#as I’m still crazy about him

[zeb-z]

I know it’s played as a bit at first, but Chip struggling to wield Destiny’s Blade in Gillion’s absence is so important, because that’s just it, isn’t it. The weight of his destiny is something so great, so heavy of a burden, but there hasn’t really been insight into that until recently, and now both Chip and Jay are getting a look into just how hard it is to carry such a destiny. To raise the sword that Gillion does seemingly with ease.

But despite its weight, Chip keeps it close. He uses it when he’s out of ideas, when he needs options. He holds it tight to summon water, so Pretzel will have something in her bowl. He lifts it up to summon a shield when he needs protecting from a thousand different blades that would otherwise kill him. And there’s something too about how it’s Gillian’s blade, left behind without it’s wielder, protecting his friends despite his absence. How the manifestation of this magic is an imitation of Gillian’s - the shield protecting Chip as a swirling sphere of water, the shape water spell a Gillion classic of course. Even when he’s gone, his influence, what he’s left behind in both possessions and memory, are protecting Jay and Chip.

Maybe there’s something there about how whatever destiny Gillion has felt the weight of, it will always include protecting his friends - his family. Or about how their destinies are now forever intertwined, because Chip is using this Destiny’s Blade to find Gillion and it’s now his burden to bear. And it’s hard, and it hurts, and he feels the weight of his own actions now more than ever - but Jay promises he won’t bear it alone. And even while he’s lost, and unable to protect himself - Gillion still has a hand in protecting them.

#the way he held it before going into the last room in the pyramid. a reassuring grip to calm him. I’m not normal about it #nor will I ever be #he being chip #and chip????? using summon water????????? holding Gillian’s sword????????????????? they make me SICK dude #ACTUALLY unwell #they need to reunite fucking asap dude I’m gonna lose my mind #just. Gillian still able to protect his friends chips magic manifesting the same way Gillian’s does the blade room made me fuckin crazy #he ran through with gils sword gils shield manifestation and it protected him and I’m not supposed to go crazy about the implications? #the symbolism man. or metaphor. whatever I barely graduated it’s all character analysis at the end of the day #jrwi riptide 79 #jrwi #jrwi riptide #gillion tidestrider #jay ferin #jrwi chip #z speaks

[dreaminofu]

You know what? I woke up today, feeling like it’s gonna be a fabulous day. But then my mind does whatever the fuck it’s done for the past eight months and betrays me again

”Bitch, you remember the fact that Jere and Bojan both admitted to having a crush at Eurovision??”

Do you have a Eurovision crush?

Maybe! But I can’t tell more.

Is there flirting going on backstage?

Maybe!

But, yeah. Something crazy happens.

X

Now, based on your experience, can you find something for all tastes at Eurovision and how was it with crushes? Oh, Bojan definitely found something for his taste

Ohhh, I don’t know… Everyone here has probably been to summer camp, right? Well, at summer camp there’s always someone you have a bit of a crush on, right. And Eurovision is exactly the same. Of course there’s someone you’d have a crush on.

And what do you do when you have a crush on someone?

Well nothing, you hang out a lot, and dance, and sing… And you give them condoms so they can use them with someone else

(Credit to JO Subs)

#jere excuse meee WHAT CRAZY HAPPENS?? #I’M STILL WAITING #he’s the giggliest school boy with a crush almost falling over and blushing and his heart probably skipping a beat #while bojan is trying his best to stay cool calm and collected #jure’s supportive grip on bojan’s shoulder always gets me #and pls not the angsty ending with bojan 😭 #hmm i wonder who makes jere feel like that it’s almost like i’ve seen him act like that with someone? #any theories who they might be talking about here?😌 #sad bojere bitches support group #bojere #bojan cvjetićanin #käärijä

[smilesrobotlover]

*head in hands* oot link is such a tragic character and it makes me so sad

#like everything about him was a lose/lose situation #he had to be a hero at 10 years old #and even tho he got aged up #he was still mentally 10 #so of course zelda sent him back in time #he didn’t quite understand what was happening #and having to go your whole life being judged and looked at weird simply because you don’t act your age? #or going through life not aging mentally in a natural way? #I imagine that that would screw everything up #and so yeah going back in time to age naturally was good #but then there’s majoras mask and the whole idea that nobody believes him #I mean. they believed him when he called out ganondorf #but having a 10 year old tell you about the moon falling and giants stopping it and all that #I’m sure a lot of people thought he was crazy when he wasn’t #not to mention he probably was no longer mentally 10 in mm since he not only went through all that trauma #but also was stuck in a time loop #and to top it all off. all the people. all the friends he made #were either gone or don’t remember him #because they never had the relationship he had in the adult timeline #poor oot link :( #and this isn’t to blame zelda at all #I cant imagine how hard it’d be for HER having to send him away #where she’ll never see him again when she def cared about him #just. agh #a lose/lose situation like I said #smiles rambles

[crowskullls]

Minute said “I am not your puppet.” In his SMP civilization video and I ran with it.

#something about puppet minute makes me go crazy #I think he said it because Tru and Flame asked him to do a dance? #but still. so insane #and I haven’t been able to stop thinking about it #the hand is Wemmbu’s btw #because who else would the puppeteer be? #hehe. anyways #ignore that this is messy #this was just supposed to be a warmup sketch honestly #but then I got lost in the sauce #especially ignore the hand I’m crying over it #minutetech #wemmbu #kings duo #can we decide on a duo name for them please #I’ve seen like 4 different names for them #lifesteal smp #lifesteal #kings smp #this is mainly inspired by kings smp s1 #also! minute has a purple stop watch #it’s a gift that wemmbu gave him #crowskulls art

[lewmagoo]

well y’all, i would say lewis making a robert reynolds playlist is confirmation that he is, in fact, playing sentry in thunderbolts 🫡

#i’ve accepted it now but i’m still not crazy about the idea #however! #i will give it a chance #whatever happens happens #and i’m always rooting for him #lewis pullman

[carefulfears]

the way that when mulder sees his dad in colony he reaches out to hug him

and gets cut off with a handshake

is so sad to me because the next time that mulder goes to see his dad, in anasazi, he instantly shakes his hand

he just notices and internalizes everything around him and the way people respond to him and what people want from him, and moments like this where he’s remembering and acting out of that learned information, are so telling

#it’s what’s so sad about how genuinely kind and compassionate he is #and how much he trusts and believes in practically everyone #because he SEES the world and he understands it and he takes in the way that people treat him #and he’s literally never been anything but neglected and abused #not since samantha and until scully #he observes and notices literally everything and alters his behavior and intentions accordingly #but none of the horrible things that he sees or that he internalizes being done to him make him stop just loving the world #and being dedicated to people #you know????? #y’all know what i’m trying to say???? #he also is so cognizant of taking notice of people’s boundaries and what they want his place in their life to be #it makes me so crazy that he remembers and knows that his dad doesn’t want to hug him #and he still reaches his hand out first #to give that connection that his dad /is/ open to #anasazi #colony #txf.txt

[itsalwaysforyou]

jay not asking coach about letting lonnie onto the team bc he doesn’t want to do anything coach might disagree with…….

#‘coach trusts me…’ like what if i cried #man i wish they made more of a thing of jay being TEAM CAPTAIN #<- i’ve made a post before abt how easily he gives it up & jay not liking positions of power etc etc #but i do think he treats the role like it could be taken away at any moment #coach TRUSTS him. holy shit coach trusts him #the first positive adult figure in his life trusts him to take care of the team #train them and critique them and lead them to victory #and coach probably wouldn’t have cared abt lonnie being on the team #but jay is sooooo hesitant to ask #coming from the ‘if you want it take it and if you can’t take it break it’ guy #like this is the one thing he doesn’t want to risk breaking……. #and then obviously he gives it up!!!!! #he gives up the thing coach TRUSTED HIM WITH bc it was the only way to let lonnie on the team #& mr ‘my only dislike is women being unhappy’ was like I CANNOT REST UNTIL LONNIE IS ON THE TEAM #it’s suchhhhh a sweet gesture not only from a hashtag feminism standpoint #but also character wise for jay #like this precious thing that coach has trusted him with but didn’t really want that much anyway….. #it’s going to mean more to lonnie if she had it. even though it means everything to jay #oh it makes me crazy #damn my mum was right. i think too deeply about things #im like i analyse things a normal amount and then i’m writing essays about 1 line from descendants 2 #I AM UNWELL #anyway. jesus christ #descendants #jay son of jafar #EDIT i’m not finished actually #do you think jay fears the repercussions? what would happen if he went against coach’s word? #bc sure. he knows coach is nice. he knows auradon isn’t like the isle #but. ‘you don’t want to be at my house at dinner time’……. #he is still scared of his dad. you know. he can never get the lamp he can never do anything right

[mymitochondriaforpresident]

Simon: *being treated with anything less than optimal love, happiness, care, kindness, adoration, protection*

Me: 🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪

@anonfromtheflight: 🪓🪓🪓🪓🪓🪓🪓🪓🪓

#🔪🫱🏼‍🫲🏽🪓 #simon eriksson #simon eriksson defense squad #strife? unhappiness? #helllll nahhhhhhh!! #sick of this shit lol #can the POC kid rest for once #and can the interracial couple be happy for more then five minutes damn #imma need true payoff in S3 bc i’m still annoyed even after that sexy ass speech wille did in s2 #(even though that altered my brain chemistry in the best way and i wouldn’t even be here without it but i digress.) #i don’t want simon to forgive his sister unless she does something crazy to get back in his good graces #‘i’m sorry simon 🥺’ still makes me SO MAD like fuck outta here with that bullshit apology #only confessing cause she didn’t want her bed buddy to get his brains blown out #and we all know how i feel about september #jail is too good for him #hope he rots #we’re serving surgeon AND lizzie borden tonight fam!!!!!!!!!! #young royals

[leheckajiri]

I know I’m taking this loss worse than literally jannik himself but was anyone else so sad about how it seemed like rlly few people wanted him to win last night

#EVERYONE CHEER FOR HIM NOW!!!! #my baby…. #tennis #jannik sinner #idk I just feel like people don’t appreciate him as a player or person enough because he’s not extroverted like carlos #of course that doesn’t make him less likable but I get this sense that a lot of people find him robotic or only care about him when he wins #and then when he’s pitted against Carlos who is the clear fan favorite I don’t hear cheering for him…ik he doesn’t care but I DO #basically what I’m saying is I’m one hundred times more emotional about jannik sinner than jannik sinner #hid my rant in the tags so nobody thinks I’m crazy (I’m still crazy) #mutuals look away

[gio-cosmo]

This is my favorite image ever I think

#burger #guys oh my GOD I had a burger the other day after not having one for like ? almost a year I think? nearly fainted #it was so glorious and amazing #bacon cheeseburger save me…save me bacon cheeseburger…bacon cheeseburger…. #I love burgers but only like once a year #like if I eat them on a regular basis I find them disgusting #I have to limit myself #okay I really don’t know why I’m talking about my burger eating habits rn MOVING ON #anyways #JINNNN🫶🫶🫶 #the Jin fixation is soooo crazy rn #obsessed w him tbh #since atlas is so obsessed w spin-offs they NEED to give me a Strega spinoff #like I do NOT need to see the phantom thieves for the umpteenth time GIVE ME STREGA PLEASEEE PLEASE PLEA #no hate to the phantom thieves still love them 🫶 I just need them to MOVE and make room for some other cast members 🫶 #IM JUST SAYINGHGGG #still love them tho #all I’m saying is atlas has soooo many cool side characters that perhaps they should oh I don’t know maybe focus on them a little more #please #for my personal sake #they should make a Strega spinoff and in the title screen say “for tumblr user gio-cosmo’’ #come on atlas I’m waiting 🤷‍♂️🤷‍♂️🤷‍♂️ #LMAOOO #persona 3 #p3 #jin shirato #persona 3 reload

[fogwitchoftheevermore]

thinking about how even in sausage’s perfect, happiest ending for his character, he still loses gem. thinking about how no matter how good everything else is gem never stays.

#empires smp #mythical sausage #geminitay #wither rose alliance #sorry i’m having. a normal one about s2 wra today #like. ABSOLUTELY CRAZY TO ME!! ITS HIS HAPPIEST ENDING AND HE DOESNT GET TO KEEP ONE OF HIS BEST FRIENDS IN HIS LIFE….. #yeah i know that’s just the way things go sometimes but. still makes me wanna throw up #specifically about the whole. when gem is talking to him in her finale he just knows #‘you’re never coming back are you?’/‘no probably not’

[tariah23]

Akakakkaks

#CRAZY ABOUT HIM IMSNSNSIM SO CRAZY CEAYJJJ #I haven’t been this obsessed with a character since….. idk when like I still love rengoku and sanemi (I don’t think I was obsessed but) and #sasuke and Naruto will never count they’re like….. legends in my head sorry they’ll always be there #but Gojo….. *falling to my knees* #wait I can’t wait to finish this after I find the time in between comm…. #rambling #my art #i remember when I hated drawing him omg #well I’m still pretty crazy about all of my fate favs cu and Gil make me crazy kintoki makes me cry I need to draw them soon #I had sm cu wips orz….

[coconut530]

GET HIM GIRLY!!!!!

#Nevermore #Nevermore Webtoon #Webtoon #Well well well another week another episode #This one for the Annabel stans.. of which I am one #GOD IT WAS SO COOL TO JUST SEE HER GAIN ALL THE CARDS IN THE GAME LEAVING HIM WITH NONE #Will and Ada why do y’all still care about him #Poor Will he can barely speak! #Dude I don’t think this is something you can sleep off if anything doing nothing will make this worse #Prospero concerned little guy #“So be it.” GOD WHAT I’M CRAZY #SHE’S LIKE WELL HE’S PLAYING HIS OWN GAME LIKE ME WHO AM I TO GET IN THE WAY OF HIM??? ANNABEL YOU’RE SO COOL #ADA THAT MAN IS NOT FINE IT WAS ALL A RUSE #THE WAY SHE JUST MOVES HIS FACE WITH HER FOOT SHE DOESN’T EVEN USE HER HANDS AT FIRST GIRLYYYYY AND THEN THAT *LOOK* ON HER FACE GODDAMN #WERE YOU DREAMING ABOUT SOMETHING THERE MONTY??? OH LOOK EVERYONE CAN SEE YOU. IMPRESS THE QUEEN #oh no like that #No duh you’re in a bad spot oooooooh the angst I love to see it #JUST SPIT IT OUT MAN #I’M QUITE CERTAIN YOU’RE BEYOND HELP BROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO COMEBACK #hahaha joking hahahahaahaa #I wonder if she hates him bc he’s trying to have his own level of control but Annabel’s the one meant to have it all in the group #And he tested her in like 31 and 40 kinda going against her #And he’s overall just a thorn in her side when she’s trying to be a leader here he’s getting in the way of her Queen façade #But that’s an answer we can find out ✨next week✨

[deerlisteners]

thinking abt how felix derides the blind loyalty & chivalry of dedue & ingrid but his loyalty is so integral to his character that if he defects from the faerghan army he becomes basically aimless and gets generally worse endings…. how he admits that he’s become exactly what he couldn’t bear to see in dimitri…………….. & thinking abt how he refuses to entertain the idea of the dead having any bearing on reality to dimitri & ingrid but then when dimitri dies in non-AM routes felix is always thinking abt him (“could i have saved him? could i have stopped him?” + wanting to avenge him etc.)…….. & thinking abt how he acts all standoffish & like he doesn’t care but he painstakingly adapts his fighting style to complement those of his friends to keep them safe…….. what CAN’T he do

#sorry i am. i’m thinking abt felix he is so fantastic #there’s a convo in 3hopes at one point where he’s talking to shez abt glenn & says that the only direction he needs is basically. dimitri. #he’s so annoying he cares SO MUCH about EVERYTHING #i’ll find the screencaps for that at some point #fe3h #few3h #deertalking #feposting #he’s so lone wolf archetype but his ENTIRE THING just revolves around his friends and family. it’s crazy he’s so crazy im rotating abt it #when they were making felix they were like let’s make him as contradictory as possible and also fill him with love. and that’s him #and he is everything to me………. #sorry the 3hopes playthrough is doing things to my brain. this was a bad idea bc i’m gonna have to stop for zelda #but i still have a few days :-) #fe3h spoilers #jic :-)

[white-weasel]

Thinking intensely about how Luke, in his final moments, trusts the force only for it to do nothing for him. He was betrayed by it just as he was betrayed when his chance to study under Obi Wan was ripped away from him and given to another. He gave one last chance to this force which was promised to save the galaxy, to save him and yet when he called out for it, it abandoned him

#(posts that make no sense to ACTUAL Star Wars fans lmao) #film reroll #the film reroll #rogue two #I also like the other interpretation I’ve been thinking about #with how Luke went after the TIE fighter that killed Bigs and in doing so basically opened himself up to his death here #in his quest for revenge so full of rage and grief those emotions still flowed through him when he called upon the force #and that emotion ultimately ended up quite literally destroying him #(I have no idea how the force ACTUALLY works nobody come for me I’m just thinking about frr Luke too much) #(gonna have to write something for him because he is making me go CRAZY)

[hella1975]

lately ive been crying like a tall child. etc. if you even care

#um does anyone want to rant about the tams fire siblings because they are driving me genuinely crazy #the way azula - despite being grown and distanced enough from ozai to know it was wrong - still views her 9 year old self as her ‘peak’ #while zuko views the age he was at when they left as his lowest point #and they’re both trying to get towards and away those respective identities #any reminder that azula isn’t the girl she was is met with discomfort from her #just as any situation that makes him feel unsettled/unsafe/belittled instantly puts zuko into his 11 y/o mindset #like so much has happened and diverted from canon yet here they still are #those children are still living and kicking within them despite all they’ve done to have ‘zuko’ and ‘azula’ erased #there’s just sooooo much to them but I really liked this from the latest chapter #bc this chapter was supposed to really show how all the little crumbs I’ve put into their characters so far #come together to create two surprisingly opposing mindsets #and this is a key factor of that and this treatment of their past becomes VERY prevalent #twice as many stars #oh on the topic of tams please if ur gonna listen to any song off the playlist pls let it be come by adrienne lenker #like I’m crying about it actually