#I'm gonna do tw's still

[soup-is-here]

like fr tho when you talk about ocd symptoms with people who don’t have it you really walking on eggshells🧍‍♀️

Honestly !! Ive had some Gross ones since like 12 years old that I've kept p hidden for years. The amount of times I've heard "you sound insane" just from family members?? Like damn I guess I'll go be distressed without any adult emotional support then

The only person I talk about the bad ones with now is my therapist so I don't ruin my Well-Adjusted persona

#I'm gonna do tw's still #cause I'm gonna talk about some of mine here in the tags #unsanitary tw #injury tw #self-harm tw #ocd tw #my current grosses one is making myself throw up if I feel like my food is contaminated #That or checking before I flush to make sure I didn't like Shit A Full Organ or something #The most distressing one tho is when my kitchen feels contaminated and I end up cleaning things with water so hot #it burns off the top layers of my skin #Cocoa Butter is a miracle for that #second is probably where I continuously cut my nails down until they Feel Right even if that means cutting low enough that they bleed #OCD is wack man. There are people that flick lights and wash their hands too much but like #The shit your brain can come up with just to scare you is A Lot #I'm not even all that clean and organized it's specifically kitchens that bother me

[ochibrochi]

i'm surprised on how quickly i warmed up to damian's 2021 redesign, but i wish they kept his combat boots! i feel like they're just as iconic as his hood-cape when it comes to his signature look 💔

#damian wayne #batman #batman and robin #dc comics #i was gonna post this with the feb sketch dump but it was doing kinda well on tw*tter #so here it is by itself for your boot truthers out there #yes i'm officially declaring im still gonna draw him in boots no matter what design #IT JUST ISN'T THE SAME WITHOUT...........

[rejamart]

you want another fifty percent, you bleed. that's why it's called a bleed bonus.

#monkey man #dev patel #blood #blood tw #tw blood #i am still not normal over this movie im also reblogging this at a stupid time of night please be nocturnal for me tumblr #i'm gonna clean this up a bit and stick it on redbubble please follow for updates #this is a little washed out cos im doing some prints and the printer i use always comes back hella dark

[snackugaki]

one orrrr

two?

#not a perfect return to posting art #but fuck if my pettiness isn't a great driving force #lol about what snack?? #some ole bullshit i saw on the whassit... insta or twitter #one of those two where “FaNs” go to pretend they got no fucking manners #oOoOh you're a this that whatever artist because look you draw like this one OoOoh #fuck outa here #literally I'm gonna post going through my whole goddamn style rolodex #also? #personal art style is not as big a deal as some of these new/young artists think it is #like maybe in commercial or children's book illustration #since they look for a specific vibe #and you're doing yourself an artistic disservice by focusing so much on “creating a personal style” #and this weird fucking self-imposed boundary of like appreciating how an artist renders this or that aspect of their drawing #because they think the plagiarism police are gonna SWAT them #like... it's pretty and you like it bcoz it speaks to you so #fucking just #try it out #try out that type of line weight #try out that color palette #try out that way of lighting a person or a scene #try it #listen everyone is out here being an aesthetic frankenstein's monster #the minute you try out xyz in your art it becomes “your style” because how you interpret it replicate it will be #influenced (altered you could say) by how you draw #unless your ass getting paid to draw on model or your art lead's style or you wanna get on a show/game so you're cobbling a quick portfolio #but that's not this #also lol next mutation still got fans #my childhood nostalgia says hello #tw eyestrain

[veinsfullofstars]

🪞 Fallen angel... who do you see staring back from the Mirror? 🪞

(ID: Kirby series fanart of Galacta Knight and my personal interpretation of his Mirror World counterpart. GK hovers above facing slightly to our left, his feathery wings spread wide, shaded in lilac and tipped with gilded wing talons, a swallow-like tail visible. He holds his shield forward in his left hand (our right) and his lance to the side in his right (our left), a single magenta eye leering at the viewer through the visor of his mask. A halo of heart spears floats and shines angelically behind his horns. Below him, M!GK hovers in the same pose but flipped horizontally and without the halo. Visually, M!GK has mostly the same features as GK, with his color palette being darker and less saturated (dusty purple body, dark gray armor, gray mask, maroon lance, rose-gold horns and weapons accents). His eyes are not visible in the shadow of his mask, but there are signs of erosion running down the metal surface in rusty orange lines, almost like tear tracks. Instead of feathery wings, M!GK has wings composed of jagged shards of pink crystal, glittering and lit from within by a luminous glow. A few pale feathers can still be seen peeking out from his back. END ID.)

Hey, so... what if... I went a little insane for a minute? What if I just... concepted a character... for the sequel... to an AU... I've told no one about... and haven't even finished writing yet? What if I then... pulled the salt shaker labeled "ANGST" out of the pantry and just... unscrewed the cap all over this poor lad? Oh, and Galacta Knight's here, too, I guess.

Sketch started 02/21/24, render started 03/01/24, finished 03/06/24.

#veins art #veins ocs #veins fanart #fanart #kirby series #kirby #galacta knight #original character #oc #kirby oc #mirror galacta knight #<- (note that I don't claim to own the concept of M!GK itself - just this specific interpretation of him) #AU #kintsugi au #I'm having Ideas(TM) #me concepting: “hmm...how could I possibly hurt him more?” #“oh easy. by taking away his wings and putting his own crystal prison in their place! :D” #me realizing I have to actually draw said wings: *suffering* #I mean I guess they came out alright in the end but *frustrated artist noises* #regular GK still gets to be the Bastard of All Time tho - at least in this version #he also can be a li'l extra and have some gold wing claws as a treat :3 #how many eons do you think it takes to cry through your own mask? #*pounds fists on table* Rose! Gold! Horns! ROSE! GOLD! HORNS! #buh okay I need to stop looking at this thing for a minute - I'm gonna conk out now see ya'll tomorrow honk shoo mimimi #swallow tailed galacta knight #<- (inspired by @starflungwaddledee) #angst tw #veinsfullofstars

[viliantropy-art]

deep down.... what do you want?

Metal Sonic is a complex and learning machine, he's bound to have at least once thought that this battle was fruitless. It didn't matter how much he wanted to defeat Sonic because neither of them would back down. This whole repetitive fight (something a machine should have no problem with) started to lose its sense and it clawed in his mind how to stop all of it once and for all. But he already knew the solution from the very beginning... one of them has to go.

Amy Rose has been watching the robot, they even had a small moment of understanding before all of this needless violence. She saw it clear as day — his hesitation, and then his sudden drive to fight as if this would be his last. No, not on her watch.

#sth #myart #amy rose #metal sonic #amy rose fanart #metal sonic fanart #metamy #sth fanart #sonic the hedgehog #sth fancomic #deep down... #HE WANTS CHILI DOGS #jkjk #how do you file for evil robot retirement? #cw suicide #tw suicide #Also this may or may not be my last spam posting #I'm gonna be busy for another term but I'll still visit my social accounts from time to time

[librarygf]

the interview as a confessional. hm

#interview with the vampire #tw suicide #m #it's like why are you returning to this story now what is different what are you gonna say #sorry to episode 5 but i'm still so compelled by it. where are we going with this? #are we talking about abuse? complexity? love? forgiveness? responsibility? grief? #idk and i don't know if they'll handle it right but i'm still listening #but i need to know NOW like how do i respond to this episode i just can't tell

[yangjeongin]

HYUNJIN BIRTHDAY COUNTDOWN (2023 EDITION) ↘ D-28  | through the eras: I AM NOT

#hwang hyunjin #stray kids #bystay #createskz #malegroupsnet #a9gifs #hyunjin #flashing tw #*gif #*hyunjin #*ccarly #*carly:hyunjin #*series:hjbday23 #this set would be great if not for the mirror mv i hate her sorry #she ruined everything i'm gonna need u to pretend this is still cute #i maybe could've fixed it but i'm lazy so this will have to do

[nuclearanomaly]

Granite in my chest--

#bloodborne #gareth #trying to embrace whatever this render style is a bit more bc it's very freeing #no cleaning. no lines. #as soon as my instinct is to 'do a new sketch layer' I start colouring instead #it might mean some parts are ??? but it's about telling myself the shapes and stuff are still there to sell whatever it is #ie the clasp on his robe lmao #2 versions because I like the clean one lots but what's a bloodborne picture without slapping some blood all over #GARTEH MY SON blows dust off him hi hello #why him? idk he was in my head #and all the sleep token I'm listening to... the album art makes me think about bloodborne #and additionally I know I need to practice more and not just draw Nini again... (takes physic damage) #me before 2024 has even started: I'm gonna try hard to do better with art in 2024 #I will probably fail this idea but hey another year another promise to try and improve maybe this time I will #art: mine #tw: blood

[doctorsiren]

Made a quick animatic today because this song fits Ted way too well

#doctorsiren #ted lasso #dr sharon fieldstone #michelle lasso #henry lasso #theodore lasso #ted lasso fanart #animatic #AJR #karma #tw implied suicide #procreate #premiere pro #video #i know that videos don't do as well as still art on tumblr but i'm probably not gonna post this on my youtube #so pls reblog and such ^^

[lanaevyssmoved]

calling racism a 'toxic topic' that was 'too much' for you as a white person is hilarious, btw.

#fray.txt #especially since i have been tagging everything extensively to account for filters and blacklists which i have always done #if ur gonna vague me i'll vague you back i do not care #literally only tag bg3 critical and discourse because u asked me to and ur still reading shit? ok #racism tw #i'll probably delete this when i calm down but i'm so mad rn idc.

[cerealbishh]

"You're pretty new at this whole relationship thing, huh?"

"... Yeah."

#outer range s2 #outer range s2 spoilers #outer range 02x01 #maria olivares #rhett abbott #isabel arraiza #lewis pullman #rhett x maria #um... idk i love them #again not quite done with the show #but why would they do this to me? it's gonna sting so much when they break up #her teasing him is my favorite thing #but also her calling him ''wonderful''? my god the squeal i let out... #the smallest little smile and the way he looked at her before he said ''good'' after she said she likes how she feels when she's with him?! #now i'm rhett going ''don't do this'' but instead of with his truck it's with the show #my biggest gripe is that she doesn't help him that much with his broken arm... except maybe to help him shower? /hj #i get why he was the one to get the snacks... it was for the impact of the scene but still #it's great to see them laughing and smiling so much! love that! #i think she smiled at least once while her poor boyfriend was getting freaked out by cats #he could not keep a straight face for that long after saying ''what does that leave me?'' #i wonder what he was gonna say before she said she liked how she feels when she's with him... was he giving her an out? #he has NOTHING pleasant to say about her not even a ''thank you'' after being called wonderful smh /j #tw: food? #my girl didn't even say ''bless you'' when he starting sneezing :(

[guardian-angle22]

911 Lone Star | Paul Strickland

↳ 4.10 Sellouts

#911 lone star #911lsedit #paul strickland #tw: flashing lights #tw: blood #I barely have time to make gifs these days but you know I'm still gonna try to deliver some paul strickland goodies for the timeline lol #it might be a week late but it'll be there #i need more paul in my life and so does everyone else #I really need to figure out an exact way of captioning these and stick to it cause I feel like every set I format that differently #does it matter? no. do I think about stupid shit like that sometimes? yep. #mateo chavez #judd ryder #marjan marwani #my gifs #episode: s04e10 sellouts

[forgetful-river]

GUESS WHAT MOTHERFUCKERS!!!!!

#I feel like I'm stagnating in the way that inspired me to do 50 days of Aradia again #so!!!! its nepeta time baby!! #nepeta leijon #furfty days of nepurrta #thats defo gonna be the tag >:33c #tw blood #dried blood but still #Day 1 #homestuck #my art #hs

[pandora15]

life is cruel.

it's tragic, horrific, and unfair. it gives us the worst of things, causes us to feel and experience things that are so unspeakably painful that sometimes I can't even. I can't even.

and it seems even more cruel in those moments of pain and grief and loss when you see something beautiful, like fall colors, or the color of the sky at sunset, or how the holidays typically are meant to bring joy to people but all you can think about now is that every year when this time of year comes, you'll just think about how tragic it is.

and cruel.

and horrific.

and unfair.

and beautiful.

#grief #grief tw #so i'm dealing with grief intimately for the first time like. ever. and i'm having a lot of emotions #and i can't help but observe that the way i write it in fic feels. kinda like how i feel right now? in some ways? #but also like. everyone goes through it differently and there's no like correct way to process #for me i'm. okay most of the time when i have a lot of stuff to do #which is like 90% of the time #but i'm also just feeling a lot of things and trying to figure out how to move forward #especially with the knowledge that life is short and cruel and you just never know what might happen #and i can't just not do the things i truly want to do with my life because i'm SCARED #because. you never know what might happen #you never know when the end is gonna come #anyways i drove back to my apartment today and i saw beautiful fall colors on the way #and all i can think is ''how can the world be so beautiful and so horrible at the same time'' #''so beautiful and so fucking CRUEL at the same time'' #''and to the people who least deserve its cruelty'' #anyways that's where i'm at ig #still got two classes moving and a full time job to do while all of this is happening 🙃 #all things considered. i'm okay. not great but i'm doing my best #really in my post tpm obi-wan era except to a lesser degree #but i certainly have a LOT of responsibilities to deal with along with my grief so. yeah.

[shadowxamyweek]

(this whole post about Amy Rose and her eating disorder has become a doc of 6 pages and counting I'm not yet done oooooh aklsdjfl;kasjdfl; here we go)

#I should be able to post tonight if I don't need to take another mental break with this #It's um... not even gonna lie this is a little triggering for me to go through #but in a good way? can it be in a good way? #I mean- I ate today so like- I'm doing okay #honestly that makes me feel really proud of myself that I can do this and still eat #anyway uuuuuh once again I'll make a special tag for this if the tags I'm using aren't good enough #tw // eating disorder #tw // ed #tw // self harm #op rambles