#I've been ill

[amuhav]

Tayuin ii. opportunistic

beggar’s hands insisting, butchers carve my bones

        Kaelys moved before him, smiling up as she adjusted the collar of his black and gold robes, snapping him out of his surveillance. “I do hope you won’t fill all our time alone with such things, though. It would become very boring to say no to you all the time.”         “Yet here we are, stuck in this very boring moment because you do not wish to talk.” Sighing again, he slipped a stray white curl behind her ear, holding her cheek in the palm of his hand as he met those defiant eyes. “You, my Queen, are as stubborn as the winter is unyielding.”         “And you, my dear, are as persistent as a summer day is long, and so are we forever matched.”         Qariel chuckled faintly. “I suppose so.”

#wp link #wordpress link #simlit #Tayuin Eth'salin #Faelyn Wilds #story: Tayuin #I've been ill #so I've been stewing on this chapter far too long #rip me

[mxrpchronicle]

opened dreambubble in a new browser for the first time since i'm back online. i have been deemed grimbark jade, not araneo.

#ask #anon #dreambubble #mxrp #i'm not sure when i'm gonna answer asks #i've been ill

[umblrspectrum]

i love learning cursive just to write text for exactly one character

#fun umbral lore. i can barely read cursive #if you want to hide anything from me then write it in cursive and i will literally never be able to read it #or write it. i had to google cursive text generator and copy it for this #ill settle on textbox designs also eventually #god its been so long since i've drawn the manor gang i think #saw this post and i immediately thought “cyn” #it has nothing to do with her being my number 1 blorbo. bite me #murder drones #art #murder drones n #murder drones v #murder drones j #murder drones cyn #serial designation n #serial designation j #serial designation v #they're so gay also they blushed immediately after this and made out probably im still torn between like 5 different ships #curse you fanfics for putting these ideas in my head

[hasnomoxxie]

I FORGOT TUMBLR EXISTED

UH-

UM-

ILL GET ON MY PEPPIBLAST SHIT SOON-

...UMM

JESUS CHRIST HOLDING BLUEY

Yeah that'll do it

#art #shitpost art #jesus christ #bluey #bluey heeler #bingo heeler #bandit heeler #bluey fanart #bible fanart #chilli heeler #lately i've just casually been drawing jesus whoops ithink hes a comfort character HELP ME #IM SORRY ILL DRAW PEPPIBLAST SHIT SOON I GENUINELY FORGOT TUMBLR EXISTED #ill leave now bye #i'm not seeing those pearly gates am i-

[mebssann]

still not over them ;-;

#the only m/f ship I've ever been THIS inversted and then they're doomed by the narrative :) #they make me physically ILL #adventure time #fionna and cake #betty grof #simon petrikov #petrigrof #fanart #digital art #my art

[parisoonic]

Rubbin it in.

#tf2 #tf2 fanart #tf2 medic #tf2 heavy #team fortress 2 #heavymedic #im a heavy main and my boyf is a spy main but i've been teaching him heavy and ill go medic to help him stay alive lol #and he's CONVINCED that he carries me as heavy when im working my arse off to keep him alive as he thunders around #i never have the heart to argue though as he's SO proud

[biblically-accurate-dca]

encore!

#my art #daycare attendant #sundrop #sunnydrop #moondrop #dca fandom #the shading on this was super annoying so if it looks bad it's cause i gave up #anyway.... this was supposed to have some sort of symbolism in it. but i've forgotten what it was by now #interpret it as you'd like i suppose? #also oh my GOD THE DLC. i've been thinking abt them all day it's making me physically ill #this drawing is from way before that but hopefully i'll be able to post some ruin stuff soon

[killjoy-prince]

House M.D. but it's when Wilson says House's name

#house md #james wilson #prince's talk tag #finally!!! it's done! this and the house version took almost two weeks to do #first off thank you to the clinic-duty team on livejournal for making the transcripts for these episodes #because this video would be near impossible to make without their clear transcripts. I hope y'all are doing well #ive been reading a lot of fics with these two and i see how the authors have the characters refer to each other in their fics #and that got me wondering how much do they say each other's name in the show and how do they refer to each other #since this is the wilson video ill put his stats here #s1 was 11 times s2 was 18 s3 was 45 s4 was 32 s5 was 41 s6 was 60 s7 was 47 and s8 was 48 #in total he says his name 302 times. Mostly refers to him just by House #the only time I've heard him say his first name its when he's being professional or when he's really angry (and that one time he proposed) #and even then it's always the full name not just the first name #the only instance I've seen him use just his first name was on that note he put on House's xmas gift that we see in season 5 #and as much as I wanted to put that moment in here he never actually says the contents of the note out loud so i had to leave it out #but what surprised me was he says House's name more than House says his name #especially when the earlier seasons didn't have him say his name as much

[inkskinned]

it mattered because when my brother asked me what if this is the happiest you'll ever be? the best you'll ever get? the thing i felt was fear, not peace. everybody thought you were so perfect for me. even i thought you were "helping me grow". i had to challenge every internal clock. make myself more thoughtful, more kind, more beautiful.

i told my therapist it was good because i like the changes i made and there's something so strong about saying i did that. the problem is that i can like the difference all i want, but i changed for you. something akin to getting your name tattooed, all my progress is stamped with fuck you.

it was the happiest i'd ever been and also the best i'd ever gotten. i would still get in the car and think what the fuck just happened.

#warm up #writeblr #i spent a lot of time picturing our future #how funny to think: in each version of our future #i was never myself #i was someone smarter kinder braver #better adept. #who could navigate the way you shouted and got angry at small things and never fucking believed the best of me #i would never be needy and you'd never get tired of me #people usually talk about how we picture people as being “fixable”. but i assumed i was the problem. my idyllic picture wasn't of you. #it was a version of me that wasn't ill. that needed no extra help. that could be your wife and happy #the fact i wasn't happy was because there is something so wrong inside me. it's always been that way. i convinced myself: #if i stay i can change. if i stay i can make it worth it. i can apologize and fix this. and make us both okay. #for the last year i've been thinking about how you blamed our whole breakup on me. how it was my fault for whatever thing. #and i agreed with you. because of course i did. you'd trained me to believe everything was my fault . that you wanted to love me and i made #it far too hard. that i was always finding ways to ''set you off'. #a few days ago while i was doing something else #i realized that while i was in crisis you told me to fuck off and find someone else to get help. and you never fucking apologized . #you said i made you do that because i wasn't being sensible. i had been crying too hard to speak clearly. #you said: you're doing this to manipulate me. #you forgave yourself for that. i had to forgive you without apology. you said you were right to react that way. and then you were SO #SO annoyed. any time i said: i feel like you aren't nice to me. it is hard to trust that you love me. #i don't think about you that much anymore. but these days when i do: all i can think is that im not sure u ever really understood kindness #you were the cruelest to the people closest to you. and most of the time. that meant it fell to me.

[ind1c0lite]

Quick post older maya design when they least expect it

#ace attorney #apollo justice trilogy #maya fey #indys art #its not a big difference but just my own personal touches HGJKHLJ #I actually had a day to myself for once and I've been doodling maya a lot these past few days so here she is! <3 #my break week is coming up so *maybe* ill be able to do stuff them #maybe #ok back into the mist I go

[halorvic]

#sars cov 2 #covid 19 #i've interacted with 4 different friends/acquaintances in the past month alone who have all been hospitalised after having a stroke #(and in one case multiple strokes) #one who i visited in hospital over the weekend had a (unmasked) nurse coughing up a lung in her room 👍 #and one of them who had to undergo surgery also had to be moved to a different hospital #bc the ward they were keeping him in was full of confirmed covid patients 👍👍 #idk how many times it needs to be said before it gets through people's heads but VACCINES ARE NOT ENOUGH #and encouraging ppl to rely solely on them when there are already plans to jack up the prices so you have to KEEP PAYING for boosters #for an ONGOING mass-disabling event is so laughably unrealistic and absurd and flat-out demonic #you need to mitigate the actual spread of covid by WEARING A MASK + fighting for CLEAN AIR/proper ventilation in public spaces!!!!!! #ppl are so eager to forget the whole 'break the chain of transmission' thing and how effective masking is and so this is where we're at #'i got infected and infected other ppl who might die or become permanently disabled but it's no big deal bc no one else wears a mask #so if /i/ didn't infect them someone else would have anyway so it's not my fault and really its got nothing to do with me and my choices' #if everyone is responsible then no one is responsible - that's how it works right? #it's no wonder some ppl go rabid at even the sight of someone wearing a mask and minding their own business #ppl seeking treatment for unrelated conditions/illnesses and then dying from covid caught in hospitals #due to lack of npis/basic mitigation measures - no regulations no accountability #we truly live in a hell (''new normal'') of our own making #anyway none of this is new news at all i mostly thought it might be good to share the info graphic abt signs of stroke #covid has been given free reign and chances are increasing as to how likely you'll encounter it happening to someone you know at some point #also heart attacks and pots and alzheimer's etc etc etc

[fluentisonus]

roman theatre in orange, france

three stories tall & considered the best-preserved roman theatre in all of europe

#HELLO this was cool as hell. except not literally bc I was out in full sun in 40° heat to take these photos #<- might have made myself a little ill feeling while I was at it but it was worth it #thoughts #tagamemnon #this was very exciting bc I studied this theatre in university years ago & I've been wanting to go for a v long time #I have more photos but I have to wait til i get home to sort through them

[wickersquirrel]

Back to Pandaria

#wranduin #wrathion #anduin wrynn #pandaria #may have roped a pal of mine to help me colour this while I've been ill #ty Miikka #fan art #wow #digital art

[mroddmod]

"everybody loved contractors."

"nice."

#me when it's time to get mentally ill about another troubled father daughter duo #anyway i watched the show last year and ever since i wanted to play the game so i finally did #finished it like a month ago and then rewatched the show twice #so #i guess u could say i enjoyed it a fair deal 👍 #gonna start the second game soon #i know what's coming but i'm still not ready so i've been putting it off LOL #the last of us #the last of us hbo #tlou #tlou hbo #joel miller #ellie williams #my art #mods draws

[carrotkicks]

MARCHING BAND AU!!!!!

Chuuya is LOW BRASS. he plays the TUBA. Chuuya's the brass section leader, and has a rivalry with Dazai who is the Saxophone section leader. Daz plays tenor sax!! He used to be in the brass section too, playing trumpet until one year he mysteriously switched sides and joined the woodwinds....

#day two chuuya prompt was horn of course i could have gone the edgy route and done like. sheep horns BUT consider #MARCHING BAND AU #this coming from a former marching band kid. i used to be brass too! played trumpet :) #also i DID try to go kind of different than what i've been seeing others do. don't want to inadvertently copy someone. #doodles #bsd #bungo stray dogs #chuuya #dazai #skk #soukoku #chuuyatober #<- lol maybe ill keep going

[anewp0tat0]

Black Butler Amino, Black Arts Magazine - Holiday Party

it doesn't quite look like a holiday party from here, but what I imagined as a humble little piece is~~ Ciel and Lizzy sneak away from the big bustling midford Christmas party and raid the kitchen desserts, like they did when they were kids(it was Lizzy's idea, Ciel clearly hasn't been himself since he returned, and she wanted to bring him back).

#okay it's been a really long while so hi! I hope everyone has had a cool holiday season so far and will soon have a very great years end!! #and merry christmas to those who celebrate #I've been busy with work and art and unfortunately but obviously fortunately meeting and talking with a lot of people. it's very new to me #and I'm very happy with it. even if I haven’t had any chance to open my digital art folders #but yea that's to say that I'm good. i know no one's worried lol but school's been good and not a killer #I'm back in merica but when i go back i hope that ill be able to get back into the swing of drawing and stuff #I've had plenty of time to get settled and would hate to leave all of my big projects for this summer #I'll see! #kuroshitsuji #black butler #kuroshitsuji fanart #fanart #ciel phantomhive #digital art #elizabeth midford #lizzy midford