#I’m emo

[what-is-my-aesthetic]

Every makeup on Athena P in 2023

#makeup recap #I’m emo #I hate the passing of time but all of you watching my vids and enjoying makes it SO MUCH BETTER #Athena p #makeup #themed makeup

[the-raging-tempest]

#my art #oc: lariel #oc: zrise #the swans #them as babies…. #I’m emo #I’m so emotional #just a sketch I’ll never finish #HELP #miss ‘perfect’ and mister ‘can’t do anything right….’ #Lariel must be perfect against her will #Zrise who tries very hard but it’s never enough…. #the runes on her collar say ‘compel’ in elvish… #the quiet horror of Lariel #do you feign obedience to retain your free will? or do you fight and then are compelled?

[hogans-heroes]

no because my sister was sitting with me (who doesn’t watch the show) and she looked at me so confused when bucky was narrating the game in the first few minutes and all i could say is “yeah he’s losing it a little”

also the way buck comes out and says me and the boys wanted to know the score. like omg

It was such a painful scene 💔 he really is struggling and slipping more and more and it seems like he’s aware of it but doesn’t know what to do or now to express so he just gets more desperate. Buck coming out to check on him and ask if he’s ok was heart wrenching. And you just know Buck is trying to put on a straight face too.

#I’m emo #masters of the air spoilers #mota spoilers #thanks for the ask!

[shima-draws]

Stoick, to Toothless: How’s our dragon warrior?

Me:

#SC R E AMS #We don’t really get to see a lot of Stoick Toothless interactions in HTTYD 2 #So seeing Stoick affectionately call him that 😭 #ALSO HIM SAYING ‘OUR’ DRAGON WARRIOR #Toothless is not just Hiccup’s dragon warrior. He is ALSO Stoick’s dragon warriorr #I’M EMO #Pulls out a sign that says CHARACTER GROWTH #Hiccup and Stoick love their big scaly baby so much. #Also again may I reiterate how fucking EMOTIONAL I get about Stoick’s interactions with Thornado #UHFHHFHDH. UGH #Shima speaks #HTTYD #How To Train Your Dragon

[citronverveine]

ruoye is the incarnation of xie lian’s loneliness

when you think about it. it’s what xie lian covered his face with to not be recognized, physically hiding him from the world. it’s what his parents used to kill themselves and abandon him. it’s what he tried to end it all with. it’s the only companion he had that stuck with him for 800 years.

it’s wrapped around his body. his neck, his wrists, his arms, he’s wrapped in a friendly spirit that was once stained with his own blood and his parents’ blood. it’s haunted in the same way his body is haunted. full of memories with no tangible trace, it’s an endless reminder of the loss of his past, family and self, it’s a tool to harm himself that turned into his single friend

#i’m emo #i want more xie lian & ruoye interactions #tgcf thoughts #tgcf #mxtx tgcf #mxtx #xie lian #ruoye #tgcf xie lian #tgcf meta #tgcf spoilers #mine

[brazilnt]

here come the boys…

#is ney’s lock screen still the wc trophy😢😢😢 #i’m emo #come on boysssss #achraf hakimi #hakimi #kylian mbappe #mbappe #kylian #neymar #neybappe #kykimi #psg

[mistylakeee]

Absolutely pains me that Inej is the one who fought through the poison because her hallucination was so unreal to her, so far from the reality to her, that she was able to wake up. It’s giving “he wouldn’t save me if I was broken” or whatever that heart wrenching quote from crooked kingdom was🫠🫠🫠

#kanej #kaz brekker #inej ghafa #six of crows #shadow and bone Netflix #it’s tear inducing that Inej believes Kaz would never kiss her #not only because he’s so guarded #but also because of both of their traumas #it’s just so fucking sad #I cant #YOU TWO WILL BE ABLE TO KISS ONE DAY I PROMISE #I’m emo #again

[thee-fool-of-hearts]

Listening to three cheers while playing the dark brotherhood questline is probably the best most inspired decision I’ve ever made

#highly recommend #it’ll destroy you #I’m emo #Skyrim #es5 #dark brotherhood #cicero #mcr #my chemical romance #three cheers for sweet revenge #mine

[crybabyddl]

Just finished my rewatch of jatp. My perfrct track record of not crying during Unsaid Emily remains untouched. I will say though, I was very close to shedding a tear this time. However, I didn’t even cry during Stand Tall! I always cry during Stand Tall!

Anyways, I couldn’t stop thinking about all the headcanons and theories that us tumblr fantoms created and the little easter eggs we discovered while watching and rewatching the series. It makes me really appreciative of the fact that we had a sense of community during a time where a lot of us were alone, scared, and uninspired. Just like Julie, I felt a renewed sense of purpose and hope. I think that a lot of people felt the same after watching the show. Julie and the Phantoms is what inspired me to learn the piano, the ukulele, and it led me to getting a guitar. When I learned how to play the chords for the soundtrack, I was playing those songs nonstop. It really helped me brave through the unsure feelings that came along with the pandemic. It made me forget my fears about the future.

I don’t feel as hopeful about things as I did back then, but JATP will always be a land-marking point in my life. It represents newfound joy, reignited passion, and abundant vivacity. As someone who loves and is extremely passionate about music, this silly little netflix show really hit me in the most sensitive places. And while I remember having a bout of serious depression after finishing the series, (along with intense rage that while I was dealing with my depression at its lowest point, the cast of jatp was living what felt like my dream) the lessons I learned from the show were far more significant. It literally brought music back into my life, no joke.

The friends I made because of JATP will always have a special place in my heart. A lot of them don’t use tumblr anymore, and I don’t use it nearly as much as I used to, but I’m still so grateful to have been introduced to such kind, accepting, and funny people. The stories, theories, headcanons, fanfictions, moodboards, inside jokes, memes, and fanart we created will always be remembered and cherished. I’m still pro-cheesecake, I’m still highly allergic to sleeves, and every time I see an unnecessary or fake zipper, I think of my fellow tumblr fantoms.

I don’t think I’ll ever truly “get over” Julie and the Phantoms. It was the first thing that truly resonated with my spirit as a new adult. I was 19 and had dropped out of college, feeling completely lost and like I had nothing going for me. Going into lockdown because of the pandemic didn’t help with any of that, and I was aimlessly, endlessly scrolling on social media, hoping to find meaning and purpose. And one day, my friend posted a clip on snapchat of what she was watching on netflix. The guy was cute and it looked like him and the girl he was next to had a nice connection so I asked what show it was. That’s how I discovered JATP, almost 2 weeks after its release. I also just have an unhealthy attachment to the show and the characters so I refuse to let this media that speaks to my soul die.

All that being said, we really deserved another season. I think it would cure me entirely, if I’m being honest. Even if it was just a little Christmas special where they decorate a tree and do those mini stories like filler episodes of a cartoon series. Hell, I’d settle for an animated JATP episode. I just think we all deserve it after what we’ve been through not only as a fandom, but as human beings. I will never forgive netflix for it’s terrible job at promoting, because they only failed when it came to this show specifically. They managed to keep every other show, even ones far less deserving of acclaim and attention, afloat during and after the pandemic. The only reason JATP managed to get anywhere was solely the cast, creators, and fans. Paul Becker was on fucking overdrive, churning out BTS videos WEEKLY. Fanfiction writers were bursting at the seams with multi-chapter series and one shots about every possible scenario. We got things trending on twitter during the two most chronically online years. Fanart was being shared like crazy, and we had the instagram fantoms so confused by the memes that they retaliated and claimed they were superior.

Meanwhile, tumblr was in its shadowbanning era, and fantoms were in the TRENCHES trying to get their content to reach beyond mutuals and taglists. We received barely any appreciation, except for when we trended on twitter asking to renew jatp and on tumblr for jatp appreciation week. Let’s not forget when we thought Owen had a secret tumblr and we all started accusing each other of being him. I will never forget when we all rallied to get Madi to 1 million followers because we didn’t want her to become overshadowed by the boys and all the attention they were getting. We all watched their instagram lives and I will always love the tumblr fantoms who made gifs of the cutest moments from those. Everyone saw me shamelessly simp over Charlie with facial hair wearing a santa onesie. We created a whole Carrie redemption arc out of thin air, we created origin stories for Rose and the Petal Pushers, and we forced the creators of JATP to give us the official last names of Reggie, Alex, and Flynn (This adventure SPECIFICALLY!!!) We were ruthless in our efforts to uncover their last names. We used breadcrumbs to make theories and speculations, only to end up begging in every comment section and dm inbox we could to get Reggie Peters, Alex Mercer, and eventually—though much, much later—Flynn Taylor. We gave Willie more crop tops, we basically storyboarded a second season, complete with episode titles and songs! We uncovered the Sunset Curve EP using the grainiest photos in existence, we created a loose timeline surrounding everyone’s birthdays, deaths, and significant events. We orchestrated a fucking CONCERT TOUR for this band. Oh, and let’s not forget when Kenny and the boys went to Hawaii. That Hawaii trip was so eventful for the fantoms, you have no idea how serious I’m being unless you were there for it. That was something unlike anything else for so many reasons. There’s a lot more, but that’s the stuff that came to mind immediately.

#jatp #julie and the phantoms #crybabyddl rambles #fantoms #tumblr #ilyasm #<3 #i’m emo #:’) #i miss the girl and her ghost himbos

[heavenlyhischier]

I LOVE THEM

#my sons 🥹 #i’m emo #alexander holtz #šimon nemec #new jersey devils #erik haula #brendan smith

[gretavangelica]

okay but why is jake so babygirl here :(

#I’m emo #smiley jake :( #jake gvf #jake kiszka

[eddiesxangel]

Thinking about Eddie dressing up in a button down shirt and tie for you and your family bc he wants to look nice for Christmas dinner 😭

#on one talk to me #I’m emo #Eddie Munson fluff #tj talks

[what-is-my-aesthetic]

The Super Mario Bros Movie is just Frozen but instead of sisters it’s brothers and instead of ice there’s fire

#deep thoughts #bros #brothers #I love those brothers #I’m emo #super mario bros

[elliesgaymachete]

Ok but the “do you think she thinks any less of me?” Like she’s gotten in fights with Ruby before and they’re fine. They’re sisters, they’re always gonna be ok and Yang knows that. But she’s almost lost Blake before and she can’t bear to lose her again 😭

#rwby lb #I’m emo #I need them reunited stat

[fangeek-girl]

The look in Obi-Wan’s eyes when he tells Leia she won’t always be 10 years old 😭😭😭

#don’t touch me #I’m emo #this two grew so close in such little time #I can’t #obi-wan Kenobi #star wars

[burninlovebutler]

i wish i could make tiktok edits bc i wanna make one to this song

#i’m emo #this looks so dumb but idc #i will not be discussing the politics of this lol #austin butler #olivia priscilla #elvis #olivia dejonge #austin butler elvis #elvis movie #elvis presley #priscilla #olivia dejonge priscilla #elvis 2022 #elvis baz luhrmann #austin!elvis #elvis the pelvis #austin and olivia #priscilla presley #baz luhrmann #baz luhrmann elvis #you’re on your own kid #taylor swift