#I think I mourned his loss then

[ilovedig]

I haven't seen anyone post this yet, but Denny Laine died this morning.

#denny laine #paul mccartney #I'm kinda surprised at how much I'm not falling apart right now. I absolutely adored Denny #But I think after doing research into his wife and finding out he found god in the evangelical way and was an anti vaxxer #even though paul forced him to get it multiple times #I think I mourned his loss then #may his memory be a blessing #Instagram

[palarien]

tfw ur favorite disciple is probably dying in the abyss u pushed him into :(

#experimenting with colors (ˉ▽ˉ ) #I do enjoy thinking about that weird moment where sqq had to deal with loss??? for like a second #It barely measures up to Binghe's 5 year relationship with sqq's corpse but yknow #the way sqq completely glossed over his bingheless life post-abyss #when in reality he radiated overwhelming mourning widow energy that everyone could see #svsss #shen qingqiu

[thedeadthree]

𝖆𝖒𝖆𝖛𝖊𝖙 𝖆𝖊𝖗𝖆𝖘𝖚𝖒𝖊 -`. 𝔟𝔤𝔦𝔦𝔦. 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔪𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔫𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔩𝔬𝔯𝔡 𝔬𝔣 𝔰𝔦𝔩𝔳𝔢𝔯𝔶𝔪𝔬𝔬𝔫.

MOON HALF ELF. FIGHTER. ELDRITCH KNIGHT. WIZARD. NECROMANCER. NOBLE. ❦ 𝔰𝔥𝔞𝔡𝔬𝔴𝔥𝔢𝔞𝔯𝔱.

#oc: amavet aerasume #leg.ocs #*myedits #*ocedit #leg.edit #bg3 oc #baldurs gate 3 oc #ch: tav #tav oc #putting him in my pocket and cherishing him coveting him like a dragons treasure mound etc etc #r*haegar core he was always mournful and melancholic 🥀🥹 an air of tragedy surrounded him my poor BOY #his brother rules in his stead in ye olde canon while he’s absent <3 #this has been sitting in my drafts for EONS but i am so in love with these *screams* #mourning lord bc of his tragic past OF WHICH I WILL GET INTO 🥀🤧✨ #in short his air of melancholy the tragic loss of his dearest his betrothed and other things :’) !! #yana had nothing to do with anything she’s tootally not in his lore either :) #alsoo thinking what if the tragedy was a plot made by s*har?? maybe? #like it would be a PERFECT tie in to sh*adowhearts arc yk???? #i did a thought thing in the wee hours of the night but yea!! it would be inch resting i think !!!!! #something something red string *screams* #i love symbolism !!!!!!! #leg? posting at a reasonable hour ?? it’s more likely than you think !!!!!! 🥀🥴✨💀 <3 #do not ask him about what happened to his youngest brother he didnt perform a necromantic ritual not realizing his brother was still alive #and mistook thinking he was dead and panicked as it was recently after he lost his beloved so his brother was made reborn bc of it :') #DO NOOT ASK HIM ABOUT IT (i do not have a name for his brother yet but he was the 12th sibling so the youngest of the tall ones!!)

[pinkpruneclodwolf]

That Malleus Anon again, apparently also TWST EN on twt has now come to the consensus that Malleus hates Silver because he did what he did in Chapter 7, Part 2 and I'm... I'm honestly Pepe crying right now.

PLEASE SAY UR JOKING

IM BEGGING????

Like, Malleus doesn't hate Silver at all, he practically helped raise him [and Sebek] with Lilia. It's more of the fact that Mallleus never got to experience what it was like to have a father.

His parents are long dead and his Grandma, for all intents and purposes, is stuck in Briar Valley tiding the people over so as to not put unnecessary pressure on one the last Draconia's.

Lilia had to pick up the slack of raising Malleus into a King who would usher in a new era for Briar Valley.

In some ways Malleus feels robbed that he can never have someone to call 'old man' or 'father'..

It's more akin to slight jealousy if we wanna be honest, but even then Malleus still cares enough ab Silver to hear him pour his heart out. He heard the pleas of Silver not being strong enough to keep Lilia and took matters into his own hands.

You can say he looked indifferent while Silver was tearing himself up ab not being able to repay Lilia a debt that never needed to be collected, but you cannot deny that there's a sense of love in putting the entirety of NRC [and possibly the island] under a 'blessing'.

Malleus wanted to quell the hurt he and Silver shared in not being able to do anything in the face of death. He picked up where Silver left off when he cried out that he wasn't strong enough, because Malleus is strong enough.

He did as a king would, he heard his people's struggle and did something about it.

And I would argue that he and Kalim share parallels because of that, because they want to wrap everyone in a 'blessing'.

#twst #twisted wonderland #scream into the void and i'll answer #malleus draconia #lilia vanrouge #sebek zigvolt #diasomnia #i dont think yall understand the sheer weight thag comes from never knowing your parents #or the fact that someone you do consider a parent doesnt view you the same way #and i think Malleus knows that #so he savors the fact that Lilia acts as his guardian #Silver is his brother and whatever bouts of jealousy hes felt has ultimately been washed away #Because at his core #Malleus wants to have the opportunity to show up for his friends and family #he wants to be there to witness facets of people's personalities and lives #and he was given that opportunity when Silver came to him #When Vil came to him in tears mourning the loss of his youth #When Yuu had nowhere else to go but to stare longingly at Ramshackle #He was never meant to be alone and saying that he hates Silver is the very antithesis of that fact

[kaitcake1289]

you are watching mythic quest season 3. i am watching the mythic quest season in my mind where cws death has an actual effect on most of the characters that prompts their development. we are not the same

#someone ask me to elaborate (PLEASE) #jk i’ll do it anyways #i just think that. for me death is something that is very emotional and to see it unutilised here is disappointing to say the least #like the fear of death coping with loss is something i KNOW these fuckers aren’t equipped to handle #and it doesn’t effect all of them and it’s not cw all centric #ian has a midlife crisis rachel loses her creative mentor david starts thinking about death and how people will #remember him (s2ep8 callback) we even saw brad moved at that bit to stay close to your friends! #poppy is too shunned to care dana is too emotionally healthy and doesn’t know cw that well jo. jo #david being in this state can also help brad show jo he’s weak (seeds of doubt in david’s leadership) #and ALSO dana not having an emotional reaction to cws death can also create #more of a rift between her and ian because it’s something she just can’t relate to #ian also mourning in silence also would’ve been so much fucking sadder after sarian knowing the two parental figures that admired and #inspired his creativity are gone #god #this show is evil anyways #also i have a long sad letter cw would write rachel from the grave would y’all like to see that #mythic quest #kaitlinshottakes #poppy li #brad bakshi #ian grimm #cw longbottom #jo mythic quest #rachel mythic quest #dana mythic quest

[astro-b-o-y-d]

How pissed do you think Shermie was when he found out about what really happened with Stan and Ford???

#Hayley Speaks #It might not hit as hard if you headcanon him as the baby in the flashback #But if you don't and you headcanon him as older than them it's like #Okay so he comes home to find out one of his younger brothers got kicked out #And the other moved all the way to the other side of the country #And then the news about Stan being dead comes up #So I fully imagine that while Stan never outright told him about what happened; he knows damn well that he's not Ford #Even after all the time they spent apart; that is so CLEARLY Stanley Pines who is suddenly going by Stanford #Maybe Stan hides his hands around Shermie to continue the con but Shermie knows #Which means something probably happened to Ford and Stan doesn't want anyone to know #So he keeps the secret and doesn't let on that he knows #He could always confront Stan about it but also like #The last time he really saw Stan was long before he got kicked out of the house #He does NOT want to scare off what is potentially the only brother he has left #He's always felt like the third wheel when it came to them; both because of the twin thing and the 'being the oldest' thing #Combined with the whole 'Pines men don't talk about their feelings' thing; he thinks it's best to just let Stan keep pretending to be Ford #And silently mourn the loss of the brother that the rest of the family doesn't realize is even gone #But THEN the grandkids are like 'Yeah Grunkle Stan's twin brother is back now!' and he's PISSED OFF #He kept Stan's secret for THIRTY YEARS and the bastard didn't even have the gall to let him know that Ford was back face to face #Neither of the bastards had the gall to do it?! #They just took off on a fishing boat together in search of adventure?? #He's so mad at them but also...that is so painfully in character for them. At least from the memories he has of them as young kids. #But also.......he's their brother #They couldn't have told him ANYTHING???

[phoenixkaptain]

Do you think Yoda saw all of his past students in Luke?

He saw that rage and unquenchable desire for a system corrupted to be changed, just like Dooku? He saw that peace and patience and desire to learn that Qui-Gon had? The same sass and empathy that Obi-Wan held? The same desire to live up to the people who came before him, just like Ahsoka?

And, of course, he saw Anakin there. In blue eyes and lopsided grin. In the affectionate touch to a droid. In the raw power, the untapped potential that could sway to the light or the dark so easily.

Do you think he saw the best and worst of them all? Do you think he looked at Luke and remembered training Dooku? Do you think he saw Luke heading in the direction of a maverick and missed Qui-Gon? Do you think he watched Luke grow and learn and all he could think about was that pure, uncorrupted kid from Tatooine? The kid who wanted to free slaves, the kid who fell in love hard and fast, the kid whose trust was hardwon, the kid who grew up into the antithesis of everything he once was?

Do you ever wonder what was going through Yoda’s mind on long nights? When Luke would get impatient and storm off, only to return a few moments later, calm and ready to try again. Do you think he held onto that fear, the fear that stuck with him for so long, that yet another member of his lineage would die before their time or turn to the Dark Side or just leave entirely?

Do you ever think of Yoda trying to hide things from Luke, only to get tired of it? He told Luke about his sister. The one secret that would have died with him. Artoo can’t tell anybody. Everyone else who knows - Padme, Bail, Obi-Wan - is dead. They could have just left him in the dark. They could have taken that secret and not let it potentially sway Luke’s emotions one way or the other.

That was the plan, wasn’t it? Obi-Wan is surprised when he finds out that Yoda told Luke. The plan had to have been to not tell him, to never tell him, to never risk Luke forming an unhealthy attachment to his sister that would lead him down the path of the Dark Side. That would never start Leia on the path of becoming a Jedi, meaning she would never even be at risk.

But, Yoda was dying. He was dying and he had so long to think of all the things he should have done differently. He was dying and he looked up at Luke, who they were putting the weight of the world on. They were telling Luke that the future of the galaxy was entirely on his shoulders. The sale of absolutely everyone was on him and him alone. They told him he was the last Jedi.

So Yoda must have looked up and seen that pressure. That loneliness. The Jedi of old had large communities. They lived and breathed and grew with each other. They never felt alone, because they always had someone to turn to, someone to talk to, someone they trusted to keep their head above water.

And here they were, leaving Luke alone. Telling him to rebuild the Jedi Order. Telling him to kill his own father. Telling him to kill the Emperor, but not out of anger or hatred or guilt.

Yoda figured out that this would just make it all happen again. Dooku turned because he didn’t trust the Jedi Order and he felt alone. Anakin turned because he didn’t trust the Jedi Order and he felt alone. If Luke was sent to face off against two of the most powerful Force-users, both of whom are Sith, then he would only lose faith in Yoda and Obi-Wan, and he would feel all alone, and he would turn to the Dark Side.

I think Yoda told Luke about Leia out of a desire to give Luke that support system. The Jedi all had bonds with each other, with their teachers and students, but even without bonds, they were still functionally telepaths. They were empaths. They needed a strong support system to be there when the weight got too much to bear. When the darkness of the galaxy weighed on them, when the failures of the past haunted them, when they felt so lost and confused and empty, they had each other. And that’s what Yoda was giving Luke.

He was trying to say, “Even without your father, you won’t be alone. Even without me or Obi-Wan, you won’t be alone. You’ll always have another person, a person who can and has built you up and kept your head above water. A person who you’ve done the same for. You support each other, you’ve supported each other for years now, and you will always continue to support each other.”

Luke and Leia aren’t “attached” to each other. They’re each others’ safety net. They need each other, but not out of attachment. They need each other as everyone needs someone or something to remind them of all the good things in the world when things get rough. They remind each other that they need to fight, to live on. They remind each other that the galaxy is good at its core, filled with good people who just need some help.

They remind each other that they aren’t alone. They trust each other. They don’t need the power of the Dark Side.

And that’s why it’s so important to remember that Yoda told Luke there was another Skywalker. Yoda, who has been against attachment since the beginning, is the one who risks Luke getting attached. It’s important because this is a major character moment for Yoda!

He sees them. All of them. Dooku felt alone and left them behind to try and feel power to feel safe. Qui-Gon died alone, with only Obi-Wan there to help him, far away from the Jedi. Obi-Wan died alone. Anakin felt alone and abandoned and wanted power to feel safe. Ahsoka felt alone and abandoned and left the Order, because she no longer trusted them. They all lost it, that safety net, those people who were always around them to keep them above water, that support system that reminded them that they weren’t alone and they would never be abandoned and —

Don’t you think Yoda blames himself?

His own Padawan felt like he had no choice but to leave. Obi-Wan feared attachment out of fear of being cast aside, of being abandoned. Anakin fought that desire for attachment, that desire for someone to be there when he fell, and he when he finally got even a hint of it, he hid it out of fear of it being taken away and him being abandoned for having needed it in the first place.

Of course Yoda blames himself. He outlived all of them. He’s far older than them. And his own fear of his loss overpowering him, the fear that watching everyone he loves die over and over again beause of how much longer he’ll live than any of them, is what kept his Lineage from having those safety nets in place. Those support beams.

He looks at Luke and he sees that rage that Dooku had, that eagerness to learn that Qui-Gon had, that empathy that Obi-Wan had, that innocent desire to help that Ahsoka had—

And he sees that little boy from Tatooine. The one who grew up into a monster. The one who grew distorted and disfigured and who hated them all and tore them all down. That possibility lives within Luke to. The overwhelming weight of responsibility put on one person’s shoulders, the same weight that Palpatine used to manipulate Anakin into believing that none of the Jedi could ever help or understand him.

Yoda tells Luke about Leia. He isn’t specific, he doesn’t name a name, but he knows he doesn’t have to. He doesn’t want Luke to feel lost and abandoned and alone. He wants Luke to feel strong. He gives Luke that support beam. That attachment that could so quickly overwhelm him or become unhealthy. He gives Luke this because Luke trusts him, and he doesn’t want Luke to feel like he can’t trust him.

He doesn’t want any Jedi to feel alone. He doesn’t want to see them fall to the same things the Jedi in the past did.

But most importantly, Yoda cared for the Jedi. All of them, and especially his own students. He feels their loss, even lightyears away. He wouldn’t have felt the loss of life if he didn’t care for them, not from such a far distance. And he wouldn’t have been as affected by it if he didn’t care about them. He cared about the Jedi, about his students and his Lineage and even about the little runt that Qui-Gon brought back from Tatooine.

He cares about Luke. He has so much faith in Luke. He doesn’t want Luke to die like the others. He doesn’t want Luke to die alone and feeling abandoned.

Yoda gave Luke that attachment. Because he didn’t want Luke to drown under the weight of everything they were expecting of him.

#star wars #luke skywalker #yoda #leia organa #anakin skywalker #obi wan kenobi #qui gon jinn #dooku #ahsoka tano #yoda and luke #my fave duo #my emotionally stunted frog man and his baby with a sword #i have so many emotions #i think of luke and yoda being each others friend a lot #yoda cares him so much!!! #shut up you don’t get it!!! #yoda has been in exile for 20+ years #mourning the loss of his padawan #and all of his lineage #and the entirety of the jedi order #and he must feel so alone #he used to be surrounded by jedi #now he is not #and he knows he will never be again #the inane ramblings of a madman #long post #very long post #catch me crying in the club #about fictional puppets #what again?

[ltcdrmcgarrett]

It was dark down there, man. There’s no way you could have known. No, man. I messed up. Don’t do that. I didn’t have a visual. Steve, listen to me: It was an accident. The guy was trained, he should have identified himself as a cop — Lou. I didn’t have a visual.

#Hawaii Five-0 #h50edit #Steve McGarrett #Mine #mygifs #SIT DOWN AND HEAR ME OUT #I was SO excited about this storyline and I can't let it go #I'm kinda furious that they just 'oh nevermind'ed it in the same episode man #Imagine just imagine how incredible this could have been if it had been legit #Steve killed a police officer #The weight of that guilt is almost unbearable #He starts to distance himself from his friends because they desperately want to help justify it #but Steve won't hear of it #The blame is his and his alone as far as he can see it #A police officer is dead and it was Steve's bullet #A police officer's family and friends are mourning his loss and it was Steve's fault #not a terrorist or a robber or a murderer but Steve's #He can't sleep without seeing that cop's face so he barely sleeps #When Steve works a case he can't focus #He can't bear to be around HPD because he knows what they're thinking #He becomes trigger shy and unwilling to pull the trigger until he has a full visual #This puts his life in danger more than once and endangers his team #Once he spots a suspect before anyone else but freezes #The suspect shoots Junior #It's not fatal by any means but this just adds to Steve's guilt #He stops coming to work #He no longer trusts himself and refuses to put any more lives at risk because of his failings #*slams my fists on the desk* I WANTED TO SEE THIS #Ugh I'm mad there was so bloody much potential and I ache for it #8x07

[ibrithir-was-here]

(This is a really weird drabble that is not connected with anything else I've written, but is more about body horror and losses unmourned vibes and...yeah I don't know. Tis the bleak midwinter have some ghosts)

Dream of the Endless doesnt sleep. Doesn't dream. He is all dreams, all fantasies, all nightmares.

And though he does not sleep, does not dream, is Lord Shaper and King of all Nightmares and none ...there is a nightmare haunting him.

He can just feel it, at the edges of his consciousness, can almost see it, sometimes, when his focus wanders, when he lets his mind drift from the flow of the collective subconscious.

There is something, always there, always behind him. Just out of sight, waiting to be recalled, waiting to be seen.

He is not the only one who senses it he thinks.

Sometimes, he sees Matthew shudder, sometimes he feels the Corinthian's gaze flick away, catches Lucienne biting at her lip, as though to lock words behind it she would speak but does not dare.

Sometimes he senses Death flinch.

There is a trigger that seems to drawthe presence, for illiciting these responses, for pulling the thing that haunts him closer into his view.

It's when he introduces himself. Not as Dream, but by his newest epitaph, as Lord Daniel.

That is when the presence seems closest, clearest. That is when he can sense most clearly the empty shape, a gaping hole in existence the size of what was once a child. Can feel the phantom fingers of one who is no more, clutching at the hem of his snow white, bone white, shroud white robe. Can hear the baby soft whisper, crawling up to him, sadly, lonely, lost:

"No, that's my name"

#my writing #dream of the endless #daniel hall #(i think what gets me so much is that everyone always seems to mourn Morpheus #and rightly so #but no one ever seems to mourn the loss of baby Daniel Hall #who never got to reunite with his momma #I once thought of making a Labyrinth AU with Daniel as Toby #but instantly had the thought that for Lyta thats just canon #only at the end she fails #and her baby is turned into the Goblin King #for her anyway #i just have feelings about baby Daniel ok?) #sandman #lyta hall #sandman comics spoilers #sandman spoilers #sandman comics #lucienne (the sandman) #the corinthian #matthew the raven #death of the endless #tw body horror

[sequesteredbhaalspawn]

Something I had been really looking forward too from (back when) the full release was coming out, was all of the new reactivity to your Tav. LIKE my main (for EA) Tav was a mean drow lady named, Telanziiri- and just her and EA Wyll being at the Goblin Camp was something I thought about a lot.

Like the goblins having duel reactions for Wyll and her like- "Hey Look a drow- oh fuck the Blade is with her!"

but all of his act 1 content, that didn't have to do with Karlach, is gone. Along with the things I was really looking forward too.

Don't me wrong there is a lot of problematic writing in terms of just completely disregarding the lives of the goblins, and more. But that is a wider problem with D&D in general and is not going to be address beyond this point (on this post).

I really wish I could go back to EA and just experience all of Wyll's content for act 1 again. I miss it. The way his character was back then was so much fun. The way he played off Telanziiri was great.

The Blade of Frontiers (EA) befriending an evil drow lady who plans on soaking the surface world in the blood of those who worship to the absolute to honor Lolth (all because drow had joined the cult of the absolute). Very much her doing the right things for the wrong reasons and Wyll just having to deal with her was so fun for me.

I miss the friendship that will never come back, because Wyll is not the same character any more.

Larian really does need to focus on getting him on par with all of the content the other companions have. I really want there to be more things with full release Wyll's character.

#wyll ravengard #bg3 #( i'm just being lame: mourning the loss of a fictional friendship i can't revisit. ) #( calming down from the new gortash and durge content from patch 6 that I love and I'm just really disappointed with how little wyll gets. #( i really want all of the companions to get the same amount of content that astarion has. i want the vagueness between gortash and durge ) #( to remain. ) #( but when ever I think about Wyll just I end up thinking about his EA self and miss him dearly. )

[twicecut]

Yk I think a good example of how much the writing for Diego changed between S1 and S3 is Diego going from being ready to throw hands when someone calls Grace a machine in S1, to telling Klaus the only mother they knew "plugged into a wall" in S3, like he wouldn't have punched someone out if they had said the same thing one month ago.

#i dont think its completely ooc. like i can rationalize that response if i think about it. #he's dealing with a lot and some of that has to be reconciling with the fact that their grace no longer exists #and the only one that DOES exist now is much more machine and definitely not their mom. #but....mmmm #it sorta speaks to how little the writing allows diego to process loss. and it continuously makes me a bit sad. #klaus and allison and even viktor are allowed to mourn the people they've lost to some important degree. #but diego? he mostly just looks sad for a little bit and then the narrative pushes him onward to the next thing with the kind of speed #that sometimes makes it feel like something is lacking. like his arc is incomplete. #it just strikes me as odd that he can go from loving grace the way he did in s1 and stressing her humanity to almost dismissing her in s3 #i can see how they arrived there but it feels like going from point a and skipping a whole step just to get to point c faster. #out of knives [ooc];

[pennyserenade]

i’ll say it: fox mulder deserved to be jewish !!! he did !!! in my heart he IS

#misc. #i don’t really know how david duchovny feels abt his being jewish but idk i think they should’ve committed to it #bc they hinted at it a few times and idk it wouldn’t have impacted much #given that he’s an atheist in the long run anyway but idk it is a loss i mourn #as a mixed child i need my mixed girlies represented 😔✊

[egovisum]

An angel's room

Aka : "Is it customary to have your hereditary enemy's very specific eye color as tapestry and bedsheets ?"

Illustration context and close up :

After reading a good hundred fics about Aziraphale lending his bed to Crowley, I decided to draw Zira's room and a scene suddenly came to me : Aziraphale during whatever century shopping for fabric to renovate his bedroom, being handed color samples and finding one that's exactly the same shade as his demon's snaky eyes, proceeding to order curtains and sheets made from it. That's it that's the whole point of the illustration.

It's an heavenly cloud under the bed, the bed in itself is solely here to make the room more "human-like". I imagined that even though he doesn't sleep much the human way, he could have a little something to lie on and rest the "angelic way".

I added books and tartan everywhere for good measure, there's also two mini Crowleys hidden in here but I had to resize the whole thing before posting and it made it so blurry (my fault entirely for not checking the size requirements before working on a huge canva) that if you tried to zoom in it would be impossible to find anything, so I'm adding a few close up views right there :

#Today we are mourning the loss of the quality #My fault for drawing on a huge canva without thinking #First real post I guess #Hi #good omens #Aziraphale #ineffable husbands #aziracrow #artwork #fanart #background #my art #digital art

[castivities]

47 keeps his nails manicured. how do i know? he told me.

#agent 47 #guys i think diana puts the nail growth serum on for him #hitman woa #because we know he wasnt cleaning his nails in absolution #trying to save victoria and mourning the fake loss of his wife he had no time!!!!

[primus-why]

Sad Idea (tw: infertility mention)

Okay but what if when Orion got reformatted into Optimus, the Matrix gave him The Ideal Body To Go To War With? Like, it cut out unnecessary parts of his past self-- not just emotionally, but physically as well...

What I'm trying to get at: what if one day, the topic of sparklings come up. Maybe the humans they've been hanging around asked about the various ways a new Cybertronian comes to exist. Maybe the war is over, and someone innocently asks Optimus if he has ever considered being a creator.

Optimus might politely wave off the idea, citing he's too busy as Prime to give the care and attention deserved by a sparkling. But in private... or maybe even to just his amica/ a close friend or two... he admits that he did once want to be a creator, however, that's no longer in the cards for him...

... because the Matrix didn't deem a gestation chamber a necessary asset for a Prime at war.

#sad idea #Optimus Prime #do i tag as valveplug even tho it's not really sexual? hm... #fuzz writes #tw infertility #basically the matrix trades in civilian life for more weapons #and it's ONE thing to have someone who doesn't want sparklings to have a gestation chamber removed... #but in the case Orion had no agency in the matter. #tho truth be told... whole he mourned the loss he also had to face the harsh reality... #that he couldn't possibly provide a happy and healthy life for a sparkling while their people are at war. #whats more... the gestation period would put him out of comission. not to mention the energy consumption. #he can't afford that when they can barely fuel themselves as it is. #plus the sparkling would be defenseless for many years. it would be a liability. a weakness for the Decepticons to exploit. #Optimus hates that his choice was taken from him... but hates the idea of bringing a being into this harsh world even more. #this is made extra tragic if you think about the question arising AFTER the war. #everyone is like ''Optimus! you have such a warm personality and caring temperament! i'm surprised you haven't become a creator!'' #and he's just like ''ah.... yes.... well....''

[bad-kendi]

the fionna and cake finale was kinda underwhelming but i still loved it, I like how Simon gets therapy lol

#thoughts #the inherent tragedy and like paradoxicalness (i think) of Betty jumping in the portal to be with simon while Simon forever mourns the loss #of his greatest love #this show made me a bit crazy for a few weeks #EVERY EPISODE I WOULD SAY BETTYS NAME MULTIPLE TIMES #Like wow she was my wife too #anyways if there was anything i would change #i wouldve made simon kiss golbetty in the finale as a final goodbye. #KISS THAT FLAT FACE #yeah ok im going to sleep