#(this week this week this week is sm im going back to my parents house. ew. might be finding out abt that job

[soldier-poet-king]

Suddenly hysterical (in a bad way????) Okay???

#solution to hysteria is always shower. always #i already made dinner so ill eat after #and maybe itll be ok..?? #is this bc i had a caramel macchiato this afternoon #i never buy fancy sugary coffee #its like. a rare treat for me #i usually just go for americano or flat white. im v boring ik #BUT I SAID. oh no a trear #but that was like FOUR HOURS AGO #why am i AHHHHHH now #(this week this week this week is sm im going back to my parents house. ew. might be finding out abt that job #my boss comes back from vacation. its just alot all at once and i rlly just wanna nap #AND i didnt end up going thrift shopping today bc i got sad again and embroidered for like 4 hrs instead #what i really want is to go to the el cheapo thrift shop that isnt bougie but like dirt cheap like a proper secondhand store #i cannot get there by transit its technically in mississauaga #so i would need to borrow my mother's car #which means she would want to come #which means i cannot shop in the men's section for fun patterned button downs #BLEGH BLEGH BLEGHHHHHHHH #do u undersrand how much i want fun patterned button downs and also an old man blazer #NOTHING IN THE WOMENS FITS MY SHOULDERS PROPERLY OK #the duality of fran #if i could wear mens pants with my hips i WOULD

[winterrrnight]

hi bestie!! i love you and im so proud of you!!

can i get meet me in the hallway with zach & prompt 16 🤭

ahh thank you sm bestie!! I loved writing this and I hope you like it too!! ❤️❤️

he isn't you

PAIRING: zach maclaren x gn!reader

SUMMARY: you tell your best friend what you feel about him.

WARNINGS: nothing, reader has a boyfriend, and reader also cheats on said boyfriend but we want that to happen guys 😏

EDITH SPEAKS: im back from the dead!! what a way to start with the new year honestly. I feel a bit rusty so this may not be as good as the rest of my stuff, but I think its pretty good :) I hope you all enjoy! please vote & comment if you enjoyed <3

PROMPT REQUESTED: "he treats me well-" "okay good for you." "- but he isn't you."

You kick your shoes off your feet as you close the door behind yourself, sighing out loud with the tiredness basically crushing you underneath itself. You had a pretty tiring day at your university today; classes at a longer stretch and much more boring than usual.

You hear the doorbell of your apartment ring before you can relax on your couch and take a proper breath. You walk back to the door and see your boyfriend River on the other side, smiling. 

“Oh hey River,” you give a tired smile. He leans in to press a kiss on your cheek. 

“You sound tired, you okay?” He asks, as you finally get to sit on your couch. You groan as you stretch and prop up your feet on your coffee table. 

“I'm fine, just a long day of classes today,” you say, yawning. You look up to see him standing next to you. “You're not going to sit?” 

“Uh, I was actually wondering if you'd want to spend the evening out, there is this art exhibit only for today and I really thought you'd like to go,” he says sheepishly. 

“Oh River,” you say, getting up, “I wish I could but I'm just so so tired, and the amount of assignments and readings I have to complete isn't helping at all,” 

“So you're just going to blow me off again?” 

His words take you by surprise. “What do you mean?”

“Last week you missed our date-”

“That was because I had to urgently go to my parents home, I told you that,”

“And the week before you didn't come to the carnival with me,”

“It was during mid terms week and I was really behind,” 

“And what about that one time I was planning to take you to this French restaurant but you didn't come?” 

“Zach was sick! He was at the hospital River, and that was the night his situation had gotten so much worse!” You say, completely exasperated. “This is too much right now, I've always had a reason to not come to our dates. What about that one time I wanted to take you to a dinner with my family and you blew me off and never even told me where you were?” 

“Wait that time I-”

“And do you even remember when you told me you were busy to have a movie night with me and then a friend told me you were actually at a party? Huh? I never avoid our dates if I don't have a big reason to miss them, but you miss them and don't even care to explain why you didn't come?” 

That shuts him up, because he's looking everywhere but you, his jaw clenched tightly. 

“I'm sorry River but I can't come with you today. I would like to rest and have an early start to my day tomorrow,” 

You can see he wants to say something; a lot of things actually - give you an earful, but he opts for the smarter choice and doesn't say anything, silently making his way out of your house. But he still needs to display the extent of his anger, so he slams the door loudly on his way out. 

You plop back on your couch, wanting to distract yourself with some movie. You get your tv remote and start to scroll through Netflix, trying to find something which attracts your eye, but your doorbell rings again, agitating you. 

You wonder if it's River again, but much to your surprise it's Zach, holding two completely filled take away bags. 

“I saw you leaving uni really late when I was at my football practice so I thought you may need these,” he chuckles. The brightest smile pulls your lips and you instantly hug him, catching him off guard but he hugs you back. 

“That's exactly what I needed right now,” you say, taking one bag from him and letting him in. 

You proceed to your kitchen to get plates and rest of the cutlery, but Zach stops you right in your tracks. 

“Ah let me do that, you go and sit,” he insists, taking the bag back from you. 

“Are you sure-”

“Yes yes, I know my way really well around here,” you giggle and go back to your couch, continuing your search for the perfect movie. 

In the meantime Zach brings the food and places it all in front of you, the aroma wafting up to your nose and making you feel hungrier. But you still haven't found what you want to watch. 

“Why is nothing attracting my eye?” You say, your mouth now full with food. 

“Why don't we just talk?” Zach suggests, and you ponder over it for a moment, realizing it is the better thing to do right now.

“Well, what do you want to talk about?” You ask, turning to face him as you fiddle around with the food on your plate with your fork. 

“Well, feel free to not answer this question,” he starts, “but I've been wondering about this for quite some time and I just want to let it out; I haven't seen you with River lately, usually you used to be hanging out with him so much, always on dates and uni’s football and basketball matches, but I just, I haven't seen you with him often,”

Your focus is completely on your food, the way each vegetable is placed on your plate suddenly becoming the most interesting thing. 

Zach wonders if he's messed up asking this question when he sees you completely shut off and silent. “I'm, I'm sorry, I don't want to ask you something you don't want to discuss, but I just need to know if you're happy with him or not. Nothing matters more than your happiness,” his voice reduces to a soft mumble, which only just relaxes you instead of making you feel anxious on having to discuss such a heavy topic. 

“It's, it's okay, I guess. I don't know… we've been trying to make plans but one of us usually has some other more important place to be. I always make sure to tell him why I can't come, and it's always something unavoidable, but he, he never cares to tell me why he won't be coming. It's just always ‘oh I'm sorry babe I just had to go somewhere else.’ Where? I never know. 

“And it's not just that. He always gets offended when I cancel on him but that's never the case when it's the other way round. His focus on us, it isn't, it isn't the same, and he isn't as understanding as he was before.”

Just as you finish speaking, you feel like a big load is lifted off of you. Your mind has been bothered by it since days ago, and it was starting to affect your everyday activities. But talking about it, letting it all out makes you feel relaxed. 

Zach looks at you with a soft look in his eyes, not knowing what you've been going through all this time. 

“But, he's also there for me, you know? That one time I fell down from the stairs, I called him and he came so quickly, and I know I can count on him to get me anything I need at any time,” you continue, feeling so torn about what you're actually feeling about him. “I just, I don't know where we are leading to right now. I think I may need some time away from him, just being with myself and not seeing him as often as usual,”

You look at Zach whose focus is entirely on you and your words. Sometimes you wish he's the one you're spending your time with. He gets you in a way no one can, not even River even if he tries for a billion years. When you feel sad about something, you prefer to call up Zach than River, because he listens to you better, and makes you feel important. 

“I think it would be nice for you to spend some time with yourself, to do some things you've thought of doing but couldn't, starting with new hobbies, or the ones you haven't picked up in some time,” Zach starts. “It'll help you introspect more into your personality, and generally just make you feel better. Maybe he's going through a difficult time right now, and being apart for some time might help him too,” 

“You're right,” you say, “maybe being apart will do us some good. I mean, he treats me well-”

"okay good for you,"

“- but Zach,” you look up at him as you cut him off, your eyes sinking into his, “he isn't you.” 

The last words come out as a whisper, getting lost in the air around you two. For a second you're worried that he didn't hear them, because you think you can't muster up the courage to repeat those words. But the widening of his eyes, him breaking your eye contact, and his sped up breathing makes you think differently. 

“Zach, you mean so much to me than he does. You listen to me better, you understand things in a way he doesn't. I will always prefer you to talk about things than him, because he tends to shut me off but you never do. What we have is so special to me,” you let out. 

It's the last year at your university, and you've been feeling this way about Zach since the very start. You've wanted to admit it all to him, but before you could, River came into the picture. And for a while there, you felt as if you didn't need Zach. River seemed perfect; everything you could've asked for. 

But now, you finally have the chance to develop something with Zach you've always wanted. 

Zach calls out your name softly, your heart beating faster with the way your name falls off his lips. “You mean the whole world to me. I’d take you in my arms and protect you from all the harm in this world if I could. I've never liked River anyways, he seems stuck up and doesn't give you the attention you deserve. He should treat you like an angel, not the way he actually does,”

He moves closer to you, his hand now resting against your cheek. 

This feels so right. 

You lean in, and he does too, meeting his lips halfway as you allow yourself to get lost in him; in his smell, his taste, his lips. 

Oh, his lips. 

Soft and sweet as nectar; nectar which can make the flowers bloom and just set everything in your life right. 

His arms, wrapped around your waist as he pulls you closer to him, yours around his neck as you close even the smallest distance between you two. 

He pulls apart from you, your forehead resting against his as you breathe a little heavily. 

“I think,” you whisper, “I think I've fallen for you Zach.”

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[lunchmeat-supreme]

Pick-Me-Up

Stan Marsh x Reader

Summary: When Stan gets too drunk at a party, he calls on the only person he knows who can help.

Warnings: Underage drinking (characters are 16-17), vomit mention

A/N: Been a while since I've written. Didn't edit this one too much, just wanted to get something out there. Read my pinned if you'd like to request something!

It’s a late Friday night. There are no sounds in the house save for the buzzing of utilities downstairs. It’s still outside, late enough that even the owls have seemingly turned in for the night. It’s a perfect night to catch up on sleep lost from early weekday mornings.

You hold your phone in landscape mode as the video you’re watching comes to an end. The silence wraps itself around you like a soft, fluffy blanket. Your eyelids droop, feeling like they weigh a thousand pounds. Maybe it’s time to finally get some shut-eye. Your hand scrapes along the floor for a second before you find your phone’s charging cord. You plug the device in and lay it face down on your bedside table, so the light from any notification won’t disturb your slumber. Slipping deeper under the covers, you roll over and close your eyes, waiting for the thick, sweet silence to lull you to sleep.

BZZT.

The phone’s vibrations against the nightstand ring out like a gunshot. Your eyelids shoot up and your heart jumps in your chest at the sound. It only takes a second for you to relax again. It was probably just a notification from a game, demanding that you spend a few more dollars for this week’s too-good-to-be-true microtransaction discounts. You snuggle your face deeper into your pillow.

BZZT.

Another clap of thunder rings in your ear. You squeeze your eyes shut and tuck yourself deeper under your blanket, as though you can hide from the sound. You’ll check it tomorrow. It’s probably a group chat that you’re in but don’t care about, like one for a class. Whoever it is that’s begging for homework answers this late at night can take their pleas and shove it up their–

BZZT. BZZT. BZZT.

Your arm shoots out from under the toasty covers and your palm slaps against the back of your phone. You drag the little black box of nightmares off of your nightstand, and you crack your bleary eyes open. The screen is bright, too bright. You look at it through squinted eyes, trying to make out the blur on the screen. All you can comprehend is the tiny SMS app icon in the corner of the notification. Blinking the exhaustion away, you focus your eyes on the screen until the little jittery line of black becomes legible, and the small square of bold, capital letters above the message forms a name.

“Fuck.”

You rub your eyes and prop yourself up on your bed, quickly swiping open your phone. It continues to buzz in your hand.

STAN: heey

STAN: r u awake

STAN: can u pick me ip

STAN: ip

STAN: up

STAN: im at clyde

You have half a mind to mute your phone and put it right back down on your nightstand, but your apathy loses the fight against your empathy. You curse a few more obscenities under your breath as you push the covers off your body. The cold air rushes in and seeps into your skin, taking shelter where warmth once occupied. After a simple “omw” text sent back to Stan, you plant your feet on the carpet and heft up your exhausted body.

You don’t care enough to get dressed, opting instead for throwing on a jacket and sweatpants over your nightwear. Grabbing your keys and finding your license, you set out. You pull on your shoes and yawn, not worrying too much about waking anyone in the house. If your parents ask, you’ll say it was a munchies run.

The nighttime air has a chilly bite to it, and you shiver as you step outside and slump into your car. Pulling out of the driveway, you set out down the street to the next neighborhood over, cranking some banging tunes in an attempt to wake yourself up.

You had told Stan not to go to Clyde’s party. You had warned him that he’s notorious for spiking any and all drinks — even if they were already alcoholic to begin with. His dad has enough alcohol lying around in their extravagant kitchen to tranquilize an elephant. But of course, nobody listens to lil ol’ you.

“Oh, I’ll be fine, dude,” you mutter, mimicking Stan’s intonation as you come to a stop at a crosswalk. “I can control myself, dude. Stop acting like my mom, dude.”

After a few minutes of veering through empty streets, you pull up to Clyde’s house. It’s an impressively big place. The windows are lit up from the inside, and you can see the silhouettes of your classmates chatting and laughing. You can hear the party through your rolled up windows, and you’re surprised there hasn’t been a noise complaint yet. The distant thumping bass alone is enough to give you a migraine and a sour mood.

Rolling slowly past his house, your foot primed to press the brake pedal, you scour the area for a place to park so you can bust in and rescue Stan. There are already a few cars aligning the street, so you almost miss it as you’re looking for a gap. You press on the brakes when you do see it. There, hunched over on the curb, is a rather pathetic looking lump of drunk teenage boy.

Stan’s knees are drawn up to his chest, and his face rests in the palms of his hands. He doesn’t react as you roll down the window and call his name. He just flicks his eyes up to your car, then sinks his face down until his head falls out of his palms and his chin slumps against his chest. He mumbles something, but you can’t hear it over the sound of the car’s engine.

“Come on, dude,” you repeat, wishing you had something to throw at him, because from here it looks like he’s totally ignoring you.

Stan still doesn’t react. His hands slip behind his legs, and you can see them twitch with a little bit of movement.

BZZT.

Your phone buzzes in the passenger seat.

STAN: legs dont work 

“Oh, for fuck’s—“ You groan and put the car into park.

You step out of your car, grab Stan by the wrists, and heft him to his feet. He wobbles around with all the grace of a newborn deer, nearly taking you down when he leans most of his weight onto your shoulders. You secure an arm around his back and anchor him to your side. You start moving forward, patiently helping Stan along as he stumbles along. By the time you make it to the passenger door, however, you’re practically dragging him like a tired dog on a leash.

You open the car door and Stan slumps inside with a groan. He tilts his chin up and leans against the headrest as you run around to the driver’s side. You start the car and rest your hand on the shift stick, then glance over to the helpless drunk on your right. His eyes are closed, and a deep frown is etched on his face, his lips slightly parted and his eyebrows knit together. You reach across his body and buckle him in before driving away.

The drive is quiet. Houses with dark windows and illuminated streetlights whisk past the vehicle until there are none left. Slowly, the city lights bleed away behind you, and houses are replaced with snow-covered pines. It’s only when the bumpy asphalt beneath your tires turns to crunching gravel that Stan finally speaks.

“‘m sorry.”

It’s nothing but a soft mumble under his breath as he turns his aimless gaze down from the horizon through the windshield to stare sullenly at his beat up, dirty shoes. He can’t bring himself to look at you. He’s scared of what he might see.

“For what?”

“Makin’ you come get me.”

Your sleep-deprived brain considers making a grumpy remark at the situation, but you can’t. Not to him. You let out a sigh. “I’ll always come, dude.”

Stan doesn’t say anything back, but his jaw relaxes and his eyelids rise from their fallen state.

Through a field of wavering green, a house comes into view. You pull up to the quaint porch and park the car. A rustic lantern with a fake candle inside glows warmly next to the door, and an old rocking chair sits stoic next to it. The house is a lot more friendly on the outside.

You ask if Stan’s parents are home, and you receive in response a denying hum and a shake of his head.

Stan fumbles with his seat belt, weakly pushing at the button to release the clasp. You step out of the car and walk over to his side, opening the door for him so you can help drag him to his room. Upon wrenching the door open, Stan, who was leaning on it for support, tumbles over. His palm meets the dusty floor of the car as he catches himself. He’s about to bitch and moan about how much his head hurts, but he finds that impossible to do when he finally, finally fully looks at you.

As Stan lifts his heavy, pounding head up to lift himself from the car seat, his legs suddenly feel about as load-bearing as pudding. Hazy blue eyes meet yours, and his heart lurches straight up into his throat. The lantern on the porch fans out across your back, lighting the contour of your body up in a halo of light. The soft, flickering yellow of the faux flame casts its soft glow across your cheeks, and the harsh burn of the car’s interior ceiling light reflects in your glossy, sharp eyes. Standing before Stan isn’t one of his closest friends. It’s not the same person he got into the car with. It’s an angel.

Stan takes a shaky breath and opens his mouth to speak. To arrange and tell you the words that have been plucking at his vocal cords the whole ride home. To somehow communicate through his stupor how starstruck he suddenly feels as you shift on your feet and make the light glimmer through the strands of your hair like rays of sunshine dappling through leaves. His heart beats harder than the pulsing in his head as he tries to push something, anything, out of his now stupidly open mouth.

Stan is able to spout out a fraction of a syllable before he empties the contents of his stomach on the ground in front of your feet.

You jump back with a curt ‘dude!’ as he vomits. Thankfully, he was able to just narrowly miss getting any in or on your car. Stan coughs and spits and thanks his lucky stars that he’s too drunk to let the mortification of almost showering you in cheap, once-consumed beer set in.

You swiftly help him out of the car, avoiding the puddle, and wordlessly move up to the house and, after a quick shot of water in the bathroom, into his room. You flip on the dusty old lamp that sits at his bedside table as you lower Stan into the messy, unkempt sheets of his bed. He croaks out something akin to a ‘thank you’ as you slip his shoes off and toss them somewhere into the dark corners of his room. He doesn’t take his eyes off you as you move around and make sure he’s comfortable. You sit on the edge of his bed for a second as he finally seems to relax, his eyes drooping shut and his breathing steady. However, weak fingers tug at the sleeve of your jacket as you begin to stand.

“Stay.”

Those sad blues are looking at you again. Though his raspy voice asks a quiet and withdrawn request, his eyes plead and beg like you’re his last lifeline.

You nod. “Okay.”

Stan’s hand slips from your sleeve and falls over your fingers. Those hands, calloused from picking at his old guitar, are so gentle. Careful, even, as his fingers wrap loosely around yours and his thumb strokes your palm. At first, he worries that you’ll comment on how slick with sweat his hands are. He worries that you can feel his thumping heartbeat through the mattress. He worries that you’re disgusted by his actions, or – god forbid – disappointed in him.

But mostly, as you squeeze his hand and shrug off your jacket and kick off your shoes, he worries that you can read exactly what he feels is written plainly across his heart.

#south park x reader #south park x y/n #stan marsh x reader

[readychilledwine]

Hi girl!! I don't know how to say this, but I love your writing and your sooo creative. I just wanted to say, im giving birth in a couple of weeks and it just hit me that I'm going to have a KID, LIKE WTH??? I did my research so there's nothing to worry about and I'm financially stable, its just, WEIRD??? I'm going to pop a baby out??please give some advice bc my hubby seems really cool about it and I'm just WHAT??😭

Trigger warnings- baby, mom life, and labor talk. Super long post 💕

✨️Congratulations to both of you and welcome to the hot moms club✨️

I went through an induction that turned into an emergency c section, so keep that in mind when reading my advice since I am not sure what form of labor you are opting for.

During Labor/Your hospital stay:

Bring a comfort idea to the hospital for before "active" labor and after. I brought my own pillow, and that made a world of difference. It was nice having something so familiar afterwards.

Don't eat anything you don't want to risk coming back up. Some hospitals will allow you to eat. Try to stick to the ice, juice, jello, or pudding. Italian shaved ice was also an option for me. And do bring snackies for after. You deserve it.

Don't panic if your birth plan does not turn out to be how birthing goes. I had planned on natural labor, no pain medication. I went in to be induced at 9pm December 13, by 2am I was in a lot of pain, by 7am I had an epidural.

Not to scare you, but the epidural can cause a few different reactions. Don't let that stop you from getting it. You HAVE to allow yourself to be as comfortable as possible, and your birth team will handle whatever curves are thrown their way.

If you are physically able to, do golden hour. In case it is called something different for you, golden hour is a full hour where the nursing staff leaves you and baby alone for skin to skin and nursing time. Tell your man I'm sorry, but he can wait. That hour is essential for building breastmilk supply if you're going to be EBF or EP. He can have baby after.

And let him have baby after. Daddy needs his own hour where baby is getting skin to skin with him.

It's going to be hard, but try not be mad if baby daddy sleeps after labor. He's going to have spent the last how ever long you were in labor in a heightened state of fight or flight because the woman he loves is in pain and there is nothing he can do for you. It's painful and all the exhausting for us. It's mentally and emotionally exhausting for them.

Do not (under any circumstances) let them force you into handling feedings one way or the other. Fed is best. Period.

Do not allow them to force you to have a nurse who makes you uncomfortable in any way. I know it's hard, but if a nurse is making you feel like you aren't doing enough, aren't listening to them, are making a wrong choice, ASK FOR A NEW NURSE. They should be supporting you.

If you're at a hospital where mom and baby sleep in one room, don't hesitate to say yes if a nurse asks if you want baby to go to nursery for a little bit. You both will need sleep. You deserve sleep. That nap will be precious. Trust me.

For home:

During bathing, try a swaddle method. It uses two towels, but it helps baby feel safe and secure. Here's a little link to an article about them

Take. Time. With. No. Visitors. You and baby daddy deserve time to adapt to your LO. It's a totally different ball game. We had 2 weeks alone. 2 weeks with just our parents. 2 weeks with our siblings. Then we opened the house to visitors who messaged us first.

Establish boundaries from jump. I made a post about on SM with a picture of our boundaries. Baby daddy enforced it.

Enjoy those 2am cuddles. They go away so fast 🥺

If you do not mentally feel okay, tell people you trust. Immediately. PPD/PPA can quickly become postpartum psychosis when left untreated.

Remember you're gorgeous. Even if you don't feel that way. You literally grew a human. It is the most selfless thing you could do for your family, and in my opinion, the closest thing to magic.

Remember to be kind to yourself and baby daddy. You're both learning. It's hard. So hard.

Never feel guilty for a few minutes of screen time. Sophia gets about 30 minutes a week spread out throughout the week. Ms. Rachel is a great help.

From my baby daddy to yours

Get her the food she's been craving that she "can't have" which also meant you couldn't have it for her first post labor meal. Lizzy wanted sushi. Baby momma got her sushi.

Take pictures of her with your kid. Constantly without her knowing. Those pictures will get you through the work day.

Get up with her at night. We helped make the baby. We help with the baby.

No yelling. No fighting. I said one thing to Lizzy I regret deeply, and I don't know if she's genuinely forgiven me for it. This is hard on your baby momma. If she needs to vent. Let her. Don't fight her. Just get her down for a nap, man. That's all you can do sometimes.

Never tell her to sleep when the munchkin sleeps. That statement is the most unhelpful thing anyone said to Lizzy. Tell her instead to lay down and try to get some sleep, and you will listen for crying. She needs the comfort of knowing someone else is there.

Don't allow anyone to shame her for anything. I learned I will throw hands over someone shaming Lizzy. Luckily, it was with my brother. We're good now.

Make sure she gets to shower every day.

Love her. Love her and look out for any signs of her not being okay. Lizzy's was staring off into nothing and crying way too much.

Make sure you schedule time for both of you to get away and let her enjoy said time.

Skin to skin. Daily.

Lastly, get her a pump if she's breastfeeding. Trust me. It will help build supply, and it allows you to feed the little one.

If you two need ANYTHING, message me. I don't have all the answers, but I might have advice. 💕

Here's a few products we love for Sophia, too. Some of them are pricy. We apologize.

Dreamland weighted Swaddle

Diaper cream spatula

Calmoseptine Ointment

Bums and Roses - softest pj's ever and you can get matching ones.

Momcozy nail file

Lizzy's favorite stationary pump*

Lizzys favorite on the go/work pump*

The bottles baby daddy uses to feed Sophia sometimes

*check to see if insurance will help*

Overall, just enjoy your time together and your sweet little baby.💕💕

Ps- thank you for the compliments! I was so excited to give advice I almost brushed over them 🥺

#ms rachel #elizabeths.updates #send asks #send anons #mom life #elizabeths.babydaddy

[celestialkth]

mourning the loss of your boyfriend's beloved childhood pet, he surprises you with an afternoon that helps to mend your broken heart.

➵ pairing ; taehyung x fem reader

➵ genre ; fluff

➵ word count ; 2.3K

➵ warnings ; talking of losing a pet , use of affectionate nicknames , some language , they're v in love w each others

➵ author's note ; first drabble that occurs in the mikrokosmos universe ❥ a lovely friend and moot ( @axialitae ) mentioned that i could write drabbles about this couple, then work on their origin fic. so that's what i'm going to do •ᴗ•

i'm excited to write more drabbles about them and introduce them to everyone. i've seen other authors open their inboxes for people to ask their characters questions, and i would love to do that with them. i'll link it below if you'd like to talk with them •ᴗ•

masterlist | series masterlist | chat w the characters

boyf <3 [4:54]

bad news

miso died

[4:55]

NO

PLEASE TELL ME YOU’RE JOKING

boyf <3 [4:55]

babygirl 

:|

why wld i joke abt tht

[4:56]

ok ASSHOLE

that’s not what i meant

boyf <3 [4:58]

can’t believe my duck died an ur bullying me

[4:58]

how are you doing?

boyf <3 [4:59]

im ok. he was old an wasn’t eating. kinda expected it

what abt u, tho

eomma was more concerned abt u

[5:00]

i feel like i’m going to be sick

boyf <3 [5:00]

nooooo

deep breaths

[5:01]

i’m just so sad

i love miso so much

and now he’s gone

i can’t feed him anymore

or give him kisses

he’s not going to lay in my lap anymore

boyf <3 [5:03]

:(

u were his fac

fav*

loved him mom. eomma’s boy

[5:04]

eomma’s boy :(

boyf <3 [5:04]

i was his dad but fuck me ig

[5:05]

thank you. that made me laugh

i’m so sad, tae

time to change my lock screen

to that photo of you and miso

the one i love sm :(

boyf <3 [5:06]

what abt the one of u w him?

[5:06]

noooo. i want you two

my boys <3

boyf <3 [5:07]

cute

i love you, babygirl

[5:08]

i love you too

very, very much <3

Two weeks have passed since losing Miso. A week and a half since Mrs Kim had made the decision to rehome Namjoon’s duck to someone with an entire flock. The first visit to Tae’s house had felt lonely. Your heart aching when you had looked out the back door, hitting hard when realizing there will never be another moment where you can see the duck that had captured your heart.

Never another time where you’ll see him waddle around his enclosure, swimming in his little pond and feasting on his food. No more chances of teasing Tae that he should’ve chosen the name ‘Cow’ instead for Miso’s black and white features. Tae had held you close when you lost it in his room. Quieting you each time you tried to apologize for being so dramatic and telling you that it’s never easy to lose something you love.

Comforting you when you should’ve been comforting him.

He’d been the one to lose his childhood pet. He’d been eight when his parents introduced the idea of getting their sons a pet to help combat the stress of moving to a foreign country and the difficulties of language barriers. But dogs were out of the equation. The high maintenance of providing a good life clashed with their bustling one. And cats didn’t stand a chance for consideration with Mr Kim’s allergy.

The idea of welcoming birds into their home merely falling into their laps on a random afternoon when they’d traveled to the local farming supply store, and Namjoon had been enraptured by the assortment of ducks and chicks for sale.

Miso had been there for Tae through it all. Through his high school graduation, through his romances and heartbreak. Through the heartache that came when Jin and Namjoon moved out to study in prestigious universities in different parts of the country. He’d always been there, and it hurts that now he’s not.

boyf <3 [11:02]

u home?

[11:05]

ya

in my room

boyf <3 [11:06]

im outside

let’s go for a drive pls?

[11:07]

cannot lie. that’s a little concerning

boyf <3 [11:08]

hush. its not bad :|

im trying to be cute n spontaneous 

[11:09]

give me like five minutes to change?

boyf <3 [11:09]

ok :)

He’s scrolling through Twitter when you climb into his front seat. His gentle humming to the unfamiliar song from his Spotify is music to your ears. “Hi, Babe.” Tae closes out of the app, dropping his phone into its designated cup holder before leaning across the console to greet you with a kiss.

“Hi,” you smile, buckling yourself in. “Where are we going?”

“It’s a surprise.” Showing that he’s serious about being spontaneous. He’s never been one to do surprises, always spoiling it before he can stop himself. “But it’s a bit of a drive. Would you like a silly little beverage for the ride?”

“Of course.”

The neighborhood is quiet. Despite the picturesque sky and the warm, welcoming sun, there’s not a single soul in sight. It’s the perfect weather for a leisurely adventure.

“You’re very serious about being spontaneous,” you comment. He reaches, his hand finding its favorite place upon your thigh. “You’re usually horrible at keeping secrets.” Tae bursts out laughing. His beautiful smile filling his face. “But I love it. I can’t wait to see what you have planned.”

“Trust me,” he snorts. “I almost blew this one too.”

He stops at a small gas station not too far from your house. Gathering a snack and drink each before piling back into his car to begin the adventure he’s so excited about. Road trips with him are fun. From singing along to your favorite songs, forcing him into duets of songs he pretends to hate, to the ridiculous little comments made that send you both into fits of lighthearted giggles. Even with no clear destination in mind, it doesn’t feel like you’re traveling for long, and after an hour, you arrive.

“An industrial park?” You tease. Pretending you don’t notice the sign for a small trail tucked away in a mess of trees. Tae lunges at you, wrapping you in his arms and lifting you off the ground. “I was joking!” You exclaim through giggles.

“No, not an industrial park, you dingus.” His own laughter mingles with yours, and he sets you back onto the ground. “Hobi was talking about this trail. And I found this. Thought it would be fun to get out and explore.”

And so you do.

Following the paved pathway through winding trees. Gentle sounds of rushing water are distant background noise but loud enough to coax you away. You set out to explore, finding dirt paths and stairs, worn down grass and hills to climb. A beautiful little creek hides amongst it all, and you’ve never felt so carefree.

The path is small. A welcoming swing overlooks a hill that peers down onto the water, but after finding a spider hidden within the webs and Tae’s refusal to kill it, you carry on. Going until the path ends in another parking lot and you start making the trek back.

“This was fun. I’m glad we came.” You swing your hand entwined with his, basking in the different sights and noises that surround you. And Tae beams, proud of himself for a successful day. “I bet there are so many more beautiful places to discover.”

“We’re not done yet,” he promises. And when you return to his car, rather than get into it, Tae drags you along, continuing the walk. Following a sidewalk that runs alongside the creek and leads into a busier part of this small town.

“Now city hall? Are we going to pay our property taxes?”

He heaves a sigh. Trying his hardest to seem annoyed but falling victim to a laugh. “Fine, that one was funny,” Tae admits. “But no, we’re not going to city hall.” The sidewalk ends, a marker points in the direction of where the trail reconnects. And after crossing a small street and passing through another parking lot, you’re back on track. Stumbling upon a small pond.

“This is cute,” you smile. Loving what different treasures are hidden about. Even in the midst of the bustle of small town traffic, the cutest little pond offers peace. “I can’t believe this is here, and that you found it.”

“Wait, there’s more!” Tae reaches for your hand. He drags you along, moving a little faster than before. A small red bridge crosses over the creek, and he doesn’t stop until you’re on the opposite side. “Surprise!”

And tears spring to your eyes. A small flock of ducks. All gathered under the tree for shade from the unforgiving sun. A few stragglers even swim in the water. “Taehyung!” He beckons you into his arms. Holding you close and his sweet laugh is music to your ears. “I can’t believe you!”

“I wanted to surprise you.” His hand wraps around the back of your head. Holding you, comforting you while you sob into his chest. “It’s been so heartbreaking seeing how hard you’ve been taking Miso’s death.”

Your heart floods with warmth. The tears that fall are filled with the love that overflows, and you can’t find the words to describe all that he is to you.

“I love you,” you beam. “I love you so much.”

“And I love you even more.” Tae presses a soft kiss to your head, giving you an affectionate squeeze before slipping from your grasp. “Come on, let’s feed them. There’s a machine over here.” And he drags you back across the bridge towards a large stand where two dispensers are filled with pellets.

“I left my wallet in your car.”

He scoffs, “As if I’ll let you pay. I’ve come prepared.” Tae dips into his front pocket, retrieving a handful of quarters. And with the largest, proudest smile upon his face, he thrusts his hand towards you.

“I’m so spoiled.” But he passes a couple to you, holding the rest securely while the dispenser releases a load of pellets into your awaiting hands. “Come on!” You beam. Leaving Tae being as you race back towards the flock.

But he doesn’t speak. Still watching with a loving smile, he allows you the moment to bask in this happiness.

A couple ducks take interest at what’s in your hands. Inching their way towards you when you toss food in their general direction. Tears of utter bliss threaten to spill, and you lower to your knees when others become curious.

“Tae,” you whisper. He stands off to the right, not wanting to risk scaring them off if he were to come closer. “Look at them. Look at the babies.” He digs for his phone. Memorializing the moment with pictures.

He’s unaware that your heart is on the brink of exploding. From the overwhelming love that resides for your second favorite animal to the immense love that your heart possesses for him and only him. A few tears slip through your lashes, the only way you can express the emotions that bubble inside you.

You’ve never had someone care so much for you. And you’re not sure what you’ve done to deserve this.

Tae’s patient as you continue feeding the ducks. His smile not budging each time you return for pellets, and when his stash of change runs dry, it’s your cue to leave. You walk back to his car hand-in-hand. But you cling to him, your arms wrapped around his. Your head against his bicep, desperate to shower him with your love and affection after all he’d done for you. You’re desperate for him to know how in love with him you are.

“Have fun?” He asks.

But he has no idea. You nod. “Best day ever.” And a small tint of red burns in his face. “I love you so much. Thank you for doing this for me.”

He shrugs, as if it were nothing. But his permanent grin gives him away, how proud he is that he’s come up with this idea. “I’m glad. You deserved this,” he replies, and you heart is not safe. Seconds from combusting. You’re impatient to get back to your house and love on him well into the night.

The drive back is peaceful. Exhausting settling in from the heat, you two ride in comfortable silence. Halfway through the drive, his phone buzzes with a message from his mom. He asks you to answer, sneaking the briefest glance at the screen. And when his phone unlocks, opening to their last conversation, one of the numerous photos he’d taken stares back with a message in Korean that you can’t understand.

“She replied with a heart,” you answer. “And something I don’t understand.” Coming to a stop at a green-light-turned-red, he looks at the screen, nodding but not uttering a word. “What did you tell her?”

He starts to smirk. Leaving you to dread whatever’s going to come from his mouth. “It’s right there,” Tae teases. “You can’t read it?” His laughter fills the car when you groan. Delighted in your reaction as he always is.

“No,” you answer. “I’m trying to learn, but my tutor always get distracted during lessons.”

“Can’t help it. Hearing you speak Korean makes me want to kiss you. Is that such a sin?” He scoffs. “If wanting to kiss your girlfriend is a crime, then lock me away.” The light switches to green, the car in front of you hesitating a second before slowly crossing the intersection.

“Charges dropped. But please tell me what you said? Please, Tae Tae. Pretty please.”

He laughs a little more. “All I said was that you have no idea how happy you make me.” The tips of his ears turn a little red at his admission. But your heart is damn near close to exploding again. “I think she said that she loves us. I’m not sure, I didn’t really read it.” His attention remains focused on the road.

But yours is stuck on him.

“I love you.” His lips curl upward, sneaking a glance before turning back to the road. “I wish there was something stronger than love. Because I more than love you.” Tae peels a hand away from the steering wheel to take yours.. “Do you realize how frustrating it is to look at you and not have any words that can tell you how much you mean to me?”

He nods. “Every single time I look at you,” Tae replies. “But actions speak louder, and I can feel how much you love me in everything you do. I am one lucky man.” You want to throw yourself at him, want to shower him in your endless love and affection. But you settle for a squeeze of his hand. One that you hope he knows means you’re lucky too.

And you pray that he’s yours forever.

#bts #bts fic #bts fluff #bts x reader #taehyung fic #taehyung fluff #taehyung x reader #bangtan fic #bangtan fluff #bangtan x reader

[tsuchigomochi]

[looks at u with an unblinking tbh creature esque gaze] O_O hello do u have ur vocaloid headcanons anywhere? ur big al art has been rotating at the back of my mind + im very curious abt ur al + gakupo hcs!! id appreciate hearing anything youd like to share tho :) if ur out of the fandom and dont feel like sharing thats ok too, and i hope u have a wonderful day either way !

HELLO! Thank u sm for the ask… I am still in the vocaloid fandom I just primarily post in private and not on tumblr ;___; and I’m sorry for getting to u literally a week late the rhing is I had like written up a very comprehensive post on Al’s backstory but I was like. Oh this is too long. And boring for anyone else SO I SCRAPPED IT!

I put Al Gaku and Megu (Gumi) into a lot of AUs bc it’s super fun! but my main original one is where Al is a resurrected Frankenstein creature and Gaku is an Android

Basically Al used to be married to Ann in the early 1900s and Ann was a lounge singer that caught the attention of some bad ppl and their house ended up burning down via arson, their daughter got out alive but Al and Ann both succumbed to burn wounds. Their daughter grew up investing her time in human experimentation and recreated the bodies of her parents with other people’s parts to the heat of her memory and used the brains from their previous bodies to put into the new minimally damaged ones. Ann was resurrected successfully with an original Frankenstein’s monster type deal but people caught win of the daughter’s experiments given her track record and her house was stormed, Ann had to try and resurrect Al herself hurriedly while her daughter stalled and she was successful but their daughter was killed at the doorstep and the couple fled.

Al because of the quickened process ended up with amnesia, not remembering his marriage to Ann or their daughter while Ann remembered it all and was still in love with him. Al was not the same as the man she married now, Alexander was dead and he was a new person all together but Ann couldn’t face this for awhile and told Al about their life together but this only inspired guilty in both of them. In modern times they’re separated but on good terms, Al’s story is about….. like….. finding himself? Discovering life is worth living and ultimately all of my stories about Gaku Al and Megu are about family.

GAKUPO…. ok exposition in my universe vocaloid is a sort of tournament held in Japan for singers across universes and Gakupo is an Android from a technologically advanced universe. He was created to be in a museum as a recreation of Feudal Japan and he was implanted with memories of a wife and children and life he never even had, he was made to believe he was a reincarnated samurai as a social experiment not realizing all his precious memories and experiences were fabricated. Upon discovering this he killed all the people in the museum and fled becoming a feared sort of urban legend thing… his story is about also about finding himself! He believes at first he’s unable to care for living beings due to his memories being fake but eventually he realizes he’s in love with Al and desires to create new meaningful experiences with him, Al shares the same sentiment. It’s really abt family and love and stuff… yknow finding the person you want to spend ur life with…. People from unfortunate circumstances being able to live normally :)

Megu is a difficult circumstance and I haven’t found a way to exactly incorporate her into the main universe but I have a verse where all vocaloids are androids and Megu is a Gumi unit that came out a little wrong and unlike other androids doesn’t mature mentally and is perpetually stuck at the 15 year old mark, Al takes her in because she has nowhere to go and he’s admittedly lonely after being separated from his Ann unit and they play house… become a family :’)) androids in this universe obv don’t have moms or dads and they don’t come in family units but Megu regards Al as her father and Al regards Megu as his daughter! Gaku is introduced later and like it’s a sort of goofy trying to get along with my boyfriend’s daughter type deal…. 🫶🫶 Megu does performances and is really popular as a show unit but she needs Al to be backstage with her for every show bc she gets nervous, he holds her hand right before performances as a sort of “you’re alright, I’ll be here, I got you”

So yeah!!! That’s stuff!!! I have a lot more emmm but that’s too long like I said, ik you didn’t ask abt Megu bits it’s like oh… family… cannot separate

Here’s Megu/Hachiko’s ref I implemented them into ricedeity’s nsotf univ too so that’s in some notes… o_o again ty for asking!!! seeing ur ask for me to redraw my Gaku as well haha

#sticks.txt #big Al #gakupo kamui #megpoidgumi #gumi #vocaloid

[brahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh]

im gonna do this cause i see it everywhere and never have but idrk if people care so im just gonna do as much as i want all at once for fun

1 sw 172 hw 205 cw 173 lw 140

2 im 5'5 and a half technically and i wish i was just 5'5 or like a little bit shorter i hate being bigger than other people and i feel like its more ""excusable"" if im shorter? i grew up being the tall kid and hated it so i feel a lot better about it now since everyones grown

3 not posting thinsp0 cause i dont wanna get t3rmd or be too triggering

4 my greatest fears about weight loss are dying, getting forced into recovery again or institutionalized and just generally my mom finding out

5 the real reason i wanna lose weight is definitely mostly for other people i got over a lot of insecurity when i recovered but fatphobias a bitch and people treated me sm worse constantly than when i was at my lw

6 i dont binge probably bc most of the time theres not a lot of food in the house and ive just never gotten into the habit of it

7 i dont think my parents know? my mom might but if she does she thinks im just exercising again and doing it healthy style

8 i dont really have a workout routine im still trying to get back into working out but i do go on 20 minute runs like 3ish times a week and ive been doing small pinterest cardio workouts like burpees mountain climbers and other basics

9 people have made comments since 2nd grade lol thats a big part of why im back here

10 the hardest thing ive given up during weight loss was happiness honestly. it sounds cheesy but eds literally take over your brain food was the only thing on my mind and recovering was like euphoria with this giant weight (lol) lifted.

11 @lxllx3d is my fav thinsp blog cause i dress alternative and the owner seems cool and has good opinions

12 too many hard boiled eggs my cholesterols crazy and i have bagels pretty often as my main meal

13 lmao

14 my ugw is 120 and losertown says ill reach it sometime this summer or august

15 im not vegan or vegetarian but im hindu so i dont eat cow and feel bad about pigs being smart so i dont eat pig i try to eat as much chicken as i can cause protein is very important for not dying w a restrictive ed

16 i first decided to lose weight when i was 9 i would do these workout apps with my also fucked up friend. i saw a nutritionist (fuck you lady) when i was 11 and she told me to start counting calories on myfitnesspal (fuck you lady fr never tell a child to do that)

17 im an0rexic

18 sunflower seeds and pie are probably my biggest weaknesses (which is usually fine for sunflower seeds except like sodium)

19 the last time i ate fast food was probably like a month or two ago i had like fries and i live across the street from a fosters freeze (its like a dairy queen)

20 i dont really do diets i just set cal goals based on what i think i need/can handle

21 i wear like a us medium in tops and a large in bottoms depending on the store obvs

22 i already said but my lw was 140 and i gained bc i recovered (like professionally like i had a dr and psychiatrist and nutritionist(she sucked))

23 media probably definitely played a role in me thinking being fat was bad or just being aware of it in general but i think it was mostly subconscious

24 pro ana and pro mia are pretty dumb terms to me bc almost nobodys actually promoting it to other people or thinks its good we just want community i usually just say ana community or mia or ed

25 i have purged i cant remember the first time but i do remember one time i was hanging out with my friends at my house and we had rootbeer floats and i took a shower a purged it when they were in the other room which was super lame

26 im most excited to just feel lighter and have people notice again

27 idk how i deal with being around food sometimes i eat it sometimes i dont sometimes i give it to other people

28 a thigh gap would be nice bc chafing in the summer hurts so bad but i dont think its realistic for my body type and cause i still wanna be relatively curvy i def want more of a gap then now though

29 i think my definition of beauty is pretty abstract i find most things beautiful and a lot of it for people depends on actions and personality and little things they do i think beauty is ever evolving and cant really be defined

30 10 facts about me!! im an artist(bunch of different things but a lot of portrait paintings), im a smoker (both), im an ambivert but i act like an extrovert, i like kids, im german and have a really cool last name, im passionate about politics and social justice, im really passionate about the environment (i represent my school in this district wide youth environment thing and im taking ap environmental science), im very bisexual, i love riot grrrl music and subculture stuff, im a theater kid :|

#tw ed numbers #@n@ thoughts #@n@ diary #an0rec1a #anatumblr #light as a 🪶 #ed numbers

[illwait4you]

i want to fucking kill mydelf

i got a job like may 2022 and i didnt rlly talk to anyone until like fall 2022, where i rlly became close yo this girl 2 years younger than me, which like yeah makes me feel weird sometimes bc like idk. we used to hang out like all the time, like every weekend she would sleep over, we talked sm shit abt like everyone, from what i remember we like almost never ran out of things to talk abt. we would talk abt our co workers and our schools( bc we go to diff schools), and we hung out a lot this june too, and then she went on vacation to a diff country for like two weeks, which im not saying is wrong like im not trying to be controlling or anything. i just suck at texting, so we didnt talk much while she was gone. the friend that she was travelling with’s dad bought her some like gimicky alc and she said she got me a bottle. she said we would hang out as soon as she got back, but i realized that she never rlly made plans, and didnt rlly trll me that she got back, and left for another trip a couple days later, she didnt tell me she was leaving. i didnt talk to her much on that trip either, she got back like a week ago. ever sonce then its just been weird. shes suddenly obsessed w this guy who goes to her school, who’s my age and jokes about being a pedophile. he only dates freshmen, and but he has his own car and license. she keeps calling him like cute but istg he looks like a british 13 year old. shes been hanging out w him and his ugly friend all day for the past couple days, even though she keeps making plans w me then doesnt text me back when i ask abt the plans. for hours. which means i look fucking clingy and she probably thinks im annoying, but she also has some of my stuff. like my weed which i literally cant sleep without. i had to leave my nic and weed at her house last night bc i thought my mom was gonna search me and i was going yo her house even though she wasnt there, but it wouldve been fine, i wouldve just told her parents i left something vv important there and grabbed it, i found out she was out w my nic, and i def think that she let the guys she was w hit it, which i think is rlly annoying. she literally asked to borrow it the other day, probably to like ficking impress them or something. anyways idk what to do, she quit the job we worked at together and ik that we r just gonna grow apart but i rlly need my stuff back so im gonna try and get it tomorrow. problem is that her friend also works w me, and we’re friends, shes also friends w the guys but isnt as like annoying abt it. i just dont want to talk to either of them.

[zerobaseonefics]

contexto in 9 + 2 WJAT ABOUT U

qnyway how was your day? mine wasn't all that eventful. did my daycare duty as usual and had to tell my entire life story to one of the children because she was mad interested 😭😭

also you'd think it's insane how many kids ask you what your parents names are like???? why do you wanna know bro???? you'll ask me that same question again tomorrow anyway 🤬

and on friday i'm gonna cook with my bestie and our tutor and i'm hyped BECAUSE 1) we were planning this for like 3 months by now and 2) it's gonna be yummy🤭🤭 i forgot what it was but it was something with chicken and chicken is just superior 🙄

you beat me today 💔 17 guesses with 2 hints

no cuz i genuinely wonder, how do kids know their parents' names are "mom" or "dad"?? literally i fist fighted someone back in elementary school bcz they were trying to convince me my parents' names weren't mom and dad..........

it's so cool you'll be able to do that friday omg!! have fun and tell me how it went when you get home

your day was already more interesting than mine ✋🏼 the only thing i was supposed to do was go to my waacking class..... but yk i came back to my parents' house and im taking this class in my college's city, which is like 2 hours away. i was too lazy to travel 4h for a 2hours dance class 💀 i'll go next week i guess...

tomorrow should be funnier tho!! fun fact: i'm doing vlogs for my friends and family since the start of my first year in college, and i should be filming tomorrow. also, i'm going to my karate practice for the first time in a while </3 i'm so excited abt this!! the sensei is like my grandpa bcz i've going to the same club since i was 8. i missed everyone sm and i can't wait to go

#zerobaseonefics #chou <3

[i-am-church-the-cat]

what's up bitches, 9-1-1 6.08 watch analysis time

strong female heroes are great but so are pretty princesses

i always feel jealous whenever i see a renfaire. i've never been to one

the metaphor for a queen bee is kind of funny compared to the strong female hero v. damsel in distress debate

NOT BUCK WITH THE BOOSTER SEAT 🥺🥺

oooo Madney house hunting?? im very excited this could be awesome

Uncle Buck is the loml

Jee is leveling up Buck's parenting skills :)))

MAYYYYYYY

coming home for diner

with a guy? whosee Darius? did i miss something?

"tOo MaNY dIStrAcTioNs"

i'm so caught up in fanon that i honestly did not expect May to bring a guy home. was 100% ready for her "friend" to come over and she comes out as a lesbian

Buck's parenting arc is great but i feel like if it has nothing to do with Christopher than it's kind of pointless? Buck already is a dad, he has a son, and I *need* Buck to remember that, and for the show to remember their relationship.

Athena is waaaay too suspicious of this guy. he's clearly freaking the fuck out. I hope he gets a better job though

Christopher Diaz what are you hiding huh?

Jee is the best little girl. Love her sm.

Hen and Athena hanging out are always my favorite scenes. They're great together and always low-drama

NOT THE ELON TWITTER SHADE

what the heck is a kickback?

so there's a major focus on all the kids huh? makes me sad that we probably won't see harry this episode. and denny hasn't been mentioned yet so he might not be but i kind of want him to be

this guy is creepy as fuck. and misogynistic??

Buck is sooo concerned about Chris dating *Mrs. Garcia RIP*

fuck not these idiots

how is having sex on top of a moving firetruck your fantasy??????

the crew talking about Chris with Eddie is great. "Carla. From now on I'm only talking to Carla." suuuure

they're stupid af they deserved that

"Yeah and unless that song was based in truth, I don't think it was ever actually raining men" BUCK WTF. Eddie's look said it all fr

Bobby looks so disappointed "You don't know, what do you mean you don't know??" "And it's not a truck it's an eNGinE" Bobby-

May, do not go in there. That place ain't worth shit.

This guy is fucking s t r a n g e /neg I like strange but that's just fucking stupid

Misogynistic. Knew it.

Did she lock her doors? Are her windows down??? Was she not raised by a police sergeant??????

the ONE white guy in that house was evil. art imitates life fr

is Erik Peter Pan from OUAT???

May is the one true boss of this show I'm sorry Athena but I'm still ACAB

Oh the Rn faire is back

axes <3

DENNY!!!!

Buck is legit everywhere. He has to have a scene with Christopher now right???

The sisters have my whole ass heart

This couple is crazy

Jee Yun is so fucking adorable oh my god I can't stand it

NO BUCK AND CHRIS SCENE?? NONE???? THEY'RE DRIVING ME TO HOMICIDE

2 weeks? i need to update my calender

final thoughts: Buck is somehow going to become The Dad. Idk how but he's parented every kid of this group at this point. I kind of want to see him babysitting everyone at once ngl.

#9 1 1 #9 1 1 season 6 #6x08

[shimenawas]

HI! congratulations on 300 followers! i kinda wanna try out that matchy event you got on hehe so here we go :D (genshin impact!)

I'm bi, but leaning towards men! Intp and likes to paint, bake, and cook on my free time! love language is physical touch and acts of service. little baby foxes oml. oh! SEASHELLS <3. we live on a seaside so i love to swim and fish with my parents sometimes.

although my parents are sometimes a bit much to handle, i still love them so much and I'll do anything for them and im an only child 😥 tho ive always wanted to have a baby sibling, and I've been told im good with kids (leading to me babysitting my cousins at party gatherings) no problem since they like me back /p i love joining them in making little toys out of leftover wood cuts my father leaves us. (we also made a little fairy like house? LIKE ON TINKERBELL WAA)

OH. i have this thing that when i watch a new movie, or have a new game, I'd make it my personality for like a week? (as a joke ofc) but it's like, having my fav character from what im obsessing with be my pfp etc. (i think you get the gist? i hope u do hehe)

abt my personality uh- i like things being done immediately and perfectly i guess? and that burnt out gifted kid i have that too :c the pressure of needing good grades for my parents is sometimes exhausting. ANYWYAS. my friends! I've only have a few close friends (but a lot of acquaintances) and we're staying strong! I'd do anything for them tbh. I've been called childish but serious when needed :v

i think that's all i am 😭 oh yeah, confession too! thank you sm for reading this ramble BWHAHAHAAH i patiently await your response mwa! take ur time! sending hugs and kisses and mwas with consent!

For you,

Things have been quite busy lately, with work piling up more and more, how have you been doing? has anything new happened?

What do you think about going out tomorrow? I've made sure to make tomorrow a free day to be able to spend time with you.

Pancakes, meals, drinks, it shall contain all those that you enjoy most after all a break is what we both deserve most, yes?

I hope you're able to join me for tomorrow, I plan to make it enjoyable for the two of us at least.

Diluc

#(📌— events)

[daegall]

HI! ^^ i’m alive and i have news.

I GOT MY DREAM JOB QJDNSKDNEKEK ??????? that’s why i was so mia cause i think i just shut off for a few days but GOODBYE ALL MY OTHER JOBS GOODNIGHT i am officially retiring 💤💤

anyways !! hi !! missed u !! missed tumblr !! how are you doing!

the nectar stage was a godsend and yes !! i think might have helped make the choreo which honestly explains. so much (still love it tho sm release an entire stage and mv thanks)

also dream are in indo i think?? and i saw all the photos of them on the boat and 1. JENO 2. UM?? JENO????? 3. jeno let go of jaemins PANTS he’s not going nowhere ,,, i’m glad they’re having fun and getting drunk and being normal people FINALLY

anyways !! i’ve been a bit all over the place over the past few days but i’m back and how are you!! - no sleep anon

OH MY GOD. IM SO FUCKING PROUD OF YOU MY LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHH THIS IS SO GREAT OGIJGNIAFUHADADH WE HAVE TO FUCKING CELEBRATE RUGHGHGH THIS IS SUCH GOOD NEWSSSSSSS AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA YASS GET THOSE HOURS YOU DESERVE THEM 10000% OH MY GOD IM LITERALLY SO PROUD OF YOU

HI BBY!!!!! I MISSED YOU TOO !!!!!! IM SO GOOD RN YOU GOT YOUR DREAM JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

no but fr, my week's been pretty average and mundane T^T so glad youre back though!!!!! welcome back my love (❁´◡`❁)

no bc literally all i listened to today was the nct 2020 albums LMFAOOOOO god NECTAR DANCE WAS HELPED BY TEN!!!!! ofc what was i expecting it was too good [chefs kiss]

YASS OMGOMGMOGMOMGO THEY WEREEEE AND AAHAHAHHAHAHAA I THINK MY PARENTS ARE NCTZENS AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

i know my mom is frrr she really liked their stages!!!! and thought their indo was cute too LOL she said next time they come (7 dream, she also mentioned bc of the amount of hours i moped bc haechan wasnt here HAHAH) she would ltireally fight and pay people for tickets like bro </3

YEAH THE BOAT!!!!!!!!! ANCOL MFK THATS SO CLOSE TO MEEEEEEEEEEEEE T^T even my mom was like 'aahhh they should have told me!!!! (/j)' YES JENO LOOKED SO GOOODDDD MY GOD I WAS SO SHOCKED LIKE WHICH STYLIST DID IT. WAS IT AN INDO?!?!? IF SO I WOULD LIKE TO DRIVE ALL THE WAY TO THEIR HOUSE JUST OT SMOOCH THEM AND THANK THEM PERSONALLY !!!!!!!

HAHAHAHA STFUUUU GETTING DRUNK FRRR 'yum yum'???? he's drunk. that is a long island. you're not fooling anyone

imo jaemin is the epitome of 'i am crazy but i am free' sounds because he literally is!!!!!!!!!!!

#asks! #no sleep anon ?! #THEY GOT THE JOBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB #EVERYONE CELEBRATE #THIS IS A MOMENT OF GREATNESS #THIS IS A WIN #AN ABSOLUTE WINNNNNNNNN

[stinkrascal]

its 6pm and i just woke up

#good morning ladies theydies and males #me n bf helped our best friend move back into our town yesterday!! he lives like ten mins from our house now #and im so happy about that lmao now we can hang out more!! i missed him sm ;-; #i still miss our other best friend in colorado the group doesn’t feel the same without him but it’s nice that one of my friends is closer!!! #but damn we moved so much stuff it wore me out lmao and i didn’t even carry the heavy stuff 😭 #i felt so bad for my bf and our best friend they had to carry so many heavy couches #but we got it done n our friend bought us mcdonalds coffee then we all ate dinner together!! it was rlly nice!! #and ofc we stopped by me and bf’s house too for a smoke sesh lmao 🥺 and i got to play w our best friend’s parents’ dogs!!!!!!! #so all and all a really fun day! but im so tired today now lmao #i got out of bed to take a shower and make one grilled cheese sandwich then immediately fell back asleep 😭 #but still it’s been nice!! my bf has been so cute and sweet lately #i mean he’s always cute and sweet but more so than usual!!! doubly cute and sweet 🥺 #our 5 year anniversary is on the 23rd n im excited about that!! he’ll be at the dorms by then unfortunately ;( but we’re celebrating #our anniversary this weekend so it’ll be nice!! #idk im in a good mood today which is funny bc i was in a terrible mood this entire week but oh well i’ll accept the positive change!!!!! #i might go continue decorating vlad n brie’s weed farm or maybe i’ll play skyrim or maybe i’ll take another nap hmmm i haven’t decided #just a day in the life of an obviously very busy layabout gf

[chuuyrr]

I had this mind like as little kids right? Our parents aren't always available sometimes even neglecting us sadly ;(( can we please get a crying baby reader whos feeling neglected everytime she asks dad gojo to spend time and play with her or even notice her little achievements???

Love your writing sm!!! Congratulations on the 1k, u deserve so much, love ❤

scarlet witch! baby fushiguro! reader being neglected by dad! gojo

jujutsu kaisen x reader

masterlist of the series

warning(s): angst & sad, dad! gojo ignoring and raising his voice at his little kikufuku >:/, emotional damage & breakdown for scarlet bb fushiguro

aaaa thank you so much anon :D ngl, i've honestly had the same thought back when i was little (sometimes even until now as a 17 year old i still have these thoughts) this was honestly heartbreaking to write and i may or may not have incorporated my experience in this bit, specifically how it felt. also im not sure if i can say happy/enjoy reading because i cried writing this at 2am while listening to sports by beach bunny <\3

(p.s. requests are open :D + angst and sad aren't really my strengths, so i hope this one suffices to hit you in the feels!! depsite being painful to write, i do think it's a good practice for me on the brighter side since i tend to write crack-ish and softer themes more)

being a jujutsu sorcerer, teacher and a father at the same time was a complex task, even for someone like gojo. work and parenting tend to overlap at times because of it. though it isn't gojo's intention to ignore you, it was just inevitable. having a mind of a child, you didn't understand the exact reason why your dad barely had the time for you and why he was ignoring you.

gojo's one day work turned into days, then into weeks. he was just so caught up in a long of things that he started to neglect you whenever you'd ask for something as simple as spending time with him. it gradually messed with you, both emotionally and mentally. what's even worse was when he comes home, he was either too tired and busy to acknowledge you. no matter what you did, nothing seemed to work. finally, unintentionally raising his voice at you became your last straw.

"dad! i missed you can we go play?"

"not, now [name]. i can't play."

"well, can you at least che—

"i said i can't, [name]!"

the tears that gathered in the brim of your eyes spilled. with quivering lips and an aching heart, you immediately disappeared from gojo's sight and ran. the overwhelming emotions resonating from your chest, you didn't realize that you had ran away from home. everything was just like a blurry tunnel vision, all you could hear was gojo's words neglecting you as your legs carried you to who knows where.

it hurt how gojo wouldn't invest time to hang out with you, play with you or let alone notice your little achievements. it was just unfair at how important his work and missions were more than you. your heart felt like it was being tore down to pieces as your breathing hitched uncontrollably.

night came and it was only then when gojo remembered that he accidentally raised his voice at you. his first initial thoughts was to talk to you and apologize. assuming you were in your room, he went there but when he entered it was empty. you were nowhere to be found. gojo immediately left and bolted around the house, calling for your name but to no avail, there was no response and your presence was nowhere to be seen or felt.

remorse rose from gojo's throat as he realized why you ran away. gojo was so caught up in his work and missions that he failed to give his little kikufuku any attention and failed to care for you as your dad.

the sky darkened further until midnight came, gojo still couldn't find you. he was beginning to lose hope when he felt a familiar energy radiate in the atmosphere, it was your chaos magic. oh no. if it's one thing about your powers, they were linked with your emotions. it didn't take long for the energy to gradually increase.

finally sensing your energy, gojo was able to locate you in a secluded area and when he did, he found you curled up into a ball, crying everything with puffy red eyes. completely vulnerable; your tiny form trembling with each hitch of your unsteady breathing and sniffles. a red glow was beginning to leak from your eyes along with fresh hot tears and hands at each second.

sauntering towards you, gojo knelt down in front of you in order to reach out for you, but his infinity spiked when your psionics subconsciously burned and surrounded you protectively. it was as if you had put up a wall around you.

"kikufuku?"

it's been a long while since he had called you that nickname. you had almost forgotten that he was referring to you, finally acknowledging you.

"let's go home, baby."

gojo's words repeated like a mantra, beckoning you to his embrace with comfort. you wanted to give in but memories of him neglecting you and his words telling you to leave him alone burned your mind.

"i'm sorry, i'm really sorry. i'll be better."

your emotions seemed to have calmed down when you heard that. the immense energy coming from you slowly died down unril it had fully subsided. once you had broke down the walls you had put, the barrier, gojo picked you up and held you close to him without his infinity this time, and muttered apologies endlessly. letting your guard down in his warm embrace, you had fallen asleep, exhausted.

though it wasn't his intentions, never gojo's intentions—he was still responsible for everything, for you. gojo cradled you in his arms, holding you close to his heartbeat and felt the weight of his mistake on his shoulders, completely guilty when he saw your tear stained face. he fucked up real bad.

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[hoonhrt]

ENHYPEN AS YOUR BEST FRIEND

: pairing — best friend enhypen! x reader 

: genre — fluff 

: a/n — i’m posting in this in the meantime as i am still writing a jake au rn so sorryyy if this is trash im writing this at 1 am LOL 

･:*:･ﾟ☆ lee heeseung 

cares for you sm 

lends you his notes when you need 

lets you lay your head on his shoulder on the bus 

youre the only person allowed to watch him preform 

shoves you alot??? 

forces you to play games with him which makes your head hurt cause he is so loud 

asks you to buy him snacks, says he will pay back but never does 

wants you to confide in him for all of your problems 

always texts you to make sure youre taking care of yourself but in a teasing you 

“go drink a glass of water rn or else youre going to d word of dehydration and you havent seen me become an idol yet :( so pls go drink some water.” 

･:*:･ﾟ☆ jay park

bully #1 

ALWAYS begs for your notes after classes cause this mf is always sleeping in class 

seems a little cold at first but is actually so caring 

comes over whenever you dont show up to school 

buys you food, literally never lets you pay for anything 

criticize your fashion but thats cause he doesnt want you looking like a fool especially since youre his best friend ;/

keeps your best interest at heart for almost all the decisions he makes as you play such a big role in life 

you guys go on late night drives and roam around the city with a playlist he made just for nights like these for the both of you 

lets you borrow his accessories 

“jay why is your hair like that” “shut up your eyebrows are uneven”

･:*:･ﾟ☆ jake sim 

THE MOST CARING PERSON EVER 

people thought he liked you because of how much he cares for you but nope 

tells you pick up lines and you shut them down real quick 

pretends that didnt hurt 

gives the best hugs ever 

your parents love him more than you 

helps you with all of your homework, basically tutors you for free 

expects you to show up to every single one of his soccer games (which you do) 

always packs extra food for you just incase 

“if you were a transformer... you’d be optimus fine” “jake i dont even like transformers”

･:*:･ﾟ☆ park sunghoon 

bully #2

literally makes fun of you so much, your friendship seems questionable to others 

enjoys seeing you struggle 

lets you wear his jackets during his practices 

also expect you to show up to every single one of his comps, youre his good luck charm but he will never tell you that 

loves when you show up with big signs that say “PARK SUNGHOON BEST SKATER” 

very protective over you, doesnt like seeing you hurt 

shoves you alot pt 2 

likes playing with your hands 

“did you even try to use the 3 brain cells in your head for this?” “i literally hope you fall in your face during one of your performances “HEY”

･:*:･ﾟ☆ kim sunoo 

you guys are inseparable

talk the most shit about the people at your school LOL 

always encourages you to break out of your shell and be more outgoing, always reminding you that he right behind your supporting you 

you guys share everything, clothes, make up, accessories, lockers 

you made him a friendship bracelet and this mf almost cried 

gets into heated arguments with you and than feels bad 

hugs hugs so many hugs 

your source of happiness 

BEGS to do your makeup and hair 

“you know the new girl is already dating someone from class b?” “no way youre lying!!” “nope, i found out today in history, she hasnt even been her a week and she already has a man??” 

･:*:･ﾟ☆ yang jungwon 

the most responsible yet irresponsible person youve ever met 

acts like your mom sometimes 

loves taking care of you 

will scold you about not doing your school work but realizes he forgot his own 

makes weird faces at you like wtf jungwon you good 

your parents want him as their actual son 

carries around a first aid kit for you 

lets you wear his gloves in the winter 

just loves being around you all the time 

“did you eat today??? go eat. do you want me to come over and make you food???”

･:*:･ﾟ☆ nishimura ni-ki 

bully #3 

teases you about EVERYTHING 

never answers his phone so you guys cant have nice cute little planned hangouts 

you two sneak out of your houses and go to the playground to swing on the swings 

holds your hand when youre nervous 

loves teaching you dances even if you arent that good 

steals food from your fridge 

you guys make up secret handshakes 

ni-ki loves giving you hugs 

“you cant even reach this im not even holding it up that high this is so embrassing for you” “CAN YOU JUST GIVE ME MY PHONE BACK”

#enhypen #enhypen imagines #enhypen scenarios #enhypen fluff #enhypen angst #enhypen reactions #enhypen headcanons #enhypen oneshots #enhypen timestamps #lee heeseung #jay park #park jongseong #jake shim #shim jaeyun #park sunghoon #kim sunoo #yang jungwon #nishimura ni-ki #nishimura riki #kpop #kpop imagines #kpop fluff #kpop headcanons #kpop reactions #i-land #engene

[kelieah]

going on dates with arvin russell

request (summary): anon: I read one of your head cannons for Arvin the other day and loved it!! Could you do one with a drive-in movie theater where they get a little steamy or another one where they go dancing maybe the reader is shy about dancing and Arvin’s all sweet about it? I just love both date ideas and so much could happen! You don’t have to do either, I know it’s vague but I’m here for just about anything:)

anon: Hey Arvin x reader fluff just going on a date

word count: 1.7k

warnings: fluff fluff luff, lil bit of suggestive content

a/n: ugh the idea of going on a date w arvin fking russell during the 50s? yes pls,, and thank you sm doll! decided to do multiple dates bc yes. also yes i decided to make this a head canon bc im too lazy / busy to write out a whole ass fic, but this is still going to be a long ass head canon so ennnjooooyy i hope ehbejsf

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when you first met arvin you never thought of him as a romantic guy

but oh you were so wrong

so wrong

your first date with arvin was nothing what you’d expect to be

i mean

it’s not like you expected arvin to show up with two cans of beer and a carton of cigarettes 

but you didn’t expect him to go all out either

you remember your first date with that damn boy like it was yesterday

he showed up to your house with a bunch of flowers

you could tell he picked them out from the park or something

but it was the thought that counted and it warmed your heart

god what a sight he was

all doe-eyed

face still mean as hell though

and pretty too of course 

you liked to call him pretty boy and he called you stupid

anyway

his eyebrows were a bit furrowed and knitted together 

but the look in his eye and the small smile on his lips

enough to make any girl swoon

“hey,” he said briefly, pushing out the poor yet lovely flowers in his hands

some were fully bloomed, bright yet dull

some lopping over

some dead

even a little bit of dirt and roots hanging from the end

but you could tell he tried

he tied a bit of woven rope around it all to keep it together

before you could speak he interrupted 

“i– i know girls like flowers. but i couldn’t get you em fancy ones from the store cus. yanno. m’ sorry doll, but this is all i could get,” he held them out again and you gladly took them

“there’s no need to apologize, i love these arvin. thank you,” you smiled and leaned close towards him, kissing his cheek

his cheeks were instantly dusted with pink at your affectionate gesture

“y’ of course. my pleasure. well, uhm. if you’re ready, my car’s parked a bit down the road, cause you said your parents?” he trailed off, glancing behind you.

you nodded and giggled softly

“yea, they usually don’t like it when boys come over. but i don’t give a fuck,” you whispered the last part and sent him a wink

god he loved it when you cursed

he found it kinda hot he told you

he flushed and looked away, chuckling 

“well alright, do you want me to wait in my car?” he stuffed his hands in his pockets, looking back at you

“yep, i’ll be out ina jiffy,” you said, about to turn the other way and put the flowers in a vase

“wait,” he coughed while taking a step forward

“yeah, arvin?” you turned back towards him

“you look real pretty,” he complimented you

it was then your turn to blush

“why thank—” before you said anything he turned around and walked off to your car

you always found him such an interesting fella

you giggled to yourself and retreated back into your home

he first took you on a long drive

which honestly scared you a bit

“you sure you’re not taking me somewhere to kill me?” you muttered and looked around

nothing but trees and road was in sight 

“i think,” he replied blankly, one hand on the wheel while the other was on his thigh casually

you blushed at the sight

you weren’t sure why you found it attractive

but you sure did

“how reassuring,” you teased, catching a smirk beginning to curl at the end of his lips

he eventually found a spot and parked on to a hill, that looked over knockemstiff

the sun was setting and the town was dark

it looked absolutely beautiful

he got out of the car and soon opened your door, holding out his hand

you jokingly froze and looked at him suspiciously

“you sure y’ not gonna kill—”

before you could finish your sentence he pulled your arm towards him, holding you close

you let out a squeal and looked at him with a flushed expression

“no, i’d never. you hear me dumb one?” he cupped the side of your face

you blushed and nodded into his touch

“m’ only teasing. jeez.”

he chuckled and pulled you carefully toward the front of his car

“gimme a minute,” he walked off towards the back of his car

you smiled and leaned against his car, looking out at the stunning scenery in front of you

soon arvin came out with a picnic basket

he’d hear you before the both of you went on a date that you loved picnics

so of course, he had to take you on a picnic

it was so sweet

a basket full of sandwiches, pop, and some cheap snacks he managed to buy

with change, he scrounged all over his room, place, and car

the both of you shared your first kiss that night

“i’d genuinely never met a girl like you,” he murmured, looking down at you as lied across his lap

“well i sure as hell never met a boy like you,” you whispered and looked back up at him

you both leaned closer and closer towards each other’s faces

and then pure

bliss

your lips fit perfectly on his

his floppy hair that was surprisingly not hidden underneath a cap fell onto your face

he held your face so gently and you held onto his shirt like you were going to fall 

you both kissed the night away

he’d never put so much effort into dates before

most of his past dates were sexual, but he didn’t tell you that until later

the more dates you two had, the better they got

now this one date you took him on

you don’t know how you did it

but you managed to get the poor boy to go rollerskating with you

and lord

was it a great laugh for you

as soon as the two of you rolled out into the arena

arvin was wobbling all of the place

you had multiple fits of giggles and laugh

“how the hell!” he grunted and continuously slipped

eventually having to hold onto the railing

“honey, you just glide y’ feet,” you snickered and held his hand

“yeah no shit. it’s like m’ a goddamn baby again learning how to fucking walk,” he muttered frustratingly underneath his breath

“awe you poor poor baby,” you teased and squeezed his hand. “just watch me lover, look at me feet. move with me, ready?” 

he nodded and stared at you closely

you began to move your feet slowly, watching him as he watched you

“yes! see you’re getting there, slowly. yep. wow arvin, didn’t think ya had it in y—”

course

before you could even finish your praise

he let out a loud yelp while slipping, bringing you down in the process

you landed on his chest

he let out a grunt, holding you up before you could hurt yourself more

you both looked at each other in disbelief and burst out in laughter

it was moments like these where the both of you truly enjoyed each other’s presence

some dates were steamier than the other

the two of you were supposed to be watching the movie

while in his car and snacking

but of course y’all couldn’t keep your hands of each of other

his hand was already up your skirt 

caressing your skin

while your tongues pressed against each other

your hand tangled in his hair

you felt his finger brush against your lower area and you gasped in response

yeah you and arvin had made out before

but it’s never gotten farther than that

so lil touches like that surprised you

“oh m’ sorry baby doll. did you not like that?” he pulled his hand away immediately

he cupped your face with his other hand and looked at you with pure concern

you blushed and shook your head 

“no i liked it. i’m just scared, but you can continue. please?” you leaned into his touch

“okay, i got you,” he smirked slightly and pushed his hand back under your skirt

let’s just say

you saw fireworks for the first time that night

and not any typical fireworks

as the weeks went on

you and arvin were inseparable 

everyday was a date and the both of you couldn’t be happier

one day he really surprised you

he got you and him tickets to some dinner and dance

“ain’t no way, you, arvin russell got these,” you looked down at the tickets in your hand

“gee thanks darlin’, but yes. i did get these, for us,” he stuffed his hands in pockets and looked down at the ground sheepishly

you let out a loud squeal that scared the hell out of him

you jumped into his arms and crushed his bones while hugging him

he laughed softly and held you up, spinning you around

honestly, you thought the two of you would just go for the food

for some reason you didn’t think he’d like the dancing

but oh were you wrong

again

“c’ mon beautiful,” he begged and dragged your hand toward the dance floor

“i don’t know about dancing baby, you know me,” you whined and hesitantly followed

“oh yes i do know you y/n. and i know i got you tied around my finger. so you know damn well you’re going to dance with me right now,” he said lowly underneath his breath, leaning close toward your face

his hot breath fanning your skin and sending chills throughout your face

cocky motherfucker

you huffed and glared up at him, “yea i know, i know.”

“okay perfect, follow my lead gorgeous,” he placed his hands around your hips while he brought your arms to snake around his neck

“n-now what?” you said awkwardly, your body still a bit stiff

usually he’d hate to do this in such a crowd but since you were there with him

he felt like it was just you and him

all alone

that’s always how you made him felt 

like it was you and him against the world

“i got you. alright? just move with me, it’s just you and me. don’t focus on nobody but us,” he murmured softly and began to sway

you smiled timidly and swayed along with him

you kept your eyes on your shoes, afraid to step on him

“don’t worry about that, just look at me angel,” he reassured

you sighed and looked back up at him, “mk. since when did you dance?”

“mama taught me when i was a kid, she’d dance with me,” he confessed sheepishly

your eyes softened 

“i love you,” you nuzzled your nose against his

his heart hammered in his chest at those three goddamn words

“shit,” he mumbled as his cheeks burned red

“w- what?” you said a bit panicked, about to pull back

he pulled your body closer and embraced you while pressing his lips against yours

you complied and kissed him back, smiling against his lips

he moved back and placed his forehead against yours, “i love you a lot more, flower.”

and right then and there

you just knew you were the luckiest girl in the world

to be able to be with someone like him

to be able to go on dates like these with arvin russell

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