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komotionlessqueenmm · 2 years

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Imagine # 997

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Year posted - 2022

Title : Gods & Monsters - With : Winter Soldier

⚠️Warning(s) - None that aren't obvious.

📝Note(s) - I was inspired last night by the above song for this fic. Enjoy.

🎶~In the land of Gods and Monsters

I was an angel living in the garden of evil

Screwed up, scared, doing anything that I needed

Shining like a fiery beacon~🎶

Initially your holding cell was no where near the Winter Soldiers, but after he came back from a mission, particularly fired up. He had heard you singing to yourself within your cell, and broke in before anyone could even think to stop him. You had of course been terrified as he stalked towards you, but immediately calmed down when he just sat down on the floor beside you, his eyes cast to you expectingly. Understanding what he wanted, you began singing again just as the guards rushed in. They were astonished to see how calm he had suddenly become, and quickly let their superiors know everything that had happened.

🎶~You got that medicine I need

Fame, liquor, love, give it to me slowly

Put your hands on my waist, do it softly

Me and God, we don't get along

So now I sing~🎶

A day later you were moved to a new cell, one beside the Winter Soldiers. Concrete walls surrounded both cells, but within they were divided by metal bars. Ensuring that he could hear and see you at all times, while also keeping you both apart just in case. Not that Winter couldn't break through the bars if he really wanted to. It was more of a precaution to ensure there wouldn't be any funny business. That wouldn't happen unless they said so. Most nights Winter lay on the ground beside the bars, and just observed you while you slept. But not once were you afraid or uncomfortable with him, if anything he brought you just as much comfort as you did him.

🎶~ No one's gonna take my soul away

I'm living like Jim Morrison

Headed towards a fucked up holiday

Motel sprees, sprees and I'm singing

"Fuck yeah, give it to me"

"This is Heaven, what I truly want"

It's innocence lost

Innocence lost~🎶

Agents in HYDRA started referring to you both as the Beauty and the Beast, which only made you roll your eyes everytime you heard it. Winter didn't care however, all he cared about was listening to your voice. And today was an especially infuriating day for Winter, so much so, that listening to you sing wasn't enough. He needed to feel you, so as usual he lay on the floor beside the bars. Slipping his metal arm through the bars, laying it out for you to take. Knowing how much his arm worried most people, he was pleasantly surprised by how quickly you accepted his hand. Laying yourself on the ground, you nestled against the bars, his left arm now wrapped around your waist.

🎶~ In the land of Gods and Monsters

I was an angel looking to get fucked hard

Like a groupie incognito, posing as a real singer

Life imitates art~🎶

A ghost of a smile graced his lips as he turned onto his side, slipping his other arm through the bars, and wrapping it securely around you. "You have beautiful eyes." You had murmured softly, your faces so close yet still so far apart. He didn't say anything at first, he just stared into your very soul, finding his anger and frustrations washing away. "You don't belong here." He whispered with a horse voice, clearly it was the first time he had spoken it some time. "Neither do you." You hummed back, smiling softly when he squeezed your sides delicately. That was the most you ever spoke to the Soldier, but it was more than enough for you to adore him.

🎶~ You got that medicine I need

Dope, shoot it up, straight to the heart, please

I don't really wanna know what's good for me

God's dead, I said, "Baby, that's alright with me"~🎶

As the years went by, you were eventually brought out from your cell, to assist with his debriefing. Meaning you were there to convince him to talk the few times he would refuse to. You were also forced to watch them wipe his memories, every single time. Reminding you, that he wouldn't truly remember who you are. But no matter how much they tried, he was always drawn right back to you, it was like you were connected in a way they couldn't corrupt. It was also a good way to keep you in line, threatening to hurt him even more whenever you would rebel, or even say something they didn't like.

🎶~ No one's gonna take my soul away

I'm living like Jim Morrison

Headed towards a fucked up holiday

Motel sprees, sprees and I'm singing

"Fuck yeah, give it to me"

"This is Heaven, what I truly want"

It's innocence lost

Innocence lost~🎶

When they finally accepted the fact that you were imprinted within Winters mind, they started putting you on ice along side him. Fearing what he might do if you died while he slept, and he woke without you to keep him calm and in line. And they never dared hurting you while he was within the facility, but when he was away that was a whole other story. As many of the agents took pleasure in hurting the one that the infamous Winter Soldier was so obsessed with. You never told him about it though, knowing it would only make matters worse for both of you in the end.

🎶~When you talk, it's like a movie

And you're making me crazy

'Cause life imitates art

If I get a little prettier, can I be your baby?

You tell me, "Life isn't that hard"~🎶

Nearly a hundred years old now, you find that something is eating away at Winter. Something had happened on his last mission, and he was acting rather odd. You never inquired about it, knowing he wouldn't want to talk about it, considering you're under constant surveillance. But within time you would come to understand, he was remembering is past. After he broke you out of HYDRA'S hold, you both fled into hiding. Sticking together because neither of you had anyone else, or anywhere else to go. And despite getting away from HYDRA, you still needed eachother dearly. Especially when the Winter Soldier became James Buchanan Barnes once more.

🎶~ No one's gonna take my soul away

I'm living like Jim Morrison

Headed towards a fucked up holiday

Motel sprees, sprees and I'm singing

"Fuck yeah, give it to me"

"This is Heaven, what I truly want"

It's innocence lost

Innocence lost~🎶

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shit-talk-turner · 8 days

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i was listening to "gods & monsters", by lana del rey, and the part "like a groupie incognito posing as a real singer, life imitates art" REALLY reminds me deloulou lol // Yes, I've also noticed that similarity, but also whenever I listen to "obsessed" by Olivia Rodrigo I can't help but think about deloulou talking to Alex about Alexa, I mean, come on, "if you knew how much I looked at her pictures you would think we're best friends"

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lanadelreyvisualaesthetics · 2 years

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In the land of gods and monsters I was an angel looking to get fucked hard Like a groupie incognito, posing as a real singer Life imitates art You got that medicine I need Dope, shoot it up, straight to the heart, please I don't really wanna know what's good for me God's dead, I said, "Baby, that's alright with me"

#mine #lana del rey #lizzy grant #lyrics

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nightwingshero · 1 year

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Ship Songs

I was tagged by @simonxriley @aceghosts @baldurrs @marivenah to list 5-10 songs for a ship, thank you lovelies!! I’m definitely going to cheat because I love tag games with music regarding ocs. I go ham on playlists. Thank you so much for the tag!!!

Tagging: @detectivelokis @jinfromyarikawa @playstationmademe @socially-awkward-skeleton @shegetsburned @sstewyhosseini @voidika @direwombat @fadedjacket @vampireninjabunnies-blog @glowwormsmith @inafieldofdaisies and whoever else!!! I really went for their throats and I might have teared up a bit at Anna’s last song tbh. Below the cut because I did...a few ships. (Also this has been sitting in my drafts for weeks, so if you’ve already been tagged--ignore me).

Wren Blake x John Seed (x: two scales balanced)

I’ll Follow You - Shinedown

Just like the tower we never built And the shadow of all the guilt When the other hand was pointed at you Yet the first step is the one you believe in And the second one might be profound

Silvertongue - Young the Giant

Trying to think of a way to get started Stutter, my full train of thought just departed Taste of Mezcal on my breath Let me get this off your chest Open my mind, but the gems falling out Make you lose control

Unholy Confessions - Avenged Sevenfold

"I'll try, " she said as he walked away "Try not to lose you" Two vibrant hearts could change Nothing tears the being more than deception, unmasked fear "I'll be here waiting tested and secure" Nothing hurts my world Just affects the ones around me When sin's deep in my blood You'll be the one to fall

Hold Me Down - Halsey

Selfish, taking what I want and call it mine I'm helpless, clinging to a little bit of spine They rush me, telling me I'm running out of time They shush me, walking me across a fragile line I sold my soul to a three-piece And he told me I was holy He's got me down on both knees But it's the devil that's tryna Hold me down, hold me down Sneaking out the back door, Make no sound Knock me out, knock me out Saying that I want more, this is what I live for

Empty Gold - Halsey

I, I must confess How hard I tried to breathe Through the trees of loneliness You, you must confess How hard you need to see Through the heart beating out my chest Feel like we've been falling down Like these autumn leaves But baby don't let winter come Don't let our hearts freeze If the morning light don't steal our soul We will walk away from empty gold Dark as midnight sun Smoke as black as charcoal Fills into our fragile lungs 'Cause when our demons come Dancing in the shadows To a game that can't be won

Wren Blake x Eric Northman (x: eternally yours)

Gods & Monsters - Lana Del Rey

In the land of Gods and Monsters I was an angel looking to get fucked hard Like a groupie incognito, posing as a real singer Life imitates art You got that medicine I need Dope, shoot it up, straight to the heart, please I don't really wanna know what's good for me God's dead, I said, "Baby, that's alright with me"

Tear You Apart - She Wants Revenge

Either way he wanted her and this was bad He wanted to do things to her it was making him crazy Now a little crush turned into a like And now he wants to grab her by the hair and tell herI want to hold you close Skin pressed against me tight Lie still, and close your eyes girl So lovely, it feels so rightI want to hold you close Soft breasts, beating heart As I whisper in your ear I want to fucking tear you apart

The Sharpest Lives - My Chemical Romance

There's a place in the dark where the animals go You can take off your skin in the cannibal glow Juliet loves the beat and the lust it commands Drop the dagger and lather the blood on your hands, Romeo I've really been on a bender and it shows So why don't you blow me A kiss before she goes Give me a shot to remember And you can take all the pain away from me Your kiss and I will surrender The sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead A light to burn all the empires So bright the sun is ashamed to rise and be In love with all of these vampires So you can leave like the sane, abandon me

THE DEATH OF PEACE OF MIND - Bad Omens

You're in the walls that I made with crosses and frames Hanging upside down For granted, in vain, I took everything I ever cared about I miss the way you say my name The way you bend, the way you break Your makeup running down your face The way you fuck, the way you taste When the curtains call the time Will we both go home alive? It wasn't hard to realize Love's the death of peace of mind

Siren - Kailee Morgue

There's a bright side To every wrong thing If you're looking at me through the right eyes Darkness in my name Don't you wanna come and play on the cool side Don't be so shy There's a pleasure in hidin' from the sun No, I was never one for pretty weather I'd rather be a creep, baby, follow me into the water I'll take you to the darker This could be perfection A venom drippin' in your mouth Singin' like a siren Love me while your wrists are bound You've been seeing me in your dreams but I'll be there when your reality drowns

Whitney Seed x Joseph Seed (x: far from eden)

Losing My Religion - R.E.M.

Oh life is bigger It's bigger than you And you are not me The lengths that I will go to The distance in your eyes Oh no I've said too much I set it up That's me in the corner That's me in the spot-light Losing my religion Trying to keep up with you And I don't know if I can do it Oh no I've said too much I haven't said enough

Off To The Races - Lana Del Rey

Likes to watch me in the glass room, bathroom, Château Marmont Slippin' on my red dress, puttin' on my makeup Glass room, perfume, cognac, lilac fumes Says it feels like heaven to him Light of his life, fire of his loins Keep me forever, tell me you own me Light of your life, fire of your loins Tell me you own me, gimme them coinsAnd I'm off to the races, cases of Bacardi chasers Chasin' me all over town 'Cause he knows I'm wasted, facin' time again at Rikers Island And I won't get out Because I'm crazy, baby I need you to come here and save me I'm your little scarlet, starlet, singin' in the garden Kiss me on my open mouth

From Eden - Hozier

Babe, there's something wretched about this Something so precious about this Oh what a sin To the strand a picnic plan for you and me A rope in hand for your other man to hang from a tree Honey, you're familiar like my mirror years ago Idealism sits in prison, chivalry fell on its sword Innocence died screaming, honey, ask me I should know I slithered here from Eden just to sit outside your door

Hard Feelings - Lorde

I light all the candles Cut flowers for all my rooms I care for myself the way I used to care about you These days, we kiss and we keep busy The waves come after midnight I call from underwater Why even try to get right? When you've outgrown a lover The whole world knows but you It's time to let go of this endless summer afternoon Hard feelings These are what they call hard feelings of love When the sweet words and fevers all leave us right here in the cold, oh oh Alone with the hard feelings of love God I wish I believed you when you told me this was my home, oh oh Three years, loved you every single day, made me weak, it was real for me, yup, real for me Now I'll fake it every single day 'til I don't need fantasy, 'til I feel you leave But I still remember everything, how we'd drift buying groceries, how you'd dance for me I'll start letting go of little things 'til I'm so far away from you, far away from you, yeah

Talk - Hozier

I'd be the last shred of truth In the lost myth of true love (hey ya) I'd be the sweet feeling of release Mankind now dreams of (hey ya) That's found in the last witness Before the wave hits Marveling at God (hey ya) Before he feels alone One final time And marries the sea Imagine being loved by me I won't deny I've got in my mind now all the things I would do So I'll try to talk refined for fear that you find out how I'm imaginin' you I won't deny I've got in my mind now all the things we could do So I'll try to talk refined for fear that you find out how I'm imaginin' you

Grace Harding x Charles Smith (x: meet me in the woods)

Better Love - Hozier

And I've never loved a darker blue Than the darkness I have known in you, own from you You, whose heart would sing of anarchy You would laugh at meanings, guarantees, so beautifully When our truth is burned from history By those who figured justice in fond memory, witness me Like fire weeping from a cedar tree Know that my love would burn with me We'll live eternally

In the Cold, Cold Night - The White Stripes

I can't stand it any longer I need the fuel to make my fire bright So don't fight it any longer Come to me again in the cold, cold night In the cold, cold night And I know that you feel it too When my skin turns into glue You will know that it's warm inside And you'll come run to me, in the cold, cold night In the cold, cold night In the cold, cold night In the cold, cold night

Wait By The River - Lord Huron

And the stars fill the river As it flows into the sky And the mind leaves the body And floats higher and higher If we can't be together I will leave this world behind If I can't touch your body Can I touch the sky? I will wait by the river I will wait by the river I will wait by the river I will wait by the river

Silence - Marshmello, Khalid

I'm in need of a savior (savior), but I'm not asking for favors My whole life, I've felt like a burden I think too much, and I hate it I'm so used to being in the wrong, I'm tired of caring Loving never gave me a home, so I'll sit here in the silence I found peace in your violence Can't show me, there's no point in trying I'm at one, and I've been quiet for too long I found peace in your violence Can't show me, there's no point in trying I'm at one, and I've been silent for too long

Would That I - Hozier

So in awe there I stood as you Licked off the grain Though I've handled the wood I still worship the flame Long as amber of ember glows All the wood that I'd loved is long ago And it's not tonight (Oh, oh) When I'm set alight (Oh, oh) And I blink inside (Oh, oh) Oh, your blinding light (Oh, oh) Oh, that's not tonight (Oh, oh) When you hold me tight (Oh, oh) All the fire bright (Oh, oh) Oh, let it blaze alright (Oh, oh) Hope you're good to me Hope you're good to me (Oh, oh) Hope that you're good to me Baby (Oh, oh) Oh, oh, you're good to me You're good to me (Oh, oh) Hope that you're good to me, baby (Oh, oh)

Anna Dubois x Arthur Morgan (x: wait by the river)

Until I Found You - Stephen Sanchez, Em Beihold

Heaven When I held you again How could We ever just be friends? I would rather die than let you go Juliet to your Romeo How I heard you say "I would never fall in love again until I found her" I said, "I would never fall unless it's you I fall into" I was lost within thе darkness, but then I found her I found you

Outlaws - Au/Ra

Oh, now that we got blood on our hands No, we'll never hide the contraband No, let me not surrender, if we go down its together I'm gonna make a stand 'Cause we are outlaws, wave your guns facing that forty-fives We are outlaws, know we're there taking our heart to life We got gold in our pockets and this love that we got Its beating in our chests like the wild wild west

Young and Beautiful - Lana Del Rey

I've seen the world, lit it up as my stage now Channeling angels in the new age now Hot summer days, rock and roll The way you'd play for me at your show And all the ways I got to know Your pretty face and electric soul Will you still love me when I'm no longer young and beautiful? Will you still love me when I got nothing but my aching soul? I know you will, I know you will, I know that you will Will you still love me when I'm no longer beautiful? Dear Lord, when I get to Heaven Please let me bring my man When he comes, tell me that you'll let him in Father, tell me if you can All that grace, all that body All that face makes me wanna party He's my sun, he makes me shine like diamonds

It Will Come Back - Hozier

I know who I am when I'm alone I'm something else when I see you You don't understand, you should never know How easy you are to need Don't let me in with no intention to keep me Jesus Christ, don't be kind to me Honey, don't feed me, I will come back It can't be unlearned I've known the warmth of your doorways Through the cold, I'll find my way back to you Oh, please, give me mercy no more That's a kindness you can't afford I warn you, baby, each night, as sure as you're born You'll hear me howling outside your door

Dancing With Your Ghost - Sasha Alex Sloan

I stay up all night Tell myself I'm alright Baby, you're just harder to see than most I put the record on Wait 'til I hear our song Every night I'm dancing with your ghost Every night I'm dancing with your ghost Never got the chance To say a last goodbye I gotta move on But it hurts to try How do I love How do I love again? How do I trust How do I trust again?

Thela x Geralt (x: wolves without teeth)

It’s Been Awhile - Staind

And everything I can't remember As fucked up as it all may seem The consequences that I've rendered I've gone and fucked things up again, again Why must I feel this way? Just make this go away Just one more peaceful day And it's been awhile Since I could look at myself straight And it's been awhile Since I said I'm sorry And it's been awhile Since I've seen the way the candles light your face And it's been awhile But I can still remember just the way you taste

Wolves Without Teeth - Of Monsters and Men

And I run from wolves, ooh Breathing heavily At my feet And I run from wolves, ooh Tearing into me Without teeth I can see through you We are the same It's perfectly strange You run in my veins How can I keep you Inside my lungs I breathe what is yours You breathe what is mine

When the Night is Over - Lord Huron

In every window, I pass Your reflection in the glass Makes me wonder if my mind is going Shadows shifting in the rain Slowly driving me insane By the stars above, I know we were in love I have only 'til the night is over I feel the weather change I hear the river say your name I watch the birds fly by I see an emerald in the sky

Moonsea - PHILDEL

There are diamonds on the floor you can't take back There's an eyelash on the board, does she wear black? (I called it, I called it, I called it) All the violence that I swore you could have back There's red varnish on the door, I don't wear that I called it, I called it I called it the moonsea It is a cruel dream From up so high I can hardly decide If you're waving hello or waving goodbye Here in the moonsea It is a cruel dream Don't share the past, if you won't share your heart All that we share is the view of these stars

Can’t Pretend - Tom Odell

Oh, feel our bodies grow And our souls they play, yeah Yeah love I hope you know How much my heart depends, yeah But I guess that's love I can't pretend I guess that's love I can't pretend, oh, oh But I guess that's love I can't pretend I guess that's love I can't pretend, oh, oh

#x: two scales balanced #x: eternally yours #x: far from eden #x: meet me in the woods #x: wait by the river #x: wolves without teeth #my ships #tag games

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sotogalmo · 10 months

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“Gods & Monsters” by Lana Del Rey, screams Xanvid to me. Especially if it were to be an AU(one I'll be making, sjaghs; religious au, cuz i work well with those ig‼️).

“In the land of Gods and Monsters

I was an angel

Living in the garden of evil

Screwed up, scared, doing anything I needed

Shinning like a fiery beacon

You got the medicine I need

Fame, liquor, love give it to me slowly

—

Me and God we don't get along, so now I sing

No one's gonna take my soul away

—

Headed towards a fucked up holiday

—

‘Fuck yeah give it to me, this is heaven, what I truly want’

It's innocence lost

Innocence lost

—

Like a groupie incognito posing as a real singer

Life imitates art

You got the medicine I need

Dope, shoot it up straight to the heart please

I don't really wanna know what's good for me

God's dead, I said ‘baby that's alright with me’

When you talk it's like a movie and you're making me crazy

'Cause life imitates art

—

You tell me life isn't that hard”

These are the lyrics that make sense to me, and I will explain my choices of them tbh.

(“I was an angel, living in the garden of evil - screwed up, scared, doing anything I needed”) — this one can just connect to his true true self(he must've been so screwed up in the head when he was kid, scared and then he got these personas to keep himself a float).

(“Shinning like a fiery beacon”) — He's popular. He shines above.

(“You got the medicine I need. Fame, liquor, love give it to me slowly. Me and God we don't get along, so now I sing”) — Xander was genuine with what he said, of wanting to be friends with him(“love”). David technically got popular because of Xander(“fame”), and the angst we can give him because of Xander(“liquor”). The reason I colored God green was because I just thought of Teruko, and it worked.

(“No one's gonna take my soul away. Headed towards a fucked up holiday.”) — No one knows his true self. People dying everywhere, if he were to ever remember anything useful(birthdays and all), then it'll be fucked up to do it in a killing game, yeah?

(“ ‘Fuck yeah give it to me, this is heaven, what I truly want.’ it's innocence lost, innocence lost.”) I dunno it just screamed David to me, in a way. I can find myself in him, so maybe he could've done the same thing I did?(walking in your 'parents' fucking each other). Who knows tho

(“Like a groupie incognito posing as a real singer.”) — *gestures to chap2* it fits.

(“Life imitates art.”) — his mindset of people not being able to change.

(“You got the medicine I need. Dope, shoot it up straight to the heart please. I don't really wanna know what's good for me.”) — Xander is genuine. Just seeing the body made his hole, where his heart should be, bigger. He doesn't know anymore, but he knows he wants to help.

(“God's dead, I said ‘baby that's alright with me’. When you talk it's like a movie and you're making me crazy. 'Cause life imitates art. You tell me life isn't that hard.”) — Mai with the ”God's dead“ in the MV, and tbh with the way that David pulls himself it technically feels like he's alright with that(we dunno tho). Xander feels like a movie character, an anime protagonist to me and I mean. (*gestures again to chap2*) yeah. 'Cause life imitates art' again points to his mindset. People will say life isn't that hard, he's one of them with his happy persona, and. It just fits and feels like him (to me).

(shrivels in Angel David ideas, etc etc)

Hahaygshwhsghdgdhshehgdhdh. I'm (insane babbling) 👍👍💡💯‼️‼️‼️💕🫶

@xmicrophonyx (just cause I kinda told you about the song, and stuffs)🫶

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