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peninkwrites · 2 years

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“He isn’t angry with Tommy anymore. And if you’re not angry with him, it means you’re not getting him back. So maybe what he is seeking out is that anger, something to make him feel stronger as that wound in his heart settles in and scabs over.” oh tubbo :((((( you’re right though, anger is such an easy emotion to feel. it makes things simpler in a complicated world

damn it guess what i’m going to think about every time i wear my own plain grey long-sleeved t-shirt lol

yessssss i love the panopticon reference

MAN. that crimeboys conversation broke me - they’re really in it now, huh

“‘R-Really?’ Phil falters, pained. ‘Not– Not when he… w-when he finally came home, or… or when we tried to help him–‘ Phil cuts himself off, getting choked up. Ghostbur shakes his head. ‘No, sorry, Phil. I don’t think Alivebur was happy very much since he was brought back again.’ ‘R-Right,’ Phil stands, leaving the room before this breaks him.” oh. that’s such a specific feeling - when people try to help you out when you’re dealing with mental illness stuff but it still doesn’t help and all parties involved feel bad :(

NOOOOOOOOO not philza thinking wilbur used his sword. again. at least tubbo helped him realize that wasn’t the case

‘Can we– I am so fucking tired, after the past few days, after everything– I am done, man, I am so fucking done, I just want to fucking rest a-and I haven’t eaten in who fucking knows how long-‘ Tommy steps back until he hits the wall behind him, but he has nowhere to go as Dream comes closer.” had to stop reading for a hot second bc i knew this wouldn’t end well for him

“Punz has been in a bit of a haze lately. His protestations have led nowhere, so now he has decided to simply do his job.” mmmmm yes, compartamentalize, king (haha not really. just die)

oh i am NOT looking forward to seeing what sick twist dream puts on the double-person chase

“Dream pauses, and Punz can imagine he looks smug behind that stupid mask. “Well, I mean obviously I got his first two lives, and technically what took his last life was an accident. That I caused,’ he laughs.” HOW DARE HE CALL THE PRISON DEATH A FUCKING LIGHT-HEARTED ACCIDENT. SEETHING WITH RAGE RN

YES! I'm so glad you liked the panopticon bit!! it felt like such a Wilbur-y bit of horrifying fun facts to share :D

Phil having more absolutely tragic dad moments has been much fun for me. Damn that guy is constantly going through it.

And your persisting disdain for Punz continues to delight me!!!

#as always your commentary is top notch!!!#thank you sm!#asks #nonotablechange #tddd #wake up.

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sapphire-innit · 3 years

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Saddest Beach Party Ever :(

Watch out for this one folks, it gets a bit dark -- mind the tags (though nothing outside of what you'd expect for.. this episode)

VOD: Tommy Is Left ALONE at his Exile Party with Dream (Start - 35:30)

(rp) I have Absolutely been putting off watching this one because I WILL cry and I am scared

I can't imagine what it was like to watch live and see NO ONE on the beach

He's keeping up a good face, adding more chairs... I'm not looking forward to it setting in.

like fuck man, fuck Dream for chasing of Ghostbur for MULTIPLE reasons but also because no one else even KNEW about the party :(

He's so excited about maybe seeing Tubbo I hate it Thanks

and now he's putting things down for Quackity and adding more things he's still so happy and excited (though you can occasionally see the mask break - there's a lot of nervous energy here)

"Where... no, well go place this" "why did Fundy leave the game" THANKS I HATE IT

Lazer and Fundy have been some of the people who have visited toooo :(

Tommy's face when no one is on the nether path.............. ouch

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log off right now green demon

log off RIGHT NOW

just stewing in silence ..... painful....

cc!Tommy really is one of the best actors on the server, this hurts quite a bit

............

I know that's Dream joining the call and I hate it

fuck

"I'm running a little late, sorry :)" >:|

fuck, Tommy apologized and tossed his armor immediately INCLUDING HIS GIFT SHOES AND AXE, Dream didn't even ask

Dream of course taking the chance to be '''''''benevolent''''.... probably as a reward for Tommy doing it immediately and without prompting >:|

and ofc Dream just straight up lies about the invites to rub salt into the wound. Cant have Tommy thinking people CARE ABOUT HIM OR ANYTHING.

Even mentioned Tubbo SPECIFICALLY YOU BASTARD "in L'manburg" was that truly necessary bastard

the sun setting... a symbol of hope... the symbol of their friendship.... disappearing into the ocean... I hate it :(

Dream pushing him into eating the cake.. "I've lost my appetite"

just digging in that Tubbo For Sure got the Invite Definitely and no one came except Dream.

"I didn't mind being a little bit late because I thought everyone else would be here" why did he keep pointing out he was late, kept hammering that point home. Like even Dreams attention is not important to Dream? like it has to be earned maybe ..?

"No one cares about me anymore" "that's not true" *BREAKS CAKE* "None of them care about me anymore"

IS HE BREAKING THE PATH OHNOOO ;-;

"No one cares... other than You(Derogatory)"

"Maybe they had something more important" I hate how Dream hides his digs behind sounding consoling it fucking SUCKS

I hate how depressed he sounds, how resigned

....threw away the chicken, and he isn't eating or healing. I knew to watch out for it but its never been this pronounced before. He's down to three hearts ;-;

"I'm pretty sure he burned it, or lost it" I do not believe that for a SECOND Dream, or at least its not as clear cut as it seems. Tubbo CARES ABOUT TOMMY, I *JUST SAW* a clip of him holding the compass aaaaa

ohno

"at least SOMEONE on this entire 30 person server got an invite" "He said he was going to give it to at least 13 people, and at least one person I saw give it in person"

ohno

ohnooooooooooo

he really is gonna toss the compass isn't he nooooooooo

...............

staring into the lava again. "he burned it. On purpose"

Dream quibbling ... but doubling down i hate it

.......its just... so clear he's not only thinking about the compass in lava

Dream shooting at the Ghast,,, telling Tommy to sleep on it, coaxing him back from the edge "almost fell off, careful Tommy" I hate it here

"I don't sleep anymore Dream" "I just want to go home" "Please can I go home" he sounds so broken ;A;

"why can't I stay" :( :( :(

"It's not like they want you anyway Tommy. No one showed up to your party and everyone was invited" And THIS is why Dream tanked the party on purpose. Because if Tommy thinks no one even wants him, he won't even try to get back, and will just stay under Dreams control. There's such a mental and emotional difference and toll from "Outside forces (Dream) are keeping me from going home and maybe I can subvert or change them" and "Home doesn't want me and they're better off without me"

It truly is creepy how Dream is trying to coax him with the Christmas tree, like he's trying to pull this balancing act because he can tell Tommy is on the edge of really giving up and I hate it so much

He still hasn't eaten

"c'monn you want to see the Christmas tree :)" overwriting his feelings as well ugh

"I'm sure if you asked them, they'd say they care about you" I see you invalidating any future concern someone might show him

ALSO TOMMY CALLING EXILE HOME IS SURE SOMETHING

.....him asking Dream to defend him is... painful. Especially having just watched the latest stream where he asked the same of Tubbo right after being triggered as hell ugh. He really has gotten used to being made helpless and depending on Dream, even on the one day he didn't get his armor and weapons taken away from him. He sounds so resigned :(

(( LOL OK THE DNF JOKE WAS PRETTY FUNNY THO))

he's bribing him with the trident and I hate it. Though at least hes enjoying it??? Mixed feelings on that. He ate too and I hate that Dreams honeymoon stage is w o r k i n g )

that is the most sincere I have ever heard Tommy say Dream cares about him and it FUCKING SUCKS

I know we never could have had "Happy Party AU" because Dream never would have allowed people to come and validate Tommy but man Trident tricks w everyone would have been nice

...lol someone pointed out the red looks like blood. the fake girlfriend bits are so Weird

Dream what do you GET out of this, why are you so OBSESSED. He spends so much time here

"I wont bring it up with them because that would be awkward" oof and I bet he won't believe it if anyone says they didn't get the invite will he oof

.. He pulls out the Axe but lets dream actually kill the skeleton, he already put it away before Dream even got on screen how many times do i have to say THANKS I HATE IT HERE before it becomes meaningless

So this was around the point (or maybe a little bit later, but talking about this point) during dsmp where I started seeing it cross my dash without any context and saw a lot of takes about "oh but they didn't get the invite" and I had NO IDEA why Tommy was so upset about what was clearly a misunderstanding or why he was making it such a big deal.... well I get it now

Tommy really really isn't in a place where he can believe someone when they say they didn't get an invite. And it Really Truly WAS a big deal and actually I'm 100% on Tommy's side on this issue now (though I also don't blame the other characters for this: See Big Green Bastard Man who is truly at fault) I can understand completely why he throws it in their face later though

He's doubting if he wants to go back now.. that was exactly the point of it all :(

"Thanks for letting me keep my armor today btw" I hate how sincere Tommy is about this. I hate how Dream has so effectively done this, where Tommy sees it as a FAVOR that Dream doesn't come and blow up all of his things and hard work and THANKS him for it.

People much smarter than me have pointed out how 1:1 this is to real abusive relationships and how well its portrayed. I don't have anything clever or insightful to say here I guess, just that its exhausting and heavy to watch (but also really powerful as well, because we DON'T see shit like this played this realistically, or in this much accurate detail)

I just want Tommy to be out of here safely and realize what is being done to him is WRONG and not his fault and be given a chance to actually heal. I know the likelihood of that in the future, considering whats to come, is also. complicated to say the least.

#dream smp #dream smp liveblog #dsmp exile arc #tommyinnit #c!dream critical #dreamwastaken #abuse tw #gaslighting tw #suicide tw #depression tw

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justpurechaos · 3 years

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I’m gonna live blog watching a Tubbo vod from December because it’s one am and I don’t know enough about the leadup to the exile arc

(the vod:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CpsDEjrtl7M)

- Oh wow It’s Ranboo, he’s just chilling, weird

- I love this era of Tubbos hair lol, it’s what I’m growing my hair to look like

- I forgot how centered around george some of this was

- Did George even do anything as king? Did eret?

- Oh my god it’s ghostbur I’m fucking crying

- They’re so much more casual with fourth wall breaking and joking mid lore

- Wow so many people are online I miss L’manberg

- Dream really sucks damn

- Fundy just shot the minutes man, he had 55 levels

- Tubbo is calling him Rambo.

- If I here Rambo one more time I will simply cease to exist

- There is a lot of pressure put on Tubbo here damn

- Tommy is popping off

- Tubbo’s ideologies here feel like the inverse of Ranboo’s current ideology

- Tubbo is also right tho Tommy is just trying to repeat history by recruiting Techno

- Besties this has happened before, don’t you remember the withers??? Using and betraying techno has not ended well historically

- I was gonna write a whole paragraph about the clingy duo and how much I love them but than quackity said Rambo again so I can’t

- Wtf is Ranboo doing

- Nooooooooo Tubbo oh my god

- Holy shit I never knew It went like this

- I have such mixed feelings about this

- It hurts a lot

- But Tubbo has a point here

- I love Tubbo so fucking much, but also I would like him to stop because this hurts a lot

- Oh dear god they’re comparing him to schlatt

- Tubbo is such a good actor jesus christ

- Tubbo and Quackity have a really interesting dynamic

- Couldn’t you all have discussed this BEFORE YOU TALKED TO DREAm

- I really wish he hadn’t exciled Tommy, I know teaming with Techno wwas a bad idea but this is also terrible

- Even if they don’t know how bad exile will be for Tommy

- This is honestly still worse for L’manberg

- Dream fucking sucks

- Ooh it’s the start of the butcher army

- I see what their goal was but it did not go well

- Like to be fair if they had successfully killed techno and dream l’manberg would still be standing

- It’s fucked up but it’s true

- I’ve decided I am both a technoblade apologist and a butcher army apologist /hj

- I’m not really joking though

- If they’d covered Karl Jacobs in propaganda better l’manberg wouldn’t be a crater

- Yes Tubbo this is probably communism

- We stan the minutes man

- Tubbo has referred to Ranboo as “The minutes man” significantly more times than his actual name

- “I assume he’s going to a new land, starting anew” Oh shit that didn’t age well now did it

- “He’s out there, he’s fine” Fuck you Dream

- How tf did dream get so much obsidian

- Didn’t l’manberg fight to be officially recognized already? Wasn’t that the whole point of the war?

- Oh weird I forgot dream and fundy were legitimately engaged

- When exactly did Quackity start hating Dream so much? Obviously there’s reason to but was there a specific thing that happened?

- “The minutes man is crazy”

- “Oh my god we’re trending” God when are you all not trending

Okay it’s like two am I’m gonna wrap it up here

My final thoughts:

Tubbo definitely fucked up here but I do really sympathize with him and it makes a lot of sense what he did

This actually relived any worries I had about the beeduo right now cuz clearly tommy and tubbo have been through way way worse and they’re still close

Tubbo clearly tends to put aside his relationships with people when making big decisions (or at least he did at the time). Like I sad earlier this feels like the inverse of Ranboos ideology of choosing people over sides. Tubbo valued his responsibility as president above the wellbeing of his best friend. I think he really failed to consider that letting dream control them is probably worse than a war would’ve been. Honestly I feel like what happened was the worst possible scenario. And yet I still like almost everyone involved.

#mcyt #dsmp #dream smp #tubbo #tommyinnit #fundy #quackity #ghostbur #dream #dreamwastaken #technoblade #ranboo #butcher army #clingy duo #bee duo #it's painfully obvious I mostly watch the beeduo #long post

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soap-stains · 3 years

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/rp- this is all just their characters! No ill will to any creators themselves.

This is just my reaction to Tommy's stream "I can't any longer."

FUCK FUCKING FUCK WHAT A GOD DAMN DICK c!DREAM IS

SPOILERS UNDER CUT

DID HE JUST SAY "THAT WASN'T IN THE SCRIPT" lol

WHAT A B I T C H HE BLEW UP TOMMY'S THINGS

I'M SO ANGRY ABOUT THIS

NOOOOOOOOO DREAM NOOOOOO

"No one can come and visit you, until you learn to listen."

GHOSTBUR BUILT THIS ALL, NOT TOMMY, YOU DICK

"Tommy, you would never, actually... You know. You're here for a very long time, Tommy."

I wanna hurt character Dream so much

Drista gave Tommy those tags and they're gone ;w;

At least he still has the photos/compass

The animatics after this are going to be so fuckin scary/scary good

.......and now he's gone. tommy's left with the rubble.

THE WAY HE WALKED THROUGH THE BROKEN PORTAL NO TOMMY

"I said I was sorry... I meant it..."

THE LAUGHTER AT THAT PHOTO OF TUBBO LMAOOOOO

"Happy memories..."

"Jump in the- no, no..."

TUBBO FELL LOL

Tommy, Tommy what are you

TOMMY

TOMMY STOP

NO NO NO NO NO HE'S GONNA JUMP

WHY IS TUBBO DYING?

GUYS STOP IT STOP STOP STOP STOP

"My only friend, Dream- Is gone."

TOMMY STOP PLEASE STOP

please tell me someone is gonna join please please please

Please someone help him, don't let Tommy die

I know i thought the idea of GhostInnit was interesting but i don't want this

TOMMY PLEASE STOP

PLEASE

GOD, THE PICTURES--

"He'd come to watch me."

Looking over Logsted

please please stop no he uncrouched come on tommy

TUBBO STOP DYING

i just saw people spamming flipinnit in chat

Tommy's realizing Dream isn't his friend

HE JUMPED- INTO WATER

Tommy!!! To your senses Tommy!!!!!!!

"He wasn't here because he was my friend"...

The chat's going god damn crazy

"I almost said 'It's only a disc.'"

HE'S BREAKING THE TREE? GIFT UNDER TREE?

OH SHIT HE DIED OOPS NOW HE'S AT SPAWN LOL HAS TO CALL DREAM

"My bed seems to have been destroyed..."

"This blooper reel is getting longer and longer."

let's pretend this didn't happen <3

I'm not going to forget Dream's death though that was hilarious, he's never gonna live that down

Who named this disc Mellohi lol

What the fuck are Ant/Ponk talking about

If I could sub I would </3

"No one [...] no one came here. And everyone left me."

"I'm the only one Dream's scared of. And he almost had me, for a little second there."

"We don't have to stay in this shit hole."

Heyyy found a chest with cool stuff!

Ooooooh he joined a VC, is someone going to pop in later? IS HE GOING TO GO FIND TECHNO???? TECHNO RETCONNED TOMMY FINDING HIS BASE BECAUSE IT WASN'T SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN YET IS IT GONNA HAPPEN

"Die, pig. I fuckin' hate pigs." okay, well.

"No one's gonna know!" "Dream's not gonna fuckin' know, is he?"

"As soon as I get back my disc, everything ends."

"He won't be able to find me." I mean yeah, technically not ig

I just realized how much I've calmed down haha

He's heading into the snow 👀

"I'm not like Dream."

YEEEEE THE LOG AND BELLLLLLL

"No one on this entire server knows where I am, now." THEY WILL IF YOU LEAVE HALF TREES DIMWIT

"Even Ghostbur left me." Oh yeah, where'd he go lol

Is he. Is he going to try and rob The Blade.

"Surely I remember..." Tommy you're not supposed to remember, idiot-

LMAO SOMEONE IN CHAT SAID "Tommy, did your balls just drop man"

Holy shit I forgot those weird ice skeleton mobs were still in the game I haven't seen one in years

"When have I ever done the work myself?" tommy hhhhhhh whyyyyyyyy

"we are smol and confused" - awesamdude

"I'm at Techno's house right now" "He commissioned a bee Farm" - Phil 👀

YOOOO ARE WE GONNA SEE PHIL HERE? no? ok

Techno what the fuck is in your basement

tommy you idiot lmao you're fuckin' dead

"Exile is awesome"

Chat is saying run????? IS HE GONNA LIVE UNDER TECHNO'S BASE?????

raccooninnit & dumbassinnit haha

Heyyy Eret joined! And Dream's gone! :D

"It would be nicer just to be home. No, no, no-"

Fundy is live ayyyy

THE BOY IS BACK AYYYYYY I haven't typed in a while trying to put MC on my brother's pc

WE'RE ENDING STREAM BOYS TIME FOR ME TO STOP TYPING AND DO THINGS

"I think shit's gonna get crazy from here."

#orange speaks #mcyt #dream smp #dream smp spoilers #dreamsmp spoilers #tommyinnit

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chasmbreach · 3 years

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LIVE BLOGGING FROM TOMMY

FRICK DREAM HE'S HERE HECC HE STOLE THE AXE I'M DYING

"don't be a baby" - dream OH HECC YOU

RANBOO AND TUBBO HAVE THE WEIRD SKINS WHAT'S GOING ON

DREAM'S THREATENING TO KILL AND REVIVE HIM OVER AND OVER IS SO TERRIFYING. AND JSCHLATT (the accidental kill was hilarious lmao)

"you have infinite lives tommy!" -dream "aw, you gonna cry?" - dream

THIS MAN. IS JUST MENTALLY TORTURING C!TOMMY AND GODS THIS IS TERRIFYING

Tommy is so terrified and he's so scared to trust i cannot. Phil please help him. I can't this is just so SAAADD.

tommy is, i can't, he's so paranoid and scared and i just feel so bad for him.

PHIL IS TAKING A RANBOO IDEALIST SIDE (in the sense that people are important, not side, not valuables)

(quick perspective change, b/c friend is watching technoblade and sapnap IS NOT PLEASE DON'T GIVE NIGHTMARE TO DREAM)

(ALSO TECHNO HAS LIKE 3 AXES LMAO. gods i'm so scared for sapnap and dream this interaction just terrifies me. c!dream terrifies me)

BACK TO TOMMY, I JUST WANT TO SAY THIS IS LIKE A CALM TO THE STORM AND I'M TERRIFIED

(sapnap oh nooooooooo, he's just, the negotiations i wanna fffff)

(OH DREAM IS AFTER KINOKO KINGDOM OVER THE ARMOR)

OH I JUST WENT BACK TO TOMMY'S PERSPECTIVE WTF HE'S ACTUALLY GHOST

RAPPLE RAPPLE RAPPLE AND NOW IT'S QUACKITY OH GODDDS

(SAPNAP'S LOST DREAM AND HE'S MEETING WITH KARL GODDSDADFDAFG)

All I can say is that it's nice that Quackity is attempting to comfort tommy

(KARL HAS YELLOW EYES)

I just appreciate that quackity is being the person for tommy right now, especially since i feel like tommy feels slightly betrayed by phil for freeing dream. even though he and quackity weren't on the best of terms at the beginning but they seem ok for now. WHICH IS VERY MUCH NEEDED CONSIDERING TOMMY NEEDS SOMEONE RIGHT NOW.

(JUST GOT INTEL FROM MY FRIEND W/ TECHNO STREAM CUZ I WAS KIND OF LATE TO THE LORE, BUT SAM WAS THE ONE WHO KILLED RANBOO AND NOW BOO IS HERE. also also i just keep remembering the one time phil talked about how ranboo detailed to him his idea of purgatory for c!ranboo, and how phil thought it was absolutely horrid, but amazing for c!ranboo)

RANBOO KEEPS MAKING ME HAPPY SCARED SAD ALL AT THE SAME TIME, AND TOMMY TRYING TO RECREATE L'MANBURG'S WALLS IS SO HEARTWRENCHING. and him calling himself big man is reassuring but also worring in the sense that he's trying to comfort himself.

"jack in a box" JACK IN A BOX. ALSO SAM GIVING AMMO IS SUCH A KING MOVE. oh also didn't mention this before but just ranboo saying "OH I FORGOT I WAS RICH" is just hilarious

mmmmm wilm

RANBOO SAYING "WHEE" IS A TERRIBLE SEROTONIN BOOST

"where is all the yellow" -ranboo please tell me that it was just a one off comment and not his "color" like how blue is ghostbur's color RANBOO WANTING DEATH IS JUST <:0000000

BOO SAYING HE SAW AND DIDN'T SEE GHOSTBUR IS LIKE CONCERNING BUT ALSO CONFUSING. SO RANBOO AND BOO BOTH WENT TO PURGATORY AND THEY BOTH SAW HIM. THEN RANBOO WENT TO HIS PURGATORY WHILE BOO WENT TO THE LIVEN SIDE???

i'm literally so confused tho why does ranboo have a scar if he's only on a 2nd life but not on his 2nd life?

ok live blogging end because everything is cooling down and lore will probably pick up later, but i have stuff to do today soooooo i'll catch up on other lore later. :] (should also check techno's stream to see ranboo's death)

#deepest dark #why is it today why is it today #this is the first time in a long time i've joined a live stream #it's ben ages since i've been this hyped over dsmp lore #dream smp #dsmp

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