#Melancholy Times

[thatbarricade]

noo don’t cry about july ending and the time passing, just remember the july poem :)

#end of the month melancholy is so real #the feeling that i’ve gone another month without achieving anything or bettering myself just punches me in the gut every time #but its going to be okay #i think #not les mis #poems and quotes #morgan harper nichols

[astearisms]

part of a sadness

#just thinking about how simon’s world is reflected in fionna’s #not just the characters but feelings too #just that deep melancholy #fionna mirrors that albeit the sadness is caused by a different reason #YET THEY’RE THE SAME TOO! #the feeling of being stuck…and that feeling of longing for something (or someone) #questioning ‘will it ever get better’ #they resonate with me so much #this is all based on the hints we get that fionna and cake exist in Simon’s mind and how cake literally escaped from it in the last episode #it just got me thinking and i got emotional and #yeah #my art #adventure time #at #fionna and cake #fionna and cake spoilers #fionna the human #fionna campbell #simon petrikov #cake the cat #adventure time fionna and cake #adventure time fanart

[regicidal-defenestration]

A bus is basically the classic thing to wait in the rain for

#it is Cold #also every time I listen to the Cure I remember the bit in Lisa Frankenstein where she's like they help you emotionally #like they are a very good band but I don't think From The Edge of the Deep Green Sea is imbuing me with anything but melancholy #welcome to night vale #Well tangentially but like You Know

[markantonys]

– Langston Hughes

#wotedit #wot #wot on prime #the wheel of time #ishamael #lews therin #rand al'thor #mine #wot show spoilers #I'M IN MY FEELINGS #when i was making yesterday's gifset this poem just popped right into my head and i was like. [closes my eyes] #also i can't believe i'm now feeling Genuine Sorrow over ishy stroking dream!rand's face djkfjg #he wishes it was lews! he spends all season trying so hard to pretend it is! but lews has been dead for 3000 years & rand isn't him #same goes for lanfear which is why i included that shot of them looking out at the seals together #man that shot invokes such a deep melancholy in me over the breakdown of lanfear/ishy/LTT

[nothingbizzare]

When u forgot to bleach your hair because u helped stop world domination

#teru in the morning realizing his hair is back to brown god #i know the feeling dude i know the feeling #i have bleeched hair andevery time i sed it grow back to my natural color i just AAAAAAAA NOOOO GO BACK I WANT TO HAVE BLOND-WHITE HAIR #nothingbizzare art #teru u are so silly #mp100 #i just was thinking of my hair and my appointments i have for my hair and then thought of teru and his bleached hair #and we got here #teruki hanazawa #i wanted to kinda show a bit of the melancholy and loneliness in this art #mp100 fanart #mob psycho 100 #mob psycho fanart

[bubbiethesaur]

my hand slipped :3

#messy messy sketch but I love it #sun fact for the future: he doesn’t love jewelry (except rings) but he will later get a [REDACTED] #grrrr lra sun #holds him so gently #melancholy sun times #he’s looking for the chapter 18 release date #I look at the chapter #I look away #fnaf sun #long road ahead #lra sun #PleasureBot!sun #dca au #fnaf dca au #bubbie art

[hippielittlemetalhead]

So I've seen a lot of 'Hop actively dislikes and distrusts Steve', 'Hop tolerates Steve because he's useful during UD shenanigans but doesn't like him', and the big swing to 'Hop has adopted Steve as his own and treats him the same/almost the same as he does El'

BUT, I present:

Hop pseudo adopts Steve because when he and Owens were trying to get the Harringtons to make any decisions about their teenager who saw some sketchy shit and may need government testing they legally gave Hop the rights to act in loco parentis and he takes that seriously because he doesn't want another Will Byers and he's pretty sure the Harrington kid has a concussion.

Hop who stays involved just enough in Steve's life season 1-3 that we the audience see Steve is getting attached. But Hop just sees an annoying kid who won't leave him alone when he's trying to deal with a rebellious psychic and her insane little friends and keeps asking stupid questions about highschool romance and teenage rivalry drama. Knows Joyce Byers doesn't like the kid but won't give a lot of reason why but he's mostly learned to trust that woman's judgement about people. Still gets him the job at Scoops when the kid's dad makes a stink about college and tells him if he survives a few months there he'll consider bringing him on the force, makes sense to keep him close and in a position to help should shit hit the fan again.

Hop who doesn't get it when Steve is one of the most relieved when he 'comes back to life' after Joyce and Murray bring him back from Russia. When Steve introduces him as "My Hop," (something he'd taken to calling him just before season 2 shenanigans) to his sarcastic, fidgety little friend like it means something. The girl, Robin, looks between the two of them and gets this sad look on her face for a second before smiling and shaking his hand and saying something about "Dingus has told me all about you".

Hop who complains to Murray one of the times The Party and assorted teens and adults are over at his renovated and expanded cabin (courtesy of Owens and shady government organizations recognizing these people are worth investing in, heavily if omens are to be believed) when the bald annoyance asks about what's up on there. Complains about having annoying teenagers who have nothing better to do but pester him legally put under his supervision cause their parents can't be assed to care and are spoiled little shits who are slightly more bearable versions of said parents cause he can stand toe to toe with one of those monsters they faced and the kids kind of listen to him. Complains about barely being able to breathe cause of regular visits and check-ins like Hop was still responsible for him. Says at least the extra hands are useful around the cabin what with the still healing up and El pacing herself after the showdown with Creel and still trying to find Max and the Byers not quite moved back to Hawkins yet.

Hop who doesn't realize that Steve hears every word cause he had gone looking for the older man when he disappeared for more than a few minutes, when he couldn't see him to make sure he was here and safe and alive. Steve who thought Hop actually had come to care for him in his own gruff way and had confessed to Robin that in a lot of ways the way Hop has taken care of him makes him the closest thing to the father figure he's always wanted but never thought he'd get to have. Steve who hears Murray hum and recollect a visit from Nancy and Jonathan where their romance officially started (he vaguely knows about the visit, didn't realize that's what happened, didn't realize she couldn't be bothered to even do the decent/considerate thing before moving on to something better) because it seemed it was a pattern he was seeing 'people liked Steve, but people didn't love Steve'.

Hop who hears a choked sound like someone taking a claw to the gut and turns to see Harrington. Steve Harrington his bandages just peeking out from the collar of his shirt and the opening of his sleeves. (He never did get the stories behind those, too busy being fussed over and being told about the kids and how they were doing as Harrington played babysitter) Steve Harrington a kid who went through hell and still managed to smile and laugh and stand tall and unyielding looking at him with a blank face his eyes misty and his shoulders starting to curl in on himself before he clears his throat, chokes out that he just wanted to make sure Hop was alright but looks like Murray had everything under control. He'd go now, get out of his hair, let him rest, let him breathe. Steve Harrington who walks away with purpose like a man on a mission and doesn't acknowledge the kids calling out asking if he's alright, make sure he has his walkie talkie on him.

Hop, who realizes maybe he left behind two kids who missed (needed) him. Who wonders who took care of Harrington's paperwork when he was concussed and sedated because he was bleeding out and feverish from infection and Hop was busy at the cabin reveling in the comfort and warmth of his daughter and the woman he loved and her two sons who were fast becoming like his own. Hop, who realizes too late that maybe if he'd given the kid half a chance he could have had 3 sons to sit with him and his daughter and the woman he loved as they basked in surviving another end-of-the-world. Hop who has spent years barely giving a damn about Steve Harrington and realizes that he's no better than the kid's own parents.

Part 2

Part 3

#nttttf verse #Never Took The Time (To Forget) #yeah the ramblings of a madperson #honestly made myself choke up with this one #some projection about father figures and unrequited familial affection #we in our feels today #morbid and melancholy unlovable bastards are we #got the morbs #hopper adopts steve #but make it sad #steve harrington whump #Hopper POV #mostly #come yell about the sad with me #rambler writes

[thatmooncake]

A blue moon for the blue moon (wrote a lil thing here)

#fnaf #moondrop #fnaf moon #fnaf daycare attendant #fnaf security breach #blue moon #I get the feeling moon gets melancholy from time to time #sometimes he’s just feeling blue

[corffiser]

dragon age : inquisition - 10 / ∞

#dragon age #dragon age inquisition #vgedit #gamingedit #dailygaming #dragon age edit #daedit #game: dragon age #edit: mine #edit: dragon age #i'm not done with this area yet #i adore this quest and the winter palace puts me in a uhh #how should i say this #almost a melancholy like mood #i should tbh write something about my inquisitor's time there

[snoweylily]

skyfall x dolce

or, in other words, emotionally-repressed blond serial killers and their curly dark haired sarcastic bitch boyfriends surrounded by paintings with far too many metaphors

#hannibal #james bond #hannigram #00q #skyfall #its the little things #they're both bloody big ships #before you and after you #indeed #Q and I have begun to blur #staring at afterimages #so you're not dead? #where does the difference between the past and the future come from? #it lies within an exploding pen #i can tell you that much #mischa and m #now is the hardest test #not letting rage and frustration and forgiveness keep you from thinking #always makes me a little melancholy #the inevitability of time #if i saw you everyday forever #i would remember this time

[astearisms]

but it ain’t called love without a little tragedy 🍁

#my art #a love letter to betty and simon #getting to explore simon’s journey post AT finale and the nuances of his relationship with Betty has been an experience #I don’t know what’s next but we can only hope closure for them #that betty maybe learns to put herself first after putting every ounce of herself in simon #or that simon learns to let go? or both of them do #assuming we do see Betty again #i am preparing to say farewell to the series once again after the finale #thank you adventure time crew #fionna and cake #fionna and cake spoilers #simon petrikov #betty grof #petrigrof #adventure time #I forgot to mention #this animation was inspired by ‘autumn leaves’ by yves montand #but a cover of it #I was listening to the song because I wanted to learn it on an instrument #it’s a melancholy song about autumn and lost love #and as I heard the lyrics of course I instantly thought of these guys #and then I started drawing #inspiration had a strong grip on me #thank you for reading #and your support #I hope you guys have had as much fun with this show as I have #I’m grateful for it

[leenfiend]

more scribbles for u

#can you tell i watched all of bee and puppy cat for the first time before drawing this #the colors in that show………….. #the VIBES!!!! the visual vibes #i like 2 call it whimsical summertime melancholy and it’s one of my favorite types of auras #anyway #this is about klance #its just another small doodle but it exists so here it is for u all to look at if you would like to maybe #klance #vld klance #my art #vld #Voltron

[soapywankenopy]

You know it's actually sick and twisted that Rick ended the trials of apollo series

Clearly he wasn't thinking of the needs of others (me)

#what will i fill my time with now #do i just start reading hidden oracle again #i'm too tired to think abt this #toa #trials of apollo #the trials of apollo #lester papadopoulos #oh how i adore you lester #you are my special guy #i love you lester #ily lester #i miss you already #i am filled with deep melancholy #soap is very sad :(

[badnewswhatsleft]

03 saturday mv - commentary (pete)

#fall out boy #pete wentz #patrick stump #andy hurley #joe trohman #this one is sweet you can hear how fond he is of patrick and saturday. maybe even a lil ..................... melancholy #recording these commentaries in 2009 (im assuming??) i know that's fucked up. i know it was fucked up regardless #1:43 ''that's a great shot of patrick right there fixing his tie'' pete... #2:59 ''i guess patrick is me....'' PETE....... #time capsule #on film #bndv1dvd

[teaboot]

As a person with clinical depression and anxiety the best thing to happen so far has been loving another person with depression and anxiety, because I while I KNOW I'm not the worst person alive and I KNOW people would be sad if I was gone it didn't really click until I found someone like me and realized that I really do love them and cherish them and am heartsick at the idea of losing them and maybe someone really does want me to be okay, too

#Idk #Melancholy cringe time bay bee #Thinking about my life after 9pm like a fool

[stuckinapril]

One day I’ll go through med school and then I’ll go through residency and then I’ll go through a fellowship and then I’ll be the most crybaby neurosurgeon you could think of. Bursting into tears if I so much as graze ur hypothalamus with my forceps

#Yesterday I shadowed a neurologist for the first time and basically we got done seeing a patient who’s also a heart surgeon #And I turned to the doctor and was like Ok what do we do #The thing is this patient has dementia and we don’t really have a cure for that yet so the study he’s enrolling in is largely observational #Still I expected her to follow up on him in much more frequent increments #Instead this woman goes “we’ll see him in 6-9 months but… not even sure if he’ll be here by then sooo” #Basically implying he might be dead in a year #AND I WAS LIKE. Blown away by how blase she was #And ever since then a fiendish sort of melancholy followed me everywhere I went . #Bc I haven’t stopped thinking about the heart surgeon #I don’t get how she can stop thinking about him #I don’t understand people who can stop thinking about something like that #I know neurologists like her have seen patients come and go many a time but I was disturbed #So I made a pact w myself never to lose my humanity. Half of why I’m so into medicine is bc of its humane aspects #And in 10 years I’ll look back at this and hopefully still be just as annoyingly sensitive as I am today #I think I’m just overall disillusioned w how little humanity some people seem to have but that doesn’t mean I have to be that way too #p