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#MY FUCKING BABYGIRL !!!!!!!!!!! YIPPEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
aetherblooms · 1 year
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Ivette for the OC Music Prompts?
YVETTE MINE LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
backstory: wanderer's lullaby by adriana figueroa. despite suffering and strife, they choose to love all the little wonders of the world, they choose to go out and do good. they're an adventurer at heart. (im imagining the pale tree singing this about them. im normal about it)
personality: take me to war - the crane wives. they've always been a firecracker, picking fights they probably shouldn't - even if they have good reason to.
angst: hard sell by the crane wives (YES again. what about it.) as a sapling they really struggled to make themselves a better person, to not lose themselves to rage and bitterness. some days, they're still fighting it.
comfort: community gardens by the scary jokes. i just think it sounds cute.
love life: unraveling by the crane wives (im SORRY their songs are all BANGERS leave me alone) and i need a woman to love by kesha. they fall in love often and easily, but it rarely works in their favor..... yet despite the heartbreak they still crave it.
fight scene: i may fall by jeff williams and raise hell by dorothy. songs to kick ass to!! <3 bonus boss fight music (: fallen angel by masayoshi soken.
thirst trap: say so by doja cat. everyone shut UP its perfect for them.
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sunkissed-zegras · 13 days
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hcs for jealous nika muhl x female reader? Maybe a fluffy version? thank you :)
𝐉𝐄𝐀𝐋𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐘 ─ NK¹⁰
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─ warnings | mentions of jealousy (GASP), nika being emo as fuck, mentions of light arguing but overall very short and sweet
─ taglist | @xocherishxo @iienstein @yazmunson @euphternal and here's a link to my taglist if anyone would like to join!!
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i feel like nika is the furthest from an envious person
she's never felt like TERRIBLE jealousy like ever because she's always been confident in herself and her capabilities
but that goes right out the window the moment she starts dating you
obvs she's still a very confident person but like... she hates when people think they can shoot their shot with you
cus she's like "thats MY girl"
at first she genuinely thinks she's going insane for getting jealous cus she's never experienced jealousy as bad as now
so she literally has a whole conversation w paige asking her about the whole jealousy thing
"it's normal nika" "no it's not IT'S NOT NORMAL TO WANT TO KILL ANYONE WHO BREATHES NEAR HER" "yes it is... it means you genuinely like her"
she kinda relaxes but she still feels bad and ends up bottling it up for the first few months of your relationship
it all blows up one day at a party when one of your girl-friends get too handsy with you
nika yells at her and tells her to back up😭😭
she ends up feeling really embarrassed and leaves the party, feeling 5,000 different emotions
babygirl was just so STRESSED
you obviously follow her and ask her what's gotten into her and she tries to push you away too because she thinks she's ruined EVERYTHING
but you just tell her it's okay and you reassure her that you want her and only her, which surprisingly helps a lot
you guys have a talk about the whole thing and you end up telling her you find it very endearing that she gets jealous over you BUT
that you're all hers and you'd never betray her trust
it ends with a nice, big bear hug from nika and you guys ditch the party and go get food instead
YIPPEE!
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vind3miat0r · 1 month
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Hush EA Spoilers.
WOAAHHH OKAY I AM GENUINELY TWEAKING WTF WAS THAT??? /POS
OKAY. okay. a LOT to unpack here holy shit
first off, loving the soft Hush and Doc interactions at the beginning, the babygirl is learning! i love them ahsgajdh and Hush asking Doc to hold his hand :(((
VEGAS REFORMING. oh. wow.
it sounds like Hush only pulled together the parts of Vega from before the Cacophony ended. he has a better(?) view of humans, and he doesnt seem so vindictive of them as of yet
one thing that caught my attention is that Vega said "I am the first-formed of Gravity." he's one of the first demons. i even theorized as much in my last tinfoil hat post (therefore it is my legal right to say "HAH! called it!") that makes the Sovereign's cruelness towards demons even more sad, cuz he knew what they were like before they were evil n shit
another thing that Vega said was that he was the "Anacrusis of his (D'Deridahn's) Phrase." (this is referring to when he's repeating his whole name). again, we already know that "anacrusis" means "one or more unstressed syllables at the beginning of a verse."
i said in an earlier theory that the term "Anacruses" might be a fancy title for old demons. Vega said he's the "Anacrusis of [D'Deridahn's] Phrase." so, i think in some aspects, i was right, but "Anacruses" is more specific: it refers to the first demon created by a Sovereign; the "Phrase" in question being the line of demons created by that Sovereign, and the Anacrusis of that phrase being the first demon. do you see where im going with this?
speaking of lines, Vega said "When you made the Well. When you formed the line."
now, the obvious jump we can make with this is that Hush is the one who created the Elision Well in Aria. we already know from previous audios that Hush was someone else before he was Hush. he maintains that he was created (recently) by the Sovereigns, but Vega calling him "Egregore of the Sovereigns" clearly says that Hush indeed was someone else beforehand
whats interesting is that Vega doesnt say that Hush (or Egregore) is a Sovereign; he says "of the Sovereigns," which is funny because Egregore sounds like a very Sovereign-esque name, not a star's name like a demon's. looks like Egregore is a creation of the Sovereigns too, but what is he? is he the same as Hush, the silence in the spellsong? or is he something completely different, like a lesser Sovereign, or the first demon? could the naming conventions have been different back then? or maybe, its the opposite direction, with Egregore being an angel-type character?
and what is the "line" that Vega refers to? i assume that it has to do with the Well, considering that he says, "When you made the Well. When you formed the line." maybe its the line of yet-to-be-formed demons, lying in wait just beyond perceptibility?? we dont know why demons have kept forming in the Well after the Sovereigns were chained to Death, Avior said as much im sure; and granted, we dont even know how or why the Well was formed in the first place, but we do now know that Hush/Egregore was responsible for it
wrapping this up with YIPPEE THEYRE GONNA GO FIND WARDEN!! THEYRE GONNA GO LOOK FOR MY BABYGIRL!!!! i love Warden sm, they have a special place in my heart augh. cant wait for Hush to show up with their presumed dead situationship and be like "can you fix him 🥺🥺🥺" and for Warden to be like "WHAT THE FUCK??!" need to see them get angry on god frfr
in conclusion, Hush reforms Vega, Vega drops some Hush lore while also being an amnesiac, and sends all the theorizers of the fandom into a tail-spin trying to figure the meaning of the cryptic titles he keeps spitting out. uhhh damn thats crazy. anyways, thank you for coming to my ted talk, and remember: its just a theory (a game theory–)
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cerealandchoccymilk · 11 months
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Trigun Bookclub: Trigun Vol.1, Chapter #03
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More Trigun annotations! I'm doing a deep-read of the Japanese original print (reread) and Overhaul 1.0 (first read) side-by-side, and writing down everything I notice from small details, version differences, translation differences, etc. (and being so so gay about the characters. of course)
As always, here are the non-analysis panels of my dear babygirl (+ memes)...
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And the rest is under the cut. i am living in ur brain now <3
[link for if the images aren’t in horizontal rows]
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Starting off with the chapter cover of our handsome boy, this is the first time we see him with his glasses! I've seen someone on Twitter make a guide on Vash's different glasses designs over the manga (sadly it either cost money or was only distributed at a con and I don't have it...), so I'll try to pay attention to that during this readthrough.
As I've mentioned in the previous chapter, his antennae used to stand straight up, but they're bent now! They pop back up once in a while but from here on, the default is bent.
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I love how gently he sets the girl down, and also the way everyone waits in awkward silence (and confusion) for Vash to move the rubble.
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I think this part works excellently as-is, but notes on the nuances of what Nebraska originally said (this was ridiculously hard and the translation is very rough):
①「絶対どこかで不都合を並べた奴を消して来てるのさ」 ②「なぜなら」 ③「現におまえは消される側にまわってねえ……!!」 ↓ �� There has to have been a time when you "eliminated" ("erased"/killed) someone that got in your way (/someone unfortunate enough to [be there]...etc). ② Because... ③ In reality, you haven't taken on the role ("side") of being eliminated...!!
This part's very hard... He's talking about something similar to offense/defense. In this case, it's that because Vash has been avoiding conflict/being in direct danger entirely, Nebraska is saying that Vash must have killed, directly or indirectly, someone who got in the way of Vash's fleeing. I think.
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I'm not sure why, but the way this was phrased stuck out to me.
Also, Gofsef's fist had an extra knuckle for one panel.
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A translation error - it should be something like "He shot every bullet into the same precise spot... And shifted its trajectory!?"
Vash says "JACKPOT!" in English here, in the Japanese version. also hes soooo handsomeeeeee look at him omgggg kicking my legs back n forth blushing giggling i need to be tranquilized.
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Nebraska's straight-up being crushed into pieces here. goddamn.
Not sure if it was removed in one of the reprints or in Overhaul's cleanup process, but in my Japanese copy, there was a "thump" onomatopoea of the guy backing into a wall.
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Milly and Meryl are the best comedy duo in the world... They're perfect... The tiny speech bubble actually says something like "They're goofing all over the place..." The word ボケ (boke) is the funny man in a manzai comedy duo (as opposed to the straight man), and/or the jokes that the person in that role makes.
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YIPPEE!! (In Japanese, it's one continuous exclamation ↑ like so. Also, there are tiny music notes around the handwritten text in the wahoo speech bubble.)
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Vash runs out of breath after celebrating (cleaned up in Overhaul). God he's so silly...
A small error - I would phrase Meryl's line as "[Now, now,] Don't get too ahead of yourself."
I love how in Japanese, Meryl calls Vash "a very dangerous person with chronic troublemaker disease (慢性トラブル症)." I'm saying this from now on.
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She also sarcastically says that she's grateful of the stars' alignment that they were able to meet, while gorilla gripping Vash's hand.
Also, I never noticed how fucked up Nebraska's body was!? Maybe the memories just got rewritten by Stampede. but goddamn. gun for legs...giant mechanical hands...
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Vash making a Kirby Ꙩ.Ꙩ face my beloved. just a little guy!! with some badass girls!!! The last line is 「…はい?」 which is like what??/huh??/alright?? etc. はい is a very versatile word ☝ lol
That's it for Chapter #03! As always, the Japanese annotations will be in the reblogs. I'll remember to write the post about Meryl's speech patterns sometime soon.
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yap to me about them ocs. theyre my babygirls ive adopted them to my brain microwave. whichever ones you want i love them all💞💞💞
YIPPEE!!!!! I’m gonna yap about Olive and Hex so cw for dark themes? It’s more mentioned then talked about since I’m better at drawing emotions then typing them
So Olive and Hex have known each other since middle school. They both gravitated towards each other since they’re both queer, Hex is more open about it while Olive only tells Hex
They quickly become best friends and also quickly learn that they are both mentally fucked up. Hex is suicidal while Olive has abandonment issues (WHICH YOU CAN TELL IS NOT A GREAT PAIRING)
Olive already was super attached to Hex since they’re the only person he feels comfortable around, but his issues quickly become worse once he learns that Hex is suicidal
Hex constantly reassures Olive that they’re fine and that he doesn’t need to worry, but that doesn’t stop Olive from freaking out every time they don’t answer his messages
(they both eventually get better... eventually…)
anyways onto some fun facts
• Hex is agender (they/he)
• Olive is transmasc (he/him)
• Hex’s love language to give is physical touch, to receive it’s quality time
• Olive’s love language to give is acts of service, to receive it’s words of affirmation
• They both have matching friendship bracelets
• When anxious, Olive pulls on his hair while Hex bites their hand
• Hex has a dog (I haven’t named it yet)
• Olive’s favorite fruit is blueberries, Hex likes grapes
• Hex has two younger siblings, one is ten and the other is two
• They’re both juggalos
Erm that’s all I can think of right now. I’m definitely gonna draw them at some point during the summer so you’ll understand them more >_<
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hongjoongpresent · 9 months
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laws of attraction episode 5 thoughts. I LOVE seeing tinn being horny on main man it's just excellent. grandma galaxia best character of all time, literally she's so funny I cannot get enough of her. maya SLAYED that pink dress like I had to pause a moment to fucking breathe SHE'S SO BEAUTIFUL... the fact that all 3 of them just Know some gay shit is going on between tinn and charn when they haven't even Really done anything yet is so funny.
also obsessed with the concept of charn is a fucking menace even when he's asleep and it is physically impossible to sleep on the same bed as him. funniest iteration of the only one bed trope I've seen so far absolutely amazing 10/10
the really harsh difference between the scene where tinn says he doesn't want people to remember tonkhao just as she was murdered, and the fact that yeah but they still have to solve the murder. Idk that hit me really hard for some reason
tinn talking about tonkhao ;-; I could cry for ever man she liked dogs more than cats and she liked the color blue :((((
charn thinking he's going to make tinn happy by using thatthep to get his money is......... baby,, babygirl,,, no,,,,,,,,, tinn is going to be so damn angry and hurt when he finds out charn isn't planning on sending thatthep to court to get him convicted. it's exactly like rose says; he doesn't dare step into tinn's world but he's forcefully dragging him into his own world of evil little schemes even though tinn clearly hates it. iuhgifj man I wish charn would just LISTEN to tinn like ACTUALLY listen to him. he should know he really should know that money and power isn't what's going to make tinn happy
I CAN'T WAIT TO GO TO THE PLACE WHERE MY GUY CHARN GOT TRAUMATIZED I AM SOOOO HYPED FOR THE NEXT EPISODE LIKE YOU WOULDN'T BELIEVE MAN EPISODE 6 IS GOING TO BE "CHARN IS ANGSTY: THE EPISODE" OGHOUHIGUFJEK TRAUMA TIME YIPPEE
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moon-blanket · 6 months
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Waking up to the Monarchial Summit video dropping was the scariest notification of my life.
IT'S TIME !!!!! IT'S TIME IT'S TIME IT'S TIME IT'S TIME !!!!!!!
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FIFTY ONE MINUTES ???? Holy fuck this is going to be the longest post in the world i'm so sorry.
Shaw Pack Boys gettin' ready to head off !!!1 YIPPEE !!! I love hearing all of the Pack and their mates interacting oh my god it fills me with glee every time.
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William still isn't answering calls ?? Hey dude you NEED to get some kind of act together. Vincent needs you !! His silly little music bit was very heartwarming though :') HE GAVE LOVELY A CROWN !!!! OH MY GOD I'M GOING TO SOB AND CRY ON THE FLOOR FOR EONS. He's so nervous about if they like it or not oh my god. oh my god. HE PUTS IT ON THEIR HEAD !!!!!!! CALLS THEM BEAUTIFUL !!!!! WELCOMED TO MONARCHY !!!!! SAYS THEY WEAR IT WELL !!!!!!! HOW CAN I BE NORMAL !!!!!!
"You're my heart, and it is such a privilege that i get to stand at your side. Thank you, for being a part of my life, baby. The best part." I AM WEEPING PLEAAASE WHEN IS IT MY TURN.
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Please tell me Samuel Collins has dressed for the occasion. Please tell me it's to the Nines. Remember my big post about doing Anything in the world to see it. Yeah hi hey. Let me see it.
Sam being a Butter Pecan Ice Cream lover makes all the sense in the world and more. Of course he would dude.
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Porter flipping on Vincent and Not bringing Treasure to the Summit is a low blow. Babygirl you can't keep doing this.
Vincent asking Lovely if He can be the one to punch him this time. What a slay. Love you forever.
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VINCENT WELCOMING THE PACK IN WAHEEE !!!! I can hear the awkwardness because he didn't know beforehand. He called them enjoyable !! moreso than other people !! David saying that Vincent and Lovely both having a spot at their table i'm falling to my knees.
Uhoh, they're already getting job offers !!
Asher asking him to blink twice if he needs help, and Milo saying that he looks like he has a gun to his head. LMAO. Help this poor man.
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Vincent's reassurances that Lovely is being a good host :(((
House of Bennett !!! The king seems. So.... nice. wow.
The prince calling him "A kid in his dad's suit." UHOH. And asking for Alexis immediately. That isn't unassuming at all.
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ALEXIS ?????? ALEXIS SOLAIRE ????? THE ALEXIS SOLAIRE ??? IN THE PRIME UNIVERSE ???? HELLO I SUPPOSE !!!! NICE TO MEET YOU !!!
Alexis asking if they'll turn into a vampire or die and leave sam without them !!! Hey what the fuck !!!! That's kind of sick and twisted !!!
Darlin' being like "I can solo her" is SO REAL. I can do it too. Let me at her ! LET ME AT HER !!!!
Alexis's reasoning for turning Sam from her own mouth !! That's fun to hear. Fuck that !
PORTER HERO MOMENT ? Oh my god their back and forth. I'm LIVING FOR IT !!!! THE GIRLS ARE FIGHTING !!!! Calling her a family disappointment made me choke on my water.
Him asking if they're alright, even if it was to stop a fight from breaking out. SAM IS BACK WAHOO !!!
SAM IS ABOUT TO GO OFF ON ALEXIS !!!!! GET HER BABY !!!! AND DARLIN' FOLLOWS !!!!! LET'S GET READY TO RUMBLE WOOOOO !!!!!!!!
---- HOW ARE WE ONLY HALFWAY THROUGH DUDE WHAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN ----
David getting a message about being Careful of William. Saying that Quinn had to have come from Somewhere, somewhere with Friends. That William is a horrible judge of character. And dragging all of the fuckin' clan members LMAOOOO.
Man the House of Solaire is a mess huh !!!!
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SAM LETS FUCKING GO !!!!!! GET HER ASS !!!!! God while it's raining also. It's like a scene from a movie. God I could just IMAGINE the hard stare the two of them exchanged before Alexis finally gave in (in her own way). and the IMMEDIATE zip off from Sam after he heard what he wanted. What a work of art.
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ASH AND MILO !!! YIPPEE !!!! AND PORTER IS TALKING TO THEM ?? I am going to go fucking crazy oh my god dude I'm going to go NUTS.
(Hey off-topic, but this background music is something that shows up in someone else's videos that I watch and I got So Fucking Confused for a second LMAO. Okay we can carry on)
Immediately asking Sweetheart if they're an investigator for the Department, as well as having a Time Crunch-- is VERY SUSPICIOUS.
HEY HE KNOWS ABOUT CLOSEKNIT ??? PORTER YOU CAN'T ALSO BE IN TOWN FOR CLOSEKNIT. HEY YOU CAN'T ALSO BE INVOLVED.
ONE OF CLOSEKNIT'S CURRENT BACKERS IS HERE ?? THE HOUSE OF BENNETT ?????
Okay Porter you're maybe a fuckin' hero. Even if you have potential strings with this.
Telling Sweetheart to get in and listen and get out seems SCARY !!!! HEY THIS COULD BE A SETUP FOR SOMETHING !!!!! HEY UHOH !!!!
Milo being worried for his mate !! hey me too !!!!
Oh my god it's been almost two years since Inversion. oh NO Ash doesn't know what Milo did that night.
Even through his worries he immediately stands up for it when Ash is a little wary about it. :')))
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SWEET SAM AND DARLIN' MOMENT IN THE RAIN !!!!!!! I'M GONNA EAT THIS UP !!!!!!!!!
Sam stickin' around Alexis even after showin' her true colors, saying there is a heart in her somewhere deep (deep, deep, deep) down in there somewhere. Even if he hates her with everything he has.
He found one of her "real person" moments from her when they talked. Just like a movie dude, i'm tellin' ya.
Him reassuring Darlin' that they can absolutely handle themself, but she is a problem that He "brought" in to their relationship-- so he wanted to at least Help. And deal with his own problems.
HE CALLED HER A BITCH DUDE LET'S GOOOO !!!!! COMMON W.
Darlin' saying that their problems are shared :'))) what if i just scream into the night.
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Uuuuuh-oh. Asher pulling David and Angel to the side. Telling the what's-up.
David and Asher exchanging some kind of look about it oh my GOD what another scene from a movie. I'm so proud of Asher for asserting his decision. He's grown so much !!!
David saying he Knows that Asher can do this. THAT'S BEST FRIENDS RIGHT THERE !!!! WOOOOO.
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OH MY GOD SWEETHEART EAVESDROPPING.
"We risk losing ground" Closeknit ? The House of Bennett ?? Why are they against demons ? Why did they put their stakes (no pun intended) into CloseKnit ?
SWEETHEART ARE YOU MAKING NOISE ??? SWEETHEART BABY WHAT ARE YOU DOOOOING !!!!!!! HEY YOU HAVE TO BE CAREFUL.
WHY ARE WE CUTTING IT HERE PLEASE ARE THEY OKAY.
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Oh my god Porter starting a fight with Vincent so that they can take away attention from whatever Sweetheart is doing with House Bennett.
I understand that Vincent can't know because of time constraints, but i can't imagine how he feels when it's Suddenly happening in front of EVERY important person in the Vampire circle of Dahlia. At least that makes the fight convincing. .... hahah ......
HEY KING BENNETT IS DEAD ???? HEY WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED ???? SWEETHEART ???? HEY SWEETHEART WHAT HAPPENED ?????? ARE YOU OKAY ????? PLEASE DON'T TELL ME YOU DID THAT !!!!!!!!!!!!!
HOW DOES ALEXIS KNOW ??? HEY HOW DOES SHE KNOW BEFORE SOMEONE FOUND OUT.
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THAT'S WHERE IT ENDS ????? HEY WHAT THE FUCK ??????? WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT ????
I AM GOING TO GO BERSERK DUDE !!!!!!!!!! HOW LONG UNTIL THE NEXT VIDEO ???? HEY ARE WE OKAY ???? SWEETHEART IS CHILL RIGHT ????? WE'RE COOL ?????
how can I carry on normally after the events that have transpired. Hey i'm in shock and awe. What a great video, by the way. Giving it all of the flowers it deserves and more. But i'm So !!!! afraid for what happens next !!!!!
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clarajohnson · 7 months
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the magicians s1e5
being concerned about the fate of the friend who nearly permanently incapacitated you in a mind prison is sooooo babygirl of quentin
the way that q and julia (and like i'm guessing the other first years in the main cast? but not a given) are like, only probably 22 at this point. literal children.
traveling is such a neat concept one point to the magicians for that
i'm constantly shocked by s1 margo she's very sweet very shallow and not so acidic. also her outfits are shit. i'm so looking forward to no-bullshit heart of gold high king margo with her unbelievable fillory wardrobe.
(eventually) killing ted coldwater is one of the evilest things this show does
eliot wouldn't wear a bowtie. i know this. i should have run the magicians.
circling back to julia being 22 YOU MIGHT HAVE YOUR UNDERGRAD DEGREE AT THIS POINT DON'T PLAY HOUSEWIFE FOR THIS MAN
"if magicians could cure cancer why would anybody have cancer" "because we like secrets" this episode laying a lot of groundwork for fandom hand-wringing in the future
everyone here is so babyfaced and yes i'm talking about margo again
every julia scene makes me more and more nervous knowing how close we're getting to reynard. also more excited because we're closer to best bitches but mostly nervous.
margo's welters outfit i say yay yippee hooray hooray hooray
you know the physical kids are the main characters in this show because they all have fun character-specific welters uniforms while the nature students are wearing fucking maroon tunics
who knew you had it in you !!!!! you're so right margo we should get married
julia's s1 arc being like, ooh i'm a magic junkie is so embarrassing but you have to remember that their like Main Poster for this season used the literal tagline "magic is a drug" and it's like oh yeah they thought this would be harry potter for adults with stick and pokes
love the entirety of kady and penny's relationship being open and honest communication, excellent banter, and routine sex that is apparently consistently unbelievable. also very clear and pure love.
"you slept with me two days ago" "you're welcome"
this show really does villains well, they're always kind of polite and basically unstoppable, these facsimiles of civility that intend to turn you inside out and you can really only stop them by a miracle
eliot doing his best impression of a man who cares about alice >>>>
"what if i could fix him?" (narrator: he could not fix cancer puppy)
there seem to be two types of magic in this show: there's very involved tutting and there's a kind of... i don't know, like, magic that seems more like strong-willing things to happen. like some of it is about doing the right steps in a very specific order and some of it is about wanting it badly enough.
"get ready for the first spanking you won't enjoy" "that actually sounds kind of hot" they are my best friends
god alice/margo had so much potential
"penny i think you were in fillory" LET'S GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
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adanaac · 10 months
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Could I ask about your OC's? Specifically Ophicucus and Tsuru, I love how majestic Ophi is drawn and Tsuru fascinates me both with the concept and also how lovely you have illustrated him.
I hope you are well, and thank you again for helping me with my questions o7.
Sincerely HMAD.
oh good i get to talk about my son!!
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my blorbo my beloved my babygirl he means everything to me
i made him in 2017 so hes sort of grown up with me (or i've grown up and realised things about him that i couldn't have when i was younger. i have so many complicated feelings abt this that i made a short comic about it last year)
to preface this im not a great writer dont expect good writing from me lol all i have is my personal experience and stealing tropes from stories i like
(got a lot to say so its all going under the cut. also a lot of death mention)
So. who is this dude
Tsuru (not his real name in-story, i havent come up with one im happy with), 18 years old, a ghost
he has a little sister, Ori, 15, who was meant to be my sona but then i just drew him more and like drawing him more anyway
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first 2 drawings i ever did of him. he was based off natori natsume yuujinchou at this point, i dont remember why or if i even liked natori that much, but i remember distinctly hes based off him
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u may have noticed he sort of looks older in my older art. this is because first of all art style drift lol but also as ive gotten older ive figured out that 18 isnt actually that old.
theres also a black haired version of him (two actually) its basically something like this ⬇️
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important to know that everything about this dude is a convoluted metaphor
i lovingly summarize white tsuru as "people pleaser" and black tsuru as "nihilist prick" in my head and those are the things consistent throughout all the AU versions of him
(important differences only to me) alive tsuru doesnt act like black tsuru at all thats just his warped self perception (he also doesnt act exactly like white tsuru either)
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also alive tsuru has black eyes and the shortest hair, black tsuru has blue eyes and slightly longer hair (also white tsuru is slightly taller than both of them)
if they all existed at the same time they would hate each other on sight but fortunately (unfortunately?) he is just 1 dude with issues
the general vibe is white tsuru is the "yippee floaty trickster" brand of ghost and black tsuru is the sort of ghost in horror media that stands just outside your field of view in the darkness dripping with blood
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for the longest time only white haired tsuru was a "character", "black haired tsuru" existed just as his corpse at most, a footnote
but over the past 2 years ive figured that hes actually really fun to draw and play with, and in a different way than white tsuru
(wait fuck isnt this just abe trio. i do always almost accidentally draw tsuru when im trying to draw haruaki.... fuck.....)
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(ive had tsuru for long enough that i just keep tacking details from my fav characters onto him.....)
halls smp
so ive been on this minecraft roleplay server called halls smp with other artists for the past 2 years, theres a new season of it every few months with a different theme each time to keep things fresh and ive just been making AU versions of tsuru for it so ive had a lot of opportunity to think about him
season 1 - halloween - jiangshi tsuru
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this one is almost entirely unchanged from his base characterization because i didnt want to rp too much and also didnt know there would be future seasons at this point (also basically after the first day i gave up on being called "tsuru" bc its too hard to pronounce and everyone called me canada anyway)
same basic story, guy dies and theres now a white haired version of him (actually this is the same for all the AUs). in fact im pretty sure the black haired version of this one is exactly base alivetsuru. basically what ive been interested in exploring is different kinds of death, the events leading up to it, and what kind of person he becomes afterwards (but also in equal amounts im interested in making fun designs and playing minecraft and fucking around)
(this feels like the start of the beginners guide...)
i associate him with doves and at the time, tarot card 18: the moon, but in retrospect i now think he's card 0: the fool.
season 2 - winter - ishmael
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guy who died at sea and eaten by a interdimensional whale and got isekaied. loosely conceptually based off moby dick, although i havent actually read it LOL but i did spend a week reading up on drowning and hypothermia
strangely, his death didnt create a white haired version of him, perhaps because he didnt have anything in life to give up his identity and replace it with. (and also remember the hair color doesnt actually mean dead/alive)
im only calling him ishmael now in retrospect, at the time he was just tsuru/canada
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while designing him i had the biggest crisis bc i didnt want him to look to much like this old old oc i had (pic 1) but then i sucked it up and went with it anyway
i never got around to drawing it but his fingers are black from frostbite thats why he wears gloves all the time.
hes one of my favorite iterations of tsuru he looks so mad or upset all the time it makes me want to tease him, and also i think the grey skin and eyebags are very cute
i associate him with whales and tarot card 18: the moon
season 3 - golden grove - fox tsuru
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honestly i think this is my favorite design of him i kinda popped off. i think im just a lot more comfortable working with warm colors. and also i associate white tsuru with foxes anyway (black tsuru is totally a catboy btw) (why is he not associated with cranes if his name is tsuru you ask?? bc cranes are hard to draw next question. he did start out based off cranes tbf, thats where the white hair and the tallness comes from)
dead fox possessing his dead human friend's body (although thats only the most literal interpretation of events; in all these iterations there's only ever been 1 person) the white tsurus are mostly interested in "moving on", whatever that means to each of them
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btw my banner on this blog is him
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hes sort of a set with s2 tsuru to me, mostly bc theyre the ideals that "white tsuru" and "black tsuru" hold taken to the extremes, and also theyre on opposite ends of the "hates people hates talking" and "loves to talk and mess with people" scale
anyway. hes tarot card 10: wheel of fortune to me
season 4 - wild west - mirage
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the desert dragon, mirage. this is the season i started giving them actual names that arent "tsuru" and putting actual thought into the story lol previously it was just vibes-based character design. i have a short thing written about him thats meant to be the script for a comic, but i never got around to drawing it.
a sandworm-esque dragon that got tired of being a dragon and took up a passing witch's offer to give him a human form. this is all a metaphor i think. he has longer hair bc i wanted to spice things up a little
(also i consider this a form of death bc he left behind a giant sandworm/dragon skeleton somewhere in the desert)
the mirage-dragon thing comes from the shen 蜃 (which is used in the chinese word for mirage, 海市蜃楼 haishi shenlou, literally translating to "ocean city and shen's castle"). it's a clam-like dragon that produces foam that creates mirages over the ocean.
if u read "even if you slit my mouth", this is what the "shinkiro" or "shin" in recent chapters is. (i had one of those "smug because i already know all about the mythological creature a story is referencing" moments, which i also had with the four gods in yohaji bc i used to translate a game that mentioned them too)
isnt it romantic in a way? that the two places mirages are most known for happening are the ocean and the desert.
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i dont have too much art of him because around this time i was uhhh (checks calendar) got back into yohaji and got consumed by it for a couple months lol (can u even blame me. it was july to september that was when like chapter 91 came out lol)
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an earlier version of his design that i didnt end up using but i still really like this art
hes tarot card 9: the hermit to me
season 5 - fairytales/medieval - ophiuchus
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NO FUCKING WAY YOURE NEVER GOING TO BELIEVE THIS for this one i actually ironed out what kind of people the black haired and white haired versions of him are. and also specifically this one isnt black tsuru but alive tsuru
i have a short poem thing about him, to summarize its like so many other fairytales about grateful animals granting their saviors something, but it doesnt end well for anyone
hes based off ophiuchus and asclepius of course, but also a lot of other snake stories in general, like the lindwurm and baishezhuan
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to reiterate, for none of these stories do i consider there to ever actually have been 2 separate people, its always just 1 fucked up guy
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i also sort of consider him to be a set with mirage, for both being serpents, and also for being "black tsuru whose personality is like white tsuru" and "white tsuru whose personality is like black tsuru", thereby codifying for myself that to him, someone who's stuck in his own head a lot, what matters most to him is his ideals, what all his actions are in pursuit of
he's tarot card 12: the hanged man to me
bonus: dnd character - alba
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i also have a version of him i play for dnd, named alba to match with my party who all have color themed names. a halfling ranger who's very small and very loud. except he has amnesia and cant remember anything from before he was 12 (hes around 18 now according to him), including that he's actually a changeling who just transformed into a halfling to seem older than he is to work at a bar and nearly died in a bar fight.
(if you spend as much time fretting over semantics as me, you may note that changelings are medium sized and cannot transform into halflings which are small sized, for which my explanation is that he's been in halfling form since he was a kid, and after the amnesia he thought he actually was a halfling. this is also why his hair is white btw bc changelings have white hair. pre-amnesia in his "actual" halfling transformation he had black hair. i care too much about semantics but hey isnt dnd the semantics game anyway?)
anyway congrats alba for being the only version of tsuru that hasn't outright "died"!! if only because dnd has actual rules and i can't pull my usual death-ghost nonsense as easily!!!
hes very ship of theseus to me, all versions of him are. what makes up a person? what defines them? is it their face, their appearance, their name? their personality, their memories, their ideals? if you slowly replace each of those, one at a time, with a copy thats very similar to the original, at what point are you a different person?
as thanks for reading all of this i'll reveal what some of the metaphors are, the core of who tsuru, as a character, is to me. maybe this is fairly obvious, but all the death and personality weirdness stuff is a convoluted metaphor for depression and autism, as well as the experience of reading the things you've written years ago, seeing old photos and others talking about who you were years ago and finding that person wholly unfamiliar, that you understand the thought process of that person no more than you would a stranger's, as a result of having taken apart your identity and replaced it piece by piece with things from people you like more than yourself.
im always scared of scrutinizing tsuru too hard because he's just a weird reflection of myself, and i think i'll only be able to write a version of him thats more of a "whole person" once i figure that out for myself. the only way you see your own reflection is through a mirror after all, a flattened 2D surface.
haha this got kinda weird and depressing and personal at the end (mostly bc ive been writing this in the middle of the night, its now 4am)
after seeing my soul laid bare like this, if theres one takeaway, i think its pretty obvious why i'm so enamored by the parts of yohaji that i talk about often (huh wasnt this a post about my oc why did it become about yohaji)
oh yeah i just realised u probably also wanted to hear more about my yohaji version of tsuru specifically. honestly theres not really more to it i just like drawing him in situations. like of course the same themes apply but i just like drawing this dude thats 90% the reason hes my sona. like heres a pokemon au of him i drew recently bc i wanted to draw them as kids and also as pokemon gijinkas
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anyway thats all. not really bc i could go on and on about him but this is way too long and also way too personal at this point. i think about him a disproportionate amount, i only have 2 other ocs i remotely care about and the extent of my thoughts for those guys is "i think hes fun 👍"
this has probably also been like, the 3rd most comprehensive description of tsuru that ive made, 1st being the thoughts in my head and 2nd being the past 5 years worth of DMs with my friend who i talk about tsuru with
(why was this sort of structured like the beginners guide. if youve seen the beginners guide tell me if im right or delusional. if u havent, go watch a playthrough of it, have an existential crisis, and then afterwards tell me)
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iron-bundle · 24 days
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okay im putting my disco thoughts here because no one i know has finished the episode yet but its been sitting in my brain since 11pm last night.
when they said they were on lorca's ship i was going to scream if they did a lorca cameo but instead it was airiam and i was like feeling so many goddamn things i almost cried because i remembered airiam's death because i just rewatched it a few weeks ago and it ruins me every time
when they did the bit about drydock discovery i was hoping we'd see straal I'm the only bitch who cares about him i know i hope stamets got to see his best friend again
thank GOD they brought back paul's weird time shit i need them to talk about his weird tardigrade symptoms all the time he's my babygirl
the lack of paul trying to reason with hugh in other timeloops is so annoying please i know he knows he cant reason with hugh but i need Hugh in every episode in like 3 scenes each
Jett Reno my beloved i need you in my life every episode i hope rayner bought you that cocktail
baby rhys... my beloved lt rhys...
speaking of bridge crew. god i missed bryce i hope he shows up again
IMAGINE if they had the chance to do a snw cameo i would have cried we could have had pike or lorca and got NEITHER
the way michael's voice not only is different in the past but also her stance and her speaking pattern oh my god she grew so much i love you michael
and of course. the most important thing. grudge was here yippee she was purring in michaels quarters that made me so happy i love seeing the fucking kitty
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snellyfish · 1 year
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(duck) w. what are your thoughts on drdt ch 2 so far
hmhmhhhmmmmm
I haven't seen the ttttttwo most recent videos I think, so keep in mind there's still some stuff I haven't seen yet, bc me and my bestie have been too lazy to watch them lately HAHA
ANYWAY........
2 unpopular opinions, which make me laugh because I love being passionately wrong;;
Absolutely cannot stand Teruko right now, she's pissing me off so bad it's embarrassing for everypony, but I'll get over it; I do look forward to what they end up doing with her character, but for now I await satisfying character development like a madman....... rip...... Babygirl stop being so edgy we get it. go to your corner if you must.
Unfortunately, I miraculously still love Arturo, I looove freak characters so much (no one is surprised!!) and I do genuinely think there's potential to come out of his...... err.......... What definitely reads like blatant in-character transphobia. LOL. Seeing this man doubled over in terrifying euphoria is truly all I could've ever asked for, so I can't complain.
In general, Arturo weirdly doesn't read like a character that will progressively get worse and worse until he's put down like ol yeller, I feel that he's got some sort of redemption ahead of him,, whether or not he dies afterwards or in the middle of said redemption. Maybe with an attempt to get genuinely close to J but it's rejected and heartbreaking for him, more spiraling but you feel a little bad for him somehow. Idk. Not to be delusional but I also have this idea, that I REALLY hope is somehow true despite every piece of contradicting canon information, that Arturo is transmasc too ..... because like ..... whatever.. crosses my arms.. you wouldnt get it .........
Not to Verturo on main but-- I smiled when Veronika was like "ok whatever ill just go play with Arturo then 🙄!!" I like to think it was super awkward when she did find him because he probably just infodumped about J the whole time. Veronika being like "can we talk about my day for once" GHHGFKJGHDF. LOVE WHAT VERONIKA HAS DONE THIS CHAPTER SO FAR IN GENERAL SHE'S SO SILLY SO YASS SO KIN
Ace is going fucking BATSHIT and I'm so here for it. GO GIRL BESTIE I LOVE YOUUUUUU SO MUUUCH. For the most part I generally don't care for Levi (just not my typea character ig, nothing personnel kid), so while it is a little YEESH that all of Ace's character rn seems to be driving towards Levi and their heads butting together, I am still a little intrigued by said interactions. They're like a chihuahua and a pitbull, ykno, ykno. Would not be surprised if Levi merked him but that might be too obvious of a kill so hmhmmhmhm.
Speaking of which;; they're also like waaaaaaayyyy playing up the possibility of either Whit and/or Eden dying soon. So I have a feeling they are safe...for now... maybe. Shrugs. I hope Eden gets another layer to her soon, either way, she is very sweet.... too sweet. Take that as you will.
.........Charuko<3
CHARLES IN GENERAL<3
With the tension in the air as it is now, I'm far less worried they're gonna pull another accidental blackened, since idk if anyone remembers but I was very concerned about that in the past. It's fine and fun for a first chapter, though! Gets things rolling I suppose :D Now everyone is incredibly scared and unbearably pissed off at everyone at all times, so yippee!
Fun motive, too, I think the whole secrets thing was a super fun concept in THH and I hope we get to learn everyone's secret at some point. PLEASE I BEG.
GOD. WEIRDLY SOOOOO EXCITED FOR DAVID THIS CHAPTER. REALLY REALLY HOPING HE DOESNT DIE. I WANT TO KNOW MORE HE'S SO SLAAAAAAYY. TWO FACED FREEEEAAAK DOING HIS BEST. PLEASE SNAP. YOU DESERVE IT. THAT IS ALL.
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meatmensch · 2 years
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May I request hearing about your jewishnatural headcannons????
woohoo, yippee, whee!!!
babygirl (gn), of course, 100%, absofruitly
the campbells are jewish (deanna immigrated from russia as a kid and samuel's family has been in america for a while) and john is a gentile. him being a goy is part of the reason they don't like him and mary shacking up.
sam and dean both have a bris when they're babies. mary brings them to synagogue every once in a while. they observe chanukah and she teaches them blessings and bakes them challah and rugelach and babka and other yummy treats and plays klezmer music for them and they overhear some raunchy borscht belt comedy that they're definitely not supposed to hear.
sam obviously gets way less of this because mary dies when he's six months old lmao. mary's living relatives and friends are furious that john, sam, and dean didn't attend her funeral because those kids should be able to mourn their mom.
dean remembers bits and pieces about judaism and sam knows barely anything because john is too busy being a gentile revenge-hungry loser to help his kids remember their culture.
dean becomes more aware of judaism as he nears thirteen because all of the other jewish kids at school are talking about their bar mitzvahs and the fact that he doesn't have the same experiences as them is just another thing that makes him feel like an outcast.
he starts checking out books about judaism and jewish history and fiction written by jewish authors. he reads to sammy. they watch jewish movies if they happen to be on tv or playing at a theater (mel brooks films, fiddler, dirty dancing, etc).
dean's performative masculinity is based on his dad and gentile movie stars etc but he feels deeply conflicted about this because he sees jewish men in the movies / at school / just out in the world and he finds their masculinity to be more comforting and reflective of how he wants to act and how he feels inside. but he also sees the antisemitism that his jewish brothers deal with and he already is so afraid of people hurting him for being weird and poor and queer that he represses these feelings.
he starts going to shabbat services when he's off on his own in his early twenties and he feels really out of place but it's one of the only things that's getting him through such a fucked up lonely faithless period of his life.
sam goes to hillel at stanford and is so relieved to finally be able to really have a stable place where he can learn about judaism and connect with other jews. jess is half-jewish and they bond over how out of place they feel in among jews and among gentiles. they start learning hebrew together and get some jewish cook books and when he decides he's going to propose he starts dreaming about them having a traditional jewish wedding.
a lot of my jupernatural hcs are about when they're younger so that's all i got for now boss 👍👍😎😎✡✡
P.S. in my heart they are such guys who say "oy vey". at every minor inconvenience they moan and groan and say "oy vey" or even "oy va voy" or even "oy vey iz mir" or even "oy gevalt". the only reason we do not see this is the ghostfacers effect
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awigglycultist · 2 years
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Pulp Musicals The Brick Satellite pt 2 thoughts
Ooh timeskip
Some of the clay batches being perfect and other not is EXTREMELY sus
Uhm yeah this is also not sound good yikes this is going downhill quick
Stfu Charles you're the damn sabtour I know it
Ooh something about "one bad drip can lead to rust, one bad lie can shatter trust!one bad push can turn into a brawl" just ooh, I mean I enjoy all the "one bad" bits but this spefically I just really like
Omfg Urania Propitia I love it so much like the message if fucking great and I love these girls and they all sound so good together and the song is just great and just sounds so great too
Oh shit Through A Glass is also so good omgggg
They've built it!
"can we talk about why she called you Hershey and you call her Nova?" "No." KSIDHDBDSKDODJDLDB THE "why do they call you babygirl?" "how about we stop talking for a little while" ENERGY
"if I had a printing press I’d write a novel then I’d send a copy to The New York Sun, Thomas, spread the news" "and Benjamin, you too" "this just in: you’re missing all the fun" I was wondering if they'd make a reference to Benjamin at all and now I'm sad dammit
"LET'S GO!"
Party pooper Charles
Mariah Rose Faith Casillas <33
Oh Here is quite different than the rest of the songs and oh it's good what a villain song
Oh no he hates Americans and women
Charles no no
But again what a song that was great
"and I can share it with-" "oh Hershey!" oof rip Rose
Samuel and Margaret,,,, why ARE they gonna go from here
NEWTON'S SECOND LAW HOLY SHIT OMGGGGG AHHHH
Sorry Herschel and Ann were so easy to be fine with death?? No fighting back just "we've had a good run"
FUCK YEAH ROSE
"Rose thales Herschel's hand" "aren't you glad you asked me to come to South America with you?" "yes :)" "good :) THEN MOVE YOUR ASS" sjsodnd I love these two
OH YEAH SHE'S A GLOWING
Yippee the satellite works but also od DEAR GOD THEY INSIDE THE SATELLITE NOW IS NOT THE TIME FOR IT TO WORK
This is my favorite like set of songs so far if that makes sense? This is my favorite part out of all of them including from ep 1? Get what I mean?
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skeletonesc · 1 year
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oh well since im back here's the upgraded babygirl yippee!! she looks so much better now 12 year old me could not make a decent color scheme to save her life but atleast he managed to conjure up a reason for me to live
she's a werewolf and NOT A DANGANRONPA OC ANYMORE. i've left that era, we can put it behind us. she gets freaky with a detective on multiple occasions and honestly as she should you go girl live your truth! go fuck that detective! anyway yeah she gets involved in alot of crime. murder stuff.
she has NOT commited a murder yet despite her various attempts and is unfortunately only a suspect/witness and um uhhh idk man she's my babygirl, my little creature, my little mipsy perhaps. hope she fucking explodes
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