"
Tatjana started to laugh. "Please don't tell him, but, I imagine he is looking forward to having two or three weeks alone with Luc."
Tatjana watched Mr. Hinx take a step back, looking from her to the boys and back again. "I'm not so sure about that."
Tatjana felt surprisingly safe with Mr. Hinx around. One positive sign in a hard ride.
The flight from Monaco to Vienna was tiring. They had to switch planes again there to get to Bad Ischl, and from there they took a Heli to Blofeld's Lair on the 'Katerkogel'.
Normally Tatjana would have enjoyed the ride in the Heli. Unfortunately, the twins started to tense up between Vienna and Bad Ischl, both teething and feverish.
As they stepped out of the helicopter, helped by the many hands of a greeting committee, Tatjana was utterly exhausted.
The twins were crying in the arms of Marie and Camille and poor Mr. Moreau, who came to greet them in the Foyer, didn't get the first word out.
"Excusez-moi, Monsieur Moreau. Les enfants ont de la fièvre. Les garçons ont des dents."
Mr. Moreau turned to nod at a bystander, who rushed away as if he had received an order. Then he turned back to Tatjana.
"Madame n'a pas besoin de s'excuser. Your French is charming, Madama, alas you can switch to English."
That made Tatjana chuckle. "That was a very sweet way to tell me that my French is not as good as I thought.", she smiled and turned as Maksimilian was winding up again.
"Monsieur Moreau, this is my night Nanny Camille, who would surely prefer to speak French. Can you show her the rooms for the boys?"
"But of course. Medication to soothe the fever is on it's way to the apartment."
Tatjana sighed, tired but relieved. "You are a dream, Monsieur Moreau."
Mr. Moreau waved for Camille to follow him, and Marie with Matvei on her arm, followed after.
"S'il vous plaît suivez-moi mesdames."
Tatjana turned to look after Mr. Hinx and nearly crashed into him. He stood close behind her, suitcases in his hands and clamped under his arms. A modern looking Mr. Lurch. Tatjana held her hand over her mouth trying not to giggle, thinking of this Addams Family character.
"I'm sorry, Mr. Hinx. It was a long trip."
He just nodded and started to walk. Tatjana followed him, slightly confused, and realized that he knew where her apartment was.
She hurried to pass him and opened up the door.
He went in after her and settled the baggage in the middle of the room. Without saying a word, he reached into his pocket and fished out a small Mobile, handing it to Tatjana.
"An intranet messenger.", he grumbled lowly. "1 is direct dialing to me. For emergencies."
"Thank you, Mr. Hinx.
"Sleep well, Madame Safin.", he smirked
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Top 7 Comfort Movies
I was (not) tagged by @bethanyactually (but that’s never stopped me before).
1. While You Were Sleeping
I love this movie so much. Lucy becoming a part of the family. All the knitwear. When I saw this movie I was young enough that I didn’t know it would work out for them BECAUSE it’s a movie, I thought there was a real chance she could end up alone, without the family, without Jack, and the stakes were so high and it hurt to watch it all almost crumble. I think it’s really special to have had that movie experience.
2. Under the Tuscan Sun
I love a story about someone rebuilding their life. I love how Frances gets all her hopes (wedding, family, someone to cook for) just not in the way she expected. I love this story:
"Between Austria and Italy, there is a section of the Alps called the Semmering. It is an impossibly steep, very high part of the mountains. They built a train track over these Alps to connect Vienna and Venice. They built these tracks even before there was a train in existence that could make the trip. They built it because they knew some day, the train would come."
3. Music and Lyrics
This film is so fun. I like the leads together. It’s a good romance and I like how they bond over creative interests and work well together (teething problems like furniture rearranging, pen clicking, and some plant deaths aside).
4. 50 First Dates
This movie is bright and fun and romantic. Beach Boys sound track. Love can overcome any obstacle as a theme. What’s not to like? I also love how much Lucy’s family try to help her and how much they love her.
5. 27 Dresses
I was a big fan of Katherine Heigl back in the early days of Grey’s Anatomy. This is such a good fun romcom. I like all the dresses and the wedding stuff. Also a love triangle movie where James Marsden gets the girl innovative in 2008!
6. Something Borrowed
This is a weird one for me. I didn’t like this movie when I saw it in the cinema but I watched it a couple of times on TV and it grew on me. I got the DVD cheap and it somehow became one of the movies I’d stick on if I couldn’t sleep. There’s still stuff about it that I don’t like. But I do like Ginnifer Goodwin and the houses and the summer. So it’s got a spot, I might replace this with something like ‘Just like Heaven’ or ‘Something’s Gotta Give’ or ‘Stranger than Fiction’ another time.
7. Legally Blonde
This is the kind of movie where even if you think “I’m not in the mood for Legally Blonde” it pulls you in and then you’re enthusiastically rooting for Elle.
I’m not officially tagging anyone but I’d be super interested to see your list @a-curly-person. If you want to do this consider yourself tagged.
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What Does A Cosmetic Dentist Vienna Do?
There is a lot more to dentistry than your simple, regular checkups and cleanings, and much of it will fall under the umbrella of cosmetic dentist Vienna. A Vienna dentist will offer you much more than just cleaning. Many dentists will offer veneers Vienna, or orthodontists Vienna or teeth whitening Vienna. Finding the best cosmetic dentist near me will be easy when you know what you are looking for. For some good examples of work a dentist has done, you will want to check out some cosmetic dentistry before and after photos. This should give you a better idea of what exactly a dentist can do for you and for your smile!
Let us take a quick look at a couple of the services that you can find in the cosmetic dental department!
Composite bonding
If you have discoloured, cracked, or broken teeth, composite bonding is an excellent solution to your problems. It consists of a special-coloured resin which your dentist will apply to your teeth. What this does is improves the overall shape and colour of your teeth and smile. If you enjoy coffee and wine, there is a good chance your teeth are already stained from consuming those products. Looking into the mirror every day and seeing that might be a bit of a bummer for you. And maybe you notice some chips and cracks while you are looking. Composite bonding can fix all those problems for you, and more.
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The Complete Guide to Getting Your Dental Implant Vienna VA
If you are in need of Dental Implant Vienna VA from your local dentist, then there are a few things that are important to keep in mind. Whether you are in your teens or senior citizen, it can be very possible to need dental implants as replacements for damaged or unhealthy teeth. That being said, there are plenty of options available for your dental implants in order to make it an easy and comfortable process.
First, let’s explore what exactly dental implants are and how they could work for you. That way, you can walk into your dental office with full confidence about the potential process required to make your dental implants happen smoothly.
What are dental implants?
Dental implant procedures are undertaken by professional dentists across Vienna VA replace your missing or damaged teeth. These implants for your teeth can help fix your smile, tooth alignment, and even some complex issues with their roots.
How are dental implants put in your mouth?
The process of dental implants is surgically done by an expert dentist. They alignand place the implant on the jawbone with secure, metal base joints. Since the base joints of the implants are made of metal, they stay in place and don’t cause bone damage in any way. The bones and implants are then left to bond together over a period of 2 to 6 months so that they form anchors to place the artificial teeth.
If the dental implant does not already have an extension to fit crowns on it, the second step is to put this extension in place and let the mouth heal for another few weeks. The final step involves placing artificial teeth on the implants.
What kind of Dental Implants are there and how much do they cost?
If your jawbone is healthy enough to support dental implants, there are two main types that can be utilized.
Endosteal Dental Implants:
These types of implants are placed in the jawbone and typically made of screw shaped titanium metal. They are the most used type of implants and also known as in the bone implants.
Subperiosteal Dental Implants:
Some people have damaged jawbones or not enough bone mass in they jawto support an endosteal implant. In such cases, a prosthodontist in Vienna VA will drill below the gums to install a metal frame over the bone rather than drilling directly into the jaw.
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NANOENGINEERED PROSTHETICS MARKET ANALYSIS (2019-2027)
Nanoengineered prosthetics are implantable devices that are used in patients to replace missing body organ and it comes under subdivision of nanomedicine. Nanotools and nanostructures are used for manufacture of prosthetics and their use has improved function of prosthetics and has reduced various disadvantages of using conventional prosthetics such as dislocation of the implant and infection around the site of the prosthetic.
Nanoparticles are ideal for engineering prosthetics and implants because they function at the same level of the body cells. For instance, Fluidinova’s product nanoXIM HAp pastes are nano-hydroxyapatite water-based paste, which is specially recommended for manufacture of bone graft substitutes. Nano-hydroxyapatite is perfectly aligned in the form of nanocrystals. Due to high physical and chemical similarities between the nano-hydroxyapatite and mineralized bone this paste show high affinity to hard tissues, which leads to the formation of strong chemical bonds with the parent tissue. Some of the other manufacturers operating in the global nano engineered prosthetics market include CAM Bioceramics B.V., 3D Systems, Inc., and others.
Global Nanoengineered Prosthetics Market Drivers
Leading manufacturers are focused on collaborations with researchers to develop products in the global nanoengineered prosthetics market. For instance, in August 2019, researchers at Medical University of Vienna in collaboration with Otto Bock Healthcare Products, Alfred Mann Foundation, and Imperial College London developed a prosthetic arm with few built-in electrodes, which makes contact with the patient’s skin and results in opening and closing of the prosthetic arm claw. Moreover, researchers at the University of Chicago are developing brain-controlled prosthetics, which can be achieved by implanting electrodes in the motor cortex region of the brain. The changes taking place in the motor area by using electrodes can be recorded and accordingly the robotic arm can be manufactured and attached to the patient as a prosthetic.
Higher incidences of limb loss in the global population has been reported. For instance, according to the National center for Biotechnology Information, (NCBI), 2017, limb loss may occur in people suffering from disease, injury or surgery, while congenital limb loss exists from birth. Out of total amputations, lower limb and upper limb amputations account for 84% and 16% respectively. According to the same source, a person suffering from diabetes has chance of 10-30 times more of undergoing lower limb amputation as compared to the general population. Moreover, according to the same source, around 20%-50% of diabetes – amputees, world-wide, will require a second leg amputation within one to three years, and over 50% of the people undergone amputation in one limb will require another amputation within five years.
There are certain advantages of using nanoengineered prosthetics over conventional prosthetics such as nanoengineered prosthetics have better compatibility with the body or the body parts in which they are incorporated, enhance mechanical stability, improved durability, fast integration of the prosthetics in the body or organ of the patient, optimal design, high fatigue resistance, high wear resistance, better hygiene, less toxicity, and greater strength.
Global Nanoengineered Prosthetics Market Restraints
Alternative options for nanoengineered prosthetics are expected to restrain global nano engineered prosthetics market growth over the forecast period. Osseo integration is the alternative surgical method for prosthetic users, in which the load bearing metal is in direct contact with the bone of the arm or leg and penetrates through skin. It directly attaches to the removable prosthesis through a connector. According to National center for Biotechnology Information, (NCBI), Osseo integration is widely used procedure for amputation in Europe and Australia. Moreover, advantages of Osseo integration is that it is easy to wear and take off.
There are some disadvantages of using nano engineered prosthetics as compared to other conventional prosthetics. For instance, it is an expensive treatment and may lead to side-effects, or even complete rejection of implantation may occur in patients using the prosthetics. These factors are expected to restrain the global nano engineered prosthetics market growth over the forecast period.
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Global Nano engineered Prosthetics Market Regional Analysis
North America is expected to hold dominant position in the global nano engineered prosthetics market over the forecast period, owing to large amount of research and launch of new products by the major manufacturers in North America. For instance, in January 2019, researchers in the University of California San Diego School of Medicine and the Institute of Engineering in Medicine, in collaboration, manufactured a 3D printed spinal cord scaffolds, which are filled with neural stem cells. Moreover, according to National Center for Biotechnology Information, (NCBI), 2017, the nanodaimonds are emerging class of biologically compatible carbon-based nanomaterials that are expected to possess a set of unique properties which are essential for the design of innovative therapies in the fields of drug delivery, tissue engineering and bioimaging.
Moreover, manufacturers from Asia Pacific regions are indulged in manufacturing new products in the global nanoengineered prosthetics market. For instance, Jyoti Ceramic Industries Pvt. Ltd launched Jyodent in 2017, available in the U.S. It consist of a biocompatible ceramic block, which is composed of Zirconium and is stabilized with Yttrium and enriched with Aluminum. It is responsible for balancing the color and translucency (aesthetics) of the teeth with the strength or function.
Higher incidences of limb loss is increasing in the regions of North America. For instance, according to National Centre for Biotechnology Information, (NCBI), 2016, there were around 2.1 million people with limb loss in the U.S., and it is expected to be double by 2050. Moreover, according to the same source, in U.S., 185,000 people have amputation each year and. 300 to 500 amputations are performed every day. Furthermore, International Diabetes Federation (IDF), 2017, estimates that current global prevalence of diabetes will increase from 285 million to 435 million by 2030, which is the main cause of limb loss.
Global Nano engineered Prosthetics Market Key Players
Some of the key players operating in the global nano engineered prosthetics market include Fluidinova, CAM Bioceramics B.V., 3D Systems, Inc., Merz North America, Inc., Carl Zeiss AG, Sono-Tek Corporation., Jyoti Ceramic Industries Pvt. Ltd, Ceramaret, Hanwha Chemical corporation, and Ad-Nano Technologies Private Limited.
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for the weird ask thingy how about 1-98? so yes all of them please!
I’m gonna put this under a read more so that it’s not insanely long but thank you for allowing me to overshare because that’s literally all i want in life
1. coffee mugs, teacups, wine glasses, water bottles, or soda cans?
coffee mugs, if i see one that i like, i usually buy it or think about it for a really long time.
2. chocolate bars or lollipops?
lollipops
3. bubblegum or cotton candy?
cotton candy, i can’t stand the smell or taste of bubblegum
4. how did your elementary school teachers describe you?
on most of my report cards i was a pleasure to have in class but has trouble actually turning in homework
5. do you prefer to drink soda from soda cans, soda bottles, plastic cups or glass cups?
either soda bottles or glass cups
6. pastel, boho, tomboy, preppy, goth, grunge, formal or sportswear?
i love the aesthetic of formal but i prefer boho/preppy
7. earbuds or headphones?
earbuds, headphones squish my head
8. movies or tv shows?
movies
9. favorite smell in the summer?
honeysuckle
10. game you were best at in p.e.?
being goalie for handball
11. what you have for breakfast on an average day?
peanut butter crunch clif bar
12. name of your favorite playlist?
summertime
13. lanyard or key ring?
keyring
14. favorite non-chocolate candy?
watermelon jolly ranchers
15. favorite book you read as a school assignment?
fahrenheit 451
16. most comfortable position to sit in?
cross legged or leaning to the side with both feet tucked up next to me (only in a chair/on the couch though)
17. most frequently worn pair of shoes?
either birkenstocks or my bean boots
18. ideal weather?
slightly cloudy, breezy, and between 60 and 75 with a dew point under 55
19. sleeping position?
any position but on my back
20. preferred place to write (i.e., in a note book, on your laptop, sketchpad, post-it notes, etc.)?
i like a notebook, my fingers try to type too fast for my brain so i make a lot of mistakes and i need lines otherwise it slants all over the page
21. obsession from childhood?
i used to collect guitar picks. i have too many
22. role model?
my friend kelsey. she never let anyone’s opinions of her shape who she was. she did what she wanted and was such a free spirit.
23. strange habits?
left goes first. if it’s makeup, my left eyebrow, lashes, contour, blush, anything goes first. left shoe goes on first, left pant leg, left shirt/jacket sleeve. left first or it feels wrong.
24. favorite crystal?
i love amethyst because it’s purple.
25. first song you remember hearing?
probably american pie by don mclean.
26. favorite activity to do in warm weather?
swimming
27. favorite activity to do in cold weather?
honestly stargazing. getting all bundled up and lying in a bunch of blankets is great. there no humidity to make the stars hazy and on a really clear night it’s beautiful.
28. five songs to describe you?
perfect - anne marie, devil’s in the canyon - the strike, orpheus - sara bareilles, rainbow - kacey musgraves, vienna - billy joel
29. best way to bond with you?
talk to me about music, animals, what you find beautiful or peaceful.
30. places that you find sacred?
any mountain top, the chapel in the pines at camp, fields of wildflowers, any waterfall.
31. what outfit do you wear to kick ass and take names?
my black dress with big red roses and my black and white stripe heels with roses.
32. top five favorite vines?
oh shit the tampons one, the no yelling sock, the souls of the innocent, bagel boys, that was majestic
33. most used phrase in your phone?
i have wtf set to automatically replace with what the fuck and i probably use that daily
34. advertisements you have stuck in your head?
i always have the cropp metcalfe jingle stuck in my head
35. average time you fall asleep?
on a work night usually between 10:30 and 11:30 but weekends its closer to midnight
36. what is the first meme you remember ever seeing?
probably those creepy u mad? and sad face drawings.
37. suitcase or duffel bag?
i prefer a suitcase but not a huge one
38. lemonade or tea?
it has to be sweet tea if it’s iced
39. lemon cake or lemon meringue pie?
lemon cake. lemon meringue pie is never the right sweet/tart ratio
40. weirdest thing to ever happen at your school?
my senior yaer they locked the boys and girls bathrooms in the science wing because the boys were setting off axe bombs and the girls were smoking cigarettes
41. last person you texted?
my friend corinne
42. jacket pockets or pants pockets?
yes
43. hoodie, leather jacket, cardigan, jean jacket or bomber jacket?
yes
44. favorite scent for soap?
citrus. it just smells cleaner
45. which genre: sci-fi, fantasy or superhero?
i’m a sucker for fantasy
46. most comfortable outfit to sleep in?
i have a couple of dresses that are stretchy but too short to be acceptable (imo) for public wear
47. favorite type of cheese?
i love mozarella
48. if you were a fruit, what kind would you be?
i’d be a peach
49. what saying or quote do you live by?
it’s chaos, be kind
50. what made you laugh the hardest you ever have?
probably just weird shit from camp
51. current stresses?
mmmmmm job hunting, packing for camp, cleaning
52. favorite font?
i can’t remember the font name but it’s like old typewriter letters
53. what is the current state of your hands?
i need to paint my nails and cut them
54. what did you learn from your first job?
that people are really fucking dumb and don’t read the fine print on their coupons
55. favorite fairy tale?
the princess and the pea
56. favorite tradition?
we always do a big pancake dinner on mardi gras
57. the three biggest struggles you’ve overcome?
dealing with my hair’s natural curl pattern, and i’m gonna have to get back to you on the other two
58. four talents you’re proud of having?
i can braid hair really well, i can cook without a recipe, i made the highest swim level as a camper in 6 weeks my last year as a camper, i’m really good at cat’s cradle
59. if you were a video game character, what would your catchphrase be?
“absolutely not”
60. if you were a character in an anime, what kind of anime would you want it to be?
i don’t watch anime so i have no idea
61. favorite line you heard from a book/movie/tv show/etc.?
“war is war and hell is hell. and of the two, war is a lot worse”
62. seven characters you relate to?
radar o’reilly, arya stark, dumplin’, carol danvers, eleanor shellstrop, wayne and daryl from letterkenny.
63. five songs that would play in your club?
gas pedal - sage the gemini, gasolina - daddy yankee, despacito - luis fonsi, bitch better have my money - rihanna, and only nicki minaj’s verse from monster
64. favorite website from your childhood?
neopets or i think it was whitesheepblacksheep but there was a site that had a maze game that was set to the music Orpheus in the Underworld
65. any permanent scars?
my right foot from being born c-section, right shin from a staph infection, left wrist and left foot from ganglion cysts, and my chin from a golf club
66. favorite flower(s)?
all of them EXCEPT for the flowers from bradford pear trees. fuck those.
67. good luck charms?
not really
68. worst flavor of any food or drink you’ve ever tried?
oh god there was a grape juice my friend brenda had me try and it was just so tart it tasted like it had gone past expiration.
69. a fun fact that you don’t know how you learned?
i can tie and untie a hair tie with my fingers
70. left or right handed?
right handed
71. least favorite pattern?
i hate herringbone and houndstooth
72. worst subject?
the only math i breezed through was geometry
73. favorite weird flavor combo?
i really like potato chips and grape jelly
74. at what pain level out of ten (1 through 10) do you have to be at before you take an advil or ibuprofen?
like a 6 or 7. unless it’s mouth pain then like a 3 at most.
75. when did you lose your first tooth?
probably 7 or 8? i can’t remember but i DO know that my mother kept all of mine and my siblings baby teeth
76. what’s your favorite potato food (i.e. tater tots, baked potatoes, fries, chips, etc.)?
potato gratin is amazing
77. best plant to grow on a windowsill?
succulents
78. coffee from a gas station or sushi from a grocery store?
coffee from a gas station specifically sheetz
79. which looks better, your school id photo or your driver’s license photo?
oh god my school photo. my license photo i look like i WILL kill the photographer
80. earth tones or jewel tones?
jewel tones
81. fireflies or lightning bugs?
i use both interchangeably
82. pc or console?
i play internet games which is as far as i got with gaming. although i do really want a game cube so i can play monkeyball
83. writing or drawing?
writing
84. podcasts or talk radio?
podcasts
84. barbie or polly pocket?
i have 2 pollypockets still and i refuse to give them up
85. fairy tales or mythology?
mythology
86. cookies or cupcakes?
cookies
87. your greatest fear?
i really don’t like the dark lmao
88. your greatest wish?
mmmm i’m honestly not sure
89. who would you put before everyone else?
barack obama
90. luckiest mistake?
not checking the weekend of my brother getting married and lucking out that i bought concert tickets for the weekend before
91. boxes or bags?
bags
92. lamps, overhead lights, sunlight or fairy lights?
fairy lights
93. nicknames?
libby, libs, libster, “ms. teaguerson” is one i’ve gotten from a couple of kids i’ve subbed for, any version of elizabeth at this point.
94. favorite season?
fall
95. favorite app on your phone?
i just downloaded a crosswords app and it’s fantastic
96. desktop background?
the sky being absolutely BLACK during an afternoon storm right before a big event at camp
97. how many phone numbers do you have memorized?
i think 8
98. favorite historical era?
i really love the clothes of the 40′s
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A few minor details
with @eswareinmaleingrimm
In Vienna, things start to go horribly wrong.
Sean:
At Klagenfurt, close to the Slovenian border, Nick and Sean were brought to a hotel which, oh joy, had only one bed. Again. It had happened too many times for comfort or coincidence. Sean rubbed his forehead. At some point, he was going to have to say something to Nick – and it might as well be tonight, since they had to have a fairly difficult conversation anyway.
He understood it, he honestly did. Difficult to find your voice when you didn’t understand the politics or the relationships but the reality was, people weren’t respecting Nick enough. They were behaving like he was there as Sean’s… he couldn’t force himself to even think the word. Mate. The word had gotten around and Sean hadn’t so much as acknowledged it, let alone tried to refute it. But worse than his mate, they were treating Nick like an accessory; where a week ago they’d been waiting for him to say something, now they looked like they were assuming he never would. As though Sean was parading him around like an accessory.
He glanced at the bed. It looked comfortable. It would be another night sleeping on the couch, for Sean, but first, food.
He looked over the room service menu, and ordered for them both, since by now he could generally guess what Nick would order. And a bottle of wine, which might make the conversation a little easier to take.
“Do you need to shower?” he asked, standing a respectful distance away, hands in his pockets. “We need to discuss today, but it can wait, if you’d prefer to get more comfortable first.”
Sean himself would have been happier in jeans and a sweater, but he wouldn’t use the palatial bathroom until he was sure Nick didn’t need it.
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Nick:
There was a slight hesitation in Sean’s steps as he entered the room which Nick only saw because he was walking behind him. It had become sort of a habit he had picked up in the weeks they had traveled together, Sean would enter a room first and Nick would follow close behind, waiting until he’d stepped aside to present him to the audience. It had taken quite some time to get used to it, to the staring, the suspicious glares, sometimes coupled with fear or disgust. A couple of times he’d even had people woge on him, a reaction that would usually add even more tension to the situation than his presence alone.
Nick stepped around the captain, giving the room a cursory glance before he approached the couch to sit down. He was tired, a different tired than when he was working at the precinct, always being on guard because of possible attacks in a country he couldn’t understand a single word that was said… It was wearing him out and the fact that nothing, absolutely nothing had happened so far was making him nervous. As if someone was waiting for them to feel comfortable and safe, only to strike when they would least expect it.
“I’m too hungry to take a shower,” he said with a small smile and leaned back, tempted to close his eyes for a moment. The couch was comfortable, if it was his turn to sleep on it tonight he wouldn’t even protest.
It was one of those things he just couldn’t figure out, no matter where they went, no matter which hotel, there was always just one bed in the room. Most of them were rather large and would have easily fit both of them, but Sean would usually insist on sleeping on the couch.
“Let’s talk and get the official part over with, if I get comfortable now I’m not sure how far we are going to get. I’ll wait for the food if you want to shower.”
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Sean:
Sean held his gaze for a moment. Well, might as well put it off a little longer, and Sean wanted to wash the road out of his pores. At least this place had a nice bathroom.
“Alright. I won’t be long.” He rifled through his suitcase, pulled out a pair of jeans, a grey t-shirt, dark green sweater, soft, knitted. Comfortable. The sort of thing most people would be surprised to know he owned. He nodded sharply at Nick, checking the time, and closed the bathroom door behind him.
He took his time, letting the shower building up a good head of steam before stepping inside. He let the water sluice over his back, loosening tight muscles. Over his neck. He closed his eyes.
Politics was exhausting.
He rested the weight of his entire body on one arm, propped against the tiles, and let the water run over his scalp.
There was only so long he could drag this out. He turned off the shower with a soft sigh, pushing water away from his body with the blade of his hand. He dried himself thoroughly, and dressed quickly.
The food hadn’t arrived yet. It would have been nice to have the buffer. Sean opened a bottle of wine from the minibar, since whether Nick planned to join him or not, he needed a fortifying drink to get through this conversation.
He passed Nick a glass, and took a seat beside him at the tiny dining table.
“They keep getting us one room,” he said. “It’s taken me a while, but I’ve worked out why, and you need to understand.”
It was slightly embarrassing, truth be told. But he took a deep breath, and a sip, and settled back into his chair.
“I told you before we came out her that sometimes, messy political situations are dealt with when a member of the royal family and a Grimm manage to work together. What I didn’t tell you is that often, the relationship has been romantic. More than that.” He grits his teeth. “There’s a bond… they call it a mate bond. It’s said to be nearly instant. Mythic. Unbreakable. And wesen respect it a hell of a lot more than any family name, or any individual Grimm. Personally, I’ve never believed in it, but we…”
He was interrupted by the arrival of the food, just when he was nearing his point. He gritted his teeth, and opened the door to the waiter.
It took him forever – an hour? ten minutes? Probably one minute to lay their meals out on the table, and Sean stayed tensely standing the entire time.
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Nick:
Sean’s shower could not have taken that long, but Nick still managed to doze off in the meantime. The moment the bathroom door opened again, he was wide awake, sitting up on the couch to look around and then watched Sean prepare their drinks. It took him a moment to get his brain back on track and he listened to the explanation, eyes narrowing at the definition of the ‘mate bond’.
A mystic bond between a Grimm and a royal? Respected by wesen without hesitation? It would make sense with how they had been treated, it would explain the bed-situation… and it would also explain the weird looks he’d got at times. He forgot his drink for a moment as he put the pieces together, only to finally realize that most people they had met had assumed that he and Sean were in a romantic relationship.
Huh.
Nick watched silently how the waiter brought in the food and arranged it on the table, not missing the way Sean was hovering in the background, tense, watching every move. He couldn’t help but wonder what the waiter was thinking right now. Was he a wesen? Did he know who they were? Did he look at them and see a couple, two lovers having a romantic dinner together tonight?
Somehow the whole situation seemed different from only moments before. He’d been looking forward to eating his meal and getting a good night’s sleep, and now everything he could do was think back to the meetings they had attended, going over people’s reactions and looks.
It made sense, but he didn’t have the slightest clue how to deal with it.
Another minute and the waiter had left the room, leaving Sean to sniff their dinner as he always did while Nick watched him, drink forgotten in his hand.
“Huh,” he said, because it was the only thing he could think of to say, and then, “So that’s why there’s just one bed every time we get a room. People assume we are…” He made a vague move with his drink that encompassed Sean and himself.
“To them we are… married. Sort of.” He took a sip of wine, then shook his head. “Can’t say I saw that coming. So, this bond… you don’t believe in it? What else does it mean other than people thinking we are… together?”
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Sean:
No poison in the food. Sean nodded gruffly; it was only a matter of time before his caution paid off, but he was strangely pleased that no one had tried to assassinate them so far. In any way. He took his seat in front of his meal. He was hungry, but Nick seemed to be put off, and it would have been impolite to start without him. Sean rolled his sleeves up, just two folds.
The fact that Nick didn’t immediately get angry was good. It meant he’d listen. This idea… it was crazy, and the second Nick said no, he’d forget it and they could get back to things.
“Married. More than that. Marriage to these people is a transaction. The marry for power, to cement political relationships. If we were married, that would mean one thing… a power grab. No. The mate bond is supposed to be something mystical, something that can’t be torn apart or bartered away. Some people think it’s very romantic; I see it as quite the opposite. It sounds more like an enslavement.” What he didn’t say was that he thought love should be a choice. A commitment made every day, instead of once. He shook his head, and indicated the food. Surely Nick had to eat. Sean certainly did. He lifted his fork.
“What it means… it means that people who wouldn’t usually think they should listen to us will. It means that we have a chance, Nick, to settle the political situation in a way that doesn’t result in another twenty years of blood feuds. Feuds which will result in human casualties, not just wesen.”
He coughed. Talk about missing an essential middle step.
“We won’t do anything you’re not happy with. But I think we should let them think that. Feed the rumor. It’s not… they’re not going to be looking at us to kiss in public, or anything so crude. But the occasional affectionate gesture wouldn’t go astray. I know this is an imposition. But in case you haven’t realized – this is not going very well.”
There were machinations going on. Sean didn’t understand them all, but he understood enough to worry.
“The meeting tomorrow is a very important one. I need you to speak up. Tell them you will be coming down hard on anyone who is found to be working to undermine the authority of the temporary government. Say it in a way that you really know they will hear you. They’ll listen. They’ll listen twice as hard if they think we’re…” Ugh. “Mated.”
He picked up his fork, and began to eat methodically.
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Nick:
The funny part (or maybe it was the scary part) was that, of everything Nick had heard about the wesen world so far, this mystic mate connection wasn’t even the weirdest explanation. A bond that no one could explain and yet everyone believed in it – it was confusing, especially since it affected him this time – but it made sense. In a way.
What he couldn’t figure out was how he was supposed to deal with it. They wouldn’t kiss in public, probably not even hold hands, people would – and already had – look at them and assume they were together.
A couple.
Involved in a romantic way.
Maybe it would help to look at this from the professional side.
“So we’re going undercover? Posing as… mates to make it easier for us?”
He could do it. Of course he could, he’d done stranger things before. Not many, but if it would help them – it couldn’t hurt to at least try it. If the captain was right, then it wouldn’t make matters worse, maybe even improve the odds of them actually making a distance.
And it wasn’t like they were in Portland where he actually had to think about his reputation as a Grimm (or a police officer), it might have been different then.
Nick took a bite of his food, only now remembering how hungry he was as he went over it in his head, then shrugged and sipped at his wine.
“What do you want me to do at the meeting? Hold your hand while I’m making my point? Call you my mate?”
He was keeping it light, hoping to make it easier for Sean who seemed to be very uncomfortable right now. But the fact that he had actually brought it up and addressed the issue only emphasized how important this was to their mission.
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Sean:
Sean looked up suddenly. He should have put it that way himself. He nodded. “Undercover is a good way to think about it,” he said. “Yes. And I take it from your use of the present tense that you’re agreeable. I appreciate it.” He watched Nick mull it over, thinking through the ramifications. But he didn’t look horrified, or annoyed, or even put out. He looked like he was treating this the way Sean himself had; there was an opportunity to make this difficult task easier on themselves, and Nick was a cop, a professional through and through, interested in keeping the peace; in this case, in creating the peace to start with.
“No,” he said, shaking his head. “In fact, rather than say anything about it publicly, I’d rather reinforce the rumor. If anyone asks you directly – tell them it’s private business, and that will be enough of a confirmation. I’ll make sure the right people have assumed it’s true by the end of tomorrow, and within a few days, the whole Wesen world – by which I mean the ones we have to play nice with, anyway, will assume it’s true. We’ll start to see some differences in the way people treat us. I’m afraid we’ll be stuck sharing rooms for the forseeable future, but we’ve survived that so far. Just… perhaps we can sit a little closer, seem…”
He really couldn’t believe he was doing this.
“They have to assume we’re intimate, so this professional distance between us needs to be less than it has been.”
How else can he say it? When lovers sit together, their shoulders bump. When their hands brush together they enjoy it, without needing to grasp hands in public all the time. They’re men in positions of power, no one is going to expect them to act like schoolboys in love.
He realized too late that Nick was joking about the hand-holding, and clenched his jaw. “I’m sorry. You’d think deception came easily to someone like me but the truth is I’ve never been good with machinations. Concealing myself in Portland is about as much as I can manage, and this… I might not believe in the mate bond, but I respect that people hold it sacred.”
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Nick:
He almost said that he had done worse things as a Grimm than pretending to be ‘mated’, but he stopped himself in time. The whole idea of it might not appeal to him and Sean had said he didn’t really believe in it, but it was still part of the captain’s culture and the last thing he wanted to do was laugh about it.
Even when said culture was giving him a headache from time to time.
“I’m agreeable,” he said around a mouthful of food. He was hungry, so hungry that he didn’t really care just what he was eating right now, but he had to admit that it was delicious. “Anything that helps with this, I’m fine with. As long as you tell me what is expected of me so I don’t screw it up.”
The professional distance between us needs to be less than it has been.
What exactly did he mean with it? Of course they had been distant with each other and now that he thought about it, people would probably not even have described them as friends so far. They’d never sat close, they rarely talked to each other in public, too busy negotiating with others. Nick’s main job, this far, had been to make sure they were safe and to look respectable and self-confident, there had been no time to be pretend they were anything but a Royal and a Grimm.
“So what do you propose we do?”
He’d held hands with Hank, once, for about five minutes while they’d been keeping an eye on a suspect, but that was about all of his experience with this.
“I could probably start calling you Sean in public… or… would you prefer something else?”
Maybe it was getting awkward now, it was hard to tell, but, unlike Hank, he didn’t know the captain well enough to improvise.
“Is there anything in the wesen-world that would mark us as mates? For everyone to see?”
Some secret code, maybe, that he didn’t know about.
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Sean:
Sean thought about it. “I don’t really know,” he confessed. “We probably need to walk a little closer, sit a little closer, that’s… that’s about it. Just seem more familiar, more intimate. We’ll figure it out – damn.”
His phone was ringing. When he saw the name, he recognized it as an opportunity to cement the plan; one of the most notorious gossips in Vienna, a French national, a Fuchsbau called Pierre Renoux.
“Yes,” he said abruptly, when he answered the phone. The man spoke English just as well as Sean spoke French but it was a point of pride that Sean never indulged him. He excused himself, and stood up, but stayed close.
“Of course we will be there.” He listened as the man rattled off unnecessary details, and pretended to shield the phone. “Nick. Could you pour me a little more wine?”
There was a silence, and then the irritating voice on the line said, “ah, oui? C’est vrai, allors?”
Sean hated to lie; and he reminded himself that he was actually about to tell the truth. “Nick and I would appreciate our privacy, thank you. We’ll see you tomorrow.”
His heart was beating in his mouth when he sat down again, trying to consider the enormity of what he’d just done.
“We have a meeting tomorrow,” he said. “Lunch in one of the more infamous Vienna restaurants, followed by a meeting with some important families, including the restaurant owners. One of them decided I would make an excellent husband for one of her narcissistic spawn when I was still in short pants. But by the time we’re at the restaurant, anyone who is anyone will have heard that you and I are a couple; so. Let’s do our best to look the part.”
He raised his glass, and felt his lip curl, and laughed, a rare sound, as he clinked his glass against Nick’s.
“We should finish our dinner,” he said, after a sip. And then, because he was enjoying a rare moment of good humor, he added, “sweetheart,” with a wry grin.
If he didn’t laugh, he thought he might cry.
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Nick:
While Sean was answering the phone, Nick leaned back in his seat, watching him thoughtfully.
Walk closer, sit closer - seem closer. He could do that, it wouldn’t be a problem, as long as he wasn’t supposed to kiss him he could probably do anything and make it look like he meant it.
Heh, kiss the captain. If they were still in Portland and word got out about their undercover job, there would be bets by now. How close they would get for it, who would be the first to stop the whole thing…
Nick chuckled softly, then looked up when Sean said his name, listening closely to what he was saying on the phone and then after he disconnected the call.
“You mean there will be one very angry woman trying to get between us? We might have to get extra close for that.”
It was half a joke and half a statement, a plan, and Nick shook his head as he smiled.
“This feels like high school, right to the point where we move on to the next town before things get too intense.”
Or before I can make friends.
He chased that thought away with a sip of his drink, studying Sean for a moment.
“You should do that more often,” he said, then hurried to add, “Laugh, I mean. People are supposed to be happy when they are with one, especially if they found their ‘mate’. You being in a good mood - laughing and smiling - will probably tell them more than if we were to hold hands in public.”
He was surprised at how not weird it felt to say this and he raised his glass to meet the captain’s mid-air.
No, not the captain, his mate, his -
“Darling.”
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Sean:
Darling.
Sean snorted. It really was ridiculous.
After dinner, they drifted apart, apparently needing some time to themselves, but there was a strange unity that the distance couldn’t conceal.
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Nothing much irritated Sean like the inability to find a good parking space. In Portland, it would have been easy. Park, turn on the police lights. Everyone would get out of the way. But here…
He stiffened his shoulders and kept his mouth shut.
He couldn’t look at Nick. Pathetic, probably, but in his head, all Sean could really think about was what the hell they were supposed to do to perpetuate the lie. Strange thing was…
He didn’t believe in the mate bond. He never had. It sounded too convenient. Too political. But he still liked the idea of the unity. Well… he and Nick were… not friends, that was probably pushing the boundaries, maybe, but still, they were friendly. It sounded nice, to his ear, to his poor tired head, to have a relationship that people acknowledged and didn’t try to subvert.
At last they pulled up close to the restaurant. He climbed out, Nick climbed out, and they headed for the door. As soon as they were close enough, Sean draped his hand on Nick’s shoulder. Just long enough for anyone who was watching to see. Like he’d said, no one was expecting any more intimacy than that.
Still, as they were seated for lunch, he took Nik’s plate, and sniffed it thoroughly.
Their host glared.
“Paranoia is sometimes essential for survival,” he snapped. “Not. No politics at lunch, we’ll have plenty of that afterwards.”
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Lunch passed too quickly, and they were ushered upstairs.
“Don’t forget,” Sean murmured. “You can let me take the lead, but you have to talk. We want stability, that’s enough for now.”
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Nick:
Over the course of the past few days he had become better at reading the captain’s moods.
(Not that there were many moods to get used to, it was mostly a calm tension mixed with a healthy dose of paranoia that had probably saved their lives more times than they were aware of. Never much to interpret, very reliable and easier to get along with than what he would have expected.)
This, now, this was new, Sean seemed distracted, thinking too much about something that should look natural and trick people into thinking they were close.
Maybe it was because Nick had been on a couple of stakeouts over the years that he found it easier to fall into a role than a police captain who spent most of his days behind a desk.
Well, he would help with that.
Tiny gestures. Like leaning into Sean’s side as he felt the hand on his shoulder, briefly walking close enough so their shoulders touched and not pulling away whenever their arms brushed against each other. Then his hand on Sean’s arm when their host protested Sean’s checking of the food for poison. A smile, a short head shake - “It’s okay, I trust them.” (he didn’t) – and that was that.
If he was honest, he was more worried about somehow unintentionally saying the wrong thing during the meeting than he was about keeping their cover. He followed Sean into the room – again, standing just a bit closer than usual – then sat down, waiting somewhat nervously for his cue.
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Sean:
It got heated. Of course it did; they all got heated, they had to. But there were a few very important differences this time. When Nick spoke, they shut up and listened. Not the sort of listening they usually did, where they paused, waiting for a chance to speak again. They took it in, actually paid some goddamn attention. Nick even seemed to get somewhat angry about their attitudes. It was…
Well, it was fantastic.
And it was clear that the story was getting around, as well. Sean heard the whispers, say the looks, and played on them somewhat by tapping Nick’s hand occasionally when he spoke about unity, the importance of growing and changing and finding a way to work together, instead of the machinations he had come to despise.
They might not have fully respected Sean, as a half-royal (the royal bastard, he heard them call him sometimes) but he was all they really had; and he was setting up a power balance with a Grimm by his side.
Afterwards, in the car, he wanted to discuss it all. But the driver, though he had been loyal for a long time, was still something of an unknown element. Sean made him do the usual, dodging through the streets for a time before taking them to their hotel.
They were silent in the elevator. It wasn’t until Sean had swept the room for bugs and found it satisfactory that he turned with a smile on his face.
“You did exceptionally well,” he said. “Thank you. Look, we have at least an hour before dinner. We can’t safely walk around the city, but we could go downstairs to the bar, enjoy the last of the sunlight. If you’d like.”
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Nick:
If he was honest, he didn’t remember a single word he had said. It didn’t happen often, but his nerves had got the better of him at one point and he’d had to take a break to get back on track, but other than that, he counted the meeting as a success.
The captain seemed to agree and once it was over all Nick wanted to do was take a deep breath and have a moment to himself.
He finally got a chance to relax during the drive to the hotel since it wasn’t safe enough to talk. It was something he had got used to in the past days, waiting for the moment until they were on their own. The moment when both of them would be able to relax and not think about every word they said.
Nick waited until Sean turned around and declared the room safe before he allowed himself to smile for the first time since they had left the meeting.
“It went so much better than I thought it would. They actually listened. I hope this will make a difference somehow.”
Anything was better than staying in the apartment.
“Sounds good, I could use a drink. Just let me change into something more comfortable.”
A jeans, a shirt, his favorite jacket. So much better than the suit he had chosen to look presentable. He almost asked if Sean was going to do the same, but he could count the times he had seen him in casual wear on one hand.
“Let’s go.”
The bar wasn’t as full as he’d had expected, it was easy to find a place from where they had a good view of the room. He waited until their drinks had been served, then lifted his glass.
“To making a difference.”
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Sean:
For a moment, Sean considered changing as well. But his suitcase was in the bedroom, and he couldn’t follow Nick in there. Things were awkward enough as they were. And what would he change into? He hadn’t brought a lot of casual clothing. He regretted it, now. He hadn’t anticipated a lot of casual time, really. But now, here he was, pretending to be in a very serious relationship, and he wished he had clothing that could better allow him to fit the part. What partner – what mate – dressed so formally, sharing an informal drink?
Perhaps he could send someone to do a little shopping for him. The thought made him distinctly uncomfortable, though, and he pushed it away.
Nick looked good. Better than he had. More comfortable and more confident, as well. Eyes bright, back straight. Sean carefully locked the apartment behind him as they walked down to the bar.
“To making a difference,” he replied, raising his glass and touching the rim to Nick’s. He gave a smile – sincere, he thought, and not too stuffy – and took a sip. It was exceptional, a French burgundy. Not to everyone’s taste but Sean did enjoy the classics.
After a moment’s thought, he loosened his tie, though he didn’t take it off. He undid the top button of his shirt.
“Tomorrow should be interesting,” he said. “I know it looks on paper like we’re socializing, but the truth is the family we’re visiting – that’s their farm, by the way, wish makes it sound rustic. Don’t be fooled, they own half the office buildings in Vienna. They do all their politics this way, and they’d hoped I might marry their eldest daughter. They won’t be happy. She will, she can’t stand me, and I think she has a preference for women.” He cringed. “Let’s not talk business. Are you enjoying the city? I miss it. I don’t spend enough time here. I was hoping I might be able to see my mother, but I hear she’s abroad. She is a hard woman to pin down.”
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Nick:
It was one of those things he would probably never understand about the captain: Even in a situation like this, a private talk between two people who should look like they were as close as one could be, Sean still somehow managed to look like he was on duty. The loose tie, the open button – it didn’t do much to make him appear like he was enjoying himself, anyone watching them would probably think they were still talking about the meeting. It was the first evening they were spending outside of their hotel room, outside, among people. Who knew who was watching them right now?
Nick put down his drink and leaned closer, lowering his voice.
“The meeting is over, you know? We’re supposed to rest and relax, have some down-time. Perhaps we should work a bit on trying to look the part where we are together.”
His smile came surprisingly easy, as did the hand that reached out to close around Sean’s wrist to squeeze it before he pulled it back.
“So you’re saying I need to watch my back even more so than now? Be careful around them and avoid talking about us? Maybe we should try and get her on our side now that you’re taken?”
It was a joke, of course, and he winked at Sean, then shrugged.
“I haven’t really seen much of it, it looks great from the backseat of our cars and the hotels are… old. Rustic.”
And then…
“Your mother? She lives here?” Now that was a topic he had not even thought about until now.
“Have you told her? About… us? She’ll have heard rumors by now, I guess word travels fast? Especially about a Grimm and a Royal?”
What if she had? She was part of the Wesen world they were trying to convince of their partnership, how would she react if she found out it wasn’t real? That they were only pretending to be this close?
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Sean:
Sean had trouble dropping his vigilance. But Nick was right.
Nick’s hand was on his wrist. Right there, on his wrist. He wasn’t sure they had ever touched before, except accidentally. But this was normal, or what it was supposed to look like, anyway. Right? Still his wrist felt cold when Nick moved it.
He’d liked it. A bit.
He symbolically took his tie off, and stuffed it in the pocket of his jacket, which he slung over the back of the chair. “You’re right,” he said, with a smile, and resorted to the humor which had got them through a rough patch the other night. “Darling.”
He took a sip of the wine they had been brought. Entirely clean, and it was excellent. He allowed himself a moment to really savor it.
“Yes, she lives here. Well. Outside of the city, but she has an apartment somewhere. It’s not easy to keep a collection of spell ingredients that would make Rosalee dizzy in an apartment, though, so she has a house in the country. Which probably makes it sound rustic. It’s not. My mother likes her comforts. And I would sound so amused if I were you,” he said, mocking serious. “Who would your mother, the world famous Grimm, react if she knew you were mated to a half-blood Wesen? And a royal at that. I don’t know her well, but I am prepared to bet she would actually turn purple. She might even try to ground you.”
Experimentally, Sean mimicked Nick’s gesture, placing his hand – god, it looked huge – across the back of Nick’s. Just a moment. He felt a thrill of something completely unrecognizable go through him. “I don’t know if you know how to contact her – and I don’t want to know, Nick, that’s your business – but if you are, it might be a good idea to find a way to tell her about the ruse, before she shows up here with a weapon custom-designed to kill me. She’d probably know of the tradition, though she seems a smarter woman than most. She might not believe in it either, could think I’ve put some sort of spell on you.”
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Nick:
Oh.
Sean was right. Just because his mother didn’t live here, didn’t mean she wouldn’t know what was going on. And if she heard about the rumors –
He needed to talk to her as soon as possible.
“You have a point,” he said after a moment, didn’t even fight the grin that crept onto his lips then. “But you don’t need to worry, she trusts me. She wouldn’t try to kill you without talking to me first. She might not approve of my way of handling things, but she understands. Or at least she’s starting to.”
She no longer saw Monroe and Rosalee as Wesen but as people, one of many steps in the right direction in his eyes.
“I know how to contact her, but it’s difficult, I’m not sure I should attempt to reach her from here, it might not be safe enough for either of us.”
If she heard about them and she decided she wanted to talk to him, she would find a way, he would hear from her one way or the other.
“She would probably tell me to get a divorce.” He frowned. “Is that even possible? Can we ever break up? Once this is over, when we go back to the States, will they keep track of us?”
One thing he should have thought about before agreeing to do this. Not that it mattered, with Juliette gone and his private life practically non-existent at this point he could probably keep this up for years if he had to. After he had talked to his friends, of course. Had they heard about it? Monroe, Rosalee, Bud – all the others? Were they angry at him because he had not told them? Would they really believe he would take such a huge step without mentioning it to them?
“I didn’t think this through as much as I should have I guess, I should have told a few people about this. I’m surprised I haven’t heard from Monroe by now. Do you think there’s any chance no one at home will find out about this?”
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Sean:
“I’m very pleased to hear it.” Truly, he didn’t relish the thought of another showdown with one of Nick’s relatives. His mother was a formidable woman. “I can arrange a secure internet connection, with a couple of days notice. If you want to make a call that way, or… do whatever you need to do.”
A laugh escaped Sean’s mouth. He clenched his jaw closed, but it was there, and it wasn’t going anywhere. He opened his mouth to apologize, and it only got worse. It was so strange – when was the last time he’d really laughed out loud at something?
“I just imagined your mother and my mother discussing our futures,” he said, smiling widely and catching Nick’s eye. “I’m sure they’d work it out. Probably have us in adjoining apartments back in Portland to secure the illusion, and ban us both from ever dating again. Over tea and madeleines. My mother can’t bake, but she does love a French pastry.”
How absurd. And sort of fun. Two women who by their very natures would be deeply suspicious of each other, joining forces on something like this?
“They’d never let us ‘divorce’,” he said. “In fact, I have no idea how we will disentangle from this, once stability has been reached. We will do exactly as we’re doing now.” He settled more comfortably back in his chair, raising a hand to call over a waiter. “Two more of these,” he said, as his own glass was nearly empty.
He was probably being too incautious. But Nick was right. Anyone who saw them shouldn’t question that they were a couple, and they were probably too formal, too stiff. Correction; Sean was too formal and stiff. Nick was the usual bundle of neatly controlled energy that he always was.
He thought about it. “If they don’t know yet,” he said, “they will soon. Perhaps you should. If for no other reason than when Monroe hears, he’ll probably say it’s completely ridiculous and impossible and, good friend that he is, do anything he can to crush the rumor.” He reached for a nut from the bowl, tossing it into his mouth. “Yes. You should.”
He wished he had a friend he needed to do the same with.
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Nick:
“I think I need that internet connection, and soon. I have to tell her. I’m not worried, but I’d like her to hear it from me instead of having to find out from strangers.”
There had already been too many secrets between them, he didn’t want to add another, not when just talking to her would make it easier.
He joined Sean in his laughter, shaking his head at the picture. It would surely be a sight to see, he didn’t know Sean’s mother but if she was anything like his own – and she had to judging by his words – then the two of them would probably turn his and Sean’s lives completely around. Adjoining apartments, no more dating? Well, there were certainly worse things that could happen to them.
“I don’t think we’d be given a choice in anything anymore, they’d probably plan our days and make sure we can’t ruin it.”
Could he live with this? Not being able to “divorce”, at least for a couple of years, maybe, to ‘establish stability’? It seemed like a small price to pay if it led to peace and bring people (Wesen and humans) closer together. The situation still seemed a bit surreal to him and if someone had asked him, a month ago, if he thought that it could work he would have been highly doubtful, but he was beginning to think it just might.
Maybe because it was real, now, no longer just an idea, it was something people could watch and see for themselves.
“As long as you are okay with the precinct finding out sooner or later? I couldn’t hide this from Hank for long, he knows me better than anyone. People are going to start talking, normal people. Is that going to be a problem for you as the Captain of a police force?”
Was he really thinking about ‘their’ future right now? Making plans about how to tell their friends and colleagues? What to tell them, how to make this work ‘in real life’?
“I can’t believe I just said that.”
Still smiling, he took a long sip of his drink, watching Sean thoughtfully as he imagined how their lives might change.
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Sean:
Secure internet could be arranged. So that would be that, though right now Sean had no earthly idea how he might get a message to his own mother. He frowned.
“My mother is a powerful woman with a lot of friends and more allies,” he said, turn the stem of his wine glass in his hand. “I think she’ll hear about this soon enough and contact me. I’ll tell her the truth. She’s practical, above anything else. She knows all there is to know about doing what has to be done.” He shrugged, and took another sip.
She would be disappointed. Not in his decision, but the fact that it might mean he could never actually be with someone he loved, that he’d be alone. Not alone, but… Sean shook his head. He was a Royal, if half-blood, and there were only two kinds of Royals in the world; those who were prepared to make sacrifices, and those who were not.
His brother had been prepared to make other people’s sacrifices for them. Sean wouldn’t be like that. Maybe down the road Nick would be able to have some semblance of a normal life, even if it was behind the scenes, below the radar.
“I think we should maintain discretion,” Sean said. “Tell Hank, by all means, but tell him as a friend, stressing the importance of keeping this as quiet as we can manage. We can’t risk having you transferred to another precinct. But as long as we’re not flaunting it – I expect you can keep your hands to yourself?” Sean said, with a smile. “I don’t mind who knows. I’m a police captain in modern Portland. Things aren’t what they used to be. And I carry a very large gun. Oh,” he said, smiling suddenly. “No more marriage proposals with family trees and curriculum vitae attached. How… refreshing.”
He glance at the time.
“We should have dinner here,” he said. “And then get some sleep. We’ll be leaving quite early tomorrow.” He rolled his sleeves, halfway to his elbow – did that look more casual? – and reached for the menu. A little more difficult to sniff at the food in public but he could always claim he enjoyed a good aroma.
“Saddle of rabbit,” he said, raising his eyebrows. “Excellent. Could you order for us both? I’ll just go and make a couple of phone calls about your internet connection. And another glass of wine.”
He stood, passing behind Nick’s chair as he headed towards the foyer of the hotel. Daring, he gave Nick’s shoulder a quick squeeze. It felt nice.
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Nick:
Nick watched him leave, taking a moment to scan the room, curious if he could spot anyone paying special attention to Sean’s departure. One or two heads turned, but no one got up to follow him and so he stayed at their table, reaching for the menu.
No more marriage proposals… He was curious, this was a part of his captain’s life he had never thought about or would have thought it even existed. The life of a royal seemed to be even more complicated than he had always assumed it would be.
A waiter appeared to take their orders. After he had placed them and the man had walked off, Nick leaned back in his chair, staring at his drink as he went over their schedule for the next day. It would be a long day, that particular meeting that he was looking forward to and dreading at the same time…
Maybe it would be a good idea to call it an early night, get some rest so they would be awake and alert in the morning. He made a mental note to ask Sean about those marriage proposals and the way those things were handled in his family and then sat back to wait for him.
*** *** ***
The next morning found them sitting in the back of the car that was taking them to the meeting. It had been a quiet day so far, they’d barely spoken a word, but it was a companionable silence, very comfortable in a way. The drive had been uneventful so far, but once the car stopped in front of the house, Nick couldn’t help but look around, checking surroundings. There was a group of people standing at the door, watching the car. The hosts, he assumed, he recognized one of the men from a picture he had seen before.
Sean was talking to the driver and he waited until he had told him when to meet for the next drive, then opened the door, getting out of the car. The air was cold, something he was beginning to get used to. Apart from the car’s engine there was no sound to be heard. Next to him, Sean got out of the car as well, closing the door behind him.
“Let’s see how much she hates me,” Nick said under his breath, flashing Sean an amused smile before he started walking toward the house.
He was still looking at the captain when the first bullet hit the car’s window right next to him.
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Sean:
Ever cautious, Sean had one eye on the rear view mirror all the way to the farmhouse. But no one followed them; only a short distance from the city, it seemed like traffic vanished completely. Good to know. Out of nothing but habit, when they were only a few minutes from their destination, he slipped the cartridge out of his handgun, checked it, and reloaded it, settling it back into its holster.
“We should be done by four,” he told the driver. “So you won’t have time to get back to the city. You can stay here. If we’re done earlier, that might be helpful. I trust you have something to read,” he half-joked; the trunk of this car, he’d noticed earlier, had six European newspapers and half a dozen books. This was a man accustomed to waiting.
“Don’t forget you rank, here,” he said, leaning in to speak to Nick. “Don’t hold back. None of the titles here are better than ours together.”
They pulled up at last. Their hosts didn’t look entirely friendly, but then again, there was no hostility in those looks either. Openly curious. The youngest boy appeared to be playing a game on his phone.
“I wouldn’t worry –”
He should have been paying better attention. It took Sean a full second to realize that a bullet had been fired – that it had narrowly missed Nick, what were they thinking? – and that he really needed to react.
“Trust no one,” he hissed at Nick, before he turned to run. For the pullet to have gone through that window and hit the one opposite it had to have a reasonable range. Sean only had a vague direction, but he had an excellent sense of smell, especially when he Woged, which he had done – when? In front of Nick?
Oh, was he supposed to stay and defend Nick? Wasn’t that what a loving partner would do? But Nick didn’t need that. Nick would already be bracing himself to cover Sean, probably. He’d followed his instincts. Or he’d have a gun on the hosts, though Sean thought he might have seen them duck when the shooting started. They seemed surprised, but that didn’t mean much.
A bullet whizzed past his arm, grazing it. He didn’t cry out, but he hissed through his teeth, and took a shot in the direction it had come from. Another. He couldn’t afford to waste ammunition, but he wasn’t going to get himself, or Nick, killed being overly cautious. He saw movement in the shrubbery ahead of him, and took another shot. This time, the shooter cried out, but took another shot regardless.
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Nick:
It all happened so fast he barely had any time to react, but his reflexes kept him from being hit by the second bullet that was fired his way. He managed to take cover behind the car, dropping to his knees, then peered over the hood.
It was a trap, but, from the looks of it, their hosts weren’t part of it. He was relieved about that, but on the other hand, if something happened to either him or Sean on a meeting like this it would send a very clear message to the rest of the Wesen involved in their negotiations.
The family had taken cover, but it didn’t look like they were armed, the shots were coming from his own gun, Sean’s and their attacker’s. The husband – the name was escaping him right now – was dragging his wife and kids toward the front door, trying to get them to safety.
With their surprise-moment gone, the shooter still seemed hellbent on trying to kill them or they would have taken off by now.
Sean was moving closer to the house and Nick was itching to leave his place behind the car and do something.
Trust no one.
And Sean was right, they didn’t know who was on their side or who had planned to kill him, but his instincts were screaming at him to at least get the kids out of the line of fire. It took every bit of self-control to stay where he was and cover his partner, firing shots in the direction Sean was aiming at.
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Sean:
He threw himself forward as a second bullet hit him, his left shoulder this time. Ignoring the pain, he kicked the shooter, catching him under the chin, effectively preventing him from taking another shot. The man cries out in pain, blood streaming from his mouth.
Sean shot him in the shoulder, and he shrieked.
Sean stood on the wound. “You have one chance to escape with your life,” he lied. “Tell me who you’re working for.”
The man’s mouth was moving strangely. Sean dug the toe of his shoe into the injury. “Talk faster,” he said, but the man just…
“No,” Sean said, dropping to the ground to force his mouth open, but it was too late; a capsule of some kind, probably cyanide, he’d already bitten it. Within moments, he was dead. Sean examined the gun. Military issue, undoubtedly stolen. Ignoring the pain in his shoulder, he packed it into the case, careful not to touch it in too many places; perhaps it could be traced. He took off at a jog, towards the car, just in time to see the driver – he’d thought he could trust the man – fumbling for a gun. He didn’t look like he knew what he was doing, but it didn’t matter. He’d parked the car there, rather than move to the side driveway, to line them up to be slaughtered. Sean raised his own pistol, and shot him right between the eyes, before jogging in the direction of where Nick was now moving, their hosts.
“Did any of you know anything about this?” he asked, and was met with blank stares – and a terrified teenage boy. Sean grabbed him by the arm, almost sick with pain, and pulled him forward.
“I could shoot you right now for treason,” he hissed. “But you’re young and stupid, and your parents’ responsibility.”
To the wife, he said, “call the cleaner. He’ll take care of this. And sort your son out.” He gripped his shoulder weakly, feeling sick with the pain now; he needed to get to the hospital. He turned to Nick. He had to be pale, by now, he’d lost a lot of blood and his left arm was almost useless.
“We have to leave. Back to the city. I know a hospital where they can… keep quiet.”
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Nick:
Sean was finally close enough to take the shooter out, which meant that Nick was free to move toward the family. They had taken cover as best as they could, the husband shielding his wife while she was dragging the kids with her. Nick moved as fast as he could, gun still at the ready, prepared to shoot if he saw movement anywhere, but it was only his partner who was now approaching the car.
Seeing Sean raise the gun had him stop and drop to one knee, gun pointed at the car. Their driver was in on this? He’d liked the guy, after so many days spent with him driving from one meeting to the next in a land where he hardly knew anyone, it had been nice to see a familiar face every day. He flinched when the shot sounded. The cop in him would have preferred to arrest him, but he trusted Sean, of course, this was his territory, so to speak, if it wasn’t safe to let him live he’d have to accept it.
The moment Sean put his gun down Nick was moving again until he finally reached the family.
“Are you okay?”
Trust no one.
Sean’s words were still fresh in his mind and he scanned them for hidden weapons. The woman was sobbing quietly, her husband holding her close, protective. One of their sons, though, he was pale, shaking, wide eyes on Nick as he shook his head repeatedly.
“Please don’t kill me, I didn’t know!”
Nick swore under his breath and put his gun away, about to say something when Sean appeared next to him, dragging the boy forward. Nick looked up at him and frowned when he became aware of the look on his face.
“You’re hurt,” he said, eyes flying to Sean’s shoulder. When did that happen? Not that it surprised him he wouldn’t have seen it, it was just like the captain to shrug off a bullet-wound until the situation was over. And, if he was honest, he would have done the same.
But now his friend needed help and Nick reacted automatically, stepping closer to draw Sean’s arm around his shoulder and make sure he stayed upright. Too pale, he didn’t look like he was going to get to the car on his own.
“Kids these days,” he said, an attempt to distract him from the pain. “You have to stay awake until we reach the hospital, think you can do that?”
He helped Sean into the passenger’s seat (easier to keep an eye on him) and then rounded the car, grimacing as he pulled the dead driver out of the car and climbed in. One last look at the family, and he pulled away from the house, his eyes drawn to the wound again.
“How bad is it?”
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Sean:
Sean knew, theoretically, how strong Nick was; it was part of the legacy. And he’d watched him fight, take on creatures of great size and strength. But until most of his weight was being held up on his friend’s shoulders he hadn’t really appreciated just how much stronger he was than human. Sean would have fallen, without him. He let Nick ease him into the passenger seat and he put his own seatbelt on. There was always the chance Nick would have to practice some good old fashioned evasive driving. If his enemies knew this attempt at assassination had failed, they might come for him again.
Stay awake.
“I’ll try,” he promised.
Stay awake. Stay awake. Stay awake. Stay awake. He could do it. The pain, he focused on that. Better than focusing on the way his vision kept blurring. From his pocket, he pulled out his phone, and dialed a number he knew by heart.
“Yes. It’s me,” he said, hoping his voice didn’t sound as weak as it felt. “I’ve been shot. I’m with my – I’m with the Grimm,” he said, catching himself in time. “I need discreet treatment. No, I have no idea where my mother is or I’d be calling her instead.”
He understood, he did. People were afraid. But he sincerely needed people to be more afraid of himself and Nick than they were of his enemies, who remained, for the most part, nameless and faceless.
“The usual place, yes,” he said, and ended the call. He wouldn’t show too much appreciation, not until the job was done, and done right.
“The hospital on the same block as our hotel,” he said, forcing himself to look at Nick. He looked determined. And… beautiful, in a distant way Sean didn’t want to consider too closely. “Take me to the morgue. My acquaintance will meet us there. He has everything he needs, and we can’t been seen in the main hospital. Nick. I’m going to pass out. If anyone stops us… shoot first, and I’ll clean up later. We need a show of force, or…”
Or their trip was about to take a very ugly turn. He knew that. Nick had to suspect it. For someone so close to him to have been swayed to the other side; it had to have taken a lot of money, a great promise, to encourage such a betrayal.
“We’ll be fine,” he promised, though his lips barely moved.
And the world flickered out.
~complete~
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Will We Be Any Better Off After A Year Of Trump?
New Year’s forecasting is a traditional theme at this time of year for Outside the Box. So let’s take a look across the pond and see what Ambrose Evans-Pritchard of the London Telegraph thinks about our prospects for 2017.
Ambrose is less optimistic about 2017 than I am in my forecast. His title pretty much says it all: “Trump, interest rates and Chinese panic: Why euphoria could turn to a credit crunch in 2017.” It seems that his view back across the pond at us has him seriously squinting.
Let’s see why he’s so pessimistic about our chances this year.
Trump, Interest Rates and Chinese Panic: Why Euphoria Could Turn to a Credit Crunch in 2017
By Ambrose Evans-Pritchard
The Trump effect is to accelerate capital outflows from China, increasing the risk of a painful reckoning this year.
Donald Trump's reflation rally will short-circuit. Rising borrowing costs will blow fuses across the world before fiscal stimulus arrives, if it in fact arrives.
By the end of 2017 it will be clear that nothing has changed for the better. Powerful deflationary forces retain an invisible grip over the global economy. Bond yields will ratchet up further and then come clattering down again – ultimately driving 10-year US yields below zero before the decade is over.
There are few ‘shovel ready’ projects for Trump’s infrastructure blitz. The headline figures are imaginary. His plan will be whittled down by Congress.
The House will pass tax cuts for the rich but these are regressive, with a low fiscal multiplier. The choice of an anti-deficit Ayatollah to head the budget office implies swingeing cuts to federal spending. These will hit the poor, with a high multiplier.
This Gatsby mix is mostly self-defeating in economic terms. To the extent that there is any extra juice, it will be countered by the Fed at this late stage of the cycle. Tight money will push the dollar higher.
Once markets accept that Trump is not bluffing – that he really does intend to smash globalism – euphoria will give way to alarm. For now Wall Street remains drunk on wishful thinking. The longer the delusion lasts, the stronger the dollar, and the greater the trouble in Asia and Latin America.
The broad dollar index threatens to reach all time-highs in 2017, hammering vulnerable regions of the world. Credit: St Louis Federal Reserve
Such is the currency paradox. As the Fed’s broad dollar index pushes towards an all-time high of 130, the mechanical effects will expose the Achilles Heel of an international system that has never been more dollarized – and never been more sensitive to US interest rates since the end of the Bretton Woods era.
King dollar will tighten the noose on emerging market debtors with $3.5 trillion of liabilities in US currency. It will force banks in Europe – through complex hedging contracts – to curtail offshore lending to the Pacific Rim, Turkey, Russia, Brazil, and South Africa. It will lead to a credit crunch in the developing world.
China moves to a different rhythm but it cannot hide from higher US rates. The imported squeeze will come just as the latest 18-month boomlet rolls over, a form of pro-cyclical tightening on a Chinese economy that has already reached credit exhaustion.
It is whispered – and always denied – that the US agreed last February in Shanghai to delay rate rises, buying time for the People's Bank to calm the yuan panic. The Fed retreat worked like a charm. Markets did indeed stop worrying about China. Global bourses rebounded.
Next time – and it is coming soon – there will be no such accord. The Trumpians want China to blow up, thinking they can handle the blow-back. They can't.
Draconian controls by the People's Bank will not be enough to stem capital flight. Nor will reserve losses blowing past $100bn a month in January. The nuclear risk through 2017 is that Beijing's ‘weak yuan’ mandarins will prevail. If they let the exchange rate go completely, the Asian currency storm that must inevitably follow will unleash a deflationary tsunami through the world. I think China will hold the line, but don't bet on it.
China's slowdown will kill the commodity rally stone dead. Saudi Arabia and Russia will find that output cuts agreed in Vienna are not enough to clear the oil glut this year, pushing off the desperately-awaited rebalancing into the distant future. Neither country can handle the implications of this. Riyadh will buckle before Moscow.
My New Year’s piece last year spoke of sunlit uplands: “The economic sweet spot of 2016 before the reflation storm." I hoped the treacherous moment could be deferred until 2017. Unfortunately we are now almost there.
The tailwinds of global recovery are fading whatever equities purport to tell us. JP Morgan's 'Nowcast' measure of world growth was been slipping quietly for the last six weeks and is now down to an anemic 2.6pc, even before the China's credit curbs kick in and the Asian slowdown becomes obvious.
We have already enjoyed the $2 trillion consumer windfall of cheaper oil. Europe has already enjoyed austerity relief. The European Central Bank has already played its cards. On a flow basis the ECB will soon be tapering, and therefore tightening.
Yields on Italian debt will climb well above the growth rate of nominal GDP – the fatal threshold – as markets anticipate the loss of the ECB shield. This means attrition on €400bn of sovereign paper held by banks, eroding capital buffers. Rome’s €20bn fund for bank rescues will run dry within months, and the political costs of a second bail-out will be much higher.
It will become clear again that Euroland has resolved nothing. The fatal pathologies – lack of fiscal union, lack of a banking union beyond the name, the one-side adjustment imposed on the South, Germany’s unpunished current account surplus – have merely been veiled by QE and the Draghi Put.
None of the elections in Holland, France, or Italy will bring an anti-euro government to power, but they will come close enough to rattle nerves and drive the euro below dollar parity.
The parliamentary balance of power will shift, greatly weakening the ideological lockhold of the Maastricht elites and free movement purists. Alternative fur Deutschland will make it into the Bundestag. The centre-Right will harden everywhere to stop leakage to the populist fronts.
Brexit Britain will no longer stick out in quite the same way. It may even start to look like a liberal haven set against Europe’s unanswered rage, and this will change the narrative. The threads will become confused, the pieties of Remain less certain, the Scottish temptation a little less alluring.
The UK economy will not perform any better than the eurozone in 2017, but it will not do any worse either, and those who talk of ‘punishing’ Britain in EU capitals will discover the asymmetry of political risk. The British can perhaps fall back on the Dunkirk spirit. Brussels can fall back on nothing.
The next global downturn will come before the G4 central banks have been able to replenish their ammunition, while the bar on New Deals or budgetary largesse is dauntingly high. World debt ratios are already 35 percentage points of GDP higher today than they were at the top of the last cycle in 2008. Emerging markets cannot come to the rescue as they did after the Lehman crash. They too are now mortgaged, and psychologically battered.
As polities fray, those nation states with an organic cultural unity and strong allegiance to sovereign institutions will fare best. Utopian constructions and brittle dictatorships have less margin.
Will we make it through 2017 before the reckoning hits? Probably, by the skin of our teeth.
Happy New Year.
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