#BUT LIKE. I ALSO SIGH RANDOMLY .

[that-foul-legacy-lover]

Date Idea:

Frantically running through the woods trying to escape the threat of vicious cuddles that will inevitably catch up to you once the eldritch horror monster does <3

best date idea ever, right here!!!

Foul Legacy always gives you a head start, fluttering his wings in amusement as he watches you dart away into the trees, waiting for a few more minutes before he dashes after you! once you reach the middle of the forest you pause for a moment to catch your breath, only to hastily scramble up a tree when you hear the sound of twigs snapping and heavy footsteps. Legacy bursts into the small clearing, shaking some of the leaves from his hair and looking around for you, tilting his head this way and that until he catches sight of you perched in the tree and lets out a joyful trill. he reaches for you, directly underneath where you're sitting, and nods reassuringly

you lean back and fall, unafraid, landing perfectly in Legacy's arms with a small thump. he leans in to press his forehead against yours and at the same time you run your fingers through his coppery hair, smoothing out the tangles and brushing out any residual leaves and sticks caught in the tresses. your monster companion tilts his head back, silently requesting scritches and rumbling in delight when you comply and scratch under his chin. in one swift motion Legacy pulls you against his chest, pressing his masked cheek against the top of your head and letting out a content sigh as you brush your thumb over his mouth, smiling at the sensation of him delicately nibbling your fingers

a leaf falls from a nearby tree, and Legacy picks it up and places it onto your head, and you smile and begin to look around for another leaf to do the same

#genshin impact #childe #tartaglia #foul legacy #foul legacy childe #genshin tartagalia #genshin childe #genshin tartaglia #chit chat #anon #legacy does that thing where he puts his teeth around your fingers but doesn't bite down hard #just kinda holding you there like 'this is mine and i love you' #also that last line is something you would both do #just randomly handing each other rocks or pine needles or sticks #sigh my stomach hurts but i got to drink hot cocoa so that is nice :) #short scenario #other's stuff #good evening :)

[blusandbirds]

rewatching the scene where hawk meets kenny in the bathroom and it's so funny in retrospect like why did he even come in? he entered, gave his advice/threat to kenny, and then just left immediately after?? did he decide it took the oomph out of his message if he went to piss right after? did he just come to check on bert and nate? does he have a special sense for conflict and just followed it to the boys bathroom? does he just like to hang out in public school bathrooms? what is his deal?

#blu talks #cobra kai #eli hawk moskowitz #my personal interpretation is that he is bert and nate's designated keeper #like in the drive in episode he also just randomly appeared as kenny approached nate and bert #i like to think he's on their babysitting duty and whenever they disappear hes like ugh gotta go find the shitheads #also explanation for his exhausted underclassmen wrangler energy in the waterpark ep #sees anthony getting bullied *tired sigh* #sees bert devon and co getting into an argument with cobra kai *tired sigh* #cobra kai writers why will you not give me this dynamic

[startreatment]

there's a k-pop themed cafe in my town that i've been to at least 5 times now and the music video/song selection just gets better with every visit omfg.

#the first couple of times they just played a shit ton of stray kids/bts/twice/itzy/enhypen/gidle on both the speakers and the tvs #last time however!!! they played SIX taemin songs. mind you i live in fuckass nowhere in russia. #it went move > advice > criminal > thirsty??? >SEXUALITY ?? > SAYONARA HITORI (and then they played rover too. this sm slay) #like i was fully losing my mind when move started playing and then it just got even crazier #and today they played criminal again and THE FEELING (just the music video with no sound BUT STILL) #i felt my soul leave my body when i turned to see what was playing on the tv and kibum just. stared back at me #the same amount of serotonin i got when i randomly heard teddy picker (my FAV am song) playing in some random ass cafe?? #sigh anyway sorry i'm gonna be normal #OH also got a fanmade red velvet photocard too. cute! #and now we drink peach soju bye bye y'all #post.txt

[mememan93]

The issue that arises when a game gets super popular is that other developers will try to make games in that style, by taking the basis of the game (ex. Open world, rougelike) without thinking about or realizing what the game does well that makes it popular

#ITS NOT ABOUT THE BIGGEST WORLD I DONT WANT A BIG WORLD I WANT A FULL WORLD #I DONT WANT EMPTY PATCHES I WANT BIG TOWNS I WANT RUINS I WANT QUESTS #game criticism #raven croaks #yes this is about botw and totk but also about splatoon side order #because it's a rougelike that's not replayable. and that's the issue. like the devs understood- #rougelike = start over when die. Rougelite = permanent upgrades when die. but didn't understand to add enough variety to make us wanna keep #playing. you get 5 options: Chase the boys. portals: tower control: splat zones: 8 ball #on the same few floors. once you've done one you've done them all really #i've 100% it for bragging rights and because i was delusional at the time #Crypt of the necrodancer is my favorite rougelike. why do i love it so much? because every run is different #every floor is randomly generated. now you can't really do that with 3d environments so you gotta make enough #to have variety so players don't get bored right #and when you don't you get side order. sigh. #i'm going to bed now

[heartshattering]

when your mom keeps going on about how you need to marry a man already and you remind her you're asexual and her response is "Don't come to me with that foolishness"

thanks, Mom

#sigh #like trying to talk to a damn brick wall #she's been a lot more annoying than usual lately #not necessarily about the asexual thing but literally over EVERYTHING lately #like she just randomly finds shit to start picking on me about #really wish she would have had another kid or two so I wouldn't be stuck being the family disappointment but oh fucking well #also if she wants me to marry so badly... why is she keeping me as a shut-in? #make it make sense ffs #I don't leave the house or interact with people outside home and I'm not allowed to have a job besides remote freelancing #but I'm supposed to marry a guy somehow... #okay??? #sorry but she's just so fucking ridiculous I can't deal with it #please just shut the fuck up already ughhh

[dany36]

famous last words after the crystal bearers was released :(

#junk #final fantasy crystal chronicles #ffcc #too bad they butchered the multiplayer from the original ffcc in the remaster and was widely criticized by fans u_u #otherwise i'd have hope that this underrated series would get picked up again and have new games come out for it T_T !!! #what i actually wanted to talk about before i got distracted by that yt comment in the sacred haven video #was how it's such a shame that the sacred haven song is so short #but unfortunately it works SO WELL because it IS so short #just so fucking delicious. like. it's so soothing to listen to if only for the less than two minutes that it plays for. #and ALSO i really can't stop thinking about how this song plays at the title screen and you hear it every time you are about to play #and then!!!!! it fucking plays at such an intense and emotional part of the ending!!! #like FUUUUUUCKKADLFKJASLDFKJALSKDJF i was so shocked at the emotional impact that part had on me aaaaaaaaaaaaaa #this game is so short i really should just do a new game+ of it and cry some more about it #anywaysss just randomly thinking about the cc series again sigh!!!

[lenievi]

I finished R.U.R. and now I kind of want to watch The Requiem for Methuselah to see if there’s anything in Rayna that can be traced to R.U.R. She is, after all, named after Capek = Rayna Kapec.

I mean the whole android who discovered love is already there (but it’s not like it’s uncommon, even though idk how common it was 50+ years ago).

The thing is, though, that I feel like I, Mudd would be a better episode to reference Capek/R.U.R., but I guess it would turn a bit dark if that was the case. But instead of Norman we could have Karl lol

#but i really dislike the episode and i don't want to watch it hahahaha #even if i changed my mind and actually could enjoy kirk just randomly falling in love while his crew was dying #the last minute would ruin it anyway because i will never ever like spock erasing kirk's memories #it's the worst #the fact that i've seen many people romanticizing it doesn't help either (good thing i also saw people hating it makes me feel better) #romanticizing it and villainizing mccoy - what a joy #but yeah i kind of want to watch it but i know i would just feel the dread of the ending the whole time. sighs #leni's nonsense #for me season 3 is just pick your own episodes and ignore the rest #before you @ me i know what they went for in the finale scene in the episode #there's the whole 'if only i could forget' 'i wish he could forget her' 'forget' but i still don't like it lol #because it's a terrible breach of trust #and manipulation with memory and feelings #they could only get away with it because there's always a reset

[giffingthingsss]

I never liked the ‘break for mind meld’ part honestly. Paused the action and I found it kinda hard to buy, but hey.

#the gift #like the time it took to do that you could have gotten her to the escape pod probably #also how did we not get a doctor reaction #i appreciated the 'spending time together' scene but like #she was the reason he was him #and he's chilling alone in sickbay and finds out randomly because no one thought to tell him #i assume #like ouch #but no it's just 'i made hair grow' #*sigh* #maybe at that point no one had told him #lol #he was just happily deborging seven and had not been informed

[koganelovesmcclain]

I wanna buy the tears of the kingdom switch...

It's so pretty!!! TwT

#see i love botw i played it for like 2 months!!! in 2019 and haven't picked it up since #due to depression etc #but now its been so long i dont know the controls or what i was in the middle of?? #but i don't wanna delete my game and start over #like... what if i wanna get back into my old save?? #idk #it makes no sense #buttttt if i got this i could start a new game on it yes and then i could also just have an extra switch #cuz jess and i both have one. but hers randomly disconnects from its joycons??? for some reason. #idk. #its Money i should save. but also the money is just sitting there... #and has been for a long time #diary #sigh

[dbphantom]

Man you know I'm fucking stressed when I start having sleep paralysis episodes again lmao

#Cruddy rambles #This time I saw a big ol demon kitty lounging on the chair in my room and heard someone banging on my bedroom door and turning the knob #The worst part of these is when I try to talk and I physically cannot even get a sound out #I always wondered. What it sounded like to other people #Because to me in the half asleep state I am screaming with a closed mouth and all that's coming out is like. Those whisper yells. #But I imagine it's making next to no noise at all. Which sucks bc like. I'd at least LIKE help if it were possible #Not that I want to just start screaming randomly in the middle of the night. But being able to call 4 help would be nice. #Sigh... #Anyway. Yeah. That was a great experience 10/10 do not recommend #It's funny how I had 1 (one) sleep paralysis experience at college. And now that I'm home I'm having them on the reg again #Funny how that works. I'm sure it's unrelated. #They're not even that scary bc Im half asleep for them. they're just panic inducing bc they're loud and I can't move and I hate it #SO loud. It's always lots of banging. One time I heard my Grammy laughing from that same chair while something huge and with many limbs #Banged all across my closet doors from every direction. Fuckin rude #I've also only ever had 1 physical hallucination and it was the college one #A demon walked into my dorm room while my friends slept in the common room (initially I thought it was one of them coming in to wake me up) #And walked over to the side of the bed and stood there and stared at me until it started shaking the bed violently and laughing #And I just kinda rolled over and fell back asleep despite the shaking and laughing bc like. What u gonna do #I have to emphasize that you're barely conscious during these which is why ur brain hallucinates in the first place #So literally ur only action is to force yourself to wake up but deal with the horrors (like I did tonight) or just. Fall back asleep #Which is my usual option but I couldn't fall back asleep bc I'm hungry #I'm gonna go tho. I'm tired af and I wanna try to sleep some more b4 I have to get up today #I just came here to calm down bc talking calms me down and well. I can post here without bothering anyone with dumb messages. #So I'm go back to sleep now #Goog nite

[noxtivagus]

afternoon happy random rambles c:

#🌙.rambles #i am. so good at talking to myself #honestly i talk to myself quite a lot huh idk i generally have sm on my mind #i love convos abt stuff like this but idk how do ppl even bring up n initiate convos esp abt these topics #with apollo sometimes we just randomly bring it up n talk for hours but idk how to do that for others #like idk i'm the sort of person i think that seems normal on the outside but fuck no i'm weird #THAT SAID THOUGH i don't care i just wna be myself in this world :c #realizing once more that i am a rather serious person. NOT BORING THOUGH I HOPE #random but i rmb when first meeting w some ppl earlier this year i rmb in call #i don't remember context but i think i said a word n people's reactions were funny #i think it was 'affinity' ???? #anyways that makes me remember i'm a person that. idk my vocab is. #i use words in normal day to day convos that most ppl around me dont use ;;;; #one thing i love abt tumblr is that there r sm creative ppl here #i'm not used to knowing creative ppl irl Sigh #i love both the intricate n simple details in life but b #im not used tho to environments fit for ppl like me ig #thinking rn abt how yh i'm really a creative person at heart but i've also always been #intelligent w stuff like memorization analysis uhh maths sciences languages n academics in general #wait i rmb now back to interpretation yes #i love that sm. like yk w music w art w theatre w literature #n that's personally a core theme in my own writing. that i try to implement at least #i love thinking abt how the own things i write r up to interpretation for others #perception in general too is smth that sparks so much curiosity in me #speaking of which i wna make that gforms soon #i wna ask ppl ik questions c: just out of curiosity bcs goddamn i rlly love learning #there's no end to the things to learn in this world. to be created too #n i'll develop these skills n gain more memories until i ultimately get bored to death or smth #hehe 🫶🏼

[somuch-4-stardust]

i have not been able to stim freely for two weeks now and i think im going to fucking explode

#OR. COMMIT A MURDER. OR. SCREAMS. #i am so proud of myself i have been not stimming in front of people (i am always in front of people) #BUT LIKE. AHHHHBHHHSDFJBGRHYHSBVFHSDKJFBLKSDJFDSf #[warning for my usual semi violent ramblings here ] #I AM GONNA. BASH MY HEAD AGAINST A WALL. AND LIKE TEAR OFF MY ARMS #i am going to kill someone i am going to kill myself i am gonna commit unethical acts i am going to fucking rip my limbs off #i want to pull my hair out. and i want to like cut open my stomache and pull out my guts #LIKE I KNOW I SOUND LIEK SOME DUMB EDGY KID BUT LIKE. AGBGBGBGRBAJGBRDBFKBGGBSDHF #i need to be like. smooshed under a building. A WEIGHTED BLANKET ISNT ENOUGH I NEED TO BE KILLED. #i need a HUG but in a STIM way #i just sighed (I JUST SIGHED JUST SO YOU KNOW) but like i really just sighed and like #i dont think i. sigh normally????? #like........... #i dont sigh when its like . for an emotion like. i dont do exasperated sighs #well i maybe do . i dont remember #BUT LIKE. I ALSO SIGH RANDOMLY . #like im not upset or anything it just happens sometimes #DOES THIS HAPPEN TO OTHER PEOPLE I NEED TO KNOW. MAYBE IT IS NORMAL #IV EJUST NEVER NOTICED PEOPLE RANDOMLY SIGHING>..

[voidwerks]

#gotta love just minding my own business and randomly stumbling on something that reminds me of my relationship trauma #even if I had the time or the energy to devote to a relationship rn and lived somewhere besides Corpus Christi #the idea of it all just feels dull and grey like it'll never be that good again #its been years and all I can feel about the idea is a resounding sigh #part of me wants it wants it so badly the delicacy the goofiness the hand holding the smiles the love and I know it's real and possible #but it also feels like I'm chasing the dragon and that nothing will ever shine that brightly again #I really really really hope it's just Corpus being a depressing town to live in I'm so tired of everything feeling grey #ironic given this place is sun and open skies almost year round #me

[vvenushalo]

why does ordering doordash feel like i just called a hit upon myself

#shaking in my boots thinking of someone quietly & uneventfully dropping off my order by my door #could also be the shame of making some guy do my groceries when i could’ve just waited for my mom to get home (<- 20yrs old still cant drive #also off my meds the paranoia so wild ive been avoiding making my presence known so bad….. all my hard work for naught #also since i got covid last year ive been significantly more susceptible to chest pains. both randomly & bc anxiety #which never used to happen to this extent. it used to be more mentally ouchie my heart but now its like. WOW. ouchie! my HEART..? #anyways i will be killed within the hour. all this bc we ran out of cooking oil mid oatmeal cookie baking #my dumb ass not chrcking to make sure we have all the ibgredients before i start a recipe…….. sigh. the consequences of my own actions #signed venus

[libraryleopard]

Adult standalone urban fantasy novel

In an alternate version of present-day Vancouver inhabited by the reincarnated Knights of the Round Table and other figures from myth and folklore, a college student from an Arthurian family and a valkyrie both become entangled in a murder investigation

Gay autistic main character with anxiety; bi ace main character; M/M + F/F romances; Chinese Canadian trans girl side character

#i REALLY wanted to like this because it's part gay green knight retelling part valkyrie detective mystery #and those are excellent concepts #but i didn't really end up liking it sigh #it felt very slow and slice-of-life which i don't think worked with the murder mystery plot #i felt like hildie (the valkyriee) spent most of her chapters being like 'woe is me i don't want to be a valkyrie' which got boring fast #the climax of the novel also involves randomly inserting chapters from the pov of new perspective characters which is just…why… #also some that really bugged me #is that i had heard that this novel explores arthurian myths and european colonization of the americas #and and like european myths overwriting indigenous ones #which sounded like an interesting concept #and there are mentions of indigenous canadian history and place names #but no mentions of present-day indigenous peope or really any other cultures having urban fantasy stuff going on? #i get not wanting to overstep your lane but even just like. mentioning there are magical creatures from cultures would have worked #especially since you have a valkyrie running around in an arthurian world!! #okay ending on a positive note props to the guinever/lancelot/galehaut polycule never seem that combo before #but yeah this was kinda disappointing #the winter knight #jas battis #2023 reads #lulu speaks #lulu reads #lulu reads the winter knight #books

[yououghtaknow]

you know what they say. at least this weird situationship i'm in applies to so many taylor swift songs.

#vent in tags #WHYYYYY DID SHE RANDOMLY DECIDE TO TALK TO ME AFTER OVER A MONTH AT 2AM #I SHOULD NOT HAVE ANSWERED BUT. WELL I AM A SILLY GUY (EMOTIONAL MASOCHIST) #THE ONE NIGHT I'M ESPECIALLY ANXIOUS ABOUT BEING BACK IN THE CITY AND SHE CALLS. #brother she told me she loved me and let me tell you i did let out a sob. #i also called her mate. because i was going to say babe and pivoted. it was Bad For Me. #ANYWAYS don't know how i feel about this because i assumed she would never want to speak to me again #when i asked her if she thought about me she said she thought about everyone. So. #i also told her i calculated how many hours it had been since we'd last spoken (FOR A POETRY THING) #GOD!!!! LOVE IS FUCKING EMBARRASSING!!!!! IT'S SOCIAL SUICIDE!!!!!!!! #going to listen to guts and freak out while i try to parse These Feelings. #god. god. WHY DOES SHE KEEP DOING THIS TO ME. #i was going to try and sleep early tonight but that's OUT THE WINDOW #at least i had like a two hours nap a bit ago. #sigh. might be time to make a playlist lads.