#I’m literally gonna rewatch this again soon I need it again

[magicalboycupid]

go watch this movie RIGHT THE FUCK NOW!!!!!! literally the only complaint I have is that it’s a netflix original so I can’t own it on dvd

#wendell and wild #I’m so obsessed #fanart coming soon TO BE SURE #but man. i love stop motion. i love creepy stop motion movies #the puppet designs are so fucking good and cool GOD #i want to work with a stop motion animation company #i sew miniature clothes already… why shouldn’t I apply #ANYWAYS ALSO THE TRANS CHARACTER IS MAGNIFICENT I LOVE HIM #clocked him as soon as I saw the promo art but I was like ‘there’s no way they would…’ #AND THEN THEY DID #I’m literally gonna rewatch this again soon I need it again #cupid rambles

[mrs-kelly]

Watching a video of James clips and just covering my mouth like aaaaa it’s not fair why does he get to be that handsome…

#literally says ‘son of a bitch’ and I have to pause it cuz AAAAA #I missed his voice oh my god #I’m gonna keep rewatching lost soon I promise. I gotta. I gotta see James again #but obviously I need to rebuild my strength first ahfjfl #I watched 45 seconds of that video and I can’t watch anymore. that’s all I can handle ahfkfl #ren speaks #lost in your eyes

[waitmyturtles]

SPOILERS FOR THE ABSOLUTELY FANTASTIC FIRST EPISODE OF OS2 X BBS

(I’m on the far, far end of the international date line, so hopefully most of y’all have seen it or are close to seeing it...)

I MEAN?!?!?!?! I MEEEEANNNNNN?!?!??!?!?!!?

Maybe I was a little (okay, A LOT) worried that these episodes would feel like an appendage, maybe in kind of the way I felt The Eclipse episodes turned out (but I really need to rewatch those again).

But how could I not trust Aof? It almost seems like he started writing this as soon as he was done with BOTH BBS and ATOTS to put this story together. 

I was getting mixed up in mom brain with @miscellar a few days ago, thinking that there was going to be a body swap thingy, and kind of groaning about it, so I’m SO SO GLAD I WAS WRONG, and that this is going to be set up to be a mini-drama about two couples going through their growth shit. 

I dunno, y’all. What can I say. The MAJORITY of you all have been waiting MUCH LONGER than me to see Pran and Pat reunited, as I only watched Bad Buddy in January, and ATOTS late last year, but still, really -- I have this seriously strong sense of nostalgia that I am so happy to see Pat and Pran HAPPY, and/or at least working on their relationship, AND, JESUS, to see Phupha and TIAN TOGETHER, and omg, THAT MUSIC THAT PLAYED WHEN PHUPHA TURNED HIS HEAD and Pran was googly-eyed, and I was literally DYING AT THIS STARBUCKS, actually covering my mouth with giggles because not only is it so good to see all these guys back, but ALL OF THEM TOGETHER, and acting together, and FUCK, THIS WHOLE TWO-WEEK DEAL IS GOING TO BE SO FUCKING GOOD.

Like, this storyline does NOT seem played out. (Listen, I enjoyed PatWai.)

Honestly, I can’t really conjure analysis, LOL. I’m just too overwhelmed. The fucking shots of Chiang Mai and Pha Pun Dao. Pran sticking his hand out of the car and seeing the green hills. PRAN IS THERE, Y’ALL, PRAN. I mean --

IT’S DOUBLE NOSTALGIA TIME. THAT’S WHAT AOF DID, THAT’S WHAT HE’S DOING TO US!!!!!!

GAAAAAHHHHH. I think that’s it. I’m getting hit TWICE, Y’ALL, TWICE WITH THE FEELS! PatPran, PhuphaTian! Flashbacks to Tinidee and Chiang Mai! Campus and hills of tea! It’s too much! Too much for an almost menopausal woman like myself! I’m fuckin’ gonna give myself hot flashes with this shit!

And Tian is SO FEISTY, UGH, and Pat is SO DETERMINED but still making silly mistakes, but being SO HONEST and reflective about those mistakes, and Pran is still such a buggy little SHIT, but has opened up so much, as we can see, to be open and honest about his feelings, while these guys still know and maybe slightly regret that they have to keep things secret.

I FUCKING LOVE THAT THIS EPISODE MADE MULTIPLE REFERENCES TO UNCLE TONG AND THE IMPACT THAT HE HAD ON THEM. THAT THEIR HONEYMOON TRIP WAS THE LAST TIME THEY COULD BE OPEN AND OUT TOGETHER.

I might have more to say later, but I’m just agog right now. This was so well done, at least so far. These guys fucking hauled ass to do this show, I mean, Ohm had finished filming Double Savage like the day before this. I’m shaking my damn head. This was fun, it was flirty, it was emotional, the bros are still fucking bro-ing (WTF KORN, BTW! I mean, did you out them, or was that a slightly homophobic comment?!), it’s filmed BEAUTIFULLY, but what would you expect of Aof otherwise. 

I mean. I just wrote a whole bunch of gibberish, but I honestly have no words. I’m so, so, so, so, so, so, so glad to have all of these guys back, in one place, all four of them, acting together, working together (PAT IN THE CLASSROOM OMFG I’M GONNA DIIEEEEEEE TOMORROWWWWW). 

I’m a CROSSOVER STAN, NO PROBLEMS WITH IT. I AM SUITED AND SEATED FOR IT. Ohm x Nanon x Earth x Mix -- FUCK. YESSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!

#bad buddy #bad buddy the series #a tale of thousand stars #atots #our skyy 2 x bad buddy #our skyy 2 x a tale of thousand stars #our skyy 2 x atots #our skyy 2 x bad buddy x a tale of thousand stars #our skyy 2 x bbs x atots #patpran #pranpat #pat x pran #pran x pat #tian x phupha #phupha x tian #ohm pawat #nanon korapat #earth pirapat #mix sahaphap

[candyredmusings]

Mike’s Mic Appropriately Unhinged Recap Of Pretty Little Liars Sentence Starters.

I love this video series and I have nothing else to say for myself. May update more in time as I rewatch these videos. Feel free to change pronouns/whatever you need!

I need a cross. Where’s my crosses?

The girls are truly dropping like flies in this town.

[NAME] was addicted to speed.

[NAME] .... is gay!

[NAME] slept with her teacher.

[FULL NAME]. Felon. Felon. Felon. Jail. Prison.

The more layers you scratch the more issues there are so we’re not gonna scratch!

[FULL NAME] is not seeing heaven and I’ll make sure of it.

What were their names again? Glizzy. Slime Girl. Blob. And Eminem. 

Let me wear one other item of clothing, [NAME]!

[NAME] is very nice and gets along with everyone, so it’s not looking good for her ‘staying alive’ wise.

His irrelevance astounds me.

The way [NAME] was in the trenches with these crusty wigs.

[NAME] is getting increasingly shitty.

He’s largely a cringe flop.

This man is crusty I’m going to tear him a new one.

Look if you take away all the horrible, rude shit she says ... She’s an icon

Look, if I’m being honest ... That’s my bestie and she did nothing wrong. She was justified in everything that she did.

That’s my bestie and she did nothing wrong. She was justified in everything that she did.

She was justified in everything that she did.

It’s so ridiculous but it’s also just so fun if you ignore how dumb it is.

Let me move my bangs so I can read this properly.

Remember the boner phone?

Call off your techno-boytoy.

Call off your techno-boytoy or I’ll call the cops.

Someone needs to go to jail for this wig.

[NAME] minimized her slay.

Be your own techno-boytoy.

I know you wanna kisth me.

The person who has the stick gets to talk, and since I have the stick that means no more talking from you.

Why would I do this? Reason one is BECAUSE I WANT TOO!

As I was doing this and spending ridiculous amounts of hours on this and I was not getting bored I was like ‘I think something’s wrong.’

What happened here? We’ve had a casualty!

We’ve had a casualty!

If I say things like, ‘[NAME] you’re not seeing heaven’ ... It’s a joke!

[NAME] invented homophobia.

I’m doing you a public service. Slay!

Babe, just google it.

[NAME] felon of the century!

[NAME]! That’s my bestie right there!

[NAME] ... Truly a menace of the millennia.

Who plays lacrosse? 

[NAME], the crust lord of the millennium. 

[NAME]’s key traits are ‘fashionable, popular, and blonde.’

These girls love to sh-teal.

Gorgeous gorgeous gorgeous girls love SOUP.

*Coughs* liar. *Coughs* felon.

Call the ‘yass’ police!

Whoa, babe, we literally just met, and you’re already kissing me on the cheek?

This girlboss right here is the messiest. 

Put the blazers down!

*Sighs* This man ...

[NAME] is dating a crusty named [NAME].

[FIRST AND LAST NAME], key words is ‘rich’ ‘asshole’ ... But also a little bit slay.

She hates [NAME] because she’s underage and poor.

[NAME] can’t fight all three of these girlbosses.

You’re going to be SOO gooped and gagged, this isn’t even the start of it!

You’re going to be SOO gooped and gagged!

This crusty ass wig.

The hair looks like shit!

Crusty wigs is a key part of [NAME]’s personality.

[NAME] has came back from Weed Rehab camp.

Our girlboss [NAME] has done some digging.

She sleeps in eyeliner. She practically has eyeliner tattooed onto her eyelids.

I-CONIC LYRICISM! 

I do not condone this buffoonery. 

We’re not gonna find out anytime soon-- FORGEDABOUTIT.

Girl ... You hit her with a car!

#txt #rp memes #rp prompts #sentence starters #ask prompts #roleplay memes #roleplay prompts #inbox memes #inbox prompts

[lonesomedotmp3]

teeeee 🫶 i was going to send this earlier but i got really stressed out by the supergirl episode i had on and i paused it and fell asleep… it happens!!!! anyway happy birthday yayyy i know your day is like. almost over but i hope you enjoy the rest of it and no one bothers you and everyone is really niceys… and i hope your shitty roommates die and that text message guy falls into a sewer and is eaten by rats and i hope all your friends realize how lucky they are to get to be around you etc!! it’s not fair that we’re separated by the ocean if i was there i would have stopped all that shit that’s annoying you!!!!! but i digress!! still so utterly absolutely grateful to get to know you in this limited internet based capacity you are like one of the most beautiful lights in my life for real… in many ways it’s like the atoms we’re consisted of were once right next to each other in a dying star. 🩷 i love watching tv shows with you even though we have never found a way to coordinate an actual joint viewing (blaming that one on the time difference of it all!!!!) and i loveeee it when you watch or read something at my recommendation and you have all the same reactions i had it’s like we have a soul bond fr… gonna take one second to say again that you should watch supergirl…. and i love watching things that you recommended because you always just Get Me in a way not many people seem to…. anyway i love being your friend i love that your birthday is the day after my bbc merlin anniversary i love that we both have birthdays on the 18th i love watching old ass tv shows with you i love you <3 and i’m going to watch cloak and dagger soon i promise i just accidentally got really caught up in books for a couple weeks there i need to balance my media intake better and then i’ll watch it!!! ok bye xoxo love beth

also how crazy is it that pope gif is literally the most i’ve seen of season 3. me when a show was so fucking bad i couldn’t even watch its latest season despite being completely obsessed and in love with it back in the days of season 1….. pate bros kill yourselves and all that

oh beth 🖤🖤🖤 you are so important to me and my life we really seriously are soul bonded... our born on the 18th swag <3 that is so nice to hear whenever I watch a film I love I'm always like I'm not sure who will Understand this like I do EXCEPT... you always get it 🫂 I promise I will watch some supergirl I just need to find it somewhere I don't think it's easily available in the uk so I might have to dl the first season it'll be a whole thing. I mean really it's not that crazy I'm just lazy sorry <33 and I hope u love cloak and dagger fr I might rewatch it soon... heterosexual love is so beautiful... ANYWAY. I love you 🖤🖤 when we watch lost season two it's going to go crazy even if it's bad we'll be in it together we'll get silly with it ok 🫶

#and re: obx i literally have not seen anything of it except that gif i swear... seasons that don't even exist in my beautiful mind... #absolute madness that obx is what brought us to each other though. we'll always have to give it that!! 🫶🫂🫂 #ask tag #katnissgirlsmakedo #AND. crazy the closest we came to a joint viewing is when we watched the merlin finale... maybe we're too traumatised from that... #you still having to just go about your day afterwards was so bonkers u were so ridiculously strong for that...

[englishstrawbie]

I'm afraid you'll have to suffer through some of my mistakes

Reba McEntire - You’re Gonna Be

I’m DG85 on AO3.

Slow clap 👏🏻👏🏻 Well done, my friend, you have achieved what no-one else has and, with your song choice, you have got me to write a Marina baby!fic. 😜😂

Before writing this, I went back and rewatched Maya with the baby in episode 2x11, which is such a wonderful moment, and that is how I have always envisioned Maya being as a mom - not how she was with Pru in season 5. I hope you enjoy this! 😊

A link to the song

>>>>>>>>>>

It is almost ten p.m. when the baby starts fussing for a feed. Carina is still under sedation after her surgery and doesn’t stir, which leaves Maya – literally – holding the baby, walking him up and down the short width of the room in the hope of getting him to quieten. A nurse brings by a bottle of formula and hands it to Maya without a second thought, apparently confident that she knows what she is doing. Maya takes it from her with a ‘thank you’ and a grateful smile, then settles on the rocking chair in the far corner and watches as he gurgles happily while he drinks.

Maya has barely stopped staring at him since his arrival a couple of hours ago, taking in every bit of him, mesmerised as if he is the first baby she has ever set eyes on. He is all DeLuca, as far as she can see: a button nose and soft pink lips, dark brown eyes and long lashes that he definitely gets from his Mama.

His hands fumble at the bottle, not able to grip anything just yet but already trying. It distracts him from the task in hand and Maya encourages the nipple back into his mouth.

“Come on, baby,” she coos gently. “You need to get all these nutrients inside of you so that you grow.”

He does as he is told and latches on again. He is a little small for a baby born at thirty-eight weeks, just five pounds and eleven ounces, but otherwise healthy, according to Jo. Still, Maya is determined for him to gain a little bit of weight while he bottle feeds, until Carina is strong enough to try breastfeeding.

Maya runs her thumb over his fingers, watching as his fist curls into a ball – so small, yet so strong.

“You know, baby, you’re gonna have a lot of people telling you that these are surgeon’s hands. It runs in the family, you know,” she says softly. His eyes dart around at the sound of her voice, as if he is trying to look at her. “Maybe some people will wonder if you’ll do something more physical, like me, or if you’ll be artistic, like your Uncle Mason. But what I really want for you is for these hands to do whatever you want them to do.”

As if he understands her, his little hand collides with hers, his palm warm against her skin. It makes Maya smile as tears pool in the corners of her eyes. Motherhood has brought about a new slew of emotions that she had not been expecting, including some that keep trying to transport her back to her childhood despite all the work she has done to move forwards from it. Thank God for Diane Lewis helping her navigate it all.

“Not that being a surgeon would be a bad thing, if that’s what you want,” she says suddenly, as if she needs to clarify her words. “Because your Mama is a surgeon and she is… well, she’s the most amazing person that I know. And we are so lucky that she’s ours.”

She feels him sigh against her, as if agreeing with her.

“I know you’re impatient to meet her. I know she really really wants to meet you too. She’s been waiting for you for so long. She’s sleeping at the moment but, as soon as she wakes up, you’re going to be the first thing she wants to see. So we’re going to make sure that this belly is full, and these clothes are clean, and this diaper is empty, so that you can have the best cuddle with her, okay baby?”

She convinces herself that he smiles as she talks about Carina.

“And I’ll be nearby too,” Maya promises. “I’ll always be nearby, your whole life, whenever you need me.” She falls solemn. “I can’t promise that I’ll always get it right. In fact, I know I won’t. Being a mom… it’s not something I ever saw for myself, until I met your mama. And between you and me?”

Maya pauses, biting into her bottom lip.

“I’m a little bit scared,” she admits, lowering her voice into a whisper. “Because I want to be a good mom – but I didn’t have very good teachers, you know, so I’m probably gonna make mistakes along the way. But no matter what, just remember that all I want for you is to be safe and loved and happy. And if you’re all of those things, baby, then I’ll know I’ve got something right.”

A tear falls down her cheek, landing on his hand, and Maya kisses it away.

“We are going to give you a name, by the way,” she says. “You won’t be ‘baby’ forever. We have a shortlist, but Mama and I can’t agree on which one we like the most; and we thought we had another couple of weeks before you were going to be here.”

He grows tired of the bottle and she takes it away, lifting him up to her shoulder and rubbing his back to encourage the gas to escape from his stomach. Maya uses her legs to rock them back-and-forth in the chair.

“But if Mama asks, tell her you like Finley the best, okay?”

“Are you and our son ganging up on me already?” a groggy voice catches her attention.

Maya looks over at the bed, where Carina rubs her eyes as they adjust to the dimly lit room.

“Hey, you’re awake,” Maya says happily, although keeping her voice low.

“Is he okay?”

“Yeah, he’s perfect,” Maya gushes. She smiles across the room at her wife. “You wanna meet your son?”

Despite the pain that radiates from the wound on her stomach, Carina nods as she lifts herself up slightly, her eyes lighting up keenly. Maya stands carefully and walks over to the bed, placing their newborn onto Carina’s chest and watching as he snuggles in, knowing immediately who she is.

“Oh my God,” Carina says. “He’s beautiful.”

“Beautiful like his Mama,” Maya says, leaning down and pressing her lips against Carina’s hair.

She watches as Carina’s eyes sweep over him, soaking it all in, counting each of his ten tiny fingers.

“How are you feeling?”

“Tired, sore,” Carina says. “But happy.” She looks up at Maya with shining eyes. “He’s here.”

“Thanks to you,” Maya says. “You were amazing in there, you know? And I have never been more in love with you and our family, as I am right now.”

She leans down and kisses her wife softly, laughing when the baby lets out a small whimper of discontent that the attention has been taken away from him for a moment.

“I guess we’re going to have to get used to being interrupted,” Maya muses.

“I think you’re right,” Carina says with a small laugh. She kisses the top of his head. “And I think we’re going to forgive him every time.”  

Maya smiles to herself. She is pretty sure this kid is going to have her wrapped around his little finger in no time. In fact, she already is.

#station 19 #maya bishop #carina deluca #station 19 fanfiction #my fanfiction #february lyric prompt challenge #no one @ me okay?!

[wickedmoonlite]

KinnPorsche Rewatch 2023

Reminder: as we go into heavier topics in KP (dub-con/non-con, toxic behaviors, etc.), I will not be doing deep dives. I’m planning on taking this just below surface value as these are literally thoughts I have in the moment as I’m watching. Thank you.

Episode 10 Random Thoughts

So much in this episode relating to trust. It's gonna be good. But also bad. I enjoy this one.

Ah, Porsche... I know you want to get to the bottom of all this, but I don't know if trusting Vegas is the way to do it lol

I do like how, fairly consistently, the actors keep their fingers off the trigger of their guns. That's the way you're supposed to do it, put it up above, flat against the gun itself. Thank you, actors.

Hmm... KimChay cuddle scene. I have many thoughts about this one... First off, I love that Kim went from "lemme kiss Chay on the cheek, but that's it" to full on cuddling. This man doesn't know how to emote properly, or let himself have emotions about things sometimes. He has problems with intimacy and relationships (platonic, romantic, familial, what have you) as we see in this scene when he breaks Chay's heart (and mine, fuck) by saying "I'm hungry" after Chay has bared his soul to the guy and asked for love in return (Which don't get me wrong, it's sooo fast for Chay to be saying the L-word [-lesbian? -no, scott. -lesbianS?] but he's used to people leaving him, or not being able to stick around so like... he wants Kim to stick around. Plus he's a teenager still. Things are fleeting when you're a teenager. I fucking get it.)

Continuing on a bit of a tangent from the point above: the micro-expressions that Jeff conveys here looks like a mixture of oh god what have I gotten myself into and this boy is breaking my heart I actually like him so much but I hate that I like him. And the look he gives Chay when he asks "Do you love me?" ... I can see behind those eyes he's screaming yeeeees, I fucking do, but I can't bring myself to say it. jUST CONFRONT YOUR EMOTIONS, KIM, YOU DUMBASS, I SWEAR TO GOD.

How was he planning on just secretly leaving though?? There's like one way out of the house, and it's the way Chay just went, bro.

Kim to the rescue is my favoriiiiiiiiiiiiiiite the kick is so good, the fighting is so good, ughhhh.

The fact that this man takes two stun gun hits before he goes down is so impressive though.

I don't like Tawan reaching in over Arm to get to the computer.

Secret Pete goes in secretly this time.

Yeah, but Vegas, you aren't innocent. aND YOU KNOW EXACTLY WHERE PORCHAY IS. Fuck.

I think anyone would be hurting after that fight, honestly. And I actually really like how Kim calls Kinn first to get answers.

Ope, found the kinky room. But that's the room you need, Pete.

Wow. What everyone around Kinn was saying would happen, happened. What an unexpected conclusion to the Tawan in the mafia house saga.

"You think I'm here alone?" He says to the person who was a lackey for the person who set this all up, which is the person you brought with you. Confused? You won't be after today's episode *SOAP theme song*

And the mole has been revealed. Ah, Ken. We liked you a decent amount.

"But this wasn't the fucking plan." What was the plan though?????

Oh Tawan, poor, silly Tawan. Vegas doesn't want you. This is part of the reason I do actually feel bad for him in a way. He was used so viciously by Vegas. Then gets shot in return.... Again.

Kim and Big to the rescue ❤💔

Oh Big, we appreciate you and will miss you.

A 30 second timer? So Short.

And Kinn smokes now, when Porsche said he was going to quit and everything. I don't blame any of these guys, this shit is stressful.

Chay is so rightfully upset at Porsche for putting him in danger. Porsche was trying so hard to keep Chay in the dark, but it caught up to him anyway. Just let him have space, he's allowed to be pissed the fuck off.

Well yeah, but Vegas is going to a secret house soon. With our favorite smiley guy in tow.

I don't think I'd enjoy having my bits electrocuted, either. But Pete looks so ready to face it head on. He said, fuck it, I shall smile anyway.

Bye, Ken.

Tankhun speaking the truth that Gun so desperately wants to keep hidden. I think Korn saw through that, just like his oldest son. Once again, best instincts of all the brothers.

"If you think that the minor family is the traitors you can take my life." Oh Gun, playing with fire, you are.

Porsche deserves all the apologies, Kinn.

Episode 11 next! Thank you for reading!

And here I said I wasn't going to deep dive... I won't deep dive to the bottom of the ocean, but the deep end of a pool is another story I suppose lmao.

I'm talking about myself. I lied to myself.

#kprewatch2023 #kinnporsche #kinnporsche the series #I told you KimChay was my favorite #I have so many feels about them

[spicyvampire]

2022 : a summary

Post your favorite or most popular edit from each month this year (it’s okay to skip months!)  

Tagged by @talays-portkey Thanks for the Tag!

January

Most Popular : [x] the Yok liking Dan in a very normal way

Favorite : [x] Yok skills gifset really was the start of an era, loved that insane guy and he was funny af, first time I was starting to make huge gifsets with little captions on them I think? ; [x] Y’all remember the raccoon meme? Man, I forgot I made that for Bad and Crazy but it was fun, and different from anything I’ve ever made because I tried to make it look like posters and yeah I like that

February

Most Popular : [x] Yok defending Dan in front of Sean, tbf this came out during a heartbreacking episode people needed a laugh

Favorite : [x] y’all remember Sean vs Yok who is the fastest gay alive? these guys were insane, also this inspired Vegas vs Kinn later that same year ; [x] Yok + Greek words for love, the amount of love I have in my heart for that boy isn’t even half the one he has in his for like everyone, he is just SO full of love

March

Most Popular : [x] Yok edition of who is the fastest gay alive, that bad boy took so long to make ugh glad people liked it

Favorite : [x] my danyok goodbye gifset using stucky quote ajgdhashdfgsh the purple looks great on computer ; [x] Live slug MoD reaction, it was just fun to do something MoD again

April

Most Popular : [x] Porsche not connecting the dots on Kinn homosexual activity, I just learned how to animate a gif and boy did I want to have fun with that

Apparently I gifed like almost nothing in april, it was exam period afterall

May

Most Popular : [x] Vegas vs Kinn, trying to find neon looking fonts and neon looking overlays was a pain in the ass but it was worth it, I hope I do that type of gifset vibes again soon  it was fun to make

Favorite : now it is very hard to chose my fave gifset there because it was the month I was doing Not Me Appreciation and I really like that I should probably try to do again but I really think those are my top 2 so here [x] Yok; [x] DanYok sunshine & Rain

June

Most Popular : [x] Pete’s BDSM duality, which is very surprising cuz I thought it was gonna be the [x] Family Braincells gifset seeing that people even requested that for the bodyguards afterwards but oh well

Favorite : [x] Vegas Hidding out Magazine which weirdly is one of my less popular KP gifset but I love it so much “pathetic is the new chic” like come on I literally peaked there, if I ever make shirts out of the one liners this one is gonna be the first one at for sure; [x] TanBunn relationship developements finally went back to my MoD roots for pride month MaxTul if you reading this pls come back 😔

July

Most Popular : [x] Porsche fear of ghosts, we love a little scared cat

Favorite : [x] KP goodbye gifset, truly the end of an era, I’m forever changed

August

Most Popular : [x] Shadowhunters edits that reminds me I have not gifed SH in months

Again I did nothing really that month

September

Most Popular : surprisingly the most popular gifset isn’t a KP one, it’s [x]  akkayan hoodie, 2nd is [x] PorschePete bitches stage tho so eh

Favorite :  so end of september & start of october was kpweek and boy did I come  there ready cuz I spend the entire month before doing like nothing and I  had all these pent up ideas,  I have so many favorites really I had fun with KPweek [x] Kinn [x] Pete [x] KinnPorsche

October

Most Popular : [x] Main and Minor family (minus the parents), that was one long boi wasn’t it

Favorite : [x] Ayan + Debbie’s monologue what can I say I just love the addams family and I rewatch the movies almost every year so I know a lot of these lines by heart; [x] KP Halloween cuz I forgot to put the side story in my Porsche fear of ghost gifset so Halloween gave me a reason to dedicate a gifset to it

November

Most Popular : [x] Cherry Magic, god the way I ran when it dropped on youtube oof

Favorite : [x] MoD 2 years anniversary gifset, cannot believe it’s been 2 years MaxTul WHERE are you 😭😔💔

December

Most Popular : [x] SamMon right in front of everyone salad

Favorite : December is exam month and this time I really tried to gif almost nothing till like the very end but shoot out to [x] Bodyguards braincells gifset

I think I did one of for 2021 too and it was fun going back through the stuff I did, a bunch of these I literally forgot I made last year so that’s why I wrote so much for a lot of them

Tagging (if you want to no pressure & also idk who has done this already sorry) : @luna-lina @winteams @kinnsporsche @thelaziestmotherfucker @fangrui @guzhu-furen @laowen @sunsetandthemoon @pavel-chekovs @liyazaki

#gifmaker tag #I ACCIDENTALLY DELETE THIS POST WTF #thank god i did reblog it on my sideblog before the incident so i just had to copy paste god

[cubedmango]

Hey naina, tried to rewatch the cherry magic movie tonight. Got up to the nagasaki scene. It’s currently paused,,, I have cried genuinely. non stop since I pressed play? My head hurts really badly I think. I’m gonna try again tomorrow I hope you’re having a lovely day

(other ask under the cut for length)

KUROSAWA SAYING WHEN YOU DIDN’T TURN TO ME I WAS SAD AND THAT ONE FUCKIN TEAR THAT FALLS FROM HIS EYES AND THE WAY HE LAUGHS AND APOLOGISES FOR BEING A MESS I NEED A NURSE like i’m gonna. Die i’m two seconds away from throwing up my heart why would he. Why did they film a movie with such intent to tear me to the ground the way he can barely speak and has to try and gather himself multiple times with deep breaths before speaking and ends up crying anyway the way adachi looks on helplessly wondering how to comfort him and let him know how much he loves him the way. The way he tries to bridge the gap between them with understanding through touch one of kurosawa’s main love languages the way kurosawa’s eyes are so glossy and doe like as he waits for adachi’s kiss the way he says his name so softly the way adachi rests his hand on kurosawa’s knee and their hands find each other so slowly…, so softly… so tenderly… the way they can literally speak 636373 words with just their hands alone and do way more for the sake of romance and true deep mutual love than anything the way none of these are in order of how they happen because my brain is seeping out of my ears naina what the actual fuck were they thinking..,, machida keita akaso eiji and kazam hiroki you will receive my medical bills shortly i’m. I wow so. cool

PLEASE IM CRYING KFJHSDKFHDSJF ALL OF THIS IS SO REAL??????? cm crew put Smth into the nagasaki scene idk what but its insane like i will never Not be feral when i think abt it ...... kurosawas breakdown is so painful to see hes been holding everything back for So Fucking Long and imagining all the events from his perspective is crazy like think abt it. he has no idea if adachis ok or not and none of his calls go through and theyre so far apart like Imagine . the fact he wasnt like full on bawling in that scene means hes still holding back so much probs for adachis sake its so aaarhrrhGHGFGHF!!!!!!! LET HIM CRY MORE PLEASE.......

adachis side was perfectly analyzed in that meta i rbed earlier so i have nothing substantial to add but god for the 58302th time his Growth ..... even in ep 12 he had to get that push from tsuge to go meet w kurosawa but in the movie he could already tell kurosawa was putting up a front (and literally predicted it would happen as soon as he got the transfer offer) and he probs planned on talking abt it when he flied back to tokyo before the incident which is. ... .. and the look of determination on his face the entire time kurosawa finally broke down w no panic no overthinking like "I Am Going To Love And Cherish This Man So Hard" and comforting kurosawa w touch and no longer caring abt the magic that hes become reliant on for kurosawas sake. . Yeah im going to be ill about these two for the rest of my life thank u cm crew god bles <3

#cherry magic spoilers #are we still tagging spoilers? i have no idea #my answer #nagasaki scene is fucked up and Evil they didnt have to go angst 100 w it.. even the manga ver had some sillies.. the writers chose violenc #and ofc akaso and machida absolutely killed it my god im v glad its them who got these roles bc the scene is Very hard to portray right imo #like a game of acting ping pong getting every expression and line right....... and the ball is my poor heart getting slapped around #anon ur making me want to rewatch too but i know i cant handle it im still weak i still miss them so much :( #this did remind me to try working on my post-nagasaki fic again i have the ideas and everything its jst. The Damned Writers Block #but i did have plans to make kurosawa break down even More (for good reasons!!!!) i wanna write it so bad augh

[alphinias]

Hi! I just wanted to drop in to ask what are your thoughts/theories/hopes for Nancy Drew season 4?! I have a couple of my own but wanted to know what you think? How do you think they will break the curse? How will Ace find out? What is Nancy’s headtrip gonna be this season (since she’s had one at least every season — the whisper box, wraith, nightmare/Temperance’s forecast) I can’t wait for the new season & hope we get news about it soon! Netstar/CW really out here testing my patience 😭😡 - 👻

A little ghostie! I love that. Honestly I don’t have any idea what to expect for ND S4 other than Nace endgame baby. I’m waiting to collect.

I for sure need to rewatch S3 before it comes out. I remember most of it but I’ve definitely not watched it closely enough to pick up clues for much of what’s to come plot wise. My main wish other than Nace reconciliation and everybody happy is that Nancy isn’t thrown at some random other man. I want her to move past that coping mechanism because I think it would be very healthy for her. And all of Nancy’s head trips are so amazing aren’t they?? She’s had her perfect universe where her mom is alive, confronted all the parts of herself and her self hatred, been distracted by another world again. I think it would be cool if we went to the past in some way (literally just because I’m selfish and would love pre show nace crumbs), or if Nancy had to be the one to break others out of the head trip this time.

Sorry this answer is not much real theorizing, but I do desperately need a S3 rewatch since it’s been so long! And as much as I LOVE ND I tend to watch it experiencing it as it’s happening rather than trying to figure out what’s going to happen. I just don’t have the brain power lol.

WE BETTER GET A RELEASE DATE SOON!!

#nancy drew #nace #ask

[melis-writes]

Imagine my *surprised face but not really surprised* face when I see you’re going to write Tommy Shelby 🥹 IT’S HAPPENING!!! Oh you better strap yourself in girl, reaaaaaal tight for the ride you’re about to go on for not only all the series but for the depth of this motherfucking character!

I’ve always been into mafia/mob/gangster either Films, Series or documentaries & adaptations. Peaky Blinders is hands down the best series I have ever watched and I still sing it’s praises to this day. This whole family will have you feeling all types of ways and I promise you won’t regret it. I love each character for so many different reasons, Tommy is the best character by far and was the reason I initially got hooked but the family unit is something so powerful ❤️

I’m so intrigued to see your writing for Tommy! Tommy’s character doesn’t change too much in terms of his mentality but his character grows so so much more throughout all the series. I often look back at series 1 and just want to cuddle & look after that man something silly. That man is infuriating and so lovable at the same time but I won’t spoil anything for you. I could talk about this for literal weeks and now I’m feeling I need to rewatch it all again for the 3rd time.

Good luck writing, although you probably won’t need it. Your writing is incredible as always! I’m also a ✨The Other Woman girlie ✨ so super excited for when you post that.

All my love ❤️

Ahhhhh, yes!! 🤭❤️ I'm still so new to the world of Peaky Blinders and Tommy's character that as soon as I feel comfortable with the storyline and get to know him better, I'll hop on getting his fic written for you! 🥴 I already know he's a hell of a character and his mannerisms are actually gonna be fun to write out fic wise... 👀

I've heard a lot of recommendations and praise for lots of gangster/mafia TV shows but Peaky Blinders is on the tip of everyone's tongues, I swear. 😭😭 I actually hate how little time I have to delve into new media so this one might take me much longer than I expect but it will happen for sure! The series more than just held my interest after the first episode, so we're getting there. 🤭

My goal and aim is the same: keeping it canon!! Tommy needs to be 100% as canon as possible to the fullest so just like my Godfather fics and everything else, you can feel immersed like you're actually speaking with Tommy and right next to him... 🥵 That's why I'm studying the hell out of him and his behaviour when I'm watching the show lmfao.

Thank you so much for all your continued love and support, my beloved!! 🥰✨ I'm so grateful and appreciative for it! Right now we got Chapter 5 of The Other Woman upcoming so we return tenfold to Michael Corleone's arms... where we belong. 😍

[skylariumrose]

Let’s talk with Skylar!

Super Giant Robot Brothers! Ep 1. Gone and Back Again

So to start off,

RISE UP! ON THE SHOULDERS OF GIANTS! FORGED BY SUPER SCIENCE! MIGHTY METAL SAVES THE DAY YEEEAAAHHH! FEEL THE POWER! ITS THE SUPER GIANT ROBOT BROTHERS!!!!!

Now that that’s done 😆 I’m gonna just go with First Impressions:

• The cozy music and everyday life in that nice dawn or evening is really peaceful. And No joke, I had to rewind because I was so shocked by the diversity and I loved that 🥰

• The ORT is what I wanted for Pacific Rim 2

• The confirmation scene is like Galaxy Quest with Weaver’s job 🤣

• My brother called Creed ‘discount Pentacost’, eh I think they’re same level. Just different levels

• The media! 😆

• Alex apparently skipped all Bachelor’s Degrees 🤷🏾‍♀️😆

• Baby Alex is also the best thing, her ‘His name is Shiny!’ had me in tears because babysitting has told me this is very true

• Shiny makes me think of baby’s first bouncy ball, all the energy, no direction

• This launch sequence 🤣🤣🤣 (rewatch show him catching Frank 😆)

• Soundtrack 😎 Lit!

• The military (in maser tanks) asking about their need to be here if the robot will be here has the same energy as the clones asking about the Zillo Beast

• The tanks have a crash trying to back up

• Excellent Fight! Hilarious and undignified end 😆

• They didn’t need to throw the pain-nostalgia of Iron Giant, but they did

• Thunder is the baby of Prowl and Ultra Magnus with Symbiotic Titan as the surrogate. I don’t make the rules. I just tell them.

• Rose and Rose, need I say more

• Thunder is so ruffled

• Running to the rescue! And Shiny’s entrance is fabulous, but his immediate smack down makes it funnier

• The media!!!

• The arguing is felt in my bones because I do this with my brother

• She made a rainbow beam! Baby Alex was adorable and perfect

• That triumph music is still like the best thing 😆

• Thunder my beautiful literal mech, I love you 💙

• Okay that synthwave 80’s into this alternative rock end is top tier!

Review & Thoughts:

An excellent kick off, like I was so engaged, laughing, and feeling for everyone almost every second. I do think this episode ends a bit suddenly, but hey one miss doesn’t take away everything else about this fantastic episode.

And the show runners to actually allow human being shown dying, something we always know is happening, but not to shy away from the death happening - I like that a lot, especially because they do it in a fun way.

Already I see the ground work for brotherly hilarity and I love that it’s the time tested and live trope of excited sibling and literal sibling, but switched so instead of the strict older sibling it’s a fun loving one and a more controlled younger sibling.

Also the bots are so humanized I love that to, not just human anthropomorphizing them. I hope that’s common.

And writing this little review hits me that Creed is basically Alex parental figure now. Can’t wait to see how that shows up. Also the fact that Alex is a female POC is so epic too. Can’t wait to se what tropes she follows and breaks!

And Finally

Favorite lines this episode that has me 🤣

• Rose&Rose

• “Who’s the detriment now sucker!” (With two finger salute)

I don’t know when the next little talk will be but I hope soon with the weekend coming up 😉

#super giant robot brothers #sgrb #sgrb shiny #sgrb thunder #sgrb alex rose #sgrb colonel creed #netflix #watch along #episode review

[osakiharu]

sometimes my mum says the most unnecessary things to me. like she’s always having a go at me for some unknown reason and it doesn’t bother me that much like whatever ?? but every now and again she just goes too far and it literally makes me go like what makes you think i wanted to hear that?? it’s rare that she makes me cry but when she does i mean like. i SOB. and this time was one of those times like…

never forgetting the time she just looked me dead in the eye and went the cats are gonna die soon and then we’ll just have dogs so see how you like that 😐🙄 when i made a joke about one of our dogs being better than the other (i love them both equally don’t worry y’all 😼) she knows how much my cats mean to me and like.. i know it’s gonna happen eventually because they’re both old now and i think about it a lot but i didn’t need that to be thrown at me 💀 she’s said things worse than that but that’s the most recent example and i didn’t wanna share anything that might make y’all upset idk 🧍‍♀️

anyways i’m gonna try and finish what i was doing a couple nights ago and rewatch the new stranger things series with my dad <3

#grace updates ✶ #she really does make me sad. #like she knows exactly what to say when she wants to and it just #kills me sometimes. but yeah i didn’t wanna give y’all an extreme example idk 😭

[willsilvertongue]

hello again from your secret santa!! I’ve been kept quite busy this month (mostly due to my job) but overall I’m doing pretty well, thank you for asking! despite being busy I’ve been able to sit down and watch several holiday movies (good and bad, lol). have you been able to watch any? I recommend this is christmas… I watched it for the first time the other day with my mom and the wholesomeness drove me to tears.

thank you for giving me so many options to choose from! TASTE. I also really like his dark materials but I haven’t been able to watch the new season yet 🫣 I admit I’m living vicariously through your blog as I don’t follow too many ppl who watch it. but I definitely need to watch it soon!! oh a rec? if you like lost in space you may like this other show abt these ppl who live in space and they send their children to the gr- just kidding! I know you enjoy a good fucked up parent-child relationship and interview with the vampire is in that realm. very “I am what you made me (how horrible).” but I’ve also been thinking abt rewatching schitt’s creek bc it’s so silly and wholesome and a good comfort show. the silly little rich family learning to appreciate the small things in life that actually turn out to be the big things got to me.

before I go, I’d like to know if there’s a certain color scheme you’d like for your gift! don’t be shy, most ppl have a favorite color! what’s yours? happy holidays! ⛄️❄️

ahh hello again!!! i feel you on having a very busy december but i DID manage to watch 1 movie! it was falling for christmas (the new lindsay lohan movie on netflix) and it was better than i expected which tbh? is very much a win in my books. this is christmas was literally next up on my list bc that one looks super decent so i will def be getting around to it soon <3

omggg you don't know how happy i am to hear that let me just say that it's gonna be so rewarding when you catch up!! i have actually been watching iwtv exclusively through gifs bc the dynamics sound SO compelling, i just am not a fan of vampires and seeing blood/gore like that 😭 but thank you so much for the rec, schitts creek is perpetually on my list of things to watch and i enjoy seeing the show's gifsets on my dash from time to time!!!

usually i'd be like 'anything works' but speaking from experience i know specificity helps so i Will admit that shades of blue always have a hold on me! i surprisingly really love red in gifsets and b&w with a pop of colour also never fails to impress me :) thank you sm for asking i cannot wait to see what you have planned i KNOW that i already adore it 💖💖

#asks #anon #ccss2022

[lilalbatross]

5, 10, 15, 16, 19, 27, 29, 30 for the ao3 ask meme <33

oh boy okay here we go

5. What work of yours got more feedback than you expected?

definitely Anything for you, my Shoresy fic. teeny tiny fandom for a weird niche canadian hockey comedy, but the response i got was really lovely and it's somehow in my top 5 for kudos, comments, and bookmarks. that was the first thing i posted after a couple brutal months for mental health and writers block, so those comments and stuff are really special to me

and then a special mention to chapters 6 and 7 of Austin Alone because people came fucking flying out of the woodwork to scream at us within the first couple hours of posting lmao i don't think i'll ever see anything like that ever again

10. What work was the quickest to write?

oh hands down it's What the fuck is with the spatula?, which i wrote in a single 4ish-hour sitting and a lot of that time was spent rewatching the Are You The One? ep they're watching so i could get the sequence of events right lmao. look, i just have a lot of feelings about drunk idiots brute forcing their way through complex probability with a spatula, and i needed to project that onto my otp

15. What WIP are you taking into next year with you?

dragging the carcasses of so many half-written fics, but trying to actively work on Acesodyne, which is a billy x owen post-1x07 multichap canon divergence about injury and music and grief and healing and i’m trying not to let it spiral out of control and it may not ever get posted even if i do finish it but hey we’ll give it a shot.

also determined to actually finish Downpour, which literally started as just “i bet if they stood in the rain Billy’s hair would get in his face and it would be cute and Owen would kiss him about it” and somehow turned into a bit of a trauma and body worship thing??? idk don’t ask me i don’t have any answers but i do have a 2.5k partial draft that i should put some hours into

16. What’s your most common “Additional Tags” tag?

lol it's "Established Relationship" from all my billy x owen oneshots where they're together at the start and i'm not giving you all the fucking backstory for how that happened, just jump in and we're off.

(...but also you and i know that the "how that happened" is usually Austin Alone if people know what details to look for lmao)

19. What’s one pairing you want to explore next year?

i don’t see myself drifting away from billy x owen any time soon, so definitely gonna keep thinking about those bastards more than literally anybody else in this fandom (except you lol). i also want to do more Shoresy/Goody. i wrote the one oneshot, but i have a multichap outline that needs some massaging and i think could be interesting. and i get to slam more canadiana into fic, which i really can’t do when all my other shit takes place in texas lmao

and then i’m sure i’ll get surprised by a pairing and end up spitting out something isn’t even on my radar yet. who knows, maybe i’ll finally find a Ted Lasso pairing that i want to write about. Colin and...[insert name here idk we’ll see but if i write about anyone it’ll probably be Colin]

27. What do you listen to while writing?

*gestures vaguely at my entire spotify wrapped* no but seriously. depends on the fic but i’ll generally have a playlist, album, or even song that i loop for each fic. sitting there long after midnight had a very angsty playlist. touch the sky and bite the asphalt was Maneskin’s album Teatro d’ira hence the fic title. i’m pretty sure with a gift for burning was Let Me Drown by Orville Peck. Acesodyne’s playlist is heavier on acoustic guitar/pop-punk because it’s a lot of songs that i know how to play on guitar so i can connect a physicality to what i’m trying to write

29. Favorite line/passage you wrote this year?

gonna resist every bone in my body that wants to be self-deprecating and couch this with all the weaknesses i see etc etc. big fan of this paragraph from with a gift for burning:

So many voices he wants to hear tonight. Numbers he knows by heart, burned into his muscle memory and connected to nothing. Harkes’ line had stayed in service the longest. Nobody canceled his contract, and it rang to voicemail for months before the unpaid bills piled up and his line was cut off. Billy called, again and again on bad nights, until his mouth shaped the words in time with Harkes’ rhythm. “Yo, it’s Jake. Leave a message if you want, but you should have just texted.” The last time he called, a confused teenage girl picked up and Billy threw his phone against the wall.

I was a little drunk when i wrote it, and then when i reread it i immediately had a moment of “oh :(” and then i knew i was onto some shit and it helped me break the direction the rest of the fic was gonna go lol

30. Biggest surprise while writing this year?

I did not expect my stuff to steer so hard into angst quite as much as it does???

but also in some ways biggest surprise was just that i...can... (don’t look at me)

send me ao3 wrapped questions if you want

#asks #long post #hello pal do you want an essay i have written you an essay

[samwinchesterism]

this is gonna be so long for no reason i know it already but i’m painfully rewatching parts of season 8 and i really just will never be over how people severely underestimate the impact of trauma on sam’s whole arc in season 8, and that’s obviously because the writers were so fucking asleep at the wheel when it came to that, but it’s the only thing that makes everything slot into place in a way that makes sense (to me, at least). 

the thing with sam in season 7 is that it wasn’t his post-hell arc the way season 4 contained dean’s post-hell arc: sam is still functionally in hell in season 7 in at least some way shape or form - in other words, up until the last 5 episodes of the season, sam is experiencing some form of hell-related trauma, not the after-effects, but the actual thing. it may have been psychosis, but as we saw, it was real to him and frequently debilitating. so that makes season 8 sam’s real post-hell arc, compounded with the sudden and confounding loss of dean (his “stone number one”) at the end of season 7, again, barely 5 episodes after sam’s 17-episode long psychotic break ended. 

sam canonically (per jared, not the writers, of course) has PTSD from his experience in lucifer’s cage and we see that manifest in more understandable ways in later season when he’s faced with lucifer again, but it has to exist before then even if left unacknowledged by the narrative. but the season 7 hallucifer arc is in itself traumatic and not just a response to the older trauma from the cage because his mind is at all times trying to convince himself he’s still in the cage. that barely ends before he loses his brother again. so that’s a double dose of trauma and sam has to deal with both at the same time. that’s what gets us to a sam that is so unable to function in his life alone that he runs away from every responsibility and settles down into a pretense of normalcy with amelia. it’s not just grief or losing dean but effectively the first time his mind is not actively dealing with the trauma of the cage and instead now in post-trauma mode.

PTSD manifests itself differently in different people but it certainly can cause a debilitating fear of change, as after experiencing trauma people seek a sense of security and stability, so losing the “rock” that he had throughout his traumatic experience in season 7 (dean) so soon after he finally “escaped” hell would obviously send him into that kind of spiral, where he can only stabilize once he’s found some solid ground to re-orient himself and someone to effectively replace dean with. the need to feel safe, to feel secure, stable, in control, are all very real post-traumatic things.  and then dean coming back is a similarly disorienting experience for similar reasons, resulting in him wanting things to be the way that he got used to while dean was gone. 

moving on to benny, the thing that bothered sam about benny is, as astutely pointed out by jared and never really acknowledged by the writers, the hypocrisy of dean being able to have this monster friend and expect him to be trusted automatically when he was deeply mistrusted for his relationship with ruby and then berated to hell and back (LITERALLY) for having been stupid enough to trust her. now having difficulty trusting others is also very much a symptom of PTSD in people who were victimized by others which is something that just generally applies here in my view.

but for sam specifically, this is the origin point of his trauma - he went to hell because this, trusting ruby, ended the world and made him feel guilty enough to think that was his sole fault. this is compounded by the fact that for sam, prior to the in-between year between 7 and 8, the events of season five are basically the last time his mind and memory were functioning in a linear and normal way. for half of season 6 his soul is in hell and for the remaining half he has no memories of either thing except brief flashbacks and then suddenly he has all the memories again, centuries of memories, but then trauma is destroying his psyche and messing with his sense of reality etc. and season five is when he was being raked through the coals for this very thing, which led him in an incredibly, fully direct way (“i let him out, i gotta put him back in”) to the source of the horrifying trauma that his mind is forced to process. now PTSD obviously causes memory issues in and of itself so adding that to the absolute mess that sam’s mind/memory is because of the above, it’s hard to say objectively what’s “fresh” in sam’s mind vs. what isn’t, but the causal link between “trust monster” and “almost unsurvivable trauma” is definitely present. 

that obviously adds another dimension to sam wanted to be “pure” and rid himself of the thing inside him (demon blood) that, to him, was the root cause of all of this - if you didn’t have the evil blood, they wouldn’t have been able to get to you, you wouldn’t have deserved to go to hell - but also would apply to wanting to scrub himself of everything done to him and his traumas and become clean again, whole again, instead of the mangled mess he sees himself to be after hell. and it of courses adds another dimension to my beloved sacrifice church scene because this entire time sam would have been coping and struggling with unimaginable trauma compounded by the loss of dean in the only way he can, trying his best not to hurt someone again the way he did the last time he lost dean, and he’s being berated and blamed again somehow for doing it the exact opposite way this time as last time - having lost not only the security he built with amelia but not being able to find any solid ground the whole season with dean either, who was capricious at best with his brotherly affection due to his own issues post-purgatory and his woundedness and blame towards sam for not looking for him - and then the rules of who to trust and not trust are flipped on him but just before the church scene dean again brings up trusting ruby like it was a cardinal sin but only when sam does it - resulting in a desperate breakdown at the end of the season where he doesn’t think that anything he does can ever be the right choice because he’s done diametrically opposite things in the same situations and been berated both ways, but now i’m getting off topic. anyway season 8 sam didn’t do anything wrong in his life ever 

#sorry this is therapy for me #being 15 years old realizing that the writers of your favourite show dont give a fuck about your favourite character. miserable. #genuinely think the abject disappointment of spn s8 in 2012 was a formative experience in cynicism and misery for me #sam winchester #spn meta #sam winchester meta #supernatural #spn #season 8 #could said this in like 200 words but why not 1150