#I did this to myself lmao

[vegalustirra]

[Self Ship Drabble] Sweet Kisses

It wouldn't leave my mind hahaha... So uhhh... Enjoy my rushed writing. 😅

“Alright, let's see how you like this one.” Vega picked up a piece of chocolate that she had made. The both of them were just sitting on his bed this evening. The assortment was certainly a bit vast. Never did Sabo expect to see a pink piece of chocolate, let alone a few in the box he was given. He had insisted on having Vega feed these to him, seeing as she put so much love & care into them.

He would have the next piece of confectionery settle in his mouth, letting it gradually melt. The piece of dark chocolate had an orange filling in it, yet he didn't say anything to her in terms of what he thought about it. His silence was a bit longer than usual this time around, which concerned Vega.

“Is something wrong with it?” There was just this worried tone in her voice, as if she was scared that she might have messed up. Surely, it was fine… right?

Sabo would soon lay one of his gloved hands on her shoulder, giving her a gentle smile before speaking.

“No… I just think that I shouldn't experience the taste of this one by myself… So…” He would get closer, not letting Vega say anything more as he suddenly kissed her. Taking advantage of her parted lips, he would make this sweet kiss go deeper as he closed his eyes. The flavor of the orange filled dark chocolate would linger within their mouths as their tongues mingled.

The taste of the chocolate was creamy & bittersweet, with the orange filling adding a refreshing note to it all. During this, slight sounds of delight would come from Vega. It was clear that she did enjoy the sudden gesture.

After about a minute or so, he parted from the kiss. His eyes opened once more to see Vega all flustered. She would cover her cheeks, still processing what her boyfriend had just done.

“W-well… Oh my…” she started, averting her gaze from Sabo, who was now laughing at her reaction.

“That was wonderful, my honeybun. I really enjoyed that a lot more than I expected to.” His tone was light, almost melodic to some degree. Whether he meant the kiss or the chocolate was anyone's guess. “I feel like we should do this with the rest of the confectionaries you made, don't you agree? Maybe… we could do something more afterwards as well?”

Vega didn't say anything as she gazed into Sabo's gray eyes once more, noting that they were half-lidded now. If she had to admit, she was practically speechless from the French kiss. All she could do was nod at him, a slight whimper escaping her lips as she did so.

“Good! Shall we get started again? I think we should try one of the ruby chocolate pieces next…”

#sweet ramblings of mine #𝐒𝐚𝐠𝐚 | 𝐒𝐚𝐛𝐨 𝐱 𝐕𝐞𝐠𝐚 #oc: vega lustirra #one piece oc #self ship #chief of staff sabo #revolutionary sabo #I did this to myself lmao

[yelenasdiary]

Soooo this is what the tip meant by “don’t have too many series going” 💀 I need to update TTW & Forbidden but my mind??? ✨21 Questions✨

#I did this to myself lmao

[artkaninchenbau]

A h-heartfelt reunion..?

Bonus

#Sir Crocodile #Monkey D Dragon #Emporio Ivankov #Dragodile #Crocodad #My art #One Piece #We're not gonna talk about the work I should be doing rn I have Severe Procrastinitis and I'm doing my best okay #Alternative version where it was both Crocodile and Garp beating Dragon's ass before Iva-chan joined in but that was too much effort lmao #I'm a believer in Dragon being a Wind Logia so don't worry guys he is 100% taking this beating intentionally #He knows what he did and he's dealing with the concequences of his actions. With grace. #You know I realize Iva-chan should be two whole meters taller than Crocodile but we're just gonna ignore that #Look Iva-chan taking Crocodile's side and being like ''Crocoboy is right you fucked up bad Dragon'' brings me joy #And for real I've been wanting to draw this for months. But never did because I had other shit to do. Which I still do #But. You know. Sometimes you need to draw a shitpost. It's ✨ self-care ✨ #And appearently One Piece shitpost comics have become the thing I draw for myself on occassion

[cookinguptales]

You know... I had an experience about two months ago that I didn't talk about publicly, but I've been turning it over and over in my mind lately and I guess I'm finally able to put my unease into words.

So there's a podcast I'd been enjoying and right after I got caught up, they announced that they were planning on doing a live show. It's gonna be near me and on the day before my birthday and I thought -- hey, it's fate.

But... as many of you know, I'm disabled. For me, getting to a show like that has a lot of steps. One of those steps involved emailing the podcasters to ask about accessibility for the venue.

The response I got back was very quick and very brief. Essentially, it told me to contact the venue because they had no idea if it was accessible or not.

It was a bucket of cold water, and I had a hard time articulating at the time quite why it was so disheartening, but... I think I get it a little more now.

This is a podcast that has loudly spoken about inclusivity and diversity and all that jazz, but... I mean, it's easy to say that, isn't it? But just talking the talk without walking the walk isn't enough. That's like saying "sure, we will happily welcome you in our house -- if you can figure out how to unlock the door."

And friends, my lock-picking set is pretty good by this point. I've been scouting out locations for decades. I've had to research every goddamn classroom, field trip, and assigned bookstore that I've ever had in an academic setting. I've had to research every movie theater, theme park, and menu for every outing with friends or dates. I spend a long time painstakingly charting out accessible public transportation and potential places to sit down every time I leave the house.

Because when I was in college, my professors never made sure their lesson plans were accessible. (And I often had to argue with them to get the subpar accommodations I got.) Because my friends don't always know to get movie tickets for the accessible rows. Because my dates sometimes leave me on fucking read when I ask if we can go to a restaurant that doesn't keep its restrooms down a flight of stairs.

I had one professor who ever did research to see if I could do all the coursework she had planned, and who came up with alternate plans when she realized that I could not. Only one. It was a medical history and ethics class, and my professor sounded bewildered as she realized how difficult it is to plan your life when you're disabled.

This woman was straight-up one of the most thoughtful, philosophical, and ethical professors I've ever had, one who was incredibly devoted to diversity and inclusion -- and she'd never thought about it before, that the hospital archives she wanted us to visit were up a flight of stairs. That the medical museum full of disabled bodies she wanted us to visit only had a code-locked back entrance and an old freight elevator for their disabled guests who were still breathing.

And that's the crux of it, isn't it? It's easy to theoretically accept the existence of people who aren't like you. It's a lot harder to actively create a space in which they can exist by your side.

Because here's what I did before I contacted the podcasters. I googled the venue. I researched the neighborhood and contacted a friend who lives in the area to help me figure out if there were any accessible public transportation routes near there. (There aren't.) I planned for over an hour to figure out how close I could get before I had to shell out for an uber for the last leg of the trip.

Then I read through the venue's website. I looked through their main pages, through their FAQs to see if there was any mention of accessibility. No dice. I download their packet for clients and find out that, while the base building is accessible, the way that chairs/tables are set up for individual functions can make it inaccessible. So it's really up to who's hosting the show there.

So then and only then I contacted the podcasters. I asked if the floor plan was accessible. I asked if all the seats were accessible, or only some, and whether it was open seating or not. Would I need to show up early to get an accessible seat, or maybe make a reservation?

And... well, I got the one-sentence reply back that I described above. And that... god, it was really disheartening. I realized that they never even asked if their venues were accessible when they were booking the shows. I realized that they were unwilling to put in the work to learn the answers to questions that disabled attendees might have. I realized that they didn't care to find out if the building was accessible.

They didn't know and they didn't care. That, I think, is what took the wind out of my sails when they emailed me back. It's what made me decide that... yeah, I didn't really want to go through the trouble of finding an accessible route to the venue. I didn't want to have to pay an arm and a leg to hire a car to take me the last part of the journey. I didn't want to make myself frantic trying to figure out if I could do all that and still make the last train home.

If they didn't care, I guess I didn't either.

If they'd apologized and said that the only venue they could get was inaccessible, I actually would have understood. I know that small shows don't always get their pick of venues. I get it. I even would have understood if they'd been like "oh dang, I actually don't know -- but I'll find out."

But to be told that they didn't know and didn't intend to find out... oof. That one stung.

Because.... this is the thing. This is the thing. I may be good at it by now, but I'm so tired of picking locks. I'm tired of doing all the legwork because no one ever thinks to help me. I'm tired of feeling like an afterthought at best, or at worst utterly unwelcome.

If you truly want to be inclusive, you need to stop telling people that you're happy to have them -- if they can manage to unlock the door. You need to fucking open it yourself and welcome them in.

What brought all this back to me now, you may be asking? Well... I guess it's just what I was thinking to myself as I was tidying up my phone.

Today I'm deleting podcasts.

#I guess it did save me a lot of money #I'll still probably go up to nyc to visit with friends for my bday but I won't go all the way out to brooklyn for the show #and I probably won't need to get the hotel room #and I DEFINITELY won't be supporting their patreon like I was planning lmao #I'll buy myself a new tarot deck for my birthday instead #cw: #disability #ableism

[dragon-spaghetti]

I'm feelin soft 🥲

(Please click for better quality!!)

#drag's art #hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel angel dust #hazbin hotel husk #huskerdust #been a minute since I did a cute doodle of these two so ✨✨ #I've done several neatly lined/coloured things in the past couple days #and it's putting me back in the 'everything Must Be Perfect' mode #so I'm forcing my hand into messier doodles again lmao 😭 #w the compromise of letting myself colour. cause that's my fave part and I get sad if I can't render things for a while 💀 #1k

[ihatebrainstorm]

The (Hopefully) Comprehensive Guide to Drawing Transformers! [1]

[Chapter 1/5?]

Decided to make a little quick guide to drawing transformers/humanoid mechs because some people asked! (Plus I thought it'd be fun lol) .... Hopefully it makes sense and helps some people out :'D

[Next] -> coming I dunno when, I keep adding to my WIP pile......

#class got cancelled this morning so I finally had a little free time eheh #also the sketches on page 2 are probably not really accurate but hopefully it gets the idea across skdfskd #I banged it out in a few minutes lmao #gotta get back to the work grind now... #WHAT DID I TELL MYSELF ABOUT MAKING MORE WIPS AGHHHHHH I KEEP DOING IT #Dig's (Hopefully) Comprehensive Guide to Drawing Transformers #transformers #mtmte #maccadam #maccadams #tf idw #transformers fanart #more than meets the eye #frootertooter archive #lost light #perceptor #bumblebee #tfa #transformers animated #tfa bumblebee #mecha art #mecha

[wecantbefriendz]

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#going through the most stupidest heartbreak ever #i did this to myself lmao #im so dumb for thinking he could ever like me #what is there to like about me?

[catmanbowser]

yuor angle and yoru devil

@zebodozen THANKS FOR LETTING ME DRAW THEM YIPPEEE <3<3

#bart allen #kon el #conner kent #dc #catman's art #ngl i forgor he’s canonically white everytime im not reading a comic where he’s in it lmao #UM WHITE KON JUMPSCARE…… #i did this ariund 2-3 am before forcing myself to sleep around 5 so i didnt get to shade it bcs too sleepy.. #tumblr...dont ruin the quality istg....it looks grainy on my pc but its fine on mobile... #OUGHIIIOUSHHH FORGOR TO TAG #konbart

[rubindraws]

Dungeon Meshi's been a big fav of mine for years.............I can't believe I haven't drawn like any art for it

#dungeon meshi #izutsumi #getting good at knowing where her markings are thanks to the cosplay i did of her recently LMAO #trying to self care by drawing more fandom stuff #it's been nice to get myself out of a pretty severe art block I've been having #though I also was just busy for like three months WHOOPS

[taxinealkaloids]

kill your darling, it's just that easy!

#tlt #my art #i reblogged these outfits the other day that were giving me big ianthe & naberius vibes so i wanted to draw something with them #got really funky w/ this one! i just wanted to play around i havent had the chance to draw in a while #so i just kinda let myself do whatever w/ the colors and art style and everything #idk how i feel about it but it was fun #anyway ive seen some posts suggesting that ianthe somehow cheated the system by sacrificing naberius and like... #no she absolutely did not? she paid that price exactly by the book (making her one of the few to actually do so) #and now she suffers forever for it :) #oh the line on top is a quote from the book and the caption is a lyric from 'kill your darling' by cloudy june #(which aside from that one line is not at all a ianthe&naberius song lmao)

[femmeidiot]

Do you guys ever just like... impulsive slutty blurry boobs image by wax warmer light or is it just me?

#have been kind of like a low level of obsessed with myself today like with my how I look ever since I did my hair lmao #the hair is key #Mine

[bishopony]

sad rares inspired by a thunderstorm the other night

#mlp #art #my little pony #fanart #rarity #unicorn #i might do a color series cause it's fun working with monotones #and yes i DID make myself sad working on this lmao #im v tempted to do a red toned piece for chrysalis to really challenge myself

[14dayswithyou]

Hiii I just wanted to say that I love the game and the story has captivated me. I'm looking forward to seeing what happens next. Ever since I played the game I have felt the need to cosplay Ren, feel honoured Ren xD.

Consider him honoured! (and me ADKJASKF I'd honestly cry if someone cosplayed that yandere bastard (endearing) :')'But if you do ever end up making a cosplay, PLEASE tag me!! I would love to see it!)

#Guess who /did/ cry when someone cosplayed Ren :') /pos #Me @ myself: Yippee look how far we've come in 1 and a half years ;v; #Also SOBBING at how I used to draw ren jgsdsdjgdsg #You can tell I only drew anime girls up until this point lmao #🧡 — curious cat archive. #💖 — about ren. #💖 — 14 days with queue. #💜 — blog canon. #🖤 — gallery.

[fuumiku]

It was Maid Day today yesterday a week ago so I got struck by inspiration to draw the worsties, and it ran away from me into a whole AU where they’re coworkers at a maid cafe. She’s a med student & this is just a part time job, and this is his depression job while he gets his life back together. He needs something he can be workaholic about to forget what it’s like having a personal life and personal issues. He’s actually the accountant, but the new hire janitor (Izutsumi) doesn’t show up for half her shifts and is a sloppy worker, so he gets the extra work of doing her job on top of his because he’s undervalued and overworked. Of course, janitors also have an uniform to keep the aesthetic cohesion as they go about cleaning the place, of course.

Senshi’s the part time cook you only see slivers off, he’s kind and warm when you do see him and have a chat but most shifts he’s in and out the kitchen without a trace. Laios and Falin are regulars because Falin and Marcille are besties & in the same med school, Laios accompanies Falin as she visits her friend at work and gets hooked on the food. Chilchuck has to remind Marcille to work instead of chatting with Falin for an hour, and next thing he knows she’s distracting him from work too. That’s it that’s the AU. Inspired by this idol AU fanart a bit <3

This was not meant to be birthday gift but well…… Happy bday Chil!!!

Read from left to right

#Dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #Chilchuck tims #marcille donato #spoilers #dunmeshi au #Maid cafe au #Marchil #Workwife marchil save me. Kabuholm in the background bc i said so lmao #i think people forget marci n chil are coworker worsties first and foremost. Ppl should capitalize on it more #The orange hair swag that makes him look like a marketable idol more #You can tell idk how to draw maid outfits. I hate those hats sm I will miku miku beam them out of existence #Marcille does change her hairstyle everyday btw #they don’t get back together btw she goes you haven’t talked to me in 4 years and he immediately goes YOU haven’t talked to ME in 4– #i mean ehem i’m sorry haha… while Marcille is like 4 years?! 4 years… #Mei only did it bc Fler has been getting jittery again kept sighing #I wanted to draw Chil with a car key at his belt but it wasn’t meant to be #idk if marchil ever gets together in this one it’s an eternal summer coworker with tension situationship au #romance is when you slowly deteriorate his work ethics so he starts skipping on his worktime to spend it at the front messing around w you #once he’s blessedly in the office and he hears this huge crash and the Marci just goes ‘…… Chiiiiiil?’ cue sigh and having to repair #the coffee machine. So many lil comics i couldn’t indulge myself to draw save me #shoutout to the time as a cashier in training at a convenience store I was left by my coworker who was supposed to wash the greasy chicken #oven but didn’t so I had to clean it for the first time myself while I was alone in the store and was also supposed to man the front #Shoutout to my convenience store’s accountant helping us with cashier duties often when there was less job to do ty ty #Understaffed struggles are so real #People also call Chil a manager because the boss is most often away so he just does everything #There’s no union but maybe one day he’ll get to overthrow the boss idk #The pay IS good at least #Modern au

[lokh]

there. i deflated him. youre welcome

#i drew his face without looking at a ref this time and you know what. he does deserve eyebrows #trafalgar law #one piece #art #fun fact i did use a selfie ref and i had to deflate myself also LMAO

[legobenkenobi]

the thing about Cody having a holster for Obi-Wan’s lightsaber that’s so meaningful isn’t just that he personally did it.

it’s that clone armor is the one thing clones have that is truly theirs. it’s the single only slice of individuality they really have. the most personal thing they own. it means more to them than most people can understand.

and Cody carved out a piece of it to carefully hold Obi-Wan’s lightsaber. which represents his life as a Jedi.

Obi-Wan’s life means so much to him that it’s part of him and that’s reflected on his armor because to clones, that’s what it means to be family. that’s what it means to care for someone.

he’s showing he loves Obi-Wan in the only way he can. i’m sick

#codywan #IMFUCKING ILL #ITS 7AM I HAVE AN OVER TEN HOUR DRIVE AHEAD OF ME AND IM LOSING MYSELF TO HYSTERIA #is that the name of like. a fall out boy song or something #LMAO #sw #tcw #commander cody #obi-wan kenobi #clone shenanigans #cody tag #HE DID THE ONLY THING THAT HE COULD. FUCK MY FUCKING LIFE