#I’m doing it the international way

[bangool]

OnlyOneOf Junji and Nine - libidO Grand American Tour Chicago 020423

Pardon the shrieking. I’m pretty sure that’s me but I can’t actually remember lmao

#i hope i did the date right i don’t know if it’s meant to be day-month-year or month-day-year #I’m doing it the international way #onlyoneof #onlyoneof grand American tour #onlyoneof chicago #onlyoneof libido #onlyoneof junji #onlyoneof nine #kim junhyung #jung wookjin

[turtleblogatlast]

Leo getting hit with a truth curse but instead of forcing him to admit to super sad or worrying things it’s things like “it was me who broke the remote” “I saw Mikey prank Donnie and helped hide it because it’s way funnier if he didn’t know who it was” “I rip my clothes to look more like Raph’s because he’s really cool” “my stripes aren’t even red they’re pink!”

#rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt leo #rise leo #plot twist he COULD be admitting angsty stuff but he’s pushing the less oof truths forward instead on purpose #raph: hey leo what do you want for dinner #leo: *about to bare his soul on all his internal torment but pivots* I’m afraid of snakes #(no but fr Leo’s stripes being technically more pink instead of red is cute ngl) #(a very reddish pink to the point that in certain lighting it looks red but at the base they’re p pink) #(i also am very fond of the idea that Leo doesn’t just have questionable taste in fashion he also just loves Raph a lot and looks up to him) #but yeah I think that something like this would be 99% Leo admitting to unimportant things or admitting to how much he values everyone #like they all KNOW Leo loves them and he’s talked them up enough for them to know but it’s different when he’s like #‘I just wanna read my comics with you guys around - it’s my favorite place to be’ #or again just random bs that doesn’t REALLY have a lot of weight like #‘I like using my portals to prank random people around the world’ #‘I’m worried about being a bad influence on hueso jr’ #‘sometimes I kinda wanna see hypno’s plans succeed’ #‘it’s been way too long since I found this out and honestly it’s embarrassing but I actually don’t have a di-‘ #SORRY COULDNT HELP MYSELF #(<-but did u know that that pink rather than red observation actually ties into this headcanon as well if u know about red eared sliders)

[otaku553]

2 am thoughts about roommates

#small dooble at 2 am :) #I think the they were roommates trope is great because living with someone beyond the sort of intimacy of sharing a space also comes with #compromises and accomodations for each other’s differences. small psychological changes such as internal clock and lighting and such #I’m glad I have roommates haha though it’s a bit lonely right now since one of them is doing summer research in Wisconsin #and the other is on vacation and went home for July 4th long weekend #a bit sad that I’m working over July 3 and 4 but I did plan it out that way for myself since there’s not anything else to do on those days #anyways I should go sleep

[financeprincess]

By next year I really will have everything… graduated from college. In a new home, in a new city that I love. Working a dream job of mine. Starting a business. Paying off the rest of my debt, saving, investing (almost entirely on autopilot). Increasing my credit score to 750+. Buying real estate. Traveling. Building up multiple streams of income, many of them passive. Volunteering more. Pursuing my hobbies. Working out every single day. Getting top of the line beauty treatments and procedures done. Goal weight and body goals reached. New high quality, classy, tailored clothing and beautiful accessories. Acquiring multiple citizenships/passports. Attending upscale events. Hanging out in interesting places with other successful go getters. In a relationship with a man who spoils me, adores me, ravishes me, makes my life easier, and gets me everything I want.

#most of this is on its way to me already #the rest I’m currently manifesting 🙏 #I know it’ll come in due time I just need to keep doing the work #internally & externally

[bodega-catto]

Compilation of Gojo cosplayers I saw while browsing round sunglasses in aliexpress

I love you Gojo cosplayers in the aliexpress comment section

#jjk #gojo satoru #jujutsu kaisen #satosugu #satoru gojo #left their flags bc Gojo really is just international like he’s everywhere #what were you doing browsing for round sunglasses what do u think #I wanna absorb Gojo I wanna become him do u not understand #let’s start from the glasses tho bc I’m not touching my hair #the way it would be TEN TIMES EASIER for me to be even closer to looking like Geto but I’m like nah I want the white bitch #anyway yeah I love you Gojo cosplayers did u guys know #gojo satoru cosplay

[ghost-bxrd]

Me, doing a rough estimate of The Antithesis of Magic word- and chapter count and ending up somewhere with 50 chapters and >100k words like— 👁️👄👁️

#what have I gotten myself into #like #I can’t wait to write it #but my commitment issues are collectively screaming right now #internal panic #we’ll get through this guys #I’m going to see this through even if it kills me #this fic is HAPPENING one way or another #it’s gonna be a long ride but we’re doing it #anti Robin #the antithesis of magic #jason todd #batfamily #dick grayson #batfam #bruce wayne #robin #red hood #tim drake #fic #fanfiction #ghost talks #Batman #fic rec

[twinstxrs]

thinking about how gorgug + kristen perceive both their own deaths & each other’s, and how that impacts their relationship. bc i feel like freshman year kristen was too caught up in her newfound knowledge of the nature of her own god to truly clock & process gorgug’s internal revulsion of where he went after he died, & freshman year gorgug wasn’t familiar enough with the complexities of other people to truly lock onto the sorrow buried within the chaos of kristen’s upward/downward/sideways spiral until she was seemingly on the other side of it. & i wonder if they’ve ever really talked about it (unlikely), or if they’ve just cracked very few jokes that didn’t land and decided to never quite do the work & dig through that part of their relationship. but there’s a kinship there; kristen specifically singles out gorgug to tell him she died again, and gorgug apologizes that he wasn’t there with her this time. gorgug takes one of the finger bones off kristen’s newly/long-time decayed corpse to have an anchor to something in the world. despite the fact that they were in different places after death, having been together during it means everything.

anyways what i’m trying to say is i think they should talk about it.

#thinking WAY too hard about a comedy dnd show when half these moments are played for laughs #dimension 20 #fantasy high #kristen applebees #gorgug thistlespring #me & the bestie when we both die a horrible death at age 14 & don’t know how to talk about it #me & the bestie when you said you thought you went to hell & i called it embarassing due to the culture of religious shame i grew up with #me & the bestie when death transformed me loudly with reckless abandon & death stole something from you you’ll never speak about #me & the bestie when i focus so much on what i gained to avoid what i lost and you quietly internalize your loss & cannot find the gain #when i died i asked for knowledge. when you died you cried wordlessly. i do not know which one of us is more broken. #kristengorgug my repressed besties #ok i’m done now but if ally & zac ever played a scene like this seriously i’d lose my fucking mind fr #sorry if this is like indecipherable but after fhsy they’re so clearly the two most repressed bad kids & that fascinates me #(in my opinion) #fabian still up there in 3rd place tho boy u r GAYYY u like MENNNNN #btw if any of this is wrong shhhh i haven’t done my pre-fhjy rewatch yet this is all from memory

[fantasykiri5]

I’ve spent the last like 20 minutes confused about whether or not Sklonda and Gorthalax being a thing is like. Safe. For Sklonda. Because he’s like 6 times her size?? And I personally think that that would probably NOT feel great. I think that that would probably hurt a lot actually. And I guess if that’s her thing then good for her?? But also there’s No Way that’s a good fucking idea like c’mon. Just. Ouch. Owie

#kiri rambles #as a pussy haven’t myself it just seems like that would not be enjoyable frankly #*haver #I’m curious if they ever bring this up?? #I’m on episode 13 of season 2 do they ever question this?? did they already and I’m forgetting?? #like I’m concerned for her!! girl there’s no way that safe!! girl your internal organs!! you’re entire pelvis bone!! ouch!! #sklonda gukgak #gorthalax the insatiable #dimension 20 #d20 fantasy high #fantasy high #fhsy

[kicktwine]

the problem is I’m such a staunch believer in the slow buildup, the earnest enjoyment of meandering through terrible story decisions and weird nothing subplots to build up into a conclusion that explodes out from all that as fantastic storytelling and intrigue based on all that buildup, such that it makes it necessary to get through all that or you’re missing something essential, that I’m also a terrible person to talk to about what makes a story good. I can tell you plenty of what actually makes something tight and well-written and all that technical speak but how could anyone take my advice when I so so so love excruciatingly long unnecessarily complex fumbling and weird nonsense that spirals into, inexplicably, weird nonsense that makes you cry your lungs sore

#kipspeak #my point being everyone is too mean about post arr. sure f’lhammin did not have to be our problem but everything after that was like #meandering. Thinking. building. unnerving. they were cooking and i RESPECT their dubious food #i love homestuck and long audio dramas and dnd podcasts and indecipherable fancomics and lego ninjas and khux and im starting to love ffxiv #all incredibly long and made with passion and kinda weird and hard to get into #said with THE MOST affection in my heart #I could structure a kids show and I know how to write for tv but in my heart of hearts #I just want to write an impossibly long absurdity epic that is weird and a little bad and also makes you feel shrimp emotions #ALSO I feel 0% bad for not respecting ur theory or opinion if you haven’t played khux/dr/recoded I don’t feel bad about it at all I’m right #understand what’s going on in them and I’ll respect your theories. it’s like comics enjoyers but less chaotic #don’t let me get into comics. superheroes never really catch my interest but if you let me get into comics I’d explode #‘it gets really good’ is a genuine way to interest me #also don’t let me get into anime that do this. I already watched a thousand episodes of detective Conan— #maybe it’s a careful balance of weird and Good Storytelling Seeds. it has to have internal logic for one; and it has to have a structure #It has to be leading somewhere. and I want to see where it leads #we are GOING through the disney worlds. all of them. they are COOKING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[age-of-moonknight]

“The Terminal Seconds of Moon Knight,” Moon Knight (Vol. 9/2021), #30.

Writer: Jed MacKay; Penciler and Inker: Alessandro Cappuccio; Colorist: Rachelle Rosenberg; Letterer: Cory Petit

#Marvel #Marvel comics #Marvel 616 #Moon Knight vol. 9 #Moon Knight 2021 #Moon Knight comics #latest release #Moon Knight #Marc Spector #Khonshu #I always appreciate Mr. Cappuccio but I particularly appreciate how he was able to portray the complex emotion in that second to last panel #because gooooosh can’t believe I get to use this tag again #Khonshu encounter me in the trench #the man is dying and doing his best to save the city and Khonshu still manages to make it about him #because while we don’t get much in the way of Marc’s internal dialogue I feel like we can infer based on other issues in this run #that this time around Marc’s not doing this for Khonshu #there have been many times in Marc’s life where he’s sought Khonshu’s blessing or approval or notice or what have you #- I’m thinking (as much as I usually don’t like to) about the opening issues of the Huston run - #but this ain’t one of those times (it just happens to protect travelers of the night so Khonshu can claim it is all) #but yeah it’s the last panel for me #that dubious honor of having Khonshu be proud of him and the complex relationship that he and the whole system has with Khonshu #even though Khonshu has habitually tried to colonize his psyche and used him as a disposable pawn #there’s just something in Moon Knight comics pertaining to complex intra- and interpersonal relationships #with one’s own spirituality and sense of self and organized religion and fathers and distant gods #that I just cannot bring myself to shut up about (…unfortunately for the Moon Knight tumblr tag and as you may have figured #based on the metaphorical ink I’ve spilled on this blog)

[thefanciestborrower]

Sometimes being the resident pred just means you have to put up with your buddies using you as a tent every winter

Davey likes to complain about it, but truth be told he doesn’t mind all that much. At least it means he’s full right?

#news¡es again finally!! #I love them bois #listen Davey is a shifter and the street are cold #therefore friends are gonna want to nap inside him whenever they can #these are all period accurate clothes right down to the shoes and I’m so proof of myself #also you can’t see it but his feet are pressed against the door to keep other people from coming in lmao #gotta hide the fact you eat people best you can #very proud of the way Davey looks in this one tho he’s full and happy #I wanna do a follow up internal of his friends just chilling inside in those stupid old long underwears lmao #cause he made them take off their heavy winter gear since he didn’t wanna swallow that #soft vore #safe vore #g/t vore #news¡es vore #fandom vore #vore art #arts #them boysssssss

[thehappiestgolucky]

Hornet my beloved,,,

#hollow knight #doodles #hk hornet #hk ghost #hk herrah #god i’ve been having her thoughts lately #do you ever think about how much she must regret? how long she must’ve been internally thinking - about how she had to fix this? #that she didn’t spend nearly as much as she wished she could’ve with herrah. not knowing she would’ve lost her so quickly. how could she- #-as a child could’ve known? now she can’t #how much does she resent her father? for her circumstances? for the flawed plan that left her with a dead kingdom that a sense of duty and- #-loyalty compels her to protect. do you ever think that she wishes she could go back in time? to change things? #how touch starved is she? how much does she wish to be vulnerable. to have a family that she can let her guard down around. how much she- #-repels it. because vulnerability gets you hurt #getting hurt gets in the way of your duties. how many times was she alone. injured. with only her thoughts as company #i care her so much #the fandom does her dirty. you know what i’m talking about. she’s so much more interesting than just being ‘the main female character’ #she deserves that absolute world. and yet all she got was pain and trauma….

[starlooove]

No bc fuck tim but it really really bothers me how people ignore his growth like he used to be an asshole and I’ll give tim Stans one thing: now he’s so so so stale but what I disagree with is that this staleness is bc nobody likes him like it’s in fact the exact opposite where everyone likes him so much they dont want to do anything. Even when it’s him surface level challenging Bruce it’s when everyone else is doing it too; but he’s still the backbone of the fam! Etc. and it’s so irritating bc him gaining more compassion and empathy even for people he doesn’t fw is so fun to watch and that’s why the captain boomerang thing was so out of character! (Not in a from the author way but in a tim wouldn’t do that and he and Bruce both knew it which is why it went down like it did. Same way dick killing joker was ooc; not in fanon sense but in a he would hate himself forever for this sense) and speaking of that it’s such an interesting mirror to Bruce who genuinely believes that everyone can grow vs Tim’s it doesn’t matter if they grow it’s not my decision to make like it’s the same but it’s not AND WITH CASS’ IT DOESNT MATTER IF THEY CHOOSE NOT TO GROW I WONT DO IT! like ugh. And anyways even when people acknowledge it they boil it down to “Janet and Jack taught him that the capitalist pigs that they are” like no. This is who tim was. Tim was the kind of guy who’d blame a dead kid for dying. That’s ok. Also Janet and Jack? Please reread anything involving them that’s not a fic like Jack had anger issues and they were both aloof at worst like relax.

#the Jack and Janet thing is both an understatement and an exaggeration but I don’t think anyone reads enough to care #some tim stan might get all pissy and be like ‘no look this is everytime jack yelled at him and boarding schools are abusive’ to which #and its like narratively that means nothing bc the tim you made up to justify the Drake parents you made up by blowing shit out of #proportion is also made up and if all of that was abusive there’d be smth to show for it besides ur homophobic Jack #too girlboss to care but still terrible Janet bc god forbid a woman have a personality from ur fics #anyways that’s also the reason I’m ignoring the council of spiders #well two reasons #first is that was just a moment to make tim look cool and did absolutely nothing for him or his character moving on #like at all #I’d say it fucked with his previous established dislike of killing for his own reasons #and while that COULD be interesting it’s not bc they didn’t do shit with it #and fanon doesn’t do fun shit with it either #nothing about how tim in his most manic state did shit he doesn’t want to remember shit he’d HATE other ppl for #just “’remember what I did to ur base Ra’s? mess with me again and see what I do next 😼’ #like ok can you be real and genuine? #anyways I think #AND NOT IN A HATER WAY #Tim would benefit from being humbled #like genuinely I detest the world can’t move without tim running it but the idea that tim thinks that way is so good to me #and #I think next step being him realizing that’s not true would be a BIG push for his character #bc like I said tim Stans are right in the fact that he’s stale as hell rn #but that’s bc there’s nothing to say bc there’s nowhere to go! y’all want a tim action story where he shows off how badass he is reread #the Bruce quest and maybe it’ll remind you he’s not ceo lmao but anyways there’s nothing internal to say about him atp bc nobody wants to #say anything that’s not propping him up. same with Bruce! Gotham war was such a copout but it’s like ppl are saying he’s stale and it’s bc #god forbid he makes a lasting fumble. and I’m not under the illusion this is new I’m just saying it’s weird that fandoms not clocking it #anywayyys I really do like thinking about the No killing rule and how different it manifests for each perosn #like the way each distinct difference tells u so much about them #UGH ONLY SLIGHTLY RELATED BUT DUUUUUKE BEING LIKE IDGAF ABOUT GUNS LIKE UR SO REAAAL #anyways enough tim positivity for today FUCK THAT NIGGA!

[mabaris]

saw a post talking about bethany and carver and how strange their fanon characterizations are, and tumblr kept messing up and i couldn’t reblog it, so i’m making my own post with what i put in the tags

bethany and carver both hate their lives, even before they come to kirkwall. the difference is that carver blames hawke for it, while bethany blames herself. and i think some of the reason the former gets so much more meta/sympathy/etc is because self-esteem issues are a muddy and uncomfortable thing to talk about, and it’s easier to talk about carver’s issue. he has a scapegoat and a built-in success story: as soon as he strikes out on his own, he’ll be all right

i think bethany is less popular for a lot of reasons. first of all, mage seems to be a disproportionately popular class, so some people would never even meet her. also, she doesn’t make a very strong first impression. a lot of people think she’s bland so they wouldn’t be interested in keeping her in the party and getting to know more about her. because at first glance, she is the mild-mannered polite perfect daughter character. that’s who she has to be, because it averts suspicion from the templars if she follows the rules, sure, but also because it’s how she makes it up to her family for being a mage. they’ve already done so much for her without even asking; how could she possibly inconvenience them any more? she’s a burden just by existing, so she has to do everything she can, be as unobtrusive as possible, to make up for that

#bethany hawke #dragon age #i wonder a lot how much of the hawke family canon is just. people projecting their own family issues onto them tbh #like carver as the neglected middle child. bethany as the beloved youngest who the other two resent. leandra being emotionally manipulative #etc #i’m not trying to put carver down to lift bethany up #i think they’re both wonderfully written #and it’s always confused me why he’s so much more popular #it’s probably just because. one is easier to talk about. #i won’t lie i’ve definitely related to bethany during some Bad Times #people who have self esteem/self loathing issues are generally seen as like #immature and whiny. but imo bethany’s issue is more akin to like internalized homophobia or something #because it’s a deeper systemic issue that isn’t just going to disappear when she learns self confidence #and as she grows up that resentment transfers #from herself to the world at large for being like this. for making her and people like her feel that way #rip i forgot to put these in the tags at first. i hope saving it will do that

[brookheimer]

what is it with this past 24 hours and absolutely baffling takes on the last episode

#like y’all think kendall had every right to ignore rome’s wishes to not have the abuse leaked bc roman is living in a dream world where #logan wasn’t abusive and needs to be brought back down to reality???????? y’all think he loses the ability to have a stake in this decision #bc his abuse is so deeply internalized that he excuses logan’s actions for it??????? it’s one thing to say ken made the smart move but it’s #a whooooole other one to act like he didn’t even do anything bad at all. you do realize they explicitly mentioned leaking the physical #abuse right? you do realize rome was the only one (we know at least) to have been phys abused? you think kendall is right to leak that info #to the masses?????? that would literally define roman’s life. like he’d be The Roy That Logan Beat. how the fuck is he supposed to grieve #his very-recently-dead father let ALONE heal from his abuse if roman’s forced to relive it in the public eye 2 days after logan dies #like the experience of having that leaked will be infinitely worse roman than for kendall bc he will be singled out as the only one logan #hated enough to beat and boy do tabloids love physical abuse and kendall is WAY closer to coming to terms w the abuse than roman who #really really needs to work through that shit before idk it becomes public domain #like idk if that’s what WILL happen but it certainly fuckin could. we have no rzn to think it wouldn’t!!!! #this isn’t like a Uniquely Evil Move from ken or anything it’s a pretty classic succession maneuver i’m not saying he’s the devil or smth #like… at all. but it’s still not a Great Thing To Do? especially to roman????? #seen this take multiple diff times now. insane <3 #it’s wrong to act like this is the single worst thing any character haa ever done (a take i have not seen but i digress) but it is also very #wrong to act like it literally wasn’t even bad #seen this take at least four times so i’m not talkin ab any one person or thing in particular just like… dude. cmon #succession #succession spoilers

[corrodedcoughin]

help I was sitting at the beach and this campervan has just pulled up beside me which is fine, normal, I live on a popular road trip route. But the people that have come out of it are an two men but clearly with a father and son dynamic. The younger one (mid fourties’?) has this long, dark curly hair that’s tied up and the older guy is grey haired with a bit of a beard. The younger guy is in all black, skull on the back of his hoodie, big silver rings, hoops in his ears and stompy boots. The other guy has a flannel shirt, brown cap, cargo trousers and just casual older guy demeanour.

Just…they look like a glimpse of what a wayne and Eddie road trip could look like. They are sitting by the sea and eating their lunch and it’s mostly silent but then they’ll laugh at each other. Wholesome.

#me trying to scratch my face in a way that shows my skull rings in an effort to say ‘me too!’ #I promise I’m not being a creep. I’m not listening to them. it’s just very sweet to see #and they have an international number plate so they’ve been on the road at least five days to get up here #idk man it’s just nice to get a glimpse of nice dynamics at all stages of life #I’m being a knob sowwy #the older guying is now trying to feed the birds so he can get a photo :( #they’ve gone for a smoke :((( long hair has painted black nails :(((( older has earring hoops too :((( and is getting long hair to #do something on his phone for him :(((( #this was from yesterday when I was too tired to post sowwy I’m still posting it