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sardonic-the-writer · 6 months

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𝐁𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐅𝐢𝐟𝐭𝐡 𝐆𝐡𝐨𝐬𝐭𝐛𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐖𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐈𝐧𝐜𝐥𝐮𝐝𝐞

↳ warnings: none

↳ notes: forgot how good this movie series was. going to be thinking about it quite a bit these few coming days. especially egon! favorite character by far, with winston in next place

↳ song: main title theme (ghostbusters)—elmer bernstein

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• When a flyer for a job downtown mysteriously appeared in your mailbox slot, your first thought was to throw it away

• It looked scrappy. Par on course with the rest of the junk mail companies normally delt out to catch your eye

• Still. Three days later you were standing outside a mildly reevaluated looking firehouse with the paper clutched loosely in your hand, and your best clothes on

• As you’d walked towards the doors, a man came up from behind you, uttering an apology as he nearly bumped into you

• “Hey,” He had paused, allowing you to catch a glance of his tan suit and kinky black hair. “You here for an interview, too?” He asked, walking through the large off-green door as you held it open for him

• “Sure am.”

• “Well, may the best one win. Or get the job, I suppose.” He chuckled with a lopsided grin

• "I dont think they’ll mind hiring the both of us." You eventually responded, looking up at the way the ceiling sagged with old age

• Following your line of sight, the man beside you nodded deeply, and the both of you made your way up to a reception desk with a very annoyed looking lady behind it

• That was the day both you, and who you later learned to be Winston, got the job as the newest pair of Ghostbusters

• “Meet back here tomorrow at noon.” The snappy lady with glasses had said monotonly as she thrust a set of papers at you. You were still looking in the direction that two yelping men in jumpsuits had just gone holding a machine, that it took you a second to notice

• “With the way this job is looking? No way I’m missing tomorrow.”

• Meeting your employers slash coworkers for the first time— technically second if you counted the way two of them crashed your interview mid hiring —was certainly an experience

• Only one had been prepared for both you and Winston’s first days with a handshake and slightly unbuttoned lab coat

• He had introduced himself as doctor Egon Spengler, and shook your hand with a certain rigidness to it. Still, you caught him looking at the both of you with curiosity, so you tossed him an easy upward twitch of you lips. He seemed to relax a little after that

• The other two, however, had proved to be more difficult upon meeting

• Ray Stanz and Peter Venkman were certainly a pair, with the latter sure to be the cause of later headaches, but seemed friendly anyways—if the way they slapped you on the back said anything

• “Welcome to the nerd squad.” Peter has smiled teasingly at you, immediately wrapping an arm around your shoulders and bringing you close as if he was about to tell you a secret. “Stick with me, and you’ll be kicking it with the cool kids!”

• “Is he always like this?” You asked while pushing him away

• “Regrettably.” Egon responded in a flat tone as he moved back to statistics on a chart. “Try being roommates with him in college for six years.”

• “No thanks. I think I’d rather get possessed by one of those ghosts you guys hunt.”

• “Hey, still here!”

• You fell right into place with them pretty quickly after that. Something about getting slimed by a poltergeist in Central Park really brings a group of people together. Especially if they happen to get a really good meal of Thai right after

• In the days weeks and months following your hiring, you get to learn a lot about the little team you’d been squished into

• Winston was probably the first one you befriended. Maybe because the both of you had showed up around the same time, but you found him one of the easiest to just sit down and talk to after a mission without being interrupted every two sentences. The other guys were great, but he seemed to appreciate a little peace and quiet more than what you got in the headquarters

• “Seriously— do we have to call it the headquarters?” You interrupted Peter in the middle of his rant. Sipping on a cup of coffee, you took a moment before speaking more. It really was too early for this. “I mean, come on. It makes us sound like bizzaro superhero’s. More than we already do, anyway.”

• “Personally I wouldn’t mind playing a little Bruce Wayne every now and then.” Peter grinned back suggestively. From beside you, Ego let out his equivalent of an annoyed sigh as he tinkered with stray machinery. Apparently someone else felt it was too early for Peters antics, too

• “Gag me with a spoon.” You deadpanned while swirling your mug around moodily

• “Fine fine. We can call it home base. Happy, sunshine?”

• You grumbled at his sickeningly sweet tone before delving back into your coffee, missing the way Ray and Winston shared slight smiles at the exchange

• “Now that you four are done, mind helping me with our actual jobs?”

• “Oops. Yeah. Sorry Egon.”

• “Sigh.”

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burntcarpet · 23 days

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If you are okay with RO scenario.

This is a tumblr classic but the ros' reaction to mc having a hickey on their neck only to find out it's a mosquito bite later on?

I'm only writing this for Chris because realistically he's the only one dumb enough to mistake a mosquito bite for a hickey, so this will be longer than the usual asks :) Also, this is set in an alternate universe where the world is peaceful and Chelsea is your ex-girlfriend for extra angst potential. This took so long because I forgot to save it and procrastinated rewriting it I'm sorry😔

Chris's heart raced as he stood outside your door, his palms clammy with nervousness. "Okay, Chris, you got this," he muttered to himself, taking deep breaths to steady his nerves. After years of struggling with his feelings, of silently watching from the sidelines while you dated his other best friend, he had finally worked up the courage to ask you out. As you opened the door, a pang of uncertainty stabbed at him. You looked stunning, as always, but there, on the side of your neck, was a faint red spot. It hit him like a punch in the gut, yet, he quickly shook off the thought, telling himself it was no big deal. You're single, after all. It's perfectly normal for you to spend the night with someone to relieve stress. Perfectly normal.

Despite his unease, Chris forced a smile onto his face. "...How's it going?" he asked, the words feeling awkward on his tongue. Your eyebrow raised in response to his odd tone, "I'm good? Do I look like I'm not?" you countered, looking confused. "No, no, you look fantastic," Chris hurriedly replied, avoiding your eyes. His mind raced as he tried to ignore the implications of the mark on your neck. Fiddling nervously behind his back with the bouquet of your favorite flowers he had brought, Chris's eyes drifted to the takeout boxes on the dining table, all too familiar from Chelsea's favorite Thai place. "Did Chelsea spend the night?" he questioned, a hint of nervousness creeping into his voice.

You perk up "Oh! Yeah, did I not tell you? We got dinner together last night. You said you were busy so I didn't ask you. She left just a few minutes ago actually." Your casual confirmation sent a pang of jealousy coursing through him, though he tried to quell it. You were friends with Chelsea, and hanging out together was perfectly normal, even if you used to date, and even if you were alone with her. His stomach churns as he is reminded of the memory of Chelsea wearing only your shirt, her long hair failing to hide the bruises on her neck while you smiled and fed her pancakes—the same pancakes you had always made for him—sitting at the table where you used to eat every meal together, in the apartment where you both slept.

"I got you something," Chris interjected abruptly, thrusting the bouquet towards you. Startled, you accepted it with a laugh. "No need to be so forceful," you teased, gesturing for him to sit beside you on the sofa. "What's the occasion?" you inquired, curiosity evident in your voice as you admired the flowers. Chris hesitated, avoiding your gaze. "Just felt like it," he mumbled, his cheeks flushing. Sensing his unease, you decided to change the subject, suggesting watching a movie. As the film played on the screen, Chris found himself unable to concentrate. Is this it? Was he destined to watch from the sidelines once again? He wants to leave. If it were anyone else, he'd take the risk and spill his heart out, but you were his best friend. And even though he wasn't as close to Chelsea as you were, he valued her presence. What if you were repulsed by his feelings? What if he ruined your relationship, or worse, the one between you and Chelsea?

"Chris!" Your voice jolted him out of his daze. "Y-yeah?" he stammered, turning to face you. Concern flashed across your face. "Why are you acting so weird? Did something happen?" you asked, puzzled. Chris chewed on his lip, debating whether to voice his concerns. "I... I didn't realize you and Chelsea were back together," he admitted, the words slipping out before he could hold them back. It was more of a statement than a question. Deep down, he dreaded the possibility of hearing confirmation that you and Chelsea had indeed gotten back together. Your incredulous expression caught him off guard. "Excuse me? What gave you that idea?" you demanded, confusion evident in your tone. Unable to meet your gaze, Chris mumbled, "It's just... I saw the mark on your neck, and I thought..." He trailed off, unable to voice his fears. You sighed, rolling your eyes. "Chris, I didn't hook up with Chelsea. It's just a mosquito bite," you reassured him, pointing to the redness on your collarbone.

Relief flooded Chris as he realized his mistake. "Oh, a mosquito bite! That makes sense," he exclaimed, his embarrassment evident. “It's summer right now, you should use bug repellant, don't want you to get all itchy. Remember the time when we were kids and I got bitten-" He rambled on, attempting to divert attention from his embarrassment, but you cut him off with a pointed question. "Were you acting weird because you thought I was dating Chelsea?" you asked, your tone gentle but firm. Chris paused, his face flushing crimson as he looked down. "It's not that... It's fine if you and Chelsea get back together, I just..." His voice trailed off into a whisper. Your lips quirked up, he's always so cute when he's embarrassed.

"Are you jealous, Chris?" you teased, a playful glint in your eye. Chris pouted, his cheeks flushing even more. "Maybe a little," he admitted, his gaze fixed on you. You laughed, inching closer to him. "You shouldn't be. You're the one I've been spending all my time with lately," you brush a lock of wavy hair behind his ear, your touch sending a thrill through him. The words tumbled out before he could stop them. "I like you." Your eyes widened in surprise at the sudden confession. Chris appeared even more embarrassed, but he pressed on, his words rushing out in a breathless torrent. "I've always liked you, but it took me a while to realize it. I shouldn't have pushed you and Chelsea together back then, and I can't bear to see you and her together when I wish it was me.” He spoke without pause, his voice growing more desperate with each word. "I've spent countless nights imagining what it would be like to hold your hand, to feel your body against mine. I've tried to ignore these feelings, but they've only grown stronger." His chest heaved with emotion. "Please, I know it's selfish of me to ask, but I can't go on pretending anymore. I know we joke around and flirt with each other, but that’s not enough. I need to know if there's a chance for us, if you feel even a fraction of what I feel, or if this is just a game to you."

Your mouth opened and closed, unsure what to say. After a moment of silence, you realized that words alone wouldn't suffice. With a surge of courage, you leaned forward, closing the distance between you. Before he could even process what was happening, he reciprocated, his arms enveloping you, drawing you closer. Your bodies melded together, his lips meeting yours in a tender, long-awaited kiss. Your lips felt like coming home, like all the pieces of his heart finally falling into place, the uncertainty and doubt melting away as your hearts beat as one.

#hope its not too boring #dont really like this tbh #kinda choppy because i didnt want to make it too long and bore people with the details #pol chris #if #interactive fiction #interactive novel

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niceinchnails · 9 months

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I had a dream they released beyond the spiderverse and i watched it w my mom and brother in the living room and it was so weird but i thought it was good cause in a dream it was normal bit in the dream it turnsbout the spot was actually an alternate universe counterpart of barbie And also princess fiona from shrek but in the dream we all thought it was the most mastwrful choice ever made anyway it wasnt even in the movie that it was confirmed he was those two. i figured out that he was those two while searching up beyond the spiderverse gifs on tumblr and there were gifsets comparing scenes from into the spiderverse to shrek and various barbie movies and all of spots actions Lined up with them in the gifs ? heres a diagram

and i was like ohhh ok. makes perfect sense for the spot , thats really cool actually! so i looked back up from my phone at the movie and apparently gwen died and theyre showing The stretcher with her body under the blanket and police lights and miles crying and hobie trying not to cry and to my mom i was like wtf happened while i was gone (on my phone) and she said something but i forgot now. and i was like ohhh ok. and hobie made some meta commentary about how he fucking hayes this movie and rhen it cuts to a montage of spot doing random shit, some of which was a barbie&shrek reference (he did that &ken smiling pose mugshot) and thats all i remmember. then i looked at letterboxd (or my brains version of letterboxd) to see the reviews and it was half/half who hated it and who loved it and in my dream uou could only review movies with three adjectives . and well thays all

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fighting-and-drawing · 11 months

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15 Questions for 15 Mutuals

Thank you, @the12thnightproject, for tagging me in this post. Always great to get to know mutuals a bit more. 1. Were you named after anyone?

Nah, fam. But, there were apparently “talks” of naming me after Zinedine Zidane. Cool name, but thankfully they chose something else.

2. When was the last time you cried?

Maybe a month ago after watching a Disney Movie. I forgot which one though but sometimes they hit hard when you least suspect it.

3. Do you have kids?

No.

4. Do you use sarcasm?

Sarcasm? Pfft. Never...nah...yes.

5. What’s the first thing you notice about people?

Their overall build, physique, and face. I’m not too good with names, but I am a faces person.

6. What’s your eye color?

Boring Brown.

7. Scary movies or happy endings?

Happy Endings, but I do enjoy a good scary movie or story.

8. Any special talents?

Yep. The “fighting” part of my username isn’t too far off. I practiced and still train in various different martial arts, including Shito-Ryu Karate, WT Taekwondo, Muay Thai, Japanese Jujutsu, Filipino Eskrima and Dirty Boxing, Judo, and, most notably, Capoeira. While I don’t train to fight in a ring or cage, I feel like I could put up a fight should I need to.

9. Where were you born?

Approximately somewhere in North America. I’ll give you a hint—it’s not Canada.

10. What are your hobbies?

Other than training martial arts, I both draw and write. Am I any good at them? That’s for you and the audience to decide.

11. Have any pets?

Just a stubborn pup who once stole an entire stick of butter, buried it, returned to it, and ate it.

12. What sports do you/have played?

I played soccer when I was in Elementary school and played Percussion in Marching Band for 6 years. And then I started training martial arts I referred to in Question 8.

13. How tall are you?

Approximately one Riddle Rosehearts tall.

14. Favorite subject at school?

Microbiology, which is also coincidentally my major. Often we overlook the omnipresent microbes that can affect our daily lives. And, even when we study them, a majority of people are only fascinated by the extremely deadly stuff (typhoid, cholera, botulism, etc.) whereas our normal human microbiome can affect our way of living just as significantly.

15. Dream job?

No idea.

Okay, 15 tags for 15 mutuals...

As always said in previous posts from others, don’t feel pressured to answer these. That being said, feel free to tag yourselves in. I don’t have a lot of mutuals (and a few of mine already were tagged).

Okay, let’s see...

@ikemen-writer @lovely-bubb1es @silvioscape @0-n-1-c-h-4-n

....and about 11 more who wanna play. Thanks for reading.

#tag game #Q&A #mutuals game

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maitaitiu · 2 months

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for you, i'd watch paint dry OCxCanon week 2024 Day 7: "so... it's a date, then?" Pairing type: romantic Canon Character: Skyla (she/her) OC: Fern (she/her) Fandom: Pokemon Wordcount: 1776

AO3 link

CWS: mentions of hospitals & needles

Synopsis: Skyla finally has a day off from both her jobs. It's sorely needed; she loves her work, but she's wiped out! She's looking forward to a relaxing evening, and then a fun day-long date with her girlfriend, Fern. Though, Skyla has forgotten that Fern has a hospital appointment the same day as her day off.

Skyla stretched her arms high above her head as she kicked the front door of her apartment closed. She was so glad to be done with work today.

Sure, she loved flying. And she loved doing Gym stuff. But man, it was all tiring. And she was thrilled to finally have a day off from both of them tomorrow.

Not only that. But she could finally spend a whole day with her girlfriend! Fern was currently sitting on the couch in the living room, slippers kicked off onto the floor and legs pulled onto the cushion. She was reading something on a tablet, though she looked completely bored.

Skyla threw her bag and coat into the cubby by the front door, and walked into the lounge- where she then dramatically flopped onto the couch and lay her head on her girlfriend’s legs.

“Hiya, cutie. You come here often?” Skyla grinned, drawling her voice out to exaggerate how tired she was.

“Now and again,” Fern’s reply wasn’t as enthusiastic, or happy, as expected, so Skyla sat up.

“You good?” she asked, “What’s on your mind?”

Fern looked up from her tablet, “Oh. Nothing interesting. Just health stuff.”

Skyla raised her eyebrows.

“I’ve got my infusion appointment tomorrow.” Fern said, frowning, “It’s just… boring.”

It took Skyla a minute to remember what those were. Fern only needed that kind of appointment every two months or so, and they’d only been dating a year… and its infrequency led to it being not something they really discussed much at all. But she did remember, after a minute or two of thinking.

Well, some of it, at least.

“Afterwards, then… how about we go watch a movie or something? Or… go for a run… or a walk- or we could go bowling..? It’s my first day off in ages tomorrow, so I wanna treat you anyway!”

Fern smiled slightly, but it didn’t quite reach her eyes.

“I forgot about your day off.” She said quietly, “I’m sorry, Sky.”

“Why?”

“It takes like, four hours. And it’s an hour to drive to the hospital, and an hour back… That’s already six hours… four of them I’m spending with a needle in my arm and under fluorescent lights that give me a headache.” She turned off her tablet and looked away, shoulders dropped down in obvious guilt, “I just don’t think I’d be up for anything outside of a nap before or after that.”

Skyla practically felt herself deflate. So much for having a nice, super fun day off adventuring with her girlfriend. She stayed quiet on the couch, and said nothing as Fern walked out of the living room to see what they had in the kitchen for dinner.

And also, evidently, to avoid the fact that both of them were now feeling bad.

With a sigh, Skyla lay down on the sofa, and stared up at the ceiling. She couldn’t move her day off, and even if she could, she’d worked so hard today that the thought of going into work tomorrow was nauseating- no matter how much she enjoyed it.

But it wasn’t like Fern could move her appointment. So… what?

Skyla squeezed her eyes tightly shut to think for a minute.

Did they just accept that this was an irritating and unchangeable situation?

No. There must be some way for them to spend time together tomorrow.

Skyla picked herself up from the couch and resolutely walked into the kitchen, where Fern was reading the expiration date on a jar of pasta sauce.

“Should we just order pizza, d’you think?” Fern asked, “Or maybe Thai food? I don’t know if this is still good to eat…”

“It looks fine to me. Buuuut I could totes eat a Massaman curry… Mm.”

With not even a further glance to the jar of sauce before she shoved it back in the cupboard, Fern nodded. “Let’s do that. I’m craving tom yum soup already. Geez…”

She pulled out her cellphone to order the food- but Skyla quickly stopped her.

“I’ll pay.” She said, impulsively, “Also. Can we talk about tomorrow?”

Fern blinked, not really letting any expression through, which was most unusual, “Sure.”

And then she dialled their favourite Thai restaurant and placed an order for delivery.

Skyla sat down on one of the breakfast bar stools while Fern ordered, giving the occasional thumbs up whenever Fern asked about things like spice level or any appetisers or whatever. They practically always ordered the same things, so it was pretty easy to communicate the order silently as Fern spoke on the phone.

“Forty minutes,” Fern said as she snapped her flip-phone shut, “You should go get something more comfy on before then, hm?”

“Are you thinking… pyjama dinner and a movie?” Skyla asked, eyebrows raised.

“You bet. Go on. Go go go!” Skyla laughed as her girlfriend pushed her down the corridor toward the bedroom.

She took a quick shower, let her hair hang loose- still wet- and changed into her softest pyjamas. And then returned to the lounge with a blanket in hand, where Fern was once again curled up on the couch, looking at her tablet.

The thing was, showers were bizarrely good for thinking up ideas. And Skyla had one, now.

“Are people allowed to come with you to your appointment tomorrow?” she asked, as she sat down, and covered both of them with the blanket, “Like… a friend or a family member?”

“Oh. Yeah. One person, I think.” Fern nodded, and put the tablet away again, and reached to pet her patrat who was curled up on the armrest.

“Do you… normally bring anyone with you?” Skyla prompted after a moment.

“No. I’ve… always just gone alone.” Fern sighed, and pulled her patrat into her lap, “Why? Are you offering to come?”

“Yeah! I know you said it’s super boring and stuff, and the lights are gross, buuuuut…” she leaned onto her girlfriend’s shoulder, “Maybe I can help make that less boring! I can bring you an eye mask to shield you from the lights… and snacks… and I can give you massages…”

Fern snorted, “You’re not a masseuse.”

“Just an idea!” Skyla insisted, “I dunno, maybe it’d be a bit less boring if you had some company?”

She waited nervously as Fern thought in silence for a minute.

“Well… I mean… If you’d like to come…” Fern said quietly, with a tiny smile on her face, “It would be quite nice. It is really boring though.”

“That’s okay! I have plenty of gossip from work I can tell you… and play-by-plays of Gym battles… and you can tell me how it’s all going in Pinwheel Forest…” Skyla sighed happily and let herself fully lie down on Fern’s lap, biting back a laugh when Fern yelped in reaction to her hair being cold and damp, “Y’know. Hanging out. Moral support. And I can drive us home, so you can nap on the way back!”

“Sure. Okay.” Fern rolled her eyes, and pushed Skyla off her lap, “I appreciate it.”

“Yes!” Skyla exclaimed, as the doorbell rang, “So… it’s a date?!”

“The world’s most boring date ever, sure.” Fern said, getting to her feet.

“Still a date!” Skyla asserted, racing after her to the door.

“True.”

They paid for and received their food from the usual friendly delivery driver, and tipped him generously, as always, and then returned once more to the lounge- where they channel flicked until they found some trashy soap drama to watch, curled up together on the couch under a blanket, their pokemon lounging around the room as well, and eating some of their favourite foods.

Eventually, Fern fell asleep on Skyla’s shoulder, and she took the opportunity to quickly read up on the process of the infusion tomorrow. Where they’d have to go, what they were allowed to bring (Skyla made a list on the back of her hand of snacks and other stuff to pack before they set off), as well as the type of medicine Fern was getting (infliximab) and what sort of side effects it could have (the most common seemed to be nausea and headaches, so she also made a note to bring a heat pad and some painkillers. Not ibuprofen, since Fern couldn’t take those…) and also, she debated the possibility of sneaking off at some point to run to a store and buy Fern a gift… Would that be necessary? Would she think it was patronising? Maybe… It’d still be a nice gesture though, right?

It was already a lot to think through, and she wasn’t even the one needing the medicine. No wonder the whole process exhausted Fern so much, who was already more prone to fatigue due to the very condition she needed the medication for.

Still. Fern would be back to her normal, vibrant self in a couple of days. And if she wasn’t, well… Skyla wasn’t a quitter. She loved her girlfriend. That was that. If Fern was tired and sad for longer than usual, then Skyla would be there no matter what. And she’d do everything she could to make her feel even just a little better.

A date didn’t have to be a fancy meal or an eight-mile hike. It didn’t have to be bowling, or sports, or a walk on the beach. A date could be a nice evening in watching trashy TV, eating your favourite takeaway; a date could be an afternoon spent in a hospital room, braiding your girlfriend’s hair, and shielding her eyes from the harsh lights as she tried to nap away the hours with a needle in her arm.

For Fern, Skyla would spend a whole day doing the dullest paperwork ever if she had to. Fern, who would run a bath with floral bubbles for whenever Skyla said she’d had a rough day at work. Fern, who would personally beat the daylights out of anyone who was cruel toward pokemon. Fern, who felt her emotions at a hundred-and-twenty percent capacity all the time, and who listened intently whenever Skyla or someone else spoke, even if she didn’t care. Fern, who’s body was rebelling against her constantly and had to explain it to everyone she interacted with, and was so clearly exhausted by it all, but still kept going because she had no choice. Fern, who was asleep on Skyla’s shoulder, a tiny bit of sauce from her Pad Thai staining her cheek.

Skyla put her arm around her girlfriend and squeezed her with a hug.

She had always hated sitting still. But it wasn’t so bad with the woman she loved at her side.

Not at all, actually.

#oc x canon week #oc x canon week 2024 #oc: fern #vineyardshipping #(ship name to be changed maybe)#fern is like.. one of my oldest ocs ever. so ofc im giving her the same chronic illness as me. get crohns diseased bestie..#i dont get infusions tho for mine (pen injections for me!!) so if i got anything inaccurate . sorry :<#also. idk what its like to Know someone with crohns and care for them bc. idk anyone else with it >_> so idk how ppl usually. act about thi #stuff lol #i think skyla would be a nice gf though.#words

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pharawee · 10 months

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Do you know any thai BL dramas with sad ending?

Oh, dear anon, do I ever. 😭

A (probably incomplete) list of Thai BL without a HEA*

Grey Rainbow (2016) - This BL takes no prisoners. This BL wants to see you suffer. It's so sad. So unfair (it also comes with a SA content warning). But also really good. It's a quiet and short series that comes with time jumps and a friends to lovers/pining theme.

Dear Doctor I'm Coming for Soul (2022) - Coincidentally, this stars the same acting pair (Karn Kasidej & Nut Nutchapon) as the series above. It's a love story between a doctor and a soul reaper - and it's probably easy to see why there won't be a classic HEA. It's very bittersweet, and probably a lot harder to digest for Western audiences.

Something in my Room (2022) - Another supernatural BL, but this time it's a love story between a boy and a ghost. It's bittersweet for same reasons Dear Doctor is. I cried my heart out at the end.

He She It (2020) - This is a tragedy with a cruel twist.

Peach of Time (2021) - This is a Korean-produced BL but it also stars Jimmy Karn and Tommy Sittichok (who both speak Thai in the series). It's a very soft and sad love story between a boy and a ghost. Bring tissues.

The Effect (2019) - This BL (if it even is one) is extremely dark. It's like an anti-BL (and comes with several content warnings for SA, self-harm and bullying). It takes common BL tropes and completely and cruelly demolishes them. I'm not even sure if it's necessarily what you're looking for since it's just so incredibly harsh in every single aspect but you're probably going to stumble upon it anyway. In the strictest sense it probably doesn't count since it mostly deals with the aftermath of an unspeakable act. The ending isn't sad... it just is.

The Blue Hour (2015) - An absolutely mesmerising movie by Anucha Boonyawatana (Not Me) starring Gun Atthaphan and Oab Oabnithi. It starts bleak, and then it gets bleaker from there. There's some horror and lots of violence mixed in for good measure. Personally, I love this movie, but I couldn't objectively tell you how it ends. It's like a fever dream.

Red Wine in the Dark Night (2015) - Thailand's only vampire BL so far, starring a very talented Fluke Natouch. It's bleak, then it's somewhat hopeful, then everything turns from bad to worse. It's got the same surreal quality to it as The Blue Hour.

The Best Story (2021) - A short and grounded BL starring Yin Anan and War Wanarat (Love Mechanics) about a secret/unrequited schoolboy crush.

Childhood (2023) - A beautifully filmed shortfilm about an unrequited crush. This is indie-produced and very recent so I'm adding a link.

The Luminous Solution (2023) - This BL has two pairings and a very surprising twist. What it lacks in execution it makes up with storytelling and foreshadowing. It's about endings and beginnings with some magic thrown in for good measure.

He's Coming To Me (2019) - This BL probably has the softest of sad endings of all the series/movies in this list. It's bittersweet because as ghost love story it's "doomed" from the start.

The Miracle of Teddy Bear (2022) - This series is a lot. But completely worth it, even if the ending leaves you like ?? ???

180 Degree Longitude Passes Through Us (2022) - This isn't a classic BL (as in: it wasn't intended as one but received and promoted as such). It's all about the interpersonal story it wants to tell and less about the pairing. The ending doesn't really come as a surprise but, oh my, this series is so beautiful.

Chains of Heart (2023) - I forgot my favourite show (maybe because it's my fave so I don't necessarily think of it as sad - plus, the novel actually has a HEA). But yeah, fate and revenge stand in the way of this couple ending up together. 😭

#ask #jane watched stuff #sad thai bl #thai bl #spoilers #*hea: happily ever after #please feel free to add more sad thai bl #this is only the stuff i watched #and i probably forgot something lmao #also #the supernatural/ghost bls are probably a lot sadder from a western viewpoint #since love stories continued in another life aren't really a thing in western culture #nm sneakily adding in more dramas

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moonjxsung · 2 months

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STAAARRR I NEED UR ADvice . PLZ

ok so theres this concert happening next thursday that i may or may not already have bought tickeys for without asking my parents and my parents are VERY STRICT AND WILL NEVER ALLOW ME TO GO TO A CONCERT AT ALL. ESP AT THE TIME ITSBAT (8-10 PM SO ITS LATE) AND SO . I was being a little devious and thought of some excuses. that it was a dinner conference for my internship which i had to go to bcs i didnt go to the one during the winter. which came off well to my mom but her only response was “ohhj thays late…its ok ur dad can wait outside the venue” UMMMMMMMMMMMmzzzzzzUELP . I did research and the venue is literally ONE HUGE ROOM. LIKE THE EXITS LEAD STRAIGHT TO THE STAGE AND THE FLOOR SO I CANT EVEN BE LIKE “oh there was a concert and a conference happening at the same time” AGH! AND THEN MY FRIEND DID RESEARCH ONLINE THRU GOOGLE IMAGES AND SAW THAT EVEN THO THE VENUE IS INT HE CITY, THERE MIGHT ACTUALLY BE PARKING RIGHT IN FRONT OF THE VENUE BCS OF HOW WIDE THE STREETS ARE. SO MY DAD CANT EVEN WAIT LIKE 5 BLOCKS AWAY IM CRURITKEKEJTKJFKEJ. AND ALSO ITS LIKE…IN THE CITY. WHOSE ACTUALLY DRIVING TO THE CITY PEOPLE USUALLY USE PUBLIC TRANSPORTATION. IM GOING TO SOB. THERES NO GUARANTEE THAT THE STREETS WILL BE FULL OF CARS BCS OF THAT.

so we made another plan. i think she forgot abt the conference for now bcsssaaa i mentioned it sometime last week but like. now my excuse is that my boss gave me a ticket to bring a friend and so im gonna “bring” my girlfriend. and then ill say that my gf has to do smth w her family the next day so its more convenient for her dad to pick us up and drop us off bcs he was gonna come do that anyway.

on monday, my friends and i r literally going to the venue to scout the area out im being so fr 😭😭💀

do u think itll work be honest. im also terrified of even bringing up the “conference” again bcs idk im jist SCARED 😭😭😭 But i wanna go to the concert so bad plslslsl WHAT DONU THINK. I need multipple BRAINS ON THIS. HOW DO I BRING UP THE CONFERENCE AGAIN TO MY MOM

- a very desperate and malding 💫

HELDPXPSOLEKRKRKFMEKRKKTNT THIS STRESSED ME OUT SO BAD JUST READING IT OH MY GOD 😭😭😭😭 idk if you’ve ever seen the movie New York Minute w Mary Kate & Ashley Olsen but this literally sounds like that movie JSKDKLDSKWOEKKRRK ANYWAYS my first thought before I finished even reading this was that you need to get a ride home from ur FRIENDDDD there is literally no way around it I’m almost 100% sure that if your dad waits outside the “conference” for you he’s going to know what’s going on 😭😭 but I think it makes total sense to say that your friend has something the next day so you need to get picked up by your friends’ family! Don’t even phrase it as a suggestion or a question just straight up be like “yeah her parents are picking me up so I’ll let you know when we’re all on the way home” and be as casual about it as possible! Don’t say anything that might invite more questions 😭 AND if worse case scenario you do get caught, just say there was a change of plans (keep it very vague) but don’t pile on more lies, just be mostly honest w them. Like “yeah there was a change of plans so my friends and I opted to go to this event instead but I didn’t think it’d be a big deal because I already told you guys I’d be busy that day” and if they scold you then just let it happen and don’t argue more! Parents just want you to be safe at the end of the day so you can’t blame them too much but also I don’t see an issue going to a concert if you already said you’d be out, I change plans all the time and as long as I get home safely and answer the phone when my parents call they’re usually okay w it. GOOD LUCK BESTIE LMK HOW IT GOES……… also have fun at the concert wtaf that sounds so exciting!!!! Be safe please!!!!! 🩷💘💝💓💞💖💕🫶👼✨

#💫 anon #ask

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ducknotinarow · 5 months

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@questionablemuses said: "It's all my fault, isn't it? I ruin everything I touch." ( gives you more Stolitz angst feels uwu @ questionablemuses )

Growing pains were bound to be part of the deal here, but Stolas never minded not if it meant at the end of the day he got to call Blitz his. Why should it matter if he was romantically involved with a imp? Being an imp never had a thing to do with thing when it came to how the owl prince felt for the imp. Besides when all of hell now knows the rumors around Asmodeus and Fizz were out in the open it should matter even less if anything. But then again that was different wasn't it? of course, it was seen as different for no good reason what so ever at that. Asmodeus was a prince sure but he far out ranked Stolas in the hierarchy. he was a ruler over a whole ring of hell after all. Who was going to come at him for who he claimed to love? And since when had they ever once cared what others thought? He was far more free compared to Stolas.

Oh the Ares Goetia were fickle at best when it came to their ways. And even if Stolas for once could tell another he was truly happy and mean it? it didn't matter Because his whole reputation may as well be in the toilet now. Even if he was still a prince among his own that meant nothing and the imp had seen it first hand himself. The mockery and way he was being berated but Stolas kept his head high and a smile on his beak. Till the imp spoke of course.

Stolas knew the imp would give some backlash he knew his Blitzy well they never cared they talk back to even the Sin princes if he felt he was given a good reason to do so, how could he not be amazed by that. So he hadn't considered the incident getting to the imp. Maybe it was poor judgment on the Owl's side to bring his imp as a plus one to the latest Goetia gathering but he wanted to show them off. a tad bit of a mess so they had gone to leave early. Stolas finding his way to cram into the IMP van before hearing Blitz speak up.

"It's all my fault, isn't it? I ruin everything I touch."

"what?" Stolas nearly slammed his head on the roof of the van with how quick he moved his head he forgot he was in the van in the first place. Having to take a moment to shift a little best he could. He really should insist on a carriage for them to travel in instead of the imps van, but oh well

"What? No, of course, not Blitzy, I made the choice on my own. You done nothing wrong darling." Reaching to take hold of the imps face. "The Ares Goeita may be a great standing group of demons." Because he was part of them "but they they are always airing out smoke from thier asses. Who care what any of them have to say?" He stresses "thay only care for the fact they stand above certien demons in hell but we hardly have any real power that matters I'm just. A decoetive demon at best same as them. Just because we can hold seeing magic? The sinners overloards can be just as powerful so what dose any of that matter? Why shoild any of it matter?"

Me moves in feeling over the imps forhead "Dear all that matters is how you and I feel for each other. Don't let them get to you. They are not worth the time." Setting a kiss to the imps forhead. "Those bitch ass demons don't know a great thing when they see it before them. But I do and his name is Blitz. If anything you have mad everything better for me you gave me confidence to stand up for myself and my life has be better for it." Another Koss planted to the imps forhead "no one don't want to hear another word about that nonesense. Why don't we go back to my place? We can have a movie night."

#muse| stolas #questionablemuses #[ all i hear is heartbreak on the way -questionablemuses]#muse interaction #ic reply #stay queued #((dont make him kiss you more blitz >:I))

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akkrosu · 6 months

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Get to know me (ask game)

So, ummm, I’m finally getting back to this after @recentadultburnout tagged me all the way back in August, which I’m ashamed to admit I haven’t answered to in all this time. I never forgot though, so here I finally am, six months later, doing it after all. Hope it still counts!

Rules: bold the ones that are true and tag 10 people to do it.

APPEARANCE

blonde hair // I prefer loose clothing to tight clothing // I have one or more piercings // I have at least one tattoo // I have dyed or highlighted my hair // I have gotten plastic surgery // I have or had braces // I sunburn easily // I have freckles // I paint my nails // I typically wear makeup // I don’t often smile // I am pleased with how I look // I prefer Nike to Adidas // I wear baseball hats backwards

For a brief period around 7th grade, I liked to wear makeup and nail polish before I realized they’re really not for me. In general I’d say I don’t really give much of an effort to my appearance, which is why almost nothing is bold in this section.

HOBBIES & TALENTS

I play a sport // I can play an instrument // I am artistic // I know more than one language // I have won a trophy in some sort of competition // I can cook or bake without a recipe // I know how to swim // I enjoy writing // I can do origami // I prefer movies to tv shows // I can execute a perfect somersault // I enjoy singing // I could survive in the wild on my own // I have read a new book series this year // I enjoy spending time with friends // I travel during work or school breaks // I can do a handstand

I play the piano and the guitar, and many years ago I used to play the violin, but I was never good at it.

I speak English, German and Spanish fluently, and I’ve been learning Chinese for just over two years. I’m also currently trying to learn Portuguese, Russian, and Thai, but I haven’t gotten very far with those yet.

The number of new book series I’ve read this year depends on your definition. I’ve read the new volumes of 2ha and Heaven Official’s Blessing that have come out, if that counts. Other than that, I read Judy I. Lin’s A Magic Steeped in Poison and A Venom Dark and Sweet (if a duology counts as a series), two amazing fantasy books set in China and based on Chinese traditions like tea-brewing. And then there was a German fantasy trilogy by Marah Woolf called Wicca Creed.

I travel sometimes, but it really depends on the circumstances. I still travel with my parents sometimes, but I very rarely enjoy vacation with friends for some reason.

RELATIONSHIP

I am in a relationship // I have been single for over a year // I have a crush // I have a best friend who I’ve known for ten years // my parents are together// I have dated my best friend // I am adopted // my crush has confessed to me // I have a long distance relationship // I am an only child // I give advice to my friends // I have made an online friend // I met up with someone I have met online

I loved @recentadultburnout’s comment on this, and because I relate so much, I will put their quote here: I have been single all my life, actually. Not even a single crush. Probably an aro.

I’m still friends with my neighbor, who I’ve known all my life. Also some friends from school I’ve known for that long.

AESTHETICS

I have heard the ocean in a conch shell // I have watched the sun rise // I enjoy rainy days // I have slept under the stars // I meditate outside // the sound of chirping calms me // I enjoy the smell of the beach // I know what snow tastes like // I listen to music to fall asleep // I enjoy thunderstorms // I enjoy cloud watching // I have attended a bonfire // I pay close attention to colors // I find mystery in the ocean // I enjoy hiking on nature paths // autumn is my favorite season

I’ve probably watched the sun rise more than once in my life and just can’t remember because I was a child or something, but the only time I consciously remember was this August when I went to China for a summer program and our group went to climb Lao Shan, a mountain near Qingdao.

I love rainy days and thunderstorms, but mostly when I don’t have to leave the house and can watch from a warm, dry place.

I often have trouble falling asleep, so I usually listen to my Sleepy Songs playlist or watch Bob Ross.

In real life, I don’t really pay attention to colors, but @respectthepetty has taught me to at least do it in BLs.

I think the ocean is hiding more things than we can imagine, considering we’ve only explored about 5% of it.

I don’t enjoy sports, but I like hiking (even though I don’t do it a lot) because it’s very calming and you can just let your mind drift.

MISCELLANEOUS

I can fall asleep in a moving vehicle // I am the mom friend // I live by a certain quote // I like the smell of sharpies // I am involved in extracurricular activities // I enjoy Mexican food // I can drive a stick shift // I believe in true love // I make up scenarios to fall asleep // I sing in the shower // I wish I lived in a video game // I have a canopy above my bed // I am multiracial // I am a redhead // I own at least 3 dogs

I think it’s different in the US (and this particular point feels very American to me), but I live in Germany and here you usually have to be able to use a stick shift to get your license.

I sing in the shower, but only when no one else is home.

This was fun! I don’t know enough people to tag 10 of them, so I’ll just throw some tags into the wild and see who feels like doing it (no pressure, of course): @ellaspore (who I haven't talked to in way too long), @biochemjess, @majestictortoise, @respectthepetty, @firstkanaphans

#tag game

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softsky-daily · 8 months

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9/24/2023

I forgot a sky picture so I just tried taking a picture of the darkness in my room but it's kinda genuinely scary looking.

Positive thing: I watched Howl's Moving Castle in theaters with some friends and had a nice evening playing random video games.

Before the movie we went to this place that does lunch specials and the spaghetti and Thai salad were really good. I kind of want to go back and get some more but during the week I always get back too late for the lunch special. Maybe next weekend.

I'm glad I have my doctor's appointment soon. I think getting more sleep will do wonders for everything else. Being tired all the time really gets to you after a while.

I started Persona 5 Royal (I bought it on Steam since it was on sale). I used a mod that gives Joker a girl model but unfortunately it was a bit too glitchy and ended up being more distracting, so I'm thinking I'll just play it vanilla and check back later if the mod updates to work more smoothly. The game itself has a really nice aesthetic that I missed seeing. Plus it's cool being in Tokyo since I've been there in real life and can recognize some of the locations.

I also started FF7R Intergrade that I've been streaming for my partner. I'm playing in Japanese so I understand like 80% of what's happening, but I like the gameplay so far. I can't help but keep comparing it to the pacing of the original though. I think I'm more excited for the second part where they actually begin exploring the world outside of Midgar, but we'll see how they handle that.

#thoughtposting #foodposting #skyposting

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athousandbyeol · 2 years

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this or that tag game

i was tagged by the lovely @isvisomewhere. thanks for the tag! (and i'm sorry because i totally forgot about this...) this is such a fun game and i would like to do it hehe (although i'm super late t_t)

crying out in the shower or making out in the shower (of course i'll cry in the shower hahaha that's what i did almost half of my life)

give cute boy line ID or stalk his IG (i would never, for the life of me, make the first move //i think. i learned it the hard way before and i don't think i'll ever do it again haha)

share his earbuds or share his closet (music is my life... and sharing earbuds with my lover? good lord. one of my y/n moment is coming to life... hahaha)

manga or manwha (not a big fan of either but i genuinely prefer manga more because of its poetic aspects and the overall feeling of the comic from japan hehe)

long dangly silver earring or dark leather cuff

time loop or reincarnation (i think time loop will give me a serious case of anxiety. i'll settle with reincarnation because even if they were separated in this life, they can meet again in their next one //why does this remind me of vegaspete... goodness)

blue engineering smock or red engineering smock (#teamblue #justbecause)

kisses at the beach or kisses in the mountains (this is like picking between my mother or father... but yeah...)

cactus or chili plant

fairy lights or spot lighting (i'm obsessed with fairy lights. i have a few in my room hehe)

ghost boyfriend or vampire lover (i can't touch him if he's a ghost. i want to hug my boyfriend even though there's a chance he's going to suck every ounce of blood from me but still; i want to physically hold him hahaha)

hard sub or soft sub (i can wait... i'm patient... i think)

evil ex-girlfriend or predatory fujoshi (although i do think these tropes still exist in the real world, i hope we won't get much of them in shows today. please...)

suit jacket or leather jacket

high school or university

kitchen drama or office drama (this is so hard but i have to choose kitchen drama because i love watching cooking shows //and attempting to cook// so it would be super cute to see anything centred around food <3)

forehead kisses or cheek kisses (forehead kisses are one of my ULTIMATE weaknesses. and watching thai dramas has introduced me to sniff kisses which i absolutely adore)

Viki or GaGaOOLaLa (i'm not sure...)

Japanese arthouse depth or Korean high concept (i feel like japanese movies are so rich in culture and imbue a lot of their heritage. even though it's modern, there's always a trace of tradition here and there. i absolutely am admiring the simplicity and complexity of it all. their movies are always a pleasure to watch)

pink milk or yakult

censored Chinese BL or trashy Thai pulps

body swap or dead body (i'm ok with both as long as the storyline is good hehe)

sexy or story

back hugs or lap sitting (there's just something about back hugs... perhaps they romanticise the beauty and intimacy of back hugs so much in dramas that i fall for its charm no matter how overused the gesture is...)

piggyback or cradle carry (i think neither because i'm super heavy and i don't think my lover would want to carry me xD but if it's me, i would love to piggyback my lover <3)

this is so fun! i'm tagging some of my friends here @akksgaypanic @jb-blue63 @arisprite and some of these great people @thatgirl4815 @aleng-neng @stillqueerstillhere @icouldhyperfixatehim @biwichapas @theflagscene @milkpansa and anyone who sees this ^^ (but no pressure, though. it's all up to you. and sorry if i make you uncomfortable with this tag t_t)

#tag game #tagging game #this is so fun #irl na #thanks for the tag dear! ^^

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hannahhook7744 · 2 years

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Who are your most favorite Disney guys and what you love about them?

Flynn because he's funny.

Varian because well, he's just too fun not to love.

Kristoff because he doesn't beat around the bush.

Hans because I love how his character just shows that just because one has a big family doesn't mean their perfect/a good one. And because he was pretty charming.

Quasi because he's adorable and kind hearted.

Phoebus because dude got his ass kicked by a girl and went from working for Frollo to marrying one of the people Frollo hates.

Eric because of the total himbo energy.

All the guys from big hero six for different reasons.

Kit/Henry because this man really jumped out a window to go get what he wanted.

Li Shang Because he knew when to admit when he was wrong in the first movie.

Aladdin because thay motherfucker was awesome.

Thomas from Pocahontas because he is adorable and has a kind heart.

Dimitri from Anastasia because of the sass.

And so on, so on. I probably forgot a few but who can blame me when there are so many to talk about in so many different forms?

Not to mention the star wars and marvel movies that are now owned by Disney and who knows what other movies that I love that weren't disney as a kid that are now disney?

#disney #disney guys #disney princes #etc.#disney boys #disney likes #disney characters #disney character #disney channel

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heizours · 1 year

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THE TAYLOR SWIFT SONG IN YOUR DESC????!?? SCREAMS OMG??

If its alright may i ask which girl group and boy group you stan?? (mine is red velvet and txt<3) OHOH!! AND IF YOU WATCH KDRAMA DO YOU HAVE RECS?? I ONLY WATCHED HOTEL DEL LUNA (bc i love iu) AND I RLLY WANNA WATCH MORE HEHE </3

AH HELLO FELLOW SWIFTIE!!! <33 AND YES, MIDNIGHT RAIN SUPREMACY

i stan bts, seventeen and enhypen for the b-groups, while i stan twice, blackpink and red velvet as well for the g-groups!!

I ALSO WATCH KDRAMAS!! AND IM THINKING THAT YOU HAVE ASKED THE RIGHT PERSON, so here's my list, and i hope you will like it <33 (along with my ratings) :

crash landing on you - ♾ / 10 (highly recommended, i swear you won't regret watching it, especially if you like the trope where the ml fells first and falls harder)

the uncanny counter - 10/10 (if you like something thay involves powers or supernatural with action, then this is what you might be looking for)

business proposal - 11/10 (a romcom series, an adaptation of it's manhwa series, characters are very relatable, employee and ceo relationship trope with a pinch of fake dating)

love alarm - season 1 is 99.9/10 while season 2 is 5/ 10 (ngl, i prefer s1 better than s2, and as much as i would like to spoil why, i believe you should watch it on your own to find out. if you like angst so much, then here it is)

sweet home - 100/10 (this is a thriller and suspense series, every episode hits that impact, just a heads up that s2 is also on the way, so you won't have to be annoyed at the ending of s1!)

start-up - 1000/10 (another romcom series, however this is has something to do with starting a business? i forgot the plot, but then again it's actually a good kdrama to watch, let me know if you've already fallen for the second male lead of the series 😉)

school 2015 - ♾/10 (OH TO WATCH THIS SERIES LIKE IT'S YOUR FIRST TIME TO DO SO, i highly recommend this as well, the plot is very 🤌, the second male lead deserves so much, I REPEAT HE DESERVES SO MUCH BETTER LIKE WHY DID THEY DO HIM LIKE THAT 😔)

school 2013 - 8/10 (not too bad but not too good as well, higschool romcom series!)

20th century girl - ♾/10 (THIS MOVIE, ISTG THIS MOVIE COMES SECOND BEFORE TITANIC FOR HURTING ME SO BAD, a he fell first but she fell harder trope, i suggest you prepare a couple of tissues...but overall, a really great movie! it would somehow make you realize that time is short and so can be love, so yeah let the people around you know how much you love them)

it's okay to not be okay - ♾/10 (i highly recommend this as well, there are some scenes where it can be emotional or confusing, but trust me it's really good, i'd say that it's about two people who are broken yet are also trying to love each other 🙁)

#. . . .୨୧ ( mail )#. . . .୨୧ ( teapot visitors )#recommendation for everyone who's trying for kdrama <33 #fun fact : hotel de luna was also the first kdrama that i watched!

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a-storied-mindx · 2 years

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Today was good—great, even, compared to how I have been feeling.

I had my energy healing at 1 and J was super sweet and took off work to go with me. I knew the guy who did it, he works a lot of the same events that I do, but…he’s a dude and I feel super uncomfortable around guys, even the ones I know well.

J is the only guy in YEARS that I am comfortable being alone with. Even my guy friends, I just can’t do it. I get anxious and afraid, but that’s trauma, baby! Plus, the energy healing involved quite a bit of touching, mainly my face and back, which I knew prior but it was still difficult to allow that.

It went great though. He was super nice and understanding and didn’t mind J being in the room with me. The healing went great and I feel renewed. He did a lot of sound work which I loved and used a lot of essential oils as well, that helped me a lot.

I feel fresh, I feel strong, I feel ready.

After that (and his reading), J and I met one of our friends for lunch

I forgot to take a picture before lmao but I had beef pad Thai. Obviously it was delish.

Then we walked down the road to one of my favorite antique shops—they had some neat finds! I saw a few things I wanted but they weren’t just haves so I didn’t get anything but I did see these gems:

I stepped out and waited for the guys and was gonna smoke but had forgotten my lighter. I asked this girl who was walking by smoking for a light and she was so sweet and not only let me use her lighter, but keep it as well. It’s the little things. AND it’s my favorite color!

We went home after that. I was planning on cleaning and getting caught up with laundry (washer and dryer are fixed, yay!) but J was super cute and asked me to wait to do it so we could spend more time together on his day off. We relaxed in bed and I got alllllllll of the cuddles for hours. We watched a couple of movies and that was great. The best part of the day for sure.

I’m grateful for such a good day after having such a rough couple of weeks. Every day may not be good but I will do my best to find some good in every day.

Also, I deleted my red flag post because I got 3 messages being called an ass for it. It wasn’t meant to be that way, I understand some people are shy and don’t know how to approach others (I’m the same). Anyways, I deleted it.

#musings

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blueheartwasteland · 1 year

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that year was a rollercoaster

so first of all my dear future self I'm glad u ended up the year being happy I mean not hat bother anymore of what just happened. i know its been a rollercoaster to u that 2022 it was fun and blue at the same time , I can feel that u slowly leeting him go and u don't feel sad about it anymore about that thought letting him go. so yeah u made a lot of friends that year and u are grateful to it, u learned a lot with that year, u achieved things that u deserved, u had fun , u turned 18 , u had ur 18 rosses and dance , u star to feel independent that your younger self was scared of/ u can now buy food that u want to eat aswell as things , u had ur headphones and its just ur inner child is happy u know urself how obssed u are with music and its sad that u don't even know how to download one to add insult to injury u dont have an earphone now u know how to download songs and u have ur headphones i can feel that ur inner child so much happy rn so yeah where was I yeah u just graduated junior high in ernh (school that changed ur life ) then u enrolled in sakya a Chinese school and ur happy that u know how to speak chinese even writing the chareacters i know how u love lwarning language ur younger self is happy with that because your language is improving from saring to sapnidh to chinese and now ur learnihng japanese withurself so far u know thai, Spanish, Chinese and Japanese, that year stranger things released in the month of may until in the month of July then alice in borderland relsead their s2 as well their so may things that happened that year that I just cant recall all I know u had a great year that u agree with urself that 2022 was ur fav year so far its because of them , the movies, food , friends , music yeah I almost forgot taylor swift just released her new album called midnights month of October , ur close friend that u made with it is cadalo my buddy and yeah u and ur hca squad still together I miss them rn yeas he frienship u guys have like almost 6 years I'm also happ they are my friends lol, till now its just I'm over the moon with the experience I have the lessons that I now will mold me in th future and im totally grown up!! still i need to enjoy my last years of being a teen lol. and yeah I still misses him in a way of its not hurting me anymore in a way of it doesnt make me cry anymore and u know hy this year became memrable? its because of him these things that I have said will just be nothing to me but because of himm he made it very special that year 2022 . till now im inlove with him i hope he sees it ilove u badii te amo i hope ur okay rn and doing good ake care always and i miss u evryday every night.. 2022 was such a year I'm just happy that ending that year being myslef not wrecked anyways thank u badii ily my mikenybuhayko and my kingofmyheart

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