calloused fingertips dig dents into the plush fat of your cheeks, hands cupped around the soft, pliable skin. his lips brush against the tip of your nose, the crystals of his blue eyes staring down into yours.
your spine perks, back arching till the diamonds of your nipples brush against his bare chest. your sweet symphony of whimpers fuel simon on until he can feel the control drain from his veins.
“you love this shit, don’ you?” his words curl, tone low just loud enough for you to hear him.
your answer with a drawn whine, mind blurring as your nails latch into the rippling muscles that line his back. his hips fuck you down into the mattress, every deep thrust lodging the breath up n outta your lungs.
“answer me, baby,” he laughs, hips pressing just deep enough to kiss at your cervix. “tell me you fuckin’ love it.”
n the way he digs his hips against the back of your ass forcing you to feel every bit of him has you sobbing out a mess of “yesyesyes- i love it, i-i love itt..”
his throat rumbles in a soft hum, hands wrapping around the underside of your thighs to press them against the bed n stretch you wide for him. “y’know you do, sweet girl. you love every fuckin’ bit, all of it.”
n simon can admit, he’s rambling. nerves racing before they begin to pull taut, his mind quick to try desperately to distract him from the feelin of your warm, velvety walls sucking him in with such ease it pains him.
his breath fans against your cheek, lips dancing over the red indents painted against the pretty skin before he’s grounding his forehead into yours, lips curling into that all too known smile.
“don’t start cryin just yet, pretty,” he laughs softly, breath kissing your lips. “you wanted this, ‘member? we gonna be here all night, baby… you asked for it.”
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Songs sung in T voices? You mean just regular male voices because trans men are men
imagine being so miserable that you see a post about trans joy and pride in transmasculinity and the first thing you think is “i’m going to find a way to see this as transphobia instead”.
i have a t voice. my voice is distinctly different from most cis men’s voices in a way that a lot of other trans people’s voices are distinctly different after being on t. a lot of us have voices with a unique quality to them. the claim that me, a trans man with a t voice, talking about voices like mine somehow implies that my own gender isn’t real…is just fucking wild, honestly.
i think t voices are BEAUTIFUL. i love them so much, having my own voice sound like that was genuinely one of the things i was the most excited about when i started t because to me, that voice is the kind i heard when i watched videos made by other trans guys that taught me about what was possible for me and met other trans guys irl for the first time and got advice on transitioning or just life from them. it’s such a comforting sound and so important to me.
nothing about recognizing that distinctive quality implies that trans men aren’t real men. i have a t voice just like i have a deep voice, a quiet voice, a tonally expressive voice — it’s just a descriptor for one of many things that can make a voice unique. my voice is a “male voice” and it’s also a t voice because i’m a man whose voice has been affected by going on t in a distinctive way. the two aren’t in any way at odds with each other.
if i described my chest as a post-op chest, would you come into my inbox saying “you mean just a regular male chest?” i have a feeling you probably wouldn’t because on some level, even you get that talking about unique parts of living in a trans body doesn’t invalidate who we are. it’s fine if you personally wouldn’t want to describe your voice that way because it makes you dysphoric or isn’t applicable to your voice or isn’t as meaningful to you, but that doesn’t mean it’s morally incorrect for me to do so.
trans bodies are wonderful. visible (or in this case, audible) transness is wonderful. it’s not a bad thing to have features that are distinctively trans, and having those features doesn’t make you less of a man. we don’t have to reject our transness or be exactly like cis men to be real men because cis manhood isn’t the gold standard, it’s just one of many ways to be a man.
(also, not everyone who goes on t is a trans man, so not every t voice is a male voice. it’s funny how the people who get mad at me for being proud of my t voice are always the same ones who have really gender essentialist and binaristic views on transitioning.)
so no, i don’t mean “regular male voices”, i mean fucking t voices because that was a post about unashamed in-your-face proud transmasculinity, not transmasculinity that tries to make itself indistinguishable from cis manhood. please keep your assimilationist bullshit away from my trans joy, thank you very much.
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