A Word-Filled Update
that no one's asking forrrr~
Sooooo, hiya~ ^^
Realized I kinda dropped out without much word, and wanted to give a lil update to anyone who may care, (and specifically to all the unfilled requests that have been sat in my inbox for months now T~T)
Dropping it under a cut because it gets quite long~ but I'll also TL;DR it with: been a bit burnt out, trying to get back into this, I apologize for all the unanswered asks, and I will be trying to get to the ones I can, but I'll be focusing more on trying to enjoy the process of making content~ Thank you to anyone who's stuck around <3
(Tw for brief mention of mental health/neurodivergencies~ nothing in depth or dark, but just incase anyone wants to avoid that <3)
Nothing serious has been going on, mostly just burn out and a bit of drama in main friend group, combined with free time just being a lot more limited recently~ (not a bad thing, most of it is because I'm getting to talk more with friends I've gotten closer to this past year~)
That said, I've been trying to get back into content, making it, reblogging it, etc, without letting it become all-consuming. I find, with the way my brain works, mostly to do to some wonderful neurodivergent tendencies, I tend to fall heavily into 'all of nothing' mentality.
This shows up in my day to day life, (ie: can't wash the dishes for weeks until I suddenly do them all in one day) and I've definitely noticed it with content creation. Need to write and finish a story in one go, record a wav as fast as possible, always afraid I'll lose that motivation.
But honestly? I love making content on here! And I'm not a huge blog, nor do I care if I am (at least trying not to, if I'm being painfully honest~) but I genuinely love making content. Whether it's just for me, a request that I am hoping one specific person will enjoy, or a story I write with a community in mind, I just love creating~
So, I'm trying to ease my way back into this! Bit by bit, let it be fun, and enjoyable, with less internal pressure to produce as much as I can, as fast as I can, and make it be perfect.
I won't lie and say 'numbers don't matter to me', if I'm honest, they do. But I'm learning more and more how to let it be about the content, and to just enjoy the process~ (and if people like it, that'll be a wonderful bonus!~)
Wooo this is getting so long, I apologize sincerely! Last thing, something I've mentioned a few times previously but never really let myself get into... requests~
I'm so honoured that people care about my content enough to have asked for things, and getting any ask, request, praise, ask lists, heck even just a 'hi!' is honestly the best part of this blog for me!
Buuuut, I definitely worked myself into burn-out before with a "every request needs to be filled and fast" mentality, that led to just... not filling any.
So! I'm going back through my inbox, and deleting some older ones that I don't have a clear vision/motivation for. I apologize to anyone who requested them, though by now it's possible they're long gone~ But I think this will help me not only start enjoying the creation process without feeling so overwhelmed, but also start actually getting more content made~
There are definitely a bunch that I still adore, and am thrilled to get to test out, but if there's one you remember sending, and you really want to see it completed, please feel free to send another ask saying what it is you want done, and I'll see if I can get that going <3
And if you've stuck it out to the end here- uh hi! ^^ I'm sorry this is so long, I'm such a words person, but I appreciate you so much, not just for any support you've offered, but just bothering to read this <3 I genuinely didn't expect most to make it this far, so thank you so deeply <3 and I hope to see you guys around as I start reblogging stuff more!~
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not to spam your asks but im back to say that your edgeworth is wonderful as well and that should not be understated.
i was just looking at your narumitsu art and in your tags you say that you don't know what you're doing, but that's not how it looks at all! he is infinitely charming in your style, and i hope you can continue to get joy from drawing and sharing them both as much as it brightens my day to see your work of them. (i was simply compelled to comment on phoenix first because your art of him gives me unnecessary feelings) (ok im done, i promise) (unless?) 💖
WHO AM I TO DENY SUCH HIGH PRAISES 😳💗
Truly though, the only reason i say idk what i’m doing is because i just struggle to capture Edgeworth in a way that “clicks” like Phoenix does for me. He’s quite the character, and I’m still trying to tap into what makes him him. But it’s ok because i love the challenge (and also i won’t lose to that asshole /lh /srs). Knowing he looks right to you is the best review i could have gotten, so THANK YOU SO MUCH!! Glad I’m doing a good job!!
And you don’t have to worry! I love drawing them and I definitely don’t want to stop drawing them both, if my wip list has anything to say about it 😂
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hello! i have a question abt your toxic megumi fic :) ! it may be a stupid question if so i apologize and you don’t have to answer this but it’s been on mind since i’ve read it, so megumi doesn’t love the reader if not how does he feel towards her? sorry once again if it’s a stupid question 😭!
Hi lovely! Not a stupid question at all thank you for asking this 🥺
He actually is very much in love with the reader but it’s such a toxic and controlling love it can definitely be misconstrued as other feelings. Megumi is very very very insecure in that particular story I wrote because he knows the reader is very beautiful and popular and worries she’ll leave him eventually. But he’s also very smart and because of his manipulative nature he knows how to get her exactly where he wants. He wants her to need him and be addicted to him and she unfortunately plays right into his hand every time. They both cheat on each other bc they are both super toxic but in the end he knows he can get away with murder when it comes to the reader because she’ll never be able to give up on him and how much she loves him. It would take a huge influence to make her leave him, it’s more or less impossible. He cheats bc he knows she’ll be angry but ultimately it scares her more than anything that she’ll lose him. She’ll cheat as an act of revenge but she and Megumi both know she’ll never find a good enough replacement for him no matter what.
So yeah in short, he does love her and he’s just a horrendous prick about it.
And if the end of the fic is the part that confused you, he didn’t say it back because he rarely does! He’ll say it at random times that give her hope that they have a good relationship but it’s, again, just to keep her under control. She worries when he doesn’t say it back to her and makes her want to make him love her back. So it’s just a never ending cycle really 😭
I Hope that was clear I’m sorry if it didn’t help or was a bit rambly, feel free to ask me anything you’re confused about! I love answering asks about my stories so this was very welcome 🥺🥺 thank you!
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Hello! I hope you won't mind me if I come here just for a second to let you know that YOUR USERNAME IS 🥰😭💗💯👌👏❣️ All right, too much capslock and emoji madness, but I can't properly convey my feelings about it otherwise, and that's hoping that it refers to what I think it does, but I just quickly checked your blog and you posted about Galavant, and I'm not aware there is another character named Tad Cooper (and would they be worth mentioning in any case? There's only one and only in my heart 😁)... Well, if I'm wrong, what's one more reason for making a fool of myself with this message?! 😂 Ok, off I go now, nothing to see here, moving on, bye! 😆
Oh wow, don't worry, I love your caps lock and emoji madness! It brought a smile to my face. :) And yes, my URL refers to only the best dragon in all of fiction! I figured King Richard would give Tad Cooper a knighthood because, as we clearly agree, he's the best, bravest dragon.
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just saw your comment you left in the tags about moving to the other side of the world alone and now I'm curious. You moved to japan? Or is it just vacation? And you're alone? Sorry to ask so many questions but your life seems so interesting and lowkey adventurous if you wanna talk about it more feel free to do so I'm very invested haha. Wishing you a good time :)
hi sweet anon <3 first of all, thank you for the well wishes, hope you're going to have a lovely time as well 💖 and dont't be sorry for the ask, you're giving me an excuse to ramble fhewuwueye to answer your questions, I basically did move to japan but it's going to be 4 months for an overseas uni exchange! i was super scared at first but now that i'm here i'm sososo happy and excited for it all <333 and what i meant by alone was moreso the super long flight there (which was a hassle tbh) but luckily for the last leg of the trip i met with like 3 other people who needed to go to the dorms as well from the airport so it was easier than expected! and everyone here has been so so so lovely and im already bonding a lot with some people 🥹 today was amazing and i had loads of super yummy sushi for like. 4,30€ total which is insanely cheap. and im getting addicted to konbini onigiri 🫡
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I have brainworms thanks to you (pos)
ANYWAYS
How would either of the two feel about reader having a thing for ✨hands✨ (ik you said Painters favorite body part on himself is his hands)
Also also
Fluent Japanese speaker reader (can be native Japanese, mixed or whatever you feel like<3)
(ps. I'm so sorry you don't feel well, I hope you feel better and get to eat some nice soup<3)
HI ANON <3333 you're welcome for the brainworms LMAO but also thank you for your request and your kind words!! i did, indeed, have some soup (and it was rlly good) and i'm writing this before bed, so hopefully i'll feel better tomorrow!!
anyways, to answer your questions..
warning(s): suggested cannibalism, mentioned groping(?), uhhhhh. language fluency envy
hcs are under the cut!!
to get the obvious out of the way, painter would be esctatic over your fixation with his hands
he's always watching out of the corner of his eye to see if you're looking at him while he's doing literally anything that involves his hands.. even if he's just idly fidgeting, he's enamored by your attention
he also goes out of his way, actually, to fidget a little bit more, both for the "charming & awkward" effect and because he wants you to look at his hands
another thing he goes out of his way to do is touch you a lot more.. not necessarily sexually (although let's be real it probably is at least some of the time), but just subtle gestures that are just noticeable enough
if you're a victim, it's mostly to tease you/for the purpose of some sort of psychological torture, but if you're a friend/more than a friend of theirs, then it's just because painter is. well. Like That™ in general
...and meanwhile bruteforce is somewhere in the general vicinity of both of you, trying to figure out what the hell you two are doing LMAO
if you tried to bring the hand thing up with him, he'd probably look at you a little weird but ultimately just kinda. be fine with it— (he's kind of indifferent to kinks and stuff like that, especially considering he lives with painter of all people)
and as for a reader who speaks fluent japanese...
painter would absolutely try to get you to teach him, but he'd probably be a little embarrassed about it
honestly, now that i think about it, he might even be a little jealous of you because of it!!
it just bothers him on some level that you speak this language that he feels like he should be able to speak that way too, but just. can't
...and that frustration you make him feel, in turn, makes him even more enamored with you (after all, to him, all suffering is beautiful, even his own)
he admires you for not only your fluency in a language he holds in such hig regard, but also for your ability to make him feel so deeply
if you're a victim, you might eventually get your tongue cut out (and eaten, even, in a worst case scenario), but if you aren't, he'll really play up his whole "charming, awkward, and shy" thing
because this time? it's somewhat real
bruteforce would probably also be kinda fascinated, considering pretty much everyone he's known his whole life primarily spoke english
he'd probably be the one to bring up the question of where you learned how to speak japanese, whether it's your first language or not, etc.
just generally i think he'd be really intrigued by that specific quality of yours, especially since painter is also apparently interested in it as far as he can tell
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