#Some of these were pretty nice though

[masquenoire]

✏️ // if you're still accepting? One for Sylvia @shinebrightsweetdove

Eᴠᴇɴ Mᴏʀᴇ Iɴᴄᴏʀʀᴇᴄᴛ Qᴜᴏᴛᴇs Gᴇɴᴇʀᴀᴛᴏʀ! (Not accepting any more!)

Black Mask: My assistance will be an act of beneviolence. Sylvia: ...Don’t you mean benevolence? Black Mask: No. 

Sylvia: Do you want to be the Sun in my life? Black Mask: Yes. Sylvia: Good, then stay 92,935,700 miles away from me :)

Black Mask: I can’t believe all these people are wearing black. black is supposed to be my thing, they’re all just posers. Sylvia: Black Mask, for the last time, we’re at a funeral.

Sylvia: Treat spiders the way you want to be treated. Black Mask: Killed without hesitation.

Black Mask: You saved me! Why? Sylvia: People would think I murdered you if I didn't.

Sylvia: When you've been on the internet for as long as I have, you develop thick skin. Black Mask: Navy blue isn't your color. Sylvia: Navy blue brings out my eyes you prick! *Chases after Black Mask*

Sylvia: You are the love of my life and I would do anything within reason to make you happy. Black Mask: I would be happy if you ate, stayed hydrated and got a reasonable amount of sleep. Sylvia: I said within reason, Black Mask. How about I murder that guy? Black Mask: So murder is in reason but proper self care isn't? Sylvia: Well, duh. What kind of question is that?

#shinebrightsweetdove #memes ;; even more incorrect quotes #Last but not least! #Sorry about the wait #Some of these were pretty nice though #Definitely got to throw Roman at Sylvia more #Her and her deceptively good baked goods

[statementlou]

the thing about Niall's current tour looks is that he looks Like That (coded hanky and all) because Bruce Springsteen looked like that but the thing about Bruce Springsteen looking like that is that he hung out in seedy gay bars and fucked drag queens and picked up his fashion there and I'm... not sure Niall knows that that's why Bruce wore leather vests and back pocket hankies...

#sighhhhh #I DON'T BELEIVE IN GATEKEEPING SIGNIFIERS OF QUEERNESS IT'S A SLIPPERY SLOPE #<- me gritting my teeth and yelling at me to remind myself #but Niall is TESTING ME #thats pretty much my usual feeling about niall though so nothing new really and probably just bias #was I in the B.S. FANDOM I mean nahhhh.... but I do know a lot about him have seen him multiple times and once he said NICE HAT to me #so idk maybe that's a yes?😅 but anyway... for whatever reason I do know some lore #if anyone's interested two early songs about.. queens? trans women? the 70s were less defined... are Mary Queen of Arkansas and Candy's Roo #blah blah blah

[cinna-bunnie]

thinking about older women

#hey auntie 👉🏾👈🏾 #some of them b dancing on that line and i am looking respectfully (⁠´⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠.̫⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠`⁠) ♡⁠ #many such cases... giggling at how often w how many ppl aksjak family friends.. or it be ur own family 💀💕 #someone's mom would joke about snatching me up like 😭😶‍🌫️ ma'am first of all .. would #and the touchy prima (⁠〒⁠﹏⁠〒⁠) ♡⁠ yes please put ur hands on me i am so comfortable with physical contact (⁠ ⁠ꈍ⁠ᴗ⁠ꈍ⁠) let me hold ur hand ♡ #🚶🏾‍♀️ being hot is nice sometimes #the forbidden fruit... hey tía (⁠´⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠.̫⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠`⁠) 👉🏾👈🏾💕 #some of the exchanges I've had were so 😵‍💫😵‍💫 ma'am.. i got a lil crush on u. #← not my actual family. i do not have one. engaging in one from this perspective is a lil different yfm 🚶🏾‍♀️u don't have to get it #or maybe u do idk im zooted rn and feeling rly gay abt aunties and older women in general okay 😩💕 #i need to go sweet talk someone's tía i know she's looking beautiful tonight 🚶🏾‍♀️ i see u girl. i love ur hair your nails are beautiful #i love your color coordination you have such good fashion sense (⁠ ⁠ꈍ⁠ᴗ⁠ꈍ⁠) ♡⁠ #ur earrings are so pretty i love your necklace i love your bracelets (⁠｡⁠ﾉ⁠ω⁠＼⁠｡⁠) lemme go help y'all cook or I'll make the drinks whateve #let's talk.. ♡⁠ #Lupe... what are you up to these days 😩💕 my favorite. a family friend #i kinda see family friends as family too sorta bc my fam was p small when i did have one so a friend would be a basically auntie #but also not.. technically. so ╮⁠(⁠.⁠ ⁠❛⁠ ⁠ᴗ⁠ ⁠❛⁠.⁠)⁠╭ idk. they r tías 2 me though and i love them. #they r so nicey 2 me ｡⁠:ﾟ⁠(⁠;⁠´⁠∩⁠`⁠;⁠)ﾟ⁠:⁠｡ ♡⁠ #she wanted me to say her name n talk to her in Spanish a lil bit and she ate it up 😵‍💫 (⁠｡⁠ﾉ⁠ω⁠＼⁠｡⁠) ♡⁠ she loved the way i say her name #i had such a crush on her omfg. low-key but not but yeah but respectfully..

[fishareglorious]

tired. went on a trip to batangas yesterday and im still sapped of my energy till now

#random #me #i bought some buko pie and and espasol as pasalubong to my mother. buko pie tasted nice while hot #didn't quite enjoy the trip there but... found out my coworker has an absolutely angelic voice like god #nodded off to sleep while their lot was singing karaoke in the bus lmao. his voice is so????? #and i woke up to the most passionate yet off-tune cover of my way. man. and laughed my ass off at the next guy who sang #i have no idea what's the song they were singing but im pretty sure it does not go like that. #was awake the time they started singing pare ko and since its one of the songs i actually knew i did sing along to it. everyone in the bus #did too though. the line 'DIBA TANGINA' is just something enjoyable to sing out aloud

[july-19th-club]

me age seven being sat down in front of the school’s district child psych lady and being given strange, simple spatial puzzles to solve and then long, complicated worksheets and hammering my way through them at the speed of light while having zero comprehension what their purpose was or why i was here: this is urgent! i have to get a good grade in Weird Puzzles, Or Else, something that is both normal to want and possible to achieve,

#kjalkjsdalkjasdl mrs button was a nice lady but not one adult in my childhood ever seemed to notice what to me now seems like #a pretty obvious case of the autisms #then again maybe they just didn't look as hard unless it was *really* obvious back then . it was like. what. 2000? a couple years later #everybody was talking about autism but not when i was six or seven then it was usually just when it was Very Visible #a couple years later my cousin who's more visibly on the spectrum than me got her diagnosis so young that she's pretty much always had it #which is...well i think it's just made her life difficult in a different way. people underestimate her or don't treat her like she's her age #but then she's always had the opportunity to get accommodations and people are sometimes more forgiving when she can't do something #whereas i got labeled 'kid that should be ahead of the game' from a pretty young age and then when i struggled adults either ignored it #or it was just a huge hassle to them and even i could see it exasperated them to have to work around me #but because mrs button (nice lady but what were you thinking) hadn't told them to treat me like a kid with a developmental disorder #they didn't do that in good OR bad ways . so i never got any accommodations with school stuff i struggled with which was a fair bit #i wasn't supposed to need extra testing time in a quiet room or tutoring with math or help organizing my abysmally scattered things #the only time i DID get that was in sixth grade when i was sort-of friends with this kid jonathan who was Very On The Spectrum #he wasn't really a talker unless it was about whatever he was reading which suited me fine so we just kind of existed in each other's space #and his TSS was this very smart and nice lady who had clearly clocked that Something Was Going On With Me and even though it wasn't like #her JOB she made a little bit of time for me. mostly with emotional stuff (i think i was under the impression she was a therapist?) #but if i had some problem with being unable to keep friends or being frozen out by the kids i wanted to be liked by (happened often) #she'd be able to just like. be there she'd make the time . wish i could remember her name

[monotone-artist]

just a few foster puppy pictures out of the hmm. 500 that i have

[id: nine photographs of various brown, floppy-eared puppies. first: top view where puppy is sitting down and looking up at the camera. second: sitting with his tongue out. third: laying down on her side with her head on my leg, looking straight at the camera.

fourth: laying down on her belly. fifth: sitting and leaning against me, his head quite close to the camera, which he's looking at. sixth: one puppy lays down while another rests her chin on his back.

seventh: an extremely close-up view of a puppy's face. eighth: a puppy, who notably has one blue eye, looks through the glass door. ninth: puppy stands on her hind legs, front paws on the glass door, looking inside. end id]

#monotonepost #piranhapuppies #<- gonna be tagging any pics i post of them as that #dogs #couple of the pics r a lot older than others. #and possibly 500 is a bit dramatic i dont actually remember how many i have. but i have a LOT regardless #realized i never rlly posted any of them though... #we don't have any of them anymore. they're either gotten given to other fosters or adopted #unfortunately half of them did get sick with parvo. a couple were ones we'd given to another foster #the last 3 we had left we had to give to a parvo house #they've been pulling through tho they're doing ok! #if u dont know about parvo it's a really nasty (literally) disease. fatal if u dont get them help within 24ish hours #um. on a more brighter note that pup in the 2nd to last pic? he actually ended up keeping that blue eye #which is weird cause neither of his parents have blue eyes. the pups ARE mutts tho so shrug #of course the brattiest one had to be the prettiest one <3 very pretty brown brindling pattern too. like a calico cat #i say brattiest he's actually a sweetheart. just very excitable #goddd i miss these guys so much... #was really tempted to keep one of them for a bit there but im just not a very energetic person so i figured it was best i didnt. #does mean im forever gonna be wondering about what-ifs though. #ALSO to note: these were some of the few nice pictures i got. most of them were blurry cause they were never still sdfjkhdsfj

[keeps-ache]

little soup cans are some of the neatest things we have, wish there were more soup-can-like things in this world

#just me hi #though canopeners need to stop being deadly weapons to some degree before that hfhs #'they're not deadly tho ?' well usually yes. but did you know that they can age Badly? i did not! #and the one I was using was dulled to an extent that it would Skip over a part of the can #(nearly the same spot every time lol) and when I thought I'd managed to fool it and had only #the tiniest bit of metal between me and some beans (pretty sure it was beans) I thought #'ohh I'll just pull up the can lid :)' Well the lid snapped off completely towards and Into my hand #and I had a bean-can wound on my pinky for about a week or so. I do not know how long it's been lol #//but soup cans are pretty cool I feel like they're kinda underappreciated !! #you can just have Soup ? Whenever ??? and it's Normal !! wow :D #sure making soup is pretty great. but that's a process man. and we're not even associates #[<- 'a process I am (not) intimate with'] #like there is a little can of menudo in the pantry rn - medunito they call it isn't that just !! - and it's just there. it can be made in #like 10 minutes. is this Not the best thing ever ! ? #//I've also gotta figure out this sleeping thing that I've got going on (everybody has it going on) #I was maybe half a week into actually have a consistent thing going but the night I stopped was bc I am a sucker of a storyteller and we #were up til about. I think 4-6 a.m. #that's on me yes. my siblings vs. my desire to tell stories and rubber willpower hfbdh #a deadly match truly #and also I lost my snoopy watch (RIP snoopy watch you will be missed (I can't find it send help Waough)) and that was the only clock I had #in this room so now if I wanna know the time I have to go the living room - which is like a whole dang thing lemme tell you about it #/first I've gotta get up - easiest thing by far - and get to the door - assuming I don't get KO'd by my siblings' belongings on the floor - #get to the door. the door Is broken to some extent. opening it means a loud THDPD noise is sent throughout the entire house lol. and you #have to yank on the thing to get it open - so double effort there - and then you step out into the hallwayish area where you can then enter #the living room - oh so easy! but No! you then have to either turn on the kitchen lights and wake everyone with their door open or sleeping #in the living room for whatever reason Orrr you have to clamber over chairs pots perhaps a cat if you've got real bad luck that night to ge #up nice n personal to the clock so you can read the dang thing and see it's 11:23. which is like nothing so you stay up Anyway and do not #check the clock again because not only was that a hassle but also you released every creature that was in the room with you (that's a lot o #noise). but Yea the clock situation is ongoing hfbsh #'why don't you get a clock' that would be much too easy loll :) (last one disappeared and we keep forgetting lol) //ran out of tag space so

[rowenabean]

#the wedding was lovely and i am so sad #managed to get most of the sad out of the way Friday and Sunday so i could be glad for them on the actual wedding day #but still. i'm going to miss her. #we always talked about living together and we never did and now we probably never will #i've got a model of married folk living together in community but i don't think they do and it has to be something you choose #her family are lovely and i was really glad to meet her friends and cousins that she talks about so often but they don't really get it #they get to have her!!! she's moving somewhere that's more convenient for literally everyone other than me! (this is not hard to do) #really good to get home and hug my dad and my little sister and have people who are my people around #was actually really good at the reception that there were a few other folk from my current town - i wasn't the only person who was #mixed joy and tears #i said something about us giving her over in my speech and they said yes that's exactly how we're feeling #but it wasn't till her husband responded to that in his speech that i started crying #everyone has been so kind to me but it has been SO good to get home #hoping i can get a bit more sleep as well. emotions are bigger when tired even though they're real still #(her cousins invited me to come stay any time and tbh i can see that living in Auckland could be actually really nice if you live where they #do. but i couldn't live where they do and do the work i want to do it is quite far away from the places in Auckland i could imagine working) #rowena adventures #btw no photos of me currently but probably some later??? not that we took many the groom had been sick the previous week and was #still pretty wiped so they got like two photos with the bridal party and ten with just them and that was it

[orowyrm]

in spirit i am lying facedown on the floor rn. in reality i have pokefarm dailies to complete

#i needed to get back into a petsite of some sort to ease the pain of living . sorry #but uhm. had a really tough convo w/ my supervisor today .. it went well but the anxiety leading up to it #and the fact that i spent pretty much the entire time fighting for my life to hold in tears #has left me utterly exhausted in its wake #it wasnt anything bad btw dont worry. i wanted to #clear the air and communicate w/ her about my uh. current home situation #because unfortunately ive been hashtag triggered as fuck lately at work and wanted to make sure it wasnt like #coming off the wrong way or anyone was thinking they were doing naything wrong. like theyre fine im just #constantly at the anxiety levels of a deer that just heard a twig snap lately #she was soooooo nice and understnading about it though. god i love this job

[hecksupremechips]

Fabric stores are so fucking awesome like I get to buy obscure fabric used to keep mosquitoes from getting through the windows and hear old ladies telling the people cutting fabric all their secrets

#the klock keeps ticking #i didnt actually buy the mosquito fabric cuz i dont need that even kinda lol like itd be funny but come on im broke #its cool they were selling that though whodve thunk #i was there to get some black denim cuz im making a skirt for a special friend they tried making it out of their jeans but they arent very #experienced with sewing and long story short it was a whole mess and they gave up and i got sad #so i told them id take a crack at it and im gonna try and have it ready for their birthday which is in a few weeks! #i hope it works out and fits them properly and doesnt fall apart cuz they looked really pretty in it #and it suits them very well and they just deserve a nice skirt for once dammit 👺 #as for old lady gossip they just love talking about their grandkids and their daughter in law that they hate #i dont think the people working were too happy to see me though they kinda looked at me like i was ruining their day 😩

[starswallowingsea]

Putting the Event summary for each one under the cut for people who don't play Enstars to get an idea of what each one is.

Requiem * Sword of Oaths and the Repayment Festival, released February 28th, 2019. 46 episodes. "Tsukasa does not approve of how leadership is being passed on. Leo, who saw this, declares that he will hold the third duel, 'Requiem'!"

Sacrifice◆Resurrection Sunday of the Undying, released March 31st, 2018. 20 episodes. "The DDD is over, and the hustle and bustle of the school has settled down. Kaoru, who goes to the band club's club room on a whim, is told by Rei he wants Kaoru to 'let him drink blood'..."

Moment * The Repayment Festival of Moving Towards the Future, released February 28th, 2018. 26 episodes. "The Repayment Festival is the 3rd years' last stage. With all kinds of thoughts, they move along in their preparations, but Kuro comes to Ra*bits looking for Mika, who has gone missing..."

Reminiscence * End of the Marionette's Strings, released March 15th, 2016. 21 episodes. "Nazuna starts thinking about the reason for Valkyrie's departure—and fine. The story of the Five Eccentrics' past begins..."

Reminiscence * The Crossroads of Each One, released July 31st, 2017. 27 episodes. "Keito makes an effort to reform the school… Starting with a live at an underground live house that he visited with Rei, Keito's surroundings start to change."

#shay speaks #poll #stuff under the cut is in order btw i used the event names not the colloquial names #but the event names are. too long for poll answers mafopdisja #at least nice looking ones #i had some scout stories too but those are all ike 8 chapters and i'll read those eventually #maybe i'll do one of those tonight #requiem is so so long though goddamn #meteor impact and checkmate were pretty long too #meteor impact has 51 episodes........... #anyway

[statementlou]

What do you think about the Zayn story? Do you believe it? I like Zayn but don’t follow him very closely it’s just that that’s not the first thing I’ve heard about him being not really nice

I mean it's 1000% consistent with every receipt we've seen over the many years both publicly and things I've been told less publicly so yeah seems like the Zayn I know

#I did NOT watch all those videos but the texts I saw sounded like him #our little fuckboi!!! lol #I mean obvs if you were gonna fake smth you would make it sound like other public things but alllll that? #it's real and if this one isn't well.... there have been a lot of stories all pretty similar it'd be pretty weirdly consistent #if they were ALL fake #also in what I saw I think she did a good job of being like hey man actually fuck that you're being a dick #and good for her for bailing #comments about her fumbling it notwithstanding #though she obvs deleted some of her comments to make herself look better or whatever #she got to fuck zayn for most of a year AND call him on his shit? WINNING TBH #IDEAL outcome #go girl #nice not nice eh..... he's nice in some ways. he's an entitled fuckboi. he's other stuff too #it is what it is #people aren't black and white good or not good

[ayakashibackstreet]

You know what, joining that Discord show club was a great idea, like half of my favourite PKC folks are there. And is there anything more wholesome than someone going '1!! hey, I remember that dog!! she's adorable, I'm glad she's doing well!' about a little pixel friend they made for you years ago?

#someone also said they liked one of my older petz that I got from a member of the Polish Petz community back in the day #and we went on to reminiscent about how the community used to be back then #honestly? in a way that talk is the closest thing I'll ever get to closure in regards to what happened with the PKC #and I think that with that I can actually try and move on #even though it's pretty damn tough when a niche site that's been around since you were born just...... falls apart due to technical issues #but I've done it before. SHiR felt like it would never go away too after all #and I was there with PTI practically since the very beginning and until the very end #anyways the Petz community is still so vibrant and cool #it hurts but it'll heal. It somehow hurts way more now that I'm an adult though. #maybe because now the Polish Petz community basically /has/ no home? and I've known some of those people since I was 11? #still.... all good things must come an end and I can accept it. I feel I'm slowly getting closer to that point. #maybe I'll slowly warm up to the concept of using my RKC account ahahaha.... the RKC people were always really nice after all #the Petz community at large won't die anytime soon I don't think. Most of us have been here for at least 10 years after all. #a huge chunk of them for 20+ years #again. some people have been here longer than I've been alive #it's not something that can entirely disappear

[foxgirlmoth]

So my life is feeling like its on an upward swing since this is my final semester for my associates, I'm starting a new job real soon and also possibly have a really nice remote job if I hear back from a few places I recently applied to.

And it always terrifies me when good stuff starts happening.

Change is really hard for me especially when it feels like its all at once. With better pay comes the opportunity to leave my parent's house finally and move in with a girl who has lovingly stolen my heart. With my school behind me I can find better jobs even!

But at the same time, its just. So scary for me. What if I can't keep up my part of rent. What if my chronic pain or ADHD or other disabilities put a strain on someone I love to my core, and I end up making things worse because I get extremely emotional and will scream (at myself mostly) and panic during these high stress times (especially if money is involved)

I've had a 'safety net' of family members who barely tolerate the fake me I present myself as, and I know my mental health is going to be so much better when I'm not around them, but at the same time I need so much help sometimes. Family just happens to help in terms of shelter and food. It also doesn't help that the one other time I moved out it ended so so poorly that I'm still working through that trauma.

Hurting the love of my life in any way fucking terrifies me. I want nothing but the best for her always always always. I just know I can't always be at my best, its impossible to be. I will break at some point and probably scream and cry about how things aren't going nearly to plan and I'm so weak so often I don't know if I can pull myself together fast enough to not hurt myself or her with my untrue words.

#I used to have (What I'm pretty sure now were autism) meltdowns so bad when I was younger. #I was always told I was selfish and that I can't expect to have x thing or y thing fixed #And I would scream and slam my hands against my legs and the ground #Its never been pretty #I just learned to cry before it gets to that point now and I just sob so fucking much #But if it feels like my life is over? I just. I just can't. I'll still scream and cry and pulp my legs bruised and hands bleeding #And showing my wife all of me includes all of these things I hate. This could happen if I move in with her #I haven't had a meltdown in a while from what I remember #It was probably right after I moved back in with my parents. And was pretty much coerced into an environment I felt extremely unsafe in. #tw self harm #jic cause I have mentioned beating myself #I haven't been close to a meltdown around my love at all tbh so maybe I'm scared for no reason. I mostly just cry because #Thats what happens when any emotion runs high #<- Girl who is currently crying typing all thid #also I hope no one reads hurting her as physically. I've never thrown a punch in my life. Well. I guess except at myself #Huh thats the first time I've thought of it that way. That sucks #I just know that 1. Being loud in general would not be nice to either of us. and 2. I can be a bitch! I can say some rancid shit! #And that would! Be fucking bad and hurt! And I so desperately don't want that #And I know accidentally hurting someone is something you need to expect when you're in a close relationship with someone #It still fucking sucks though #AUGH I just needed to type this all out I'n feeling better already. I'm just a scared girl so often. #I want to live more and more each day so I know I'll make it. Even if I do it scared. I guess I hope you see this honey #Since this is stuff I should be talking about with you #Getting my thoughts sorted though before talking is good though. The reason I type this on fucking tumblr is because it helps me think #Also being vulnerable and letting friends and mutuals and the like see all this is a chance for me to better myself I suppose #This has been a runa rant #runa diary #I have a habit of overthinking. Methinks #Honestly my current safety net of family has been pretty fucking bad #The one time I earned a little bit more money than I needed for bills I was basically stripped of a lot of it paying my folks rent

[galen-the-technomage]

cause I feel like it, here are my top artists and songs in 2023 according to last.fm.

artists: 1= Kite 1= VNV Nation 3. Priest 4. Skinny Puppy 5. Tangerine Dream

tracks: 1= Off by Diorama 1= Changing by Kite 1= Phantom Pain by Priest 4. No Way Out by Blackbook 5= Before the Rain by VNV Nation 5= Algorythm Slave (Frozen Plasma Remix) by ZyniC

#some words #about me #music #i haven't got the last.year thing yet #my tags are often pretty consistent tho #even if the artists and songs change around #3 of those top tracks were released in 2023 #so there were some nice new releases! #even if i wasn't super up to speed this year #also i saw skinny puppy on the final tour #and i saw priest with some other bands (but i went for them) #i was going to see vnv but they postponed #tangerine dream were in my city while i wasn't there unfortunately #really the year of dragging myself out even though i felt terrible

[nonbinary-windwalker]

one day im going to create a TV Tropes account just so i can edit the pages about the httyd books, because hoo boy they need a lot of edits.

#theres so much stuff that's incorrect on some of thse pages. like so many details are wrong #theres no big giant mistakes that ive seen but there's a lot that makes me go NO THATS NOT RIGHT YOURE SO CLOSE BUT ONE TINY THING IS WRONG #it makes reading it incredibly frustrating. #at one point it attributes putting a cucumber up snotlouts nose to hiccup instead of toothless #and that's just incorrect enough that it makes me want to put my head in my hands and cringe #the character pages are also super short and miss so much #furious' page doesnt even contain Exact Words #even though that's the first thing he does after meeting hiccup #fishlegs' page does not have Sarcastic Devotee OR Undying Loyalty OR Because You Were Nice To Me even though he's very prominently all of #these things #hiccups doesnt have All-Loving Hero or Badass Bookworm on it #camicazis doesnt have Badass Boast #its not as bad as it was a few years ago. where im pretty sure they just copy-pasted stuff off the movies pages #but still #httyd books