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That time Patton thought Virgil was a Drug Addict
Patton was worried. He didn't like being worried and he certainly didn't like why he was worried. Patton had always considered himself the dad of the group, and like any responsible parent, it was his job to make sure everyone in his famILY was safe and happy. Patton tutted and sighed, scrolling furiously on his computer, scanning the paragraphs with his eyes. Why did science have to be so difficult to understand? Finally, he smiled having found a simplified page, that even had a built-in questionnaire! Perfect! He quickly glanced around, and upon making sure no one saw, he scribbled down a few of the questions on a post it, and cleared the history. There was no need worrying any one else.
Virgil was worried. Granted, Virgil was always worried so he wasn't too bothered by it. However, he started a new job and the stress had really gotten to him, so he sucked it up and took himself to a doctor appointment and gotten himself a fancy new prescription. Virgil read the bottle, noting he could take it up to three times a day, and shoved it in his pocket.
Over the course of a couple weeks, Virgil felt a lot better. He took his medicine whenever he felt panicked or like spiraling, and was even able to tolerate more social activities. He even accepted the other Sides' invitation to the mall, which he didn't notice Patton's look of concern at that. Yep! All was going well.
Virgil fidgeted with the pill bottle in his hand, hesitating before taking one of his pills. He was almost out, and he didn't get a refill for a couple days. "Dammit!" he muttered. Patton walked into the kitchen, glancing over at the anxious side, but trying to look inconspicuous. "Hey Virgil," Patton remarked, sounding casual. "What's wrong?"
Virgil tutted. "I'm almost out, and I can't get more until later," he nonchalantly answered, before walking past a thoroughly horrified Patton.
That was it, Patton thought to himself. Virgil obviously needed help, and he would be damned to see him struggle like this. He wondered if he should really Logan and Roman for this, but ultimately decided for the sake of Virgil, he should hold off unless it was truly needed.
The next day, Virgil was in the living room, typing on his phone when Patton strolled in. "Hey, Virgil, whatcha doing?"
Virgil shrugged. "Not much, just checking to see if my drugs are ready."
Patton sighed, "Kiddo, I think we need to talk." Virgil looked up from his phone and raised an eyebrow.
"Okay?"
"I just want you to know this is a safe space, and I'd like you to answer honestly, you aren't on trial here," he assured. Virgil just looked more puzzled.
"Okay?.."
"I know you've been taking these pills and," Patton stuttered, "I just had a few questions."
Ah, Virgil thought. Patton must be nervous to talk to a doctor about his anxiety too. "Sure, Patton. Go ahead."
Encouraged by Virgil's surprising cooperation, he recalled his questions. "Does taking this, well, drug, give you a feeling that you've escaped reality?"
Virgil cocked his eyebrow. "Uh no, not really. But, I mean that's the goal I suppose. To experience a better reality."
Patton gulped. "Interesting. Do you take the drug to make you happy?" Virgil chuckled.
"Yeah, that's kind of the point, Patton." he laughed.
"Oh dear," Patton whisperered. Virgil looked at him confused.
"Patton, I-"
"And do you look forward to them after a long day at work?" Patton interjected frantically.
Virgil tilted his head, "Patton they're for when I'm at work."
Patton let out a strangled sob and crumpled to the floor in tears. Alarmed, Virgil jumped up and raced over. "Patton what's the matter?"
"You're a drug addict!" he wailed, covered his eyes with his hands.
"What???"
Patton sniffled. "I know you're taking drugs, and I found this questionnaire online and rehab is expensive Virgil, but I have to help and-"
Virgil just started laughing, laughing harder then he had in a while. Patton looked mad. "This isn't funny! You need help Virgil, you're obviously dependent on these pills."
Still laughing, Vigil got up and handed Patton his pill bottle, "Patton, these are Hydroxyzine!"
"Gesundheit?" he asked, looking over the bottle.
Virgil laughed again. "It's an anti-anxiety medicine. My doctor prescribed it to me for stress." Virgil barely missed Patton's "Oh", before descending into deep laughter all over again.
Virgil quieted and watched Patton, realizing he had some explaining to do. "Patton, it's not about escaping reality or not being happy without it; it's a tool to help me function better, and avoid killing my idiotic manager," Virgil explained, trying to reassure his well-meaning friend.
Patton nodded, a mix of relief and understanding crossing his face. "I'm sorry. I just wanted to make sure you're okay, Virgil. I care about you."
Virgil offered a small smile. "Thanks, Patton. I appreciate your concern. If you ever have questions, feel free to ask."
"Sandy is a little idiotic."
Virgil cackled. "A little? Boy let me tell you what happened Wednesday."
With that, the two continued their conversation, Patton now more informed about Virgil's perspective on anxiety medication, and Virgil grateful for Patton's caring nature, even if it sometimes led to amusing misunderstandings.
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doodle-last · 4 months
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logicality moment!!!!!
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fanderstuckin2018 · 3 months
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Ok this has been sitting in my mind for literally five years, so…
A PsychoAnalysis of Roman Sanders’ Playlist
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It has two distinct vibes which I think encapsulates Roman PERFECTLY. Especially considering that he is a representative of Thomas’s theatre (🎭) profession.
Category one: flamboyant primadonna (did u see what I did there? Hehehe) Examples are
Flamboyant, Dorian Electra
Primadonna, Marina and the Diamonds
Holdin Out for a Hero, Bonnie Tyler
Etc. All of these songs are very upbeat, feel-good songs. They boost the ego in a sense, and give a very badass kind of energy. A “no one can touch me” sort of vibe. It’s what I believe represents Roman’s “mask” of being theatrical, stubborn and prideful. What he puts up to make it seem like nothing is wrong, so no one has to worry over him and discover his “flaws.”
Second category: I believe in you (please believe in me) Fanfic ass title but ykw it captures the vibe
These are songs like
Broadway Here I Come!
Dreamer, LaPeer
Paving the Runway, JJ Heller
Go, Keith Tutt Ii
These all have a very melancholy, longing feeling to them. A theme through each of them is not being good enough, trying to reach your dreams despite being put down constantly, and having to do things on your own to achieve greatness. This is representative of his true feelings beneath that mask. The fact that he’s not being listened to by the rest of the Sides and is essentially made the butt of the joke is proof that being reduced to such is hurting him.
When I was listening to this category of songs, I was taken aback how much I felt loved hearing them. It was such a 360, from Primadonna to something like Paving the Runway. It truly feels like you are being hugged by these songs. (Maybe the last three more so than the first.)
The last three are important. They are the last three songs on Roman’s playlist, which I assume to be the most recently added ones. Which means that his feelings of depression and loneliness have only been growing worse.
Anyways, this is just an analysis of Roman’s playlist. Maybe I’ll analyze the others lol. I listen to Virgil’s on a weekly basis, so if anything, he’d be up next. I hope this guy gets some attention soon, bc lord knows he’s been screaming for it for five years now LMAO.
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metatoshi · 4 years
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EDIT: UPDATED! Here’s my personal theory on the ‘code’
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This is supposed to be an "art blog", but I wanted to share my findings because I was very curious. :D
If you guys find anything, let me know! I'll update if I find anything new. If you guys want to try this out for yourself, go nuts!
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wroammin · 4 years
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06/08/20 - What would an unbelievably extra prince do on the celebration of his first appearance? Have an even more unbelievably extra photoshoot. His “birthday” was June 3rd and I couldn’t believe all of the amazing art, poetry, and videos! Thank you all so much!! Happy Birthday, Roman. ❤️ (📸: @awilde.photo)
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sweetest-honeybee · 4 years
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LOOK HOW TINY THE BABY IS
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boopypastaissalty · 3 years
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I did a thing. He looks like a demon.
[ID: A digital drawing of Janus from Sanders Sides. He is shirtless and his scales are on display. His face is incomplete and his hair is pulled back in a little man bun
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kingsketchdoodle · 4 years
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Spaceman logan!
Is there such thing as too much space themed logan?
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Oh I can’t wait to start using this gif on the regular with Janus:
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what if 😳 Janus sang a reprise 🤭👀 of the New Years resolution lies song 😱 in a future video 🙊🤭😱 haha jkjk,,,,,, unless?
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just some Virgil core aesthetic i made :D
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doodle-last · 13 days
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dark sides sketch book pages for today!!!
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fanderstuckin2018 · 3 months
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Another one!!
A PsychoAnalysis of Virgil Sanders’ Playlist
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There is an EXTREME theme in most of Virgil's songs of growing apart from someone. Like I'm talking heavy themes of a messy falling out, and I think we all know what its referencing. But I'll save that to the end. Here's the songs analysis!
Theres a lot of emotions connected with the collapse of a relationship, and its demonstrated so in SO MANY of his songs, so I'll color-code it to make sense. Blue is sadness and regret, red is anger and frustration, yellow is relief. Keep in mind that these arent all the songs, just the ones that most support my theory/analysis.
Sally's Song: talks about being unable to be with someone romantically because of the lack of acknowledgement towards the singer. "What will become of my dear friend? Where will his actions lead us then?" It's mournful of the loss of connection that the singer once had with the subject of the song, like they're longing for it back. Yes ik this song was maybe just added because he likes Nightmare Before Christmas, but it fits into this theme quite well...
It Ends Tonight: Talking about ending a relationship, cutting someone off very messily. "Maybe it's best you leave me alone", "Now I'm on my own side/It's better than being on your side". Despite being more heated, I'd say this can also be a song of relief due to the lyric "a weight is lifted from my chest". ALSO the "darkness turns to light" lyric can directly reference Virgil, and how he essentially "transformed" from being a Dark Side to a Light Side over the course of his character arc.
I'd Hate to Be You When People Find Out What This Song is About: bro this one is RIPE with themes of fall out, as well as regret. The singer seems to have had a hand in this messy breakup or fall out with the subject of the song, and seems resentful of themself for it. "When I asked you/Believe me/You never let go/But I let go". They are conscious of their role in ruining this relationship, and seem to place most of the blame on themselves for it. "And now you're trying desperately/But I'm tongue tied and terrified of what I'll say" implies that they seem to want to get back with whoever they pushed away, but are too afraid of repeating the past to actually reconcile.
A Decade Under the Influence: this song seems to be about friend group issues. There's hints of good memories "You kept still until the long drive home/You slept safe and close to the window", and yet theres the underlying anxiety of "I got a bad feeling about this". Then there's the whole "To hell with you and all your friends" that repeats consistently throughout the song, as well as the lyric "I thought it through and my worst brings out the best in you" making me believe that the singer was probably the butt of the jokes or the most "replaceable" one within the friend group. I hesitate to categorize this song as "angry or frustrated" because it sounds more anxious and paranoid, but can also fall under relief with the context we have of Virgil's story; relief that he doesn't feel that way anymore.
I'm Not Okay: okay I get it this song was put on his playlist cause "haha Virgil emo" but I'm serious it also falls under this theme quite directly. And yes, its regret out of everything. "I never want to let you down/Or have you go, it's better off this way"; despite the singer not wanting their subject to be cut out of their life, its obvious they know its beneficial for both parties. There's a bit of relief as well as regret. I think this can also go along with Influence's themes of being the scapegoat of a friend group, because of the lyrics "forget about the dirty looks" and "You sing the words but don't know what it means/To be a joke".
Thnks Fr th Mmrs: Okay this one is my personal fav, I think Fallout Boy slaps. Anywasy, this song can be both heatedly passionate and relief, but I believe it better fits under relief. It seems like this event that happened is far enough in the past that the singer has come to terms with it. Specifically with the line "One night and one more time/Thanks for the memories/Even though they weren't so great". This can also be taken as sarcastically rather than genuine, and I think both fit Virgil's character well. The singer understands that what has happened has happened, and there's no way to change the past "I'm looking forward to the future." However, they still feel weighed down because of it "And this crystal ball/It's always cloudy except for/When you look into the past."
Ignorance: AAHHH THIS ONE IS MY ALL TIME FAV THANK YOU VIRGIL FOR INTRODUCING ME TO PARAMORE. Ahem. Okay. So I referenced this song in like my first post to this blog, but I think it's VERY obvious what Side this song refers to. I mean, take a guess: "Where's your gavel? Your jury?/What's my offense this time?", "The same tricks that, that once fooled me/They won't get you anywhere/I'm not the same kid from your memory", "Ignorance is your new best friend". Yeah this song is aimed towards Deceit/Janus 100%. This is a very anger-powered song and its clear that the singer holds immense hatred towards the subject. Deceit I believe is the best contender for this because of the entirety of SvS ("Where's your gavel? Your jury?"), and also because "ignorance" is something very intertwined to Deceit's character and his motivations. When we first meet him, one ofthe first things he says as himself is "what you don't know can't hurt you," which is a different way of saying "ignorance is bliss." Thus, "ignorance is your best friend". There's also references to the singer's past relationship with the subject, and it can be inferred that it was positive in some aspects, but ended up being toxic and repressing to them, thus why they left; "Yeah, we used to stick together/We wrote our names in blood/But I guess you can't accept that the change is good." I could go on and on about this song, but I think I've made my point.
The Ice is Getting Thinner: hooh boy. This one makes me sad. This song is about a relationship slowly dying, but both parties holding on to the relationship without really trying to salvage it. It seems that "change" was once again the reason for this drifting apart ("We're not the same, dear, as we used to be/The seasons have changed and so have we".) It's longing, just like Sally's Song, longing for how things used to be, even if what "used to be" wasn't healthy or beneficial for both parties; "it saddens me to say/But we both know, well, it's true/That the ice was getting thinner/Under me and you." It sounds almost like they are coming to a realization and acceptance of this.
OKAY SONG ANALYSIS DONE, HOW DOES THIS RELATE TO VIRGIL??
Well I think thats obvious. He's being eat up by these swarming emotions that surround his leaving of the Dark Sides. The fact that these make up 8 out of the 20 songs (and many more can be connected back to this theme of relationship fallout!) shows that it's been on his mind for a long time. If we go off of the implications of these songs, it seems that Virgil himself realizes that his leaving the Dark Sides was seen as some sort of betrayal, no matter the circumstances. He blames himself, he blames Janus, he's angry about their fall out but he also is relieved by it. No matter what happened, I believe that these feelings are going to come to a head one way or another. He needs to confront his past, and it seems that he wants to, but is also held back by his own anxiety over the situation (and his anxiety in general.) There's so much tension between him and Deceit/Janus specifically that is just bubbling beneath the surface that probably is going to erupt some time in the future and will drive a rift even further between the Light and Dark sides. In what way? I don't know....
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hope you enjoyed :) virgil's playlist is my favorite out of all of the sides' and thats partially because I was an emo when it released HAHAH. I'm thinking of doing deceit's next, cause hes my fav character, and i just think its fitting lol. i also might redo roman's psychoanalysis bc i literally did that last night at midnight and I wanna add more evidence and direct quotes. im a nerd...i like writing essays XD
@thatsthat24 what do u think man did i do a good job 👀
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rauberrauber · 5 years
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longaggravatedsigh · 4 years
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Logan was in the kitchen when he heard a loud bang, most people would blame it on the wind since the windows were open letting the spring breeze in, but not Logan, not when he had seven kids.                                                      He bolted out of the kitchen to the backyard to find his two oldest, Patton and Damian 13 and 14, on the deck smiling at him with guilty faces. “Heyyy daddd,” Patton tried before Damian interrupted him, “I'll let you know this, it wasn't illegal at least, right?”. He asked, Logan sighed. “What's behind you” he pointed to whatever they were hiding behind them. They stared at each other before Patton caved, “uhm, so you won't be happy about this but uhm” patton started to inch away, and that's when he seen his twins, roman and Remus both 7, digging a giant whole in the backyard, he could barely see their heads. 
     “Boys!” Logan yelled, not loud but enough for them to hear. “Oh! Hiya pops! Guess what! We're digging to china!” Remus waved over to the three on the deck. Roman looked like a deer in headlights staring at his dad with big brown eyes. He slowly raised his hand to wave too, “hi, pops”. Logan sighed, “where are your brothers he yelled over to them, and both twins pointed to the castle swing set that Logan had bought last year.
     Logan looked over to see hit two youngest, Virgil and Thomas, Virgil being 5 and Thomas being a year old, sitting on the top of the tower, not inside, but on the roof of the tower.
      “OH MY GOD!” Logan yelled, bolting to grab his youngest sons. “Hold on virgy, Thomas, papas coming just DON'T FALL!”. To Logan it felt like forever before he got to his sons, but it was really just about 15 seconds. Logan started to climb the swing set where the two boys were giggling. He had to walk across the top like a tightrope to get to the towers roof. While that was happening, the four brothers were watching with amazement, they did NOT know their pops could do that. When Logan finally made it to grab Thomas and Virgil he held onto them for dear life. Virgil giggled a small “papa!”. Logan didn’t want to chance falling with the two babies, so he called patton and Damian over to grab them while he climbed down by himself. “Okay, you kids are going to send me to an early grave” he said as he pulled the twins out of their ditch. “Let's go, you two needs baths.”
The night ended with a relaxing movie night full of Disney, popcorn, and playful sibling banter. (Logan only made through half of tangled before falling asleep).
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sweetest-honeybee · 4 years
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Deceit could never
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