#Also I got the tags problem fixed!

[nnyaran]

Atlas sunflakes!

#Also I got the tags problem fixed! #yaayy #sunflakes #weiss schnee #sun wukong #rwby #myart #can uuuh someone rec me a sunflakes fic pls

[cenobi-ravioli]

sorry for not posting in a while the motivation hasn’t been hittin

also my internet router exploded

#had to live off of cell data for a month #cuz the internet guys cancelled literally 7 times #sorry we had to cancel your order bc it got too old- the internet guys #LIKE WHAT DO YOU MEANNNNN IT GOT TOO OLD #ranting in the tags #also how do I fix the motivation problem I need a motivation doctor

[thegoldenelite]

Dynamite 03.22.23 // The New Beginning in Sapporo 01.28.18

#kenny omega #kota ibushi #the golden lovers #golden lovers #Hangman Page #hangmega #hangkenny #hangken #it's the way that the hangman run in was supposed to mirror the gl reunion perfectly #i mean hangman was 100% expecting to get the hug. the streamers. the reunion just like ibushi got but it goes so wrong #i have a feeling this would've gone bad with or without the misunderstanding #buuut i get kenny still being mad here/not trusting hangman #also hangman throwing down the plywood to show kenny he wasnt going to fight him made me literally cry #i learned how to make gifs in a program that wasn't made to make them with no tutorials just so i could make this #it's fine for what it is...at least i fixed my tag problem! #anyway sorry to hangman and i mean this jokingly...he thought he was him #(him being ibushi) #don't worry hangman you'll get your reunion and hug soon #rin posting

[moonwreathe]

is fandom culture dying or am I just in dead fandoms

#soul eater #fairy tail #voltron #yuri on ice #yknow looking at these tags… this MIGHT be a me problem #I think the only thing I’ve gotten really into lately is Scavengers Reign and I feel no desire to write fic for it… it’s just too good #oh and obviously BG3 but kind of same thing there #if the writing is good and I’m satisfied… I don’t feel inclined to write or read fic #ok but hold on bc YOI and SE were very well written IMO so maybe I’m just getting older #maybe I need to delete more socials #I already got rid of FB and Twitter #there are klance comics I follow on insta so no dice #but I should delete TikTok… I don’t want to but that’s also how I KNOW I should #and YT too probably #maybe I just need to go camping for like two weeks with no cell service and scavenge for food… I think that would fix me

[whatislifebesidesrehearsal]

Actor: Has something ever gone missing and you can’t find it?

Lead Actor: Yeah, it’s called losing something.

#submission #oh also tags get excessive I've apparently been in a long winded mood and been having a Time Of It irl #they have absolutely no relation to anything going on in this post or this blog > #also ive been a bit spacy on queuing submissions bc my phone broke and it has been an Adventure getting it fixed #spent a week waiting for parts. broke a cable when replacing the screen. spent another week waiting for replacement cable. #finally got it back. immediately developed New problems. took it back in bc I could tell they were related to Old problems #tech said they could open it and double check things. did not open it. said bc it had passed the exit test it wasnt related #and id have to pay again. wrote an email to management. woke up to find New New problems. scheduled meeting with management. #woke up to find return of Old problem. went to meeting with management. opened phone. issue was Literally What I Said when I took it back in #solution took five minutes #theseus' smartphone has survived to another day #theater #theatre #behind the scenes #acting

[kirby-the-gorb]

#kirby #cursed image #daily kirby #my art #digital #hal laboratory #nintendo #so we're all somewhat inured to teeth #what about.......... nose #(our heater that got replaced with the ac over the summer kicked on for the first time about 7am) #(and immediately set off all 4 smoke alarms at once) #(which is a fun way to wake up lemme tell ya) #(it's all fine this just happens when they put in new heaters) #(and no one thought to tell me cuz it went in in like august when no one's thinking about heating) #(still Bad For Me! but doesn't require any additional fixing of problems just. even more recovery.) #also yes I see I forgot his blushies but I'm Tired #(what with the smoke alarms on top of everything else) #I Also Forgot The Sorting Tags #(but not the one filter tag bless) #favorites

[strawberrybyers]

let me tell you as someone who survived pop music artists stan twitter or whatever it’s called, marvel twitter, game of thrones twitter, and bts twitter (i wasn’t really involved with stranger things twitter but i trust you guys when you say it’s terrible)— it’s a shit show over on that app. like when people say they don’t want twitter users here, they’re not saying it to be gatekeep-y or whatever. they’re saying it because they don’t want to deal with seeing or experiencing any harassment.

twitter thrives off of toxicity. i think you can definitely attempt to create a healthy space for yourself depending on what your interests are, but i imagine that’d be hard because even if you don’t interact with anyone, you’re still seeing others interact with people in a horrible way. i know that being a part of fandoms that are big always led to there being drama every single day and drove me away from even wanting to talk about my interests. people really do help curate the experience you have with whatever you’re a fan of and when the people are bullying, harassing, and being rude; you suddenly do not like that thing all that much anymore.

you really have to experience twitter to fully understand it in my opinion. there’s a certain way that it works and it becomes very cliquish/cultish and idk it sounds dramatic for sure but the ones who have been on twitter and are saying it’s a bad place understand 100%.

#byler #sorry not byler related but i saw others talk about twitter in the tag so i wanted to also lol #i saw the rise of twitter and it’s downfall that’s insane #twitter used to be justin bieber vs one direction #those were the simpler times #bc at least everybody involved were ages 12-16 and it was just nonsense at the end of the day like no one cared lmfao #everyone on twitter now can’t think for themselves and are more eager to prove that they’re a ‘good’ person than actually being good #they think being good = making a problem out of everything and that everyone must share the same opinion and like the same things as THEM #and what’s wild is that someone will get doxxed over a goddamn fictional character #putting someone’s life in danger and being proud to do that is such a scary mentality #and i could write a whole essay on how damaging that is to think like that and how lots of social media users have an ego problem #i deleted twitter 3 years ago bc i started to use it less and less as it got more and more unbareable #and i’m way happier now #tumblr is my safe space #they need to fix twitter fr i don’t want this site to get ruined #especially by ads or brands and celebrities like idk i have so many thoughts

[boyfridged]

Do you agree that Jason, as written by Winnick in UTRH and Lost Days, acts out of character post-resurrection if we take into account his post-crisis robin days? If yes, how would you have him act/react to stuff after he comes back from the dead?

tldr: i definitely agree. moreover, classism plays a huge role in it, and i don’t think that at this point the storyline could lose these implications, which makes trying to conceive what an “in character” (for robin jay) version of these events would be quite difficult. 

let’s just start from saying that i don't think it's a secret that i don't really like winick in general. despite his work being mad interesting on a conceptual level (and style-wise, genuinely well written!), he has no love for the characters he writes about. 

imo utrh shouldn't even ever make it into the mainstream batman timeline. i am aware that this is a radical opinion, but my take is that it would do best as an elseworld story (and in this version too it would need some tweaks here and there), because it made damage both to the mythos of batman and jason's legacy that can never be undone. the very premise of the story is so deeply disconnected from jay's original place in the narrative, and so classist at its roots, that there's not much room to truly fix it. 

(i want to say, preemptively, that i am aware that there are people who read utrh as a story of a revolutionary and a victim – and they have the right to do so, but ngl, my view has always been that it was never written as that. utrh reinforces so many stereotypes that it overshadows the revenge tragedy spirit of it all.) 

another disclaimer is that, to be honest, jay doesn't have a very consistent characterization even in his 80s run, and it also has some classist implications that ideally should be either erased or addressed in the text (that winick instead exaggerated and put at the very front of his storytelling.) starlin's writing is, at the end of the day and very much ironically, more sympathetic and gentler in evaluating jay (simply because at the time he would not get away with changes too blatant) but details such as jay saying that "all life is game" and his random nonchalant behaviour that has its origin in the very beginning of starlin’s run are already signs of it. some readers will trace jason's arrogance prevalent in his red hood era to these issues and say that his actions post-res are therefore a logical extension of his robin days, but i don't buy it. even if you want to lean into starlin-esque characterisation, if you consider the core problem of the garzonas plotline – which is power, jay shouldn’t look into the solution of anything in climbing to the top. and if he did, it would have to be written as a “becoming what you feared/hated most” kind of story, which i can see a certain appeal in (and which would at least acknowledge that it was not his initial personality), but which would go back to its classist assumption of cycles of violence and doomed fates.

so – how to make his post-res era more accurate to his post-crisis robin days (and least classist in the process)?

if we were to follow my fav iterations of his characterisation (barr’s detective comics and the ntt appearances) tbh I don’t think a lot would happen, because his personality is quite mild, and just so hopeful there that i wouldn’t expect any extreme actions from him – but then again, the circumstances that he finds himself in post-res, the trauma, and his sensitivity do warrant grief that should become a driving force in his life from now on. the question is, what to do with this grief as a plot device?

i know that plenty of jason fans hate this take but I actually think the concept of jason trying to be detached and cruel but being bad at it might be one of the least offensive to his 80s characterisation. it’s def not accurate to pre-52 canon (apart from countdown perhaps) but imo for jay to be authentic and nuanced he should be conflicted about his own actions. his overconfident behaviour should be a pose – just as his frantic acts in his origin story as robin were. (again, something that many readers don't take notice of – but reading the rest of collins' writing wherein jay quickly settles into being easy-going and even a bit shy is proof of it.)

these two points lead to the “no good deed” narrative that I often talk about - the reading that jason saw his intuitive and self-sacrificial kind tendencies as something that brought him pain and that never was quite efficient, and that post-res he intentionally tried training himself out of. there are some flashes of it here and there throughout the years of the red hood publishing history, but it never got a true spotlight. and if i were to write lost days, jason flinching at his own violence would be a focal point of the story. 

moving on to utrh; i have spoken about it at length before but I think if he were written 1. with more political sensitivity 2. to have retained the same maturity re: the social order 3. to have the same idea of morality, he should have followed more of actual revolutionary tracks and the whole “drug lord” authoritarian figure schtick along with the idiotic idea of “controlling crime” would have to be thrown out of the window. 

and, later on, forgiveness should play a big role in his story. he's so quick to forgive and justify everyone in his robin run – this is also why i reckon his team up with harvey in tfz was a wasted opportunity.

so, in conclusion – perhaps not that much would have to change re: his actions but definitely a lot should change regarding his emotional journey and his position. i would def throw out a lot of mindless violence and power posturing out of it though. and perhaps make him a bit more polite just for the sake of more consistency (this is not me taking a moral stance btw nor tone policing a fictional character. i just think it would be more faithful to his 80s writing unless you want to make him explicitly scared. and it would be funnier tbh.)

#i think i have written some about it on my old blog #but i'm too lazy to look it up and also i got a lot of hate because of that #i also had a longer post talking about how it can be fixed *now* #anyway i want to say. #i do enjoy jason acting feral i do. #and i do want to allow people to enjoy whatever they do #but you simply can't look at jason's characterisation post-res and lie and say it's not a classist caricature #so maybe i am judging people who don't see any problem with it a bit <3 #and despite my love for cyclic narratives #i do want better for him. and i do want him softer and more mild-mannered #not because i am tone policing people nor because i think anger is not warranted #but because i think it's clear that the source of it in his writing #is not anything revolutionary. it's the opposite #like idk make helena more full of rage or whatever #this was not jay's original place in the narrative. #it was the opposite actually. and i miss him so bad dear god i do:( #anyway i think it's hard to think of him post-res in character also because when i think of what is in-character #i also consider what (as i said) the place in the wider narrative was #and jay's death already ruined it mostly #for it to be regained he would have to start anew as a civilian OR as better batman in crime alley i think #sorry for so many tags. #this is such a delightful ask thank you <3 #dc #jason todd #jay.zip #jay.txt #outbox

[arionawrites]

1. it’s my 24th birthday today, so my goal of being published by the time i’m 25 is now a one year looming monster, but i never specified what kind of published and am currently looking in various literary magazines that are recommended for writers who have yet to be published, so i’m surprisingly confident that i can make it work? and tbh even if whatever i write isn’t officially published before my 25th birthday, if i have someone in the process of being published then i’ll be happy!! no matter what though, i’m gonna try to be proud of myself for at least giving it my best shot!!

2. i honestly love that my birthday is on the ides of march because the ides of march meme shitposting is only a thing on tumblr but it also being my birthday makes it easier to like. be excited about the ides of march outside of tumblr. like even in person i can be like “it’s my birthday! i’m an ides of march babe (:” and if someone is like oh what’s that? or if they say something along the lines of oh like julius caesar? i can be like yep!! and even if it’s a small thing outside of tumblr it brings me immense enjoyment and amusement being able to bring it up off of tumblr

3. transportation situation has been very rough since june 2023 when i totalled my car, my gap insurance are being assholes and i ended up putting my foot down on the phone with them yesterday which i’m pretty proud of because i am NOT a confrontational person (something i’ve been working on this past year, so seeing some improvement with my ability to hold my ground and not be a pushover yesterday was very cool!!) i was told i’d get a response from them by friday next week no matter what, and if i don’t then friday of next week i will continue to wreak havoc upon them. but my moms car which i’ve been using since my accident broke down yesterday, hopefully it’s fixable but my parents were saying it might be done for, so trying to think of how i’m gonna get to work next week is kind of stressing me out lmao, but for now i’m just gonna focus on enjoying my birthday the best i can because i don’t want to start off being 24 with an overwhelming anxiety for something that won’t be a potential issue until monday. plus i already messaged my boss today to let her know that i’m going to do everything i can to make it work out but just so she’s in the loop and knows of the potential of me not being able to make my morning shifts (one of my coworkers said she’s more than happy to give me a ride for our afternoon shifts which does help relieve some of the stress!) and i told her i’d let her know for sure sunday so that if necessary she can have time to figure out someone to fill in for me in the mornings!

overall: life is weird and i ended being 23 yesterday with a shitty situation but a positive outlook and i am going to enjoy my first day of being 24 no matter what because honestly i fucking earned it. happy friday everyone, i hope it’s a good day for you and me both!

#aritalks #i did cry a little bit when i first woke up because i dont really know what to do about work and also i hate not having a car i can use #not only because of the work aspect but also getting my license when i was 18 gave me a freedom i didn’t have before #and i don’t like having to rely on other people just to like go to the fucking store or something yk #but then my best friend/roommate messaged me happy birthday and i was like fuck it! today is going to be a good day! #the stressful uncertainties can wait until tomorrow #also one of my best friends who hasn’t said happy birthday to me the past two years #(not intentionally im p sure they were just busy on my birthdays the past two years #and then had that moment of ‘oh shit i didnt send a message fuck i think its too late now’ which i totally get bc anxiety things yk) #was one of the first people to message me happy birthday!! #i’m also hoping to still be able to go see my mom and then stay the night at my dads tonight #so i can see both my parents and also my baby siblings for my birthday #my dads working today but after he texted happy birthday i sent him a text asking if he thinks we could still make it work #my mom is asleep still i think (she called me at midnight and left a voicemail singing happy birthday!! but her sleep schedule has been all #over the place recently so i’m waiting until 11:30 to call her which is in like 30 mins) #but she said something yesterday about driving out to me to give me a hug and also bring me my diabetes stuff that got delivered #(her house is my mailing address because i know it’s not going to change bc it’s my great grandparents house that she’s partially inhereting #when my great grandpa dies but since i have moved out of my dads my address has changed twice and i didnt have a mailbox at my last place so #just for the sake of consistency and not having to worry about important shit getting sent to the wrong address i’ve had her house as my #mailing address since i moved out of my dads at 19) #so i think i’m gonna ask her if she can just pick me up instead so i can go to her house w her and hang out with her #and hopefully my dad will be able to at least stop by with my siblings so i can see them too #i’d like to stay the night with them but if we can’t make it happen then i can also stay the night w my mom and hopefully tomorrow figure #out the car situation. might have to rent a car for a week if i can afford it? best case scenario is my moms car can be fixed but i still #dont know whats wrong with it ik there are two potential problems and one is fixable the other is not #the fixable one would cost like $150-$400 to fix depending on if we get a used part or a new one #if its $150-$200 ish i can probably afford to pay for the whole thing or at least most of it #but if its more than that hopefully my dad or one of my family members can help #and i can just pay them back in like $50 increments with my next few paychecks #just realized i said i wouldnt worry abt the car thing today and also i think im at tag limit to i’ll stop now lmao xoxo gossip girl ❤️

[delightfuldevin]

Rushing to get the last 15 or so levels of my catalogue so I can send in my joy cons for repair

#devin speaks #devin’s gaming logs #my joy cons have become unbearable #the right ones are pretty bad but the left ones are almost completely unusable with their drift #i want to send them for repair but alas the repair will take 10-16 days and i will not be able to play splatoon while i wait #so i must quickly finish the catalogue so i can get the beloved earring and black boots i missed last year #ill be sad that i cant play side order either but honestly i probably wont be able to enjoy it anyway with my joy cons as is #so yeah must hurry to finish catalogue. must get these confounded controllers fixed…………….. #i suppose i should invest in a pro controller again #the wired one i have also has a major drift problem #and the wireless one i had got rusted in the battery compartment somehow despite me never leaving batteries in there for longer than like #two or so weeks (i played with it a lot so the batteries constantly had to be replaced) #but the wireless one never did have a drift problem so maybe i will get another one and just be more careful with the batteries i guess?? #idk whatever tag ramble done im just so frustrated with how poorly made joy cons are

[keeps-ache]

my sibling just tripped and i said 'god bless you ?????' like they sneezed or something ??

#just me hi #??? hfvbshf #i thought i was saying 'are you good?' but nope hfvbhsf #though i dunno why but i Do sometimes say god bless you to loud noises loll #//anyway oh my lllooroddssss why is sleep so awful bhvfsh #i sleep for six hours and i'm still kinda tired but that's it that's the Peak #if i sleep for any longer i think i start to decompose or something fffffhhdvc #like this SUCKS man whyyy hvfbs #also it's Extra Dumb because i'll start dreaming and just never wake up bc i HAVE to stay. for the Plot #cool tho bc i Did get to the end of my dream last night which is quite rare so !! :D #i do not remember it tho. but i am still satisfied about it lol :> #/but really sleeping is just Awful fvsh #and i have Tried to fix my sleeping schedule but ouaaghhfff it's a fight out here lmaoo #cuz i end up Storing energy until late at night and then i'm up until 4 a.m. again and oops there it goes again ! #i dunno hfh #i'm having hardware problems that are exacerbated by the software that's all i know lol :) #//anywayyy so i've been tryna work on that little lore book (slow work cuz the sleep got worse recently HrghB) and i got stopped short @ #chapter 2 bc i don't think i have a lot on the gods ?? #okay wait yeah i think i do #i just started going for a sec in the tags i think i do actually #i just gotta. uhhh reformat some stuff lmao :3 #so be back perhaps !!! oooo [<- ghost noise]

[bumbleblurr]

LITERALLY THO like i hate how tfa bumblebee is reduced to a “so random! 😝🤪” only silly idiot prankster kinda guy when like. He’s smart! He’s caring! Yes he can be silly and yes he can be a bit reckless but he loves his friends and he can figure out how to care for them (like where he and bulk are comforting sari 🥺) and also figure out the best strategy to defeat whatever villain of the week is there! TFA bee means so much to me and i am also so excited for earthspark. Continuities where bumblebee is not the kid appeal character my beloves

LICHERALLY !!!! Like I love Bumblebees silly fun nature thats why he's one of my favorites ever, BUT IT DOESNT MEAN he can't be more than that.

Tfa in particular bothers me bc like. It's my fav bumblebee bc he has more bite and spunk (due to being based more on hot shot), but then. They never. Truly take him as seriously as other characters (except maybe bulk but that's bc hes also not taken seriously,)

which is so absurd bc he has some Legit shit going on with him that should fuck him up!! His whole career, his dreams, got flushed down the toilet bc he was unfortunate to have an instructor that doesn't like him and doesn't give him a chance (except when he did 1 singular time and then he immediately sent him to space repair duty for doing the noble thing and taking the fall for bulkhead)

And he doesn't get over this. He is still depressed about it when he says to Longarm "at least one of us achieved their dreams" in like the saddest tone ever (I think it's literally the saddest line delivery bee gives in the entire show) and he talks abt how no one believed he would amount to anything in the trial of megs script reading.

I'd argue his general behavior reflects this too (though idk how intentional it was), bc hes always like attention seeking- approval seeking. He wants to appear to Earth like he's a hero so he can feel successful (and that still went down the drain bc the humans started hating the autobots later)

But do they ever take time to address this issue and sympathize with him? No <3 instead they act like bee has no issues at all, to the point it's like "wasp is suffering so much, bumblebee wtf is wrong with you. YOU CANNOT RELATE TO LOSING EVERYTHING you just can't. nothing bad has ever happened to you. Go play videogames you stupid motherfucker" not that wasp isn't suffering but cmon. don't act like bee didnt have his entire career fucked over like it's not a serious thing

Not to mention as you said he has multitudes to him, he's caring and compassionate! He's quick witted and has lots of skill! He's not just a bumbling fool- Sentinel is wrong about that! (His assessment of ppl is not rlly accurate at all btw, he called bulkhead "bulk and no brains" when that guy is literally the leading expert on space bridge tech)

I am rlly excited to see earthspark bee bc its like. I think he's going to have the same kind of wise-cracking spunk tfa bee has BUT he is in a mentor role now. So there's a good chance he won't be reduced to being a silly jokester, bc he has to have some seriousness to teach (and thus the writers will treat him more seriously) also there's already those earth bots that are probably going to fill up that kid appeal role anyway

tldr: I love tfa bee's personality but I think his writing is lacking bc it doesn't take him as seriously as other characters, and I hope earthspark bee takes what's good abt tfa bee but gets better treatment from the writers

#sorry this took forever to respond i had to get all my thoughts together and thats hard for me sometimes akhdkfh #anyway #another reason i hate that they dont take tfa bee as seriously that im not gonna put in the text part of thia post #i think its part of the reason will insist hes a kid. like a literal child. #bc they took him less and less seriously over the course of the show #so he was just relegated to the guy that tells jokes and plays viddy games & hangs out with sari #and bumblebees voice got higher pitched #bc first ep bee. is much deeper pitched than s3 bee #so this all together makes ppl say shit like ''LOOK hes obviously teen coded'' like no thats bees character degrading as the show went on #and this is particularly annoying to me bc then they certainly wont take bee seriously either #and Not even acknowledge how bee has an innately adult struggle of how he couldnt pursue his dream career #bc they dont see him as the adult he is and then thus they dismiss the existence of this conflict he has #and then continue the cycle of ''bee has never had anything bad ever happen to him so hes carefree and silly all the time'' #not that other ppl take him seriously went they dont see him as baby. they often still treat him like a baby anyway #or still act like he is all carefree and has no struggles and is just a snot nosed twerp #or just reduce him to being. sex appeal? and just make his whole character revolve around sex #though that problem is not exclusive to bee lots of characters get reduced to just sex #regardless its just simply hard to win as a bumblebee enjoyer in this world when u are also a pretentious hater </3 #🐝 could you repeat the last part? 🟦 #oh there are several typos in the tags here I'll fix them later when im on my laptop

[faarkas]

tagged to do this template by @denerims @cptcassian @arklay (thank you for the psd leah ily <3) @aartyom and @nuclearstorms SO I DID TWO <3

not tagging anybody because it seems like everybody has been already, but feel free to do it!!! I WANNA SEE !!!

#Mentions are completely fucked on this post but idk how to fix it and my head is starting to hurt again so. AAAAAAAAA HATE THIS NEW FUCKING #POST EDITOR WITH MY WHOLE SOUL #was going to post three + a non 77 pairing but i ran out of energy. beau noah and shiro mer in the discord for safe keeping rn. #ANYWAY HOPE I DIDNT MISS ANYTHING LMAOOO THEY'RE BOTH SO. #verde n goro being Not Planners. Only Impulse. they literally see valenzo getting married and having kids and go Now Hold Up . #secretly eloping literally same night as valenzo wedding is a recent development that has had me cackling. Anyway. #adrian river do give me chuckles. they're true enemies to lovers they've got scars to show for it and everything. #hil.txt #tagged #ocstuff #oc: verde #v x t #oc: adrian #a x r #ALSO HAVE ASKS TO ANSWER FOR THEM STILL...HAVENT FORGOTTEN JUST BEEN DEAD FROM BEING SICK OR INJURED OR MIGRAINING #also me seeing short goro movement and hissing like a lizard. ARTBOOK SAYS HES TALL SO HES TALL . GOOD MORNING. #anyway take all those sliders with the slightest grain of salt they all blur together and i end up going off vibes 80% of the time bc i #do not remember anything about my gang ever. memory problems ftw. live laugh love . #also meant to say: adrian riv are better caretakers in different ways. adrian can mend wounds and help deal with illnesses. riv is a better #like emotional/comfort caretaker. does it make sense .

[vulcanhello]

#i’m gonna be real with u all i lied in the tags of my last post 😔😔😔 #THESE TWO are the ones carrying the story #not only has scotty been acting captain he also has ten million engineering problems to fix #and uhura managed to ensure no one killed each other when they all got lowkey telepathy #WHILE SHE WAS ALREADY BUSY being the first person to decode the tholian language all by herself! wtf! #i think scotty and uhura need to go on extended shore leave together they deserve a beach day #captain’s log #tos #trek comics #what is scotty x uhura called i would tag it if i knew

[dashiellqvverty]

i have a headache and can NOT think clearly enough to really gather my thoughts but as much as i really did like atsv there were just. things about it that didnt work for me. and like mostly i was not big on how they did the “canon events” stuff like im not AGAINST it just at points felt like sort of redoing the moment in itsv where after aaron dies the other spiderpeople are able to comfort and relate to miles because they’ve been through similar things and this is like... that but in a technical lore way and not hitting the same emotional beat?? like obvioulsy they’re taking it somewhere different and its about like defying the story that’s laid out for you and i LIKE that but. idk. and im like yeah obviously theres stuff thats part of the spiderman origin story we KNOW this we did it already in the last movie and it was a great scene. and also like theres no way everything they referenced is 100% true for every version of spiderman, even every single one that cameos in the movie?? idk. it just Frustrated me in a way that i truly cannot put my finger on

#anyway did my Actual Getting My Thoughts Sorted in the tags. so they got long. #atsv spoilers #im on my period and my head hurty and i feel like im thinking through a fog so. thats part of the problem #also im just like yeah man fixed events in the time stream or whatever its a very standard thing #idkkkk i literally feel like im close to a thought that i cant piece together #something something what makes spider people So Special that THEY have fixed destinies that others dont idkidk #was that what the web thing was?? being a spiderperson doesnt have to do with the multiverse tho like. idk if this makes sense #i promise im not being cinemasins about the lore here #its just like. i wanna figure out what it was that didnt work for me so i gotta talk it all out #and like i realize its meta commentary on comics and retellings and stuff too and. idk #something about 'its a fixed moment in a spider persons life that a police captain has to die while saving a child' feels kind of Dumb #to watch as like a Serious Moment?? idk #like obviously its TRUE to some extent bc. they are all retellings of the same story and thats the POINT #and i get that. #but also youre CREATING some of these stories for the movie #like idk a TON about hobie in the comics altho i'd like to read more im just kind of vaguely familiar #but what i can gather he has NO cop related backstory so like. now theyve given him one :| #and i dont love that! #and its like. yeah they want something that can connect to miles' dad. and hes a cop and this is something that is. Generally Speaking. #a connection in many spiderman retellings. but. again and i dont know this for a fact #does that happen in the comics to any spiderman other than different versions of peter parker? #like saying its a Key Thing when its. largely invented for the movie. maybe? #i like the storyline for miles and im like i wish it had been arrived at in some slightly different way? idk #had a great conversation about it w my brother in the car after the movie bc we both were kind of like 'oh' abt the whole movie #like it was GREAT but had been hyped up SO much and we were like. well this doesn't surpass or elevate the first #he thought miles' parents writing didnt feel consistent w the first which. i should do a rewatch of itsv tbh #and was commenting on how much gwen sucked and fucked miles over and im like yeah man i loved that #dont be cinemasins and say its a plothole bc she made bad choices #shes a scared teenager who bought into miguel's scheme and is making decisions a scared teenager would #we both agreed the soundtrack does NOT compare to itsv

[colorstormx]

I'm gonna screaaaam why are my work schedules like this

#the space center is great to work at but we're in the middle of slow season so I get scheduled there like once a week #lowe mill is....okay to work at but kind of unpredictable with scheduling #it's both too much and not enough and it's pissing me off #there are a couple of commissions I really really need to finish but I've had like no time between mill bullshit and family stuff #I want more than two seconds to breathe at a time. I want to work on personal art. #I also really don't want to eat through the last of my savings and fuck myself over though #my car is still janked bc the tire problem wasn't just a tire problem apparently and we've got parts ordered to get it fixed #but it'll still take time #and to top it all off. Jaime and I were supposed to go on break at the same time today #so we could actually walk around the mill and enjoy some of the events #but they sent Jaime on break early and me on break late so we only got like 15 minutes instead of an hour #I'm just. feeling very frustrated with life right now #anyway Zane if you happen to be reading this I'm still working on those pieces. hopefully I can send you some updates soon #the snowjag speaks #sorry for the long tags