#Nothing is right anymore

[yore-donatsu]

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#C★mmissi★n #commission open #art commission #commission sheet #OC #Fanart #indie games #video games #original art #chibi #Dead Cells #Hollow knight #Sorry to boring you AGAIN with this #I feel like no one cares #Yeah this period is soo... intense too #Fuuu #Nothing is right anymore #Why this world turns so bad ?! #Oh wait I know the answer... --" #Sorry again but fo that mini existential crisis... #I'm so tired about all this shitties... So much...

[madamemiz]

sad: falling out of a hyperfixation

tragic: watching your beloved friends and mutuals fall out of the hyperfixation while you're still in it

#oughhhhhhh #this is about the dca fandom but also about every other strong fixation ive had over the years lol #i know it's normal and inevitable esp for less popular works or minor characters with little canon content #and there's nothing wrong with smaller communities of course those rock #but there’s just something special about getting into something at the same time as a lot of other people all at once #and existing in this chaotic fandom space that's just bursting with creativity and passion #i've been in fandom spaces for as long as some of you have been alive and i've only come across that sort of unbridled joy like #a handful of times at best #it's just a heartbreaking feeling to see real lightning in a jar fandoms like that wither away as people drift away #(understandably so!) #anyway don't mind me i'm just having thoughts #musing about fandoms past as well #that i too eventually moved on from but remember fondly even if im not active in anymore #also my music just aint hitting right so im just sitting in silence which makes me more Contemplative(tm)

[bruciemilf]

One of my biggest pet peeves is the justice league being labelled as " The Avengers of DC" and its like. No? The avengers are law enforcement. The Justice League are volunteers

#its like -- captain america is the staple of US military and Superman is a public servant #the one avenger member who has no bounds or legal obligation is tony and its bc hes rich. you could argue that he actually lost #autonomy when shield recruited him because like. protection isn't necessary tied to 'good.' the avengers protect the planet bc sure #its what they believe in and feel like its their duty and yada yada but ultimately they're self serving and most of their #help is accidental. i say most of bc we've seen they abstain from getting involved unless they have a common interest #with dc its like. you have these people in a position of privilege (having superpowers -- which gives them a spot of advantage to ppl who #dont have it) who do the right thing because they WANT TO. and they can stop at any time because nothing stops them. #they COULD say 'yeah you're on your own. we don't really care anymore. duces!' but they Dont. #because through its many flaws dc realizes that goodness isn't only a choice -- its a responsibility #theres probably better ways to say this but. alas #batman #superman #wonder woman #green arrow #aquaman #the justice league #tjl #justice league #dc #dc comics #text #text post

[faerynova]

some people in the notes were asking what the metal thing on leos arm is: its his elbow crutch! he fucked up his knee real bad in the prison dimension

this is mostly trying to see exactly what kind of scars leo gets in connective tissue. i have to draw it like a dozen more times before i'll feel fully comfortable with it

#connective tissue au #rottmnt #rottmnt leo #faesketch #flats #the last image is fairly old and i dont care for it anymore but everything gets posting nothing to waste #its leos right knee that gets fucked up; same one as 2012 leo

[bucksbisexualawakening]

the progression from "there's a morning snack and a midday snack" and "20 bucks for pizza" buck looking after his friend's kid to "bobby's famous lasagne: 6 types of cheese cooked to perfection" buck cooking for his family to "that's makes me your sous chef" teaching his kid how to cook is making me go so feral.

#going from two separate things - like how normal friends who aren't co-parenting would organised it - to the most domestic thing ever #to being the good responsible parent and making sure he eats real food before cookies #AND and the motifs that've been established: teaching to cook as father/son bonding and cooking food as a demonstration of love #im UNWELLLLL #buckley diaz family #911 abc #right from the pilot buck has had an intense care for children (but was also immature himself) #and we've seen him grow into a person who is literally becoming a father. (alongside his increasing ability to cook - which he is learning #from his own father figure) #children - specifically caring for children and being a father - has been tied to very important parts of buck's character development #thoughout the seasons #that man wants nothing more than to be a father AND HE IS ONE. #i dont even know if what im saying is coherent anymore but you get my drift #season 6 911 #lynnsaysstuff

[qwakque]

been thinking abt book 4 again,,,

#actual drawing program??? whats that i only know and love aggie #it is literally only one brush i like on there and it is so wonderful #scarabia the silly guys #nothing bad ever happens to the— #jamil you’ll never betray me right??? #heavy blow to the gut #falling over #some little notes i wannaaaa say #BEWARE!! BOOK 4 SPOILERS AFTER THUS #used both kalim and jamils UM magic in the piece and u can kiiinda see jamil’s UM seeping over to kalims side #which is like the magic taking over #ykykykyk #and i drew a teeny moon and sun on each of their sides cause idk they r very dual like that #and idk if its noticeable anymore but #i drew red for jamils eye first and covered it w blue but left some red spots which is kinda like him secretly using his UM #ARGHHH THEY MAKE ME INSANE #twisted wonderland #twst #disney twisted wonderland #kalim al asim #disney twst #twst fanart #twst kalim #scarabia #jamil viper #twst jamil #twst scarabia #i love scarabia sm

[honeypleasejustkillme]

i use dissociation more than anything i’ve ever learned in my 10yrs of therapy

#actually bpd #bpd problems #bpd vent #actually borderline #actually mentally ill #bpd fp #bpd #bpd shitposting #bpd favorite person #bpd mood #dissociation is my favorite coping mechanism #that and avoidance #i love avoiding my problems until i can’t take it anymore and have a full blown breakdown about it #it’s easier to go through life ignoring everything that’s bothering you until it all just explodes one day #idk maybe that’s just me tho #right after every breakdown i feel like shit tho cuz i usually freak out everyone around me but i don’t know how else to cope #even tho i’ve had 10yrs of therapy nothing else worked for me #so dissociation it is babyyyy

[plaguespoken]

my fucking lord.

i cannot find a job and every interview is fucked for me. i tried donating plasma today and got a 24 hour deferral because of my hematocrit. i have no one to take me until late tomorrow (if at all) but i desperately need to go tomorrow.

i need $50 minimum for ubers there and home tomorrow. i have no upper goal because this is once again becoming an Issue for me. i'm sorry i have to keep asking

ppal

#txt #my life has been nothing but a mess since last may #i cant even get to job interviews that arent right by me anymore

[rkivees]

Are we ready to talk about Will feeling betrayed by Violet giving Ekthalion to Visander? Because, man, I get it. If I knew everyone would hate me and try to kill me and then I choose my best friend to carry that out when the time comes because I know she will do the right thing because it's the right thing and not because she hates me and then she gives it to the person who hates me the most... I'd feel betrayed too.

#i get it that she didn't know I GET IT #but i understand will #he tried to so the right thing and then he was left with nothing..not even what he thought he had control over was his anymore #dark heir #dark heir spoilers #dark rise #reading related

[finleycannotdraw]

realllyyyyyyyy fast geraskier scribble because cmon let me have this. I am online to post gay art so that’s exactly what I’m gonna do.

#the witcher #geraskier #I don’t actually give a shit about future witcher seasons right now I don’t care about whatever is happening with henry cavill anymore. #like I am just here because I ship geralt and jaskier not for any other reason #sure I like the show but I’m here engaging with witcher fans on tumblr because of geraskier and nothing else #so. yeah anyway I don’t care. the memes are funny. I’m gonna keep drawing these two no matter what anyone says #the witcher netflix #finley cannot draw #geralt of rivia #jaskier the bard #geralt x jaskier

[plulp]

MORE HAPRER PLEATHE HES SO FINE

youve asked this at such a good time because i had just had a harper design explanation idea and i wasnt sure if i should make it or not:

#im sorry i didnt do something more serious i tried to thats what ive been doing for the past since you sent this ask but. i couldnt #im sorry but feel free to send another ask and itll take me longer to get to it but ill draw something serious next time promise #my art #asks #harper the doctor #dol #anonymouse #sorry its not my usual style for this blog #just couldnt get it right with the other things #i also had to make like 4 new brushes because my old ones didnt feel right anymore #sigh. such is the life i lead #because i do think the side bun is cute but i do Not think harper would settle for that if there wasnt a good reason #my reasoning is that. harper cant tie their hair #please clap #im trying to find what this looks like though but i cant #but i swear one of these panels looks exactly like something ive drawn before #i just cant put my finger on it #maybe it was a sketch i deleted or something i have no idea #EDIT: found it it was a sketch on whiteboard my friend took a screenshot of #i dont feel right putting this in the dol tags because this is literally nothing. something that only applies to my design of harper #but i do want to keep my blog sorted :(

[taikanyohou]

"Why should I tutor you for free? Are you going to pay me?"

STAY WITH ME (2023). Episode 22.

#stay with me #asianlgbtqdramas #asiandramanet #asiandramasource #dailyasiandramas #boyslovesource #cdramaedit #cdramasource #cdramanet #* #faiza gifs #WU BI HIS DAD IS LITERALLY SAT RIGHT THERE GODDDDDDDDDDD #at this point NOTHING even shocks duoduo anymore THIS GIRL'S SEEN IT ALL between these 2 #i CANT with su yu just ... sat there FIDGETING not knowing what to do whilst wu bi just STARES at him in that last gif

[flowerytale]

me: haven't posted regularly for a while. also me: convinced that everyone on this site hates me for this reason. the whole world: *barely noticed I ever existed *

#still not sure about this #the way I miss this site but also I feel like I don't have nothing to say anymore #even use others people beautiful words it's difficult right now #I don't know what I feel #It's like I have so many words inside myself and they are trying to come out in some way but it's too much all in once #so in the end they are useless and incomprehensible #I'm very chaotic even while I try to explain my feelings #I'm so sorry #ignore me

[cosmodynes]

#cosmodynes art #sketch #ffxiv #ff14 #hythlodaeus #this is the first thing ive tried to draw #since i fell ill with covid at fanfest #idk my hands i dont know them anymore #nothing looks right

[black-and-yellow]

How much would it cost to see post lov Loudspeaker with all of his scars? I have shiny rocks and seashells

Doesn't take much to convince me to draw Loudspeaker. But give me your coolest rock.

#horikoshi give mic scars challenge #make him cooler >:( #if i had the rights to mha I'd make the Loudspeaker au canon I reckon it'd really add some excitement #I don't keep up with the show any more I only pay attention when Mic is doing something #If he dies I'm going mental because there is no reason in the plot for him to die. I think Horikoshi kills off characters #just for shock value sometimes #like Midnight #done being annoyed. chill again now #his burns were originally supposed to be hand shaped but that was really hard to draw #did anyone notice in the showdown comic that his hair gradually flattened so it wasn't in the Loudspeaker style anymore #to show his return to the light #or did i illustrate that for nothing #i feel like it's not as effective if I just tell you I did it but whatever #imagine if you were in class and your teacher made you analyse the Loudspeaker au #bnha #hizashi yamada #present mic #villain!mic #loudspeaker au #im going to dekaianime do you guys want anything

[theimpossiblescheme]

Staging concept: Ophelia carries around a book that she uses to press different flowers and plants. At one point we see her actually pressing one of the flowers Hamlet's given her before, and we get the impression that she wouldn't part with this book for the world. During the "Get thee to a nunnery" scene, Hamlet rips the book out of her hands, and she goes diving after it to make sure he didn't damage it. And during her final "mad scene", she starts tearing out the relevant pages (rosemary, pansies, fennel, columbines, etc.) to give to everyone present. Laertes is the only one to get the significance of his sister giving away parts of her prized possession, and it adds an extra layer to his grief.

#Some extra foreshadowing and a way to organically work in the book she's given in Act 3 Scene 1... #Listen I have a lot of feelings about how to stage Ophelia's final scene--for me it needs to be about *her*grief first and foremost. #It's so grossly easy to play it voyeuristically but this is a young woman who's been let down by everyone she thought she could trust #and now she's come to her lowest point where nothing feels like it matters anymore. #And that needs to hit the other characters present like a truck--they could have done something to actually *help* her #instead of using her for their own agendas but they didn't. #And for Laertes especially... that's his baby sister and he wasn't there for her and now he's watching her destroy something she loves. #Maybe he tries to give her the page back but she pushes it at him and there's a moment of agonizing eye contact between them #where he knows she still loves him but she's never felt so betrayed by everyone and there's nothing he can do to make it right. #hamlet #ophelia #shakespeare #the schemer speaks