#(doesn't mean I should tho)

[kedreeva]

Something I find exceptionally funny is that the birds in my barn pen speak a different language than the birds in my first pen.

I let Eris (pen 1) into the barn pen today, and of course she's an asshole that started a battle royale immediately upon entering. just as she had three birds closing in on her on a perch and three birds circling beneath her like sharks, I trilled the "HAWK!!!" warning the barn pen birds use, and immediately every single barn pen bird BOLTED for the inside of the barn. But Eris, who does not speak Barn Pen, was left standing on the perch alone and confused. I was able to simply close the barn coop door, escort Eris out of the flight pen, and release all the barn pen birds back into their flight area without her.

Eris is also the only bird who learned "go around" means she has to walk to the back of the pen 2 to go through the door to get to pen 1's front door, if she wants out. Everyone else tries to teleport themselves through the wire at the front of pen 2. To be fair, so does Eris, until I tell her to go around and then she turns and goes the right way. Which might lead me to assume that Eris doesn't recognize "hawk" in peafowl because she was originally trained in buttons and human speech.

However, when I escorted her back to her pen, despite very much being able to hear me warn for a hawk, all of her pen-mates in pen 1 were still out and about like nothing was wrong. They hadn't been bothered by the barn pen hawk call, either.

#peafowl #my pets #eris #she's such a dick #smart but man is she a dick #glad everyone got it out of their systems tho #they all REALLY wanted a lil fight as a treat #I feel I should also say 'fight' doesn't mean anyone gets hurt #they mostly are a lot of hot air and jumping to kick NEAR each other #to see who chickens out first #it's good for eris to occasionally see she's not the boss of everyone #she needs reminded sometimes

[avisisisis]

no one cares but i don't think tim and kon dated or will ever date, however i am 100% sure that they had/have the biggest crushes on each other and never found out

#qpr core four tho #timkon but as queerplatonic my beloved #tbh i do see those two specifically as something leaning more towards the romantic #but i still think they should be a qpr #also the fact that i dont hitnk theyre togehter doesn't mean i dont read fics about them #they're together in other universes and i love to see it <3 #timkon #tim drake #kon el #superboy #red robin #conner kent #dc #dc comics #avis' post

[xlmibby]

'what doesn't kill you makes you stronger' except xiao doesn't feel like anything he went through - that endless agony and suffering that sill haunts him in the middle of the night when he closes his eyes - made him any stronger. if anything, it made him wrecked. broken. tainted with blood and pain that he doesn't seem to be able to erase.

as he's panting heavily after defeating monsters full of bad karmic energy, he can feel it, almost. that disgusting sensation etching its way deep into his bones - so deep that he slowly starts to think it's impossible to erase it. to erase all the ugliness of this pain and karma and his own past actions from the depths of his shattering heart.

darkness only sinks in, deeper and deeper. wrapping around his heart, choking his throat until he can't breathe, can't think about anything other than how much easier it would be to be erased from this world. or better, die while protecting mortals. this way, he will fulfill his oath but also erase another dangerous being full of karma from the world - himself.

lumine is nothing like him, he thinks.

after losing everything - her wings, her only family - she held closely to her heart, and going through all the pain this world has to offer, she still hopes. her eyes gleam when she helps people, the corners of her lips curl upwards at the sight of pretty sunsets. she skips a few steps when she's excited and she acts like happy small bunny who is happy to explore the world and it's mysteries (recklessly, sometimes. or at least xiao thinks she is a bit foolish - in an endearing way but still, it makes him a bit worried sometimes. it makes him want to be better so he can stay by her side and fiercely protect her heart with all his might as it was more his than his own.).

in the pale moonlight, in xiao's eyes–in the spaces bettwen his racing heartbeat and trembling exhales, she looks almost like the personification of love herself.

....how can she be so soft despite it all?

xiao knows he shouldn't dare to get closer to her, to long for any semblance of her light and presence around him... to yearn for her love, for her... he isn't sure whether he deserves it, anyway... the closure he's able to offer her might hurt her in the end, he's all too aware of that possibility and it's scaring him - just like the want for her does... lumine deserves better than to deal with someone who's more akin to a monster than to human, so unlike her...

and yet, his heart lingers there; with a girl as gentle as the moonlight and as radiant as the sunlight, whose heart is pure gold and her smile lights up his world just a little bit and makes him wish he, too, could be soft. just like her love is.

#genshin impact #xiao #xiaolumi #xiao x lumine #writing #angst. pain. agony. #i was rewatching xiao short trailer recently and... yeah #he is his own biggest enemy at the end of the end and it hurts to think about how awful he feels #every day... for centuries... it's no surprise that he was so openly taking about sacrifices he's able to make back during the chasm quest #because he feels like he's only good and useful if he's a tool. a weapon. if he's fighting and helping others - even if it means he should #good thing his love for lumine starts to soothe the pain of his past and shows him that he's not a monster and deserves better and– #that deserves another post tho but . thank you lumine #bonk xiao on his head. his heart IS soft. #how dare he not to notice it and think he doesn't deserve her love. he deserves everything good in the world (i get it but) #character analysis #fanfiction #fanfic #lumine

[katyspersonal]

Djura x Valtr divorce thoughts

Tbh the first thing I thought about when I've learned this bit was that Valtr commissioned this weapon specifically, rather than just used one of them cool Powder Kegs inventions, but it could be even so much more!

'Old hunter' is the term referring to the Hunters of Gehrman's type, the different kind than Church's ones, and we know Djura is one of the Old Hunters as well! It would only make sense that Valtr got in Yharnam around the time when they were pretty active, especially since the pieces of Constable Set (corpses of his dead friends) are picked around Hunter's Nightmare, which is specifically built around Old Hunters era! It is also easy to assume that in that era, Powder Kegs were not active and instead it was Oto Workshop since you get Firing Hammer badge in Hunter's Nightmare, but:

It is hard to tell! The Oto Workshop badge, the Firing Hammer one, is dropped by NPC Bestial Hunter, whereas Oto Workshop did not create the Boom Hammer (funny enough!), and yet Old Hunters all over Hunter's Nightmare are using this weapon! Reasonable to assume that Hunter's Nightmare captivated the timeframe after Oto Workshop already fallen, and was replaced by Powder Kegs. And so, Djura was already a big deal!

I also love the attention to the bit that Boom Hammer entailed an especially strong vitriol towards the beasts. This attitude easily could have been Djura's past prior and during the time of Powder Kegs burning the Old Yharnam, something he came to regret (not unlike Maria). And so, Valtr had an idea for a weapon that would kill in especially twisted and aggressive way - an approach Djura could sympathise with! And moveover, sort of take Valtr under his wing, since he'd have a hard time, really:

Valtr instantly caught extreme prejudice and mockery on himself for the ""awful crime"" of not reacting in the most sane way on having his companions murdered by this beast. Valtr already has an aggressive temper, and clearly companionship means everything for this guy as his dying words are about his confederates, so of course he was more fucked than maybe even another hunter in this same situation would be. He was not even a hunter at that time! The way it is worded, in my opinion, emphasises what the Yharnamites think of him: that eating beasts is "just" what he does, or all those whacky foreigners do for that matter, rather than exceptional moment of his life. I think the nickname of beast eater got glued to him because of that, like eternal reminder that what he experienced, and how he reacted to the traumatic event, now defines him in everyone's eyes, rather than like... he made a habit of eating beasts... Heck, maybe it does define him. Maybe it did change him forever, and this "aggressive manic" character is what replaced the person that died in that day.

It is only fair that Djura would want to give a hand. I like the idea of him being the first one to try to reach out instead of being weirded out or afraid or disgusted: something that even other hunters could have felt nonetheless, as in, 'he is like a beast himself now lmao'.

It is also a no-brainer but I doubt Djura would hate Valtr for eating that beast over "beasts are people tho" sentiment (in other words, what Valtr did was cannibalism I don't see the problem lol). It doesn't feel very 'kind but foolish' person-ish to fear or hate someone for a psychotic reaction in an exceptionally extreme event even after his 'epiphany' on nature of beasts. That would also be at least two layers of hypocrisy on Djura's end then, as not only he himself had regrettable past, but also he doesn't mind "cannibalism" that much if he threatened Paleblood Hunter to leave them as food for his beasts! Three layers of hypocrisy, actually, because even under assumption that Djura did not take part in burning of Old Yharnam himself and just returned to the disaster, he forgave at least two people who did; Djura's Ally and Djura's Apprentice NPCs, who are both wearing Charred Hunter outfits:

Though if Djura was hypocritical in regards to going "actually I now find what you did inexcusable, bye ✌️", that'd be interesting reason for falling out also! It would be a cool goodbye if Valtr addressed it and rage quit, leaving Djura with feeling of shame forever! After all Djura is not only 'kind', but also 'foolish'? Lol Though I'd say Valtr's general attitude was probably the bigger factor, and he is the more likely initiator of the breakup!

Valtr outright states that nothing impure deserves to live, whereas Djura is willing to spare the surviving beasts of Old Yharnam based on the fact that they can't harm anyone outside. He is not against the hunt entirely and is reasonable enough to acknowledge that outside of Old Yharnam seclusion, beasts are roaming the streets and attacking people; he sends Paleblood Hunter off to "make the best out of the night". And Valtr, in turn, could see this as a betrayal of their previously shared still naive ideals to "exterminate all bad things to protect everyone :3". Beasts are a dark concept, they are humans that failed to uphold their willpower and fell for the darkest, dirtiest side of humanity. Even if those in Old Yharnam basically got infected, are not they still "filth" in his eyes? So, Djura suddenly sympathises with the "filth", all after having been the Old Hunter so legendary that Hunters are still modelling their caps after his to this day!

But also, Valtr turned out to be reasonable enough to leave him be. He is not summonable in Old Yharnam, unlike Alfred, who you just can tell has THE fanatical mindset. But Valtr sure could grasp the concept of being pragmatic: Old Yharnam beasts, and Djura himself, are isolated now, right? If he was willing to protect the world from the "filthy" things, as far as he was concerned, it was protected from Old Yharnam. Djura is like a gaoler and beasts are like his jailed criminals, and definitely Valtr would recognise the concept, of all people!

So he and Djura parted the ways without hate but for the same reason why Paleblood Hunter and Djura part the ways. Because there are dangerous beasts 'out there', that need to be stopped. And dangerous people, too, but for Djura there is no difference, of course. I imagine it would still be bitter. Maybe Djura would prefer Valtr to chase beasts in Old Yharnam to get isolated within instead of murdering them, but Valtr would be upset at the suggestion. Leave out the Ashen Blood patients, but the beasts outside certainly, definitely became those due to their own dark impulses. And if some asshole long ago didn't fall for the dark impulses, his companions would still be alive! So how can Djura sympathise with that? Is he implying that Valtr should be (retroactively) sympathetic towards THAT beast too? Really bitter things like this on both sides, and Valtr would have stronger grudge, but they are grown men and can agree to simply never see each other again.

#bloodborne #valtr master of the league #retired hunter djura #bloodborne headcanons #also Fareeha I am eating my stupid baka words on how ship names 'should' work because idk how to name it and djuraltr doesn't sound fdhfhd #valjura sounds nicer but custom-made name (like name that has a concept rather than combines names) would be ideal #save me Fareeha fdhfhsd #fareeha probably: *dealing with obnoxious boss* I wish someone saved ME #I still like this ship tho even if it is not meant to be #(you mean like EVERY Soulsborne ship lol?) #valjura #(assume temporary tag but we'll see)

[tacky-jack-with-a-hat]

The United States of America🦅

#I know it's not a tv show but I just binged the series again #I'm skeptical how affective the states are #I mean yes they'll probably save me #but they'll attack unrelated countries and use me as an excuse to criminalize immigration #California would be live tweeting about how the states should “do something” or “stop the war” but he himself just doesn't do anything #at least I got ben tho :D #but at the same time I have Florida D: #wttt #welcome to the table

[thyandrawrites]

Do you ever think about how if Reo's dad hadn't been so stubborn about trying to make Reo give up on his dream, it's very likely Reo would've never been scouted for blue lock in the first place? Lol

Hakuho's team was a no name one, fairly new, and pretty unremarkable. Anri wasn't there to see them, but the opposing team instead, who were regulars at the nationals. The blue lock summons happen shortly after this match, and before Hakuho even makes it past the regional qualifiers for the nationals. If Reo's dad hadn't gone out of his way to organize a friendly match between the two schools just to antagonize his son, chances are Reo and Nagi wouldn't have had a better opportunity to show off their combo before the invitations for blue lock were sent out

#I for one think we should all point and laugh at Reo's dad #That backfired spectacularly #I do have to wonder tho #They were asked to sign consent forms #But they're teens so that means they had parent/guardian consent #So reo went to his father after this match and told him about the letter #Do we think mikage senior aged ten years after that conversation #Mikage reo #I need a name for this man. I need to call him by name when I laugh at him #'Reo's dad' just doesn't cut it #Blue lock

[magentagalaxies]

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#i should've just gatekept scott thompson from my college bc the way my college is treating me right now is bullshit #like i don't even want to do the scott event anymore bc of how they're treating me but i kind of have to #and i know i should be grateful they're even letting me be one of the interviewers but i hate being a student so much #i hate how nobody respects my opinion or input or experience even tho i'm literally the reason scott's even doing this event #(and ESPECIALLY the reason he's willing to do it for free!!) #and it especially stings bc scott has never made me feel like my insights were worth less because i'm a student #like he's always been one of the few people who consistently treat me like we're equals even tho he doesn't have to #and the way my college is treating me. it's like they don't trust me to not be an annoying little kid #like they're just assuming scott doesn't respect me so they don't have to respect me either #i mean on the plus side i'm supposed to have another phone call with scott either today or tomorrow so i can probably explain the situation #like i don't want to make him feel negatively about my college i want him to have a good time #but this treatment is genuinely fucking with my self confidence #and also maybe i can harness scott's power to hear ''don't talk about this thing'' and immediately make the interview all about this thing #(except in this case it would be him treating me like an equal instead of a random student) #and there's a bunch of bullshit currently going on with the class i have right after the event #so even tho originally i was like ''awesome i have the perfect schedule to bring scott to all of my classes!!'' #i might just ask scott if he wants to skip class together and hang out. like i never promised that class anything #the only thing i *have* to do is the interview. the class we'd be skipping is already being like #''oh are you sure scott wants to visit the class i don't want to take him away from a better use of his time'' #and scott was genuinely excited to see what my classes were like!! even if y'all didn't treat him like a big celebrity!! #but y'know what i'm sure scott does have a better use of his time. and i do too. #i'm gonna do the interview event bc i have to (we're in too deep at this point) #and i might ask scott if he wants to talk to that freshman film class about the buddy cole doc #bc 1. they offered to pay scott for that (they can't legally pay me but that's why i made the joke about money laundering) #2. since it's about the doc it's the one class where i get to be treated like an actual person #but other than that. damn it i was excited to share this part of my life with scott but fuck that this part of my life sucks #i'm gonna have a good time with scott in boston and my college is only going to be as much a part of is as they have to be #because we ARE friends (scott said so!) and i AM a brilliant filmmaker (bruce said so!) and i DO have potential (bellini said so!) #even tho it is hard to internalize those things after how much yesterday fucked me up. but that's ok scott will call again soon

[cringengl]

Toxic redditors when stranger things fans vote in a poll meant for stranger things fans

#normally i don't like to shit on people this much #but their disgusting homophobic tastes legitimately scare me as a gay person #like just bcus ur fave ship got eliminated first doesn't mean u get to go on a rampage #about how will should get sacrificed and used as a prop to hold up mlvn #like there are other people outside of your mlvn safety bubble #i have seen some cool people in those poll comment sections tho #lets not forget them #byler #stranger things #anti mileven

[sskk-manifesto]

:)

#A nice episode :) I have a lot of headache tho and forgot everything I wanted to say #The ss/kk is nice :) It's nice every time Akutagawa spontaneously saves Atsushi seemingly with no reason to #The animation was very nice! It's evident a lot of money and effort went into this season and these last episodes in particular #And I like the art style a lot better than the one in the other seasons. Even season 4 where the animation is comparatively as good #What more. The Kyouka screentime is nice. The whole Guild aftermath celebrations section is very nice and heartwarming to watch #I still take a lot of issues with the entire way Kyouka's entrance exam was conceived but I think they're fairly self-explanatory. #Also fundamentally coherent with b/sd's general worldviews so #But even then there's a line that bothers me to an unexplainable amount from the first time I watched it to now. #The “it hurts” when she's hugging Atsushi. And I've reflected over that line so long from the moment I first heard it... #I think. Its meaning is to symbolize how being in the light sometimes will still result to be too overwhelming for Kyouka– #to the point at times it will still end up hurting her. But that doesn't make it any less worth it #So to say‚ there's no such thing as perfect happy endings. But she is going to be okay nonetheless #BUT IT STILL BUGS ME. I feel like it's part of a school of thought for whom we should just accept the fact that there's evil in the world– #that we can't eradicate. And nothing can be done about it. Which I don't think is a functional or useful way of thinking? #ALSO I know it's. Most definitely‚ 99% not how the scene is supposed to be interpreted #BUT ATSUSHI IS THE ONE HUGGING AND THUS HURTING HER and you know how there is this very slight narrative that seemingly– #frames Kyouka and Atsushi as romantic partners and like... Idk. #In that context the line almost feels expression of a narrative of wives having to bear pain that is natural and unavoidable. #I know this definitely wasn't the intended meaning it's just a bad impression for some reason I can't be able to shrug off even after years #But don't listen to me #I don't think there's anything else to add. Overall a very good episode. #Take a shot every time someone says “all according to Dazai's plan” #random rambles

[styona]

Terzo: I'm stressed I need a helping head

Secondo: you mean a helping hand?

Terzo: no

Secondo: I am... disgusted

#ghost band #terzo #secondo emeritus #sometimes shit like that pops into my head and I need to put it somewhere #(doesn't mean I should tho) #I'll never shut up about the beheading will I #I've found a source for the jokes I'm sure as hell not letting go #just bros things #literally cuz I don't see this dialogue being relevant between anyone else so it's STRICTLY bros things

[lemorgochan]

hikaru is so bpd

#shtp #i mean like #he doesn't know what tf he is #he is clearly obesessed and emotionally dependent on yoshiki #he reminds of a child in a way (bpd reactions are honestly kinda like childs/teenager) #sometimes he loses control of his overflowing emotions that he calls his Ugly Side #because yeah i agree it's very humiliating when you lose control and people can see your bpd bullshit unfiltered #the last proof hes bpd is that im bpd too and #he FEELS #i went through the same stuff maybe a little toned down sometimes because i never felt love(tm) for someone i know for a long time #except platonic love for my fp i think #OH AND ALSo he's no good with boundaries #and he kinda wants for them to not exist between him and yoshiki #which is bad but is bpd base #sometimes im upset personal boundaries exists even tho i know that they SHOULD be there

[blackjack-15]

ep 3!

"you can't curb that kind of chaos. until the thinking changes" wow we're getting a thesis statement this early huh

the way carmy obviously internalizes that plus syd's suggestions from her binder from last ep and proposes the brigade system and is confused when syd objects XD bless him he's trying

syd's impatience + idealism is showing through here -- she wants the Beef to be better, but while she has ideas as to how to make that happen, she doesn't have the patience to implement ones that she's not 100% sure will work. i'm sure there's a reason she's so risk averse right now, but she's working with carmy who is prone to taking risks and fighting his way out of them, so it's obviously gonna clash. carmy's not a cynic, he's the opposite kind of idealist from syd. syd believes if you just change things for the better, things will be better, easy as that. carm believes that if you do everything in your power and adapt on the fly to challenges, you'll reach a good place. it's a very different mindset and you can see syd's lack of experience shining through. it's not a bad thing,

"it'll make it a hierarchical shit-show" "what is it now?" "...a shitshow, but --" THE BEAR IS A COMEDY

i dunno if i've said it before, but i'm saying it possibly again: we get the most authentic carmy around syd. it's not an accident.

"the c stands for chaos! that can't happen again!" as the arcade is beeping behind him and the phone is ringing. nothing's an accident in TV, chaos is the regression to the mean in The Beef, carmy needs to learn to harness it, rather than regiment it. a little regimentation will help, it's just gotta be tempered

also having lived in towns where a handful of mom-and-pop diners had a C for a few months (and a B regularly), while it might deter more squeamish people and new customers, it's not gonna touch the regulars. small, local joints run solely on word of mouth and how long they've been a 'local institution'. a C, while not good, is not panic-inducing, especially since given the end of ep 2 it looks like the inspector will be back pretty soon, but Carmy's gonna panic more as even a B would have been fatal at any other place he's worked at

leaving syd to assign roles wasn't great, but also wasn't horrible; the kitchen doesn't really listen to carmy, particularly richie -- not that they listen to syd, but it wasn't a worse option than carmy doing it. he's so relieved to have someone he can rely on that he overdoes it, but it's a huge deal that he feels that he Can rely on her.

they're really not shy pointing out that the Beef needs carmy and syd to have all hands on deck. from the very little i know about s2, seems like that's the hydra to slay

#the bear #liveblogging #syd x carmy #if the beef needs both of them i think they should eff nasty about it full stop #like everything about repressed carmy says that he does Not eff nasty about anything #that doesn't mean he doesn't Want to tho #girl was down before she walked into The Beef like...s3 please

[kokiwiouma]

this should help yall with how everything works

#Shuichi is just a girl in this AU cause im not having my female protag taken from me #Maki used to give a dmn not she doesn't give a fck #Rantaro is the chillest mf you'll ever see #if there was a scale of women to man Rantaro would be in the middle Maki would be in the middle kinda to the side a little #kaede would be all the way on women Shuichi would be next to Kaede and Kokichi would be slightly next to women towards the middle #i should make that scale actually #Edit: forget the scale i dont know what im talking about #i dont know anything about gender #that sounds insensitive of me to say women to man #just forget it you know what i mean tho i hope

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#its sort of funny. i think my medication is working pretty well. i feel stable in a way i never really have before #is it the dopamine stablizer or is it my ion channels? whos to say. it doesn't matter. but it also doesnt change some things #the ways i think and react negativly to change. but it makes it easier to deal with. i still experience this strange dispaire on the #weekends or anytime im not working. i think the oddest thing is thst i dont think ive ever been this consistenly sad #not in a depressed sort of way. just a passing thoughts make me tear up sort of way. it doesnt feel out of control. it just feels like a #prelude to grief i guess. bc my mum is still in the hospital and its so hard to kno what that means from halfway across the country #my sisters are both home right now. they both live within 3hrs of where we grew up. one sister lives in the city my mom goes to for #treatment. so they have the opportunity to see her more than me. i dunno if they do tho. we dont really talk. i dont kno if they're as sad #as i am. if im overreacting bc i cant physically see what's happening. what the feeling is in the room. not that she would probably complain #shes the suffer in silence type. my dad keeps texting us pics of our shitty lil sunroom that hes redoing #to make my mum a lil sanctuary. he must be sad too. its his wife. hes staying with her in the hospital rn. i dunno its so weird #when i talk to my counselor she assumes i find out info thru calls or talk to my sisters abt it and i gotta b like nah we dont really talk #i get my info thru text. i havent talked to my parents on the phone in like a month. i dunno we just dont talk. so i dont kno how to reach #out and be like yo so whats up? shoulf i plan on coming home this summer for a bit?? like??? #this is the disadvantage of leaving thr place where you grew up. probably when i finish my phd i should move closer to home #somewhere in the Appalachian mountains maybe. somewere in the eastern deciduous forrest. somewhere with thunderstorms. #but thats years from now. who knows what ill b doing. for now im just sad and tired and i dont quite kno what to do in the short or long #term bc im feeling the weight of my mental limitations rather intensely. but maybe im just being self limiting #whatever. i dont have a dead mum yet. shes not even on hospice care. things are just uncertain and dont look so hot #i just dont see how it can get better from here when chemo gave her secondary blood cancer and shes still full of tumors #i dont think im being that dramatic. it just objectively seems not great for survival #unrelated

[gxlden-angels]

Looking back, it's so funny that my family still sees my neurodivergence as more of a prayer issue than a neurological difference especially when I got very overwhelmed singing during praise and worship, but was still told to sing and dance so they definitely looked to their side and just saw this

#I'm autistic on the gay sex autism website. who would've guessed lol #but seriously tho its so funny looking back because I was so so autism #I'd stand and close my eyes so the lights and sounds didn't overwhelm me as much then I'd mostly sway and bounce in place #Sometimes I pre planned my exact movements ahead of time to make sure I didn't get in trouble for not praising #also I wrote an essays earlier about absurdity but it felt Off #like I was someone else trying to write in my style #a fun innuendo followed by TWs for safety and a hook intro #and a heart felt thing for ppl to take with them #it was 'The universe doesn't care about you but I do. I care so much' #but it felt preachy #it felt like I was trying to convert y'all to something via instagram influencer Canva-esque type essay #so I deleted it #I mean I saved my copy for my religious trauma coach but deleted the post here #so I might try again but I think I should look into why it felt ingenious with my therapist #ex christian #religious trauma #flashing lights #flashing gif

[kimchunsgha]

i hate this trend of having songs under two minutes because i feel like, in a production standpoint, these songs don't end having a proper resolve or development and it seems there's no proper dynamic and that's why when it ends you have this sensation it shouldn't be over because there should have been something more

#i had that feeling listening to easy today #the song is good the idea and concept and sound are great #but then it feels like there should be more #that it ended and i was like it's over??? #in that sense it was the only thing i didn't like that much #people are pointing out that none of the songs in the album #reach 3 minutes but it's kinda like... #some of these songs are like almost 3 minutes lmfao #i think it's kinda an exaggeration #i have no problem with songs being two minutes #if it feels like you can feel like that it should end where it should have ended #if that makes sense #i feel like having this restriction nowadays just makes it hard for #producers to properly get their ideas across and it can be a limitation #but yeah i am just saying things #i just noticed that today tho #it doesn't mean the songs are bad i listened to them now #and thought they were great but sometimes i wish there was more #tris.txt