#I’m refraining myself

[frillsand]

I’m obsessed with silly drawings and artists

This guy belongs to Royal Au by @krasytoonz

I’m realizing nothing is stopping me from drawing other AUs

#wally darling #welcome home puppet show #I’m going to stop drawing him #i can’t keep doing this #I also like the greaser au too much #I’m refraining myself #outdated memes are funny to me #royal au

[nounaarts]

A big problemo

#I’m not projecting whaaa #I’m gonna have to refrain myself from doodling for the rest of the week I’ve got way to much school work to catch up on #off topic but the side of my chest feels like someone is stabbing me #it hurts to breathe #sonic the hedgehog #doodles #sketch #funni thing #nounaarts

[yeyayeya]

@astra-blade-13 I accidentally deleted your ask while trying to answer it, but I at least copied it

astra-blade-13 asked: Please tell me about your Scáthach headcanons, this guy deserves more love

I apologize for the delay, as I was on a trip and didn’t have time to answer it before. Thank you so much tho! I really wasn’t expecting anyone to even reach out and ask my opinion on Scáthach as I said that on a whim, but I really appreciate!

This post might be a bit long, and these are just purely headcanons on my part, so none of this is exactly canon as I am just trying to fill in the gaps (also this is me talking a bit about other characters that I have headcanons for)

Scáthach, I’m pretty sure, is the more tame of the Ayra twins, so majority of the time he’s trying to get Larcei out of trouble because of how impulsive she is

I know it’s canon that Iuchar and Iucharba are head-over-heels for Larcei, but to me, they’re both bi and are ALSO head-over-heels for Scáthach. Tho they’re both really difficult to flirty with, as Larcei would probably yell and fight them as a rejection, while Scáthach would either ignore them or try to be nice on a rejection

I made a post a while back about Scáthach having a crush on Oifey, and that was his gay awakening

I actually don’t have a headcanon for his sexuality (although I do lean a bit more on him being bisexual) and to me it feels right for him to be unlabeled. Tbh i don’t think he would care

Other side ships for me would be Lana and Julia, aka childhood friends to lovers/princess & bodyguard

He has relationship experience, and has dated Lana before and dated Julia for a while, and still treats them as close friends even after their breakups

He is a BIG Lana/Julia shipper, and once he realizes that they have mutual feelings, he makes it his personal mission to get them together

Larcei to me feels like she’s very expressive, and wears her emotions very clearly on her face. Scá, on the other hand, tries his best to hide them and doesn’t want anyone to know what he’s feeling, especially when he’s either feeling depressed or is showing emotions that he’s not used to. This occurred a lot as he was more and more active on the battlefield

He especially tries to hide his troubles thoughts from Larcei and Shannan, as he feels they have more pressing matters than him

Relationship wise, I like to think he’s very smooth, and actually knows how to properly flirt. It’s not anything dramatic or over-the-top, but his flirting is genuine and it’s only to those he’s close enough to want a relationship with

He’s definitely more comfortable around women, and he finds it easier to be friends with them

He knows how to use a bow (somewhat) from Lester since they grew up together, and he and Diarmuid frequently spar together. He also somehow managed to be their wingman since he was always in the middle of those two, and he’s happy to see that his efforts payed off.

He crochés. Idk why but to me it’s just something that he would do? It’s just a calming hobby of his and he likes giving his works to those close to him

He’s a romantic at heart, and a sucker for romance novels.

He’s just very calm and patient? Out of the Tirnanog gang, he’s the one that doesn’t panic much in a stressful situation. You would believe it would be either Seliph or Lana, but in reality, it’s him

He’s a very hard person to anger and rile up, and it takes a LOT to do so. Unless you threaten to hurt his friends, and that’s when you’re dead

#yeyarants #fire emblem #fe4 #fire emblem 4 #fire emblem genealogy of the holy war #genealogy of the holy way #fe genealogy of the holy war #jugdral #scáthach #ulster #this is just me trying to fill in the gaps of his nonexisten personality #well… #i’m trying #I refrained myself from adding hc about him with arthur #as this post was already getting long #that might be for another different post #I just really like him? #idk why I gravitated towards him but I did #I’m trying to show him love #he just a little guy #a VERY underrated little guy #watch as more hc come to my mind #if they do I’ll maybe write about them on a different post #who knows? #I’ve thought of changing my pfp to Scá #but right now it’s Yin Yu #as I’m still crazy about him #maybe a little more crazy than Scá #Yin Yu has just been on my mind a lot #but Scáthach is worming his way to my brain once more

[skoulsons]

This prospect au is driving me insane and (with the help of big brain friends) we discovered a huge plot point last night for it that I hadn’t figured out yet and it’s gonna be SO GOOD (at least I hope)

#the urge to share all about it every time I think of something new #but I’m forcing myself to refrain #nikki’s support and excitement keeps me going #number one rau enthusiast #L writes

[talaok]

I just downloaded Character.AI and well... let's just say my productivity has gone down of like a million

#i was right to refrain myself from downloading it #I’m fucked now #character.ai

[acidbathcat]

one thing i don’t like about psychologists writing about mental disorders is when they describe symptoms like it’s something unimaginable or shockingly distinctive when to the person experiencing it it’s just a normal every day thing. it makes it a lot harder to empathize when you project this grandiosity onto it. even something like intense and frightening symptoms are not nearly how people imagine it. it’s more like… frightening but… not world changing. much of mental illness is a collective disturbance that erodes your quality of life over a number of areas in a subtle way. you can only feel the damage when you look back.

#idk like i’m sure it looks horrifying to outsiders but it’s not so much ‘i want to kill myself because of [specific symptom] it’s #i want to kill myself because i have no friends and no good outlook on life. i’m tired of switching medications and i’m exhausted from #forcing myself to function and achieving only minimal success #yes the [specific symptom] is distressing but i know it will end soon. the real pain is knowing it will come back. again. and again. #and again. it’s the wear and tear your psyche goes through #so while on the outside it looks like. wow this person goes through unimaginable horrors clearly this is why they want to die #not really. the unimaginable horrors are actually brushing your teeth every morning and longing for real human connection #but i don’t like reading people’s personal experiences either. because they like to universalize it and even seem to strongly identify with #their disorder in a way that feels almost fetishistic. i do prefer when professionals write the research and what not i just prefer maybe #they collaborated or refrained from projecting.

[marztheincredible]

I love your writing SO MUCH! I know I'm probably getting way ahead of myself since it hasn't even been touched yet in the fic, but a quick question about music in TB: is there any singing? Since bards can infuse magic into any music they make, Mr. Goop Puritan would want to keep bards from being able to channel their magic without an instrument in hand. Hence the lack of any lyrical music (At least within earshot of any coven officials).

Thank you so much! I’m glad you enjoy it! ❤️

Ah the bards. If you think Eda is a stickler for Old Tongue wait until you meet some Wild Witch Bards!

You are correct in your observation of Coven Bards using only their instruments for magic use. Still, it’s powerful in its own right! Using sound waves to alter any of the five senses is nothing to laugh at. The studies alone of how different frequencies affect the brain would be a whole other post on its own!

Singing, while used in entertainment and such, has been “lost” as a form of magic. Lyricists and Balladeers could once speak 🗣 or yawp a sonnet to bring forth reality . There are rumors that more powerful Lyricists could speak just one word, a command, and those who listen would follow.

Old Tongue is especially woven into the Mana of Song. A chorus of Bards, voices rising in crescendo, can inspire many and bring forth a surge of power channeled through their intent.

Take it from Eda I’m Chapter 1: “The elder witch wants to scoff at the desecration of the Old Tongue and Language throughout the years. Slowly but surely Common had become the primary written language of the Isles. Eda despises it. There were no meanings in the letters, no intent! Sure, a witch could weave their magic into their voice to seal a promise or oath, but it wasn't the same.”

Mr. Goop Puritan only wants to hear songs of his great conquest, benevolent reign!

#the owl house #toh #fic #fanfic #toh fanfic #titan’s blessing #ask #I have to refrain myself from introducing Raine to early #but god once they get in here #I’m gonna have a blast

[delirious-donna]

Oh geez help!

I’ve gone from being little miss anti social to having a boozy lunch out and a night out planned very soon. Cue panic buying a loads of outfits cause I haven’t worn something nice for some time!! 😫😭

#delirious speaks #I’m in over my head #I shall try to refrain from making an arse of myself on here on those particular days #you don’t need to hear me drunk I’m even worse than I am sober

[shmorp-mcdurgen]

DUDE???? YOUR WRITING IS PHENOMENAL! The story over all was so so so good. That was. believe it or not. Probably the BEST Mandela catalogue AU story I’ve read so far. You’re so good at describing things to the point I could literally see the details in my head. This genuinely inspires me to write so much more.

THATS GREAT! I’m happy that I was able to describe it well!

#asks are neat #I may have to refrain from answering every one of these asks because I don’t want to repeat myself too much #I’m not sure how to respond to these other than just have a stupid smile on my face #but THANK YOU GUYS??? HOLY SHIT

[padfootastic]

url + songs

thank u sm for the tag @femme--de--lettres bc this looks really fun <333 fair warning, my taste in music is very basic + all over the place lol

P — Poraney, Poraney, Ranjith and Neha Bhasin (just. so beautiful. god.)

A — À peu près, Pomme (v nostalgic song that’s carried me though a lot of long solo walks)

D — Dandelions, Ruth B (literally one my favorites. i’ve listened to this on repeat for like,,,6 days straight at one point)

F — Fat Funny Friend, Maddie Zahm (*coughs*)

O — Oceans, Seafret (so!!much!!nostalgia. seafret is a beautiful band)

O — Overboard, Justin Bieber ft Miley Cyrus (hehehe jb was my first love <3 and i used to have this song on yt on repeat while staring at the chemistry b/w these two)

T — Tum Mile, Pritam and Neeraj Shridhar (emraan hashmi era—need i say more?)

A — Achilles Come Down, Gang of Youths (one of the most chilling songs i’ve ever heard. u don’t even realise how long it is bc u never want it to end)

S — Sofia, Alvaro Solar (a bop!!!! super super fun)

T — This is Gospel (piano cover), P!ATD (first time i heard this, i was literally slack jawed at how beautiful it was. literal goosebumps.)

I — Irresistible, Fall Out Boy ft. Demi Lovato (s’another fun song what can i say?)

C — Chinni Chinni Aasalu, Shreya Ghoshal, Ashwin and Hari (it’s so precious omg. just the cutest vibes ever <333)

tagging @mystifiedmess @jmagnabo92 and @juliemaradeurfan bc i’m curious to see what yalls choices would be 👀

#oof. that was. not easy #i didn’t make a playlist bc this is a mess and i didn’t think anyone would be interested #but hey if anyone wants it i certainly can #there are a lot of songs i’m obsessed w #i’m the kind of person who listens to the same song for hours on repeat w/ no break #and i don’t rly focus on lyrics or genre as much as ~vibes #and if i can sing along passionately to it #all the songs here are good for that i think #i’m gonna refrain myself from commenting even more on every song here lol #tag game

[putergenius]

what’s homer? xx

frank ocean’s jewelry brand✨🫶🏽

#I have to refrain myself from an impulse buy bc I’m feeling like I’ll get something for xmas🫣 #if that happens I’ll just be more insufferable with it lmaooo #answered

[pennielane]

my performance review went……….okay, i suppose

#in my classic dramatic fashion i am in tears though ☺️ #I don’t know if i’ve ever said my job on here but. whatever fuck it. i’m a lawyer and this shit sucks #well #my department sucks #younger associates are great but the partners are……..cutthroat #and if you make one tiny mistake they crucify you for it #my hell week two weeks ago (when i dipped from here for a while) was all work related #i worked 60+ hours in the week (over 14 hours each day) and messed up ONE tiny assignment for a partner #and now apparently that partner ‘doesn’t trust’ my research anymore #anyway. i could keep ranting #but i will refrain and just keep crying to myself and avoid sending things off #(these tears are a culmination of a year feeling like a very undervalued member of the team. but anyway! just trauma dumping now~) #it’s just. exhausting feeling like you’re bad at your job. especially when i’ve dedicated so much time and money and schooling to it #anyWAY #i will likely delete this #note to self get a diary and stop dumping on your poor followers

[caramello-styles]

movie night 🌊

#it’s a korean movie 😙😙 #I watch mostly for my man cha eunwoo but the reviews are great so I’m excited 🥹 #watching alchemy of souls eps 22 may have to postpone ((again)) #also as you can see I’m still harry’s girlie at its core 😃🙏🏼 #AND I AM GONNA REFRAIN MYSELF FROM CHECKING MY PHONE IN CASE MR STYLES PULLED SOME SHITS LIKE YESTERDAY NIGHT #can’t have myself going crazy at the cinema 🙃

[thegirlsread]

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#if i do end up going out with him i need to refrain from drinking too much or i’m gonna embarrass myself #like i want him sooo bad #and yeah i basically got confirmation that it’s (still) reciprocated #but i need an opportunity to make an actual move or even better for him to make an actual move #because i’m dying over here and i may not be working at the company for such a long time #w

[quirkeduptransguy]

Thinking about Whitney saying (after being asked “what does being vegan mean? in that one old ass video I found) something to the effect of “well it means not eating any animal products or buying stuff with like hide or anything. But it’s hard to resist the appeal of Nikes” ….. that video is full of things that deeply amuse me but I think about that a lot

#one of the funniest things I’ve heard people be a bit hypocritical about #and like. I’m not even exaggerating like in the majority of photos you see of the guy where his shoes are visible #he’s wearing Nikes #it’s like they talk to him like the green goblin suit or whatever #rip girl you would’ve loved those insane sneaker collections people have but never use #I’m so fond of that video especially cause he still does the limp wrist thing A Lot even in that sort of casual setting #and you can still sorta hear the. and idk how to word this any better. gay voice when he just normal talks #and also he mentioned he was writing a novel??? hello #whatever became of that girl……. #sorry i keep referring to him as ‘girl’ HE IS A GROWN MAN #also I mentioned it before #but! #when he talks about. whatever for a bit #and the girl he’s making that tofurkey with is like ‘oh what can’t you do johnny’ #and he pauses. sighs a little. and puts his hands on his hips and goes #‘get pregnant!’ #there’s a really awful joke I could make that I’ll refrain from #but anywho these tags r getting toooooo long so I’ll cut myself off now #evil neighing compilation

[drowninginthoughts27]

Hi em!! ✨️ and 🌻 for the writers asks!!!

Heyy!!!

✨: Out of the comments you’ve received on your fics, what are two or three of your favorites?

Both of these comments made me tear up a bit in a good (especially the one about the Sirius and Regulus sibling relationship) way but pretty much as long as the comment isn’t demanding and rude I’ll cherish it forever and ever :’)

🌻: How often do you read your own fics?

Tbh not often, I’m kinda a perfectionist and really only see my mistakes but I do look back at my microfics far more often than any of my other writing tho

#I was so close to sharing a rude comment just to say ‘didn’t like this’ #but I’m mature and refrained myself #so both the comments I shared are from #fic: the things we never said #em answers mail