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slasherstation · 2 days
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One thing I’ll say about the hate for Kabru and Toshiro is how I feel hurt by it not as a poc but as someone who has the same traits as them. I hate that people are able to understand that Laios can’t read the room but have a hard time understanding why Toshiro didn’t communicate/validate only Laios feelings and not Toshiro’s. Ofc he should have and that’s a flaw of his character. But I just feel so awful seeing people not understanding that if Toshiro was able to communicate he would have. I’m the same way. I’m a pushover, I let people cross my boundaries and I struggle with communicating my feelings.
Like imagine relating to Toshiro AND Laios. I’ve had someone who didn’t like me and said something behind my back treat me as if we were friends. And I’ve struggled to be open about my feelings when people bothered me causing me to snap and seem mean/rude.
The Toshiro hate is definitely valid and completely understandable especially as an autistic person who’s dealt with what Laios is going through. But the way people speak about Toshiro just makes me feel also awful and uncomfortable
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purselacfalle · 23 hours
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jamieenthusiast · 1 day
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could he really
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I don’t need male validation. I grew out of wanting it a long long time ago
But there is something about the way that never being picked, never being wanted, never being pursued makes me feel so empty
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I want to cut my body head to toe until it's unrecognisable
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tnykitti · 3 days
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Nienawidze mojego ojca tak bardzo go kurwa nienawidze wez sie w koncu zapierdol albo zacpaj na smierc mam cie dosc czemu mama wybrala ciebie? nie zasluzyles na nia jebany alkocholiku
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taralen · 2 days
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[what do you mean]? [i wonder!]
LOSING MY @#()$. PSYCHOSIS VENT.
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I’m trying not to become a misanthrope like so many other otherkin and therians. I’m trying to remind myself of the good that humans have done. But sometimes that’s impossible to see, and all I see is the negative. The horrible things that humans have done. The things I want to run far far away from. Sometimes it feels like that’s all humanity is. How do you deal with it?
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thehealingsystem · 2 days
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currently crying as I'm writing this but uh I reeeaallyy wonder when people are gonna decide to leave us lesbians with unconventional gender identities alone. please leave the teenage bigender lesbian alone. they're a young girl in high school who likes other girls whom their mother will never accept and has to hide their relationships, and forever hide their heartache after they fail. please leave the transmasc lesbian alone. people will whisper behind his back about how much of a tranny he is while expressing disgust when he holds hands with a girl. please leave the nonbinary lesbian or just transfem lesbian alone whom is too masc or man-leaning for your taste, whether that be because they're amab or a nonbinary guy, they're trying super hard just to live and can barely pass and is forced to hide or else people will accuse them of invading spaces or being a predator. I know you won't ever see us as deserving of the lesbian label- no matter how much we present like a cis girl or how much we've been discriminated against for our attraction, from my experience- but we're just trying to make it by too. I'm tired of just trying to convince people I'm allowed to exist. not be in spaces, be in communities, exist. please leave me alone. please leave trans lesbians alone.
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family-oddity · 2 days
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Between my fury and grief, love still remains.
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cupcakeshakesnake · 3 days
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Oh to drag your beloved children to the slaughterhouse every week
(The professor looks at our hard work and verbally rips it to shreds)
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trans-androgyne · 3 days
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No trans women aren’t gender oppressors. No they don’t have male privilege. Yes transmisogyny is real. Yes no one is immune from perpetuating it. Can we get to the stuff I was actually saying now
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crime-wives · 1 day
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do you ever feel like, oh god, my life is slipping away and i’m just sitting here. watching. there’s the constant, incessant itch to grab the reins and pull. but whatever you do, your hands keep sliding off, and the days keep slipping by and there’s no way to stop? and i just think, oh god, it’s almost may and i feel stuck. i am the same person i was in january, and february, and march. how does the world keep turning and i’m still here?
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often-ball-adult1 · 2 days
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mrghostrat · 2 days
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i’m not sure if someone already asked you this, but now that you posted flawless, you’ll finish atws? or you’ll start posting the editor au? so sorry if you answered this question before
yea i wanna focus on atws next because its been sitting there for too long. editor au is still in progress, much longer to go than flawless, and i might not even write it privately until i have the next chapter of atws done
but fuuuuck man, just to vent for a minute
i’m trying so hard and nothing is killing my motivation more than this fic. i can only ever write like 50 words at a time, and it’s pulling teeth for every letter. flow doesn’t exist. even after editing down this scene, or trying to skip past it and write the funner bits that come later. i think my inspiration is just dead for this world and it’s gonna take a playlist or multiple rereads or some other kind of external trigger to get me in the mood for it again.
i’m upset that i’m struggling with this world, but it’s also frustrating that of course it’s the one that’s everyone else’s favourite 🫠
i don’t think it’s demand avoidance because i’ve had so many days where i think about it and get myself amped up like yEAHH gonna write streamers today!! and then i open my doc, fully medicated and all, and everything dies on my fingers.
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cell-them · 3 days
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