#I’m only 22

[faeriefully]

you know in theory I know I shouldn’t feel like I’m behind in life (especially since everything happens according to God’s eternal plan written before the foundations of the earth) but what do I do when those thoughts still crop up

#I’m only 22 #i know there isn’t a timeframe on when you have to finish school or get married or do anything really in life #but it’s weird being older than most of the students in my year?? #everyone my age who’s doing the college thing is in grad school and while I’m applying to the accelerated program next year #it still feels weird #if everything goes according to plan I’ll graduate with my BA and MA at the same time when I’m 25 #which is still so young #I’m just at that point i guess where I’m realizing I’m an adult but I still feel like a toddler wandering around #g.txt

[sodacowboy]

it’s 3am and it’s just now hitting me that I’ve been chronically tired for like a third of my life

#I’m only 22 #I’m hesitant to say fatigued but it probably applies #I just don’t know enough about it to say

[maluceh]

more jily! and jealous lily :3

#i’m sick of people only talking about james’ love for lily #and disregarding how much lily loved james #that girl was IN LOVE #get married and have your kids before 22 IN LOVE #and out of the two of them #i can see her begin the most jealous one #the marauders era #james potter #the marauders #lily evans #jily #the marauders fanart #lily potter #jily fanart #jealous!lily

[ravennhearted]

Sometimes I think about how Merlin took place over 10 years—a whole decade—and the thought of the show spanning that long feels entirely too long and like an infinite amount of time and that it can’t actually have been ten years

And then I think about how Merlin is 16-18 in the first season. And I just—

That means, at the oldest, Merlin was only 28. He wasn’t even 30

And then I just start losing my mind for a whole different reason

#Merlin #bbc Merlin #Arthur pendragon #merthur #I’m just #so unwell about this show #HOW does it take place in a decade? #how does it ONLY take place in a decade? #Merlin is a baby for most of the show #I’m freaking 22 and I can barely cook myself dinner consistently #and Merlin was just #casually saving the kingdom #became a whole dragon lord #god he was like? #idek #founding the round table and shit by the time he was my age #and my heart just breaks a little #because he should have been protected #and instead he had to protect the world #what’s that goddamn quote? #about protecting the world and being the chosen one and how it’s an honor and a burden? #yeah that was written for Merlin

[skkpaws]

a lot of people are talking about the new wan chapter and the idea of skk being fanfic writers and can i just propose that if they were fic writers in the canon universe they’d have the CRAZIEST authors notes explaining why they weren’t updating.

Notes:

“Heyyy sorry for not updating, I met this annoying ass kid from the mafia and was forced to work with him so my friends wouldn’t be killed but I guess it worked out cause this dude we had to find was starting shit in MY name (long story 😒). Anyway we found him and dealt with him (I did most the work) so now I’m back! I’m at a new place now but don’t worry, updates should continue as normal 😁”

Notes:

“hi guys sorry for being gone i almost died (bullet wounds suck .. >_>) but then this nice man helped me (i was such a great patient :3) ! then we both got captured by some assholes but dw we both got out! posting this at the bar rn ^_^ hope u enjoyed”

#I WOULD DO ONE FOR STORMBRINGER BUT I HAVENT READ IT STILL feel free to give me ur own version >_< #this is also to show my hc of chuuya using proper capitalization and emojis #while dazai uses lower case only and emoticons #22!skk fic writers would be just as crazy #‘sorry i was in prison but dw i broke out!’ #‘Sorry I had to go break someone out of prison I’m back’ #don’t ask how pre-15 arc chuuya has internet access if there’s a will there’s a way’ #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bsd dazai #dazai osamu #bsd chuuya #chuuya nakahara #soukoku #bsd wan

[rivalmelty]

they are fukuzawa’s boys, adopted twins, and menaces to the yokohama police

(pls do not tag as beast)

#oriondrewthis #bungou stray dogs #bungou sd #bsd ranpo #bsd odasaku #i’m glad everyone likes my extremely self indulgent au #i’ve literally been thinking about it for three years and it’s like free therapy istg #as far as i’m aware there aren’t really any fics about this au #but i could be extremely wrong about that idk i haven’t read too many bsd fics if i’m being honest #i have a personal google doc full of hcs and drabbles that i’ve been adding onto for years #but that’s really about it #i know i’m not the only one who’s thought about this concept #i just have never interacted with anyone who shares the sentiments who aren’t my friends who i’ve forced the concept onto #i will defo be drawing more of them in the future especially considering. canon events currently agskdjdkd #but yeah thank you for the love 🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽 #they are brothers your honor #oh it’s very important but ranpo is older #by five days but it doesn’t matter he’s older and that’s what’s important #yes i am ignoring that technically in canon ranpo would’ve been 22 in dark era #and odasaku is canonically 23 in dark era #this is my self indulgent au and i make the rules #two pillars au

[dnfcliparchive]

george says that he never minded dream not showing his face and doesn’t think it would change much if he had

from fear&’s patreon

#only clip I’m posting #bc obv you have to pay for the hour long thing #dreamnotfound #dnf clips #dnf #dreamwastaken #georgenotfound #mcyt #dream #gnf #november 22

[turtleneck-crowley]

Wake up babes of the GO fandom turtleneck-crowley just dropped their most recent Magnus Opus🥰🥰🥰

Hey guys I am a eccentric genius artist of the century whose works will probably only be appreciated post mortem (self-diagnosed)

Im also very certain you would all blorbos me if I were a fictional character but alas I am a boring meat package that got birthed out of an afab physiology and thus a sack of mouldy potatoes might have been a more interesting source writing this post. (Pure hubris, part irrational resentment that you are all quite familiar with *cheeky hot wink*)

I happen to own a get out of jail free card called catch 22 which is crafted out of part sarcasm, part idgasinglefgtfoofmyfacei180dmycringethroughyearsofpainandselfrelctionthatim toocoolforyounow public image

(if you actually read that you deserve, well nothing actually except perhaps my condolences and a consensual pat on the back that implies my unlicensed diagnosis that you are in fact, not dyslexic)

Anyhow cracking on back to the sentence *sighs and rolls eyes with you*

(-I mean in the streets, not with you guys, here im babygirl with half a brain cell/true form), part wholesome idiocy, years of experience in masking, part looking presentable, part knowing how society and science and art works and trying to be in tact with my own sense of humanity as much as possible -at least to the point where I’m not breaking any humanitarian law…

And yes bitch the whole eccentric genius /madly passionate or passionately mad paradox catch 22 license holder is you af - want a gold star? ⭐️ (crowley ref) (affectionate banter)

Fact is tumblrinas like to heighten and balance their EQ and IQ agreed?

I’m hyper aware that you guys are smart enough to assess me as going through a manic phase that is on the verge of psychotic-having observed hints of madness in my recent posts deducing via your own experiences that I have gone through a strict diet of coffee, whiskey, smut that Neil Gaiman himself would tear his locks and Sir Terry Pratchett would roll in his grave, finished off with a nice slice of Hozier songs as dessert

(that’s on top of of a yet to be discovered food chain which I call the Antichrist diet footnote: please credit me after I die before my Tesla gets Edisoned

‘Tis actually a great alternative way to invoke a psychedelic experience in substitute of the more expensive and questionably unlawful way that is smoking crack *disclaimer not recommended for the faint hearted or those self-diagnosed as mentally stable)

You are perfectly correct! Here’s another gold star!!! ⭐️

In fact I am currently being yelled by my parents to come downstairs because I need to be dropped off to the asylum while I’m trying to actually do something that gives me joy (Joan of Arc eat your heart out) and I assure you I have eyes and witness my very legs , naked and hairy (and did I mention Im only wearing a slutty black bra and skirt that I wore as a swimming suit AND a pajama and now my back to the looney bin outfit?) leaving a perfectly good soup with baguettes as evidenced here

However, I would like to UNO reverse such a caring notion by giving you a purple heart ����

and divert you with a fun little clip that displays our para social relationship that I am hoping has deepened through my superficial charm to portray our rendezvous as warm and familiar and human as our beloved Mr. Holmes and Doctor Watson:

No worries, Watson also came with the conslusion that the person he’s engaged with (more like to amiright- not us i mean, them, that’s where the analogy is cut off back into our real identities) is “not human”

Anyhow it might not be your cup of tea but at least hold the mug for a few minutes it’s worth it

Head fic: Gods of Sex and Idiocy

(If anything please see it as a game where we can title it better cause I’m shit at naming things - I call one of my plants Joe)

Hey Good Omens fandom

With the note of:

“who needs sane when you have creative”

-turtleneck-crowley

I have made a meta season 3 in my head and the stars have even sent me a playlist ??? (It’s the only one that seems to be downloaded on my wifi less phone)

Here’s the link:

Check out some of my latest posts

It’s really immersive and otherworldly

Down the rabbit hole and through the mirror you go 🐇🎩🪄

And what if season 1 is the ace route and season 2 is the sexual route so season 3 might be an aro route to defeating the enemy?

Ngk idk idc idgaf

I’m just like phone rn

(side note: why do I have the infinite capacity of taking pains (Sherlock reference) for being a mad artist instead of working on the next big physics formula answer? Good question: I’m actually just an emotional idiot aka sexy trash ✨ that’s addicted to blogging and I wouldn’t trade it for any other praise worthy status in the world 💜)

Honestly guys I sound like a sociopath but I’m really just very pained and fucked royally by circumstance that is too dramatic and gay for anyone except the loonies on tumblr to understand. I’m so disappointed by all this unjust pain and agony of the world- the children, the animals, the environment, the people that I have conditioned myself to display an eloquence so pungent it seems like I’m a cold manipulator. For if I ever showed myself for who I was to them- the judgers, the perverted, the scheming, I would surely be dead either by my own or someone else’s hands. Maybe I’m God and they just like tumblr and good omens and want to eat crepes in peace with the personality they split into 2 -preferably in Paris. Maybe they have been placed all the blame by the enemy and they are powerless to the human condition as you all are by an unknown enemy and is fated to be tortured in anxiety and pain invisible to all and the only infinite power they have is love that bleeds.

But I’ll give you and I both the peace of mind that I am an in fact just a mentally ill human whose life span is between the zones of expiration and fermentation, with a god complex, whom their closest people will never truly know how to care no matter how much they try- and in fact the more they try to help me the more they leave me in my original state- alone.

I leave you (no I’m not killing myself you idiot I’m going to the mental hospital to be molested by nightmares of demons - I literally experience it everyday- as they force me to take my sleeping pills which sinks me deeper into it-oh wait that’s kind of worse lmao) with this favorite piece of classical music of mine

Stay safe yall I love you

#good omens #crowley #good omens fandom #Spotify #aziraphale #good omens headcanons #catch 22 #my only talent is lying (aka calling madness creativity and convincing people I’m intelligent and attractive)

[thetimetraveler24]

Something that is actually so surreal to me that I’m asking but… Chuck E Cheese stopped producing the tokens in 2016. Is Walker even old enough to remember what they are? 😭 😭 😭

#i’m old #and I’m only 22 #percy jackson and the olympians #percy jackson #walker scobell #chuck e cheese #tokens

[loyal04]

This fic has me on the edge of my seat. Hyperfixated on lmk the last 4 days (Found out it existed a week ago and binged watched the whole thing)

I don’t draw much I’m still learning spare me😔

Is it just me or is the quality terrible try clicking on it??

@ladygreenfrisbee OMG THEY HAVE A TUMBLR ACCOUNT 🫢

#lmk fanfic art #I don’t draw often 😬 #BABY MONKEY MK 😭 #I live for monkey MK #lmk sunbreak fanart #IM ONLY ON CHAPTER 22 IM SO SCARED #inspired by the expression I make when I’m asked to hold a baby #i still don’t know how tags work #lmk macaque #lmk mk fanart #monkey mk #BABY MONKEY MK

[fagkermit]

I found a new brush (bubbles)

#i am sososo cringe but the grind never stops #this only took me 2 hours and 22 minutes!! I’m very happy with it! also end result is only like 11 layers!! most of which are the bg/effects #it just say woah baby because of the music I was listening other then that it’s just kinda random #says* #yandere high school #yhs Sam #yhs #yhs fanart #yandere high school fanart #my art #cc!samgladiator apologists I would prefer if you just took a lil distance

[sunmisbf]

this is making me cry

#i’m so sad omg like we r witnessing how sm treats wayv through our screens but these guys r living through it #he’s only 22 he’s had enough suffering to last him a lifetime now #he’s definitely crying himself to sleep about this album being pushed back again n again #n the way everyone around him gets real tour n they get fanmeetings #that nct nation concert where the crowd cheered for everyone but them #i WILL avenge u yangyang #.txt

[nicoscheer]

Ending it with Miles 😭🫶🏽🥹 we’re gonna cry so bad.

But also I love this so much cause like obviously the band and the management heard all the hateful ‘fans’ back when they had to cancel Marlay Park because Alex dared to get laryngitis and this; giving them not only one but 3/4 shows with Miles and an access code is so hilarious to me cause like yeah you very fuckin nasty and disgusting but here ya go ya lil shits now what do you say (pretty please) like this makes all those haters look sooo incredibly dumb and childish (like no patience at all obviously they need time to schedule and arrange all the venues and what not, like have some faith in them just lean back and trust) anyways long story short love this move

I’m having a mental breakdown

Miles via email

#22/08/2023 #holy shit I just woke up #Arctic monkeys #also love that picture of Alex #only Alex could feel so bad about having to cancel one show that he gives us 4 shows 🫶🏽🥹 and Miles #uff the car is not gonna be the first tour without Miles as support/opening act #ending a (near exact) year long tour in Miles’ arms for four days befor riding off into the sunset with him 💅 #I would seriously go complete ignoring my bank account but Uni starts literally that week and I can’t miss that first week for my life fuck #Instagram #I can’t wait for their smiles and hugs #all his friends posting bout miles joining AM 🫠😭🥹 #I’m counting on Rosie to be mothering and giving us videos backstage of them two #I died dead #how Alex probably returned from his holiday in Italy and then met up with Miles when he had finished his promo tour and they were #just sitting on the settee drinking and chatting and then Alex asks him if Miles would like to join them for Ireland and on both their faces #a gigantic smiles just blooms and they grin at each other like the stupid lovesick idtios that they are before going in for one of their #trademark hugs and just cuddling and whispering to each other what they’ll do in Ireland together and and 😭😭 #also like this screams we needed to find a opening act in short notice so we obviously Turned to Miles and that’s so sweet it’s like yeah we #know he’ll always have our back just like we have his #Miles kinda feels like the peace offering here 🤣 #also like yes they’ll have endless time after the fourth gig but also before that because the monkeys are done on the 7th in America so they #have an entire week before that first Ireland gig just to practice (new/old songs) and spend time together #okay but hear me out what if: Miles Kane and the death ramps comeback ?!! huh what then

[coffee-bard]

Wait I have not been a truly Active tumblr member since I was like 14-16 what does “puts your character/your art in the microwave” mean?? I can tell it’s meant to be positive but I don’t get it OFHDHDHD I can feel myself rapidly aging and crumbling to dust 💀💀

#it’s finally happening #I used to know All the funny tumblr sayings and here I am…. #I’m only 22 I didn’t think it would happen so quickly #despite my not getting it it Does make me laugh when I read it so I assume it’s good :3👍 #what are the kids saying these days I want to know

[jorvikzelda]

today i had this Vivid memory flash through my mind of kissing my ex boyfriend (this was like 2018) and i felt so viscerally fucking revolted and I gotta say. it is truly impressive that I didn’t realise I’m a lesbian sooner than fucking half a year ago

#z talks #like the misidentifying as ace was Inevitable i think. that was due to repression that realising i didnt like men would not have fixed #(context: id’d as bi ace like. i wanna say 2016/17-2021/22 sometime and then went into ace and Questioning) #remember the time i really solidly settled on being aro because ‘romance has never not felt like a chore and putting on a facade’ #babe no thats because your most recent and also singular long term relationship was with a Man #and thats the only one youre looking back on #its so funny how i dated a guy and it was so thoroughly Meh that i just didnt feel like pursuing anything romantic for a very long time #(A REACTION I HAD NOT HAD AFTER MY PREVIOUS RELATIONSHIPS WITH GIRLS) #And DIDN’T somehow consider that maybe I just Didn’t Like Guys #its nothing i grieve or feel sad about dw its honestly mostly funny to look back on #no wrongs were committed and i dont hold a grudge against the guy it was just me being confused and compheted #(…which is also a weird word to apply because at the time i identified and was out to my friends as a trans guy Binary. #This Was Also Wrong.) #was a weird time man. a truly weird time #anyway. all is well i have now been on 2 dates with a really cute girl and she gave me tulips <3 #as part of a Care Delivery bc i had a Migraine and No Painkillers Or Snacks #get well flowers <333333 #and now i dream of kissing her under the moonlight #With the uh. Hornetposting lately it May seem unlikely but yes I DO interact with real women! Romantically! #They coexist Wonderfully <3 #Anyway. I’m gonna go to bed #Realising that im a lesbian solved all my identity problems including my fucking gender which is just fantastic #I am very happy and whenever I think of being a lesbian it grounds me to reality a little bit stronger and i go yeah. Yeah.

[kimjunnoodle]

i’ve never been one to 100% games but i stayed up till 4 just to get this

#it took so long #casting haste was my only savior #HE HAS 450 HP AND JM LEVEL 5 LIKE NO #but haha yes #only 22 left #one of which is finishing honor mode oh god #bg3 #this game has taken over my soul #i have 500 hours in it like HELP #l i’m i actually haven’t gone to bed yet and im still ‘at’ work (from home) #but i didn’t take a nap so either i have to stay up the whole day and sleep at night or #not yeah wait that one bc i get to play more #it’s not that i don’t update my fics it’s that im too deep in getting lore (playing) to write