#IM COMPLETELY NORMAL ABOUT THEM OK

[jayvolans]

The They’re Gay Your Honor™️ starter pack

#genshin impact #lantern rite #beidou and Ningguang #Ningguangs secretary is my favorite LMAO #that’s young!madame ping about guizhong in the first two!!! #broke is zhongli x guizhong #woke is Madame ping x guizhong #IM COMPLETELY NORMAL ABOUT THEM OK #kavetham #I love them sm #they are PEAK strangers to lovers to exes to lovers again #we all know that beidou and Ningguang are locked in #the og gays if you will

[mintypsii]

author x barista cafe au (sanji is competing against himself)

#WHY ARE THEY SO STUPID #ok so basically usopp is writing a story based on his own life and since he began frequenting the cafe a love interest (sanji) was introduc #and he lets sanji read it hoping he'll get the message (also cuz they both love stories) and it completely flies over his head #op #one piece #sanuso #usosan #usopp #sanji #black leg sanji #cafe au #comic #mintart #my art #i just love how oblivious sanji is in canon too #like you'd expect the hopeless romantic to notice when a girl likes him and then he just . doesnt IT'S SO FUNNY #poor osome lol (viola and pudding too cuz he didnt realize when they got a lil crush on him #not that i ship them with any of those characters but they DID like him canonically at some point and he DIDNT EVEN KNOW is he stupid (yea) #and usopp being so roundabout about his feelings and NOT DIRECT AT ALL. hello be normal please #he's just like me fr #bonus page is inspired by that wano scene where usopp eats sanji's soba and is like #it's so nice to eat ur food again sanji :D so glad u came back safe<3 #WHY IS HE SO CUTE......... IM GONNA CRY #ok im just yapping now sorry bye #also i made this au with my friend and we have a lil inside joke that the other barista exists and it's him LOL #i have doodles of that too

[best-enemies]

I've reached season 5 on my CSI rewatch and I'm a few episodes past "Swap Meet", where a woman is murdered after attending a swing party with other couples from the neighbourhood. Near the end of the episode there's a moment that made me jump from my seat:

(Grissom walks up to Sara and takes the seat next to her. He's holding two cups. He hands her a cup of tea.)

[INT. POLICE DEPARTMENT - BRASS' OFFICE]

Erin Brady: Everybody fantasizes about other people. (She glances at Grissom.)

Even you, Mr. Grissom. A neighbor, a friend ... girl at the office.

[INT. POLICE DEPARTMENT - HALLWAY]

(The door opens. Paul Brady walks out of the hallway. Erin Brady walks out into the hallway. Sara is sitting in the hallway chair watching them. She watches as they meet and kiss.)

(Grissom walks up to Sara and takes the seat next to her. He's holding two culps. He hands her a cup of tea.)

LIKE!!!!!!!

Right after Erin ends her sentence with 'girl at the office', the first time Sara and Grissom meet again, he brings her tea. This might be an innocent interaction but to me it seemed like a nod to this relationship they have where both are into each other, know about the other's feelings, but can't/won't do anything about it (although Sara has kind of given Grissom an ultimatum). I don't know if it was intentional - I'm guessing it is, because I picked it up immediately. I might or might not have squealed in delight.

#csi #gsr #i'm very Normal about them btw i don't think about them 50 times per day or anything #need to talk more about these two here #because im obsessed about them in a Normal way #sara is like. my dream wife. i totally get grissom being in love with her for years and barely holding it together #i would not though #i'm 1000% sure she's bi. but the writers have been cowards so far #also she and i dress THE SAME. yes i love 2000s clothes so what #i could talk about her forever she's everything to me #and grissom. oh grissom. i also get why she's been in love with him forever #i mean what the FUCK went down in san francisco did they hook up and sex was so good it scared them #and now they have to live with that tension and they're scared of crossing that line #nah i'm guessing with these two they just REALLY clicked. like. they were an instant match and they knew it #but grissom didnt want to lose focus on work or whatever and they lived in separate states you know #but oh my god i totally get sara. grissom is such a silver fox. he's like one of the hottest old men i've ever seen in my life #you know what i 100% get tumblr sexualizing old men it's completely valid i'm in this now too #he has this LOOK. whenever he's angry at a suspect. and he looks angrily at them. i'm chewing on my keyboard just remembering it #and his smirks #AND THE WAY HE LOOKS AT SARA #im losing my mind #i love all of gil grissom but seasons 4-5 jesus fucking christ #ok enough with the sexualizing i love him as a character SO MUCH. he's absolutely fantastic #one of the things i love the most about him is that he doesn't judge people. whenever the team is confused about someone #or this persons' lifestyle #he's always trying to understand them and not judge them #like a true scientist he wants to understand the nature of things and people #and he's such a sweetheart i love him so much #like there are so many things i love about him i can't fit them all in the tags. same for sara #they're a perfect match for me

[ezraphobicsoup]

the unending cosmic horrors of the universe versus A Song

#that’s what rockabye the musical was about im pretty sure #also that one dr who episode #or prolly more than one #i need to either become music or have like multiple bodies to listen to more music or just be completely swallowed by music #i’m normal about music aren’t i #this isn’t even about a specific song it’s about many many many of them #i dunno cause like i think that music is kinda just life isn’t it #i’ve said this before but yknow the inherent rhythms of movement in life is like the basis for music #yesterday i had a conversation about how would we play the piano if we had four arms & hands #and the conclusion was that instruments would have developed in a completely different way! the basic rhythm of our collective selves #and the way that we would act beyond music in terms of just surviving would be entirrely different #there was something more about that but i forget. #anyway the broader statement here is that art is an inherent part of being a human being and we are all art and we are all human beings #and that’s incredible really. like in an even broader sense i am alive and you are alive and that’s art maybe in some way #i’m not quite sure what i’m saying these are just the thoughts i regularly rotate in my brain like everyone else #ok tumbles and esteemed guests (1-3 people realistically) i leave you with those ramblings #have a good evening or otherwise time #ezra’s real life rambles #ezra likes music

[tankgotstuckinthecircusgate]

finished mafia 2 yesterday . crying screaming building theories

#mafia 2 #Joe is alive i know nothing #i mourn Joe like he was my friend not Vito's #and ok i knew from the beginning like dear god it's game about fucking mafia there's just wouldn't be happy end #but my perfect ending was that Joe and Vito becoming the heads of Falcone family #like all their criminal activities have finally brought them to the top #also if Henry's drug case had been succesfull he'd be completely able to kill Falcone and run a crime family himself #also another thought about Henry (bc im not normal about him) #when he firstly said about this drug case i immedietly thought that it was his way to get revenge on destruction of Clemente's family #like he knew that drrug case will be fatal and it was a way to start war between Vinci and Falcone #so it was like a sacrifice #but i don't think that he was so deeply bonded with Clemente's family he's more like neutral guy idk #im not normal #game posting

[sludgeguzzler]

ever since the pandemic ended and i started going out and talking to people with the goal of "making friends being happy loving life" ive started o realize that i in fact do not enjoy the stay at home doing nothing not talking to anyone lifestyle and that i love calling ppl and that nature is actually the bomb, all the times id rather stay in bc "im just not an outings guy" is actually bc im like. traumatized or something

#do i know what caused this no do i want to stop it god. yeah. i wanna go out and vlimb trees :( i wanna hug my friends #and give them little gifts and non stop tell them about everything that im interested in :( #finding out im aromantic also just completely changed how i see my friendships and myself too #like yeah!!!!! friends!!!!!!!! #romantic tension is a lie i am just quirky & chill like that #anyways i AM looking forward to the thing were havong on monday HOWEVER the fact that its happening on my exs house is #unfortunate. like maybe im not gonna be so chill while there. but thats ok im still gonna try and im gonna be mature about it #is it weird hes already after someone else wohin less of a month yeah but its none of my business anymore #i dont want to confront him thats his own mess im being normal about it. i am handling this correctly #if anyone asks me i will be honest if he asks me i will be honest #i have no problem with the girl i only have a problem with him. i actually really really enjoy the girls company #shes so chill. like she says she loves me sometimes and im like woah! i dont rlly know you! #but its a warm feeling i enjoy it #i wanna start saying i love my friends too #i wanna make her a bracelet actually #thatd be so slay #o should invite her and some friends over just to make bracelets #we could make each other little things !!!! #i wanna draw stuff to my friends #yayayayayayayay i love my friends i wanna talk to them so bad omg omg omg what do i talk about #im gonna ask them about their day !!!!! #sg.txt

[woolydemon]

one of my fav things abt shaggy from Scooby Doo is that he is a skilled ventriloquist. He's really good at throwing his voice to make other things sound like they're talking, and also he has a talking dog that's unrelated to that

#rando thoughtz #it would be rlly funny if he's been voice acting his dog this entire time #but its even funnier if these have no relation to each other. he just has a talking dog thats it #no explanation why. no logical reasoning #(besides mystery inc which explained hes a descendant of a cosmic god or whatever but thats canon only in that show not overall) #i had a friend joke that shaggy learned it for a bit but now nobody believes him when he says his dog can talk for real #which is also rlly good #do many different opportunities for comedy with canon shaggy ventriloquist #which is only a thing bc casey kasem was super talented & could also throw his voice #much like how they made shaggy vegetarian bc casey was also vegetarian #ok one more shaggy fact i rlly like since im on a roll here #shaggy has an extensive collection of belt buckles & wears a different buckle each episode. #it just so happens they're always covered up by his shirt #sorry sorry i just love scooby doo. like unironically. its one of my interests akshdkjflfjfkf #ppl dont realize this sometimes i knew someone who was like ''i didnt know u were This Into scooby doo i thought u just causally liked it'' #like no i didnt watch every direct to dvd scooby doo movie in existence for me to come out the other side normal about this cartoon #anyway this was prompted bc im dressing as shaggy for Halloween. again #its an easy costume & wont give me trouble to wear it on campus #i just gotta have my scooby plush with me to complete the costume #though this time im also wearing a hoodie around my waist + a mask that both have scooby on them #i think shaggy could be the kind of guy to wear merch of his own dog

[bumbleblurr]

I can enjoy sh0ckblur but like in the way that they're divorced from the start. I mean that they meet for the first time and they're already so done with each other

#its like. i have been tossing around shock & blur interactions in my head for a while #and i realize. i do like seeing them interact genuinely #i just am extremely invested in the toxic worsties version of the relationship #i am almost tempted to draw like. them fighting but in a loveless queer way yknow what i mean #though its gonna almost seem like im shitting on the ship like. yeah i dont like them romantically but im not here to be an asshole yknow #and there is like. 1 version of romantic sh0ckblur i like and its from my friends unfinished & completely unposted fic akdgflfhflfhf #i just. find them being fucked up extremely facisnating to me ok? #though i also dont want to seem like im romanticizing this shit either like very much can confirm what is happening here is Bad #but of course the shippers often still romanticize it anyway so that makes me hesitant to start any drawing projects that have this topic #they will literally tag my video of shock insulting blur with a your mom joke as ship like 💀💀💀💀 #girlie i am telling u that is not ship #idk much to think about. #lets see how normal i am after finals bc thats gonna deffo determine if i want to draw these guys going through hell and back #🐝 could you repeat the last part? 🟦

[hartmannyoukaigirl]

Shiki is fr everything, androgynous but non mistakably female character that's also sadistic but with Morals who's also extremely badass and wields a knife and wears a leather jacket ontop of a kimono and has incredibly op super power of seeing the LINES OF DEATH OF ALL BEINGS AND THINGS EVEN CONCEPTS but it's not cringy or too much it somehow got executed Perfectly. like. She's if a 12 year old tried to come up with a badass character and IT WORKED PERFECTLY. Her eyes light up and she can insta kill anything ?? Literally deviant art oc tier but somehow it works and it's amazing. She's so cool.

#reading the novel and reading her high of getting to kill people and stab them and play with them but never actually killing them bc #of murder being at the end of the day a huge sin is aaaaaaannejhb n!nend IDK WHY I LIKE THAT CONCEPT SM #like i always like everything edgy and sadistic and violent ngl so like. Its intresting to see the same sadism except portrayed #Realistically. Like oh yeah theres Police and jail and also murder is a super huge sin and a bad thing !!!! #but also The Impluses. #like she already has that dual.. tri .. personality ?? girl has twitter DID levels of personality disorder but despite all she still wants #to be normal and good #like she geniunely just wants to be normal because if she did give in her impulses nothing will come out of it and she will feel bad bc #she commited a huge sin. So its just constantly fighting with the 'need to kill!!! murder!!!' urges and with The Morals #MAN. man. #ok spoilers incoming #i love how she never actually murdered anyone all along but that doesnt make her normal still because she still played with the corpses #afterwards and she still enjoys hurting others #but she never did commit any murder .. its that Boundary between not a sinner and a sinner that she's constantly in #another title for the series is 'Boundary of emptiness' and. Yeah #im gonna be honest i didnt understand anything of the after ending extra that explained void shiki and i dont get the stuff about emptiness #but i understand the yin and yang metaphors and. themes. I understand the themes and narratives!!! #at the very end she did kill someone but its as a no fault as a murder can be. like completely sinless bc that was in self defence and #who she murdered was a huge murderer and stalker and to be rapist anyways so at the end. all is well <3 #she also did have a normal life as can be atleast. she 😿😿😿😿😿😿😿 married m*kiya and ended up being a m*ther which. i might. yknow. #almost gave the entire series a 4/10 for but its whatever. ive moved on. shes happy and thats what matters ( extereme copium ) ( God i HATE #MIKIYA ) #ASIDE FROM THAT SHE DID BECOME A MASSIVE YAKUZA BOSS AND SO YKNOW WHAT ITS fine its fine i loved the extras 😹😹😹😹 ( denial ) #THIS GOT WAY TOO LONG AND RAMBLY SORRY. ANYWAYS CONCLUSION I LOVE SHIKI BEST CHARACTER EVER

[iiscpr]

more bullshit

#this is such a good way to spend my time Im so fucking busyyyy #this also actually made me realise that its the second time ive drawn denmark as patrick/christian bale and its like. well its true but im #insane also #ive been wanting to do the fernanfloo meme for 50 years though because that most litearlly is already his outfit #but well anyways i got to give him a spiffy alternative fancy outfit that im kind of obsessed with #it may be that he doesnt have his stupid headband for 5 minutes or the bullet wound swagger but well i like him #litearlly no body is going to understand the context of the first meme until like. 6 volumes of my comic come out im crazy #well whatever. its for me ok. #i should have been working on my berserk drawing but instead. #my ranting #do you guys understand how long it took me to find the christian bale image without the goth bugs bunny i wanted to kill myself #then all i had to do was google ''christian bale so cunty'' and the second image on google was the fucking post...like goddd #''why is denmark in heaven'' well because the inbetween is all clouds so the backgrounds always are white please pleaspelaplseplease #i know i backed myself into a cornerrr thereee but pleaseee #Pleaseee #with that logic he should also be wearing completely white clothes unless theyre his normal outfit but i figured that would look Really Wei #Weird so i didnt do it #im aware no one cares and im inflicting these rules upon myself ok well the illness #...which is why i also tried to fit kyles binder beneath the dress which he would never wear bc of the dysphoria but i figured ok well. idk #the binder was built into the dress or something idk idk dont think about it too hard #''dont think about it too hard'' is the hardest thing 4 me. well i will think about it soo hard unfrotuantely #its 5 am #my art #kyle batillo #denmark newman #kar #it feels really weird to draw the 2 of them without ilya there. its like going to a hotel without the cuck chair. #like wheres my beautiful third wheel scowling in the background #cady will you tell him his hair looks sexy pushed back OK SORRY i should rewatch meangirls. for the millionth time #sad you cant see his giant gauges bc hair is covering but just remmeber theyre there k drew them.....

[two-calicos-in-a-trenchcoat]

THE FLIES ARE DRIVING ME INSANE

#they keep buzzing around my head #FUCK OFF FUCKING BUGS #AHHHHHHH #IT JUST TRIED TO GO INTO MY MOUTH #FUCKING MOTHERFUCKER #yes ok my mouth was open cuz i was cursing the fucker out but AHHHHHH #GET OUT OF MY HOUSE #YOURE LUCKY MY CAT AND DOG ARE AFRAID OF THE FLY SWATTER NOISES AND IM A BIG SOFTY THAT DOESNT LIKE SCARING THEM #to be clear my house is clean we just always have a fly problem this time of year #and harley still wont come downstairs during the day so shes not keeping them as thinned out as she normally would #and my dad hasnt been going after them with the fly swatter as much cuz chewbys afraid of the fly swatter #it is pretty entertaining to watch chewby hunt them tho #something about a 63 pound dog standing completely still and tracking the fly with her eyes til it comes close enough for her to snap at #it like a snake is incredibly adorable

[investingestincest]

man journalism ain't what it is nowadays. the invited people on my TV keep yelling at each other and look like they're second away from mauling each other. the interviewer straight up had to intervene and reprimand them like they're little kids like. grown ass people ???

#this law is driving people insane omg #if they start throwing hands i wouldn't be surprised #i was about to turn it off and go study but now i think that im gonna keep it on JUST a little bit more #oh shit they had to transition to an ad #are they gonna put them in timeout while the ads play ? #omg they're back #they look calmer now #did they kiss #ok yeah no they're normal now i think im gonna turn it off #twas still a lil funny to watch #oop nevermind they're fighting again #this has been going on for almost an hour now #im having so much fun watching them argue. this is the equivalent of a comedy show to me #the interviewer looks so close to laughing his ass off this is fucking ridiculous #sobbing they had to put another ad break WHILE they were arguing literally what the fuck #it's not even been 10 minutes #all of this over a stupid ass law made by a stupid ass president #holy shit wait i think they straight up threw them out cause now they're changing the subject. they're on a completely different headline #oh my god they actually did. there's a completely different person remplacing them #funniest shit ive ever seen #grown ass people

[uniquezombiedestiny]

vera and gebura for da bingo?

vera:

what the fuck is wrong with her. my little eeby deeby. my silly rabbit 👁_👁

i am rotating her so much. i dont know how to put my thoughts into works but im biting her and shaking her around so fast. mv too especially her

this is all probably becuase its 1am rn

gebura:

BASED shes so based. also super cool looking

she could kill me in like 3 seconds but that probably depends which gebura im meeting

#thanks for the ask -gebura #had to force myself to be normal and not write more about me. but im fucking awesome i am unbelievably based and cool #vera is a squimblo shes just a creature thing. she needs therapy but would that even fix her #is she fixable at all #a complete mystery #also we can both agree on god we need a fucking hug #if i got a hug id be normal about it. afterward no idea #same for vera but she can and will become rabid over WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON (it is emotion) #............................... #👁_👁 <- just realized how much she shares with geminiano if you look at it right #it KEEPS HAPPENING #or maybe im tired and not seeing everything idk #OH ALSO the chattering lack of common sense. THEM. SO THEM #ok posting time time to loop that song and die to losing energy via imagining so much. blorbo disease #goodbye *fades into the wind*

[jenscx]

MAGNETIC — yu jimin x f!reader

it was your very first time appearing solo on a variety show. was it a blessing or a curse that you ended up paired with aespa’s leader?

TAGS — fluff, self-on kode, lesserafim member!yn, flirty!karina, mostly texting, short oneshot

WORDCOUNT — 1.4k

you were unsure about attending a variety show alone, especially one that had garnered a lot of attention lately. self-on kode, broadcasted on youtube. it was going to be your first time appearing solo, without the safety of your group mates. naturally introverted, you allowed your more outgoing members to lead the conversation, like yunjin, who was basically your saviour.

barely having a chance to greet the staff, you were quickly ushered into the seat. behind you, a pink wall separated you and your mystery partner. you had hoped they were going to be someone your age. it was already awkward talking to a stranger, but if it was a senior? you shuddered.

“y/n-ssi,” the director handed you the noise-cancelling airpods. you nodded at him gratefully and the cameras started rolling.

the chat was empty for a while and you almost started typing when a greeting came.

tonkatsu:

hello~~

i am tonkatsu ^^

you raised an eyebrow at the strange nickname. tonkatsu? like the food?

babybird:

hello, i am babybird

(“why did i choose the name tonkatsu?” jimin repeated, a smirk on her face, “i was feeling hungry.”

“babybird, or ahgase is the fandom of got7,” you explain, cheeks flushed, “i am a fan of theirs.”)

tonkatsu:

how are u today?

i was very excited to film!

you giggle, why did they answer their own question?

babybird:

i was nervous, it’s my first time appearing solo

tonkatsu:

ure in a group, babybird-nim ^^?

oh shit, you thought. with the staff laughing at your misfortune, you struggle to come up with a suitable reply to tonkatsu.

tonkatsu:

i think ure more shy than me

babybird:

is that a good thing?

tonkatsu:

oh? definitely not hehe

you roll your eyes at their reply. they were so annoying! cheeks puffed out, you continue typing.

babybird:

what’s with your name?

it’s a little strange..

tonkatsu:

i just like it

i’m really hungry now

i’m on a diet :((

babybird:

so you’re an idol?

your eyes gleam with amusement. your partner had just revealed a very important detail about her—

tonkatsu:

yes!

what the…

babybird:

why did you admit that so easily? ^^;;

normally people would hide that fact

tonkatsu:

but can u guess which idol i am~~

(jimin stares blankly at the camera, “of course i hadn’t expected babybird to pick up on my mistake but i had to show them that everything i did was intentional!”

“i thought it was very smart of them to reveal it,” you say, “it is hard to find out which idol my partner was.” the subtitle underneath you says, she was fooled.)

tonkatsu:

what’s ur mbti, babybird?

babybird:

i forgot… i think istj?

tonkatsu:

enfp, wow

babybird:

we’re complete opposites…

tonkatsu:

opposites attract tho?

you internally palm your face. the staff laughs at your misfortune of being partnered with a flirting expert. it was only fate for you to meet someone so…

babybird:

what’s with your flirting?

didn’t you say you were shy?

tonkatsu:

i guess it comes out naturally with u

u shld feel honoured!

i am quite the catch

babybird:

ok, let’s move on :)

do you have siblings?

tonkatsu:

just an unnie ^^

ah…

babybird:

you’re a girl.

was this time on purpose?

tonkatsu:

are u a guy or a girl?

wow, she just completely ignored you. but from the way she reacted, it was a mistake.

babybird:

guess?

tonkatsu:

this is what im hoping for!

a girl!

babybird:

oh..!

are you a prophet?

the camera pans to jimin who laughs at your absurd comment. the director holds up a sign which catches your attention; show your partner your home screen.

tonkatsu:

[image attached]

“homescreen,” you squint your eyes, “do you mean screen time…?”

tonkatsu:

why are u taking so long?

are u a boomer?

babybird:

[image attached]

watch your mouth

why is your homescreen so messy?

tonkatsu:

did u just buy ur phone lol

it’s so empty..

babybird:

wow we do not match each other

tonkatsu:

how many people do u live with?

babybird:

you tell me first

tonkatsu:

3 other people!

jimin smirks, “if they’re smart enough, they’ll think of aespa!”

meanwhile, you shudder at the thought of another 4 member girl group. “ah… do you guys have enough budget to host blackpink?”

tonkatsu:

answer my question! ^^

babybird:

nope! it’s a secret :)

tonkatsu:

hey!!!

that’s so unfair

i revealed mine to u

:((

babybird-nim…

babybird:

your begging won’t do anything

tonkatsu:

but…

don’t u think i’m cute?

babybird:

?!

what.

tonkatsu:

LMAO

i’m just kidding~

“why did you pair me up…” you mutter, “with a weirdo?” the staff laughs at your remark while jimin looks around warily, “are you guys laughing at me?”

babybird:

you’re an interesting person.

tonkatsu:

that sounds backhanded

babybird:

i live alone

(“i felt like lying to her. she kept teasing me, so it only felt right to lie, and i didn’t want her to know which group i’m from,” you say.)

tonkatsu:

oh!!

are u a soloist?

or…

are u older? ^^

your face of astonishment draws out more laughter. what the hell. you think. jimin, on the other side, just laughs quietly at herself and your silence.

(“it was my first time ever, having someone insinuate that i was old,” you say, “i was slightly shocked.”

“it wasn’t meant to be rude or anything, just to draw out a reaction,” jimin explains. the subtitle reads, the power of enfp.)

babybird:

do i seem old?

tonkatsu:

ah…

maybe? a little

i like older women tho :))

can i call u unnie?

let’s talk informally

babybird:

wow you type fast.

and i didn’t say i was older

what if i was in my 40s?

tonkatsu:

i’ll act polite when we meet

over chat, let’s be friends!

babybird:

your way of thinking…

it’s amazing

tonkatsu:

i know right!!

only u understand me

do u like watching dramas?

babybird:

oh!

i watched pyramid game

tonkatsu:

who’s ur favourite character?

babybird:

suji or maybe doah!

tonkatsu:

do u like bona sunbaenim?

babybird:

yes!!

i watched 2521 too!

she’s really pretty…

tonkatsu:

babybird-nim.

babybird:

yes?

tonkatsu:

who’s prettier?

me or bona sunbaenim

babybird:

lol i don’t even know you

tonkatsu:

based off the vibe ^^

babybird:

bona sunbaenim

no doubt haha

jimin pouts. the director holds up another sign; share your playlist with your partner.

tonkatsu:

[image attached]

babybird:

[image attached]

tonkatsu:

oh! u like aespa?

babybird:

yes…

i like dreams come true

and thirsty the most

tonkatsu:

i like aespa too!!

who’s ur bias?

babybird:

maybe… winter?

but i like them all

(“how did you feel when she said winter was her bias, and not karina?” the director asks. jimin sighs dramatically, “i guess, disappointed. i thought she would be drawn to me.”)

tonkatsu:

ah…

the disappointment is evident.

babybird:

do you have a bias?

tonkatsu:

karina obv!

she’s super pretty

babybird:

yes, i agree

tonkatsu:

but why is winter ur bias?

babybird:

i feel that she’s more relatable

karina is someone i would just stare at

i would never dare to talk to her

tonkatsu:

oh, why?

babybird:

she’s too pretty.

you further elaborate, “i saw her backstage before. she’s actually so pretty i couldn’t even move, one of my members had to nudge me.”

jimin, on the other hand, is flattered.

“she’s saying i’m too pretty to be her bias?” she laughs.

babybird:

let’s hold hands

tonkatsu:

so suddenly?

babybird:

the director told me to tell you ^^

tonkatsu:

LOL okay

you stand up from your chair, inching closer to the corner of the pink wall. your heart is beating a mile, pounding against your rib cage as you extend your hand, meeting the stranger’s. your first thought is that the hand is warm, and way bigger than yours. both hands interlink, you hold your breath. only when the stranger gives a squeeze, you let go, a pink flush on your face.

tonkatsu:

that was heart-fluttering

babybird:

your hand is so warm

tonkatsu:

was it nice?

after this, let’s hold hands more

(“i was thinking… is she crazy? or just flirty,” you groan, “everytime she would say something flirty and i didn’t know how to respond.”)

eventually, the chat ends abruptly. you sigh, stretching as you stand up again. you hear shuffles from the other side. strangely, your palms are sweaty and you feel suffocated.

a head peeks out from the other side.

“oh my god.”

“you tricked me!” are yu jimin’s first words to you. the stunning leader stands in front of you, mouth agape and all you can think about is how you basically confessed your love for her.

she moves closer to you, “so you were lying about living alone?”

“payback to you teasing me,” you answer, your throat feeling oddly dry. jimin laughs heartily, “how could i not tease when your reactions are so cute?”

the camera pans to you two sitting down, the director asks, “so will we see you holding hands more often?”

“yes, definitely!” jimin answers, beaming. you splutter indignantly while hiding your red face in your hair.

she turns to you, “i said we would hold hands more, right?”

you can only nod. who were you to deny yu jimin?

#aespa #aespa x reader #yu jimin x reader #jimin x reader #karina x reader

[requiemsystem]

ADVICE FOR NEWLY DISCOVERED OR SUSPECTED SYSTEMS

if you suspect you may be a system or have recently discovered that youre a system, things can be confusing and hard. im making this post as someone who has been aware of being a system for about 5 years and has been diagnosed for 2. these are things i wish we knew and did. i hope it will be helpful to some of you and i wish you luck on discovering things about yourself and your system keep in mind everyone is different and systems are no exception, so what i list here might be incredibly beneficial for one person but do nothing for another. find what works for you. i will try to provide a variety of advice in order for you to see what fits you best DO YOUR RESEARCH research the disorder, try to find others experiences and things you think would help you. this is especially helpful if you are suspecting and not yet sure if you have it, researching symptoms and others experiences can be very helpful in determining START SYMPTOM LOGGING this can be as simple as "i blacked out today" or "i dont feel like myself right now", you dont have to be identifying switches or putting names to alters, theres no rush to be able to do that and some systems have no desire to do that symptom logging is useful because it can help you identify potential triggers and patterns in your symptoms. for example, if you can remember what happened before a period of amnesia and remember being exposed to a stressful event or something potentially triggering, this would be worth writing down to see if its a recurring pattern REACH OUT TO OTHER ALTERS this can be done in a variety of ways, but the easiest way would be to leave a note in a place itll be seen. for example, a sticky note on a mirror (if you live with other people and cant do this, try leaving a note on your phone in a frequently checked app) i would advise saying something along the lines of "hello, i am (name) and i would like to communicate with you. i suspect we have a disorder called (DID/OSDD) and we share the same body and mind. please write back to me in (location, can be a notebook or app etc) and tell me some about yourself if you feel comfortable" but you can say whatever works for you. i just think the main points to cover are having DID/OSDD and introducing yourself as well as asking for an introduction in return START WORKING ON COMMUNICATION this takes a lot of practice, so i always say its better to build up early rather than late. we have a whole post on it that can be found here REMINDERS AND THINGS TO REMEMBER if you do not remember your trauma, do not dig for it. it isnt safe to try to remember trauma without professionals help. if you happen to remember, thats one thing, but dont intentionally seek out triggers to try to remember denial is common and not a sign of faking, if you were faking you would know and would not be in denial. being wrong about having DID/OSDD (if you are suspecting but not sure) is not the same as faking no two systems are the same. you dont have to look exactly like some other system you know or online to be real its normal to not know everything right away. you wont know all your alters immediately, you may not be able to access (and you may not have) your innerworld, you probably wont remember all of your trauma without professionals help, etc. its all normal its totally ok to keep information about your system private. there is no need to share with anyone you do not feel completely safe and comfortable with switching at any frequency is normal, there is no "correct" amount to switch. any amount of alters is normal, there is no "correct" amount of alters. any level of amnesia is normal, there is no "correct" level of amnesia apps like simply plural and bots like pluralkit can be incredibly helpful for some systems, but there is absolutely no pressure to use them if you do not feel comfortable - grey

#did osdd #osdd did #did system #osdd system #osddid #actually dissociative #dissociative identity disorder #other specified dissociative disorder #did alters #actually did #c did #complex did #did alter #osdd #actually osdd #osdd 1b #did #traumagenic system #dissociative system #osdd 1a #did discovery #osdd discovery

[modestmints]

banging mt head Against the wall /POSITIVE

#IM REALLY NORMAL ABOUT CHARACTERS THAT IVE KNOWN FOR LIKE 2 WEEKS #if i see a good ace image and my first reaction is to think I would bite someones limbs off for them well thats none of your business ok. #as far as you know i am Completely normal and only obsessed with ace in an average mentally well person way #tobi.txt #completely unrelated but how do i make it so that im notified whenever a certain word is said in a certain server