#$h

[forbiddenbean02]

Tw: sh mention

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That feeling of invalidation you get when you don’t even have the motivation to cvt >>>>

like “wow you’re such a faker, too depressed to cvt? Pshhh, stop pretending you’re even a cvtter then”

#$h #$h tumblr #baby cvts #cvtaddict #i want to cvt #s4lf h4rm #self h@rm #tw self h4rm #twsh #sh cvt #i wanna cvt #cvtt!ng #tw s3lf harm #tw sh in tags

[cvttersparadise]

never thought id get to this point in my sh

#$h tumblr #$hblr #$h h4rm #$h tw #$h #$h relapse #s3lf harn #s3lf mutilation #$h vent #$elf h4rm #s3lfharmm #tw self destruction #tw sh related

[lilacmango]

depressed “cutting is the only thing that makes me feel right now” < manic “the blood is so pretty, the sting of the razor is amazing, i wanna finger paint with the crimson then lick it off my fingers”

#s3lf harn #shblr #self h@rm #self mutalition #sh tumblr #self harmmm #self mutilator #s3lfh4rm #s3lfharmm #tw s3lf harm #$h #$elf h4rm

[memories-of-patroclus]

I wanna know bc i 100% know which ones i am, but idk which vibe💀🤟

Edit: my friend correctly labeled me as L2#🤭

#s3lf mutilation #self h@rm #sh pics #$h tumblr #$hblr #$h #$elf h4rm #$elf harm #$h relapse

[z0mb1-st4v3s]

starting this tmrw :3

#anorex14 #34t1ng dis0rder #34t1ng d1s0rd3r #b0dych3ck #ана #$elf h4rm #$hblr #$h #⭐️ve

[idiebeforethirty]

I wish I have someone to talk about $h... Not the type of person what wants to help me or stop me...

Just someone who will chat about it with me...

#cw sh #slef harn #$h tumblr #$elf h4rm #$h #$hblr #$elf harm #self h@rm #tw self h4rm

[just-rysiu12]

!!!TW!!! $H GORE BL00D

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#tw self destruction #tw self h4rm #$h #$h tumblr #samookaleczanie #$u!c!d3 #self h@rm #tw sh related

[cvttersparadise]

forgot how much i hate taking these apart

i nickef myself a few times:(

#$h #$h h4rm #$h relapse #$h tumblr #$h tw #$h vent #$hblr #s3lf harn #s3lf mutilation

[secretdissociation]

My arms are giving fat. Anyway, aren't the bandages lovely? A sign of how much I care. I'll always be there for myself. Even if I'm my own worst enemy I will always nurture what I have hurt.

Oh, it's so poetic.

Also, this qeutiapine (seroquel) is not working at all. Lmao, what a joke.

#k1ll me #depressing shit #cry for help #su1c1d3 #d3pression #killme #su1c1dal #$h #$h tumblr #cvtaddict #medication

[lilacmango]

If cutting bad, why blood so pretty?

#sh tumblr #sewercide #self mutalition #self h@te #self harmmm #self h@rm #shblr #$h #self mutilator

[d0m1n1k774]

I think I get it now, I fear being happy.

I find solace and comfort in my sadness, and when I’m happy, there’s this overwhelming thought at the back of my mind, “you’re just going to get bad again.” And it’s true, I always fall back into bad thoughts and habits.

Every year it’s the same, everything seems to be going alright but then it just gets worse.

I want to try, and I do try. But what’s the point if I already know all my efforts will be wasted away, what’s the point if I know I’m going to get worse?

#d3pression #thoughts #d3pressed #su1c1dal #tw implied sh #$hblr #$elf harm #$h #$elf h4rm #$h tumblr #tw depressing thoughts #iwtd #will I ever get better?

[b0n1cula]

I feel like I deserve everything I feel.

stop eating

put on more makeup

suffer

keep cutting yourself

I'm fucking pathetic

I wish I was fucking dead

#$h #s3lf harn #i want to cvt #cvtaddict #tw s3lf harm #cvtt!ng #$hblr #self mutalition

[idiebeforethirty]

I’m in phase where I $h even in public places

#sh vent #$h tumblr #$elf h4rm #$elf harm #$h

[bonecvtter]

After 10 failed @ttempts in two years, you can say I'm either shitty at kill!ng myself or just too good at surviving deadly activities

#hitting beans #beansblr #$h #$hblr #$h tumblr #actually bpd #tw ed but not sheeran #boy ana #trans ana #ana male #sewerslvt #sewer slide #sewercide #depressing shit

[cvttersparadise]

pre shower makeup? nah man, pre shower cvts.

#$hblr #$h tumblr #s3lf harn #$h h4rm #$h tw #s3lf mutilation #$h #$h relapse #$h vent #$elf h4rm

[forbiddenbean02]

I have a question to the other people who sh.

Do any of you just feel like you can’t get angry? I don’t mean as in you actively shove it back so no one sees it, I mean do you genuinely just not experience feeling angry?

I get feelings of annoyance, but I swear I can’t get actually angry no matter who decides to bother me. I wish I could feel it and just lash out on whoever’s bothering me, but I never end up doing it because it’s like in the moment I just have a “do you know what, I don’t fucking care” mentality.

I only ask because I don’t know why I get it, and I just wondered if anyone else has the same thing.

(Tw: sh rant below)

Also can people just leave me alone and realise that this is a coping mechanism? I don’t get why it’s an issue if I’m not attempting to hit the self destruct button and I keep it cleaned myself. I’m not hurting anyone, just leave me alone to handle my own business 😭

#self h@rm #baby cvts #i want to cvt #sh cvt #s4lf h4rm #cvtaddict #$h #$h tumblr #i wanna cvt #tw self h4rm #twsh