#BECAUSE ITS SUCH A SAD NIGHT!!!

[h0r0gur4mu]

Because it’s such a beautiful night…

#BECAUSE ITS SUCH A SAD NIGHT!!! #royai #roy x riza #roy mustang #riza hawkeye #fma #fmab #fullmetal alchemist #fullmetal alchemist brotherhood #shipping #malice mizer #baroque #fullmetal alchemist mobile #fma mobile #game #gaming #video game #mobile games

[ihearnocomplaints]

Longing is one of the most painful emotions, I think.

Rb >>>> like

(tags are vvvv appreciated and give me motivation)

Here’s everything I drew in the hour and a half-ish that I had.

#felt angst last night #so i drew my thoughts today #not exactly how I was hoping #but its okay nonetheless #complaintsconcepts #angst #dca #dca fandom #sun #sun fnaf #i love him #anyway today i spilled half of the coffee i got on myself and i can’t change because im at work so now I just smell like coffee #i am sad #sigh

[thrumugnyr]

Fair Alistair, fair.

#Dragon Age #Dragon Age: Origins #alistair theirin #Warden Surana #I swear the Morrigan thing came so out of nowhere my Warden was so taken off guard #and had a little crisis #he really didnt want to die tho just finally got out of the circle come on #(and I wouldnt be able to make Zev sad like that ;_; ) #so uhhh he made a demon baby and then cried for the rest of the night or something haha #the struggle #copypastus #(yeah my gf drew this because she was REALLY amused how much i struggled with this lol) #(its not that I dislike Morrigan or anything even...it just....it was so sudden haha)

[sy-tech]

It's ungodly late (4 AM) and I stayed up reading comics about silly aliens and I found myself loving the interaction between a certain yautja and a human. Here's a highlight reel.

I was reading Prometheus: The Complete Fire and Stone Comic. I highly recommend it. The art is super cool. The comic is entertaining. And the story isn't half bad. It's especially interesting if you like the Prometheus movie.

I was cracking up the whole damn time these two were stuck together. He (the human) was gonna grow a spine or die of a heart attack.

#Get leashed idiot #Fuckin hated Galgo for the majority of this series then they fo this and I can't help but laugh and hope he lives #Not cuz I like him but because hes a funny guy forced to learn his lesson #Comics #AVP #Yautja #I had to stop myself from reading this all in one night- #Im gonna be so sad when its over

[ohlookitsthearkhamknight]

Theres nothing more i love to read than Tommy’s first crush being Sal to the point he would do anything for an ounce of his attention that slowly broke his heart but he was desperate to feel any love and would put up with Sal being an asshole and never reciprocating his feelings. Like mmm thats the good shit. (Im totally not projecting lols)

I love that its not just Evan thats learning to be loved and wanted, its Tommy too i just love that vulnerability *chefs kiss*

more hc in the tags

#just thinking about after Gerard left and tommy did some digging #he finally realized OH #it wasnt just looking up to sal #it was a crush too #i can see him doing EVERYTHING to get some form of acknowledgment #maybe they go out drinking and Tommy lets himself lie to himself and pretend its something more than ‘bestfriends going out for a drink’ #tommy in some seedy bar kissing a broad guy with short hair that he can pretend is sal #going to work the next day and pretending he didnt call his one night stand sal #catching glimpses in the changing room #chimney has a suspicion but keeps his mouth shut #hen just looks at him sadly #and sal barely looks at him at all #tommy feeling sad that sal left for good but at one of their meet ups sal goes on a rant being homophobic and all #and tommys heart shatters because it finally hits him. he’ll never have a chance #sry tommy just makes me insane and i cant stop thinking about how his first crush could have been sal #tommy kinard #sal deluca #evan buckley #bucktommy #kinley #911 abc #911 show

[raddestrose]

I cant get that dang song out of my head

#do you know how hard it is to do schoolwork with Cure playing in your mind #i can’t even think #its everywhere #i can’t sleep at night i can only think of them #i need to write essays but can’t because the songs are playing #the voices #alien stage #alien stage ivan #alien stage till #ivantill #release me from this prison please #there are songsnthat when the play I sigh heavily out of sadness #this is now one of them

[bluarlequinno]

I can't get over how now with security breach and the DLC there seems to be trend of having a kid that is gonna be associated with an animatronic, which of course has been done before obviously, BUT this time the bond comes from a positive thing, the animatronic helps the child and they form a bond or so

It contrast a lot with how it used to be, kids associated with animatronics were because obviously they posses them and were murdered and I just think there is some feeling of sadness over all this contrast of child-animatronic correlation

Mostly because the MCI got this "bond" with their animatronic over suffering and trauma and death, and Gregory and Cassie got it because the animatronic shed a positive light and a refuge for them and it makes me so sad for the MCI and for Cassidy specially because I cannot not compare Gregory and Cassie with Evan and Cassidy, they give the same "vibes" or kind of, and it feels almost sad to acknowledge

Even more so remembering Charlie of all people, because her animatronic was built to help her, to protect her, to be there for her and for the kids and it became just another vessel of a soul in agony

Is just how this child-animatronic relationships have changed that make me sob because I loved Cassie and Gregory and I find their relationship with Freddy and Roxy so cute and bittersweet but in a good way, and then I think back to the MCI, to Charlie, to Elizabeth and how their relationship with their respective animatronics turned out and then I get really really sad

#five nights at freddy's #elizabeth afton #charlie emily #cassie fnaf #gregory fnaf #fnaf ruin #mci fnaf #fnaf glamrock freddy #fnaf roxanne #fnaf random opinions #i sm still kidna confused over the new lore #ngl #but im getting there #im just a old lore truther so i take my time #but i find this new turn of events with the child-animatronic bond endearing #its bittersweet #because i like the idea that now this bond is because the animatronic is like an ally #but i also find it sad because all my fav kiddos never got that

[perfectsoundwhateverrr]

#so ive been watching iasip every night to go to sleep to for like a year and a half but my laptop broke :( #so now instead of just rewatching community it has become my new night time show #because of course i cant sleep in silence i gotta have my emotional support fictional characters as background noise #luckily i have s1-4 on dvd otherwise i'd probably be much more distraught bc i wont have the money to fix/replace my laptop for a long time #anyway made this silly meme to cope with my sadness and usher in this new era #iasip #its always sunny #community

[ithacanradio]

love for humanity moodboard!

#i stayed up until three am last night to find all of these so im posting no matter how silly #it does bring me joy #actually staying up until three was because i was looking for a particular 'italian man shating coffee from balcony' image #which i KNOW exists because i printed it and its on my coffee box. however even getting up from bed and #trying to google lens search it turned up nothing #very sad cause ira guy drinking coffee and sea pictures didnt make the cut

[piplupcola]

I just want to commend you artists, you writers, you game designers and cosplayers and anyone who does creative stuff out there on finding the courage to create. Many of you out there are plagued with depression, anxiety, lack of confidence, imposter syndrome and so many other worries and doubts about your ability to create. I am one such person, and though I have so many ideas and stories in my head i could explode, I lose confidence in my ideas and skill so rapidly from just holding a pen, basically nothing ever gets put on page. I'll tell myself I'm lucky if I even get a single drawing done in a year, frankly calling myself an artist is more a fraud than anything.

But you people, you creative amazing people manage to overcome that. No matter how good you think your work is or your level of skill, you draw and write and do it anyway, some of you even post it online for people to see, something I'm almost always ashamed about doing in fear of someone I know seeing it (why do u think I'm hiding here on tumblr where none of the much more talented people I know go). I've always admired yet envy you amazing people, who are passionate about art, who sit down and still make stuff after a long day of work because it makes u relax, who see art as joy than something you need to do because it's work, who would draw and create despite all the hardships and doubts and worries the world and yourself have place upon you.

The fact that you're able to get pass all that and get a sketch, a word, an idea down on a page, I think you all are so very incredibly brave. Much braver than me at least. No matter where you are on your creative journey right now, keep doing what you're doing and create. It is those that keep going that make it to success in the end. I unfortunately will not be one those people, but I hope that I can keep cheering others on instead.

#art #artists #honestly its late and i might delete this in the morning #i just wanna get this out of my head so i can sleep #artists on tumblr #i feel like if i ever get drunk this is what my rambles would be like #idk cos i dont drink #but i hope ill be an encouraging drunk more than a sad drunk #right now with half my brain begging me to sleep i feel like both #keep drawing guys #thats the long and short of it #i came out of art school learning that i could never be an artist #not because of skills or anything its bcos i just have no drive to create like others #no matter how well i did in school it was always just to get a good grade #that when i left school there were no more assignments and i never could draw like i did in school again #it was then that i realise i could draw if i had to but i could never truly be an artist who draws bcos they want to #its just something i accepted and i need to learn to move on from #anyways night rambles #im gonna delete this later #im like that snowman in Undertale #i wont be able to go where you all go but i hope youll take a piece of me with you through all your art #anyways drink lots of water stayin school fuck AI and im gonna pass out #artist on tumblr

[cr1ms0nesp3ra-ac3]

Wait.... Idk if anyone may or may not notice this but.

I feel like the ST albums are the representation of five stages of grief.. although some songs had those styles, but this I had to ramble em up:

One - Denial

Two - Anger

Sundowning - Bargaining or Depression, it seems look like it.

TPWBYT - Depression(or Bargaining.. idk tho)

TMBTE - Looks like Anger but also Acceptance, but again, idk..

Seems to me that some of the songs had the slow sad theme, yet it had the tone of anger, denial, depression at the same time as its tone of sound.. That's how I think of Euclid.

What I believe that this song, is a song of Acceptance.

Like um- hear this.

At the end of the music, the TNDNBTG tone starts with a calm yet bittersweet sound makes it a sad bittersweet tone. Imagine this text I made:

"i did it, I managed to complete the obstacles.. even though I know the suffer I had is still here, I must keep going and keep living. For everyone. "

Correct me if I feel wrong of my first and ever analysis.

#st #analysis #song analysis #sleep token #sleep token fandom #sleep token band #sleep token worship #one sleep token #two sleep token #sundowning #this place will become your tomb #tpwbyt #tmbte #take me back to eden #sleep token analysis #I know I know its my first st analysis post... but I just had to post it because this idea/theory popped in my head: #I think I call this.. ''The 5 Grief Stages'' theory #While I was relistening to Eucild.. I notice that this song had a soft and sad bittersweet tone. #meaning that u had accomplish what ur final goal is. It was Acceptance.. it is time for u to move on and forget what u are through. #but no matter what.. the suffering u had is still there inside ur dark heart. But u also must keep going for the light.. #as someone who had.. self-conflict issues to myself. This song heals me 🤟 #okay im done ramblin rn lol #night night!!

[matchandelure]

i fear that the undercover top secret government assassins are growing on me (cp9)

#I HAD ZERO THOUGHTS ABOUT THEM AT FIRST #IN FACT I WAS DEVASTATED THAT THE WATER 7 QUARTET WERE ACTUALLY CP9 #BUT THEN??????? I READ CP9'S INDEPENDENT REPORT AND. I!?!??!?@?!? #the thoughts are endless ive been having one piece dreams every night for the past few days and they have all been cp9 related the brainrot #is so bad. i am sodgjkadhg #i love one piece there are so many characters with each new arc i get to i get some new characters to obsess over i love it i feel so alive #ive been fighting tooth and nail avoiding spoilers for the latest episode BUT GOD IM SO SO TEMPTED TO. TAKE A PEEK #anyways last night i was once again doing a wiki deep dive and i found some silly things on cp9's pages #JABRA AND LUCCI ARE THE SAME HEIGHT!!!!! THIS IS SO FUCKING FUNNY #CAN YOU IMAGINE?!?!?! the kid you've had beef with since he was 13 (maybe even earlier since lucci alreayd knew him when he was 6) who you #used to have a whole head over is now at eye level with you i would actually be so embarrased #KAKU IS FROM EAST BLUE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS OS IMPORTANT ACTUALLY!! THE MOST IMPORATNT FACT EVER!!!!!!!!!!! #so he knows the strawhats are...also from the east blue right?!? right??????! and ik the wg steals these kids early on to train them so i #doubt he has lingering attachments to his home sea but i still think this so both so so sad and so important :'(( #also not getting over how oda's depiction of tiny kaku has him holding a toy boat BC ARE YOU KIDDING ME!!?! ARE YOU K IDDING ME #kalifa and jabra's favourite dishes are both lamb based!!!!!!!!! silly because her animal motif is a sheep haha #BUT ALSO considering how her father was also cp9 and she's probably been conditioned since birth to also follow his footsteps and how jabra #holds seniority in the current lineup id like to think that these two have known each other a very long time and there were influences #the most dysfunctional fcked up family ever. cp9 #blueno and jabra are both from the north blue!!!!!!!!!!!!! and that one falshbakc we see that the two of them plus 6year old lucci trained #together but also it would be so fcked up if the two actually knew of each other before being roped into the governemnt #idk how the wg works do they just??? routinely scout around and pick up a bunch of kids ata time???? were jabra and blueno taken together?? #also wondering if ... kalifa jabra and kumadori knew each other the longest as fellow agents or soemthing #i feel like im entertaining a gazillion thoughts all at once its so hard ot balance but we know both kalifa nad kumadori have #parents in the governemnt/assassin profession that also influenced them right #idk maybe one thing they can bond over #cp9 to me is just a fucked up family of some sort. they are not found family they are like some weird forged family where they were all #forced together and somehow made it work and they all love lucci and care for his wellbeing enough to raise all that money to get him to a #doctor and they cared about each other enough to get off enies lobby together without leaving anyone behind and they went cafe hopping and #shopping and bowling together and they all care for each other in their own way

[piosplayhouse]

Yes I do think lan wangji would be into vintage toy and plush restoration and rehabilitation. And I'm tired of being silent about it

#he's just meticulous enough to be great at sewing and reflocking and brushing out matted fur #and just silly enough to treat every cute rabbit plush that comes into his care so beloved and changed with seriousness #because he remembers the weighted plush his mother sewed for him and how he cried the first time a seam ripped and she let him put a #bandaid on it and then fixed it when he was sleeping. and he remembers how after she was gone he would cry into it every night and when the #tears hit the shiny beads of its eyes it would look like it was crying too #and he would think about how it was lost in the house fire and how sad he was afterwards and how stupid he felt to be so attached #at such an old age when he should have been able to stand on his own. but now he knows #its never shameful to want the comfort of an old friend #lwj #lan wangji #mdzs

[mymp3]

not responding to people will be my downfall as a human I think

#ive really gotta force myself to start responding #because i do want to respond #but im sick or not feeling well or forget or something #and then its been a month and i still havent responded and now i just cant respond anymore #man #im sure other people deal with this too but this sucks so much #is this an issue u only sort of work on and deal with by forcing yourself to do it #? #who knows #sad night. sorry for making a tumblr post about it

[soulmvtes]

showering and then getting into your own bed with fresh sheets >>

#ive been living at my grandmas for about four months because we were getting house work done #its mostly over now so i've moved back home and its my first night in my bed after so long :) #its sad leaving my grandma but it feels good to be in my own space <3 #diary

[kalakilo]

me trying to come up with literally ANY type of explanation to the aous ending that wouldnt mean what it most obviously means because i am so devastated

#ive seen some people say it kind of ruins the film for them #and in a sense i can see how the ending could go different ways as well #but. idk to me it just served like the final gut punch #also??? idk if this is mental but to me another possibility is that harry couldve done it the night adam went to show him his parents house #thats actually how i sort of interpreted it whilst i was in the cinema #but maybe thats also because i didnt want to accept the common interpretation. its too much #and whether it be that harry also re-experiences his death or adam chooses to embrace his ghost like both are devastating to me #because grief is not easy at all!!!!!! so like to say that adam starts grieving harry then is also just😭😭😭😭sad asfuck #but it could also very well be him sort of reassuring harry like he did his parents. how he tells them both that they went quick even though #his mom didnt. so adam reassuring harry with 'youre not in there' and asking him to go upstairs could be him letting go as well #but no fr there is no way to me that none of that was real. #god i am truly so devastated. i just fucking rewatched aftersun why do i do this to myself #lol anyway! #all of us strangers