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a-menagerie · 1 year
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I tagged 101 of my posts in 2022
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#ellie talks - 30 posts
#critical role x reader - 18 posts
#critrole reader insert - 11 posts
#vax x reader - 7 posts
#👀 - 5 posts
#caleb widogast x reader - 4 posts
#vaxildan x reader - 4 posts
#caleb x reader - 4 posts
#kingsley tealeaf x reader - 3 posts
#dorian storm x reader - 3 posts
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#5
You don’t have to write this if you aren’t comfortable but I am going through an absolutely awful time and would enjoy Vax cuddles. Could you maybe write Vax trying to help a depressed reader if you are okay with it?
You hear the door to your room crack open and burrow deeper into your blankets. Maybe if you pretend to be asleep, he’ll leave you alone.
“Love?” The side of the bed dips down as Vax sits behind you, resting a hand on your shoulder. At your silence, you feel the bed shift as Vax stands. You can hear his armor falling to the floor before he eventually slides into the bed behind you.
Vax carefully wraps an arm around you, his other arm working it’s way between your head and the bed. Once he’s got both arms around you, he pulls himself closer, pressing a kiss to your shoulder.
This is what you loved about Vax. He doesn’t press you to share what’s on your mind, even though it eats him up to watch you struggle.
With a sigh, you roll over and press your face into the curve between his neck and shoulder. Vax runs a hand soothingly along your back and presses a kiss to your head.
“There you are.” He says with a small smile. “Bad day?”
You hum in response, pressing closer to him. If only you could crawl into him, press yourself into his skin, forget where you start and he begins. Maybe that’d make you feel better.
“Can you just hold me a little while longer?” You murmur. Vax pulls the blanket tighter around the both of you.
“Of course. Whatever you need.”
90 notes - Posted March 29, 2022
#4
Hi, so if you’re comfortable writing this, would you be willing to write something for Vax where the reader finds out she’s pregnant (however they find that out in a fantasy world anyway) and how she tells Vax and his reaction?
You had to tell Vax.
That was the long and short of it. However, that thought made anxiety flutter in your belly. Leaving the healer had your head in all sorts of a mess. You could’ve gone to Pike, you muse, but something about that was even more intimidating.
You paced the room you shared with Vax in Whitestone, carving a path among the various items strewn about. Your cloak, a box of trinkets Vax keeps, the small pile of dirty laundry.
The sound of the door opening spooks you and you’re caught between staying standing to greet him versus trying to sit casually on the bed; when Vax fully gets the door open, he finds you wide eyed and in the middle of the room.
“Were you in the middle of something?” He asks, eyebrow raised and a smile dancing across his face. “I can leave and come back.”
“No, no!” You step towards him, grabbing his wrist and tugging him into the room. Vax lets the door fall close behind him as he follows your movements, his free hand raising to run his knuckles along your cheek. You lead him to the bed and let go of his wrist. “Will you…would you sit? For a minute? I need to tell you something.”
Vax eyed you curiously as he slowly lowered himself to sit on the bed. He rested his hands lightly on your hips, tipping his head to the side as he peered up at you.
“Did I do something wrong? That’s usually why people want to talk to me.” Vax says, squeezing your hips with a teasing smile on his face. “If I did, I’m very sorry and I’ll never do it again, probably. If I didn’t-“
“I’m pregnant.” You blurt out in the middle of his rambling. Vax stills, his grip at your waist loosening. After a long, loooong moment of his blank stare, you take a step back.
The movement seems to jostle Vax back to reality and before you can blink he’s stood, gathering you in his arms and swinging you in a circle.
“Say it again.” Vax says, breathless. You repeat yourself, a grin growing across your face as Vax’s face lights up even more. He peppers kisses along your face and you can’t help but laugh. Your feet are barely touching the floor but the smile on Vax’s face is all you can focus on.
Telling the rest of Vox Machina went about as you expected. Grog and Scanlan were quick to tease Vax with crude jokes but you could see how happy both were. Pike and Keyleth were thrilled, immediately asking a dozen questions. Percy was more politely congratulatory and Vex…at first, Vex gave you a very long, hard look. But that dissolved away into a warm, small smile. And if you saw tears in her eyes, well, no you didn’t.
Through the whole process, Vax could hardly take his eyes off you and one hand was always resting near your middle.
119 notes - Posted March 4, 2022
#3
Could you write some fluffy headcanons for Percy x reader but also the whole Vox Machina crew with a totally stressed, overworked reader?
I'm having a million things to do at work, teach prepare experiments, while also applying for jobs and prepare my practical and theoretical graduation exam.
Sometimes it can be overwhelming, some fluffy headcanons would be very appreciated. :)
Sorry it’s taken so long dear ! I hope your exams went/go swimmingly, that you find an enjoyable job, and that you are doing well ❤️
Percy
i think we can all agree that Percy is pictured in the dictionary beside “overworked” and “stressed”
So I’m not sure how long it’ll take for him to catch on that you’re in a similar position
once he notices though, he’ll gently fuss at you to take more breaks or share your work with him (the hypocrisy lol)
if the work can be done by anyone other than you, Percy does not hesitate to shove it on someone else.
If you tell him that you’ll relax so long as he joins you, he’ll moan and complain but put his work to the side. He wants you happy first and foremost and honestly, his work can wait
Enjoys strolling the Whitestone gardens with you as a way to unwind. He’ll tell you the history of the gardens or point out new plants Keyleth has helped him plant
Secretly takes on some of your workload for himself. after you’ve gone to sleep, he’ll slip out of bed and tackle a problem that’s been giving you trouble, leaving you a sweet note when he’s done
Vex
Let’s you keep working…for a little while. But when she picks up on you being stressed and overworked, she’s watching you like a hawk
The minute you stop, just to take a breath or grab a snack or whatever, she’s covertly dragging you away to do something else. But like, as a favor to her
“I didn’t want to interrupt your work, darling, but can I borrow you for a moment?” said with a soft smile, her hands already pulling you away
Doesn’t actually need you for anything, Vex just wants to make sure you’re taking breaks and relaxing
Vax
If you so much as mention being slightly stressed, Vax is swooping in and pulling you away from whatever work you’re doing
He absolutely does not enjoy seeing you be anything other than happy and content so he does anything in his power to help you relax and feel better
Overworked? Helps to figure out if you could delegate to anyone else. If it’s not a necessity that you do the work, then someone else can handle it.
Stressed? Immediately offers a thousand ideas of how you can relax. Let him play with your hair and give you a scalp massage. Go flying with his wings (you don’t think that’s nearly as relaxing as he thinks it is). Just lie in bed together and chat.
Keyleth
Prone to worry and stress herself, she picks up on your troubles quickly. But she hesitated to interfere- she doesn’t want you thinking she’s trying to order you around or that she thinks you’re incapable
She’s gonna try and help you through your workload, to the best of her ability. If it’s really outside of her capabilities, she’ll resort to bring you snacks and reminding you to take breaks
When it comes down to it, she’s not afraid to put her foot down. Whatever work that needs to be done can’t be so important that you’re harming yourself along the way.
Keyleth gets you to take walks with her, maybe go swimming if that’s an option where y’all are, picnics, or even just hanging out with the rest of Vox Machina
I feel like Keyleth is very much an empath. You being stressed makes her stressed. You’re supposed to be the level headed and pulled together one!
Pike
kind of goes into Mom mode tbh
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130 notes - Posted July 1, 2022
#2
Campaign 2 you say? 🤔
Could I please request something with Caleb being totally smitten with the reader since day one, meeting in that tavern? And maybe just little moments within the campaign where it's so blatantly obvious?
(thank you if you decide to write this, but do not feel obligated to! x)
“It’s just that you smell.”
“Jester!” You smack her arm. “You don’t just say things like that!” You lean around to look at the guy. “I’m so sorry for her.”
“I have heard worse.” Caleb reassured you.
“See!” Jester said and you let out an exasperated sigh. You give him an apologetic look and earn a small smile in response.
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Kindness is the easiest way to win Caleb over, especially if you are just so intrinsically kind. No motivations, just straight up a kind person.
Looking out for him and Nott is also a way to get his attention. Keeping them safe during fights, maybe helping them out with a few gold here or there.
-
“You in there?” Caleb finally managed to peel his eyes open and you stop patting his cheek. “There you are.”
His eyes wander past you to the sizzling remains of the priest and you frown, patting his cheek softly again.
“Come on, Caleb, let’s go.” You rose to your feet and Caleb followed you shakily, thankful for your hand on his elbow.
-
Being understanding of Caleb and his past goes a long way to earn his affection as well, though he’s a bit hesitant about it. He doesn’t feel like he deserves any understanding.
The less you judge him, the more he’ll be inclined to share, which leads to a stronger camaraderie between the two of you and growing affection on his part
-
A rapid knocking comes from your door. You open it to find Caleb, a wide grin on his face.
“Are you busy? I would like to show you something.” At your agreement he leads you up to the rooftop of the Xhorhaus, to a patch of bare rooftop away from the giant tree.
“It is not- it is not finished but I - I am excited to show you!” Caleb rambled, tugging you to one side then kneeling along the roof.
“Well, I’m excited to see it!” You grin, crouching beside him. He took out some string and started twisting it this way and that, making a cat's cradle. Caleb ignites it and the flames crawl across the strings then further, across the roof, in the form of a web. “Whoa!”
“It will, hopefully, be a bit stronger once I figure it out.” Caleb explains, watching the fire sizzle out.
“Gods, Caleb, that’s so cool! Did you come up with this yourself?” You ask as you place a hand on his shoulder. He nods, a faint blush across his cheeks. “You’re so fucking smart, that’s incredible.”
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Reading in the same room is also a good way to spend time with Caleb- it takes the pressure off him to socially entertaining and y’all still get to be together
Even if you’re not magically inclined, showing interest in magic is a good way to connect to Caleb. Especially if you show particular interest in the spells he designs himself.
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It takes a while but eventually, Caleb is reaching for your hand in the quiet moments. Soft whispers, pouring over tomes and maps. A firm body against yours at night. Caleb does not think he’s deserving of much but you convince him that he is, at least, deserving of your love.
131 notes - Posted May 1, 2022
My #1 post of 2022
Reader likes cuddling with Frumpkin, while Caleb wishes he was Frumpkin.
Finally finished up this drabble from ages ago, and I’m not completely happy with it but I hope y’all enjoy regardless 🌼 feel free to send in requests that you’d be interested to see ❤️
Caleb jolts back into his body, looking quickly to his side as Veth pulls her hand back to herself.
“I’m sorry!” Veth said, patting Caleb’s arm where she’d given him a slight slap, to bring him back to his body. “You weren’t answering me, I was getting worried…”
Caleb’s gaze drifts to Frumpkin, who was curled up against you. You who, fast asleep, had one arm thrown over Frumpkin, holding him to you even as you curled around him.
“Sorry, I’m fine.” Caleb replies to Veth, dragging his eyes away. Veth gave him a concerned frown, glancing quickly towards you and Frumpkin.
“Were you...were you Frumpkin?” Veth asks. Caleb flushes a bit, pointedly not looking back at Veth.
“No.”
Caleb watches as you let out a huff in your sleep, readjusting yourself and pulling Frumpkin closer to you. He’s pointedly ignoring the knowing and sad look Veth is giving him. It had been easier in the Tower. He could bury himself in a blanket of cats and pretend he wasn’t alone. He knew you did the same, choosing different cats each night - not unlike Jester. You didn’t need Frumpkin when there was a kitchen full of cats to choose from.
On this one night, when they’d had to fore-go the Tower, he’d let you borrow Frumpkin and he’d let himself have one selfish evening of pretending you were holding him.
“That’s almost creepy, Caleb.” Veth says quietly. She doesn’t want him angry but she also knows this isn't good for him.
“I-I know, okay? I’m working on it.” He pulls the hood of his coat up, effectively cutting Veth off. He could put his vision back into Frumpkin, but he won’t. Not tonight. The guilt of being caught, on top of the usual guilt of doing this, was enough to dissuade him.
-
“Caleb!” You called out, jogging a bit to catch up to him. The Mighty Nein were taking a break in Nicodranas for a while, much to everyone’s relief. The group had kind of splintered off, each doing their own thing, but you found yourself getting lonely. Spying Caleb seemingly unbusy was too good of an opportunity to miss.
He jumped a bit in surprise, but slowed and turned to face you. As you reached him, you looped your arm through his and leaned against his shoulder.
“Whatcha up to?” You asked.
“Ah, oh, nothing much. Jester said there was a book shop somewhere nearby so I thought I’d take a look.”
“Mind if I tag along?” Caleb shook his head, a slight blush rising across his face as he leads you down the street. “Oh! Maybe we can find another trashy romance novel for Jester, I’m pretty sure she’s read Tusk Love at least 3 times by now.”
You chatter at him as y’all walk the streets, searching for the bookstore. Caleb is mostly quiet, his arm a bit tense in yours, but you try not to let it get to you.
It took another ten minutes of wandering to find the small shop but it was worth it. Every open surface was crammed with books. Both you and Caleb stalled in the doorway to just take in the whole place. A small gnome woman greeted you both from behind a towering pile of books and beckoned you to take a look around.
Nearly an hour later, you and Caleb finally emerged from the shop. Coin purses lighter but a few books richer. You’d mostly grabbed books for some of the others; trashy romance for Jester, a flora guide you thought Yasha might appreciate, and a small cookbook written in both common and what appeared to be Zemnian.
Caleb had his own small pile of books, mostly anything he thought could be useful in the Mighty Nein’s adventures. Conversation came easier as the two of you discussed your picks. You split ways once back at the Lavish Chateau.
That night, you begged Frumpkin off Caleb again, turning him into your own personal teddy bear for the night. Not that Frumpkin ever seemed to mind, if the constant purring was any indication.
You told Frumpkin about your day, as a way to wind down. You even told him about the little cookbook you’d bought and confided in the cat that, just maybe, you could figure out a recipe to make for Caleb, to maybe remind him of home. Frumpkin just blinked up at you slowly.
The next morning, you sat at one of the tables in the Chateau as you slowly ate breakfast. Yasha had adored the book you’d bought her and was perusing it as she sat near a window, her food forgotten.
“Morning.” Caleb appeared on the stairs, coming to sit with you.
“Good morning, Caleb.” You replied, speaking around the fruit in your mouth. As Caleb settled in you noticed that Caleb seemed…less tense? Almost relaxed.
“Is that the book you bought Yasha?” He asked, gesturing towards Yasha.
“Yes! She’s really happy with it, thank goodness.” You grin, casting a happy glance towards her.
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172 notes - Posted April 27, 2022
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ofmermaidstories · 8 months
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ur post about oc fic and reader insert fic made me think about how every time i see a post dragging x reader it's kinda just... thinly veiled misogyny.
like i don't wanna get super deep or whatever but a good chunk of x reader writers (myself included) are just women or people socialized as women that have felt unloved or under appreciated in their lives because of their looks or their personality or their skills in things that women/feminine people are expected to excel in and i think that oc/reader insert stories give women a really important space to make themselves (or a version of themselves) the most desired thing which is something that they often don't experience. it's a space where women can feel comfortable and loved in a world where they're under appreciated and tossed aside because of things out of their control and it drives me up a wall when i see people shitting on these spaces and these works because these are just safe spaces for marginalized people PREDOMINATELY CREATED BY MARGINALIZED PEOPLE!!
n e ways this was a long rant oops..
omg see the thing that gets me about the occassional x reader/oc drag is that—the call is coming from inside the house LMAO. like, okay maybe original characters in fics aren’t a niche thing, but x reader sure the hell is, so you have to like, know internet culture/fandom to be aware of it let alone to start using it like an insult, you know? and i would argue that fanfic tends to be a hobby that attracts marginalised identities as you say, so like, why are we clowning on ourselves? LOL. it’s like a mathlete bullying the horse girl of their class, like, buddy—we’re both losers!!! get over yourself LMAO.
i think my favourite dig at x reader (specifically) that i’ve ever seen is some rando on tiktok saying it was fanfic for people who were popular in public school—i think it’s so telling of how other fans might view oc/reader content? like, “oh that’s just some straight girl shit, they’re not putting any effort into it/they’re stealing our precious ship boys for their pORN/they’re ruining the canon story by inserting themselves into it”. and idk—part of it is just human nature (we are always going to shit on things we don’t like, that is a fact) and part of it might be fandom/internet culture at large at the moment (the purity aspect/policing) but at the end of the day all we can do is tell them to eat dog shit when they sprout up in our spaces and ignore ‘em.
idk! it drives me bonkers though, because it does feel like these spaces/niches do get targeted unfairly for it—if it’s not for the simple crime of writing a love story with your favourite character, then it’s like… being old and doing it! because god forbid you be over the age of 18 and still enjoy engaging with fiction! don’t you have a mortgage to go pay? like—i never see that attitude (within a fandom space) directed at the grown-ass men and women and gender neutral pals who play like, Dungeons and Dragons. No one (within a fandom space!) tells them they’re weird for forty-hour long campaigns where they fight and fall in love and idk, put dragons in some dungeons or something. no—it’s the blatant love stories that get picked on. the ones written by girls (gender neutral).
romance—and falling in love—is one of the most universal feelings/acts in the world. we want to fall in love with everything! in every world! we wanna—fall in love and be loved by superheroes and the villains they fight and the monsters in the dark and the good guys that rush in with swords and the cute barista at the coffee shop down the road. if other fans wanna get hung up on the fact that a tiny fraction of others want to insert themselves in these incredible worlds and experience everything they want to (having powers; being saved. saving someone else—saving yourself) then that’s their problem lmaoooo. im sorry you can’t have fun and create whimsy for yourself by drawing an oc who wins the sports festival and saves bakugou from being kidnapped—but im built different. 😌 and im gonna have fun while im here.
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sailorhyunjinz · 3 years
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I always wonder how skz would react to an s/o with a LARGE SEX DRIVE SHSBDBS idk like guys r usually super horny but imagine if u were hornier than them HAHA
BRRRAH QUICK REACTION POST!
warnings: mostly dom!skz x gn!reader. impact play, nicknames, hickies, masturbation, exhibitionism, overstimulation, slight dacryphilia, sex toys, daddy kink, riding, degradation, dumbification. 
Bangchan: 
The thing is not that he wouldn’t like it,,, more like he would be tired?
Sure,,, he has good stamina but he would more prefer longer sex sessions that are more intimate and romantic rather than a bunch of quickies.
but thats like... 95% of the time, the remaining 5% is dicking you down so hard you won’t be able to walk because “you asked for it, you dumb fuck”
BUT THATS RARE
you would really have to get him worked up in order for that to work
and even then he would only go for maybe 2 rounds
“c-chan... one more time~” you said after cumming for the third time that night. “y/n, arent you sleepy?” he says, chuckling. you shake your head, “just one more time!” you say all giddy to which bangchan sighed. 
Minho:
ok now hear me out, im not gonna mix astrology in here,,, but i am going to mix astrology in here lmao
this boy a scorpio
a scorpio
meaning his intimate parts rule over his body (JUST SAYING TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT)
so he loves this. A LOT
any opportunity to be inside of you he’ll take
he’s hella horny and would like a s/o that matches that aura so HEY! fits perfectly (thats what she said)
show any sign of a sexual act and he wont hesitate to slam you against a table
legit as small as licking a lollipop 
“stop that unless you want my dick in your throat” he says, not even looking up from his phone as the sounds of you sucking a lollipop fills the room. you don’t stop, no, you go even harder. he looks up from his phone. “is that a yes?”
Changbin:
ahh... binnie binnie is head over heals for this
he finds it extremely hot that you initiate the sex most of the time
it shows that you really want him 
and he likes attention and feeling appreciated so this works
also has kind of a firey attitude
meaning that he gets worked up real quick
just like minho it doesnt take much for him to notice your sexual signs
“binnie~ i need you” you whisper in his ear as he’s working on something on his computer. you drag your lips across his neck and nibble on his ear before he turns around and glares at you with dark eyes. “princess/prince wanna play that game huh?”
Hyunjin:
shy to initiate so this makes it easier for him 
his stamina is relativly high
but i feel like there would be kiiind of a gap between the two of you since he’d be completely exhausted after a couple of rounds but you beg for more.
leaving him with no other choice but to give it to you
since he loves you too much to say no ><
i feel like he’d make fun of you for it 
LMAO I DONT KNOW WHY BUT JUST HE’D FIND IT FUNNY THAT YOU’RE ALWAYS SO DESPERATE
“hyunjin,, please!” you says in the nicest tone you could muster but only being mocked by hyunjin copying you in an annoying voice
“HyUnJiiinNn~” you burst into laughter, hitting him playfully on the shoulder. “thats what you sound like y/n!!”
but nah most of the time he will take it but always with some playfulness first. 
Jisung:
HORNY TEENAGER JISUNG AGENDA
all the time
no matter where or when
some of yall are about to be real mad at me but it must be said HASHAHAH STOP CHER STOP
he just gives me this hormonal teenager vibe
and so there’s a lot of fucking in a lot of unconventional places
simply because his angel wants it
it even borders to him being even hornier than you but you find joy in that
you’ve lost count of how many times you’ve caught him watching porn or masturbating BECAUSE IT HAPPENED OFTEN
and everytime it would lead to heated sex that could last for hours
“h-help me y/n! dont just stand there s-staring” he says, blushing a bit as he openly strokes his dick infront of you. you shrug your shoulders, closing the bedroom door and inching closer to the warm boy.
Felix:
tough one to read... hmmm.... 
honestly he wouldn’t mind
sure he’d be tired 
and therefore he’d rather prefer seeing you ride a dildo or something
because then you’re satisfied and he doesnt have to do much
NOT THAT HE’S LAZY
just that he likes to cuddle and chill more than being inside of you all the time
he’s sensitive which has its pros and cons
pro: easy to get horny
con: easily overstimulated
WHICH SURE you’d find it fun to torture him by keeping him cumming over and over again
but poor boy would be crying in the end
which only added to your horniness OOP
“y/n,, s-stop please im begging you,, ahhgh..” he moans from underneath you, you putting him through his fourth orgasm which is causing him to shake and cry as you didn’t stop riding him. “mhm... but I wanna cum once more, not fair... you can cum so many times but I can’t! be a good boy and shut up, maybe i’ll let you go after this round”
Seungmin:
giving me that same energy that chan has
but this time instead of 95:5 its more like 65:35
meaning 65% romantic puppy that wants to take his time with you, roaming his hands all over your body and really connecting with you
and the other 35% well... more like relentless pounding, all covered in love bites and hand prints (im drooling)
he becomes all hard dom when he’s stressed and soo...
you get him stressed which ok you feel bad about but... he gets to release all his stress (and cum) on you and you get what you want 
DING DING DING! win-win situation!!
so yeah he would like it most of the time especially when you’re stressed and especially when you’re a brat
turning him on by rubbing on his lap but running away the next second
he likes to make you obey rather than you already obeying. 
he was watching tv peacefully when you suddenly plopped down on his lap, starting to squirm about when watching a tv show. he held you down by the waist. “shh stop” he says once with a bitter tone but you didn’t listen, only continuing to move and feeling his member getting harder. “Is d-daddy getting hard?” you coo at him with a mischievous voice to which seungmin sighed, his hands snaking around your upper body and wrapping around your neck, pushing your back against his chest. “little fucker wanna play with daddy”
oml why did this become so aggressive i have a lot of pent up sexual frustration ASHASHS
Jeongin: 
he’d find it really hot in the beginning
but what he didn’t realise was how tiring sex is 
yk teenagers! learning as they go (i like how im talking about this as if im older than him LMAO)
catch his search history being: “is it normal to have sex everyday” 
he’d be sore :(( 
and when he told you that he probably needed to just cuddle he felt bad because he always wanted to please you
but the two of you would find your ways around it
vibrators EHHEHE
especially those remote control ones
he’d just go ham with those I KNOW IT
because just like felix, you’d be satisfied and he could chill for the time being 
beg pretty enough and he’ll give you the real thing
“b-but i need you now jeongin! stop with that fucking controller!!” you try to snatch it out of his hand but fail. “say please” he says, looking at you with sweet brown eyes. “pl-pleaseeee~!” he melts into a puddle of blushes as he speaks “alright but only because you’re a good one” 
HEY THIS WAS SO MUCH FUN WRITING!! send in sum more, i’ll make them into short reactions like these because my requests for the “official” reactions is closed (will probably open shortly) but YEEEAH 
thank u anon for your very very smart brain and for requesting HEH >< 
also this is not proof read so ignore any mistakes OOP
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cyaneyesullivan · 3 years
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listening to WAP and having thoughts...
i took my interest off petekey for a while to focus on other stuff, but everytime i listen to Fall Out Boy, the wonder and amazement spark back immediately... i’m still completely blown away (among other things) by how much Pete must’ve liked (loved) Mikey to keep up with it for so long -- or how much he feels in general. and even if the songs aren’t about Mikey (i have discussed this briefly), it doesn’t change the fact that Pete is absolutely tormented by his own emotions. it’s kind of fascinating.
with that being said, i’m in the mood to list off all the suspicious lyrics ever written by Pete that makes me go “damn, Mikey really did a disgusting number on him” or like, “poor Pete man”
disclaimer: again, these lyrics, let alone songs, might not be about Mikey, but i choose to believe so. i have to satisfy my fixation and bedazzlement on the fact that petekey highkey happened in the summer of 05. 
i’m only including my favorite songs or i’ll be here all night.
italic = my favorite lines
in no particular order:
Bishops Knife Trick (a LOT to unpack in this one): - And I’m living out of time, eternal heatstroke - Spiritual revolt from the waist down - To the places that we never should have left - I’ve got a feeling inside that I can’t domesticate, it doesn’t want to live in a cage, a feeling that I can’t housebreak - And I’m yours, ‘til the earth starts to crumble and the heavens roll away - I’m struggling to exist with you, and without you - I’m sifting through the sand, sand, sand, sand, looking for pieces of broken hourglass - Trying to get it all back, put it back together, as if the time had never passed - I know I should walk away, know I should walk away - But I just want to let you break my brain - And I can’t seem to get a grip - No, no matter how I live with it
Heaven’s Gate (some interesting elements here that describe Pete’s all-consuming yet destructive love) - If there were any more left of me, I’d give it to you (this one is just a personal favorite, not particularly related to Mikey) - Go out in the world, start over again and again, as many times as you can - ‘Cause everything else is a substitute for your love - I’ve got dreams of my own, but I want to make yours come true (another personal favorite lol) - You’re the one habit I just can’t kick
The Last Of The Real Ones (i adore this song but it leaves a lot of space for vague interpretation, so I’ll just list off my favorite lyrics that give me goosebumps when I think they’re meant for Mikey) - You are the sun and I am just the planets, spinning around you - You were too good to be true, gold plated, but what’s inside you? - I know this whole damn city thinks it needs you but not as much as I do, as much as I do - I wonder if your therapist knows everything about me - That ultra-kind of love you never walk away from - I am a collapsing star with tunnel vision, but only for you - My head is stripped just like a screw that’s been tightened too many times, when I think of you - Just tell me, tell me, tell me I, I am the only one, even if it’s not true, even if it’s not true
Just One Yesterday (oh my lord, this one lmao -- honestly the whole song has this odd vibe that it’s a pointed jab at Mikey) - Anything you say can and will be held against, so only say my name - I’d trade all my tomorrows for just one yesterday (any notion that suggests Pete is obsessed with the past is a win) - I want to teach you a lesson in the worst kind of way - I don’t have the right name or the right looks, but I have twice the heart (i just feel like maybe he’s implying he’s not a girl and that does not please no-homo Mikey) - If I spilled my guts, the world would never look at you the same way (lol) - And now I’m here to give you all my love - So I can watch your face as I take it all away
Headfirst Slide Into Cooperstown On A Bad Bet (my ultimate favorite of FOB. unbeatable. i had to put it here if only to honor it) --> i talked about it before -- there are no obvious marks of petekey here, but i made a post on it in the past
Immortals (lolol) - I am the sand in the bottom half of the hourglass (hourglass, time, past, bottom half, Pete is still waiting for Mikey, blabla) - I try to picture me without you but I can’t - ‘Cause we could be immortals, immortals, just not for long, for long - And live with me forever now, pull the black out curtains down (blocking public exposure?) - I’m still comparing your past to my future - It might your wound but, they’re my sutures (Pete’s heartbreak = big inspiration that keeps him writing lyrics therefore having a career?)
Centuries (obviously) - Some legends are told, some turn to dust or to gold - But you will remember me, remember me for centuries (they must have done super crazy shit back in 05) - And just one mistake, is all it will take, we’ll go down in history (presumably, their story must be so nuts it will end up in a massive gossip explosion) - Mummified my teenage dreams (his songs lol) - No it’s nothing wrong with me, the kids are all wrong, the story’s all off, heavy metal broke my heart - Bruises on your thighs like my fingerprints - Cause I-I am the opposite of amnesia (notable, since there is concrete evidence of their ‘lovestruck summer’ in the form of a million of his lyrics) - You look so pretty but you’re gone so soon - We’ve been here forever, and here’s the frozen proof (again, his lyrics, photographs, dramas, tweets etc)
Irresistible (honestly, the whole song lmao) - Mon cheri (i’m only putting this one down because, little story: i didn’t know about petekey when i first listened to this song, and i’m french, and when i heard this for the first time i was like, wtf, people keep wanting to use french words and end up using them wrong. well, oops. maybe the use this time wasn’t as faulty as i thought)
HOLD ME TIGHT OR DON’T - I neve really feel a thing, I was kind of too froze - You were the only one, that even kind of came close - I took too many hits off this memory (memory = joint? lmao) - Another day goes by (without Mikey?) - So hold me tight, or don’t (basically, settle or fade) - Oh no, no, no this isn’t how our story ends - I got too high again when I realized I can’t not be with you or be just your friend - I love you to death but I just can’t, I just can’t pretend, we were lovers first - Confidants but never friends, were we ever friends? (interesting point since they never really had a lasting friendship. it’s a well known fact they helped each other with their own monsters (so, confidants), but after the whole summer fiasco, their friendship was at best on and off, and even then, there’s a lot of mourning on Pete’s end. poor guy) - ‘Cause I’m past the limits, the distance between us, it sharpens me like a knife
Jet Pack Blues - I’m the last one that you’ll ever remember - And I’m trying to find my peace of mind - She’s in a long black coat tonight (someone, in a significant night, has been in a long black coat too) - Did you ever love her? Do you know? Or did you never want to be alone? (notable, Pete is questioning whether or not his ‘love’ could stem from loneliness, because this shit happens way too often than should be) - Don’t you remember how we used to split a drink? It never matted what it was - I think our hands were just that close, the sweetness never lasted, no Novocaine (i like this one in particular because it just seems to suggest that Pete will never be finished with this, and will haunt Mikey forever, either to get revenge for being left behind or relive that one unforgettable summer) - I will always land on you like a sucker punch (omg lmao) - I am your worst, I am your worst nightmare - If you knew, knew what the bluebirds sing at you, you would never sing along - Because they took our love and they filled it up, filled it up with novocaine and now I’m just numb - I don’t feel a thing for you (sure) - I’m just a problem that doesn’t wanna be solved - I feel like a photo that’s been overexposed (i wonder if it’s because of all the junk he posted on livejournal) that concludes it! of course, there are so many more obvious songs, like Fourth of July and Bang the Doldrums, but i don’t love those songs, so i didn’t include them. and side note, the lyrics hit that much harder when Patrick is the damn singer and makes everything hurt. but i’ll rant about that in another post, maybe.
(it doesn’t really matter who sees this or doesn’t -- i just wanted to put this out somewhere. petekey will forever be so interesting. the impact Mikey (or whoever Pete wrote about) had on Pete is just unbelievable to me.)
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raptorclawzz · 3 years
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So like.... because you mentioned it, and because I am an awful smitten shipper - any thoughts/headcanons about the Kamakiri/Fukidashi ship that you might be willing to share? (I've been really enjoying your Kamakiri headanons, so I wanted to say something about that too.)
Hey hey!! Sorry for getting to this late, I’ve been busy all day LMAO but I’m so glad you asked, thank you!! I hope you enjoy these headcanons :DD Gonna cut it in half, hope you don’t mind :))
Also sorry if a lot of these are about Kamakiri, I’m literally addicted to him, I hope you don’t mind 😭 LMAO
Kamakiri never really had a problem with Fukidashi but, Kamakiri being Kamakiri and wanting to keep up his “reputation”, he was still a bit of an ass to Fukidashi in the beginning of the school year
When Fukidashi confessed that he had a crush on Kamakiri, Kamakiri thought it was a joke and laughed. Once he realized it wasn’t a joke, ohhhh boy his heart dropped and his face turned reddd
If he’s saying something sweet or complimenting Fukidashi on something, in public, then he’ll get down to Fukidashi’s height a bit more and speak softly and a bit quietly since he likes to keep up his tough and mean reputation lmao he doesn’t want people to know he’s a bit soft, y’know?
Fukidashi doesn’t fear bugs as much as he used to anymore, thanks to Kamakiri. Plus, he feels bad whenever he kills one and Kamakiri watches cuz Kamakiri always has this sad and hurt look on his face, it literally bums him out to much to see someone kill a bug
Lemme just say- Angry, tough punk dude x dramatic, friendly art dude 😩
Kamakiri is literally TERRIFIED of accidentally cutting Fukidashi with his blade mandible things, or just accidentally hurting him in general. It would literally make him feel like shit
Fukidashi is one of the only few people to see Kamakiri with his hair down and unstyled. He thinks it looks cute both unstyled and styled :))
Before they started dating, Kamakiri being Kamakiri, would try to intimidate Fukidashi by either trying to make him flinch or by threatening him but Fukidashi just,,, wasn’t phased LMAO he just wasn’t scared of Kamakiri and this confused Kamakiri and lowkey made him a bit frustrated
Kamakiri kinda tried to deny and push his feelings away when he found out that he had a crush on Fukidashi but it just wouldn’t go away, no matter what he did
Once Kamakiri found out that Fukidashi liked butterflies, he immediately went out to catch one. Once he caught one, he caught it in a little plastic cage thingy and gave it to Fukidashi with a huge smile on his face, feeling proud of himself. This made Fukidashi super happy, since Kamakiri put al that effort into catching one just for him!! Super sweet!!
They’re both not really the jealous type but Kamakiri’s definitely the more jealous one LMAO
Whenever Fukidashi shows Kamakiri a drawing he made, Kamakiri’s always so supportive - “Woah that looks so good!” “You’re so talented!” “You did amazing, looks great!”
I said this in a post before but Kamakiri often makes trips to the convenient store before school or just whenever he wants- but anyways, he always makes sure to text or call Fukidashi to see if he wants anything. If he gets snacks and a drink then so does Fukidashi :))
Kamakiri doesn’t really like PDA but Fukidashi would kinda ignore that and always give him hugs. Kamakiri’s grown to not care anymore but Fukidashi respects his boundaries so they never kiss or anything like that in public. Hugging and secret hand-holding is okay with Kamakiri but nothing too extreme
Fukidashi has definitely drawn Kamakiri without realizing it like, okay so, he’ll just be bored and kinda zoned out so he just draws and just let his hand do whatever it wants and then when he sees that he’s drawn Kamakiri, he’s like “Oh wait,,, Oh I drew Kamakiri OOPS”
Also here’s this >;))
Someone- Hey! How y’all-
Kamakiri- *Aggressively growls*
Someone- AAAAA GET YOUR FUCKIN MANTIS BITCH
Fukidashi- He don’t bite
Someone- YES HE DO
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wickymicky · 3 years
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So it's not sorting members and biases, but how would you rank weki meki albums (by whatever criteria you feel like doing lol)?
ooooo hmmmmmm............. thats interesting..... okay i’ll try it haha
WeMe - i actually went into making this list thinking that Lucky would be number 1, but the more i think about it and look at the tracklist... actually i think it’s WeMe lol. IDLYG is such a unique debut song and i dont care what anyone else says lol, i adore that song. Stay With Me is pretty iconic too. it’s not necessarily one of my favorite bsides of theirs, but it’s good. Neverland is underrated though for sure, i really like that song. and then Fantastic is honestly a candidate for being my favorite Weki Meki bside haha that song is just so... i dont even know, lol. undercover. superlover.
Lucky - this is one of the most solid mini albums in kpop, imo. Lucky is a fantastic intro, La La La is such an underrated title track, Iron Boy and Metronome both slap... i like the album’s vibe a lot
Hide and Seek - Oopsy is great, and Dazzle Dazzle was included on the album too, and normally when previous non-album singles are included in a subsequent album i think it’s kind of a waste of a space, but in terms of making a list like this, i gotta factor in the fact that this album has two title tracks on it lol. in this instance that’s a good thing. but not just that, Moya Moya is another one of my favorite bsides from them. The Paradise is fantastic too, i really wanna see what other stuff Suyeon writes if this is what we can expect haha. honestly with how much i wrote about this one... maybe i even like it more than Lucky? i’ve been thinking that Lucky is their best or one of their best mini albums for basically the whole time that i’ve been into Weki Meki, so i’m gonna have to put more thought into this before i make a decision that drastic hahaha. for me, that’s a big deal lol, i dont wanna just declare Hide and Seek better than Lucky unless im 100% sure. i’ll ruminate on this
Lock End LOL/Week End LOL - okay, so, this single album is above their other remaining mini album. oops. normally i wouldnt ever put a single album above a mini album (and probably wouldnt put a mini album above a full album), but like... this one has PICKY PICKY and TIKI TAKA lmao... i’ve listened to Tiki Taka more than countless other songs from groups i also love, and i’ve probably listened to Picky Picky more than i’ve listened to some entire groups, lol. and Whatever U Want is ANOTHER favorite bside. Petal Fortune is nice, i like it, but it’s not something i listen to that often. but so those first three songs are incredible and they literally (not a joke) changed my life haha, Picky Picky is my favorite kpop song of all time... but the reason this album isn’t higher is just because tbh i would need another banger song, i think. at least one more. it has my favorite song on it, but it is just a single album, even with the Tiki Taka repackage. 
Kiss Kicks - okay now things are getting controversial. Crush isn’t my favorite title track and i’ve made no secret of that lol (but i do still love it, dont get me wrong), but i love True Valentine. ive been saying various bsides are “possibly my favorite”, but i think if i had to actually pick one (and only one) favorite bside right now, it’d probably be True Valentine. but so the controversial thing about this placement probably isnt the fact that Kiss Kicks is so low... because it’s only a single album with just three songs on it.... the controversial thing is that this album is above-
New Rules - sjdklmvldsfg,sf;lg. i LOVE Cool. it was my fifth favorite song last year, which is like super high praise from me lol, i put a LOT of thought into my top 10 list. being in my top 5 is like putting it in the S Tier lol. but uhhhhh idk... i’m just not feeling any of the bsides. Just Us, the one that the members wrote, is nice and it’s meaningful but it’s not something i’ve listened to very often. i dont even remember D-Day (that’s my bad, i should listen to it again). and Sweet Dreams... i know a lot of people like it, but... and this is gonna be a controversial opinion... i just can’t get into it. i could elaborate on that but i’ve written enough already lol... i don’t hate it, it just doesnt really work for me, it’s hard to explain.... well anyway lol. I do love Cool though
i could edit these to be more readable, it’s really clear that i’m just talking to myself in a stream of consciousness, but i’m not gonna proofread lmao this is just a tumblr post. i just like to ramble about the things i like haha, thank you for giving me an opportunity to do so hahaha. i already think about this kinda stuff on my own, without posting it lol
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leggomylino · 4 years
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I saw someone else do one of these about a week ago, and it’s been on my mind to do one as well. It’s a very sweet gesture and I want to let all my mutuals know that not only do I see them and care about them, but I also really appreciate y’all as well! So without further ado, here’s my shoutout to each and every one of you! ->
@lovesickmark​ -> I’m pretty sure you’re like, the first person I really connected with on here? If not THE first then definitely one of the first. I know you’ve been going through a lot and I respect that; I’m cheering for you from the sidelines tho, just remember that! It’s been wonderful having you around so I hope you’re doing well and that you keep moving forward. <3
@jisungx2​ -> JOSIIIIIIIE >A< My INFP sister. I’m sure things have been kind of annoying and rough for you too, what with the holidays here and having to work Black Friday and most the rest of the season (holy cow I salute you and I’m really glad you didn’t die. Ily man.) It makes me so happy when you leave cute asks in my box like “hope you have a great day!” or “[enter cute chain mail here]”. You’re just very cute 😞😞 and I really wish you all the best this holiday season! I hope you’re taking care of yourself and remembering to take breaks when you need it. Remember the storage room excuse. Ily bro man.
@iiasha​ -> We haven’t been talking for very long but like, omgosh I love talking to you oops. 😂😅 Idk sis, I guess because most of my mutuals are a bit younger than me it’s nice to have someone who’s the same age I can relate to? And also someone to guide me through the confusing but quite entertaining world of the Seventeen fandom 💍 (I’m on my laptop and I couldn’t find the giant diamond emoji don’t @ me). ALSO! YOUR WRITING!! IS SO GOOD!!! Ugh I STILL gotta get to that Jimin alt. ending 😫😓 But I’ve been very invested in working and my language studies as of late while procrastinating on my other works rip. ANYWAY! I APPRECIATE YOU!! LET’S TALK MORE!!! YEEHAW!!!!
@joully​ -> You and I are still going to take over the kpop industry with our band, right? Shoot, what was the name of it again?? 😂😂 I don’t remember RIP...anyway, we don’t talk hardly as much but, I still see a lot of your posts and think about you! You’re really talented and I’m totally jelly of your piano skills 🥺🥺 Like dang I wish I could play half as good sis. Also, I’d really like to visit Germany one day! My dad’s best friend lives there, they met while he was travelling Europe in the army. He said we may go there one day and if we do, or if I just have to make my own adventure, I’d love to meet at a coffee shop and say hello. <3 Please continue taking care of yourself and come talk to me sometime! If you don’t, I will!! Lol 💕
@minniewoos​ -> 😎😎 <- SEE I REMEMBERED ❤️ I really hope your anatomy final went well! I bet it did <3 And if you haven’t taken it yet, you’re going to do great, I know! ^^ We haven’t talked for long but, I enjoy talking to you a lot. It’s always nice and appreciated to have another stay to bond with and just chat about how dumb boys can be but wow they sure are cute while doing it. Sigh. Anywho, I’m looking forward to talking with you more, and if you ever get a chance, I’m excited about getting to maybe study Korean together!  천천히 해 💓
@kpoptrashx2​ -> Luisa!!! We don’t really speak as often either 🤔 But I really appreciate that you’re always there to help me with my writing and give me pointers when I need it. Thank you so much for that! It’s truly very helpful because as a writer I have no idea how something is going to sound to others who have no idea what’s going on inside my head. ^^” Not only that but it’s a joy getting to chat with you as well. 💓 I hope you’re doing well and that we’ll get to catch up soon!
@hanniesunshine​ -> Omgosh sis I cannot wait for your story to come out! You know the one I’m talking about so I won’t accidentally spoil anything lol. But anyway! I hope you’re well and that you’re doing alright. We haven’t talked for very long but I had so much fun talking about your story with you, and I’m looking forward to chatting about even more stuff! 🥰
@bopping-to-my-kpop​ -> Sis you betta talk to me more or imma come after you 😤😤 Don’t test me I’ll dang sure hold another court case if I have to! And it’ll be totally rigged because I’ll be in charge of everything! The judge? It’s me. The jury? Also me~ Any outside opinions? I have influence in all of them! 💞 ...Nevertheless, I really hope that you’re well, and please know that you can come to me for anything :c Even if it’s just to take your mind off of something negative and you need a laugh. I’ll see what ridiculous shenanigans I can cook up for you, okay? You’re never a burden, I love helping people (esp. people I care about!) so please stop by anytime!! #westanemmainthishouse 🥀
@xxsanshinexx​ -> I haven’t talked to you in forever but I really hope you’re doing well! I haven’t seen many posts from you recently :(( Idk if you’re just busy or if I’m blind, but if you ever get a chance I’d love to catch up! Whatever you got going on please keep doing your best and remember to take your time as well. <3
@spuds-potato​ -> 🌟🌟🌟 B)) What’s poppin little sis? I hope you’re doing well as well, and I’m still waiting for my story 😤😤 Remember if Celi dies she’s dragging her bf down with her okay?! Okay. Some Romeo and Juliet action going on 😂😂 Aaaaaaanywho, I’ll have to pop in soon on Insta and you can tell me about your day! Remember boys are dumb and drink plenty of water~ 💗💗
@chanscoffee​ -> I know you’re super busy but I totally miss talking to you 😭😭 and I hope you’re well. I rarely use Snap but I need to hop on there sometime and maybe we can chat! Or on Insta. Idk we’ll see. Whatever you have going on just know I’m still supporting you and I’m here if ever you need someone. 💖
@daydream-jwoo​ -> Okay I’m telling you now imma be texting you soon! Seriously sis how have you been?! We have so much to catch up on! 😩😩 The holidays have managed to be both crazy and slow at the same time some how? Like time has been completely nonexistent and a total paradox lately. 🗿🗿 It’s wild. Anyway imma keep this one short bc it’s been so long and I’ll text you soon!! 💝💝
@thevampywarlock​ -> Give me a minute.........okay. *deep breath* AAAAH I THINK YOU’RE REALLY CUTE!?!?! ...Aaaaaanyway uwu” The stories you write are so cute and just, small wholesome things that you manage to extend and expand upon? Does that make sense? I really admire that. It’s like subtle but I definitely see it and eventually I’m going to come around to going on a reblogging spree \o7o/ But until then I hope you’ll consider stopping by and talking with me more? You’re a wonderful author and I think you have a kind heart. ^^ <3
@jisungsjheekies​ -> Oh sis. We gotta chat more too! Your stories are also very cute and well written and idk why but, I feel very compelled to support both you and @backhugsforhyunjin​ and whole squad. It’s very strange and I don’t mean to alarm anyone 😂😅 I just...can’t really explain it other than I feel like y’all are good people and I’d love to get to know you better. Anyway I’ll cut this short to avoid making anything unnecessarily weird, but, I’d really love to talk with you more! And I def support and appreciate you!!
@backhugsforhyunjin​ -> Sis you too, we def gotta chat more 😤 If you ever need anyone to talk to, I understand we aren’t close at all but I’m available to listen or give advice if you need it? 😅 Also, you’re a wonderful author as well. I really wish the best for you and hope to hear from you more in the future. If anything, please remember to take your time and know that there are people cheering for you! You got this, whatever it may be!!
@gaiyofanfiction​ -> Asdfghjkl now that we’re buds ofc I had to make you a part of this too 🤪🥳 I think we could use a team name, what do you think about #TurkeyDragons?  Bc the NCT float?? 😂😂 I like it honestly...but if you hate it lmk lmao. I hope we get to talk more soon and I’m really looking forward to an update of Twisted Karnival! One of the greatest fanfics I’ve ever read on here 😞✊ Of course with the Holiday season here updating isn’t super important, y’all pls take care of yourselves first and I hope you have a wonderful holiday season! (p.s. if anyone else is reading I wish this for y’all as well!) ❤️🎄
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. . . That was a lot. If I’ve forgotten anyone I sincerely apologize and I love and appreciate you as well! Please don’t be mad at me 😩😩 At the end of the day I really do love and appreciate all my followers and mutuals, y’all are all fantastic and I’m always rooting and cheering for you like the Mom in every Pokemon rpg ;-;-;-; Keep going and become the Pokemon Champion okay? And I mean really go kick Gary’s ass, because he’s an ass and needs his ass whooped after all the crap he puts you through in Red/Green. I can’t wait for a reboot to come up on Switch so I can kick his butt all over again 😤🤭🥴 Anyway x9,000, thanks for coming to my Appreciation Ted Talks and I sincerely hope you all have a wonderful day and rest of 2019, as well as a happy New Year and an amazing 2020! ...Dear son of a biscuit it’s gonna be 2020. Wow. Letting that sink in. Where’s the rewind button? Actually I’m not sure if I wanna go back maybe it’s best if we bury this year for the most part and start over 👀💧
OKAY THAT BEING SAID EVERYONE GO OUT AND TAKE DOWN GARY!!! ILY ALL WOO 화이팅!! LET’S GET THIS 2020 BREAD after a cup of eggnog and some holiday celebrations uwu Peace out and again I love y’all! 💝
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djpurple3 · 5 years
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TS INKTOBER DAY 17
me???? skipping another two days inktober?? it’s more likely than you think.
prompt was : “Take your fave character or OC and reimagine Steampunk versions of them!”
and i got carried away enough to draw 3 characters instead of 1 but also too busy to colour these bad boys so instead here is a wholeass steampunk AU i started making. Also Oops Virgil is the only one who looks like he’s Actually properly steampunk please forgive me.
maybe i will colour this one day. I accidentally made a story oops. Gonna put it below the cut because it got LONG again but plz read??? Now to go back to writing my last uni assignment before i run out of time asofkhsglhfjglrkhsdogdfjdjgd
@leiasolo77​ @thatsthat24​ @guglefug​
Remus was one of the 2 sons of the king of this as of currently generic steampunk world, where Dee was one of his body guards and Virgil was actually the son of one of the court entertainers but he was also a great mechanic so he was useful around the Steampunk Castle or whatever. However there was an attempt on the royal lives where some people blew up the palace during a big function like a ball. They killed the king and queen successfully. They didn’t get Remus or Roman (and Remus knows Roman isn’t dead, and is doggedly searching for him), though the explosion did take out both his legs and Dee’s hand (and badly scared Dee’s face). Virgil took them both to Logan, who was a one of the leading mechanics in the area especially in the realm of prosthetics. (Remus had met Logan multiple times, and really liked him A Lot, which is why he has an owl tattooed on his chest. I mean he also saved his life so that’s Hot but he liked him before that anyway. He’s not convinced Logan likes him back but Logan did get a matching octopus tattoo so ???? But after they went on the run, he hasn’t seen Logan since. He hopes he’s alright (Logan’s with Roman jfkhslhgsg dramatic irony) and he really hopes to find him again someday)
Dee’s hand is multi-purpose now, so it’s a functioning hand which can retract to sprout (?? not the word i want but :/ oh well) a blade. Dee decides to take this as a blessing because now he always has a weapon On Hand (ha) to defend Remus with. Despite the fact the monarchy has solidly fallen over now, Dee takes his security job even more seriously than before. It’s probably because they end up in more dangerous trouble a lot more often now, and it’s totally not because he just Likes Remus a lot too.
Virgil got away mostly unscathed, especially seeing as he was nowhere near the ballroom at the time, and he’s the one who makes sure his idiot friends’ limbs are still functioning. Because of his dad, he is also a surprisingly good dancer. This comes in more handy than you’d think.
Virgil is the braincell of the group. Remus is the muscle. Deceit is kinda the leader?? He has a lot of technical knowledge but not a lot of Street Smarts (virgil’s job). he’s also the one who makes sure they don’t Die most of the time. Remus knows a lot about the world in like super detached ‘i was taught this out of books’ way. The three of them make an amazing team esp when it comes to scavenging and dodging authority; because people are either looking for the royal sons to put them back on the throne (which is a little dodgy??) or to finish the job ie kill them (which is even more dodgy lmao).
OOPS this was a long post again my bad ENJOY MY 1AM RAMBLINGS
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dcarhcarts · 5 years
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This.....is the 1000th post on this blog, and I definitely waited until that could be true to post it, and that’s honestly? Very fitting. Seriously, you guys are a m a z i n g and I have literally never done a milestone before so I can’t tell you what it’s supposed to look like?? But we’ve somehow Miraculously (tm) managed to reach 100 followers and - anyway, this is going to be me very unprofessionally gushing about everyone because....I love you all and you’re all amazing aaaaaa. I’m??? Literally so blessed to have made friends and write with all of you. Y’all with multiple blogs, I’m only tagging once so I don’t spam your feed ok? And - as usual, this is going to get Long, because everything I do gets Long apparently. I tried to do it chronologically but IDK how well it worked oops.
THE LOVES OF MY LIFE, THE SUN IN MY EYES, MY MOON AND STARS
@ccrrupticn  / D!!!! you are?? literally the reason I made this blog?? Without you, this thing would n o t mcfreaking exist omg!! You’re such an amazing writer (seriously, you manage so many muses and you give them all such distinct voices??? witchcraft???) and also so ???ridiculously kind! I love gushing to you about our Kids and you’re honestly A Saint (tm) for dealing with all of my blog construction/life related breakdowns, my crazy crossover headcanons and crashing into your inbox rambling about musicals <3 I miss talking to you so hmu whenever you come back if you want!!
@personnages /  Lynna!! You’re like an Actual Angel. I think you were the first person!! who talked to me??  And You were So Nice and Welcoming that you literally soothed half of my fears coming into rpc like immediately?? You basically helped me figure out how diminutives work and you’re responsible for me adding at least 3 of my muses and I cannot tell you how much I love you and every time you pop onto my dash/feed/discord/etc, it just makes me happy inside <3 Definitely 100000% will follow you to every blog (if you’ll have me lmao) regardless of fandom!! i’m super excited about all of our ship/friendship roulettes and you’re just an absolute joy to talk to.
@nikolacvnas / LYDIA goodness you are a W O N D E R. Probably the best? Historically based blog I’ve ever encountered, and definitely one of my favorite parts of the Anastasia rpc!! The care and research and attention to detail that goes into your portrayals are a s t o n i s h i n g? Your Tatya is divine, your Maria is So Lovely and I Cry For Joy that you write Dima honestly. I’d been eyeing your blog for a little bit before I made my own - and I was honestly a little scared of you when we started cause you are a GODDESS and I am a potato, but then we talked??? and you’re hilarious and a ridiculously kind person and I love you? And of course, I love your dog (the cutest in the universe).
@mythostold / LESLIE~  Different blog, same story~ Man, I’ve been following you since maybe day two of this blog being active? No matter which fandom you end up in and which muse you write, you have such!! good!!! takes!!! For one, I love reading your meta posts??? Like you’re just so incredibly passionate about your muses?? And your writing style is so good aaaaaaa it’s so atmospheric. And on top of all of that - you’re??? such a sweet and incredible??? person??? And I love talking to you boo <3 
@lifeawoke  /  NAT BBYSWEET <3 <3 <3  I have told the story of how I did a victory dance when you followed me to d e a t h probably but it’s t r u e your writing is amazing and your blog is amazing and y o u are amazing! You are the Natasha to my Sonya, and literally every time you send me a musing I’m like immediate-goofy-grin-heart-eyes???? It’s honestly a crime we don’t have more threads but like you’re an absolute joy to talk to and meme with and I adore you/your portrayal of beautiful bratty Natasha even if she drives my Sonya up the wall <3 You are Definitely the Funny Mutual lololol I crack up so much talking to you <3
@valianceearned / CARP you’re an amazing person/writer and holy h e c k am I impressed by your OCs!! They’re all so well thought out and developed? Your bios are so detailed and so much love and care is put into all of your characters. And your writing is so Lovely and it’s also very aesthetically lovely like holy heck the amount of work you put into both the content and the formatting? I am agog, I am aghast!! 
@gearsandlevers / Callie!!!!! YOU ROUND ALL THE CORNERS I STRAIGHTEN THE CURVES!! love your kids so much. Your Violet is a delightfully clever and likeable kid, your Evan might have literally walked off the stage two seconds ago, and you’ve put so much thought into your cinnabon stoner Henry. Your dialogue is amazing and I love our headcanon sessions lobbing ideas back and forth with you!! 
@spareisms / HEY MAGGIE GUESS WHAT YOU’RE WORTH MELTING FOR!!  You’re like the sweetest person alive??? How are you an Actual Real Life Disney Princess?? Your Anna is so well characterized and multi layered and I love how she an be so flawed but so brave and just how human she is. I’m very excited for your Anne Shirley too!! You’re a great writer (and a super sweet person aaaa) and I love you!! 
@gcneralvaganov /  Deanna, I have just one question: How? Have we only known each other for like 2 months???? It feels like my dash would literally be incomplete without you??  You play such deeply complex and incredibly flawed muses with such a great depth of respect and humanity. I love all of our AUs (we.....probably have a dozen by now), our long fix-canon tangents, and....look the inevitable conclusion to this whole thing is that we should....basically just write Anastasia tbh???  You’re incredibly funny and kind and talented and I’m so glad I yeeted myself into your IMs that first time 2 months ago! I love you, I love your muses, (Dima and Anya love their Dumb Boyfriend), and I love writing with you! 
@ncvaflows / ALEXA YOU ABSOLUTE LEGEND YOU. You??? Unlocked Ultimate AU Mode Ro and it’s like I c a n ‘ t stop?? First off, I cannot believe we literally own the same books and like the same barbie movies. How are we not literally the same person??  (Maybe w e ’ r e Anneliese and Erika lmao). Honestly from day 1 you’ve been so welcoming and lovely and I’m so glad we crashed into each other’s IMs yelling at top volume about random ya lit/movies/aus!! I adore literally all of your OCs (is everyone a b s o l u t e l y sure they’re not canon??? hmmmmm a Mystery)???? In the words of Li Shang, “You WRITE GOOD????” Anyway you’re amazing and I love you <3
WHILE IT’S DEFINITELY MY FAULT FOR BEING AN ANXIOUS BEAN WE REALLY NEED TO TALK MORE OFTEN CAUSE I LOVE YOU
@curtainrisen / Rebekah, dude, you’re a wonder. Your muses??? So diverse, and your voices for them? Super on the nose and amazing. I love your Helene and how human she is, and I really gotta toss more of my kids at you (Super excited for Duke!!). You’re real chill to meme with and I love talking/writing with you!!
@heartlosttravelers / Tor!! I love that you stan Raoul de Chagny So Hard ( the pure cinnamon roll boy deserves it honestly) and you’re super cool and great to talk to! All your muses are a m a z i n g and I always love the read when you pop up on my dash! 
@damerusse / Marie!! You’re hella chill. Your memes???? 10000000% actually legendary. Meming with you cracks me The Heck Up. Lily is forever the puppy dealer, that is all, thank you, gnight. Ok for real though - your Lily is pretty Legendary too and you really got all that Spark and Fire right down. You’re amazing, and I love stalking your threads on my dash!  
@lionhvrted / Fortune, my buddy my pal, we really be Out Here making Jane Austen plots even m o r e rom-com. Like. How did we manage that??? We might be literally magical lmao. We don’t have a ton of stuff going on at the moment but I love our dumb pining kids and I love the justice and humanity you give to your Caroline, and Fitzy loves his (future) wife.
@guvernantka / P R U E I already love our Exasperated Big Sis / Annoying Lil Sis / LITERALLY WHO EVEN ARE YOU YOU SMELLY DUMBASS LIL BRO IN LAW dynamic. You have the Best Sense of Humor (tm) and I’m always catching you when it’s like 12 in the morning here so I’m always cracking up silently in bed trying not to wake my roommies up. 
@anastcsie / I LOVE OUR ANGRY SMOL AND DIRTY TOL YOUNG-BUT-OLD MARRIED COUPLE AND THEIR OLDEST DAUGHTER NAMED MARIA ALREADY.  I love your Anya and how feisty and fiery she is (Dima, needless to say, loves his wife) and I love how chill (and hilarious!!) you are as a person. We do have a tendency to turn into angst monsters 24/7 but honestly that’s half the fun!! 
@asundrop / Polly!!!! ok so I know we haven’t really done anything w/ Raps (yet muahaha) BUT b o y was I hella excited when I found someone willing to yell about CDrama with me??? Thank you for being the Eternally Stoic/Always Annoyed Ancient God to my Tiny Dumb Fox Princess?? I love them and I love you (you’re hella cool) so there! 
@moretreasurewithin / KAAAATE goodness it’s only been a couple of days but I’m So Comfortable talking to you already? You’re just honestly really amazingly kind and I love screaming about Anastasia with you. We gotta get more going but I love your Dima and Maria Already (tm) and I love your sense of humor (here’s to torturing Dima with ties!!) and I can’t wait to get to know you better!
@annastrxng / AAAA somehow I managed to chat with you and then?? We never got anything going and it’s definitely mostly my fault cause of that High Anxiety (and also the fact that I got Immediately Busy) but you are literally So Nice and The Most Understanding and super great to talk to!! I hope we get something going in the future!! 
@soulcrossed / ROSE we have the same name I keep forgetting this lmao BUT ANYWAY. All your muses?? Amazing. You gotta throw more of them at me. Your Sophie?? Are you Actually Diana Wynn Jones in disguise?? I love our crazy au/headcanon sessions and I love/hate that you’re The Worst Enabler and I’m inevitably going to end up with the other two Hatter sisters on this blog lmao. 
I HAVEN’T TALKED TO YOU TON YET BUT HI!!! YOU SEEM CHILL!!
@alonecour / @steeledstark / @professor-of-predators / @sclskinn / @dulcettc / @volaticoux / @frxncaise / @argelfrasterr / @i-wrote-myway / @zharptiitsa / @villainsfall / @anyaromanovarp / @agoodandloyalrussian / @aliquisinter 
AND EVERY ONE OF Y’ALL AMAZING PEOPLE OUT THERE I’M ADMIRING SILENTLY FROM AFAR EVEN NOW BECAUSE I CHICKENED OUT OF TAGGING YOU LAST MINUTE CAUSE WHAT IF YOU’RE LIKE “LMAO WHO IS THIS WEIRDO TAGGING ME??” (p.s. this is 100000% permission to slide into my IMs/like a plotting call/etc. I honestly think y’all are hella cool and probably love you already)
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chimerabal · 6 years
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Session.... what are we at four?
I lost track. Oops. Thankfully tumblr is in reverse chronological order so it’s not actually an issue.
I WAS WRONG THIS IS SESSION NUMBER FIVE.
I am So Pumped for flavoring out my new spells that I almost forgot I needed to type this play by play--- which is super important because this week was full of dark humor and stupidity.
We started the session with all the players plus a giest and Ugly, our ~8ft by ~4ft scaab, having barged into a kindly (yet grumpy) man’s house and locking ourselves in for temporary shelter from an approaching cult. We were all pretty beat; with our cleric and necro-alchemist having just kicked the shit out of each other, and a ghost having kicked the shit out of my character. No one even thought to ask this dude’s name before our dumb asses started in on our bullshit. War cleric Mikela immediately found a crack in the boarded up windows to watch the cultists pass by. Sibyl, necro-alchemist, put herself in a cozy corner to sit out the rest of her post-brawl-trauma. After sitting Ugly in front of the door as a barricade, and offering a hollow and uninterested ‘sorry’ to the guy who’s door we just damn near broke down, my scaberen Uriel got hit with a wave of paranoia and started rifling through all the guy’s stuff looking for traps to disarm or Something. Before the man got too angry Mikela came around and spoke to him some and Uriel sat their dumb ass down next to Sibyl in the quiet corner to also chill the fuck out.
Mikela asked the man some questions about the town, and the cult, and all the happenings; then hit the helpful giest with some as well. We learned that before the cult started showing up two orphans appeared in town, a young man and his even younger brother. They were from a neighboring town, and were recently orphaned by something bloody and unpleasant. Unsatisfied with these answers, Mikela did some scouting from the upstairs window, got a second wind or Something, and decided that we should immediately leave the shelter we just worked so hard to Get Into and chase these cultist jerks down. Right Now. After all, the cult was recruiting--- or something loud--- just a few streets over, and we might not get this chance again before they kill more innocents. Uriel argued against this for a bit, since shes a coward they got indoors to Rest and that it would be stupid to throw ourselves back into battle unprepared and we should Really just take advantage of Finally being under a roof for a while. Sibyl agreed, more or less, that it was probably dangerous and stupid to back out without healing. This went back and forth for a bit, as it does. I manage to get a Super Abridged version of the script I had written out for learning All Of Sibyl’s Mysterious Secrets... got basically nothing outta her :P Scripts don’t work in RP settings, I get that now. Mikela did a healing spell that brought everyone back up to full health and the party agreed to head out.
We decide to leave Ugly with the man in his home, but the guy takes a little bit of prodding to agree to that. Uriel--- not totally over the paranoia from earlier--- is a huge asshole to him and he gives the party a time limit of three hours to get the hell back and take their awful zombie abomination. She almost commands Ugly to destroy the fucking house if they’re not back in time but Ugly is a good boy and wouldn’t have done that anyways ;w;b. The party stealths on over to where the Loud Cult Noises are coming from. There’s this... ascension? of very colorful giests centered around where we are headed. Sibyl is the only one who notices this and calmly instructs Mikela and Uriel to keep cool, and for Uriel specifically Not To Look Up. Uriel apparently really trusts Sibyl because she listened... until Mikela failed her perception and fucking started screaming. That many giests simply isn’t normal so... we were all pretty shook okay? 
Mikela’s scream alerted some of the cultists and we scrambled to hide. Uriel and Sibyl hid fabulously in the alleys... the exact same alley... in the same spot... against what our plans were. Mikela went upwards and scaled a building which.... wasn’t very stealthy but the cultists never bothered to look up, so ultimately the best hiding spot. Uriel tried distracting the cultists by throwing a gold coin into their area--- hoping it would distract them and they’d fight over it. It failed, they ignored it. Sibyl tried to divert their attentions to a near by area by firing a flame spell into said area.... which also failed and blew our cover. 
The cultists were unable to hit either Sibyl or Uriel with attacks normally, BUT THEN one of Sibyl’s ghost-spells backfired a bit and she started glowing Very Brightly, blinding the enemies and also Uriel. Uriel was able to land a devastating hit on one of the cultists even when blind before backing the hell up and regaining her eyesight. Mikela got the jump (ha) on the enemies by launching herself off the building and into the fray, doing a lot of damage. Sibyl- still super glowy- electrocuted one of the cultists with a VERY COOL TASER GAUNTLET. Uriel ended the battle by strangling the remaining cultist into unconsciousness. Mikela looted the body and shouldered the unconscious dude and Uriel tried to carry the dead guy--- saying it would be disrespectful or something to just Leave It There Like That. Definitely not weird scaberen motivations no sir. We ended up giving the dead guy to Katya (who is here in spirit for this game- and here for when we can’t do things with our own bad strength stats) to carry.
The group hears the loud cultists from a neighboring road fussing over ‘that strange glow over there’ (Sibyl) and heading our way. The party runs through the town in weird ways to throw the group off our tail until Sibyl stops glowing, and then runs even more after that; we weren't able to shake them. The dead guy was leaking and leaving a blood trail. The group deliberates for a bit and decides to tourniquet the bleeding leg just above the offending wound, then cut the rest of it off and make a fake blood trail away from where we were going. The amputation is done with Great Somberness (because its so morbid on the party’s part, and because it’s ruining an other wise Lovey Corpse on Uriel’s). Uriel is then given the leg to make the fake trail with, which they do gladly.... probably having a bit too much fun splattering blood everywhere in the process.
The group returns to the grumpy man’s house with a body and a hostage and don’t immediately see the grumpy man. We find him barricaded on the top floor of his house with a spear poking out his only sight hole, ranting about how he KNEW that beastly thing was going to come after him, and trying to stab poor Sibyl who and just wanted to let him know we came back. Both Sibyl and Mikela try to talk the guy down, while Uriel is losing their god damn mind laughing at the situation. The hostage begins to awaken (Sibyl punches him), catching the guy’s attention. He disarms and sees Uriel and Katya holding a limp form, and Mikela shouldering a gagged and bound man. Pretty sure Uriel blew whatever positive progress we made on the grumpy dudes mental state with all the laughter and smirking... especially after asking What The Fuck she was holding. The group leave him alone to work with the hostage downstairs.
Mikela and Sibyl work a bit on getting the hostage to stop Screaming--- half because he’ll attract unwanted attention and half because, you just can’t interrogate like that. Uriel steps in and tells the guy that if he doesn’t shut up they’ll feed him to Ugly (who is still sitting in front of the door being a Good Boy). He stops screaming and pisses himself, which is gross on its own, yeah, but Mikela still had him on her shoulder. Uriel falls back into hysteric laughter as Mikela doffs her armor as quickly as fuckin’ possible. She then hurls all the piss covered armor at Uriel, who effortlessly dodges it. The armor hits Ugly--- making Uriel laugh even Harder--- then it tries putting ON the pissy armor--- and at this point Uriel is basically crying. Mikela is busy cleaning herself off, and Uriel is trying to regain composure, so Sibyl starts the interrogation on our prisoner. 
The interrogation is pretty long, Sibyl asks a few questions before Mikela takes over, and eventually Uriel joins the group mostly to observe. We learn that this guy had Literally Just Joined the cult today. He joined because the church’s  protections aren’t doing Shit in this crappy fucked up little town and almost everyone here is totally disillusioned. The dude Sibyl killed was the only person he actually Knew in the whole cult and he really couldn’t offer us much info on members... or really much of anything. He didn’t know the name of the demon they follow--- only that it’s name began with an N and that it was calling itself ‘the whispered one’ and ‘the heir to Griselbrand’ (which Uriel pointed out, is kinda stupid, why follow some lesser demon when Griselbrand is still in power?). Around here is when Sibyl checked out to work on her Mystery Notes... and Uriel got bored almost immediately after when the leader was described. The cult is run by a young twiggy male with long blond hair, and he often has a child with him (not even a partial demon or something cool and grotesque--- why even bother). Mikela asked some more questions and eventually came to the conclusion that it was the weird orphans from earlier who are now running the cult. I hope I got all the deets from that- this was Late Game and I’m not the best note taker lmao.
When Uriel got bored with the interrogation she noticed that Sibyl had left the room and, quietly, went to go find her. Sibyl had taken out the same note-filled bible from the other night and was flipping through it. Uriel got close enough to see the pages that Sibyl was focused on were written in code--- code that Sibyl obviously didn’t know. She startled Sibyl by asking what was up and took 3 points of head-to-jaw damage when Sibyl jumped up and bolted. Nosy persistence didn’t really pay off much for Uriel; Sibyl claimed to not know what the book was about, or if it was related to the cult-shit, and just gave some really vague and suspect answers that Uriel took at face value. And, although Sibyl is the most interesting character overall, Mikela barged into the room with her “ITS THE ORPHANS” revelation and won Sibyl some reprieve from my nosy character.
Uriel and Mikela discuss the orphans a bit, the ghost tells us that the town they are from is still there- but gives us Cryptic Horse Shit about how far away the town is from where we are. While we’re all distracted our hostage slips out of his restraints and flees the house, and we Only notice because the door is squeaky. As he leaves he says “I’m not the only one who’s heard the call” and we see a bunch more people walking towards where the cultists Probably are. Spooky.
The campaign ends here, and I shortly after realize I forgot entirely about the body I should have been working with... OOPS. I’m honestly only even mentioning that here because I don’t want to forget about it AGAIN come next week I need that for spells.
And per usual, not proof reading or anything, and I don’t trust that I didn’t miss details- I kinda check out sometimes on other peoples turns... Its the curse of an ADHD attention span without visual input  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ I try.
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wanna1things · 6 years
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Kindergarten Teacher!Hwang Minhyun
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because minhyun with kids is all i have ever needed in my whole entire life
Genre;; if kindergarten teacher is an au, this is it... also super fluffy
Warnings;; NONE unless you hate kids and minhyun
Pairing;; Hwang Minhyun x reader
Requested;; no... i wrote this last year lmao
Summary;; Hwang Minhyun is the perfect kindergarten teacher; he can sing, play piano and he’s amazing with kids. He’s also amazing at stealing your heart...
Style;; bullet point
Word Count; 1691
I wrote this last year around the time when Canvas was released and i realised its super cute and i’ve never seen an AU like this so while im in this busy period i might as well post it!! also yeah its time for me to actually post something about my ult lmao
minhyun works at the kindergarten that your niece goes to
of course he’s her teacher lol
but no really all of the kids love him because he’s always so funny and he’s the best singer??
every day they have half an hour where he plays piano for the kids and sings children’s songs with them and it’s so cute all the kids aspire to be in minhyun’s class lmao your niece got lucky
the headteacher doesn’t even get mad when he forgets to teach them proper songs and instead teaches them the theme tunes to tv shows sdhfgsd
‘go go power rangers’ yes minhyun sing it
they hold recitals/showcases every 2 months that showcase the kids singing i mean they’re not the best singers but it’s cute for the parents
and of course every time minhyun plays the piano for them
and every time minhyun’s class is the best in sync and they always get a standing ovation
and they always sing a tv show theme song hsdgfjs bless
when your brother has a job come up in japan for 2 months he leaves your niece in your care
lmao good luck with this hyperactive child
but no she’s wonderful
so... now you have to drop her to that kindergarten class
it’s not like you didn’t know who minhyun was i mean everyone knew
and you’d been to the recitals so many times because well… a) you love your niece and b) christ that mr hwang guy has a VOICE and he’s BEAUTIFUL
the first time you drop your niece off minhyun is so confused
‘excuse me,, you don’t look like y/n/n’s parents… who are u’
takes you a second to process what he says because lmao close up he’s like 20x better looking
‘ahh;; im y/n;; she’s my niece;; im looking after her for 2 months while her dad’s in japan for work’
‘oh okay!! thanks for dropping her off, y/n!! in case you didn’t know i’m mr hwang but you can call me minhyun!! i’ll see you here at three~’
LISTEN after that you had to go catch your breath outside OH MY GOd you spoke to the guy you’ve secretly been crushing on since your niece entered kindergarten lmao
when its pick up time you decide to get there a bit early
and you manage to turn up exactLY WHEN HE’S DOING THE SINGING CLASS
and as you’re waiting in the hall for the class to finish you hear minhyun singing the theme song for this really popular kids show and you really can’t help but laugh
like a voice that nice singing a kids tv show theme is kinda funny because it’s so unexpected sjfhdh
the bell goes and it pulls you out of your daydreaming about mr hwang
and as you wait for your niece to come out someone taps you on the shoulder
uh minhyun’s back
‘hey , y/n!! I saw you got back here early today!! I was wondering if you’re always here this early you can come and sit in the music lessons!!’
OH
‘yeah, sure!! i’ll come and watch every day then thank you!!!’
he just smiles that cute smile (that STILL REMINDS ME OF MY TORTOISE)
‘i could hear you laughing from inside’
UM OOPS
you can honestly feel the blush on your cheeks as minhyun waves and disappears back into the room like wow okay your cheeks are bURNING
and your niece runs out with her bag in her hands and basically drags you out of the kindergarten tbh you’re still completely in shock
from that day onwards you’re a regular at the music class
at first some of the kids are like ?? why are you here?? but once your niece explains they accept you like a second teacher
after about a week minhyun recruits you to play an instrument
at first he tries getting you to play piano with him but that’s a bit too crowded there’s only one piano stool
so uh welcome resident triangle player
it’s an easy job but you’re not going to complain i mean
playing tv theme songs with minhyun is surprisingly fun and really it’s the highlight of your day
one day after you had a particularly rough day;; you got stuck in the barriers at the train station and your scarf went missing
minhyun noticed and let you sit in the special chair in the corner of the room that looked a bit like a throne to play triangle
instead of having to stand up or sit in one of the kiddy chairs
by this time you’re about three weeks into the 2 months
and it was time to start preparing for the showcase which your brother was returning from japan to see
one day he asks you to stay a bit later to help him pick out a song
and of course you agree
you let your niece go to the corner to play with the toys while you and minhyun chat and discuss the ideas
while you two are brainstorming what song to do, he suddenly puts his hand on your shoulder lmao you got a bit shook
‘hey,, y/n… can you perform on stage with me at this recital?? i’d really like it if you could!!!’
who are you to deny this beautiful angel this request
‘of course i’ll play with you!! it’s only the triangle though i’m not sure how supportive that will be lol’
he hugs you suddenly and it’s like hEARTBEAT SPEED X100000000000
but you can feel his heart is racing too like aw okay bless
you know
about a week later the kids start teasing you and minhyun shfdhs sneaky assholes
‘mr hwang!! are you and y/n married??’
literally that question or a variation of it every 0.5 seconds
and you two lovebirds are blushing because you both obviously like each other but you’re kinda blind and don’t want to say anything uhh
he just flashes his eye smile and winks at the kids not even denying it
that is until one friday minhyun asks you to stay behind again
and right as you’re waiting for the kids to go out one of the parents approaches you and is like
‘hey!! my son told me you and minhyun are married!! congratulations on scoring the guy all the parents here are secretly swooning over lol’
and you blush a lot bc omg no we’re not married not even dating
you just mumble a thank you and go back to waiting for them all to leave
when they’re all done leaving minhyun asks your niece to step out of the room for a second
and so she does wow obedient child
minhyun suddenly takes ahold of your hand and he breathes in and out like really deeply bless nervous boy
‘uh;; y/n;; i really like you?? and i want us to date?? but if you don’t that’s okay??’
WHAT
you don’t even need to think you already know your answer
‘of course i want to date you omg???????????’
he hugs you really really tight and you can hear him breathe a sigh of relief bless
‘let’s not tell the kids though,, i think we should reveal it to them at the showcase’
CUE ONE MONTH OF TRYING TO HIDE YOUR RELATIONSHIP
kids are super perceptive but obviously because you two keep denying it they drop it well kinda
they just say it a bit less often lol
when it gets to the day of the recital/showcase thing
you two are planning your big reveal at his apartment while your niece is at her parents seeing as they’re back from japan now lol
and you’re helping minhyun change into his suit ready to leave
and sjfgshgfj omg he looks so good in a suIT YOU’RE ALMOST DYING
you were just going to wear jeans and a tshirt to play triangle but minhyun passes you a box and inside is like a really smart outfit that he picked himself and it looks really expensive lmao how did this kindergarten teacher afford this
but you go and get changed
and uhh cliche minhyun is just;; shooketh
you look so good he can’t resist kissing you UH
but no time to waste you gotta goooo to the recital
minhyun starts on stage but as always his class is last
and when it’s their turn you’re backstage with them cheering them on when your niece turns to you and says
‘hey are you sure you and minhyun aren’t in love’
you just wink at her and boom time to go onstage
THE SONG GOES DOWN SO WELL though it’s amazing
you spot your brother in the audience and send him a wave in the gap in your triangle playing
the song ends and minhyun does the thing where you tap the microphone
‘hello everyone i have an announcement to make’
the hall is just completely silent like boy better not be resigning
of course he’s not he loves the kids too much
‘the school has a new permanent triangle player!! they’re y/n and we are in love!!’
ALL the kids suddenly cheer and you can hear about 20 of them just saying ‘i knew it i bet on it you owe me $3 pay up’ I’M KIDDING
then minhyun does the cheesiest thing
yea he kisses you in front of everyone
when you look back over at you brother he is just clapping wildly and giving you a thumbs up wow brothers approval
BUT ANYWAY
from that day on you two are the cutest couple
you’re officially the triangle player for the whole kindergarten
i mean the kindergarten doesn't pay you but they should by now because you’re there literally 24/7
you move in with minhyun and you spend 90% of the day together but it's cute
when your niece comes to stay it's always so cute because
you 3 crowd around his electric piano and sing songs together (there's no triangle for you to play here sorry)
and those moments really make you look forward to your future together...
uh yeah this is cute and i love minhyun sm im going to die anyway its really late so !! good night && i hope you enjoyed;;
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worldofpyr · 6 years
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Thank you @crytalstellar once again for the tag! I’m a little late with this one oops
Rules: Answer 30 questions and tag 20 blogs you’d like to get to know better.
Nickname(s): Not any common ones, but H, Hells Bells, Len & Lenlen.
Gender: Female.
Sign: Gemini.
Height: You know, I don’t actually know. We used to get periodically measured on the wall as kids, but that was forever ago and I don’t remember the last time I checked my height. Probably around 5″6?
Time: 00:16.
Favorite bands: Let me think here... Fall Out Boy, Set It Off, Kodaline, Imagine Dragons to name a few. It’s difficult to tell because my music tastes are so all over the show that it’s not often I listen to whole albums or several songs from one band.
Favorite solo artist: This is the same issue ahahahah well I consistently really like Avicii, although I have no idea if he counts.
Song stuck in my head: Grace Kelly by MIKA at the moment. MIKA is hella underrated you guys
Last movie I saw: Thor Ragnarok. My brother was watching it on his birthday and I ended up watching it with him.
Last show I watched: Voltron I think, at my friend’s house. I lack Netflix so I’m always leeching off other people for Voltron.
When did I create my blog: Only about a year and a half ago? I avoided Tumblr for the longest time.
What do I post?: Almost nothing lmao my posts are entirely of tag things like this and one Persona post I made forever ago. The rest of my blog consists mainly of reblogs of things I love or find hilarious.
Last thing I googled: The definition of multifaceted.
Do I have any other blogs?: Nope! I’ve considered it multiple times before, but I haven’t ever worked up the effort.
Why did I choose my URL?: I like fire, and I like unusual looking words, and pyr fit the bill. I’m not so sure about where the first part came into play but it seemed to work together nicely.
Following: 99.
Followed by: 19.
Average hours of sleep? : Oooof not a lot. My tendency to sleep at 4am combined with my habit of setting multiple alarms way earlier than I actually need to get up in the mornings mean I probably average out at maybe 4/5 hours of solid sleep.
Lucky number: None, but if I had one it would have to be odd. I don’t like even numbers for some reason.
Instruments: Used to play piano about 7 years ago. Other than that, zilch.
What am I wearing? : Pyjamas. The ultimate comfort.
Dream Trip: Thailand, New Zealand, Canada, or anywhere that’s super pretty with lots of vegetation and beautiful scenery. And good food.
Fav Food: Crisps, still.
Nationality: British.
Favorite Song: Iris by the Goo Goo Dolls. One of the few songs that genuinely makes me feel emotional.
Last book I read: Be More Chill by Ned Vizzini, because I loved the musical. I honestly found the beginning of the book a little unbearable, but it picked up way more when the Squip was introduced and ended up not bad overall.
Top 3 Fictional Universes I want to join: Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood, Zodiac Axis and Pokemon.
I’m gonna tag @cosplaycat-criminal, @melnya and @thehuggamugcafe ! So go for it if you’d like to :)
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three-simple-wishes · 6 years
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January TC challenge
gonna do it all at once bc i’ll forget lmaooo. this is my most recent tc (coach tho) bc ummmm i need to let this out somewhere oml
1. name 3 qualities that define your tc’s personality.
probably confident, genuine, sarcastic
2. describe your tc’s teaching style.
since he’s a coach, he’s actually really one-on-one and constantly gives advice on what you’re doing and how to improve/change things so that you get better. he also gives reasons as to why these changes work and provides actual examples, which is awesome. definitely a huge step up from the old coach kek. 
3. if your tc had a superpower, what would it be?
lol uhhh heck idk
4. what is a character flaw of your tc?
probably that he’s sometimes overconfident? weird way to put it, but we’ll go with that
5. what gives you hope that they like you?
i don’t think they like me, but they’re super nice and friendly to everyone 
6. tell me about the last dream you had of your tc.
oddly enough, he hasn’t been a focus of my dreams yet, but my dreams rarely have a plot or focus lol
7. has your tc ever made you upset?
not really?
8. how do you try and impress your tc?
uhhh i mean i try at practice, but that’s also partly because i actually want to get better (butalsoyaknow)
9. does your tc use social media?
yeah lol, and it’s all public. tbh i was surprised he was so open with his social media since he’s coached at other places before
10. what is your tc’s best physical trait?
aaaaaa probably hair LOL uh 
11. have you ever seen your tc do something embarrassing?
lmao yeah, but somehow he doesn’t slip up very often
12. why would you and your tc make a good couple?
mmm i’ll just stay here and be a potato
13. what do you think your wedding would be like?
i’m still a potato
14. is your tc more wealthy or poor?
uh judging by what i know, probably on the poorer side... but like a post-college student poor. still doing well though 
15. describe their sense of humor
like a quick-witted roast if that makes any sense. also just calling people out for things they wouldn’t admit to (in the best way possible). i love that sort of blatant humor ahaha
16. do you prefer your tc bearded or shaven?
i mean i’ve never seen him with a beard, but he usually keeps it shaven/scruff
17. what song lyric reminds you of your tc?
i genuinely do not know
18. how do others view your tc?
he’s definitely popular with everyone since he’s friendly with the whole team. pretty sure some girls like him as well, but at the same time some people think he’s extra. 
19. what if your tc’s relationship status was reversed?
well he has a gf right now... so idk. i don’t really know what would change hmm..
20. would you want children with your tc?
ok let’s take a few steps back boi
21. do you call him by his title (mr.) or do you avoid it?
coach [first name]. but so many people skip the coach part but he was kinda clear that he wanted to still be called coach lol
22. would you consider them a dog person or cat person?
probably a dog person
23. how would you tell your tc about your feelings if you had to?
irl, i would most likely never, but if i had to, probably after i graduated and came back to visit the team. then i have no idea where to go from there oops
24. do you know how your tc dresses outside of work?
ironically since he’s a coach, i see him dressed in athletic clothes/warm ups more often than i see him dressed regularly. he’s kinda into fashion and stuff, so he presents himself pretty nicely, which is super admirable. stuff like tailored coats, scarf, boots, cardigans
25. what are they like when they are upset?
when he’s angry at the team, he definitely yells a bit. he curses a bit too, but he usually does anyways. usually his anger is backed up with a reason though, so he doesn’t lash out often.
26. where do you sit in relation to their desk?
desk what desk :^)
27. do they know another language?
not that i know of 
28. what do you have in common with your tc?
probably similar sense of humor and work ethic/drive? 
29. have you texted/messaged your tc?
our team mainly uses facebook to communicate, so i’ve messaged him (not friended him) about related stuff only. 
30. what is the most frequent tc daydream you play in your head?
HONEstly this is so sad, but i think about just holding a nice conversation with him a lot. like one of those conversations that just keeps itself going and doesn’t really die down until a long while later? a good conversation with anyone is nice, and usually so many things come up and you get to learn about them in so many different ways
31. if you could say one more sentence to your tc before graduation, what would it be?
In all honesty, just how much I appreciated his dedication to our team and whatnot. the previous coach was nowhere near as personally invested in our team as he was, and his dedication to the sport is pretty infectious. 
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franeridart · 7 years
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Whats your opinion on the headcanon that bakugou is hard of hearing because of how loud his explosions are? If you dont mind my asking
I think I answered this q on this blog already? Maybe? But anyway, I don’t exactly mind it, but I can’t say I share the headcanon myself - for one, because I’m of the opinion that their bodies are built to withstand a safe use of their quirks (a bit like you can’t break a leg by simply walking, you know), so in general I’m not a fan of headcanons that include damages caused by simply doing what their bodies were born to do? 
But also because generally, even under the assumption that his body isn’t made to hold up with his explosions, isn’t it awfully convenient how only his ears take damage in these scenarios? What about his eyes? How come he can still see with no problems even with the continuous exposure to the explosions’ light? How about his hair? How come he can stand so close to fire without it ever being damaged by it? His palms have thicker skin and we know that thanks to his UA file, but what about the rest of his body? How come he can stand smack in the middle of an Howitzer Impact without getting even slightly burnt? When you say “only his ears aren’t made to withstand his explosions” what you’re telling me is that his whole body is tailord to deal with his quirk but his ears, and that just feels unrealistic to me - by which I mean, when this is the scenario we’re talking about, you can’t give the fault of the damage to Bakugou’s quirk. It’s a problem his body has, not a natural consequence of having that sort of quirk. And imho with those premises you sort of end up with a different kind of story, you’re supposed to write it differently - that’s what I think, at least
Anon said:Maybe the reason Baku raises his voice so often is because he can’t hear very well, which isn’t due to his explosions, rather, he was born with bad hearing to protect him from taking damage by them.. and then his other senses are sharper to even it out, and his body can even subconsciously notice air vibrations, resulting in really fast reflexes.
Ah, this is also another reason why I’m not a huge fan of the headcanon - don’t get me wrong! If you like it then go on, I’m not trying to stop anyone from enjoying ideas and possibilities!! But personally I like Bakugou not having any reason to be loud-mouthed and rude, that’s just his personality and how the environment he grew up in made him, and lately I’ve seen the hc used to justify his behaviour more than I like? Bakugou being an asshole is just who he is, and I love it! I love that his life made him like that and I love that he’s working hard to fix that flaw, giving him an external reason, something he has no control over, to justify his personality changes the core of his character too much, and that’s not something I’d ever want to do tbh
And it’s also cool to think that he was somewhat genetically engineered to be better in a fight to compensate for a lack of earing (though again, why only his ears and not his eyes or his sense of tact too), but that goes to cut on all the hard work he put in becoming as good as he is, right? If that’s what you like than who am I to stop you! But Bakugou’s hardworking nature is one of the things I love about him, I don’t really feel like taking away from him all the effort and work he put through the years in becoming as good as he is now
Anon said: Kiri’s grades suddenly getting sky high after Baku started kissing his cheek for every correct answer
Kirishima: “OKAY NEXT CHAPTER LET’S GO”
Bakugou: “the fuck, no, we’re done, that’s how far we went in cla–”
Kirishima: “GOING A BIT AHEAD CAN’T BE A PROBLEM CAN IT”
Anon said: Kiri is seriously talented at dirt doodles
lmao it’s just stickmen hahaha
Anon said:aww your miri/tama collage is so precious! have you considered doing something like that for kiri/ kami as well? those boys are in desperate need of some love.. totally understand if not! have a wonderful rest of your day/night :3
Uh, well, it’s not like I “haven’t considered” doing it, but more than a collage it’s… just how I always draw? Only usually I cut the pics for each of them to be a different image so they’re easier to see, while yesterday I was too lazy to do that and left them all on the same canvas haha so I guess yeah next time I’ll feel like drawing krkm if you’d like I can leave the drawings all in one pic, that’s just less work for me after all lol
Anon said:Ahhhhhh~ I had had… Such a need for miritama after that chapter and I couldn’t find anything w the right feel or anything and ??? Then you just??? Bless you thank you they look wonderful and so so soft and happy and I’m just !!!
AHHHH!!!! Thank you so much!!!! I’m glad you liked them :O
Anon said:thank you good lord you’re gonna help me get out of the depressive spiral chapter 152 has put me into
BOI ANON DON’T I FEEL YOU it’s why I drew those to being with hahaha
Anon said:DUDE YOUR PINING KIRISHIMA GOT ME DEAD HOLY FUCK SO PURE SO AWESOME 10/10
THANK YOU!!!! (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧ 
Anon said: I just recently became obsessed with MomoJirou because it’s an incredible ship and I can’t get enough and then you give us these adorable drawings of them? I cry
Anon said:fran….your girls…… they’re so good……..
Anon said:I love how you drew Momo 😍
Anon said:FRAN THANK YOU FOR THE MOMOJIROU CONTENT I LOVE IT I LIVE FOR IT I HAVE BEEN DEPRIVED OF MOMOJIROU FOR SO LONG AND NOW I CAN SEE SOME BEAUTIFUL ART OF THEM IN YOUR STYLE WHICH MAKES IT TEN TIMES BETTER THANK YOU
AAAAHHHHHHHHH BOI THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!! I’m ??? so glad you guys liked them???? Momo is so hard to get a grasp on for me, it makes me happy to know I did her right!!!!
Anon said:What do you think about futakuchi? xox
He’s my fav in Dateko!!!! Also one of my two biggest #same in Haikyuu haha (the other’s Kuroo lol)
Anon said: I haven’t seen semi on your blog for a while? ;)
That’s 100% most probably because there hasn’t been any haikyuu on my blog for a while, I’d say :O
Anon said:You keep drawing… So many soft things I’m in love… momojirou is so sweet it cleared my skin (and !!! I know you said you have no idea how to draw her but she looks wonderful and I loved it!!) And pining Kiri his face at the end??? Saved me. And STUDY DATE I CAN’T FORGET tbh baku looked so good esp the way you drew him kiri I Understand. Anyways you’re a blessing and I hope you have a lovely day!!!
God anon….. you just go……….. and slay me like this……. how am I supposed to deal………………………. (ilu)
Anon said:Does the Octopus Team still exist? I was scrolling through Shouji tags and saw the art.
I’m not sure what this ask means :O like, are you asking me if I’ll ever draw them together again? Because tbh that one doodle sort of just… happened while I was doing something else……… oops….
Anon said:Is it just me or are you getting more and more notes a lot quicker? Bc congrats my friend
:O thanks!!! But to be fair I think more than on my art this is mostly on the Bakushima becoming a much more popular ship, lately! The anime will do that haha
Anon said: I literally check your blog multiple times every day to see if you’ve posted anything new, your art just makes me so happy??? Like it could literally be bakugou as an orange and kirishima as a strawberry and I would reblog it faster than lightning and stare at it for five mins. Your style is just so nice and it like…. flows well?? Is really clean??? IDK HOW TO DESCRIBE IT MY DUDE but BASICALLY i love everything you do and thanks for blessing us with all the cute kiribakus and bokuroo :))
sob thank you ;O; so much ;O; holy shit ;O; ;O;
Anon said:So I’m new to the BNHA fandom and you’re probably the first artist I stumbled across but I am HOOKED. I love your bakushima A LOT and your headcanons are so perfect I get so hype when I see them on my dashboard *v* Do you ever think about what would happen if Bakugou’s family found out about his new relationship? Do you think they would love Kirishima? (Of course they would it’s impossible not to). I imagine that would be an interesting scenario!!
I’m 100% sure Mitsuki would be like “HOW THE FUCK did you manage to get such a nice kid to like you” but when we’re being honest Masaru is a super sweet man married with a firecracker too so does she have any right to talk? Nope, she does not 
And thank you so much for the compliments!!!! :O this fandom is super full of talented and nice people, I hope you’ll have a great time in it!
Anon said:Dude like mate honey love bunch bro man,,,,, YOUR FR*CKING ART!!!! SO H*CKING GOOD???? BAKUKIRI (cries because I love them so f*dging much) LOOK SO GOOD IN YOUR ART STYLE? SO PURE! WHOLESOME!!! I just went through your art tag for the last hour and I love everything. Kirishima is my FAVE I LOVE HIM!!!$ and the Baku squad mm mmmmmm good shiz right there. AND YUUJIIIIII AND BOKKUROOOOO AND THE VOLTRON AU!!!! Honestly we have such similar tastes ah. Anyway I’m running out of words love you fran xox
HOLY HECK I LOVE YOU A LOT TOO ANON!!!!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALL THE KIND WORDS!!!!!!!!
Anon said:Kirishima and bakugo furiously (not mad just intense) making out I know what your thinking but please give it a try
I mean the idea isn’t something I mind at all, but drawing this sort of things requires a specific mood for me which isn’t easy to come by and more often then not when I do draw that sorta stuff I don’t finish nor post it? So in general that’s not the type of things I’ll draw as a suggestion, sorry orz
Anon said: Whenever I see a new post from you but it’s reblogged I immediately go to your original post so I can read your tags. I love them so much!
Heck !!!!! I’m glad you enjoy my nonsense? hahaha
Anon said:*whispers* hey hey…. kiribaku hide and seek got any thoughts on that
Are you asking about one against the other or hiding together? …either way I can only see that ending in disaster and explosions ngl lol
Anon said:It came to my mind after reading your last comic that Baku usually dresses up pretty nice¿? Its canon that his family works for the fashion industry and his costume is SO EXTRA™, we never really see him in cringey or weird clothing (please correct me if I’m wrong (?)) but I still like the idea of him having lots of skull/punk tees and struggling to find normal stuff lol
Wouldn’t call them cringey or weird, but it is canon that every time we’ve seen him out of his costume/uniform in the manga he’s worn either plain black tees/tank tops or t-shirts with skulls on them :O that’s actually his canon style, I wasn’t taking a wild guess back there haha
Anon said:I miss your art on my feed on the days you don’t art. So I scroll through your old posts whenever that happens. (This is not a plea or pressure for you to do anything more often btw. You make so much amazing art and contribute so much to this fandom. I love going back and looking at all your art. We are not worthy!) I literally can’t think about Kiribaku and the Bakusquad without thinking of your art.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thank you!!!!! Oh my god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;O; 
Anon said:Cons of Kirishima being the protagonist of MHA: He would constantly be hurting himself and making us as the audience suffer in the worst way. Pros: if the recent chapters are anything to go by, he would be /very very pretty/ by now due to how much he’s been beaten up
I still prefer him healthy and happy tho 。゚(*´□`)゚。 once in a hospital bed is enough for me //sob
Anon said:I can’t describe how happy these deathstar doodles made me?? Your art is top notch as always but you drawing one of my all time favorite ships when there’s so little content for them gave me strenght for the next 57 years, thank you sm!!! And have a good day!!
Anon said:Ahhh you have no idea how much of a blessing it is to see deathstar in your artttttttttttttt!!!!!!!!! I love you so muchhhhhh!!!
I’M!!! HAPPY!!! YOU GUYS LIKED THOSE!!!!! I never understood why there was so little content for them tbh, like??? Okay the anime didn’t reach any of The Good Stuff for them and most fans never read the manga, but the manga makes them such an obvious ship?? So good so right so healthy and supportive and beautiful b o y rereading that manga gave me a lot of feelings bless the two of them 。:゚(。ノω\。)゚・。
Anon said:Oh my god, I was just looking through like all your art and I realized how much you’ve improved. Like oh my god you’re fantastic, all your art looks so great. I mean this as a compliment and that’s you’ve improved a lot and you’re so great. ❤️❤️
THANK YOU OH BOY (●´□`)♡ this means…………….so much…………. gahh
Anon said:i got so busy with college apps and entrance exams that I stopped watching the anime around the intern time and I stopped reading the manga around about the time sun eater faces off against those guys. man I have so much to catch up on but I still don’t have much time at all. all I know is Mirio is being an angel and I’m at peace with that.
Mirio………… is such a good boy……………….. he deserves so much more…………….. so much better………………….. o
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onotherflights · 7 years
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LONG ASS POST WARNING ⚠️
This is for people who have read my fic Guys my age / Pure… it's a messy stream of consciousness big surprise.
Okay so if you're here, you either follow me on tumblr and are curious (thank you) but may be confused because I'm in the YOI fandom or you're from the 5sos fandom and are confused because when did I become a YOI blog? Well, I didn't expect the show to eat me alive but that's what happened oops.
Anyway, this is about Pure. Because I didn't update for a long time but now I've finished it and I'm going to be releasing the last chapter so I just wanted to talk about that and my A/N was already too long lol.
For one, I just want to be very upfront about saying that writing Pure was a turning point for me, both in my writing and just in life. When i first started writing Pure, I was getting over a bad breakup, my first real one ever actually. In the relationship I was in, I was very emotionally uncared for. I wouldn't say it was abuse by any means, but I wasn't understood. I wasn't supported emotionally. My views were seen as naive and in time surely I would begin thinking “the right way”. I was very suppressed, and parts of me have been suppressed my whole life, even out of a relationship. In this relationship, I never felt desired, I never felt beautiful. “Cute”, “quirky”, “smart”, sure. But those are things anyone can pick up from the outside (or not). But I never felt like the person I was with could see me for who I really was, or who I wanted to be, no matter how much I tried to tell him.
Since then, I've gone through another breakup and a series of failed dates. I'm young, I'm going through that time in my life where this is to be expected.
But writing pure helped me so much.
I wrote Luke that way for a reason, and I wrote Calum that way for a reason. (And Ashton and Mike too). Luke is me, he's young and he doesn't have a clue what he's doing but he finds someone he connects with and not just on a level that people can see from the outside, but on a level that is very private to them and it's more unspoken, indescribable. They're soulmates.
At the end of the day, Pure started out as just a weird au where Luke finds a boyfriend on a bdsm blog but it really turned into me exploring who I am, what I want in a relationship, my sexual awakening tbh… everything. Writing this story showed me that I deserve someone who understands my mind, body, and soul. Someone who can love me patiently and passionately…. I guess it helped me realize I need my “cal” lmao.
But anyway, this isn't about my personal/writing journey. To the story.
I really hit a block after chapter 10-11. I feel like people did not like that Calum was a designer, more specifically that he designed lingerie. I actually got really pissed off because of this perceived thought that people didn't like it because there was little to no positive comments about it, but some just didn't even comment on it at all. I got pissed and I was like, fuck this, I'm going to stop writing this story and then I started writing Otayuri and threw caution to the wind.
But then I promised I was going to finish Pure (a while ago) and that wasn't because I feel like I owe anybody anything, it's because it really was my baby. It helped me. It's my story, and I wanted to take my time and finish it for myself. I think one thing I really learned was that I was looking for validation or approval, that what I was writing was good.
I've been writing fanfic on the internet since like 2011 or something. I've always been affected by comments, I've always wanted to hear that I am capable.
And chapter 10 was something I was nervous about. I had this whole idea of my version of Calum in my head and when I didn't get the reaction I was hoping for, I felt so defeated. And I fell out of love with writing this story that up until that point had consumed me the way writing should. Now I'm not saying that my writing is a masterpiece and I demand hundreds of comments, I never expect that. But at the time I was really butt-hurt tbh.
I see so many fics (especially now in the YOI fandom no tea no shade) that are so dry and boring and try to be funny but are not. And these are often stories that are the most popular in the fandom/for the ship. I understand that a lot of this has to do with taste, and I'm very sure that Pure was not everyone's taste, certainly not everyone's humor. But something awesome happened when I re-read it and was determined to finish it … it was like I had just started writing it again.
And writing the ending was perfect (for me). Every creator knows that “full circle” moment where you know your work is done. Not perfect, not what everyone wants, but done. And I'm so content with how it ends.
I learned that I don't need comments to validate me, because I love my writing. It has mistakes because I don't have a beta. It's not perfect, or popular, or moving prose. But I love my style and it makes me happy.
But what I'm trying to say, and I've reblogged so many posts about this, but comments are important. I kind of have this “I don't give a fuck I'm going to write when and what I want” now, but that's very recent and I might still be insecure about it sometimes. But not every writer is in the same place. If you're a writer yourself, you understand how hard it is to share a world you built in your mind and have no one else care. It's not a good feeling, it's definitely not motivating.
So please, PLEASE leave comments on every fic you read. It literally takes five extra minutes. I'm guilty of it too, but I sincerely try.
I also want to address that I'm basically out of the 5sos fandom, like that even needs to be addressed? I'm not really embarrassed of them or anything, I love the boys and I am so happy for Michael MY BABY like y'all don't even understand how good it is to see him so happy lately. I don't even care if people don't like crystal she's an angel for making my boy happy.
I'm still going to support the boys, I just don't care to be in the fandom anymore. I feel like it's dying out and it's so sad because I remember the good old days when things were so fun (how fleeting they were). If any Michael girls out there ever want to reminisce about the good old days I'm here for it lol.
But once I'm finished updating Pure, I'm not going to be writing any more 5sos fanfic or be posting any more 5sos content here (obviously). If you're still following me and you don't even like YOI, I love you so fucking much. Seriously talk to me anytime because you are so sweet.
And honestly, I don't know where my writing will go. I'm super happy writing for YOI now, I have a lot of ideas, but I had to finish Pure first because I owed it to myself. It's literally closing a book in my writing journey.
I don't know how long I will continue writing fanfic for (probably forever because it's my hobby), and I don't know what fandoms I will write for in the future. Will my writing ever be better? I don't know. Will I ever be a popular fic writer? Probably not. And I'm actually okay with that now, because I'm just writing for my own enjoyment now, and if you like it then that's awesome and I love having your support.
I also want to say thank you to everyone who did leave comments on almost every chapter of pure or messaged me about it here. Thank you, and I hope the ending was at least a little worth the wait.
Alright, my rant is over. If you scrolled down to the end here's a recap:
I was butt hurt
I am now slightly less butt hurt
I learned some things while writing
I finished Pure (my demon baby) !!
Luke is an angel
Yuri is an angel
I like writing about angelic blondes
I may continue to write about angelic blondes.
Thank u for ur time.
(I love you)
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bbangjaes · 7 years
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Can you please answer all the questions ? 😅 I'm that curious
sure! i already answered three of them so i’ll just do the rest ✨
🌜- Favourite song(s)?yo my answer to this changes weekly 😅 but currently i’d have to say goodbye by 2NE1 bc that song makes me fucking ugly cry i s2g🥓- Favourite movie(s)?my fav movie also changes super often but i saw Before I Fall recently and that shit CHANGED MY LIFE it was just so relevant to where i am in my life rn and i cried really hard after seeing it (i swear i’m not always crying lmao) so i’d have to say that🎱 - Favourite TV show(s)?AHHH WHY ARE THESE ALL SO DIFFICULT if i had to choose my fav of all time i’d prob say Skins bc i just love how just purely human the writers made each character and i could really relate to them💃- Height measurement?5 ft 5 in (i actually used to be taller than everyone i knew but then i just like stopped growing???????)🌎 - Dream holiday location?i’ve always wanted to visit Alaska bc it just seems so pretty there 🦑- Favourite weather?okokok so i fucking love when it’s sunny and warm but there’s still a little breeze that you’re not sweating like a mofo like !!!!!!! that is the best weather ever🌈 - Sexuality?ah jeez so i’m bisexual but i’m way more attracted to males than females (which my friends don’t really get but then again i don’t really live to be easy to get, ya feel?)🐲- Favourite video game(s)?pokémon. hands down. next question.👾- Any fandoms you part of?well kpop-wise i stan SF9, BTS, NCT, and EXO (i’m also complete trash for 4MINUTE but then they just had to go and break up)💩- Biggest fear(s)?i have a rlly bad fear of drowning and i legit cannot get on a boat without struggling to breathe and having my legs shake like crazy 🙃 i also have pretty bad stage fright but i’ve been making progress getting over it as of late so that’s lit 👍👽- Favourite book/comic(s)?school has made me hate reading so tbh i don’t really have one👑- Biggest idol?is it corny to say my mom? fuck it, i don’t care bc my mom is srsly the strongest person i’ve ever known and she’s a badass i love her🙉 - Tell me a secret?lok um here’s one: yesterday, when i was done chewing my gum in class, i stuck it under my chair bc i didn’t want to walk to the trash can 💫- Single or taken?single (but i have a rlly unhealthy crush on this boy at school that i can never have so u can imagine what a mess i am)💥- Ever got in a fight?physically? no. verbally? yes. i’m like really outspoken so i’m always getting myself in trouble by standing up for people that won’t speak up themselves 🌵- Done any drugs?lol yeah bc they’re like everywhere u look in my school and i used to say yes to trying everything so ppl would like me????? (i was involved in a bad crowd for a while) idk i’ve smoked weed, done acid, and drank alcohol👅- Follow any religions or beliefs?nah fam👻- Country you live in?the united states of ‘murica 🇺🇸🤡- What are you currently wearing?pajamas (which for me is an oversized t shirt and no pants)💲- Last thing you bought?i’m like 99% sure it was food but i don’t really remember what it was exactly oops⚜️- Name your 3 favourite tumblr blogs!oh god it’s so hard to choose *sweats* uh ok if it’s only 3 i’d prob have to go with @antisocial-burrito @leesanhyuk and @ohjuho 🔮- Any paranormal experiences?oh hell no i don’t fuck with that demon shit💻- Best pickup line?i’m sorry i legit can’t think of anything rn but it’s prob something involving a cringey play on words🐮- Favourite animal(s)?dogs 🐶🌸- Speak any languages?english is my first language but i speak, read, and write spanish pretty well too🐙- How long is your hair?bruh i have no idea but it’s pretty damn long bc i haven’t cut it in what feels like centuries🍙- Selfie?(i can’t seem to attach one here so i’ll just post one for u)
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