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#Because they dont care. Duh. They actually dont. Youre just part of the scenery to them essentially
feralhogs · 2 years
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How to cope when your family is a bunch of assholes: sit very far away and laugh at their misfortune
#This is like watching a car drive into a wall over and over with a driving manual sitting right there#I just came here to overshare about my trauma#Sooooo my family had a violent incident#One of them used lethal force... To defend from a... Suicidal crisis.#Clearly stomping on someones face while theyre already subdued is more just brutal than necessary#But my brother is such a dense motherfucker he might not know that can be lethal#Hes also psychopathic enough that he could have done that with ulterior motives#Every single one of them is lying to me to look better#They all want to tell me how terrible the other is. Yet no one asks how im doing after my worst triggers got slammed#Because they dont care. Duh. They actually dont. Youre just part of the scenery to them essentially#I visited my sister just because yknow she could have fuckin died#And then because shes in fucking crisis i tried communicating with the others about it and i got this volley of emails like#Do you know what a breather means? They said a breather is a good idea! We are visiting her tomorrow#In the yknow. Sheltered for battered women. For the woman you battered#This is why i used to go around screaming and tearing my hair when i lived with them.#But suuure sierra. They look like nice people. I guess i never got assaulted and my mom was just okay with it then#Say anything negative about the sister they eat it up. They love that shit.#And my sister sees some unattainable form of reason and compassion in them she is fighting to get and never will
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aquariusshadow · 3 years
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Live!Blogging Legacies 3x09
Aight ya'll here we go again with another Legacies Live!Blog session. Listen, I've seen things about this episode...I have high expectations regarding MG and Ethan.
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belgium...aight i'm down for a change in scenery
CLARK?! CLARK'S BACK HELL YEA
awwww landon youre such a dork i hope you're actually you rn
hope just apologize to cleo--she'll probaly forgive you...i think
i really hope we see hope and cleo interact i miss them
'harmless monster' my ass
yaaaaaaaay another mg and josie scene <3 (yes i saw lizzie and kaleb earlier i wanna see more too)
oh duh mg transfered to mystic falls
i'm an idiot for not realizing that immediately
look at MG inviting ethan to sit with him and josie
.............guys help
its just one scene
its just one scene
thank god lizzie's still pissed at hope, now we just need hope to apologize or do some reconciliation thing
"as your new bestie" awwwwww i really like lizzie/kaleb friendship
OMFG "no tribrids allowed"
hope...you need to realize that landon isn't the only important thing for you
okay i like that landon is trying to help hope deal with everything...im not sure his approach is the best but she does seem to listen to him
monster be like hai
why is landon all of us hahaha
.......its cute.....im scared
dfgdafjgkgjs
"screw you" hahahaha
why does the monster sound like chirithy from kingdom hearts plz help
man i do feel for lizzie :/
i really shouldn't be surprised but i wish alaric would show more...i guess...frustration(???) at the danger hope put josie through last episode instead of just acknowledging it
but it's alaric
i dont expect much from him
LANDON THANK YOU
holy hell thank you for suggesting she apologize
see this is what i wanted Handon to be
omfg......is the monster...mimicking lizzie
ooooo werewolf eyes...this better go somewhere
why why why did it take me until now to realize alaric was the goddamn coach
OMFG YALL WEREN'T KIDDING ABOUT THE TWILIGHT THING
"about three things i was absolutely positive. first. mg was a vampire. second....shit i'm gay"
cleooooooooo you mediator i love you
landon you're so precious never change
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW "i think it's super cool MG has super powers" ajshfdladjfasdf guys help
...did MG only compel ethan to find happiness...cuz that's the case then i just ahsjflasdjfhs
gdi my idiot cats are banging against the door
interrupting my commentary ungrateful felines
honestly? i'm not really feelin kaleb/cleo as a romantic pairing? maybe i'm too curious about hope/cleo but i dont have an issue with kaleb/cleo
i'm very curious about cleo's backstory...will we get to see it after we save cleo from the gremlin?
"is vervain your kryptonite?" MG....Ethan...i....i can see it...so much....
he's so curious and excited ahaha this is precious
SUPERHERO NERD ETHAN X MG THIS IS ALL I EVER WANTED FOR MG
LOOK AT THEM
THEY HAVE A SECRET
A SECRET BOND OVER COMIC BOOKS
ITS A MATCH MADE IN HEAVEN
HELP
oh god burn it kill it im too tired for that thing ew
is that damon's car
"gremzilla" jfc hahaha
look at my bbies this is what i wanted for MG
mizzie who??? bitch we got METHAN
this. is. so. precious.
i think i found my new favorite legacies ship
mg nooooooo don't compel him
you need someone like him
" dont leave the part where we met today"
i think you mean 'boyfriends' ethan
okay.........i'm not sure how i feel about a monster being the catalyst for hope apologizing instead of her coming to it on her own
i mean i'm glad theyre talking this out
but...if there wasn't a monster who's weakness is genuine respect this conversation wouldn't be happening
maybe it's better than nothing
but idk i feel like Hope, and Lizzie both, could've grown a lot more as characters if Hope 100% initiated the heart to heart purely because she realized what she needed to do (hell i'm down with Landon talking her through it like earlier)
poor Hope...i really wish she gets a chance to actually work through some of her fear
awwwwwwwwww landon "i can't be everything to you"
thank you landon for telling her what she needs to hear
i'm back on board with handon
i missed handon ( i really liked them in season 1)
oh my god is that
is that elena's house
adjfahlfdjasdf
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
and the fact josie played elena in the musical
and theyre here
afadfhakdfs
ok i really don't care about alaric's character anymore but i really do like his heart to heart convo with josie
i do like the damon and elena references, my nostaglic heart
"MG's my guy" awwww kaleb
mg and ethan are playing football togetherrrrrrrr
awww kaleb :/
awwww lizzie im sure josie will come back when shes ready *hizzie hug awww*
landon, hope, and lizzie watching a movie together..........i like this :D
oh wtf is that
dorian!!!
rasputin......... IN THE DARK OF THE NIGHT TERROR WILL FIND HERRRRRRRR.........no...no one...just me with the anastasia reference? okay i'll see myself out
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So that episode was probably one of my all time favorites. I just...really enjoyed the character interactions and the monster was entertaining enough it didn’t detract from the episode.
Also...MGxEthan did not disappoint. I love them together. Half my commentary was me gushing over them. I...I found my new favorite Legacies pairing.... Yes I may have embellished in the Twilight thing don’t @ me ahahaha.
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hannie-dul-set · 5 years
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(thirteen times) i love you— 05
— wherein y/n (a hopeless romantic) seems to fall in love with nearly ever guy she meets. so, she writes letters for them to compensate. these letters weren't meant for them to read, but what happens when they all end up receiving them?
05 // you put flowers to shame
word count: 1.9k
a/n: hnnn yn is dumb and a mood
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The walk towards the garden went at an agonizingly slow pace. You were supposed to meet Joshua there according to Seungcheol (whom arranged the meeting without your consent— the male is gonna receive a beating from you later, for sure). To say you were ready to face Joshua would be a gigantic lie, but you can't back out now.
"I swear to god, the next time I see Seungcheol's face— he's gonna fucking get it." You continually muttered, passing through the hallways filled with numerous students. You could see a few weird looks thrown at your direction, causing your mood to sink down even further. Try being in my place for a day, will you?
A faint buzzing interrupts your incessant curses. Pulling out your phone, you let out a groan.
[seungcheol: psst hey hey
seungcheol: joshua's already there hehehe]
[you: 🖕]
A myriad of green foliage and blossoming flowers came into view. You pause for a while, letting out a long sigh. Alright, Y/N, you can do this. Joshua is literally one of the nicest people you've ever met. If anything wrong happens— there's a well nearby. After mustering up the slightest amount of courage you could manage to conjour, you made your way to the garden's entrance.
The smell of fresh flowers drown your senses. A few feet away, you could see Joshua sitting on one of the benches, arms crossed and eyes closed. He blends perfectly with the greenery; as if he belonged in the center of a painting scenery. The air around him is nothing but serenity— your previous foul mood dissolving into thin air upon seeing the sight.
You shake your head, snapping you out of your trance. Focus, Y/N. You're here to retrieve your letter, not to gawk at this devastatingly pretty boy without his consent no matter how tempting it could be— there's always a time for that. Focus.
Repeating the mantra in your head, you inched towards the resting male, careful to not disturb him on your way (the rocks on the ground made it quite a difficult task). Once you've reached him, you weren't sure what to do next. You pondered whether or not to say something to wake him up. A few seconds of silence pass until you finally decided to say something, but a low groan stopped you from doing so.
"Oh, Y/N. You're here."
Well shit. Goodbye, focus.
"Um, y-yeah. Have you been waiting long?" You stammered. Dear god, why did he have to say your name with that damned morning voice— it isn't even morning for fuck's sake. Your mental scolding continued until the male managed to stifle out a response in his half-asleep state.
"Mm, not too long," Joshua placed his palm over his mouth, letting out a yawn. "C'mon. Take a seat," he scooted over to give you room to sit on the bench. Slowly, you sat beside him. Despite being seated next to the male, you refused to look at him; your focus was entirely on the purple patch of forget-me-nots in front of you. You placed your hand on your chest in the hopes of calming down your erratic heartbeat. Y/N, you dumb bitch. The letter— you're here to bring back the letter, not to bring back your buried feelings for the damned male. Absolutely not, you reminded yourself once more.
Neither of the both of you say a thing. The once peaceful air was replaced with an uncomfortable touch of awkwardness. You decided to spare a quick glance at the male. But upon turning your head towards him, you were met by a pair of eyes as well. A flush of pink covers your cheeks at the sudden eye-contact and you instantly turned away. You could hear a slient cough coming from beside you and the sound of him shuffling in his seat.
Y/N, go say something, for god's sake.
You bit your bottom lip, thinking of the proper words to say to break the chilling silence.
"So, about the letter—"
"About the letter you sent—"
You slap your hand over your mouth, preventing you from saying anything any further. You cheeks began to flare a bright red even more. A small smile forms on Joshua's face as he lets out a gentle laugh from the exchange. "You go first."
Holy shit—. You mentally smacked yourself. Keep it together, Y/N.
"Um well," you bit the inside of your mouth, raising your head to look at the male (which was a really bad idea). He stared down at you, the corners of his mouth slightly lifted upwards and his eyes filled with nothing but a soft glint of attentiveness. In short, he almost murdered you with that stare.
You stifled out a cough, trying to get yourself back on track. "Actually, Joshua. That letter was written like, four years ago."
"I had a feeling it wasn't recent," Joshua smiled, his attention turning towards a nearby rose bush. "Your way of words in the letter seemed different from how you currently write."
"How—how would you know?" you gaped, eyes widening from the males remark. Joshua lets out a chuckle, still not facing you.
"Well, you are in the school paper. I read your works, sometimes," he hummed. He gives you a side glance, mouth still in the form a sweet, gentle smile. "It's hard not to, you know."
This guy is really out to kill me.
You wanted to punch yourself, but you couldn't do that without looking like some sort of weirdo in front of the male. Lightly slapping yourself in the face (without Joshua seeing, of course), you made yourself recall what you came here for.
"A-anyways. If you don't mind, Joshua, I'd like to have to letter back," you sputtered out. "Everything written there is all in the past so you don't have to worry about anything— I, uh, I don't like you anymore. At least not it that way."
Joshua remains silent for a while, pressing his lips together tightly. His expression is unreadable and you started to grow anxious by each passing second, staring at the male with an evident nervous look in your gaze. Did I say something wrong?
"Ah, is that so?" he spoke out and you nodded in response. Joshua hummed and reached for his pocket, pulling out the familiar yellow envelope. "Here," he handed it over to you, a slight smile plastered on his face, causing one to bloom on yours as well. You slowly took the item from his hand and held it tightly, giving him a grateful look.
"Thank you so much, Joshua."
"It's not a problem."
The male gave you a close-eyed grin, sending a surge of warmth all throughout your body. Time to yeet out of here, Y/N. Dont give into the devil's tempation.
You readied yourself to stand up and to take your leave, but a sudden but firm grip on your wrist prevented you from doing so.
"Y/N—," a flustered look shrouds Joshua's face and he immediately lets go of you. "Sorry, my bad," he scratches the crook of his neck and bashfully looks away from your direction.
"It's fine, Josh. Is there something on your mind?" you inquired, raising your brow at the male. He hesitantly opens his mouth but closes it once again. Your mouth forms into a slight frown. You don't know what was going inside the male's head, but as far as you've known him, he's always hesitated in doing things for his own self-satisfaction— he's always done what the people want, even at his own expense.
"Joshua," the male snaps out of his trance upon hearing the sound of your voice. "You don't have to be afraid to tell me anything— whatever it is, I'll listen."
Surprised at your sentiment, Joshua's eyes widen. He then trails his attention to the ground, taking in a long and deep breath. Slowly, he pulls his head up, eyes taking you in entirely.
"Y/N, if you don't mind," he pauses for a while, one of his hands playing with his sleeve. "I hope this won't be the last time that we talk to each other— of course, unless if you don't want to."
Joshua's eyes scan your face for any sign of discomfort and seems to relax just the slightest bit when he sees none. You weren't gonna lie— you nearly passed out because holy shit is he asking to my friend that's so adorable fuck. You breathed deeply, trying to calm your racing heart (courtesy of Mr. Hong Jisoo) and Joshua patiently waited for your response, anxiousness evident in his features.
"I'd like that, Josh," you tell the male, eyes gleaming and mouth smiling. Clearly, Joshua didn't expext that to be your answer. He was taken aback at first, but that changed almost immediately. Eyes formed into small crescents and the corners of his lips turned upwards, Joshua's blooming expression nearly puts the dozens of flowers in the garden to shame.
The sun was starting to set, giving everything a beautiful, orange warmth— and making Joshua look even more breath taking than before (in your defense, you could still admire people without harboring feelings for them, duh).
"It's getting late, isn't it?" Joshua mused, eliciting a soft hum from you in response. "Shall we get going?"
You gave him a quick nod and started to head over to the garden's exit with the male trailing behind you. You took your time taking each step, admiring the numerous blooms that are present in every corner (and maybe because you wanted to stay with the male a little longer, but you'd never admit that). Distracted by the gigantic patch of sunflowers on your left, you didn't notice a rather big rock right in front of you.
In short— you tripped.
You let out a high-pitched yelp, closing your eyes and waiting for the painful impact to come— but it didn't. Rather than being pulled straight into the bumpy ground, you were somehow pulled away from it, and with a faint thud, your head landed on a smooth and hard chest.
"Y/N are— are you alright?" Joshua questions, worry evident in his tone. You opened your eyes, raising your head to see the male who was only inches away. His hands landed on your shoulders, gripping you with a firm yet gentle hold. A light flush of pink spreads on your face and you scrambled away from the male.
"I—I'm fine, Josh, thank you" you coughed out.
"Are you sure?" he asks once more, brows furrowing with concern. "Do you want to go the infirmary?"
Infirmary? You nearly choked. Memories of last times mishaps surfaced inside your mind. The nurse pretty much hates you now, and going in with the same fucking guy you were literally hiding from would end up being absolutely awkward to the point that you could literally drown yourself in the awkwardness— that's not something you'd like to experience (you've had enough, thank you very much).
"No!" you exclaimed, surprising the male a little bit so you immediately toned yourself down. "I—I mean— it's not like I'm hurt or anything and it's all thanks to you, Josh. You were there to catch me on time so I didn't end up slamming into the ground or anything."
Joshua remains silent for a while, his eyes focused on you. You could feel your blush resurfacing and you averted your eyes from the male. He let out a sigh and spoke, ruffling your hair in the process.
"If you say so."
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17caratssi · 5 years
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Scoups! Single Dad au pt2
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part 1 is here
seungcheol couldn’t contain his joy when you began walking with him and asking him how was the game
maybe she was just being friendly, who in the world wants to befriend with a single parent duh
“i rarely go out to meet my mates, so this is like the rarest occasion for both of us,” he replied and aejung tugged on his hair softly
you were hesitated to ask if he were a single parent or what but it just slipped faster than you could stop yourself
“yeah, I’ve been a single parent since she was one,” he smiled and arrived at his car,aejung jumped off from his embrace and into the car
“it’s really nice to meet you,” he stuttered, “we could meet another time, not here again of course,,, he added nervously
was it smooth? or too obvious that he wanted your number???
"sure! we can exchange our numbers and meet again to talk like this and i really like aejung honestly”
gOD BLESS GOD BLESS
after exchanging your numbers, he excused himself to go
you nodded and waved at the sleepy aejung and then his dad
you might need to take a bus this late and you were sure smelling awful right now uGh
seungcheol saw you walked to the bus station and made a turn to the stand
he rolled down the window to meet your surprised face
“come in, I’ll give you a ride. it’s late anyway” he assured and you wouldn’t decline though
you didnt expect him to turn his car and offer you a drive home but he is a gentleman
the little one already fell asleep and you were silent all along
you convinced yourself that he probably tired from the game and his day so you paid attention to the scenery to distract yourself
“uhm.. is it too early if i asked you out for a dinner?” he suddenly spoke and slowed down the speed
you chuckled lowly and shook your head, “I’m okay with it if that includes aejung together” you peeked over aejung in the passenger seat
“uh.. just we two actually”
“ooh..” your heart pumped at that. he wanted to take you out and thats romantic. actually you dont care if aejung wasnt included but could he handle the awkwardness?
“sure,”
the dinner date was just a few minutes away and you were sure he was in front of your building already
after you both met at the court, he spared sometimes to text you and you always brought up aejung to a topic
the voice of little girl interrupted and ended up with her pestering his dad
it was so cute and theyre adorable
he complimented you, the dress you wore just nicely hung until under your knees. not so fancy but you tried to look good for him
“thank god my friend is free tonight to look over aejung” he laughed softly and drove to the restaurant
the whole drive he was kind of tense but you ensure him that it’s just you
yeah because it’s just you, he was a total wreck
he ordered the food and you thought the prices were too much but he said he made good money so you didn’t have to worry
you two shared some stories and about how his friends set up numerous blind dates when aejung was just 2
he didn't have any serious relationship for at least 5 years and said you were the first woman he asked out for a dinner
“You’re quite good for a first timer” he blushed at that and oh my god he could make your heart burst every time he smiled. his gums are the cutest you found
he brought you to his house for a while because he asked if you’d like to see aejung
excUSES
unfortunately, it was late and aejung was asleep, joshua left and said “make sure to lock the door” to seungcheol with a smirk
oh mY
you sat in the dining room while he’s gone to tuck aejung to her bed
his house was unexpectedly neat and clearly showed in the small cabinet that he was raising a kid
the frames were full of their pictures taken by another person
maybe it was his-
“hey,,” his voice turned out raspy than before but you hid your excitement with another hey
it wasnt odd but he laughed afterwards
he brought you water to the couch and settled your mind just to realize how close he was to you
you wanted to reach for his hand and lead the things but it was too early for that
and when he himself didnt show much to have affection with you
should i make them kiss?
he caught you were staring at his lips unconsciously and leaned closer
he tilted his head to meet your red lips and claimed there softly and lightly
he pulled away too fast and asked if he ruined the moment by kissing you
“no, it was perfect” and then he kissed you back, more force onto this one but kept the romantic aspect into it
he closed his eyes to feel the longing of kissing a woman
he put his hand on your waist to pull you closer and you smiled into the kiss
he’s so good at this, you thought
he pulled just an inch to grasp for air. phew that was too much for him but he actually wanted more
you two chuckled at the memory of seconds ago. it felt nice and seungcheol wanted to keep this relationship
maybe she’s the one
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