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marimayscarlett · 7 months
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Quick question, have we figured out why Richard is so damn ATTRACTIVE??? Like he was so fine during the Mutter and MiG Era but he's even better now??? Sir I have questions!!!! What is it about you that's so addictive??? And that belly??? A MASTERPIECE!!!! He needs to pay for my rehab I'm dying over him at this point lmao
Hi hello how did you get into my head and write down exactly what I think about daily?? Because I'm still so fascinated regarding how he changed over the years, while remaining so enticing and attractive, always reinventing himself a bit, experimenting with different looks and styles while maintaining his overall vibe and aesthetic 😌 This of course includes his physique and wonderful chunkiness, but I'll shamelessly use this ask to venture out in earlier decades, to appreciate this man in all his glory 😩 (I hope that's alright with you)
Let's take a tiny look at Mr. Richard Z. Kruspe over the years, just to process this delicious evolution of his:
Very early on we had a lean Richard with the dreads, for some a no-go, for others quite a charming look (i know exactly i'm not the only one who's down for dreadlock Richard 👀), picture from ca. 1993:
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In the beginning of Rammstein, we have some brown and blond haired, somewhat muscly Richard (ca. 1995/1996):
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Then of course the ethereal look of Live aus Berlin (recorded in 1998) and his general style during the Sehnsucht era (Viva interview from 1997):
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Moving on to the Mutter era, the first time his iconic spiky black hair was introduced to the world (picture from 2001 in Tallinn, gif from 2001 at the Velodrom Berlin):
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He maintained a similar style and physique (very much toned and gym-trained I guess) or a while, for example during Völkerball (recorded in 2005):
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or in various music videos, such as "Mein Teil" (2004) and "Benzin" (2005, albeit with some very much 2000s eyebrows):
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In 2009 while LIFAD was released and during the LIFAD tour, he shortly ventured into another hair style (I won't comment, it was.. something, picture of 2009), then again back to the spiky style and tried out the mohawk (picture from 2012 I think), while parts of his typical stage outfit were born plus he's rather muscly here too:
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During the festival tour 2016/2017 you can slowly see him becoming a bit broader/meatier in his physique, which I find just absolutely wonderful, plus some combacks like his spiky hair (gifs from an interview in 2018):
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And slowly but surely we arrive in the current time and Richard's current style and physique: vampire coat, chicken coat, meaty and chunky Richard in all his glory:
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All in all I have to say: It's so interesting to see how he changed and still stayed true to himself and his aesthetic, to his enthusiastic and genuine self while continously trying out new styles. And this includes his physique!! His appearance of course changed over the span of 30 years, that's aging for you. Of course he put on some weight - but that doesn't negate the fact that someone can be unbelievably attractive. And yes, I wholeheartedly agree, his belly now is a master piece, forged by the heavens, a gift from god, just perfection 💖
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queen-of-elves · 10 months
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Fav authors/blogs - literally consider these blogs miracles and masterpiece bringers into my life + fanfic recommendation overall and I was slowly itching to do this for a long time now hehe and there is probably more which I will compile from just my screenshot in phone or reblogs on my blog of other fanfictions
@youvebeenlivingfictional - absolutely dying from their Nathan Bateman tag, kept me alive when I was hyperfixated on that character
@absurdthirst - like... if you know their blog, do I have to say anything? Absolutely feral for every post, every new fic/work has me screaming, love every single piece
@writefightandflightclub - again my Bateman era and again one of the best writing skills on this app (when they started to follow me back I did a lil victory dance lol and had massive freakout lol)
->literally this trio is my holy trinity 👑 when it comes to Oscar/Pedro content and of course there is more I have to mention:
@budcooper - again Oscar Isaac obssesion had send me their way and since then I am a big fan
@brandyllyn - the Nathan Bateman fanfic? kept me fed for weeks and I am still returning gal for it, plus they also have works for Richard from The letter room like hello??? take my money please. I could write forever about my favorite authors for Oscar and Pedro :)))
@mypoisonedvine - got to them thanks to my fleeing (lets be honest its gonna return as any other hyperfixation) obssesion with Paul Dano and just had to stay because the writing style is just cheff's kiss
@supernovafeather - the FO!poe? The duke leto fics? Perfection 🥰 again sometimes I just search these tag on their profile just to spend the following day rereading all of it ❤
@starlessea - one of the blogs that kept me well fed in my twd fandom comback and I am so grateful to them 💖 (might actually do another comeback since twd ended etc.) Also one of the few blogs that made me consider writing on my own.
@mylifeisactuallyamess - again PERFECTLY fed when I was in my Hux era -> you want little angst with your fics like me? go check them out. Absolutely love their series and I am going to reread them soon.
Accidents -alvfr -> Aaron Hotchner my beloved and excellent writing
And When I am Formulated, Sprawling on a Pin - beewolf - Chishiya - Just like w youvebeenlivingfictional and writefightandflightclub I love works with references etc and this one w literature refs is just perfect
@upsidedownwithsteve got into my Steve Harrington lover boy era recently (and again) and their works? Chef's kiss, absolutely delicious
A special friend - Fred Weasley x reader - @luveline - You completely bewitched me with the sentence: "Doesn’t she realise I’m a simple, pathetic man who wants to have her simple, pathetic babies?” I had to recently reread it again and I will probably have to do it once again just for this sentence, I am not even talking about how this is an absolute masterpiece went it comes to writing for reader w anxiety etc. perfect depiction of everything
*Like seriously if I dont read these works or newly posted works of these authors assume I am dead
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"Imagine Jk and Tae coming out as a couple. It will change so much for them and for BTS as a band. I think it’s very likely they won’t come out as long as BTS is still actively together.. and probably even quite some time afterwards."
Why do you think this? All members surely are supportive and used to them as a couple by now, what would change? In theory after enistment they would be able to come out whenever.
Hi anon!
It's not because the members wouldn't support them. I'm quite convinced all members support them with their whole heart and that they have immense respect for both Tae and Jk.
I don't think Hybe will let them come out just yet. They need to make a huge comback in 2025, and I really doubt they would find that the perfect timing to announce two of their members are in a relationship. Army is shattered right now.. they need to make it whole and stable again. I would say there's a possibility of members being able to show their individual queerness more though.
Tae and Jk coming out as a couple will effect BTS and the way people see them. Let's say they do come out after enlistment. All the talk will be about them having had to hide all these years, Hybe will not look good, they will be accused of lying, it will be a huge scandal. Also, international media will want to steer every interview to them as a couple and to the topic of being queer in SK. I can't see Tae and Jk wanting that. They have to deal with so much scrutiny already, while it might mean more freedom in one aspect, it would mean less in many others.
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msookyspooky · 1 month
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Spooky!!!!! Can you plz share your thoughts on Neve Campbell returning to scream? 👀
(Sorry if you've answered this already!)
Ps I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEE ur series so much - ur writing is SOOOO good 🥹 The last chapter tore out my HEART but has me kicking my feet GIGGLING at the same time - I genuinely wish u the absolute best bc you are AMAZING 💗
OMG THANK YOU!! I appreciate that especially since I was lowkey a bit weary of even adding Billy and YN at the end but damn we're 4 books in this has to happen eventually 😭🥴 I swear that the latest chapter is actually done (Just proofreading) but the plot is so heavy so damn 'wtf' that I'm writing the next chapter because I wanna make sure this pieces together smoothly cause there is no going back afterwards. So I swear I ain't dragging my feet TOO much 😅 But I'm giddy and nervous to post bc omg I don't think yall are ready 😗🤭
That is...just complicated. I love the idea of Sidney returning but not for this movie simply because of how they handled Melissa. Idc what side of the aisle you're on firing someone for speaking their mind on their Insta instead of being a meek media darling will always rub me the wrong way.
ANNNNDDD these Producers and Executives have lowkey butchered Scream in so many ways since Wes Craven passed and the fact that they made Sidney have less screen time in 5 not only for ageism in my humble opinion and money hungry greed to replace her with younger actresses no one asked for (Sorry I was all pissed they killed Dewey just to replace him with Chad even if I love Chad and got rid of Neve for the sake of 'new chapter' bs with a Billy's daughter trope if they were gonna do that they should've went with Scream 4's original plot IMO OR Sidney's daughters and Mark etc)
THEN by 6 we got very use to them and Sam became a beloved character that we could live with her and Tara being the new final girls just to shitcan them (Jenna walked from what I remember good for her) over an opinion that wasn't stated rudely or anything just talking about the kids involved in this war and they treat her as badly as they did Neve cutting Neve's pay and tossing her aside just for Neve to agree to come back???
Man, I'm sorry I am not a Neve lover nor hater but my pride could never. Guess that's why I'm not in Hollywood or loaded bc I would NEVER sign onto a movie that publicly humiliated me by basically saying I'm not worth the pay, then treating a younger co-star so poorly, then signing back on because they paid me what I should've probably gotten paid in the first place. My Manager and PR team could bite me...Probably why I'm a struggling artist instead lol
I do not hate Neve for this choice because ik money is money but it's disappointing.
And honestly? I have BEEN vocal how Scream 5 is by far my least favorite and they suckered us in with nostalgia and Scream 6 was GREAT except for the ending with the killers being so...Wattpad to be blunt coming from a wattpad fanfic writer. Hate or love Jill Roberts but she was a great Ghostface and it's so OBVIOUS what movies Craven worked on versus not. The killers in 6 COULD have been great too had it not been for them related to Richie (Who is my least favorite GF by far) and how fanfiction both latest installments feel with reveals. Scream 3 did too but Scream 3 purposely did not take itself seriously while 5 and 6 did except for Mindy as comic relief.
Of course this is my opinion and thank you for asking I'm honored you wanna hear my rinky dink opinion but I am not looking forward to 7. Scream 6 may not be my favorite but it is top 3 for me up until the reveal and Sam letting go of the mask and choosing a path to the future feels like the perfect ending! Franchise is done! Move on!
These movies are not like Friday the 13th of TCM with new victims these are stories tying in the victims and making 7 with the political climate rn and how they got rid of THE TWO NEW FINAL GIRLS just to beg Sidney to make a comback while probably having the safest most generic plot with how many changes they probably had to make after the characters were gotten rid of.
I'm just not hyped for Scream 7 and probably won't watch it. Ya know, all good things have to come to an end. Even this fic in time has to end. And I think the execs bit off more than they can chew and are backpedaling instead of doing the reasonable thing and canceling and I hate that Neve and some writers etc are on board still
And let's be real; Scream is getting less believable with tech. 96? Yeah, I could see it! 2000's? Sure! But 2020 onward? With smartphones and smarthomes and ringdoorbells and dna collected its time to say good bye to something that has to move on! Scream 6 did a descent job with the multiple GF and Scream 4 despite me not liking it they did it best as far as preparing future Scream for the murders. Not to get away with it but to be caught and sell the footage. They SERIOUSLY could've ended at 4 and I would accept it :/
But whatever, they're still decent movies but 7 is just one I have no interest in truly watching. For me personally but thank you for asking and listening to me rant and hopefully if you want cheesy overdone meta tropes my fic will do the trick rather than the movies 😅🤞🖤
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irisbaggins · 3 years
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*some bird sounds* Hi Corner. I was browsing ML Tumblr and I read something about a "Great Salt Onslaught of 2018" or something by like that. Out of the people I’m brave enough to ask, you’re the most knowledgeable one about salt, so I was hoping you could shed some light for fandom newcomers.
Short answer: 2018 is when Chameleon aired.
Long answer, because I was there Gandalf. I was there three years ago.
And by FUCK is it a journey.
Okay. So. Chameleon aired. And the fandom was frustrated.
On one hand, good! Chameleon was supposed to be a frustrating episode! The plot is about Marinette and Adrien being the only ones to realize Lila is a liar, but unable to prove it. That's the point!
On the other hand.... while the Fandom had been noticing some lackluster writing in Season 2, the way the writers made Chameleon really showed the lack of talent in how forced things were.
The biggest complaints about the episode were
The class ignoring Marinette when it came to rearranging the seats and forcing her to the back.
The class is dumbed down, believing anything Lila says, no matter how Marinette points out the flaws. Lila says she saved Jagged's cat from a runway and got tinnitus, Marinette says "I know Jagged and he doesn't have a cat!", the class ignores this. To the point where Max believes a lie about a thrown napkin being able to gouge out an eye.
Everyone brushing off Marinette's accusations as 'she's probably upset because Lila likes Adrien, and she's done wacky shit before because of that'.
Alya asking Marinette for concrete proof that Lila is lying, saying that 'a good reporter always checks her facts', while falling for something without fact checking
Adrien tells Marinette that the whole thing will probably blow up in Lila's face soon enough, so just take the high road and ignore her instead of causing a scene every few minutes.
Marinette not telling Adrien that Lila's lies are going further than just 'I know X celebrity', with her actually threatening Marinette, purely because 'well! Gotta do what Adrien says because I love him and he's perfect even if I know there's more to it!'/
Now. These are legitimate criticisms. The writing in this episode was off. And there were ways it could be improved upon!
So after the initial criticism toward the writing, Fandom did what Fandom does best: Write a Fix It Fic!
Some had the class realize on their own what was wrong. Some had Marinette successful in convincing people that Lila was lying! A few had Marinette actually get Akumatized and expose Lila through that. Maybe Marinette actually tells Adrien about Lila's threat and they plan together.
Some included a bit of catharsis of everyone having made the Canon mistakes, but someone calls them out on it.
This last one got popular. Because god isn't that catharsis a rush? Everyone kinda projected onto it.
But.... it built on itself.
Eventually it went from 'the class makes mistakes because they're teenagers' to 'honestly they're being jerks right now and Mari would be justified in being pissed at them for all this' to 'you know what? They're all assholes who use people and poor Mari is just their victim but they see shiny new better Lila and jump ship! She should use her own connections to ruin their lives in revenge!'.
Yeah it... it escalated.
And over the past three years, it's continued to build. We have fics where instead of just them believing Lila for a bit but coming around, they are 100% fooled. Sometimes this takes place over months of manipulation and gaslighting, sometimes they're just totally dumb jerks. Either way, the class deserves to have their futures ruined for being jerks at 14.
I won't go into every awful variation I've seen because we know the awful stuff. The kinda racist way they made Alya into Lila's attack dog. The Mar///ibat. The Quantic Kids making a comback but only as 'Marinette dumps these assholes for better friends'. Attempted murder through not believing allergies.
It all originated in 2018.
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momota-kaiharem · 3 years
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i wish we as a fandom talked more about kaito’s flaws. i don’t mean like, the supposed homophobia or the toxic masculinity-- well, maybe sort of the toxic masculinity? but what i mean is the deep insecurities he has that come out in chapter four, when everyone is calling him an idiot and boosting shuichi.
i talked about it a little in my last analysis-y post but i think that kaito has very low self esteem, despite how he presents himself. if you do kaito’s ftes a lot of what he tells you about himself are complete lies-- just, children’s stories of adventures that almost definitely never happened. kaito’s self image is largely built on lies about himself, being a hero, helping people who went on to do amazing things, conquering parts of the earth and the sea. which in itself isn’t too worrying, it just shows that he’s a bit childish, but if you consider the way that he reacts when he’s put down, with anger and indignation and then eventually really genuine upset, i think it really seems like kaito doesn’t have a lot going for him in that department.
as much as it sucks that kaito doesn’t seem to think very much of himself, this comes in as one of (if not the largest) his largest flaws. as i mentioned in my training trio analysis, part of the way kaito snaps at shuichi is due to the fact that shuichi never stood up for him in chapter four. but a lot of it also stems from kaito’s own insecurities, and the fact that in that context, shuichi has a lot more practical use to the group. i mean, of course he does. he’s a detective. how is an astronaut supposed to be more useful than a detective during an investigation? but kaito isn’t coping with it well, and it shows during the investigation how much kokichi’s shit is wearing on him, and how much the constant praise of shuichi (and constant putting down of kaito) is upsetting him. there’s even a scene where tsumugi and someone else(?) tell kaito he was sort of useless and kaito asks shuichi to say something in his defense. :(
it shows during the trial, too. shuichi starts explaining a concept and kaito interrupts him, without letting him finish, explaining why his theory is impossible. it just straight up isn’t true, and kaito’s objection only comes up because he didn’t let shuichi finish. the dude was about to explain. it’s really fucking embarrassing actually kaito stop
i think that kaito’s sort of fall from grace in chapter four comes less from his upset at what happened with gonta. i mean, obviously he’d be upset about gonta, but if anything i think he would ordinarily blame kokichi for that more than he’d blame shuichi, given that shuichi was just the messenger. just doing what he had to. they all would’ve died if he hadn’t pulled the plug, and kaito knows that. eventually you have to stop spouting idiotic speeches and face the truth, and kaito was able to face the reality of kaede being the culprit, so again!!! i don’t think it was entirely about gonta.
no, i think kaito was upset because it was everything. it was because shuichi was right over and over, and he was wrong, and he was useless, and shuichi booted him from the simulation without asking because he was that useless during the investigation, and kokichi called him an idiot over and over again during the investigation and trial, and shuichi didn’t stick up for him, and then when kokichi pulled up this theory that kaito hated, shuichi sided with him, AGAINST kaito, and didn’t bother telling kokichi to lay off of kaito. and when kokichi punched kaito in the gut and kaito fell over coughing, where was shuichi? not by his side. he decided to get in this Epique Combacke(tm) instead of being there helping kaito to his feet. then he suddenly decides he wants to support kaito now, after letting everyone take the piss out of him all this time? nah nah nah nah nah.
the chapter five conflict isn’t shuichi’s fault, i want to be clear. a big chunk of it is just kaito punishing shuichi for being smarter than him, for circumstances that were out of control, and in chapter five when they speak through the bathroom window, kaito acknowledges this, saying that he was jealous and out of line and it wasn’t shuichi’s fault. but shuichi could’ve done a lot to prevent what happened, had he once made it clear how valuable kaito’s help is to him, or even told kokichi to fuck off when he was continuously calling kaito a moron, maybe things would’ve gone differently. i don’t know.
i realise this was supposed to me talking about kaito’s flaws but i ended up ragging on shuichi again shuichi my main man i’m so sorry (head in hands) i’m a kinnnie and it shows.
one other thing i want to say, which isn’t really going to help in the area of no longer taking the piss out of shuichi, is that i think it took a lot of maturity for kaito to like... acknowledge what he did wrong and apologise. obviously, when you do things wrong (which kaito did, by putting shuichi through the wringer over things that were out of his control) you’re supposed to apologise, but nobody talked to kaito. nobody told him what he did wrong. maki and everyone else sort of just looked at kaito and shuichi and went “yikes that’s awkward” and decided to let them work things out on their own. but after kaito went in the hangar he probably had a lot of time to think, or maybe just time to get the fuck over himself, and he owned up to what he did to shuichi, and apologised for it. it was a good apology, too!!! kaito my beloved.
i’m a bit disappointed by that part of the game, just because i wish that kaito’s fall from grace had been completed? i mean, kaito exposed a Huge flaw there, you’d think that shuichi would take off the rose tinted glasses and go “oh, he’s not perfect” but he,, didn’t, really? i mean, kaito dies, and then shuichi and maki just carry on idolising him like before. i don’t know that i’d hold this against shuichi though so much as i would the writing of the game. it’s just so dissatisfying. you’re gonna give me this sexy flaw moment with kaito and then no payoff??? dude.
anyway. i’m. going to make a shuichi appreciation post after this. i can’t have my six followers thinking i’m a shuichi hater. love that twink. but yeah talk about character flaws they are so cool okay see you later
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Wannabe Challenge Kpop AU Headcanons
I know that no one requested this, but I had this idea stuck in my head for a while now. It took quite some time to get down, but I'm finally done!
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Role: Leader, Main Vocalist, Center
Taehee was the first member of the group to be recruited by ST Entertainment. He had a charismatic yet soft aura that drew all the girls on audition day. Immediately, the entertainment company knew that Taehee would become part of their label.
However, it took him a good 5 years before the company decided that he was ready for debut. It was within this time that he learned how to avoid the entertainment industry's sleazy business practices, develop a strong image, and maintain constant motivation for debut. You could say he subconsciously preparing to he a leader by trying to himself afloat for 5 years.
Once he finally got to debut, Taehee was chosen to be the leader of the group. Although Hansol seemed like the more obvious choice, Hansol thought that Taehee would be a better fit since Taehee already knew a lot about the entertainment industry due to his experience. Besides, he was the only one who was mature and emotionally-equipped to lead a group.
As for Taehee's abilities, his strongest suit is his singing. While he wasn't the strongest singer at the start of his training, he ended up become one of the best vocalists in the company. His voice has a unique color that radiates smoothness with a hint of attitude. He's able to hit high notes, but he's a lot better at belting -- especially when he's feeling emotional.
Perhaps this is the reason that Taehee excels in elegant concepts. His graceful movements along with his princely facial expressions make him the star on the stage. Think of songs such as "I'm in Trouble" by NU'EST, "Blue Flame" by ASTRO, and "Not By the Moon" by GOT7. It's like he belongs on an icy throne in a golden palace.
Surprise, surprise: he gets the most lines in their songs. Usually it's not by a lot, but sometimes ST gives some of Biho's lines to Taehee (much to the everyone's dismay). He's never comfortable singing those lines and tries to negotiate to give Biho more lines, but it doesn't always work. He gets quite the backlash for it, but unfortunately it's out of his control.
When interacting with fans, Taehee is usually very warm and kind. He's constantly asking about everyone's health and well-being, nagging fans to keep themselves at top priority. He doesn't want fans to ruin their lives because of their love for him and his group. He's also very earnest and mature, almost like a guardian angel to his fans. Wherever they go, his heart is always with them.
In the group, he's basically the dad. He's always looking out for the other members (yes, even Yooha). Just like his fans, his members' well-being is top priority. In lives, you'll probably see him in the background cooking food, cleaning dorms, and or scolding the other members for doing dumb things (that last reason is why he's also very likely to appear in crack videos).
However, he appears most often in "sassy moment compilations" because of his reactions. Taehee has even gone viral because he just straight up rolled his eyes at a variety show when they asked him uncomfortable questions and threw not-so-subtle shade. From then on, he's been dubbed as the "sassy king".
For side projects, his main path is acting. Taehee is a really good actor who played the main male lead in a critically acclaimed K-Drama. He played the sly but sweet love interest in a historical drama. The audience are always amazed at his ability to adapt to the time period so accurately.... it's almost as if he's lived there himself?
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Role: Main Rapper, Lead Dancer, Vocalist
Originally, Yooha has started off as a model. However, staff from ST Entertainment saw Yooha and thought that his visuals would be perfect for the kpop business. They offered their business card to him and he decided to try out for fun. Fortunately, he nailed his audition and was admitted as a trainee immediately.
Yooha was the last person to join the company and had the shortest training time (1 year). His sudden arrival and decision to debut with the group created a rift between him and the other members. Taehee thought it was unfair that Yooha could debut with minimal training while Hansol was worried that Yooha's addition would affect the group's dynamic (in areas like line distribution, dance formation, etc).
However, he and the other members were forced to resolve their issues when he became Taehee's roommate at their dorm. Since it was Taehee's job to lead the group (including Yooha), the two had no choice but to bond.
Now before y'all yell at me that Yooha isn't main rapper material, just know that I had to give the position to someone. Secondly, Yooha has an alluring and deep voice voice that was perfect for rap. Also, he is really good at rapping in various beats and experiments with different flows. While he can do fast raps, he prefers to make ones that have a distinct rhythm and leave a lasting impact on the audience.
However, Yooha hadn't planned to debut as the group's rapper. His original role being the main dancer, but he jokingly rapped in an pre-debut interview and everyone fell in love with his voice. From that, ST Entertainment thought it would be best to make Yooha the rapper instead.
In fan interactions, Yooha is very slick and flirty. Whether it's in fanmeet, lives, or concerts, Yooha knows exactly how to steal the hearts of his fans. Just one wink is enough to make the entire stadium swoon over him.
However, he's also the crackhead of the group. If you search for the group's "crackhead moment compilations", 80% of the video will involve Yooha somehow. In fact, it's these moments that really boost his popularity within the group and skyrocket him to the 2nd most popular member in the group.
Sometimes, he manages to pull one over Taehee and becomes the most popular member. How does this happen? Well, whenever the group has a "bad boy"/sexy concept comeback, Yooha absolutely dominates the stage. Think of songs such as "Want" by Taemin, "7th Sense" by NCT U, and "Love Killa" by Monsta X. The sexy concept was made for him, so it's no surprise when everyone in the comments section thirsts over him. It's just enough to put him over the edge against Taehee in fan voting.
He also has the most risque outfits. Yooha has an amazing body and he knows it, so why keep it hidden? His wardrobe is filled with experimental pieces that show of his abs, forearms, and everything in between. It's the reason why he's voted "Best Dressed" on every voting app.
Yooha is also a smooth dancer. His fluidity and confidence amplifies his sex appeal on stage, which often causes fans to confuse him as the group's main dancer. He's also has killer facial expressions that maintain his striking stage presence, making it impossible to keep your eyes off of him.
When Yooha isn't rocking the stage, you'll probably see him on magazines and commercial shoots. Photographers just can't get enough of his visuals, so they constantly bring him back for more modeling. He'll even dabble his feet in web dramas, but it doesn't last for long due to the scheduling conflicts between the web dramas and his music career.
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Position: Main Dancer, Main Vocalist, Producer, Face of the Group
Hansol started his music journey long before ST Entertainment. He had been creating music as early as elementary school (mainly him bashing wooden sticks on the table and strumming rubber bands). However, he really got to develop his passion on high school-- where he dedicated his time towards music production and music theory.
Thus, Hansol had his own YouTube channel where he created covers of different artists and snippets of songs that he created on his own. From that, he amassed a small following of 25K subscribers. This audience attracted ST Entertainment, who took a liking to his videos and asked him whether he wanted to be a trainee. Hansol gladly took the offer.
Hansol was the 2nd member to join ST and trained for 3 years. Although the company had given him the opportunity to debut immediately, Hansol wanted to wait until he reached his full potential.
While Hansol originally was the leader of the group (since he already had a fairly stable music presence), he had to product all their music. This ate up leadership time, which Hansol was having difficulty in managing. Besides, he thought that Taehee was more mature than him and thought Taehee would do a better job as a leader. Hansol ended up handing the leader role to Taehee before debut.
Hansol's production has been praised by critics, fans, and other producers. His vision for the song helps the group distinguish themselves from the other acts in the entertainment industry and create their own identities as a group. Sometimes he writes songs with Biho (or by himself) to better convey his emotions onto their group's album.
Hansol is the group's ace: he can sing, dance, and even rap. He's equally talented at singing and dancing, so he decided to take main positions for both skills. In his singing, Hansol has a high-pitched voice that makes it easy for him to hit high notes and belt to his heart's content. In fact, many of his lines in the songs are his adlibs (which give the song that extra spice).
Hansol's dancing style is sharp and energetic. There's a lot of power in his movements with playful facial expressions (in contrast to Yooha's powerful, sexy style). This allows him to steal the spotlight when the group has a playful and upbeat comback (think "Energetic" by Wanna One, "Sha La La" by Pentagon, and "BBUSYEO" by ONEUS). His bright grin is enough to light up the entire stadium while keeping fans engaged throughout the performance.
The group's debut turned out pretty successful thanks the Hansol's YouTube fanbase. With his enlarged presence, Hansol is the "Face of the Group"-- the most recognizable member to the general public. While he isn't the most popular within his group's fans, Hansol is the most liked across the general public.
Hansol's personality around fans is very bubbly. He loves playing up his cute, boyish charms to win over the fans (especially when they drool over Yooha). There's a lot of winking, heart signs, pouting, and hugs whenever Hansol interacts with his fans.
Within the group, Hansol is the baby. Although he isn't the youngest, he acts the most immature. He's always nagging the other members and trying to prove his manliness, but it's more like a puppy trying to intimidate a pack of wolves.
For side projects, Hansol would have a solo debut. He'd produce all the music on his album while collaborating with Biho for songwriting. Since it's his solo career, Hansol would have much more creative control-- allowing him to fully explore every corner of his artistry. He plans to continues his solo career long after the group disbands too.
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Position: Lead Vocalist, Rapper, Songwriter, Visual, Maknae
Biho was the 3rd member to join ST Entertainment. Out of the 4, he was the only one who submitted a formal audition tape to ST Entertainment and got accepted through the traditional audtion process. What made his audtion special was that he performed his own song-- a love song to his future lover. The judges absolutely loved his vibe and voice, so they couldn't pass this opportunity.
When Biho became a trainee, he always felt insecure about his skills. Even though he was talented, Biho was training with the likes of Taehee and Hansol, who were already experienced and seasoned professionals. Biho thought he'd be holding his group back, but the other members assured him that his presence made a significant impact on the group.
And honestly, it really did because Biho wrote most of their songs. His lyrics were both thought-provoking and poetic. He was never afraid of writing music about the things on his mind (whether it was love, fear, anger, or sadness). However, editing the lyrics took a lot of time as Biho only wanted to make the best content for his fans. Sometimes he lets Hansol write music with him.
Biho's strength lies in his singing (like most of the other members). His voice is soft and breathy, almost like a lullaby wrapping you in a soft blanket. No matter how you're feeling, Biho's voice is guaranteed to calm your nerves and take to your safe place.
Biho is also known for his looks. Although Yooha is the group's top model, Biho's face is the perfect canvas for all types of makeup styles. Although he doesn't realize it, fans love the duality between his soft persona and his darker one. Many are surprised that Biho is able to make the switch for sexier concepts and absolutely die when he does.
However, Biho shines the most with soft boy concepts. It's the image that he's had for the longest and is most comfortable with. Besides, the more thoughtful and heartfelt songs are where his lyrics get to shine through-- making him extra happy. For reference, the best examples of soft boy songs that suits Biho would be "Spring Day" by BTS, "Don't Wanna Cry" by SEVENTEEN, "Blue Hour" by TXT.
In fan interactions, Biho is extremely warm and a tad bit shy. He's always blushing when fans compliment him and showers his fans with a bunch of love in return. He likes to take his fans' hands and sincerely thank them for their support because his group would be nothing without them.
In fact, Biho is the most likely to get emotional while performing. The fact that there are so many people who are willing to listen to his music and his message is something that he could barely dream of. He will be forever indebted to their kindness, which is why he tries go provide his fans with all a lot of content (lives, Q+As, pop-up fansigns).
In the group, Biho isn't much different. In fact, he's the member whose idol persona matches his real personality the most. He's always cheering hisnother members from the side and gushing about how amazing they are. Sometimes he likes to throw an occasional jab at Yooha though (especially when Yooha is feeling himself too much).
For side projects, Biho is working on a book! He already has a collect of poems that was published, which has recieved high praise from critics and other poets. He also spends time writing songs for other groups, especially ones that come from small, poor companies.
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srbachchan · 4 years
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DAY 4572
Jalsa, Mumbai                      Sept 7,  2020                 Mon 11:01 PM
It has begun the trial and the expectations of the hot seat contestant and his glorious attempts to bring a change .. 
.. to ..
COMBACK from a SETBACK ..
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.. the challenges are different .. the environ filled with a quiet acceptance of the prevailing circumstances and conditioning .. but the sincerity of moving ahead despite .. the spirit , the resolve and the determination to bring continuity , to bring back the lost in gain and to strive for a victorious beginning ..
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.. a smile is the eternal love of whatever cometh cometh for the good .. never proves or turns out to be so ever lastingly  , but where be the harm of trying .. where be the harm of the push ahead .. 
.. in time the results of the mass shall prevail .. shall indicate the consequence of all that has gone into the making , even after 20 years of its existence .. and the 12th season for this Channel .. 
.. be it known that nothing comes naturally .. or a soften indicted by the bystanders ..
“ahh , for you it must a cake walk .. you could walk through it with your eyes shut ..”
NO ..
.. it is eyes wide open .. it is a consciousness that never rests .. it is each moment a learning .. to rectify the committed errors .. and bring it all in the front in acceptance of the vulnerability of each day profession and work ..
.. no one or nothing is ever perfect .. there shall ever be that little room , unoccupied that screams responsibility of improvement .. of faults to be corrected .. to get it .. and get it and get it .. till it tires of its trial .. 
.. AND still have that desire to carry on regardless .. 
.. I prophesy too much and philosophy beyond limits .. that should never be the case for me .. I am no authority .. nor an author .. a link of immense respect for them that have had the courage and the patience to remain on this Ef family Blog for 4572 days .. !
.. this is no common feat .. and I am ever under great gratitude .. 
.. I shall endeavour .. 
.. you shall ever express the love you do, to keep me in the spirits of provocation .. so that there is continuance ..  .. I am not alone .. of this I can confirm .. even though it may look so ..
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.. your presence and thought ever reside in me .. 
 .. it may never be seen and felt practically by many .. BUT .. never ever doubt the silent admiration ..
.. in this colourful World .. the soliloquy , of the solo may look lost .. but it is all there .. around me with me .. embracing holding .. dancing the ‘slow dance with me ..’
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.. heck .. this is just getting to be monotonously stretched and filled with bore .. 
here we are the universal uniformity of unanimous participation  .. 🤣🤣🤣
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.. for once the entire World moves in the same direction with the same concerns and the similar discipline .. 
.. we pray the temperament continues .. but not the circumstances be the cause for it .. 
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.. do away with the colour .. keep it just the B&W .. 
My love to all ..
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Amitabh Bachchan
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nthngbxtfanfics · 4 years
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Flirt - Shownu Scenario
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@meiiyue​ I luv you! You so sweet and I had to write it asap!
I’m so bad at flirting, I don’t even know how it works, so here’s a Shownu who struggles to impress you.
I really hope you like it...
“Hyung!” the sudden voice startled the leader and his head snapped towards his younger bandmate Jooheon. The rapper showed a curious look on his face as he studied Hyunwoos' reaction. A teasing smile spread his face as his dimples became deeper. “Hyung, are you?-”
“No I’m not Jooheon.” Hyunwoo ignored the mam beside him and turned his head back around, searching for the figure he was previously watching. But it disappeared. Hyunwoo sighed heavily and turned back to the younger one.
“You’re too obvious Hyung.” Jooheons smile never left and grew even more as his assumption got confirmed.
“You don’t understand.” Hyunwoos attention came down to his shoelaces as his fingers played with the ends. A giggle echoed through the room and his gaze snapped towards the source.
You sat by the speakers, talking to their manager. Hyunwoos gaze got stuck on you until Jooheon interrupted his dreamland and catched his attention.
“Go talk to her. You’ve been drooling over her since she started working with us. Go or someone else will get her. There was this dude who had his eyes on her too.”
“But I don’t know how to get her attention. I don’t even know what to say to her. Whenever she’s around my throat get’s tight and no words come out.” Hyunwoo let out a sigh looking into Jooheons eyes. His smile disappeared for the first time and his gaze became serious.
“Hyung, just do what I’m telling you. Go and talk to her.”
“It sounds so easy coming out of your mouth, but I know for sure I can’t do it.”
“Ok let’s do this. We are her for the whole day and our goal will be - you earning a date with ‘Mrs Sohn soon to be’. Okey?” Jooheon cheeky grin returned. Hyunwoo thought about the suggestion, but he wasn’t sure if it would work out. “Come on Hyung~ Let your Joohoney help Papa Bear get a wifey~” Jooheons Aegyo broke Hyunwoo into an amused smile and got defeated, yet again by the youngers charm. He nodded and listened to Jooheons plan.
By the time the 20 minute break was over and their practice continued, you watched the seven members move to the music in perfect sync. Your eyes studied every move and traveled from member to member. As your gaze landed on the leader, your eyes lingered a little longer on him. Lining his frame, realizing how broad his shoulders are and how perfect his tighs looked in his sweatpants. Your eyes lifted to his head, you got surprised as you met his eyes through the mirror. Your cheeks heated up, coloring them into a light shade of red. Embarassed, you looked away. Your behaviour didn’t go unnoticed by the male, but his face showed no sign from his inner self. He was screaming in his head, he held back his smile as much as he could, or else he would loose his concentration and mess up the choreo. He grew slightly confident and planned his first move.
The music stopped and the members took a short break to get their much needed hydration. You sat in the back, close to the bags. Hyunwoo walked towards you, as you oh so surprisingly sat next to his bag. He smirked to himself and grabbed his bag. You spared no attention to him as you typed something on your laptop. Hyunwoos brain worked fast as he tried to think of something to catch your attention. He looked around the room, searching for some kind of inspiration or advice, all he saw was Jooheons knowing smirk as he watched the both of you. Jooheon nodded his head towards you, signaling him to make a move. Hyunwoo looked back at you, still concentrating on your work. He opened his water bottle and took a big gulp to freshen his throat, as the knot started to build up. His head became a little dizzy as his thoughts were racing and more sweat was running down his temples. He took a seat next to you and tried to be not too obvious, his gaze landed on you screen and saw what you’ve been working on. He turned his head to the giant mirrors and watched you through them.
“Do you want some water?” Hyunwoos body and mind were working on their own as he held his bottle out to you and he sweared to god, he wished he could give himself a slap over his forehead. Couldn’t he come up with something better?
Your eyes landed onto the bottle and switched between his face and his waiting bottle. Confusion was visible on your forehead, but a smile replaced the frown immediately.
“No thank you, I think you need that more than me.” your soft giggle brought a nervous laugh out of Hyunwoo as he pulled back the bottle. “But thanks for asking.” Before Hyunwoo could say something else, one of the members announced the continuation for the dance practice. He jumped up and placed his bottle next to you, you followed Hyunwoos retreating figure and smiled to yourself.
You knew Hyunwoo as the reserved type, he didn’t say much or interacted a lot with others, but he was sweet. It amused you, as he tried to talk to you for the first time. You took notice that Hyunwoo seemed extremely quite around you, but it didn’t bother you so much. He is a man of few words and you respected that. Your attention went back to your laptop as you continued to type away all necessary things.
Hyunwoo cursed himself under his breath and was ready to give up, but Jooheon came up and patted his shoulder to signal him, that it was just his first try. He has plenty of time.
Another break interrupted the heavy sweating men and it was time for food. Yes food and you were ready to take their order and get it. You came back and put down the containers, all of them rushed onto the spot and opened the containers. The smell of freshly made dishes filled the room and soon noises of slurping noodles together with other sounds. As soon as you walked out of the room, Jooheon turned to the leader.
“Shownu-hyung! You have to compliment her, start some small talk.”
“What are you talking about?” Minhyuk slided himself into the conversation.
“Shownu-hyung, has to ask Y/N out. Hyung, you have to win her, flirt with her! Spill your charm onto her so she would drown in int and fall head over heels for you.” Jooheon continued to stuff his face with more food.
“So Shownu-hyung has a thing for Y/N?” Changkyun teased the older one with a big smirk over his lips.
“But I don’t know how to flirt with someone, I don’t do that really often.”
“Talk to her like you’re talking to Monbebe.” Wonho tried to help Hyunwoo as he heard the defeated sound in his voice.
“How do I talk to Monbebe?” Hyunwoo was oblivious to his behaviour towards his fans and the members looked at him in confusion.
“You’re kidding us, are you?” Hyungwon got amused by his leader.
“Just be nice to her, compliment her - tell her how good she looks today. Ask her about what she’s doing. Ask something, get her attention!” You walked back into  the practice room and seven pairs of eyes landed on you. You got startled by the sudden attack of stares and laughed awkwardly, walking to your seat.
Hyungwon slapped Changkyuns upper arm, gaining the Maknaes attention and glaring at him for staring at you for too long. Minhyuk waved his hand, signaling Hyunwoo to move and go to you. Hyunwoos eyes started to shake and shift between Minhyuk and Wonho, asking for some kind of help. Gettinf a reassuring sile in return. He left out a sigh and grabbed some of his food and made his way towards you for a second time.
“Ehm..” You looked up seeing Hyunwoo standing in front of you, a smile rose the corner of your lips. “Well...” You waited patiently for him to continue and tried yoour best to hold back a giggle in your throat.
“How can I help you?” you asked sweetly, Hyunwoos shy smile made yours wider.
“I wanted to ask, if you’ve been eating and if you’d like to have some.” Your chest warmed at his attempt to ask.
“I’ve already eaten” You let out a giggle and you noticed Hyunwoos slightly dissapointed eyes. “But I wouldn’t mind trying some of it.” The dissapointment in his eyes left as fast as it came in the first place. He sat down next to you and held out the container for you to take a piece. Hyunwoos smile grew like his confidence.
“What are you working on?” Hyunwoo tried to keep the conversation a little and started take in the suggestion of his bandmates.
“Just working on some files, preparing for your comback.” you looked at the screen, you saw Hyunwoo watching you from the corner of your eyes. Hyunwoos mind was again racing, to think about possible sentences.
“I bet you’re going to do a good job.” another mental slap for Hyunwoo.
“Thank you.” you laughed at his comment and continued on your work as the music started again. Hyunwoo noted to himself to give you more compliments, just like the others told him. Whenever he had a chance to tell you something - he took the opportunity and said random things to you. The more he said the bolder he got.
“I think you look pretty good next to that speaker.” You bid back the giggle as you understood what he was trying to do. Sorry Hyunwoo, but you’re too obvious. He tried so hard and it was kinda funny.
“Oh you think so?” you decided to tease the man a little and tickle more out of him. You knew your cheeks must be deep red by now, but seeing him that way was too amusing.
“Yes, you should stand there more often...” now Hyunwoos face colored a deeper shade of red than yours. The members chuckled in the background, also amused by their nervous leader, trying to faze you. Jooheon just gave himself a facepalm and shook his head in disbelieve.
“Y/N-ssi, you should drink some more water so your skin stays smooth.”
“Your perfume smells better than our sweat, it’s a great change..”
Further he went, the weirder they got. You didn’t knew how to react anymore, he tried to be sweet, but it was too funny as the words slipped out from his lips. You were scared, that you’d seemed mean and laughed at him, but you tried your best to assure him and thanked him for those compliments.
The dance practice reached it’s end and Hyunwoo became frustrated, as he wasn’t able to ask you out. He thought of giving up, but the next opportunity was about to happen.
“Since you all worked so hard, would you like to have some coffee? I’ll get you some okey?” you suggested and went to each member and asked them, as you reached Hyunwoo, this boys heartrate shot up to the max. His tongue stucked in his throat, blocking his air ways and ability to speak. “What would you like Hyunwoo-ssi?” Hyunwoo swallowed hard and thought about what drink he should take.
“Just an Iced Americano” Your smile was sweet as you nodded and turned around. Jooheon noticed your leaving form and reacted fast, he nudged his leaders side and gestured towards you.
“Go with her.” Jooheon whisper yelled and Hyunwoo catched onto it and sprung from his seat, following your figure.
“Y/N-ssi wait!” you turned around as you saw Hyunwoo approaching you.
“Hyunwoo-ssi..”
“I’ll go with you, you might need a strong hand to carry all drinks.” the male laughed awkwardly and red tinted neck and cheeks. “And I don’t want you to trip and let all drinks spill on your pretty top.” he tried his best to push any compliment he got into his sentences.
“Is this your way of flirting with me?” Hyunwoo got startled at your question, not expecting this response. You watched Hyunwoo, avoiding your gaze quickly. His hand reached the back of his neck as a nervous laugh came out of his chest.
“Well kinda, I don’t really know how to do it and tried to do and say what the others told me to do.” you laughed at his honesty and was kinda impressed on how much effort he actually put into everything. There was no way you could decline this man in front of you.
“Hyunwoo, if you’re trying to ask me out, then I’m gladly accepting it.” A smile grew on this mans face as his eyes dissapeared into thin lines. A weight lifted from his chest and his heart was beating fast from all the adrenalin and emotions he was feeling.
“Would you liketo get some coffee with me?” your smile became brighter as you nooded towards him and hugged his arm, as you made your way out to get you and the rest some coffee. Gladly the others knew that it’ll take some time for their coffee to arrive and planned on killing their time otherwise. 
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flamediel · 3 years
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Six Days of CNCO Truth or Dare
Questions by my fav @my-fangirling-outlet​! thanks so much babe
so, my answers for day one (zabdiel)
Him as a guilty pleasure food or insert 2 crack head pictures of him
Zab one hundred percent is a chocolate chip cookie. don’t ask me why he just IS okay?
Most and least attractive thing about him or an underrated (yet controversial) song
I think physically the most attractive thing about him has to be his arms/hands man. when he wears tank tops TOO much. Like let me not remind you how hard he made me simp just by posting THIS 
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his arms? his HANDS?? the MUSCLES???? I CANTTTT how am i supposed to get over this
my least favorite thing about him physically rn has to be his hair tho. i need either curldiel or blondiel back before i lose it.
personality-wise, my favorite thing about him is how he exudes quiet confidence, he seems really sure of himself and i really respect that. least favorite has to be how silent he can be on important issues. it’s one thing to stay calm and it’s another to ignore the important things going on you know?
What made you/could make you be in his lane or favourite interview moment as a mutual
y’all know how i swerved at the thought of boxidel so instead my fav interview moment is the whole “lengua kiss” conversation. he was SO precious there i just loved hearing him and the boys banter and tease each other. also he looked so good that day holy shit. 
Ideal date with him or his best and worst outfits (2 each)
man i just wanna have a chill day with this boy. like, let’s go to the gym together in the morning and work ourselves to death, then when we’ve showered and that light soreness is settling into our muscles lets go have lunch somewhere and just eat tons of food. when we’re both full we can take a walk in a sunlit park and lounge lazily under a tree for a bit, just talking and listening to music together, before we go home to put on a movie and cuddle. just let me relax
Craziest thing you’ve done for him/cnco or rank the songs on QQS from best to worst
1. LA LEY (bro. the vibes? immaculate)
2. ya tu sabes (makes me wanna run around and dance
3. Toxica (the vocals on this are so good they make me wanna cry about the toxic ex i don’t have lmao)
4. de mi (i would like richard to [redacted] me please)
5. de cero (ok look. we need to talk about how zab opens this song. that soft niña? the way he smirks at the camera in the music video? I’m deceased)
6. Que va a ser de mi (beautiful i want to be loved like this please)
7. Pegao (still good, maybe just doesn’t click with me. i do wanna have a dance party to this tho)
What do you assume his worst date to be like or insert a picture of the merch you own/would like to own
I own no merch but i think for zab a bad date would be dependent on who he’s with? he’s more of a go with the flow kind of guy so i think it’s really about the person for him. that being said i think he’d probably have the least fun at something formal, where he has to dress up and act a certain way. too much pressure. 
A moodboard idea you’d really like to see negl I might even do it if I feel like it lmao or unpopular cnco opinion
ok not to beat a dead horse but i have this dream boxdiel moodboard i’m working on that i would LOVE to see happen i just need to perfect it lmao
First impression of him or him as a high school stereotype
tbh i don’t think i paid attention to zab at first. i started with their english interviews so i didn’t get to hear him talk too much. but then once i switched to spanish and he got my attention? i immediately thought he was so cute and had the cutest attitude with being all quiet but still confident like that’s my fav type of person. immediately i was like. can we cuddle and be best friends?
What hairstyle/color do u want to see on him or link an edit/moodboard you’ve made
i honestly want his longer hair back. blonde curls making a comback would make me SO happy that was his best look/ 
What superstitions do you think he believes in or favourite friend-ship of his (eg. chriserick, virgato, etc)
I love his relationship with chris. all the hugs, the cuddling, the way they were brothers from the very first day on la banda. i just love them okay?
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mxloveforall · 4 years
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Shownu X Kihyun fluff
Shonwu had noticed that kihyun was beginning to over work himself before the comback had even happened. He always tried to push himself to the top before they could release their new music and album but over the last week shonwu noticed he was eating less and less, forgetting times and barely ever getting any sleep.
Tonight was no exception, it was almost 10pm and Kihyun still wasn’t back from the studio even though he had promised hyunwoo he’d be back before 8 for dinner. However he had missed it and while the others headed of to bed, shownu sat waiting at the door to their apartment.
*click* Shonwnus ears perked up when he saw the door unlocking a tired looking kihyun shuffle through the door. He clearly hadn’t seen shownu sitting in the dark waiting, as he had his head down and was trying so carefully not to make any noise.
“Kihyun. What time do you call this?” Hyunwoo said sternly. “Ah shownu hyung, I got distracted-“
“You lost track of time? You say this every day the same excuses, for overworking yourself. I know how much he pressure it is when we comeback but you need to look after yourself”
“Honestly i’m fine hyung I just want to make sure i’m perfect and can show my best to the fans you know that” Kihyun pouter looking down at the floor.
“I understand that but do you really want to risk passing out on stage, what if the company find out about all this late night antics and not eating hm?” Shownu walked over to the boy lifting his chin up so he could look him in the eye.
“Please stop all of this”
“Ah im sorry shownu, you look worried and I hate to put more stress on you” Kihyun apologised feeling guilty at his behaviour from the last couple of weeks.
“Good” Hyunwoo simply replied pulling him close and engulfing his body in a hug.
Kihyun nuzzled his neck in the eldest members neck taking in the comfort of his scent.
Meanwhile shownu’s arms were wrapped around his waist his fingers brushing against his back.
Kihyun let out a little giggle at the ticklish feeling before his ears and cheeks turned pink. He had kept it a secret for a long time that he was extremely ticklish and maintained to the members that he wasn’t at all ticklish, mainly so that he didn’t have to feel the wrath of minhyuk who had once brought changkyun, jooheon and wonho to tears after almost an hour of pure tickles.
Shownu didn’t think anything of it until he began to pull away from the hug his fingers brushing against his sides again as he let go. Watching as kihyun shyed away all flustered.
“Kihyun ah your not ticklish are you?”
“No No of course not, I’ve told you all before I’m not” Kihyun took a step back lying.
“Mmm and you would never lie to your hyung ?” Shownu smirked taking a step closer backing kihyun up against the wall. “Because imagine what minhyuk would do if he found out you lied the whole time and helped him when he would tickle the others”
Kihyun’s eyes went wide, surely if he told shownu and begged him not to tell anyone he’d promise not too. “okay okay I am I Am super ticklish but please please don’t tell minhyuk hyung he’d have no mercy on me” He pleaded.
Shownu just chuckled reaching out to grab kihyun before throwing him over his shoulder. “Hey Hyung!? Put me down where are we going?” Kihyun hit his back.
Shownu didn’t respond instead chucked carrying the younger to his bedroom locking the door behind him and chucking kihyun on the bed.
“We can do this the easy way or the hard way kyun” Kihyun crawled back on the bed. “Wh..what?”
“You can tell me where your ticklish? Or I can just found out but then i’ll have to search everywhere” Shownu smiled wiggling his fingers as he came closer to the bed.
“Wait wait please shownu” Kihyun whined resting against the headboard.
“Five seconds to choose” Hyunwoo simply stated as he sat on the edge of the bed placing one hand against the boys shin.
“Shownu Please!!..Okay okay okay fine” He panicked “My stomach neck and thighs are the most ticklish” He watched as shownu moved him down the bed his hands gripping his ankles as he pulled him closer.
“Aww does my kyun have a ticklish tummy?” Shownu mocked as he sat kihyun over his lap. Rolling up his t shirt he admired the toner belly and the redness of kihyun’s face and neck now. “Your so adorable you know that” He commented before he started spider tickling all over the boys torso.
“hyunwowhahahaha stahahahp” Kihyun giggled rolling his head around.
“Nope naughty boys deserve this” Shownu carried on tickling him, now becoming faster and more intense.
“Plesdensjajajhahaha” Kihyun whined through his laughter.
Shownu ignored his pleads and instead moved his fingers up to kyuns neck making sure to give lots of little light tickles across his skin. Causing kihyun to giggle and squirm in an attempt to stop him.
“You really are ticklish, wow I wish I had known this sooner the noise your making now are adorable”
Kihyun continued to squirm and move away from shownu but the oldest boys grip was too strong and he couldn’t escape the tickles.
“Just wait till the other members find out that our stubborn and strong Yoo Kihyun is actually a ticklish baby”
Shownu leant down and delivered four long raspberries against kihyun’s skin, watching as the boys laugh turned silent and his eyes began to water.
Realising that he should stop as perhaps kihyun was at breaking point he slowly eased his touches pulling away.
“That’s enough for today I think, Especially as you’ll be getting more over the neck week” Shownu smirked before kissing him on the head exiting the room.
Kihyun was left in the boys bed speechless and terrified at the thought that now all the boys knew how ticklish he was and were definitely going to be getting their revenge on him.
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wandawillkill312 · 4 years
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"Clowns and Combacks!" Or. "Enter Sparrowhawk!"
3 years after the multiverse was saved from Perpetua, Bruce Wayne. AKA, "Batman" was reading in his study, when his new adopted daughter arrived at the door.
Her name was Helena Olivia Sierra Diamantes Wayne and she happy to have been adopted by the billionaire.
She was a gorgeous 17 year old Latina girl with cinnamon caramel brown skin, green eyes, shiny teeth, perfect lips, cheekbones, a cute mole on the left side of her face and a full head of thick, shiny and gorgeous, curly dark brown hair that stopped at her lower back and styled to look all luxurious.
She had a colorful and exotic tattoo mural on both of her arms and back and had a gorgeous Supermodel-meets-Amazonian physique.
Helena was dressed in the finest designer clothing and jewelry, with her hair, makeup and nails being on point.
She politely knocked on his door- despite it being opened.
"Daddy, may I come in?" She said, in an adorable South American accent.
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Masterlist as of 3/11/19
~Notes On My Writing Encourages Me To Write~
Headcannons
Drabbles
Taglist
Bold=Contains Smut
Italics=Just Angst
(^)=Male Reader
($)=Threesome
(!)=Multiple Current Relationships (With the reader)
(+)=Basement AU
(*)=Punk AU
(@)=Danger Days AU
(%)=High School/College AU (or implies that they are younger)
(-)=Vampire AU
(&)=Parent/Pregnancy AU or involves kids (such as  Bandit)
(#)=Self Harm TW
Fall Out Boy:
Patrick:
Eternal Summer (%)
I Am Beautiful With You
Bad Trip, I Couldn’t Get Off
I Got Troubled Thoughts
I Would Sing You To Sleep
Lullabye (&)
Moan For Me
Blue Bubbles
^Part 2
Kisses on The Necks Of “Best Friends” (%)
Cause It’s Just Trust
Allie, I Was So Good Back Then
Take This To Your Grave
Cinderella She Seems So Easy
Pete:
It’s Not A Side Effect Of The Cocaine (^)
Call Me Maybe
Andy:
Moving Pictures (&)
My Chemical Romance:
Gerard:
Urie’s House, 11 Tonight (%)
Don’t Go
I Need You
Please
Doctor Way
First Time (+)
Interview
^Part 2
Nicotine Kisses (*)
Hold Me
Study Date (*) (%)
Love Will Kill You (*) (%)
Too Fast (+)
Don’t Save Me (@)
Beautiful
Kiss Me You Animal
I Hate The Ending Myself (@)
Thief (@)
The Boys And Girls In The Clique (+) (%)
^ Parts 2 and 3
Not So Secret (@)
My Friends Blur (+) (%)
^Part 2
Dance, Dance (@)
You Belong To Me I Believe
Marry Me
Playground Eyes (#)
Blow Me..A Kiss (+)
They’ll Say It’s Not Worth It (+) (%)
Reinvent Love
Right Down To The Blood (*)
In A World Of Bad Dreams (-)
^Part 2
My Perfect Stranger (&)
Mama
In A Bullet’s Embrace (#)
Sounds Of Love-Notes
We Are The Dream (&)
Do It Now And Do It Loud
Young And Loaded (@)
A Love That’s So Demanding
^Part 2
What Are We Waiting For?
My Best Friend’s Brother
I Don’t Do ‘Parents’ (%) (*)
Remember When You And I Would Make Things Up? (&)
Protect Me From The Troubles Of My Own Skin (^) (#)
Hot For Teacher (%)
I Don’t Believe In Luck ($)
The World’s a Broken Bone (%) (+)
The World Is Ugly (#)
Everybody Wants To Know (%) (*)
It Was Always You (+)
Birthday Touches
Burnt Waffles Made With Love (&)
Don’t Bless Me Father For I Have Sinned
Blink Back To Let Me Know (%) (Fem!Gee)
Fight Me (Knight AU)
^Part 2
Tattoos Of Heroes Without Capes (@)
This Is How We Met, Cause We’re Fucking Nerds
We Will Stumble Through Heaven
I Can Make Your Heart Slow
Being Blue Is Better Than Being Over It
^Part 2
We Can Be Heroes (+)
I’ve Always Held My Doubts So Close To My Heart
Well There’s No Way I’m Kissing That Guy (-)
I Never Said I’d Lie And Wait Forever
^ Part 2
This Is A Love Song In My Own Way
I’ve Got An Uncommon Love ($) (@) (!)
Can You Feel My Heart? (+)
In The Morning It Will All Be Better (+)
This Is The Best Day Ever
Bachelors For Bad Luck Girls (%)
I Want You In My Life
Only You (Asexual!Reader)
Dirty Little Secret (+)
I Promise You This
Lips Pressed Close To Mine
Sleeping Beauty
Without A Sound
If You Look In The Mirror And Don’t Like What You See (+)
Tell Me I’m A Bad Man ($)
Keep Running (@)
Cold On This Inside (^)
Such A Happy Mess
Throwing Stones At A Glass Moon (@) (&)
Follow Me Down (%)
We Spark and We Fade (Vampire Hunters AU)
Thin Line Between A Good And A Bad Idea
The Pros And Cons Of Breathing (#)
I Found The Cure To Growing Older (%)
Houston We’re Going Down (@)
Until You’ve Had Yourself A Hurricane
Spooky Scary And Drunk AF
Unashamed (^)
Comback Of The Year
Hesitant Alien
^Part 2
This Is How I Disappear
Don’t Wanna Fall In Love (*)
Shut Me Up
Fantastic Bastards 
Hand Of God 
Victims Of Love
Lightning In A Bottle
Frank:
Sweet Fun (@)
Hold A Lover Close (*) (%)
A Kiss And I Will Surrender
Say I Like You, And We Can Get Out
Promises That We’ll Make
I Don’t Believe In Luck ($)
Let’s Get These Teen Hearts Beating. Faster, Faster
Back To The Street Where We Began
I’ve Got An Uncommon Love ($) (@) (!)
Sometimes We Take Chances
Bruises On Your Thighs
Imaginary Wedding Gown (&)
Tell Me I’m A Bad Man ($)
Can’t Help Falling In Love
^Part 2
Up Against The Picket Fence
Mikey:
Stressed Out
Kiss And Tell
All My Feelings Exposed (^)
Let Me See Your Moves
You Can Have My Heart
Summer Time (^)
Adore
My Heart Is Yours (%)
Something My Soul Needs (^)
Ray:
They Say Quitters Never Win
No Pairing:
Takes One To Know One
Untitled (Submission)
Not Another Boy Band (Genderfluid!Gee)
Hesitantly Me (Reader is Gee’s sister)
Lost Boys (mcr are fucked up and homeless, reader helps them) (#)
Panic! At The Disco:
Ryan:
I’d Do It All Again. I Think You’re My Best Friend
Milkshake Smiles (%)
^Part 2
I Just See The Sky
Girl, I’m Just Impressed With Your Face (Artist!Ryan)
Where Can I Go When I Want You Around (Prince!Ryan)
Nearly Witches
Another Observation (Agender!Ryan)
It’s Nice To Think You Are Always Wanted
Shh…It’s A Secret
You Rattle My Bones
She Had The World ($) (!)
^Part 2 ($) (!)
Film The World Before It Happens (!)
Free Form Poem (RyanxReaderxJon) (Submission)
Supernatural:
Dean:
Bear Bottles and Gun Shots
Beach Trip
Promise?
You’re My Dream
Chocolate Kisses
Game Over
Nothing To Write Home About (%) (!)
Sam:
5 Seconds Of Sam (%)
Mad At Nothing (!)
Sleep, Love
Castiel:
Learning
Let’s Just Pretend
Other
Midday Naps (%) (Kellin Quinn Imagine)
Emo? Emo. (%) (Dan Howell Imagine)
Young Love As Sweet As Can Be (%) (Dan x Reader x Phil)
More Than You Bargained For (Dan x Reader x Phil)
Zero To Hero (Tyler Oakley Imagine)
Magic In The Midnight Sun (Brandon Flowers Imagine)
You Stole My Head (Dallon Weekes Imagine)
Hey, Baby I’m Not Your Superhuman (Except That I Am) (Spiderman Imagine)
Screaming Daydreams (Submission (Poem, no ship)
I’m Trying My Best (Submission, William Beckett x Reader)
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Fluff prompt: 34- “Don’t give me that puppy dog face.  How am I supposed to say no to that?” // 35- “You made these cupcakes for me?”
[21:21] It was late and Changbin still hadn't return home. He had told you that he'd home late, since they had a comback coming up soon.
You knew they were stressed and that they worked their butts off to make sure that everything would be perfect.
That's why you thought it would be nice to treat them. You always had a great skill in baking stuff. Your boyfriend loved your homemade cakes and cookies, but he and also the boys had a weakness for your cupcakes.
When you arrived with two big boxes, filled with cupcakes. You got some weird looks from the staff, but their frowns soon turned into beaming smiles when you told then one box was for them.
You made your way to the dance studio, the staff informed you that they'd in there.
Before you could even greet anybody, your name was being yelled and chanted happily as soon as the boys saw you in the reflection of the mirror.
"Y/n, has cupcakes!" Minho screams as he notices the box that you were holding. You laughed as you opened it for everyone. You took two cupcakes and walked towards Changbin who kept standing on his spot. "Hi baby, I made these for you!" You chirped as you handed him a cupcake, also pecking his lips softly.
He took the cupcake hesitantly, befoee giving you a small smile. “You made these cupcakes for me?” He stutters. "Yes! You always tell me that they are your favourite. So, I figured I would make you and the others some." You smiled happily.
Changbin felt quilt being laid on his chest. "Baby, I do love them, but I'm on a pretty strict diet." He admits softly. Your smile fell as you analysed your boyfriend. He was sweaty from dancing, looking more handsome than ever. His biceps were exposed by the T-shirt he was wearing. You had seen his body before, Changbin is muscular and has a great healthy body.
You put the cupcakes that you two were holding away, before you dragged Changbin a little further away from the others. You cupped his cheeks and carresed his cheeks lovingly. He avoided your gaze, knowing you knew what he was thinking.
"Is this because of that thing from the other day?" You asked softly. He nodded slightly, his head still in your hands. You gave him a small smile before you pulled your boyfriend into a hug.
"You're so perfect Binnie, I love you so much. You're sweet, caring, so talented and let's not forget the best boyfriend I could ever ask for. You shouldn't care about what other people say or think about you. You've got us, you're perfect to us. We love you so much. Don't push yourself to something that's unnecessary. I like this muscular Changbin, the one with broad shoulders, muscular arms and a smal waist. I don't want anybody else." You whispered in his ear, rubbing his tense body in a comforting way. You felt his body relax at your touch which made you smile.
He pulled away from you, sending you a small smile instead of giving you a kiss. “Don’t give me that puppy dog face.  How am I supposed to say no to that?” He whines as you offered him the cupcake once again. "You aren't supposed to say no. Just eat the darn cupcake Binnie." You pushed trying to feed him the sweet desert.
"Baby I don't think our boss would be too happy if-"
"Y/n! These are absolutely amazing! Please, if you would, could you send the recipe to me? I'd love to have these at our restaurant." Jinyoung, also known as JYP, says as he was munching on one of your cupcakes.
"I will sir. Can the boys eat these by the way?" You asks quickly before the boss leaves.
"Since you made them, they can have as many as they want." The boys cheered happily while you smirked to your boyfriend who was chuckling.
"Thanks for the cupcakes and the peptalk baby. You always know when I need you."
"I'll always be there for you."
"I love you so much." He breathes.
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sciencelings-writes · 5 years
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What is Dead May Never Die
ENDGAME SPOILERS 
Post-Endgame Guardian Angel AU
The last thing Tony saw was his family. A selfish part of him wished that his little Morgan was there, but he was glad that she wasn’t. This would be hard on her if she even understood what was happening. His wife, his beautiful perfect wife crouched in front of him in her new cool-toned armor, trying her hardest not to break down. Behind her was Peter with Rhodey’s gray metal arm around his shoulders, both with tears in their eyes, but Peter’s were a little more apparent. He seemed to be trying he hide it with his hands over his mouth but his red-rimmed eyes were heartbreakingly obvious.
Tony knew that he was only moments away from death, he could feel it looming over him and he was paralyzed. He had never been afraid of death, only of leaving. He didn’t want to leave his wife or his best friends or his kid… kids. He didn’t want to leave Morgan or Peter. He wished he had reached out to Harley more, he could raise Morgan more, he could protect Peter more. He would do anything to stay. To not have to know what his death would do to the people around him.
He thought about Peter, and how it would be worse for him because it wasn’t the first time for something like this to happen. He regretted thinking about it, at least Peter was alive. Tony sacrificed his life to keep it that way. Peter may be traumatized and broken-hearted but he was alive. They were all alive.
The last thing Tony heard was a sob. He knew it was from Pepper, when she thought he had bit the dust. But he had a single moment left. He used it thinking about the people he loved. He was content.
He didn’t think that there was anything after death. He had always believed the grimmest of afterlives, that there was just darkness. He would just stop existing. However, he wasn’t right about that. He entered the light and there was something more. He tried to convince himself that it was an illusion, but he was glad that it wasn’t when his vision cleared.
“Good morning Shellhead, I’m glad I’m not the only one that ended up here.” An ethereal version of Natasha Romanov smiled down at him and held out her hand to help him stand up. She looked pristine and almost glowing. Her short curled hair was bright and looked like it had been animated for a Disney movie and her eyes were greener than ever. That wasn’t the strangest thing though. On her back were a pair of elegant sharp wings. If Tony knew better, he’d say she was an angel. They started out as red as her hair at the top but the feathers became more frosted white as they went down. She looked like she was part hellfire and part cumulonimbus cloud.
Tony honestly didn’t think that his friend could look more beautifully terrifying.
“You look good for being dead,” Tony took her hand and sort of floated to his feet. It was an odd feeling. Being dead felt really weird in a way that he couldn’t explain. Light, painless, warm, relaxing, he didn’t remember feeling anything like it.
“Surprisingly enough, so do you.” Nat quirked an eyebrow up.
“Oh! Are there mirrors in hell?” Tony looked around.
“We didn’t sacrifice our lives to end up in hell. We have a much more fun job.” She smirked.
“Does the job require… uh, wings? Nice foliage by the way.”
“They’re a perk. Apparently, sacrificing yourself for the universe is pretty noble in the eyes of whoever watches over the dead. We’re not just ghosts now. We got an upgrade.”
“What in the everloving Christ do you mean. Can you speak like a normal person?”
“We’re guardian angels now. Apparently, heroes stay heroes. Except we’re a little more anonymous now. I’ve never had that as a problem but you might have to get used to it.”
“Does that mean… I can..” Tony stumbled with a thought. Nat’s eyes softened.
“You can watch over your family. They can’t see you, I already tried to see Clint but he passed right through me. We can only protect them now.”
“I don’t care I just want to see them,” Tony said with a soft sob.
“You will.” Nat nodded. “It just may not be as kind to you as you think it will be.”
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Tony never thought that he would be attending his own funeral. It was just self-centered enough to annoy him. It also annoyed him to see everyone so… broken and depressed. Maybe annoyed wasn’t the right word. It felt like being stabbed in the chest even though he was already dead. He hated seeing his family all huddled together with tears on their cheeks and haunted looks from the ones who witnessed it.
He hated that Morgan didn’t understand and that Peter understood much too well. He hated that Pepper could barely hold herself together and that Harley had to stand alone at the back and barely anyone knew who he was. He hated that even people he thought hated him stood with their eyes down in respectful sorrow.
He tried to keep an eye on everyone but decided that after Peter muttered something to May and departed from the group, he decided to follow him. He realized why he followed when Peter started to sob, far away from the group, so that no one would hear his despair, except for the person he was despairing over.
Tony walked silently in front of his kid. The kid that didn’t see him. Tony didn’t care, he reached out his hand and wiped the tears from his cheeks. Surprisingly, he could. Peter’s sobs slowed down and took a shaky breath. With an ethereal hand on Peter’s back, Tony led his boy to a bench at the edge of the lake, where they could only see the floral memorial floating only a dozen feet away.
“I’m sorry Tony…” Peter whispered.
“Don’t you fucking start-” Tony stated, knowing fully well that Peter couldn’t hear him.
“I can’t- I can’t live without you… I’m not… strong enough.” Peter stammered.
“You are the strongest person I know.”
“I already lost my parents and my uncle and now you… is it going to be May next? Am I just cursed because it definitely feels like it. I’m not… god, what did I do wrong to deserve this. Was I like, Hitler in my past life? Did I like, kill Abraham Lincoln or Jesus? Oh my god did I kill Jesus.”
“You didn’t kill Jesus, the universe just wants to get even because you’re too… good. And the universe is kind of an asshole.”
“Anyway, I’m sorry that you won’t see your little iron kid grow up or you won’t… god, I remember planning on inviting you to my graduation… and… shit, you’re going to miss so much.” Peter stumbled.
“Nothing’s going to keep me away from my family, not even biting the dust,” Tony promised to deaf ears.
“When you’re up there… say hi to mom and dad… and Ben for me. Tell them that I miss them. And I already miss you. I love you Mr. Stark. You were the closest thing I had to a dad when I had thought that there wasn’t a chance of getting that kind of thing ever again. I… You helped me. So much. It’s easier to convince myself that you weren’t stuck with me.”
Tony didn’t, no, couldn’t reply. He knew that Peter clung to him like the father figure that he so desperately needed but he wasn’t aware that Peter felt guilty for even existing. When he thought about it, he could see it. After his parents had died, Richard Parker's brother Ben took Peter in. Peter wasn’t biologically related to May. He thought he was too much of a burden on her. He honestly didn’t completely understand how goddamn much she loved him.
Tony considered that the kid's guilt complex was just as annoyingly persistent as his own. He really wished that it wasn’t, that shit was self-destructive and Peter really didn’t deserve anything like that. Peter Parker deserved more than what anyone in the universe could give him. Peter Parker deserved every good thing and yet if given the chance, would give it all away to someone he deemed needed it more despite needing some for himself.
Tony didn’t know exactly how he did it, but he knew that Peter needed someone, someone he could relate to and he knew that he couldn’t let the kid be alone, without comfort. If Tony couldn’t hold his kid in his arms, he was going to find someone who could. And it had to be someone new. Someone he knew would get along with Peter. He didn’t know exactly what he did, but he somehow connected them.
“Peter?” Harley asked from several feet behind them.
“Oh shit, sorry. Was I…” Peter quickly straightened up and wiped the leftover tears from off of his cheeks as if it wasn't completely obvious that he had been crying.
“No, I just left to get some fresh air, even though we were already outside. You know he talked about you, right?” Tony’s other almost son sat by Peter on the bench, close enough to activate the emergency half hug if he needed to.
“Oh god…” Peter groaned with some exaggeration.
“Nothing too bad. You’ll be glad to know that I thought you were a nerd before I knew you were a five foot three dumbass.” Harley smiled warmly, meaning no harm in his words. He was the kind of guy that called his best friends dumb bitches as he held them in his arms.
“Yeah well that’s not hard to tell, I’m pretty sure that one local paper has me on record saying some pretty nerdy stuff as well as Buzzfeed. I think they made a compilation of the dumb shit I’ve said…”
“Yeah, Tony printed it out and hung it in the lab.”
“He did what?” Peter looked over with an aggressively confused expression.
“He did, he also has one printed of his own combacks to compare you humor to his own. They are surprisingly similar. He just tends to reference older movies than you do.” Harley shrugged.
“Okay that was like one afternoon, I didn’t do it often.” Tony sighed, still thinking to verbalize his thoughts as if anyone could hear him.
“I mean I totally got my humor from him. Captain America just isn’t as funny.”
“You’re damn right.” Tony scoffed.
“He’s only ever accidentally funny like he’s never trying to be and it just happens. It’s mostly just funny to make fun of him.” Harley explained.
“So Tony told you about Cap. I never really knew much about him, I had Tony right after the whole civil war thing and they had too much bad blood to talk about super casually. I never really got the chance to figure him out.”
“There isn’t really much to figure out. He’s the definition of a righteous dumbass but at least he’s becoming more self-aware. Also, I think you’re trying to avoid talking about Tony.” Harley's words made Peter avoid his eyes and become entranced with a single blueish rock on the ground. Harley activated the comforting half hug and Peter leaned in without a moment's hesitation.
“I guess there was a reason for that… I want to pretend that he’s not gone even though I heard his heart stop beating. I want to believe he’s still around, spying on me and sending vague texts about what the baby monitor protocol picked up, just to show that he was still watching even though I’m very sure he was constantly checking in with Karen to see if I was doing anything stupid.” Peter rambled.
“He is… was pretty clingy.”
“Hey! Excuse me for caring…” Tony groaned.
“We should probably get back to the crowd. I wanted to meet Thor…” Peter sighed and stood up.
“Yeah, and I want you to meet Morgan, she is an absolute gem.” Harley smiled. “Tony told her about you so she might immediately claim you once she figures out who you are.”
“I have high expectations then.” They started to walk away from Tony before Peter looked back a little confused.
“You okay?”
“Yeah, I just… I thought I saw him… God, I’m deep in denial...”
“Come on, I think you need a nap or something…”
“Okay…” Peter sighed as his eyes scanned the area and hesitated right where Tony was. But Peter didn’t see him. Tony stood there in thought, Peter… saw him. Even if only for a moment. Only a glance. Tony wasn’t completely invisible and he was desperate to run with the hint of an idea.
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Peter admitted, he was not handling Tony’s death well. He couldn’t go to sleep without dreaming of the moment when he was gone. He woke up gasping and with May running into his room to calm him down. He always said he was fine but they both knew that he was having a rough time. And she knew that this wasn’t something she could fix.
For some reason, it was different than when Ben died. It shouldn’t have been, it felt the same, but it wasn’t. When Ben died, Peter didn’t see him everywhere like he was alive.He didn’t see Ben out of the corner of his eye but he still felt the warm blood on his hands. Peter just kept seeing Tony out of the corner of his eye but when he did a double take, he was gone. Like he was never there. He was starting to think that he was going crazy.
It was only after several events that he began to realize that he may not be crazy and that something more was going on. First was the pictures. Whenever he took pictures, there was an odd little blob of light in a bunch of them, some of them blurred for no reason and sometimes there was an indistinguishable figure.
Then weird things happened when he was on patrol. He used Spider-Man as an escape even though hearing Karens voice and being in the suit was hard. He would do his normal thing of quipping with criminals who tried to take advantage of the world being in disarray and every once in a while, weird shit happened. He would have a knife thrown at him and before he could dodge, it would be knocked out of the air by nothing. He would be being shot at and not a single one would even graze his body even though the chances of that were minuscule.  
Along with the visual hallucinations, he had auditory hallucinations. He heard Tony. Well, not really. It was like he could predict what the man would say in his mind while his memory playing tricks on him. It happened constantly. When he woke up, he “imagined” Tony telling him to wake up with a sarcastically optimistic phrase, when he had a nightmare he thought of what Tony would do to comfort him and when he was alone there was always Tony’s voice keeping him company.
So, he was going crazy. Until it started to make sense. Until he started to learn more about the paranormal. He realized that Tony’s spirit was still around to annoy him. It made it a little harder to deal with the loss but when he realized that Tony was still there, he didn’t want to ignore it. He wanted to contact his deceased mentor.
Peter got prepared. He watched a bunch of ghost hunting shows to get ready for something like this and he managed to acquire everything he would need. Spend the weekend at the Starks lake home, check. A really sensitive microphone, check. An Ouija board that Aunt May forbade him to use, check. A camera to document it all, check. The Iron Man build-a-bear that Morgan let him borrow, check. His emotional support rom-com queued on the TV, check. He decided that he was fully prepared for his totally scientific experiment.
Of course before he was able to execute it, he had to have a family dinner with Pepper and Morgan and Harley and he ended up having to do most of the cooking because Harley was entertaining Morgan and Pepper had last minute work to do. Thankfully, Peter was better at cooking than May and not only did nothing set on fire, but the actual food ended up not being too bad. It could’ve been classified as pretty good. Peter told them how he used to help Ben make food because May was always back late from work and she could never make anything more complicated than pasta.
They all tried to make conversation as if they weren’t all heavily traumatized. Thankfully, Morgan was unaware of the constant haze of depression in the air and she talked as if nothing was wrong. It was refreshing. She blabbled about anything she could think of and truthfully Peter couldn’t understand most of it but Pepper and Harley, who had experience with small children, translated as if it were another language.
After dinner, Peter hung out with Morgan while Pepper and Harley did the dishes and cleaned up. It took a lot of focus to figure out what Morgan was saying but he eventually pieced together that Tony had actually told her about Peter. She latched onto him with impressive speed and accuracy. It took him two full hours to convince her to get off. And he could only do that when he promised to tell her a story which ended up being him telling her about the time Tony went in disguise to his school and used his civilian name of ‘Anthony Potts’ to check him out for a mission that ended up just being a movie marathon because he discovered that Peter had never watched Monty Python. May ended up getting mad but not for long because Tony let her join them.
Then Morgan asked him to sing. She said that her dad did it when she had nightmares and she wanted to make sure that she would have good dreams. Peter wasn’t strong enough to say no so he sang the Italian lullaby that May had put back into play after his own nightmares had come back in full force. He would be embarrassed about it but it was one of those things that helped more than he was willing to admit. It made him feel safe and nostalgic like looking at an old book that he used to love or listening to a song that had been his favorite so many years ago.
His voice wasn’t bad, it just wasn’t anything unique. It was gentle and deeper than his speaking voice but at least he wasn’t tone deaf. Peter sang until he could hear Morgans breathing and heart-rate slow down enough until he was pretty sure she was asleep. When he snuck out of the room, Pepper gave him a look which revealed that not only did she hear him but she thought it was precious. She smiled when his cheeks turned pink in embarrassment.
“Don’t you dare…” He unsuccessfully threatened.
“Come on Peter, that was adorable.”
“My fragile masculinity is on the line, Mrs. Stark.” He defended as she huffed out a quiet laugh that tried to be quiet as not to wake her kid.
“Well, I think you’re making a great big brother. How are you so good with kids? Does May have any siblings with kids?”
“No, but Spider-Man has to deal with a fair amount of children so I guess I got used to it. Even to a point where I had to take care of an infant for a full six hours after this really stressed lady left it on the subway and she cried when she saw me.”
“And the kid survived? Well, count me as impressed.” She patted the seat next to her. “Do you want to watch a movie?”
“Nah, I was planning on communicating with your husband with ghost stuff before it gets too late.”
“If a demon possesses my house then you have to call Doctor Strange. I feel like he would be able to deal with that type of thing.”
“Well, yeah, I don’t think a demon will come through though.” He flopped next to her on the couch and she automatically wrapped her arm around his shoulders. “But if one does, I’m sure we can take an impromptu trip to New Asgard while our magical doctor takes care of it.”
“I like the way you think. So, why are you suddenly interested in summoning the ghost of my spouse?”
“There has been some weird shit going on that I think is paranormal and might be Tony following me around. I don’t know, it’s hard to explain but maybe if I can talk to him, I’ll be able to find out what’s going on.” Peter shrugged.
They talked for a while, Peter trying to explain what had been going on and why he thought it was Tony, Pepper seeming a little doubtful but not explicitly so. Eventually, Pepper decided to go check up on Morgan and leave him to his ghost hunting.
Peter lit some a bunch of random candles, a handful of them being strongly scented from some store specifically for stuff like that. He set up the camera and the sensitive microphone before putting the Oujia board on the coffee table and the Iron Man build-a-bear on his lap. He took a breath before starting the session.
“Mr. Stark... If you’re here, can you uh, make your presence known?” His fingertips lightly rested on the planchette and waited for something to happen. Then the rolling piece of wood started to move without him putting much pressure on it. It pointed at the letters in the order of ‘H-E-Y K-I-D.’ Which is very much a greeting Tony would use. Peter smiled and felt oddly giddy.
“Okay uh, cool.” Peter tried to process the implications while the planchette moved again. This time it spelled out E-V-P.
“Oh, you want to talk through the microphone?”
‘E-A-S-I-E-R’
“Are you too impatient Mr. Stark?”
‘K-I-D’
“Okay fine, the microphone is already connected, go wild.”
‘D-O-N-T-S-A-S-S-M-E’
“You’re too dead to tell me what to do.”
‘R-U-D-E’
“What I want to know is if I can get you back. Not like a zombie but I want to… I want to see you. I want to talk to you. If we can figure out how you can mess with technology, we might be able to make somthing that could… be you.” Tony didn’t respond. Not using the Ouija board or the EVP. “I’m getting you back Tony. I can’t… I can’t live without you.” Peter played back the recording a second later and sobbed when he heard Tony’s voice. Not only was Peter not crazy but what he said made him feel like someone took his heart out and squeezed it.
‘I’ve never left you.’ his voice was filled with static and it took a few tries to hear the words but when he did, he froze in place.
“We’re going to find a way. Your daughter deserves to know her father.”
‘You deserve to have one too.’
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It was not easy. It took months of constant effort and repeating tests over and over. It took weeks of sleepless nights and a couple of frustrated meltdowns but finally, Peter found something that Tony could manipulate well enough to actually show himself. He appeared in the form of a blue hologram and Peter finally saw the true form of his father figure. Tony had big fluffy wings that he said were red and gold but it didn’t translate very well with the blue hologram but they could figure that out. He couldn’t focus on the success, he had to make sure that everything worked. He made Tony talk to him and when there wasn’t any interference, he choked back a sob.
Then there was the physical test. Tony reached out his hand and Peter met it with his own, completely expecting it to pass through like it would with a normal hologram. But when their hands met, he felt it. Tony was actually there. Not quite like a real person but it wasn’t like a ghost. It was difficult to explain, but Tony was there. And Peter couldn’t control being buried in a hug. Tony used his wings for the hug too like having two extra arms and Peter had never felt safer. It took a few minutes before he was able to let go.
Tony was back, and Peter refused to lose him ever again.
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