#My heart aches for both of them

[webanglikethat]

About Luke.

as we all know (if you’ve read the books) his mom (May Castellan) tried to become the new oracle, to fit that into her own body. what she, and the rest of the camp, wasn’t aware of was that Hades had cursed the oracle. so there she was, my sweet may trying to take the spirit into her body, thinking she could help everyone but instead she went insane, plagued with fits and having shattered glimpses of her son's future. she saw what Luke could (would) become and she refused to believe that it was a prophecy, that this was his fate. so she clung onto the hope it wasn’t true. she was desperately fighting against the cruel truth, praying it wasn't his inexorable fate. and to this day May is still waiting for her son, her sweet son, to come home. even amidst her descent into madness, her love for Luke remained unwavering and her love persisted even in the darkest corners of her insanity. though it choked him to the point he had to leave. 

and have you ever considered for a moment that in order to partake in a quest the campers are required to talk to the oracle? have you ever for one second thought about Luke doing that? and do you think he got flashbacks? do you think he remembered his mother, in her familiar maddened state, holding and clutching onto him, expressing gratitude for his lack of golden eyes, spewing out that ominous green mist? do you think this worsened his hate - after he failed? the quest was always meant to be failed but it was also a reminder to him he wasn’t but a mere second thought to his father. the inability of his father to assign something unique or original to him, a quest that wasn't a mere duplicate, must have compounded Luke's feelings of inadequacy and marginalization. there he was, having to watch and listen to a mummy who reminded him of the cemetery he called home, but his father couldn't muster enough care or concern to bring life back to his existence, leaving Luke to grapple with his own emotional graveyard. 

and in this essay I will be — 

#JB is thinking about pjo #luke castellan #luke castellan apologist #percy jackson #my heart aches for both of them #may castellan #She was just a girl who wanted to become a source of help #and instead look what it led to #what is home if not the first place you learn to run from #I will never not be a Luke apologist

[killuaisaprincess]

BoTW GK AU OUT 

NOW 😤

https://archiveofourown.org/works/41192481

#gon x Killua #Killua #hxh #Hunter x Hunter #Gon #hxh killua #gonkillu #Yes this is how I am advertising my newest story it’s a bit dif than I usually do but 😤😤😤 #NOW I JUST NEED TO COMM SOMEONE TO DRAW KI IN ZELDAS DRESS #HE IS SO PRETTY 😤😤😤😤🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🤧 #My heart aches for both of them #GON SAVING KI GON SAVING KI CHANTS #SLAMS HANDS DOWN ON TABLE GK GK GK GKKKK AND ZELDA MY TWO FAVE THINGS #FF NEXT SORRY SNOW SERAH GK AU AND TARZAN AND ALL THOSE I HAD PLANNED ZELDA WON FIRST #Mmmmm maybe I can do an edit? The offical art kinda too dif but #AHHHHHHH I LOVE THEM! I LOVE KI! I LOVE GON TREATING KI LIKE A PRINCESS AND JUST AHHH SO DELICATELY TAKING HIS HAND #AND COMFORTING HIM AND SAVING HIM 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭🤧🤧🤧 KI DESERVES THE WORLD 🥺🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭😤🤧 #AHHHHH AND JUST AHHHHHH THEM GK MY FAVE AND WITH ZELDA ONE OF MY FAVES IM SO HAPPY #BLESS MYSELF FOR MAKING THIS #My heart goes ahhhh doki doki so much when Ki falls in love with Gon 🥺🥺🥺 it’s like doki when it’s Zelda and Link but I love GK so much it #is like doki doki doki doki and I ahhh! Love it so much must use this trope in future! 🥺😤🙏 #THERYE SO CUTE #KI IS SO CUTE MY HEARTTTTTTT I think I’ve done the trope of my Ki playing with his hair and sticking it behind his ear when Gon compliments #him imagine it! 😤😤😤 AHHHHH SO CUTE #;windy’s stuff

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Daddy, don't go.

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #jiang cheng #jiang fengmian #Scenes that are tragic but still made me laugh: JFM wrapping the boys *right back up* after finding out it was YZY who tied them up. #I know he did it because he understands the severity of what's going on in lotus pier & the need to protect his children. #But it also comes off as 'Oh your mother said so? Yeah I'm not overruling her. Listen to your mother kids. I gotta go.' #You guys ever think about how the last time Jiang Cheng saw his parents alive it was them both pushing him away one last time? #I do!!! I sure do!!! Now you can too! Welcome to my sad little club. The refreshments are all saltwater. #And the subtle difference in who the parting is intended for. YZY meant to leave WWX with JC as a protector. JFM wants them both safe. #The reveal that Zidian responds to JFM aches so badly. #The fact the weapon she literally lashes out with also reveals her heart is so poetic. #I sure hope they can reconcile their feelings. I hope it all works out. #This is the last of the math boat jokes. Back to labeling the boats properly after this.

[donationwayne]

one of my favorite 911 things is how pleased buck is that chim is dating his sister like it’s so damn cute

he’s just like when are u getting married *puppy eyes*

He just always has a happy lil smile in the show whenever chim is taking care of his sister

#He’s just happy someone loves Maddie so much it makes my heart ache #He’s like my friend and my sister both deserve good things #buck is so cute #he’s baby #I love all the show moments where he’s just so supportive of both of them #makes me soft #evan buckley #maddie buckley #chimney han #911 #911 abc #madney

[spottedenchants]

y'all i miss the mighty nein

#what Else can i call this warm ache in my heart #rewatching their start and seeing their story in the same blink #seeing them so low and knowing they're going to grow both together and up #just #my dears my darlings #chanse chatters

[honkygay]

sobs and sniffles,,, uhm,,, them.

#honkygaydraws #pjo #pjo fanart #nico di angelo #will solace #solangelo #the sun and the star #tsats #i used to look up to nico so much #to see him healing pried my ribs open and let me see my own heart #and it cradled it softly and placed it back in my chest #it ACHES. #m so happy for both of them theyre PERFECT for eachother #nico helps will see that death isnt the end #it isnt all that bad #and will helps nico see that people arent all that bad #losing one person isnt the end #they make me ACHE.

[wikitpowers]

blackstairs is such an amazing ship idc what anyone says (still mind-blowing that someone can dislike them fr wtf)

i'm a SUCKER for friends-to-lovers (more like parabatai-to-lovers in this case, but u know what i mean...) and i love that trope so badly and it fit them so well ahhhh

and the slow burn and mutual pining just made their relationship even more intense and interesting (not to mention the forbidden romance hello?!?)

every single scene of theirs is immaculate idfc

artists: @oblivionsdream, @ella_j.osse, @gatovtina + @polarts_

#sorry their dance in lady midnight?!@OKW #OR THE EMMA HEALING JULIAN SCENE #cottage kiss.......... [sigh] #try to convince me that shit ain't iconic #i dare u #(spoiler: u can't) #they're so in love and care about eachother so deeply #my heart ACHED when they thought they couldn't be together #and they both love the blackthorn kiddos so badly :( #i want to see them happy and sickeningly in love in twp #okay writing this post made me really wanna reread tda bc of THEM #(and kitty ofc but wbk) #hmmmmmmm #emma carstairs #julian blackthorn #emma x julian #blackstairs #the dark artifices #the wicked powers #tda #twp #tsc

[darehearts]

-lays face down on the dash- i miss peter quill

#it's the 9 year anniversary of my blog and my heart aches #yeah i know... me and my unhinged space boys with blue eyes #i wish i had the time and the capacity AND the talent to write #them both but there's no way i can pull that off sadly sdkfskfs #don't mind me yall i'll get over it i am just a little Depresso™ #let me lay down here 🤧🤧🤧 #tbd #vent tw

[difeisheng]

few things have hurt me more than the recurring motif in chinese lhl fanart that is li lianhua using shaoshi to kill li xiangyi

#i can't find original links to all the pieces i have saved and they're scattered across xhs and lofter #so i'm hesitant to link them #but my GOD it makes my heart ache every time i see a new one #(and one time it was li xiangyi putting li lianhua to rest instead. and another it was both of them each stabbing the other) #the worst part is that the killing is always a soft act #li lianhua is so gentle as he lowers li xiangyi to the ground #ahem anyways. i needed to scream #mysterious lotus casebook #li xiangyi #ashton originals

[beesinspades]

[visibly holding back tears] the one thing....the one thing vash wanted for himself.....sharing his tomorrows with wolfwood.....begging a god he doesn't believe in for it.....he couldn't even get that.....he just loses and loses and loses

#bee talks #vashwood #vashwood don't make me feel unwell every single day challenge #trigun spoilers #but he keeps going!! he keeps going and i respect him so much for that but it makes my heart ache #DON'T GET ME STARTED ON WOLFWOOD TOO #but it's just you know....wolfwood is dead. he's gone. #meanwhile vash has to live with it all #either way it's all so fucking unfair for the both of them

[madridismodelcorazon4ever]

Mo Ran's answer when asked why he was willing to take the Long Hatred Flower for Chu Wanning

#2ha #ranwan #chu wanning #mo ran #this is one of the most precious passages of all 350 chapters #the sincerity of Mo Ran and Chu Wanning's true nature that others wouldn't notice #my heart aches when I think how wronged both of them were #MR's inner monologue about CWN is exactly how I feel about him too #so can I just say how they deserve each other so so much? #2ha spoilers

[ygsunflower]

💔

Their performance in this episode were incredible, and the decision to shoot their scenes with a hand-held camera was superb as well.

My only dissatisfaction is that the writers gave the line “I can’t lose another person I love” to Jack instead of Carina. As much as I understand this is part of his arc of “not over Dean’s death”, I think Carina is more fitting to say this in the current situation because a) it is Maya, Carina’s wife, who almost died; b) Carina’s childhood was robbed because of her dad’s mental issue; c) Her entire life was filled with pain and suffering from dealing with her dad and later on her brother’s mental issues; d) in a way, she also lost her brother due to mental illness; e) combined all above, now she’s also seeing her love, her only family member alive, getting swallowed by mental illness despite her endless tries to drag her out of it… f) Carina later also said “I lose you either way, Bella. I’d rather lose you and have you be alive.” This would be a great nod to she can’t lose another person she loves.

But, hey, maybe it’s just me being too picky. I’m already so biased against the writers for constantly making Jack meddle with the Marina storyline. Just really fed up with it. Thanks to the writers, I can’t even stand to see Jack appearing in the same frame as either Maya or Carina.

#my god Dani and Stefania were so great in this episode #my heart is aching for the both of them #gosh #danielle savre #stefania spampinato #maya x carina #maya bishop #carina deluca #marina #station 19

[ghost-proofbaby]

ghost. i literally just got back from my classes today and hopped on to check my dash and saw the eddie being jealous abt astarion fic and oh my god… when i tell you that might be my favorite thing you’ve ever written. genuinely. it was so soft and sweet and i LITERALLY GIGGLED OUT LOUD WHILE READING IT!!!! i’m going to cherish that so close to my heart im literally obsessed with it

😭😭😭

i literally adore you so much thank you oh my gosh

i just needed it. between that and my wip about eddie reacting to you getting the mind blown achievement…. they just make me giggle. like yup. i’m taking him, shoving him into my modern pocket, and he’s gonna play bg3 with me because i said so <3

(btw eddie talks big game for someone who definitely fell for astarion’s charms his first playthrough. he vowed up and down he’d romance shadowheart or karlach but then- oh shit, oh no, that pretty vampire wants to spend the night with him? he can’t possibly say no. and oh shit oh no, he’s suddenly meeting him in the forest? baby boy definitely had to reevaluate his priorities and save scummed to be back on the shadowheart romance path)

#thank u ily <3 #it was truly so fun to write #writing it made me sit back and realize how the two characters that live rent free in my mind tho are… kind of similar #like they both have such tragic narratives #it’s kind of heart aching #it feels like their writers knew i existed out here with my cursed savior complex #and they knew id experience their stories and say ‘fuck i need to protect them from all the sadness’ #the intense need to make eddie munson and astarion experience real and pure love #real and pure happiness #i’ll hop off the soap box i just think my fictional boyfriends deserve the world

[sleepy-bear-tm]

My roommate’s partner did convince me to name my three cedar bonsai trees after Dimitri, Claude, and Edelgard but they’re argument was: “How gay do you want them to sound?”

#tbh my first instinct was gonna be to name them after three characters from the Iliad #of course diomedes has to be there but I was tossing between Helen and Hector (can you tell where my sympathies lie) #like don’t get me wrong it sucked for both sides of the Trojan war but man does my heart ache for Troy #anyway ramblings aside #Edelgard is gonna be the small cedar because ha short jokes write themselves #the healthiest one is gonna be Claude cause the green and green eyes just go well #Dimitri is gonna be for the tree that still has leaves from the lawn mowing the other day stuck in it #they’ve been gracing my living room and patio enough #they need names #not art #kylie rambles

[princekirijo]

I fucking love Yukamitsu they're the most canon non-canon romantic relationship in this godforsaken series

OH SAME BRO they actually make me ill I love them so so much 😭

Because I have been kinda pulling away from Persona slightly I haven't really thought about them as much but man. I've never ever been as attached to a ship as I have these two they make me insane!! The dynamic between them and how it progresses throughout the game is genuinely one of my fav things in P3, I need to like make content for them again... they're so so important to me...

#yukamitsu #y'all remember that time i like had a massive brain moment and compiled all the yukamitsu moments from the games and drama cds #i was trying to find that ask but i couldn't see it #this blog's finest moment was when i was drawing these two constantly and like was for a solid few months one of the only people posting in #the tags consistently #like that was my finest hour #they will return one day i swear #both canon p3 content and ofc au content #i need to revamp my older designs for them fr #god i love them so much they make my heart ache #the only ship i really adore out of like any fandom ever 🚶‍♂️🚶‍♂️ #they're everything.... #asks #latenitewaffles #koopa bro

[imblocking-you]

061 BEING SO THOUGHTFUL ARGHGHFJFHD I NEED TO CHOMP ON SOME WOOD

#heating up xiaochi's body when he's cold #easing the numbness when he jumped from up high #slowing his heartrate when they watched the scary movie #bringing the oolong tea over #literally trying to get to know xiaochi better #helping xiaochi sleep by reading a politics textbook #rereading rn and i just wanna appreciate the extra mile 061 goes to for xiaochi simply just because that's the way he is like naturally #there's bound to be more since this is the first arc but dear god noticing it all now makes my heart both pound and ache uncontrollably #chi xiaochi #061 #lou ying #don't pick up boyfriends from the trashbin #dont pick up boyfriends from the trashbin #// maple #webnovel #GOD HE'S THE BEST #i will rip apart anything that tries to come in between them #don't pick up boyfriends from the trash bin #i just find it so so endearing that 061 helps with the randomest most mundane minuscule things rather than like the big mission or wtv #he leaves xiaochi with that lol #the. 507. fucking. heroes. :DD.