#2 wrecked 2 care

[shockyhorror]

If My Wife New I'd Be Dead is the debut album of Irish singer-songwriter CMAT, released February 2022. The intentionally misspelled title comes from an inscription, found in a book left on a bus that said: “To Mary, I will never forget you, God bless you always, your undercover lover, Mark Carol... PS, if my wife new I'd be dead.

#cmat #if my wife new i'd be dead #i wanna be a cowboy baby #i don't really care for you #2 wrecked 2 care #no more virgos #lonely #every bottle is my boyfriend #peter bogdanovich #2021 #2022 #music video #mine

[soplapinga]

DONT EVEN JOKE LAD

#THE BITCH CARESSS THE BITCH CARES SO MUCHDFFRRGGG #“resident self proclaimed idgaf warrior does in fact give too many fucks” character trope MY BELOVEDDDD #Oh I love this fucking bitch SO MUCH i need him WRECKED #jax tadc #tadc #tadc jax #tadc spoilers #the amazing digital circus #the amazing digital circus spoilers #tadc ep 2 #tadc episode 2 #jax #the amazing digital circus jax #tadc pomni #tadc ragatha #tadc kinger #tadc kaufmo #tadc zooble #tadc gangle #tadc caine

[skitterjitter]

Ratio/Aventurine can go two ways:

1. Ratio viewing Aventurine as…not a science experiment, but something interesting pull apart and study, enabling his worst behaviors just to see the consequences, whatever they may be

2. Ratio refusing to let Aventurine burn himself out, treating him with care because no one else will (including himself and excluded Topaz)

In either case, Ratio’s attention is firmly fixed on Aventurine because he’s smart and can actually hold an intelligent conversation with Ratio. He may not be able to explain in minute detail how something works like Ratio can, but he knows how to get the results he wants and practical knowledge is still knowledge. A gambling fool Aventurine might be, but never an idiot or stupid

Also, Ratio realizing he likes Aventurine and being Mad about it is so funny. Aventurine may realize he cares about Ratio, but it would be hard for him to accept and admit his own feelings because he feels guilty for any comfort he finds and doesn’t think he deserves it unless there’s an edge to it

I like to think they had a…relationship of sorts going into Penacony, because it makes things a whole lot more painful. It balances out afterwards though, because we don’t know if he’s entirely free of the IPC, but the less Aventurine is attached to the IPC, the less he has to keep up his facade and the more Ratio gets to see the man underneath, whether he goes by Aventurine, Kakavasha or a different name entirely

#Aventurine #Dr Ratio #Ryn plays Honkai Star Rail #RatioRine #I’m personally in favor of option 2 #also this post doesn’t mention it but I am also in favor of qpr AvenPaz #I like the idea that Topaz and Ratio would work together to make sure Aventurine was taken care of #post Penacony where Topaz shows up at Ratio’s looking like an absolute wreck #and they’ve interacted before; they’re on relatively good terms all things considered #and Ratio lets her in because what else can he do? #Topaz being the first one to know Aventurine’s not Gone and being the reason he sees Ratio again #because she knows how much they mean to each other #Aventurine is a lot more well taken care of when Ratio around and Topaz isn’t about to let that go after Penacony #well my tags got a bit off topic and rambly whoops

[ambrosiagourmet]

Rin Dungeon Meshi I love you... I’m sorry you don’t get more time in the spotlight but you will always be famous to meeee

#god her character bio + comic in the world guide truly just wrecks me #she cares SO much & she’s been thru so much…. I feel like she could have such an interesting dynamic w/ the main cast #not that this is entirely my point but like also Marcille/Rin could fuck so severely. the things they’d have to get over #to understand each other… it could be so good #but yeah we love a repressed character with trauma and a huge heart #….. Falin 2 LOL. except like opposite outer personalities. man. Falin/Rin also very good huh #her and Kabru should just start up the first greater Merini polycule

[elfcollector]

“i promise you, varric.  we’ll make sure none of this happens.” “i’m pretty sure you’re crazy.  or i’m crazy.  either way, it’s a — nice thought.”

#daedit #daiedit #dragon age #dragon age inquisition #varric tethras #in hushed whispers #da #vgedit #gamingedit #myedit #myedits #mygifs #mygif #hes so jokey and irreverent even here....big contrast 2 everyone else having a breakdown #obvi he does this w all inkies but i am soft in doves context #varrics been...well playing dad for lack of a better term. #he correctly figured out that all this shit was gonna wreck dove so hes been trying to make her laugh. pre All This i mean #hes been trying to comfort her. take care of her a lil #so i like 2 imagine that even now after a year of literal torture he sees dove and just knows he has to make her smile #cmon kiddo. no time for tears. let's go kick ass

[bananonbinary]

so im gonna go ahead and guess the fairly obvious twist, these fucked up creatures are in fact somehow a) the remains of humanity, or b) the rest of the clone colonists, and in both cases something went Horribly Wrong.

#of that colossal wreck #of that colossal wreck spoilers #i guess. #theres like 2 people in the tag and i dont think this even spoils anything that isnt covered in episode 2 so who cares

[sualne]

i’m this close 👌 to finish the main quest and i’m so normal about it.

#artists on tumblr #pathfinder kingmaker #my art #my ocs #kingmaker shenanigans #im not tagging everyone lol #i realised while finishing the lineart that i had forgotten to add my feral goblin in but i just. thats already six people and I Am Tired. #havent been able to play for a few weeks so ive just been thinking about it #i tried to give them new clothes to show the passage of time. linzi's outfit is my favorite ;_; #she looks so good. everyone turned out v nice here. for once i didnt draw tristian a bit derpy. he can have some dignity for once. as a trea #treat* #also gave my man (gender neutral) sycamore the slighty hint of greying hair because 1 gay right to me personaly 2 boy!! taking care of that #kingdom is nerve wrecking!! #ive finally got it to have that stability stat. took a thousands years and some reloading failed attempts but the kingdom is ok for now #the only thing left to do is fight nyrissa

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#its so weird. i feel like march 5th went on for more than a day somehow. i guess that's just bc we were awake for just abt all of it #my dad wanted to start doing things immediately so he was calling and scheduling all day. we went to the funeral home we went to the store #and it was weird bc as we were moving around it was like wow we r a 4 person family now. this is it. and theres so much to do after a person #dies. or at least there is when they were loved so much and jesus christ my mom was one of the best ppl a LOT of ppl knew. she did so much #for so so many ppl. and with her childhood she had every reason to b a fuck up but no she was kind and selfless and amazing. her mother is #trying to bask in the attention of her death when its like: truely go fuck urself. her being such a good person has nothing to do with u. u #treated her appallingly. fuck off. and fucking everyone knows it. god. she is a product of her grandparents kindness. and it sounds like her #dad was amazing like her. but he tragically died in a car wreck when she was 3. she was in the car. no one in my mums family believes in a #god now. too many bad things happened to the shining gems in a collection of wild alcoholics. but its not all bad. my family's staying close #my dad is taking it hard bc this means hes alone now and my mum took care of so many things bc she was so smart and he feels so dumb. he #feels he didnt deserve her. hes working on giving more hugs now. and hes using us to anxiously talk things out the way he did with mom #which is good. i cant imagine if this happened when we werent 3 adults and he was windowed with 3 kids to raise himself. and its funny. were #saying things we never would have told her. we looked thru pictures of her and she was so so beautiful. a total smoke show. my parents were #a cute couple who produced cute kids. and my mom had trouble communicating and being affectionate tho we knew she loved us there was #distance. theres a pic of my dad pulling her close and shes being tippef towarf her while standing away and thats indicitive of their #relationship. they were 2 partners who lived together independently and that worked but its sad bc my mum couldnt b vulnerable in her #expression. ppl r being so kind tho. ill be in ohio now for like 2.5 more weeks as the funeral stuff shakes out. we have to have 2 bc she #grew up away from her and so many ppl loved her in both locations. she was a popular lady. its so weird to b here on pause. but i feel clear #in my head. i think this will change a lot of my outlook on life. its nice to focus on the person she was and not the horrible 12hrs where i #saw her half dead. i cant imagine how awful it was for my sisters and dad to see her downslide into death. she didnt expect this to b The #Fever that killed her but it did and now she'll never finish a million things. and the house is full of pill bottles and all her junk and #unopened amazon packages and a truck with the fuel left on empty. bc she was an absent minded goofball. ay. well miss her so much #unrelated

[2pookie]

not so sure how to feel about the "this burden is not yours to bear alone" and the "sh/oto is our h/ero" moments...

#delete later / #first of? it IS his burden to bear alone immho. everybody is hurt (traumatised) and everybody feels like they failed #because YOU rotted this family. YOU poisoned it. YOU wrecked it from inside out. YOU alone abused them. #my visceral reaction to that line was 'don't piss me off now' because dear god... this was a one man's hit. imo! #everybody else's reactions behaviors etc etc were in response to what he put them through #of course! some things are entirely theirs to bear and own up to. but everybody was subjected to his blinding greed #i may get sh/ot for this but the impression i have so far is that t/oya was the one he cared for the most #insane statement. will rewatch it / read it and analyze it all and come back to my current impressions tbh #and now the whole 'sh/oto is our hero'............. #it can be summarized into 1. he is a 16 y/o kid. it's long overdue to stop placing the entire weight of the family #on his shoulders. and 2. i think it feeds and plays into the isolation sh/oto suffered that wrecked them all #+ the vicious cycle of it all + it's still the 'sh/oto vs everyone' mentality idk... what are ur takes on this? #did nawt mean to rant this badly on the tags btw 😭😭

[rpmemes-galore]

the idea of anon hate is so funny to me, like   “ i’m a stranger on the internet, who’s too chicken to even attach my face to these words, and what i say isn’t going to affect any other facet of your life aside from this specific blog on this specific website.... but here’s all the reasons why you’re terrible and you need to listen to me bc i’m an entitled little dipshit who thinks the world revolves around me and everyone needs to cater to my whims all the time, always”   like lmfao.  touch grass, plz

#negativity tw #drama cw #not downplaying how anon hate can wreck your mood / day. it has to mine before. but also like XD #buddy. i dont care. yeah im slow here. yeah i redrop things. yeah i dont always answer messages in a timely matter #bc im ya know. disabled and have a life and health issues outside of tumblr.com #and its so funny to me that some people really do have THE AUDACITY(tm) to try to dictate how i run my blog(s)???? #start your own rp meme blog if its such a problem lmao. idc. #not a meme #same applies to my rp blogs. ive had peeps tell me im too slow or they dont like my muses / writing style #?????????? okay. dont write with me. block me if you wanna. doesnt phase me. its not my job to write on your schedule. #and its not my responsibility to curate your dash. its yours. if you dont want me on it unfollow / block. its not that bog a deal #*big. grow up pls and thank #i think there's a lotta people on this website that would benefit from logging out for even just... 2 days and experience the real #world for a bit ya know?? #its tumblr.com rp. its not that srs

[mariska]

pov ur parents send u some of the worst vacation selfies of them ever in a family group chat text

#folks. i DID manage to get All Dressed Up in the wedding dress doll tiff look 2day. mission success #but also i unintentionally flared up my disabilities very bad despite trying 2 be careful. so i am. kind of absolutely wrecked everywhere #but i took like literally 150 pics or something since i spent all day getting ready and did not want that costume effort to go unseen so #ill have actually good pics to post tomorrow or the day after hopefully lol #chucky #tiffany valentine #horror #cosplay #mar face

[amarriageoftrueminds]

thought I keep having about Bucky:

The Winter Soldier is often referred to as an ‘assassin,’ but:

an assassin is a respected freelancer 

who gets to voluntarily choose that profession

to choose what contracts they take

AND gets paid at the end.

Bucky doesn't meet any of those criteria!

#bucky barnes #mini meta #new tag? #bucky meta #meta #mcu #mcu meta #also I guess an assassin could choose that profession while not of sound mind (like TWS) but even so they DO get to choose #also: an assassin has to be sneaky to do their job effectively #whereas TWS had a global intelligence agency covering up everything he did on missions making him a ghost story #so he could afford to stroll around like a slow wrecking ball... #not caring about witnesses or getting caught on camera... #which in retrospect means bucky managing to stay un-captured for 2+ years is actually super impressive #cuz if you think about it the skillset of 'how to avoid the notice of global intelligence agencies'... #is the LAST thing hydra would want TWS to be proficient in #at least not in the MCU...

[captorations]

for my own sanity i'm just going to pretend that kagami and felix flipped a coin, or played a game, or in some way competed over whose plan would be used in representation. and felix won. because anything else wrecks kagami's character, whereas her agreeing to it because she lost a bet or whatever is actually very in character for her

#i'm also going to assume that kagami Had A Talk with felix about the peacock #like. i'm pretty sure most of the sentimonsters gabriel made didn't qualify as sentient much less sapient #if you want a robot you get a robot #see again: nothing else doesn't wreck felix's character #but 1. i care far less about him and 2. his character was already messy as fuck #whereas up until literally that episode kagami's was actually pretty damn consistent #miraculous ladybug

[butts-bouncing-on-the-beltway]

Strong feelings right now about a lot of things and I'm simply not going to talk openly about most of them at the moment because I don't have the capacity to do so in a way that feels safe and helpful for me.

But here's what I will say.

As both a mental health care provider responsible for the process of diagnosis and a patient of mental health care providers, can I just emphasize that the first time your patient finds out a diagnosis has been added to their record should never ever be because they looked at their portal after the appointment concluded.

I had a psych session with a new provider (this info is critical because this man has interacted with me for all of 45 minutes total) and at no point during our session did he give me ANY indication that he intended to alter my diagnostic profile or adjust my treatment plan.

Nonetheless, he did so. With an extremely stigmatized diagnosis that has a high risk of doing harm to me in a medical setting.

This is irresponsible for a number of reasons. The first is simply that if he had told me he was considering the possibility we could have discussed it and I could have provided additional context that might (would) have indicated a differential diagnosis. At minimum I would have had warning that I might need to prep for or even contest the diagnosis. The second irresponsible aspect is that I have an extensive history of medical trauma which HE WOULD KNOW if he'd spoken to the intake provider or the therapist who I work with at the practice, both of whom have met with me for longer than he has. And by issuing me this diagnosis he has just increased my risk for further medical trauma while upholding my PTSD diagnosis and being fully aware my PTSD is severe enough I am housebound without a service dog at present.

I meet with my therapist today and license wise she doesn't have the capacity to overturn what he's done but she can help advocate for me, so that's what I'm going to have to hope for. But either way I'm frustrated. Because UNDOING a diagnosis is SO MUCH WORSE than preventing it from going on a record unnecessarily in the first place. It's not even like he had no other diagnosis to treat me under. He could easily have included in his documentation that he wanted to continue to assess for the possibility of it without including it as a diagnosed and confirmed conclusion.

Diagnosis isn't a fucking joke. And we shouldn't be passing them out, particularly stigmatized ones, without an adequate conversation with the patient about where it's coming from and why it's happening. In my case, I am exceptionally confident the diagnosis is wrong. But even if it weren't, I deserved to be told to my face and not to find out after the fact through my diagnostic chart on the portal. That's cowardly and unethical, and frankly I have very little respect for a clinician who does it.

#he also changed the meds that have been stable for 3 years because 'there's no evidence they help anxiety past xxxmg' #bud #they aren't at the dose they are just for anxiety #this was a careful negotiation between several doctors to balance a complex medical and psychological profile #and you decided to fuck with it because even though i told you the 2 OTHER CONDITIONS IT TREATS #you personally wouldn't prescribe this much for anxiety #i have been on this much effectively for 3 years #it has been great #please stop being a wrecking ball through my care plan? #you've been here 5 minutes i've been doing this 20 yrs i promise that if i tell you something works its bc it works

[eridan-ampora]

watching better call saul again & if blondie tells kim this whole thing is cause chuck didnt want his brother working 4 the firm i am going to scream and cry for 100000 years

#paused at the bit where he asks her 2 close the door bc i couldnt take the tension (this made it worse btw) #the fucking. flashback 2 when jimmy was still working in the mailroom & showin off the letter 2 everyone he cared abt #chuck seemed like he was kinda taken aback & feigning support the whole time i was so 😬 but hopin i was imagining things #if blondie (i forgot his name) has seriously been playing the bad guy for YEARS so this wouldnt like wreck their relationship #i am going to throw my phone into traffic and walk peacefully off into the sunset never to return #or maybe ill just lay down for a bit. wbichever

[orcelito]

Ok but seriously imagine a 5'3" they/them wearing all black with 2 inch heel leather boots sitting on the floor beating the Shit out of some wooden boards with a hammer and cracking jokes about how the nails need to come out (along the lines of "it's okay, we're accepting!") with their lesbian manager

And you just got a snapshot of my day

#speculation nation #yesterday i unloaded 8 big heavy pallets off a semi nearly by myself & then helped unpack 3 of them Box By Box #and today i got to splinter wood through sheer force alone #i think this is my gender actually. the feeling of sinking the sharp part of a hammer into wood #prying it out and hearing the wood splinter and break #This Is My Gender. #we also had 3 problem pallets. they were uh. several pallets straight up broke #2 of the pallets were Leaaaaaning in a concerning way. as in this tower of heavy boxes that just Barely fit under the doorways #and then one of them a bottom box legit was collapsing in on itself. which is very problematic! #i just haphazardly propped that one up against a wall near the loading dock bc i was like 'no Way im getting this down the hall by myself' #we had to have like 3 ppl taking care of this shit. it was Problems. #yesterday was tiring and a lot of work. but we got it done! and that's what matters. #anyways yea im a wrecking ball im a wood splintering hammer im an enemy of all small dogs on bike trails #(regardless of my general courtesy towards them) #i think i deserve to have claws. i think that would fit with my gender very well.