#I took my meds too

[thatgoblin]

WHY MY BRAIN GOTTA BE SPICY AND MAKE ME THINK EVERYONE HATES ME AFTER DOING SO WELL FOR SO LONG?

Like, why is that a thing? I feel comfortable and confident and good and then suddenly 'EVERYONE HATES YOU AND YOU SHOULD BEE POINTLESS!' Like, wtf?

#emery speaks #i got issues #i took my meds too #idk

[crybaby-bkg]

I think Deku has a bit of a mean streak, actually. he’s no Bakugou—that’s for sure—but he’s not this innocent, sweet angel baby that the media has painted him out to be. but you only catch it when you least expect it, when you’re pushing his nerves, when the stakes to everything around him are high, when he’s tired of endless sleepless nights and just—snaps.

“Oh?” you go, grin unfurling like some grinch, chin resting on your hands as you leer at him from across his expansive desk. “You’re mean.” your words are teasing, a snarl that curls your mouth up. Deku stutters, eyes going wide, jaw snapping shut in surprise as he tries to think back on how rude he just sounded.

“No, I’m not—I mean, you wouldn’t stop and I just—there’s a lot on my plate right now—and you just—you keep on—I’m not—I’m not mean.” He’s sputtering, hands all over the place, the glasses perched on the bridge of his nose falling even lower with how he jabbers on and on. it’s endearing really, to see how he tries to upkeep his image of being so kind and understanding, even though his nostrils just flared at you. and his eyebrows turned down and he gritted at you, his hands were balled into fists, his words were so nasty, so ugly, so unbecoming for Deku.

you liked it. loved it even—vowed to get him like this every single fucking second that you could.

you pick and poke at him whenever you see him, teasing him and pulling at him. pushing him around even though the hero is so much stronger than you, so much bigger. and he lets you, tries to defend himself but—that’s not what you want. you want the ugliness, the snark, the mean.

he snaps, eventually, when you least expect it. grabs you up in black whip when you go to push him against the wall for the third time in only a minute, his eyes suddenly dark, the aura of the room suddenly charged.

“That’s what I was looking for.” you whisper to him, the grin spreading your face quickly dissipating in only seconds when you become the prey. when you become the one pushed up against the wall with teeth at your neck, a hand in your underwear, bullying your hole with too thick fingers.

“Why do you want me to act like this? Be so mean to you, huh?” he sounds so frustrated with himself, with you, growling and nipping and licking when you don’t answer quick enough. but your breath is caught in your lungs because finally—finally, did you get what you wanted. it just took a little bit of pushing, you suppose.

#omg I wrote this idea down last night and couldn’t even type it up #bc I took some sleep meds and it put me out SO FUCKING QUICK???? #usually I don’t lay down until like an hour and a half or two #but it was literally like 40 mins and I was DONE!!!! #but I finally wrote it :D #there’s also been so much talk of him on the dash and i am. very much so liking this #I miss him bc I don’t think about him enough #but I also think he can be. so mean. like NASTY mean when his limits are pushed enough #ohhhh my god I wont him so bad #okay gn I took more meds bc my pelvis has been in so much pain???? #just the right side too??? omg AM I DYING GELP #—new treat in the streets! 🍫 #deku treats! 🍬

[sentientsky]

i had a vision

#i got too lazy to finish rendering so enjoy this rough sketch + terrible colouring #i took my adhd meds fully intending to get a shit ton of work done. and yet here i am again. hyperfocusing on gomens. rip. #he'd show up to heaven all pathetic and try to seduce azi with this horrendous outfit #good omens #ineffable husbands #crowley #good omens 2 #aziraphale #aziracrow #go2 #ineffable lovers #ineffable wives #good omens season 2 #good omens shitpost #my art #good omens fanart #shitpost

[calebsrottingcorpse]

Collector redraw with Kid Belos 🙏

#genuinely ignore if the lineart isn’t clean and is inconsistent #my uterus is clawing out my insides rn I could care less #me when they have the same va #and similar features #and abandonment issues #and are a lil screwed up #he looks dumb #I hate him #I hate Philip Wittebane #I am number one Philip Wittebane hater #i fear I’m yapping in the tags too much #OH I FORHOT TO TAKE MY ADHD MEDS DAMMIT #HOLD ON #the owl house #toh #philip wittebane #emperor belos #my art #kid Belos #collector toh #collector #ok I took them we’re good

[river-lethe-tears]

DC x DP Prompt

Sam gets Summoned

So instead of Danny being the one summoned, this time it’s Sam. Like, being possessed by Overgrowth (or whatever he’s name is stupid plant ghost :/ ) , made her get some cool plant powers and stuff. 

So the cult is trying to summon Overgrowth to return Earth to its former green glory or whatever. But instead gets this small goth girl. Who is suddenly looking very pissed off and angry. And oh no. They try to be really respectful and stuff because what if this is Overgrowth putting them through a test? So they toss their sacrifices into the circle because of course the entity is not happy until it gets what it was promised. 

The sacrifices are probably either Poison Ivy who they somehow got (most likely through threatening Harley than knocking them both out to use as sacrifices) or Red Hood since Jason was dead and all plus Lazarus Pits. (Or Batfamily if you’re more partial to that but I did not think of this prompt with them in mind as the sacrifices lol)

So Sam is really confused and pissed off cause she was in the middle of something with Danny and Tucker and both of those idiots are probably freaking out, so she needs to get back as soon as possible. So she just gives a nasty (burger) glare and just waves her hands. Plants start sprouting from the ground and knocking the cult out. Once Sam done she just rolls her eyes in all her goth glory and walks over to the sacrifices to untie them. Poison Ivy then just watches everything play out with amusement as Harley tries to cheer Sam on. If the sacrifices are Poison Ivy and Harley or Red Hood than they compliment Sam on her skills. If it’s anyone else it’s up to your imagination.

So yeah that happens. Depending on who the sacrifices are, after an undetermined time talking Sam just walks back to the summoning circle. She knows all about this stuff due to all the rants Danny goes on and on with about people being so inconsiderate when summoning him. So she just concentrates and taps into either her liminal status, powers due to Overgrowth, or ectoplasm residue in her system and reverse summons herself back to Amity.

The rest of the bats burst in just as Sam starts to reverse summon herself. And are freaking out or shocked before she is just gone. They only get a few glimpses at her and they can’t grasp the colours since the summoning circle starts to glow bright green. Poison Ivy and Harley won’t really tell them anything since they are amused at the bats frustration. (Bats knew to rescue them cause Selena told them that they were missing; Sirens are reformed(?) in this AU)

So the bats are trying to find out more information on this being the cult summoned and the Sirens aren’t really being that helpful. Selena finds it hilarious after Ivy and Harley inform her what happened. 

Just imagine a few months later there’s a Wayne Gala going on and the Mansons were invited so of course they came and dragged Sam along. Who also ended up dragging Danny and Tucker along. And the bats casually freak out when they see this girl who looks kinda like the being they saw in that warehouse a few months ago. Oh gods above. Poison Ivy please pick up. Please don’t let this be another Gala being crashed. They can handle their rouges, not inter-dimensional beings they have no information about. 

Danny and Tucker naturally finds this hilarious.

Until Tucker gets summoned a month later.

~~~ Please excuse the horrible everything. I am writing this very late, but I had to do a brain dump since this was haunting (haha) my brain. I literally had this idea pop up and not go away while trying to fall asleep. There are so many run off sentences, but I can’t bring myself to care anymore. Sleep waits for no man, woman, or in between before claiming their conscience for a few hours (or days). I might come back later to fix this up and fill plot holes. But that’s a huge maybe. Also I couldn’t be bothered to actually searched up Overgrowth’s real name lol or to fact check anything. My brain is gone. Into the wind. :p

#dp x dc #dc x dp #dp x dc prompt #dc x dp crossover #danny phantom #sam manson #Poison ivy #harley x ivy #? #maybe #it’s implied i think #Harley #summoning #plants #WHAT IS OVERFROWTH REAL NAME YOU ASK? #I have no idea #it’s too late for real thoughts #Or brain power #Or for me to be awake #Oh shoot I can’t remember if I took my anxiety meds #gotta blast- #Dc

[ohitslen]

College (uni??) AU catering to my own interests as it should always be hehe :)

#projecting my major on Vash because them mfs who have changed from the med field majors to that one have some tragic things to tell #and also because I think that Vash would be such a wonderful designer I don’t know why it’s a gut feeling #Nai the law major because of course he would have you seen the guy #he would be a personal injury lawyer because lore #fun fact Nai rested for a semester after the incident with Vash while Vash took two.He never told Nai he would be changing majors #so it was a big big shock for him. they fought again but yk I’ll explain more on that if anyone is interested #as to Kni and WW I thought it’d be funny if they shared a common subject that required a lot of team assignments #and they can NEVER work out together. being an absolute nightmare to the rest of their group #separately they are great to work with. even if Kni can come off as too bossy sometimes he is actually a great leader #and WW would always deliver things on time exactly as it was asked from him #but Kni and WW just never really matched. Kni was too rude at times when WW made a mistake and WW would always clock him if he passed a line #like insulting his reasons for wanting to study security #one day Kni tells him at the beginning of a new semester where they both have unfortunately landed on a shared subject again #“you are not suited for that sort of job Wolfwood. you should simply give up and why don’t you go play role model to your little kids’’ #then WW beats him again and then is like hey yk what you’re kinda right. and changed majors and he feels so much more at home studying #education/teaching than security. he fucking hates some things but the end goal makes it worthy #Trigun Uni! AU #because I don’t know how differently a college and a uni work #trigun #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #trigun stampede #vashwood #trigun fanart #wolfwood #vash #Nai saverem #millions knives #lenssi draws #pen!

[moeblob]

Hello, can i have a modern sylvain pls??? PS: i love how you draw scrimblos

Finally another Wheel Spin and thankfully modern equals I get to draw someone with fish somewhere on their outfit. (Overlay layer my friend how I missed you)

#fe three houses #sylvain jose gautier #also shout out to literally everyone yesterday who backed me up and supported me on making sure i wasnt in pain #regardless of how others told me to take pain meds cause hoo boy #i do feel better today without the pressure of being a disappointment by taking care of pain as need be #esp since im making sure to not overuse it - like im still obeying the times in between the doses and not doing more than allowed #and so yeehaw managed to speed run sylvain aka it took 25 minutes and i know this bc i set a timer for 30mins #just to make sure i didnt overdo it from aiming to please too hard while still recovering #truly wheel rng and desktop timers my beloved #they really help me lmao................. i .... need the motivation to start too so setting a timer makes me have to start #instead of putting it off and off by scrolling here or staring at a blank canvas pondering nothing

[cedobols]

you’ll never be a killer, son.

#kendall succession #kendall roy #succession art #succession #my art #jeremy strong #kendall roy art #fun little ipad doodle from the other night bc i took my meds too late and they kept me up for hours grinding my teeth

[youngchronicpain]

Waking up to really high pain levels and having a partner that will do all of the animal chores (without me asking, he just knew I was having a rough morning) before his 9-5 is really something. I've always been grateful for my animals for their ability to get me out of bed when I'm hurting too much and wouldn't move for anything else, even my own needs. But right now I'm feeling really grateful for the opposite. The ability to lay in bed as long as I need while my meds kick in, without worrying that doing so will be detrimental to the animals that I care for.

#I took my extended release meds too early last night #and we went to the arcade and the asian market for groceries #we ended up staying for an hour and a half because I'm ridiculous and like to look at everything #but now we have ingredients to make curry for a friends birthday #and I have miso soup and more furikake and a new curry paste to try #and so many snacks!! #chronic pain #personal #interabled relationship

[moonpaw]

so tired from waking up early + moving stuff over this past week and ruining my sleep schedule that i just passed out in my chair at work tonight for 2 and a half hours and gave myself a stiff neck after </3

#IM TIREDDDDD #just gotta get through tomorrow then i can work on getting back on a normal sleep schedule..... #i finally cracked and took my sleeping meds and boy. did they help #i do need to get more but i am def using them again #luckily i have a job where it doesnt get too busy this time of year #and its the middle of the night so i can just. nap time. #though i dont like to because boy does it make my neck sore after </3 #and god the sleep sucks #i kept hearing noises that werent there #like paper fluttering and falling off the table #or someone opening the door behind me #mainly the paper thing

[thediamondarcher]

I'm so scared of telling my psychiatrist or my psychologist that i think i have OCD because what if they think I'm just faking it just like my brain tells me and i did way too much research and I'm just trying to get diagnosed something i don't have (i literally had a compulsion because i had obsessive thoughts about this and it gave me so much anxiety)

#i just started to scratch my arm so bad and now it burns a lot and it's not the first time this has happened #even tho i literally hate attention and it took me 3 years to tell someone my brain was touring me. just to get invalidated #i don't know what to do because I don't want to have another compulsion #and my brain keeps telling me i don't have OCD and I'm just seeking attention #vent #i need to know if i have OCD or not because my brain literally won't shut up #and I'm on meds!! drugs that are supposed to calm down my anxiety but i think i have too much anxiety for them to work #because it's been a week and i don't feel less anxious (i mean i literally had a compulsion i think that says it all) #i think i just need a higher dosis tho my psychiatrist said she'll see if i needed more

[irhabiya]

literally howwwww do u cope with knowing your parents are getting older :'))))

#it's killing me it hit me a few days ago that i remind them to take their meds and schedule their appointments and make sure they go to bed #on time #the last one. god. GOD #my dad has trouble sleeping and yesterday i had to remind him not to stay up late and made sure he took his medications before bed #then i went back to my room to study and like 15 minutes pass and i heard something in the living room #and he was sitting there and he smiled apologetically at me. i used to do that😭😭😭 god i used to sneak out of bed too #i haven't stopped thinking about it since yesterday im gonna fucking cry if i keep thinking about it #enoughdhdhdj

[kitttttykattttt]

i think destiel is the perfect name for a cat because like to most people its just an atypical cat name but eventually someone will come along and know what destiel is and its gonna eat them up wondering if you named the cat destiel on purpose or if it was just a coincidence and like nobody is gonna call you out on that because like what if it was a coincidence then theyd have to explain what destiel is

#supernatural #spn #destiel #i accidentally took too much of my adhd meds this morning #and spent 2 hours in biochem thinking about this #naming your cat “dave cat” would have a similar effect

[lover-of-mine]

song: Heaven by PVRIS (youtube)

#911 #buddie #911edit #buddieedit #911 on fox #911 fox #911 abc #evan buckley #eddie diaz #otp: you don't need to pretend with me #my edit #flashing tw #vids #deranged anna running on 3 hours of sleep 4 shots of expresso and who took her meds too late in the day had this idea #ive been scrambling to finish ever since because deranged anna doesn't usually finish the shit she started and i felt like this was cool #but yeah have this #911verse

[moeblob]

You know, when I kept getting asked "so you didn't ever have severe pains before now?" in the hospital and I kept replying "I have a high pain tolerance" I meant it. However, there is only so much pain my tiny 4'9" body can hold... (aka I am sweating and in agony bc I'm getting told to use LESS severe pain meds so I don't rely on them too much and it is AWFUL)

#moe talks a lot #i was shaking earlier and despite the fact i sound like im gonna cry #and the fact that my mom can pick out im about to cry from pain bc im trying to take less pain meds #LIKE MY MOM IS INSTRUCTING ME TO DO #shes like well why arent you taking any pain meds #BECAUSE THERE ARE TWO AVAILABLE OPTIONS AND ON A SIX HOUR TIMER #i cant take both at once or else what happens to me if i hurt before the six hours is up #i have to manage them in a way that allows me to benefit from both and being told im doing it wrong #after being told well its your fault it got so bad because you never complained about pain before #YEAH NO JOKE? REALLY? I NEVER DID? because everyone acts like im too young to feel that kinda pain #oh youre hurting? just wait until youre older #and its currently agony to breathe again but that i guess is also my fault bc im trying to use pain meds #holy moly i just want to not get dizzy standing up cause wow dang #sure would be nice if the multiple incisions in my stomach didnt THROB every time i sneezed or coughed or cleared my throat #but since i didnt use much pain meds before because i would be mocked for being too much of a baby its like #welp damn now i could really use some and im being called out for being too reliant #anyway time to sleep more because that means im not noticing my pain #im literally smaller than most children and so i do understand my body size makes people worried about the medication intake #but can i please just go a day without being asked how much im taking or when i last took it or if im gonna cry #anyway sorry for the excessive rant today never really had surgery or anything so this is brand spankin new suffering

[redr0sewrites]

YALLL sorry ive been so inactive lately school + mental health is lowkey kicking my ass, but i promise i'll be more active soon!!! im prob gonna get at least two things done by this weekend, so stay tuned for that ✨ and since summer is coming i'll be a lot more active then too!!!

#rose rambling #ive been doing the usual end of the year almost summer spring mental breakdown routine #im trying my best #but i promise i'll be posting more soon!!! #i love writing #i'll also probably be adding some more fandoms to the list of fandoms i write for #probably death note and the marvel cinematic universe too #cuz those r some reoccurring hyperfixations #anywayssss if u actually bothered to read these tags ily #i took my anxiety meds yesterday after forgetting to take them saturday and i feel a lot better now so thats nice