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#;; and i love portraying yans like these
yxstxrdrxxm · 3 months
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He's still the biggest red flag of the current event, but I wanna know if you'd go "yeah, but he's hot so I'd try anyway" lol.
I mean for me, if you did make the boss dateable in some Alternate Universe (even if it's only for a short time), for funsies, I'd give it a shot.
I'd flame out and burn out hard, but I still think I'd give it a try. I'd be a falling fireball, and I'd hit the ground hard. But at the very least, it'd be entertaining.
Also for me, as aesthetically pleasing to the eye the boss is, I'm more intrigued by his story and what skeletons he has in the closet.
I mean, Navia-mun, you hint at his red flags and his treatment of Cupid and Eros, which means there's a story there. Whether or not he's sympathetic is another issue entirely, but I'd like to hear his story.
Also, given his very bright red flags (attire not withstanding), I also think he'd be super interesting to write as a yandere, if he isn't already one in your mind.
To what extent will he go to, if someone's caught his eye? What sort of things would cause him to be obsessed with someone? Which aspects of his personality would end up coming out more if he does end up being matched with someone?
I think these are all interesting questions the Boss character raises, and I would like to see what sort of character he is or would be, if he was datable.
This was a super long winded ask, but the short answer is yes. Yes, if you made him dateable, I'd shoot my shot and see if I end up his match. And then if not, at least my attempt will be an entertaining fail.
Hm... You know, this actually gave me an idea. Unrelated to the event, but as a what if scenario.
(utc for an imagines. tw for yan behavior and tendencies, obsession and possession, isolation, implied murder but not in a way you'd think, manipulation, heavy lean to unrequited love, toxic relationships... And other tws that can spoil him because its a yandere blog. I think that speaks for itself.)
Boss is a yandere that is a mix of possessive and obsessive. In his worklife, personal life, and even to his friends and family, people can just tell that he's distant. Distant and a bit of a cruel man to those who he sees to have some sort of vendetta against him.
He had people that wanted him. He actually had some that were so, so convinced that they were fated to be together. However, it only took one day spent with him to leave, yelling and crying about how he is so 'abusive' and how 'his workers shouldn't tolerate the bs they all go through because of him'.
How amusing, he thinks. Do they honestly think that they had a chance? A sliver of hope that, in some way, he'd love them like how they do? To him, he saw them as obsessive freaks. He was just dishing out who he is.
Now, him falling for someone is almost laughable. He'd probably be the one who'd question why he'd find some form of interest in a romantic relationship. After all, he sees it more as an inconvenience. He doesn't exactly... Get the appeal as others do.
If he were to, God forbid, fall for someone... That someone better be prepared for a man who is more than ready to simply find any means to get to talking with you. He won't plan on showing his hand that he's managing MixMatch and is associated with Celestia Inc. to some degree, since he hates mixing work life with personal life. He'll just... omit it.
Boss is twisted in his perception of who he enjoys being around with. Quite often, you saw how he simply treats his employees like they were just people who can't understand him. It's laughable, actually.
What isn't laughable is his power.
He's not vocal with what he enjoys, opting to simply let you be the judge. You hold the 'gavel', per say; and although he may be the defendant in your eyes, he aspires to be the prosecution.
He wants you to view him more favorably, so it would be convenient for him when things go awry.
He'll treat you better in dates if he had to. God forbid you tell him that he didn't, for he'd rectify it and say that work made him so, so busy to focus on his personal life. He'd be meticulous to what you like and don't like, what you don't tolerate and do...
... And while you're busy focusing on how nicer he became, he'll slowly taint your views, working and worming his way to someone that you can't push away anymore.
He'd slowly push you till you were unable to get your support system back. He'd make extra sure that you yourself will tell them that you can't be near them anymore. He wants you to do the work for him, since if you loved him so much... Wouldn't you do this for your relationship together?
He'd make sure that you understand your place, even if you aren't his worker at the company. He'd deny any sort of reward until he thinks you've 'straightened up'. He wants to see you squirm and struggle on doing just that, because he himself wants to see if you can be strong to withstand the eye of the storm itself.
He'd shower you with love on the first few years, making sure you're well fed-- no, spoiled without a single bat of an eye, and then he has you in the palms of his hands. He's quite well off, so it wouldn't be long to satisfy your greedy mind with things you wished you could afford.
Then... He'll stop.
If you ask him why he stopped, well... You clearly forgot who you're dealing with.
Bit by bit, your relationship will sour. You'll have to work your way into getting the basic necessities because you've been far, far spoiled for his liking. He'll make you writhe as you try to get his affections.
Then, the cycle repeats. Over, and over, and over, and over. He'll make you so spoiled, then he'll deprive you of it.
He doesn't care what violations he's breaking. He doesn't care if you sobbed and kept saying you can't. He does not care if you tell him you're going to die because of how hard he's been on you.
You wanted this life of luxury. You wanted him.
It's not his fault that you can't read the fine print, is it? That you're so busy obsessing over a man's appearance, riches, and even his manners that you forgot the basic decorum. You forgot to act like a proper individual cause you went 'gaga' over him.
And he hates it. He hates that behavior you have.
Really, he doesn't love you like how you love him. He doesn't give any fucks. All he wants is someone who's so dumb to like him just so he'd have a little toy.
What, you're getting mad because of it? Shocker! He doesn't care.
He's not afraid of getting his hands dirty if he was threatened. Unlike you, he had to work for everything he got. In his eyes, no one deserves the fame unless he permits it.
You're fun as a little toy he had, but he grew bored of you. He doesn't want you anymore.
Maybe he can tip those men off to deal with the mess he's faced with.
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yestrday · 4 months
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: ̗̀➛ NOT THE EXCEPTION . yan! isagi yoichi / gn! reader
you were the fool for thinking that he'd be the only sane one in a team full of batshít crazy athletes. now he has you cornered, and the look in his eyes tells you that you should have never underestimated a wólf in sheép's clothing.
+ happy happy belated birthday to the love of my life bbg (who shan't be named) AND happy new year to everyone!!
( HOW DO I WRITE KISSING SCENES????, forced kíssing, dúbcon, n/sfw mentions, mánipulation, hárem mentions [bc it's not yester without a hárem] )
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You don't know why you thought he was the exception.
Maybe it's because, in a team full of egoists, Isagi seemed to be the only one to treat you like his equal. Shidou drapes himself all over you and leaves you icky with his séxual comments, Rin cooly glares at you and barely acknowledges your existence, you could nearly faint at the mere glare of Kunigami, and Bachira likes to play rough with your body as he clings and begs for your attention.
That's not even the complete cast. Even people like Nagi, Reo, and Chigiri came with their own set of problems. But not Isagi. You had thought it would never be Isagi. Sure, he had a tongue and attitude on the field, parading around his victory with a smug smirk and spitting poíson at opponents and teammates alike. Yet that side of his seemed to completely disappear whenever he stepped out of the field, his prédatory gaze softening into a fond look whenever you bounded up to him to congratulate him on a well-earned victory. He never tried your boundaries or let his touch linger like the others did.
He was a gentleman through and through, and thinking that was your first mistake.
Your second mistake was being alone with him in your living room. He's still wearing that soft expression and kind smile, but his hands are gripping your wrists too tightly.
"[Your Name]." He says your name in a hushed whisper, bringing up your trembling wrist to his lips so he can press a kiss on a new bruíse. You watch with wide eyes as those plush lips touch your skin and permeate an icy feeling of doom through the veins. His gaze meets yours.
"Don't you think I did well today?"
Though your gut is telling you that something isn't right, you're still a fool smitten with the gentle image Isagi had portrayed himself to be. You find yourself slowly nodding, entranced by those blue eyes that never look away from you.
"Why do you think so?" He presses another kiss on your wrist, before loosening the bruising grip so he can trail kisses up your arm.
"... Your metavision is still as keen as ever," you whispered. The television screen is reflected in his eyes, news of Japan's newest victory flashing on the screen. You can't look away. "You expertly led the others to victory; you instigated all the right chemical reactions for the perfect shot." You lick your dry lips. "... You were amazing."
He huffs a laugh into your shoulder, massaging your bruised wrist like he wasn't the one who left that mark. "You're not echoing Ego's words, are you? I want to hear your own thoughts, not that slimy bastard's."
"M... Maybe," you admit, tense with his grip on your shoulder tightening. "I don't know much about soccer, but I meant every word. You were amazing, Isagi, you really were."
His grip softens, you're still tense, and he hums contentedly. "Right. I was amazing. I devoured every single bastard on that field and left them gasping." Your hair tickles your ear as he pushes them back. "So, don't you think it's a bit unfair?"
"... What is?"
"That I have to share my trophy with the others." His hand feels cold on your neck. "Can't I have one thing to myself? [Your Name], look at me."
You follow. He smiles that gentle smile again. He thumbs your lower lip like a lover.
"Kiss me."
You read romances all the time. They had always described it as hot, passionate, fiery. But maybe you took fiction too seriously. Real life is always different, and the ice in your veins is proof of that.
You draw closer, breath hitched, and mustering all the courage and swallowing down the unease in your heart, you press your lips on his.
There is no fire like the ones described in the books. There is a heavy pit in your stomach. Is this what they call butterflies? You tremble under the scrutinizing gaze of Isagi, eyes still open even with your lips on his. Soon, he closes his eyes too and you feel his lips smirk against yours.
Returning the kiss, he pulls you in closer and takes your everything in deeply. You can't pull away, you don't pull away. In this very moment, he's devouring everything you can offer— for now, physically; soon, mind and spirit. You wince when he bites down on your lip, not even trying to be gentle about it. You flinch backward from the pain, but his hand on the small of your back allows you no escape.
"Kiss me back, baby," he whispers between kisses. "You're my trophy for the night."
You kiss with less passion than him, too nervous about making him happy. You match the softness of his lips with yours, lapping at his tongue like how he does. He laughs when he pulls away, finding amusement in the blushy and nervous look on you.
"Gosh, you're so cute," he sighs, grinning at you. It's no longer friendly, those lips. A bit swollen from your kitten bites, the way he's smirking at you feels too... smug. "Too cute. Those bastards won't have any chance now that I've devoured you."
You gasp when his hand tightens on your hip, and you shoot him a nervous look. "I– Isagi, what are you...?"
"C'mon, [Your Name], how could you possibly not have seen it?" He chuckles. "Bargin' into the locker room every time we're half naked, in those cute shorts, and you think that not one man in that room would think about taking you on the fuckin' bench? Think, cutie. But you've always been wary of them, good thing. They think they can devour you by intimidating and belittling you? Those fuckers don't know shit."
He catches your bottom lip between his teeth and laughs at their stupidity, vibrations buzzing your lip. "First, you gotta sweeten the trap with honey, you know?"
You are reflected in those captivating blue eyes, fluorescent lights illuminating your paling features. Taking you in again, he devours your lips once again, caring only for the taste of victory on his lips and your sweet sounds on his tongue.
Another victory snatched.
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HIII ITS ME AGAIN, i’ve got another idea for you, that you make a little drabble about.
so the time line is like before the yan!beasts got corrupted, or like post-corruption or something, reader is a very overpowered cookie but timid and shy in a way, including considerate and kind, they wants to help people they genuinely loves and cares about (including the beasts), therefore this also makes them a people pleaser/push over, so they keep theyre power secretive
after a while, reader started to see a shift in theyre personality and how they started to resent cookies that didn’t have the same power as themselves, and how they are being kinda possessive/obsessive towards reader, and more really unhealthy behaviors, but of course, like the fool they are, reader decided to ignore those red flags, cause it’s better then having literal no one (said by reader)
anyways when days pass, more things start to change, they start becoming more malicious towards other common cookies, how they cause more chaos and other stuff, of course reader is a bit too delusional to care… till the witches/creators came, saying they need to trap them for good, of course you retaliated (verbally), saying how you care for them and other stuff, and you won’t go through with this, and they tell reader something that will really open theyre eyes to the world, pointing out the actions the beasts do and how shitty and bad they are (including some things they say, how they treat reader etc) how bad their intentions truly are, after this reader was really upset about them, they might be delusional but not THAT delusional, so i think you can vison what happened next now, they advise a plan to get them in a place where the witches can trap them, using reader as a bait, then once it’s done, reader left, no matter how many pleads or yells the beasts through at them, reader didn’t turn back, not even to glance at the prison that they brought themselves upon, as reader walked off, they made a vow to themself, a promise to never be fooled and manipulated like that again, to never pretend to be something they aren’t, after that, they became a whole entire different cookie (woahhh character development, anyway imagine them having a more bayonetta like personality/mindset and strength and speed?) maybe a little crossing of paths once the beasts get out of prison
(also i recently just learnt I HAVE MY OWN TAG? idk why it just made me feel special)
You have?? Such?? Good ideas?? Never stop sending in requests, I love all the ideas you always come up with!!
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You were a cold Cookie, with no one really knowing why. You hardly trusted and tended to be very suspicious of Cookies of power. To say it took you ages to even think of trusting the Ancients wa an understatement.
You were heavily against the idea of going to Beast-Yeast, yet you eventually relented. Not for yourself, but to make sure that none of them got manipulated like you did.
You were completely ready to throw hands when the Beasts showed up. To stay you were pissed was an understatement. Somehow, they were convinced they were the victims! Because their fun was cut short!
Shadow Milk Cookie is the biggest instigator. He still thinks you're a pushover and portrays you as such, only to be completely confused when he sees you decimate that animatronic. That was.. a change in the script he didn't expect.
Burning Spice Cookie and Silent Salt Cookie are both taken aback by how ready you were to fight them. Guess that shy part of you was gone!
Eternal Sugar Cookie used to lovebomb you a lot whenever you were still shy. She's surprised to see it no longer works, but doesn't mean she still won't try!
Mystic Flour Cookie is the only one who realizes that you're no longer the same pushover. However, it doesn't mean she won't try and use you for her own benefit again.
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merakiui · 21 days
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Can I just say I love the way you portray Floyd. I feel like 90% of writers make him out to be this abusive monster (yandere or otherwise) and it upsets me since he's among my favorite charcters.
But you make him out to be so cute and loveable. Like yes he has a long history of violence and mood swings, but you don't use that as a way to say he's awful. You portray him as "yes when he's having an off day he might hurt you". But you don't add what a lot of yandere writers I see seem to add which is "even when he's in a better mood, he'll still blame you and berate you". No you portray him as someone who in a bad mood MIGHT hurt his shrimpy, but the moment he's back to normal he's gonna feel awful about it and want to make up for it.
He doesn't come across like a monster (most of the time) but instead like a giant puppy in love who doesn't recognize his own strength, and just loves his little shrimpy with all his heart and wants to express that in the best way he knows how. Like he genuinly wants to make his darling happy, and wants them to love him. Like Jade might find the idea of his darling faking their feelings to be amusing. But Floyd wants them to be real, he wants them to love him as much as he loves them. He doesn't want them to pretend just to avoid his wrath, he wants his shrimpy to feel happy and safe and loved in his presence. And that makes me SO happy to see.
Please keep up the great work
Omg thank you so much!!!! I'm really happy you can enjoy my portrayal of yan!Floyd. I think he's such a fascinating character, especially when put in a yandere context, and I love writing for him and exploring the many facets to his personality. There's so much more to him than just "scary eel with dangerous mood swings" and I think most of the time he would be as you described: "a giant puppy in love who doesn't recognize his own strength." He has so much depth and doesn't hide much from you unless it's intentional or something he doesn't want you to know.
Floyd is so painfully honest that it can be blunt at times and he isn't one for dragging things out like Jade often does, which is why he's not one for overly complex mind games. Floyd just wants to love you without any strings attached and he wants you to reciprocate (genuinely. I think being genuine matters a lot to him). I like to imagine Floyd has all of these emotions and he feels so much, but sometimes he struggles with showing these emotions. So perhaps it results in them being translated/shown in his mood swings or things like his cuteness aggression towards you.
I could ramble forever, but I agree that he wants Shrimpy to feel safe and happy and loved with him. <3 he's the cutest. Such a sweet eel. >w<
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heartfullofleeches · 5 months
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Cholly and Jessica rabbit darling 🙏🙏 maybe a blurb?
Toon Yan + G.N "Jessica Rabbit" Singer Darling Blurb
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There's a certain bar in town.
The walls haven't received a fresh coat of paint since opening day and the drinks are piss poor at best yet lines wrapped around the block on slow days and patrons regularly fought for their spot below the already crowded stage. The old girl had a trick up its sleeve - a star act who stole bated breathes with once glance and captured lonely hearts with first hymn. A singer with the grace of an angel plucked from the heavens above and the lure of those below. How such a place came to employ a prized gem like them was a mystery, but so long as they were under their roof - seats were packed and business was booming.
With their charm, it was only a matter of time before suitors came rolling in. The love letters and gifts were sweet for a time, but a silent rejection just wasn't enough for those trapped under their spell. Fans threw themselves at the poor thing every chance they received - ambushing them outside their dressing room or on walks home and even climbing on stage in the middle of their performance on a few occasions. The singer was a professional in letting down their admirers gently, but everyone has their limits and when someone couldn't take the hint-
"I'm flattered, truly, but I already have someone waiting for me at home. They get terribly worried if I'm not home soon at this hour."
Their claims were true - in a way. In the past, all that waited for them was an empty bed and a tv, but through countless hours of watching old cartoons - it seemed there was always someone watching them back. It'd definitely put a dent in their tips if word spread far, but they had to get it out the new out their at some point. Besides, if anybody knew, they certainly kept their mouths shut to the press. In reality, their relationship wasn't as hidden as they portrayed. If one paid close attention to the loudest cheers in the crowd, they might piece two and two together with the voice that follows them home.
"Another amazing performance, Doll. I don't know how you manage to do it, but it's like a breath of fresh air everytime you get up on that stage."
"Oh, stop. You know I wouldn't be anywhere without the support of my fans and a certain little troublemaker."
"Well, I'd say that someone is a pretty lucky person. Would'a brought a fruit basket to go with those flowers I left in your dressing room, but honestly all the ones I've eaten recently have tasted a little bitter - cause I've got the sweetest peach on my arm right now."
"You're terrible!"
Many questioned why the singer choose who they did. Nobody ever got a good look at them upfront, but even from afar the difference were stark. The singer was taller than their partner even without heels, not to mention their strange tone of voice and need to throw a joke into almost every conversation. What on earth would someone as elegant as them want with a creature like that. The answer was quite simple.
"They make me laugh."
The answer might seem a little lackluster, but in a time and city like this, you'll fine a big of laughter does the soul good. There was more to it than that. Their partner made them feel safe and secure. They knew when to cut the theatrics and truly care for their love in moments of need. On top of that, the singer hadn't ran into any issues with crazy fans since their relationship began. They assumed they were deterred by the fact of them having a lover and while some were - majority weren't. They poured all their time and money into getting their attention, and they chose some random person for what - a laugh? There must be more- More than the laughter or cheap comfort. They could provide all that and then some. If anyone decided to let their anger get the better of them and confronted the singer's lover they'd gladly tell them.
"You wanna know why they choose me over you and the rest of the chumps that fawn over a taken person? You reeeeeally wanna know why Y/n picked me? Haha!... - that's easy. You can beat me, shoot me, stab me and I'll be just fine, but all it takes for you is one little cut and you're gone for good. And you'll never guess what I have in my other hand...just like all the others... If ya do - might even give you a five seconds head start."
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heiznx · 7 months
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YAN! NEIGE: PRINCESS ARRIVAL
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∗༝*◦✦ headcanons
BEFORE READING, this includes the writer's perception towards neige, mentions of murder, slight obsessive behavior and all that goes with it.
THIS IS A HEADCANON, this is a related fic: princess arrival.
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Neige won't notice your discomfort towards him, but he can notice if you are uncomfortable with someone else's presence.
He's the type of person who would fall in love at first sight or be incredibly infatuated with someone.
He could either be incredibly flustered yet calm at the same time or be all sunshine and butterflies while thinking of murder.
Neige can bear liking towards many but is loyal.
He can fall for anyone, but if that someone doesn't shake him off, he'll think that they're the one.
He holds no grudge against the person he likes if they're blunt with him, telling him that they don't like him that way or that they just don't like him in general. He just thinks that they're not the one.
His darling is in danger if they act polite despite disliking Neige because Neige will never get the hint!
It won't matter much if the person he likes uses him for money, even if he feels like something is wrong with their relationship.
However, if he meets someone nice enough to raise awareness that that's not how relationships are supposed to go, he will leave his current one for someone else.
If he realizes that he's liking someone other than his current darling, he's going to make a scene over it and have crisis, the nice person would have to help him out until he decides he's going to choose them over the gold-digger.
Neige is nice for someone obsessive.
Yet he's insanely and unintentionally manipulative.
He can be really clingy.
He can cry at will to guilt-trip you.
And he cries too if he's really hurt by your actions.
An ideal person would be...
Someone who is clueless about his moves and someone who is really polite despite being uncomfortable with him.
He'd like anyone who makes time for him and is doting.
Someone who relies on him for a considerate amount or when they're in danger, but at the same time, he also wants to be the one in distress.
He'll also pursue someone who doesn't know how to refuse.
He likes you even if you're a bit blunt, like when it comes to fashion or when you try to warn him about people taking advantage of him because he thinks you do it because you care.
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THIS IS HEIZNX, i think he's a famous model—mostly actor, it was seen on book 5 that he is sponsoring something and vil mentioned how he is always a villain and that neige is always portrayed like a heroine. i can assume that he's naive and an airhead—maybe highkey sensitive as well. i don't know how models work but he is so clueless about what vil felt during book 5 and the time they spent together during elementary. (there are all written in my notebook since october 19, 2022 but im posting old notes because i want to remove the bookmarks)
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channelinglament · 1 year
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Hello! Could you do a yandere rise Leo with a chubby gn reader? If you don’t feel comfortable with that, then maybe cuddling hcs with yan Leo? Thankyou!
Heyllo!
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Awww you're such a cutie! He definitely loves every single thing about you, how could he not? If someone said offensive to you, I'm pretty sure he definitely sliced their throat-
Usually I picture/portray Leo as a dangerous yandere. And he is. But for some reason I feel like he would go more..soft? On you if you were plus size
Idk why, just feel like it-
I mean, you are soft. You're cute. You remind him of a cute bunny/kitten/hamster. Yeah ain't no way he won't become a soft yandere.
So, for cuddling-
I feel like he could he both spoons. However you like it. Wanna be big spoon? OK!but beware of standing up, because he wont let you. He will be clinging to you like his life depends on it. Nuzzle into you and tell you not to leave. Not even to the bathroom 💀
But if you rlly want/need to he will. While whining-
Little spoon? Be ready to not get up at all. He will cuddle you and fully wrap you in his arms (and maybe legs?)
He would be whining and telling you that you don't need to get up.
"Few more minutes" he says. This is complete bs-
He loves you lots. If you let him sleep on your lap, he will be doing it everyday. Also if you try to escape, he won't be as harsh. Why? You're adorable. He loved you, loves you and will love you no matter what!<3
You are the most beautiful person in the world! If someone makes you feel bad about yourself because of how you look like, even tho you're perfect. He will destroy them (Ask Donnie to doxx them and let him suffer and then portal into hell)
Sorry it's kinda short ,_,
He is pretty much same yandere for u, but you could make him a soft yandere. Or on the soft yandere side- he is quite dangerous after all ^ ^ ;
Hope you liked it, if not.. I'm sorry ,_,">♡
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asianwhumpgalore · 19 days
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Secrets of the Shadow Sect (皎月流火) | Cdrama | Whump List
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Genre: Historical, Romance, Wuxia, Action
Synopsis: The young lady Ling Xuan of the morally ambiguous Spiritual Heaven Sect must disguise herself as a useless fool in order to protect herself from her father. At this very moment, Ying Shi is sent by the Shadow Pavilion to approach Ling Xuan in search of the Wanxin Technique. Through suspicions, testing, and dangers during their journey, they eventually build complete trust in each other. However, just as they have fallen for each other, Ling Xuan discovers the secret of Ying Shi's birth.
Length: 24 eps
Whump meter: ▲▲◭△△ 
✨ Everything I love wrapped in a pretty packag. If you liked Zhang Gong Zhu Zai Shang, you'll love this. Also quite some whump ✨
⚠️Trigger Content: Usual historical cdrama content warnings. ⚠️⚠️Some SPOILERS might be found, proceed with caution⚠️⚠️
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Whumpee: Ying Shi/Bai Chen/Tang Yan portrayed by Lin Ze Hui
Ep 1 - Covers scar | Scar reveal, scar touched, scar opened, winces, bleeding, made to taste his own blood.
Ep 2 - Wipes blood off mouth | Cut on the forehead with a shard
Ep 3 - Cut on the forehead with a shard, blood trailing down the side of his face (10/10), grabbed by the chin, head pushed away, scolded, made to kneel and strip to receive punishment, scars on his back, whipped | still being whipped, pale, winces, sweating, several large cuts on his back, bleeding, belittled | Blood staining white clothes.
Ep 4 - Shirt removed to reveal the cuts on his back, made to lie down, wound treated, winces.
Ep 5 - none.
Ep 6 - Fought | Takes drug that binds him to his master.
Ep 7 - Weak, loosening collar of his clothes, blurry vision, leaning against table | Fought, blurry vision, struggling to focus, protected, sword to the chest then to the neck, chin tilted up with blade, weak.
Ep 8 - None.
Ep 9 - Restless, can't sleep | Blade to his neck.
Ep 10 - None.
Ep 11 - Stabbed in the back of his neck with three needles, trembling.
Ep 12 - Struggling to walk, weak, in pain, leaning over table, clutches chest, meditates to ease the pain | Sweating, injury reveal (three needles visible under his skin).
Ep 13 - Fought, kicked in the back, spits blood, falls to the ground, struggling to get up, scratches on his face, kicked in the chest, falls to the ground again, spits blood, cut on the cheek, blood on his face and neck | steps in front of loved one and gets stabbed in his right shoulder, blade removed abruptly, bleeding, clutches wound, falls onto his knees.
Ep 14 - Protected, concerned for loved one | Treated, needles removed from his skin, spits blood, pale, blood dripping from his lips.
Ep 15-19 - None.
Ep 20 - (in past) rescued (off screen), scratches and cuts on his face, talks about his unwillingness to live | (in past) watches his friend die, crying.
Ep 21 - (in past) x mark cut onto his left shoulder, crying.
Ep 22 - Force™ pushed away | Imprisoned by loved one | Gets up abruptly, sudden pain, winces, forced to sit back down, in pain, clutching chest, feeling withdrawals from drug, meditates to ease the pain.
Ep 23 - Fought, jumps off cliff after lover, saves lover by pushing her to safety but falls off cliff.
Ep 24 - Limping | Can't stand too long and has to sit, concern for him.
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Will add gifsets once I get around to making some
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aphroditelovesu · 1 year
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In one of your latest posts you’ve stone a tendered Rhaenyra based on Cersei saying ‘you never love anything the way you do your first child but can we please have the same but with Alicent
Definitely. I still intend to get more into that subject of yan!mom Alicent, because I think she would be quite interesting portrayed that way. Alicent in the series has been greatly lightened compared to how she is in the books, so much so that the actions that previously belonged to her in the books have been passed to Otto. In this concept, in particular, I'm going to use Alicent's version of the series.
Alicent did not want to marry the king or have children with him, this is clear from the beginning. She doesn't want to but she did her father's will and when she got pregnant with Viserys she didn't quite know what to think. She wasn't happy and reacted almost like she was disgusted by her pregnancy, but her thoughts quickly changed after the birth of her firstborn child, you.
The moment she had you in her arms, all the feelings she got during her pregnancy disappeared. It was like you were always there, but she just didn't know it. Aicent became incredibly devoted to you, she didn't like being away and she would go so far as to want to nurse you, ditching the wet nurses because she doesn't like the idea of ​​you being fed by anyone other than your mother.
She is bothered by the noise of other children, but not yours. You can cry all you want and your mommy will be there to care and love you. She will wipe away your tears and cover you with kisses, her heart sinking to see her beloved child crying.
Alicent and Viserys have had other children over the years, but none are as beloved by Alicent as you are. She neglects all her other children for you, she loves them of course, but not as much as she loves you. Alicent's precious, beloved child. She loves you deeply and just wants to see you happy and smiling, of course, with her by your side. You can never forget your mother, right?
She loves you too much, that's all. Alicent wants the best for you and she feels that only she can provide the best for you. She knows what's best for you.
Depending on her ambition, I can see her wanting to put you on the Iron Throne, regardless of your gender, she might still want to have her precious child Queen or King. All this with your yandere mother by your side.
~ Lady L
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theinnerunderrain · 2 years
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[Yan! Mermaid.Childe or Kazuha x Princess!Reader]
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Guys I just thought of another brainrot kinda.
Imagine a spin-off based off the original little mermaid fairy but with the yandere twist.
The little mermaid could, however, be someone else, such as Kazuha or even Childe, as opposed to the reader. The reader can be portrayed as the prince or princess that they fall in love with.
The prince stumbles into the ocean during his birthday celebration, and the little mermaid, as we all know, rescues him from drowning. The little mermaid becomes excessively enamored with you after recovering and hauling your body to land, but much to his chagrin, you don't seem to recall him at all.
But he's just so in love with you.
Even to the point of pleading with the sea witch to convert him into a human so that he can have limbs instead of a monstrous tail, he was frantic enough to consider making a contract with her. He managed to come to an agreement with the witch, a risky one at that, one that warns him that he must be able to make you fall in love within or else he will dissolve into nothing but seafoam. The original story indicated that the little mermaid's body felt as though it were being slashed by a sword during her agonising metamorphosis, much like pins being shoved into her new flesh. The little mermaid passed out from the anguish and fell unconscious.
One morning, you stumble upon him practically completely naked against the coast, and you find yourself completely enthralled by his beauty. The two of you still get along well despite the little mermaid's inability to communicate. One of his favourite activities is dancing (or sword-dancing), and he enjoys doing it for you despite the excruciating pain he endures with each movement. He was able to hide his pain so well that you never once caught sight of the way his lips would curve into a thin line with each step he took.
The little mermaid follows you everywhere, even on outings and sometimes even sleeps in the same bed as you. But somehow, you never fell in love with him, instead considering him as a companion. The little mermaid sticks with you wherever you go, even on excursions, and occasionally even takes refuge in your bed. But for some reason, you never developed feelings for him; instead, you saw him more as a friend despite his obvious charms.
By the end, the little mermaid becomes insanely jealous of the fact that the reader is marrying off to some royalty of a neighbouring kingdom due to your parents pressure. In order to prevent that, the little mermaid tries all sorts of tricks and manipulation to lure you away despite not having a voice.
By the end, the little mermaid becomes insanely envious of the fact that the reader is marrying off to some royalty of a neighbouring kingdom due to your parents pressure. In order to prevent that, the little mermaid tries all sorts of methods and manipulation to lure you away despite not having a voice, although his attempts were futile.
However the marriage ceremony still continues, and it takes place on a ship. At this point, the little mermaid feels terrible and couldn't help but cursed you for ignoring his affections despite all the sacrifices he made for you. The sea witch gave him a dagger, meant to use against you, but he only hid it away from plain sight. A terrible storm struck which prompts lightning to crash onto the boat and pretty much destroyed most of it. You somehow during the chaos, accidentally fell over the deck and into the sea. The little mermaid took this a chance to eliminate your fiance, and try to drag you to the bottom of the sea to make another deal with the sea witch.
He somehow manages to pull it off and by the time you wake up, you're pretty much a mermaid just him. Instead of having a pair of legs, you had a large tail and was having a meltdown on how you're literally breathing under water. How did he not become foam at the end? Simple, it's because he sacrifices your legs to the sea witch instead of his life. It's an even trade, you're both alive but with just a few alterations.
"Don't look at me like that! Aren't you glad that we may now be together? It's far better than being a human since we can stay together for a very long time!....Don't cry, please."
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dangermousie · 10 months
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This scene turned me into a gibbering lunatic
Here she is being beaten, for speaking nothing but the truth, and all he can do is watch her being punished for standing up for him, because even though he’s the most powerful man in a 100miles radius, he is powerless in terms of court structures and, as daddy delighted in pointing out, he can take her away but then her family pays and so all he can do is just stand there, fists clenched, as she utterly refuses to be cowed.
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His rage is literally changing the weather. One begins to wonder if the emperor is a congenital idiot to do his utmost to piss off a man who is only prevented from murdering them all by morals and willpower but otherwise can do it in about three seconds flat.
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The fact that in the middle of being severely beaten, she has the presence of mind to be concerned for him and the bit with the petal. Like!!! It’s a little like when he was badly wounded and the doc was all “you can’t use magic because if you do you might run mad,” but then she was hurt and he was all “no I don’t care” and used every last bit he could. The way they put the other person first when push comes to shove, even in extremity!
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I find it so telling that I think this is where he decides to leave the priesthood and undergo that test of hell or w/e which you must go through to defrock and which is not only horrific but is something nobody has survived for hundreds of years - he’s long realized he was in love with her but that just resulted in him pushing her away. He was desperately trying to stick to the path and even recently was all “why would anyone defrock and go through this mad test, if you cultivate that is what you should be doing.” And I love that what changed for him wasn’t realizing he loved her (he realized that ages ago) or realizing she loves him (I don’t think he necessarily dares to believe she does, and I honestly don’t think she’s aware of her feelings), but an almost justice-seeking “absolute devotion deserves a return of absolute devotion, sacrifice deserves sacrifice” worldview, and it is so in keeping with Shi Ying, idealist par excellence, that what evokes this mad decision in him is not a burst of passion but demonstration of deliberate dedication on the part of Zhu Yan. And I love that it’s not portrayed as a big moment of realization - it’s almost inevitable and gradual and without fanfare and not even something he tells her, because he is not doing it to get anything from her, he is doing it for himself, if it makes sense.
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bellaroles · 3 months
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I think I made the list before but I can't find it. So I made a new one since I just finished reading Beidou/the Plough
Meng Xi Shi's books signature
The Slow Burn romance is really slow but I love every single little bits of relationship development in every ship so far. Also the payoff is so good! I also love the banter in every one of her books. Very satisfying to read!
Tsundere shou! ( Not always but I think Shen Qiao, Tang Fan, Cui Buqu are these types and also Ling Shu to a certain degree) Though they're under the same category, they're portrayed as very different in personalities and I can't get enough of them. Their respective gong are also very unique and cunning in their own way when it comes to making the shou admit their feelings!
Cross dressings! Hilarity ensues!
Solving mysteries! be it crime investigation, treasure hunting, political machinations, unmasking evil cult or even ruining evil cultivators plan to rule the world etc.
Strong women side characters. Also if they're among the very beautiful then they usually are either evil and end up dead or they find a way out of their predicament on their own.
Spoiler alert: the betrayal! We need at least one scene of either true betrayal (looking at you, Yan Wushi!) or it was just an act (Peerless, the Plough) or qi deviation (Shen Shang)
The last few chapters at least one or both of the main characters fight to the brink of death and yeah their love for each other is reaffirmed because of this but...that's not the true ending though! Go read that in the extras!
I've read 5 series of hers so far and I like them all very much.
Thousand Autumns
14th year of Chenghua
Peerless
Estranged
The Plough
Have Bu Tian Gang on my shelf already. Might start on that next, or All under heaven.
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mysticmellowlove · 3 months
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I just thought about this I don’t know how I didn’t before. Yan making us feel insecure, of course not on purpose but just by existing. Like, he’s just good at everything, it makes us feel like shit honestly. We like swimming and he’s able to do triple flips on diving boards. We want to try something new and he’s like mastered it. Drawing and painting? Oh he is fucking Picasso. Singing? I thought Frank Sinatra died asshole. Baking? He’s never even touched a cake pan and can make a wedding cake when we’ve lived for baking and had to get it through trial and error. Maybe he grew up with more opportunities and money than us so when we finally get money to start doing things we love we just feel outcasted because he just seems in a different world than us.
also sent by this anon!
Oh also this is the anon that sent in the feeling insecure by yan. I also wanted to add, he thinks he is impressing us like: “She will like me more if I’m more impressive” but it actually makes us feel useless compared to him and basically pushes us away because we think he could do better. Better with another who had the privilege to grow up with money to have years of experience. That’s all ❤️
warnings; self loathing, soft hours, yan male (but not really he just soft for you), gn reader
Sitting against his chest felt off today. Not because you were unhappy with him but because you just felt so out of place. His apartment was lovely, clean and manicured with all these wonderful sculptures. You know he had done them himself, he had told you as much when he saw your old sketchbook one day.
It was getting exhausting, to feel like you had to always compete with your own boyfriend. You loved him, you really did but you couldn't help it. You just wanted to be something in his eyes. A good painter, a good cook or baker, a writer, a gardener... smart... and yet he seemed to outplay you at every corner.
You knew he didn't mean it, he just wanted to show off and portray himself as someone who could look after you. Have fun with you, relate to you... but it didn't feel like that. Were you even really good at your hobbies to begin with?
His fingers threaded through your hair as he stroked over your scalp calmingly, his eyes fixed on the sports show on the TV. It had been another day of trying to show that you could stand on your own. Another day of him completely overshadowing you. The smell of baked bread, currently in the oven, didn't make anything better. You had found a recipe online and wanted to try it out but he had to get involved. He had basically taken over the whole process, essentially telling you to sit pretty.
You cleared your throat, you had to say something. Part of a relationship was all about communication, and you truly enjoyed spending time with him. It's just that things have gotten too much lately.
"Hey... can we talk?" There was a better way to say it but that's what came out, another fault of yours. He stilled his motion, his hand freezing in your hair as he helped you sit up off him. As soon as you got comfortable sitting next to him you looked over. As expected his face was stricken, eyes wide with alertness and his body taut.
"Of course, what's wrong baby?" You could hear the wobble in his voice as he looked at you. His attention and devotion weren't anything you could question, that was how much he loved you after all.
"Oh, it's not anything bad I just..." Your voice quieted as you looked at him, the sensation of admitting your feelings was overwhelming, to say the least. Still, he was patient, sitting and waiting.
"I just, feel as if you're trying to make me feel as if I can't do anything." Once again, not the best way to word things but to talk about your feelings you had to actually say them out loud. His eyes widened but before he could say anything you interrupted.
"Like, I just feel like every time I do something you're better than I am... and I just...why?" You felt yourself getting choked up the more you thought about it.
"Why not be with someone who's as great as you are?" It was like the world had stopped spinning. He looked at you stricken with regret and sadness. Gently he picked up your hands and held them in his grasp tightly.
"Baby, I would never... I'm so sorry." He knelt forward, his head going to rest on your chest.
"That's not what I intended, I was just trying to... I was trying to look good in front of you. I just wanted you to think I was worth your time." He said as he looked into your eyes, the eyes you knew to be happy and shining were now downtrodden.
"I just feel like you need to be with a man that can truly take care of you, someone that's the best for you... I'm sorry that I made you feel this way though." He admitted, his head shaking as he cuddled into you.
"You know I'd do anything to make you feel better, I promise..." He looked up suddenly determined.
"I promise that I'll think before I act." He said, his head nodding adamantly. You couldn't help the small smile that crossed your face, always so eager to please. You knew he wasn't doing it on purpose and now that you had communicated it to him... things would start to look up.
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merakiui · 3 months
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i wanna say i really like how you write yanderes. it really feels like despite their yan tendencies they have genuine love and appreciation for the mc. i feel sometimes other yan fics don't really capture this very well and it ends up feeling surface level but with your yanderes it's like i can feel it through the screen.
that said i really liked tmdg! as with all your fics it was a rollercoaster and it really exceeded my expectations 😭 i actually found myself getting flustered when jade described mc as the moon and i did enjoy the celestial metaphors. it was entertaining watching mc be delusional about floyd but i felt so bad for jade :( but at least he gets his happy ending.
also you have to drop a reading list one day because while i consider myself pretty well read i had to open the dictionary so many times 😭
Aaaaa thank you so much!!! ( ≧ᗜ≦) I'm really pleased you can enjoy the way I portray yandere characters and that the feelings can be felt through the screen!!! I like writing about the various depths of love and yandere has lots of potential to explore the more frightening and dark aspects of obsessive love.
I'm so glad you enjoyed tmdg and its metaphors and silly moments like MC being delusional and obsessive over Floyd!!!! I had so much fun writing very romantic metaphors. Jade is such a charming eel. <3 and I have succeeded in my goal of making you flustered while reading hehe!!! >:D I wanted to write a fic in which you could giggle or squeal in excitement because of what was happening, so it's a grand success!!! Uuuwaa I'm happy!!!!! ( •͈૦•͈ ) admittedly, I also felt a little bad for Jade. ;;; thankfully he can have a good ending with his darling.
I will definitely show a reading list someday!! (˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) ✧ I like to keep a list of words/phrases that I hope to add into my writings at some point. A lot of the words are from books I have read or things I have heard in other media (like TV) or even in conversation. I'm always very happy when there's an opportunity to include a word or phrase into my writing. >w< that aside, I hope tmdg could introduce a lot of interesting words to you!!!
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the-unknown-void · 4 months
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Silly thing I drew of furrified Yandere!Elliott and normal Elliott
Based on this video:
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Bonus shitty doodle and rambling-
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Btw I'm not playing the mod and nor do I want to but it has invaded my brain cuz it is interesting and fun to think about.. although I hate him, Yan!Elliott is NOT my husband and I would banish him to the nearest psychiatric hospital. Legit while watching a video of his special heart events, there was a point where I was just thinking "KILL HIM."
Although I do like how it is played out, it's clearly portrayed as wrong and that the man needs serious help, I kinda wish there was some special dialogue from Harvey about it. (I did look through the dialogue files n whatnot)
But him and normal Elliott are NOT the same. They're different people to me, Elliott may be a tiny bit more possessive than the other bachelors and I definitely had an "off" feeling when I got his 10 heart event like a lot of people describe.. until I remembered people can have conversations about these things like boundaries, and like- he would definitely listen if you said something he was doing made you uncomfortable, he would completely respect you and your boundaries :3 Cuz he's not a freak! Unlike Yan!Elliott.
Sorry I started rambling lmao, I love my husband in not-yandere form hehehehe
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youatemylollipop · 1 year
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A/N: Unfortunately, I didn't receive a response from the requester. So I went ahead and prepared a one-shot based on my interpretation of their requirements. Hope this is okay!😊
Request: “I loved your Izana headcanons! Can I possibly ask for something with Yan! Izana snatching Mikey’s s/o away from him?”
Updated Version: Ensnared by the Orchid’s Gaze
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Synopsis: Mikey knew that he hadn’t been the best boyfriend to you these past few months, but he believed that you loved him and would be patient enough to wait. However, he soon realized that he was wrong and that everyone will eventually reach their breaking point.
Fandom: Tokyo Revengers
Characters: Kurokawa Izana X Reader X Sano Manjirō
⚠️ WARNING: Heavy angst (Mikey’s pov), yandere Izana, obsession, jealousy, romanticized yandere behavior, self hatred, unhealthy coping mechanisms & possessiveness.
Word Count: 982
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As Mikey gazed into the distance, memories flooded back of the past he shared with you. He recalled the smiles you used to exchange, the adoring gazes you would send each other from across the room, and the exclamations of love you would pronounce for one another.
How long has it been since he last got to feel your body against his? The last time he got to hold you in his protective embrace? The blond just couldn’t understand: Did all these gestures of love mean nothing to you? Did all the shared nights together, where you whispered your darkest, most intimate secrets to one another, have no significance to you?
A part of him couldn’t help but feel betrayed. Many of Mikey’s loved ones had left him behind, but he had never expected that you would do the same. You, who were his other half, who were supposed to stay with him till the end of time. Through thick and thin. And the worst part: that you did it on your own accord.
The loving gazes that had once been meant for him, were now shared between you and your lover. Mikey still remembers the day you had told him how you couldn’t go on like this anymore. That your whole relationship was beginning to feel one sided, that you didn’t feel appreciated. Like Mikey didn’t want you.
"I'm sorry, Manjirō, but it's time to face the truth. We've grown apart. It's nobody's fault, but we can't keep pretending everything's okay."
He honestly had never meant to make you feel that way. How could he? You were his light, the only one who kept him afloat. Without you he was nothing. An empty shell of his former self. Perhaps with the same appearance, but his inner world had grown cold and nonexistent.
You, on the other hand, were glowing. A stark contrast to the sad expression you would constantly carry during the last months of your relationship. Back then, the only emotions you ever portrayed were sadness and worry, sometimes even exhaustion. But now you were radiating with life.
Mikey should be happy. Should feel content. After all, he loved you. And if you love someone, shouldn’t their happiness be what matters the most?
He should thank Izana. Should thank his adoptive brother for being able to give you what he couldn’t. You deserved that much. After everything that you’ve gone through because of him. Yet, all he felt whenever he saw the two of you was sadness and regret.
Each time Izana would put his arms around your shoulder in that adoring, yet possessive hold, a surge of anger would run through Mikey’s veins. That should have been him. It should have been him who was standing there, right beside you, letting everyone know that you were his and he was yours. Instead, he was forced to watch on the sidelines, as his adoptive brother got to do that in his stead.
“Face it dear brother, [Name] chose me and you have no other choice but to accept it.”
It wasn't just that you were no longer together. Izana's possessiveness had escalated to the point where he wouldn't even allow the two of you to communicate without his presence. But what hurt Mikey the most was seeing the expression of contentment on your face whenever the orchid-eyed male acted out on his possessive feelings.
The blond could still remember the confusion he felt when you announced your relationship. He remembered how easily you had let the older male worm himself into your heart, completely pushing Mikey out of the picture and showcasing how strong Izana's grasp on you was.
He also recalled the unease you expressed when you first met the Filipino. At the time, Tenjiku had already taken down the majority of the Tokyo Manji Gang members, and you couldn't help but worry if you were next on his list, since the male had decided to approach you so suddenly. Yet, Izana had done nothing of the sort.
Although the platinum blond had most likely planned something harmful, Mikey figured he had changed his mind the second he saw you in person. He couldn't blame the older male, though, as he himself had a hard time imagining anyone being able to lay a finger on you. You were just that lovely.
Even now, Mikey wasn’t able to believe that the male had a hidden agenda. That was out of the question. No matter how much Izana seemed to hate him, he could see how genuine his feelings for you were.
Sure, they were obviously unhealthy, maybe even dangerous to a certain degree. Mikey had seen to what lengths Izana was willing to go in order to keep you by his side. How dangerous and violent he could become, did someone ever pose a threat to your love. However, Mikey couldn’t ignore the way your eyes would light up whenever his adoptive brother would shower you with affection. Albeit suffocating, you still seemed to bask in it.
At times, Mikey could sense a hint of unease emanating from you, and it was no wonder why—he knew you like the back of his hand. Despite this, there was little he could do to assist you. Your expression revealed that you were willing to overlook it, and even your posture betrayed a hint of excitement whenever the Tenjiku commander displayed such tendencies.
So all he could do was watch. Watch how the love of his life had been whisked away, living a content and fulfilled life with somebody that wasn’t him. And as painful as it was, he had grown to accept it. To accept the fact that his life had come to a still, as yours continued to evolve. But that was okay. Because he may stay in winter, but his two most important people have found their new spring.
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