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Goodbye for now.
A Bit of a Lengthy Update
Don’t worry I won’t be too wordy but I just want to pop in, show that I’m still alive. I know I’ve been pretty absent, just focused on other things and writing has been put on a back burner. Not indefinitely but until further notice. I do still write when I have time but right now, I got so much on my plate, work is crazy busy and that’s where all of my energy is spent. Then I come home to decompress by playing PC Video games. Currently obsessed with Raft but that’s beside the point.
I will keep this blog and my other blog, @supernaturallyobsessedchic​ live so you guys can still read my content no matter how…bad or good they are.
My WIP folder is just filling up and my classic ADHD thing is starting things like projects but not finishing them. Classic ADHD. I hate it. My stubborn ass is still wanting to write Down the Rabbit Hole but it may get a overhaul of a new kind of pairing instead of Dean x Reader it may be teen/child reader…I don’t know. I’ve been leaning away from an adult reader lately. So, to not overwhelm myself, I need to pause and figure that ish out.
I started this just for fun, never had any…intentions of getting followers. I was just like…well if it happens, it happens. You know. Been writing for almost four years now…fuck. Didn’t think it was that long I still tell people that it’s been two years. XD
This is goodbye for now, until I pop in again with another update or if I’m posting a series or a one shot. “Mine” was pretty spontaneous of me and that’s the perk of ADHD. Impulsivity/Spontaneous. Keep people on their toes. XD lol.
I also do these because…I don’t remember my last update that I did. I don’t remember what was said, done or if I came up with a way to come back. But this one I know for sure I’m…not gone-gone. Like, quitting, gone. It’s just a bit of a break. From writing. Because to be honest, I’m not writing a lot. Some days I don’t write at all and others I do. But I have and have been having more days that I don’t write at all.
Now, I’m sure…I’ll be posting again just not soon. But some day I will. And you will love what will come. At least one WIP I want to write will be so…ah! I can’t. I don’t want to spoil anything. Or ruin my motivation. I don’t want to feel pressure. I pressure myself…not you guys, you guys have been awesome. I’m just a horrible bully to myself. How does one uninstall ADHD and Autism, because…that is one particular biproduct or trait that I did not ask for.
Anyway, I promised I wouldn’t be to wordy. So, goodbye for now. Be safe out there, the world seems to have gone to shit lately, stay safe, healthy and take care of yourselves and each other, Family don’t end in Blood. Remember that to my SPN Family out there. I’ll see you next time.
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More than a Writing Hiatus
I think I’m taking a break guys. I’m writing but I’m not ready to share them.
On top of that, my ADHD meds are shorted and I’m without my meds and I’m really feeling it. So, I think just for my sake, I’m taking this break. 
I appreciate all the love you guys gave my posts, I’m forever grateful. Thank you guys, stay awesome. Take care of yourselves, always keep fighting, I’m hoping to be back at it one day.
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[Such a dramatic exit, I wanted the final scene that was everyone on Supernatural, cast and crew waving at a camera on a drone flying out for dramatic effect]
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I’m taking a break guys, this post goes into why. I’m a bit burned out from writing and trying to write, forcing myself to write. I need to take a break, let the ideas come natural instead of forcing it. So, until next time. Stay awesome, always keep fighting, be kind. Much love guys. 😊
More than a Writing Hiatus
I think I’m taking a break guys. I’m writing but I’m not ready to share them.
On top of that, my ADHD meds are shorted and I’m without my meds and I’m really feeling it. So, I think just for my sake, I’m taking this break. 
I appreciate all the love you guys gave my posts, I’m forever grateful. Thank you guys, stay awesome. Take care of yourselves, always keep fighting, I’m hoping to be back at it one day.
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[Such a dramatic exit, I wanted the final scene that was everyone on Supernatural, cast and crew waving at a camera on a drone flying out for dramatic effect]
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I regret to post this. I never post anything like this ever. I always go through my projects until the end but this one has proven difficult.
I have lost the inspiration to write this fic. I have lost it and won’t admit it to myself. A part of me still wants to write it. Maybe I’ve burned myself out trying to write this one specific series, I mean I have 6 very different drafts.
So, my deepest apologies if you were looking forward to this rewrite. But I am only human. I can’t force myself to write something I’ve lost interest on.
I have written a new series on my other blog, @supernaturalneurodivergentwolf​, I recommend City Grown Willow. There are triggering topics that are deep, dark and heavy but I recommend it. It is loosely inspired by the novel Mackenzies Mountain by Linda Howard.
Sorry for the bad news, I hope you understand.
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I might have let you down. And I’m sorry. But I’m only human.
Down the Rabbit Hole - Masterlist
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THIS SERIES HAS BEEN PURGED FROM TUMBLR!
This series is going through a massive remaster/rewrite. The links do not work because I deleted the original series.
The smut was rushed, there was noncon smut in the fiction and that made me uncomfy. Why did I write it? The story took on that life, sometimes while writing I don’t think about the story, the story takes on a life of it’s own. 
The reader was oc!reader during the time when I couldn’t write a reader insert, well, now I can. And it’s all I write now. And there were crossovers with Inuyasha and Ghost Hunt, some anime that have paranormal/supernatural elements in their stories that worked well with the story. Now, that is still staying in the story.
The oc!reader changed to a child due to a spell, because of an idea and inspiration after reading tons of child!reader pairings with Dean. And they were so freaking adorable. That…is not staying in. It made no sense at the time, I wrote it out of inspiration.
The well changed its destination multiple times, having M. Night Shyamalan twists and turns. Even I got confused. So to avoid that, and all the stuff I have mentioned that made me uncomfy and not-so-proud of the original, I am totally rewriting and remastering the story.
Check out the Teaser to the new series on my other blog.
I will post when the finished product will be posted. I’m so excited for this rewrite. Please be patient. And apologies if you really liked the original. But I think you’ll like the new one even better.
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I was tagged by @unnuevosoltransformalarealidad
Rules: Write the latest line from your wip and tag as many people as there are words in the line. Make a new post, don't reblog.
I've just written this:
“What did you expect me to do?!” She yelled.
Tag List:
@luci-in-trenchcoats, @supernatural-jackles, @mlovesstories, @jayankles, @winchesters-favorite-girl, @negans-lucille-tblr, @crazy-tortoise-lady, @evansrogerskitten, @welldonebeca
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“Whatdafuq are you on about?”
Caption This!
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Caption this! Without context, how would you caption this painting? Reblog to reply.
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I. FUCKING LOVE SOLDIER BOY! 😂🤣
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Typical little brother. 😂
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Sibling behaviour ♡
7.13 • Slice Girls
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New fiction on the main blog! And it’s Smutty.
Also help, the gif I wanna find the video for it. 😂
New Dean x Reader fic today!
A smutty, Friends to Lovers trope, Dean x Reader fiction is coming out tonight, 6/7pm cst or 7/8 cst. The smut is hot, heavy and very explicit, so kiddies, go watch spongebob or scooby-doo or something. Must be 18 and over. Your innocence must not be tainted. 😅 
Be prepared. It’s not your typical friend to lovers I think.
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Also where the fuck is this from?! And why is it I find this stuff out in the gif thingy on this site! 🤣🤣🤣
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New fiction out now! And experimenting with a different fandom, YouTube Markiplier. The Canvas Tells a Story, give it a read. I also maybe hinting at some possible future ideas on fan fictions because I just love Jensen Ackles. 😅🥰
Tell Me a Story Bingo - 2022
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* Fics containing Smut, readers must be 18 years or older regardless.
Free Space - Escape Reality
69 - Everyone’s Favorite Number *
Domestic!AU - Netflix and Chill 
Masturbation - Rest and Recovery *
Blowjob - Stress Relief for Him * 
Case!Fic - Sacrifice 
Heartbreak - Not as it Seems
Hurt/Comfort - Faith
Impala- A Sky Full of Stars 
Dean Winchester - A King and His Queen *
Neighbors!AU - The Girl Next Door 
Quote E - Baby Girl
Quote D - Wake Up
Accidental Cuddling - Curses and Cuddles
Quote G - Loony Sick Day
Quote C - I Missed You Sweetheart *
Quote J - Quality Alone Time * 
Bedsharing - Teddy Bear
Tattoo!AU - The Canvas Tells a Story (Markiplier x Reader)
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My sincere apologies but I was no longer comfortable with the original series. But I do have high hopes that you’ll love the rewrite/remastered version of the series. It’ll make more sense, it’ll flow smoothly, and may have some serious rollercoaster of emotions. 
Down the Rabbit Hole - Masterlist
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THIS SERIES HAS BEEN PURGED FROM TUMBLR!
This series is going through a massive remaster/rewrite. The links do not work because I deleted the original series.
The smut was rushed, there was noncon smut in the fiction and that made me uncomfy. Why did I write it? The story took on that life, sometimes while writing I don’t think about the story, the story takes on a life of it’s own. 
The reader was oc!reader during the time when I couldn’t write a reader insert, well, now I can. And it’s all I write now. And there were crossovers with Inuyasha and Ghost Hunt, some anime that have paranormal/supernatural elements in their stories that worked well with the story. Now, that is still staying in the story.
The oc!reader changed to a child due to a spell, because of an idea and inspiration after reading tons of child!reader pairings with Dean. And they were so freaking adorable. That…is not staying in. It made no sense at the time, I wrote it out of inspiration.
The well changed its destination multiple times, having M. Night Shyamalan twists and turns. Even I got confused. So to avoid that, and all the stuff I have mentioned that made me uncomfy and not-so-proud of the original, I am totally rewriting and remastering the story.
Check out the Teaser to the new series on my other blog.
I will post when the finished product will be posted. I’m so excited for this rewrite. Please be patient. And apologies if you really liked the original. But I think you’ll like the new one even better.
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Making some Changes
This is more geared towards the fictions on this blog. One in particular is Down the Rabbit Hole.
I’m currently working on rewriting it completely. 
The original, I’m not really proud of it the longer it stays up. And it’s been up for a few years now. Hard to believe since, like, 2018 I’ve been writing on here and by 2019 I had posted a finished series. Though, not polished. The story arch takes so many turns and twists that make no sense the farther along you go. And the switch of OC!Reader, an already named reader and I just so happened to use my own name since I wasn’t original in naming at all. And rushed smut, all because I got inspired after reading smut. Same for daughter!reader, child!reader, all those things, I put in the story. And it makes…no sense. At all.
So with that being said, I’m going to delete the series from Tumblr. I know some of you have liked it, but, I don’t want you guys reading anymore of something I’m not exactly proud of. But I do have a bit of a teaser to the rewrite, more like remaster of the series. It’s so much better, I paced it rather slow. I give a lot of background on the reader and her family. And I think this is much better than the original.
But, I only have 2,000 plus words written. Once I post the teaser, I’m gonna get back to writing it, and it may take a little over a year to write.
There will be snipbits of episodic rewrites, but there will still be more backstory, more adventures that are “untold” in the show Supernatural. I’ll still add Ghost Hunt as a part in the series, I just love the story told in the Anime Show, Episode called The Blood Stained Labyrinth. The second creepiest episode on the show. And an episode or two of Inuyasha, The Curse of the Dark Priestess Episode, and maybe…the episode Rival Lovers where Kagome is sick and Inuyasha takes care of her. The smut…is either gonna be implied or in explicit detail, it just depends on how I’m feeling the story is going. And I’ll even have a rewrite of the finale. Because remember, this is about the reader being thrown into the world of Supernatural, living through everything that has been shown in the show only more in depth and very real to her. I’ve had this idea for fan fictions for years, longer than me just writing them. 
Now, this blog is just a reblogging type blog so the rewrite will not be posted on here. It’ll be posted on my second blog supernaturalneurodivergentwolf (I probably spelled that wrong…) but I’ll have the correct link up there. I gotchyou.
So, if you see that the link doesn’t work to any part of Down the Rabbit Hole that you liked and is sitting in your likes, it’s because I deleted it and I am rewriting it, remastering it.
And be on the look out on the other blog that I linked above for the teaser that I’ll post Tomorrow Afternoon CST. 
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So, if you are still on my Dean tags for the series, I will still tag you when I post unless you request to be removed for any reason let me know via ask or a comment on this post, or even a reblog, either way to communicate to me you want to be added or removed, let me know. 
I’m excited for this rewrite, this flows so smoothly. And it may be a slow burn and some people don’t like the pace of slow burns, and my wordy ass is going to be very descriptive of the scenes and among other things going on in the story. But, I do suck at my words, so the time I’ll have to look up the correct word will be a doozy.
I appreciate your guys’ patience as you bare with me as I do my best to deliver you some good or decent content for you to read and escape, I’m really excited for this one I can’t wait to finish this properly compared to the original, I can’t wait for you to read it once it’s finished. See you when I post the teaser, and the rest of the series in the future. I can’t wait, I’m excited. :D
Have a good weekend guys, stay safe! :3
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Making some Changes
This is more geared towards the fictions on this blog. One in particular is Down the Rabbit Hole.
I’m currently working on rewriting it completely. 
The original, I’m not really proud of it the longer it stays up. And it’s been up for a few years now. Hard to believe since, like, 2018 I’ve been writing on here and by 2019 I had posted a finished series. Though, not polished. The story arch takes so many turns and twists that make no sense the farther along you go. And the switch of OC!Reader, an already named reader and I just so happened to use my own name since I wasn’t original in naming at all. And rushed smut, all because I got inspired after reading smut. Same for daughter!reader, child!reader, all those things, I put in the story. And it makes…no sense. At all.
So with that being said, I’m going to delete the series from Tumblr. I know some of you have liked it, but, I don’t want you guys reading anymore of something I’m not exactly proud of. But I do have a bit of a teaser to the rewrite, more like remaster of the series. It’s so much better, I paced it rather slow. I give a lot of background on the reader and her family. And I think this is much better than the original.
But, I only have 2,000 plus words written. Once I post the teaser, I’m gonna get back to writing it, and it may take a little over a year to write.
There will be snipbits of episodic rewrites, but there will still be more backstory, more adventures that are “untold” in the show Supernatural. I’ll still add Ghost Hunt as a part in the series, I just love the story told in the Anime Show, Episode called The Blood Stained Labyrinth. The second creepiest episode on the show. And an episode or two of Inuyasha, The Curse of the Dark Priestess Episode, and maybe…the episode Rival Lovers where Kagome is sick and Inuyasha takes care of her. The smut…is either gonna be implied or in explicit detail, it just depends on how I’m feeling the story is going. And I’ll even have a rewrite of the finale. Because remember, this is about the reader being thrown into the world of Supernatural, living through everything that has been shown in the show only more in depth and very real to her. I’ve had this idea for fan fictions for years, longer than me just writing them. 
Now, this blog is just a reblogging type blog so the rewrite will not be posted on here. It’ll be posted on my second blog supernaturalneurodivergentwolf (I probably spelled that wrong…) but I’ll have the correct link up there. I gotchyou.
So, if you see that the link doesn’t work to any part of Down the Rabbit Hole that you liked and is sitting in your likes, it’s because I deleted it and I am rewriting it, remastering it.
And be on the look out on the other blog that I linked above for the teaser that I’ll post Tomorrow Afternoon CST. 
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So, if you are still on my Dean tags for the series, I will still tag you when I post unless you request to be removed for any reason let me know via ask or a comment on this post, or even a reblog, either way to communicate to me you want to be added or removed, let me know. 
I’m excited for this rewrite, this flows so smoothly. And it may be a slow burn and some people don’t like the pace of slow burns, and my wordy ass is going to be very descriptive of the scenes and among other things going on in the story. But, I do suck at my words, so the time I’ll have to look up the correct word will be a doozy.
I appreciate your guys’ patience as you bare with me as I do my best to deliver you some good or decent content for you to read and escape, I’m really excited for this one I can’t wait to finish this properly compared to the original, I can’t wait for you to read it once it’s finished. See you when I post the teaser, and the rest of the series in the future. I can’t wait, I’m excited. :D
Have a good weekend guys, stay safe! :3
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Making some Changes
This is more geared towards the fictions on this blog. One in particular is Down the Rabbit Hole.
I’m currently working on rewriting it completely. 
The original, I’m not really proud of it the longer it stays up. And it’s been up for a few years now. Hard to believe since, like, 2018 I’ve been writing on here and by 2019 I had posted a finished series. Though, not polished. The story arch takes so many turns and twists that make no sense the farther along you go. And the switch of OC!Reader, an already named reader and I just so happened to use my own name since I wasn’t original in naming at all. And rushed smut, all because I got inspired after reading smut. Same for daughter!reader, child!reader, all those things, I put in the story. And it makes...no sense. At all.
So with that being said, I’m going to delete the series from Tumblr. I know some of you have liked it, but, I don’t want you guys reading anymore of something I’m not exactly proud of. But I do have a bit of a teaser to the rewrite, more like remaster of the series. It’s so much better, I paced it rather slow. I give a lot of background on the reader and her family. And I think this is much better than the original.
But, I only have 2,000 plus words written. Once I post the teaser, I’m gonna get back to writing it, and it may take a little over a year to write.
There will be snipbits of episodic rewrites, but there will still be more backstory, more adventures that are “untold” in the show Supernatural. I’ll still add Ghost Hunt as a part in the series, I just love the story told in the Anime Show, Episode called The Blood Stained Labyrinth. The second creepiest episode on the show. And an episode or two of Inuyasha, The Curse of the Dark Priestess Episode, and maybe...the episode Rival Lovers where Kagome is sick and Inuyasha takes care of her. The smut...is either gonna be implied or in explicit detail, it just depends on how I’m feeling the story is going. And I’ll even have a rewrite of the finale. Because remember, this is about the reader being thrown into the world of Supernatural, living through everything that has been shown in the show only more in depth and very real to her. I’ve had this idea for fan fictions for years, longer than me just writing them. 
Now, this blog is just a reblogging type blog so the rewrite will not be posted on here. It’ll be posted on my second blog supernaturalneurodivergentwolf (I probably spelled that wrong...) but I’ll have the correct link up there. I gotchyou.
So, if you see that the link doesn’t work to any part of Down the Rabbit Hole that you liked and is sitting in your likes, it’s because I deleted it and I am rewriting it, remastering it.
And be on the look out on the other blog that I linked above for the teaser that I’ll post Tomorrow Afternoon CST. 
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So, if you are still on my Dean tags for the series, I will still tag you when I post unless you request to be removed for any reason let me know via ask or a comment on this post, or even a reblog, either way to communicate to me you want to be added or removed, let me know. 
I’m excited for this rewrite, this flows so smoothly. And it may be a slow burn and some people don’t like the pace of slow burns, and my wordy ass is going to be very descriptive of the scenes and among other things going on in the story. But, I do suck at my words, so the time I’ll have to look up the correct word will be a doozy.
I appreciate your guys’ patience as you bare with me as I do my best to deliver you some good or decent content for you to read and escape, I’m really excited for this one I can’t wait to finish this properly compared to the original, I can’t wait for you to read it once it’s finished. See you when I post the teaser, and the rest of the series in the future. I can’t wait, I’m excited. :D
Have a good weekend guys, stay safe! :3
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A timezone reblog of my coming out. It’s a big thing for me since I’ve been questioning my sexuality and sexual identity for years. And I finally understand more about me than I did back in high school.
Being Not Straight
Language warning. Bodily autonomy terminology being used.
So, I might as well officially come out.
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Yep. I am officially out. I came out, and I’m way too chill about it. It took a few years to come to terms about my sexuality and sexual identity. And now I’m fully embracing it, and just being myself to the fullest. I can finally feel less pressure and less stress to try and meet everyone’s expectations. I can finally feel comfortable in my own skin and body. :)
Being Not Straight
Language warning. Bodily autonomy terminology being used.
So, I might as well officially come out.
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A bit of an update.
Down the Rabbit Hole will be deleted. But I do plan on rewriting it. I posted it a few years ago when I was putting out stories without editing it. Like the impulsive idiot I was. So, sorry and please be patient for the rewrite. Much appreciated. 😊
Blog Update
So, on my original blog I have a series on there called Down the Rabbit Hole. I’m proud of how much I’ve written it, it took a year to fully write what I did and it was before the Season Finale of Supernatural. But, here’s the thing. 
The smut is rushed, because at the time I was reading other fan fictions and had inspiration with smutty fictions. It’s like tell me you just finished reading a smutty fiction without telling me you just finished reading a smutty fiction. Same for daughter!Reader x Dean pairings. And it made for the most confusing storyline I’ve ever conjured up.
So with that being said, I am going to delete the original series. I will reblog this on my original blog so my followers on there are aware. I cringe thinking about what I wrote when at the time of posting the story I was proud of it. But the elements in the story, switching from OC!Reader to Reader Inserts, rushed smut, change in pairings from oc!reader to Daughter!reader, and back to oc!reader. Sure it was a spell that did that but still. I made it super confusing.
But, do not fear. I am gonna attempt to rewrite it or remaster it. There will be changes, it’s a reader insert, third person perspective, I can’t wrap my head around the second person, and the first person perspective is just not relavent to reader inserts in my opinion. Now a project that big is going to take….A lot of time. Possibly a year to write given I have a life outside of writing, and responsibilities that require my full attention and are my top priority. So, in my time of hiatus as I’m writing that and the bingo, please be patient. I will pop in from time to time to give updates in case there’s anything that come up or any changes.
I appreciate you guys that follow me on either blog, this one or the original. I still get like, “I can’t believe people like my crazy stories”. The feedback you guys send, they give me a smile and a warm fuzzy feeling on the inside. Thank you guys, you guys are awesome. :)
I’ll talk on here later, see you guys when I have a new story to post. And have a safe week, weekend. Be kind to others, lift others up, be humble. You guys are awesome. :)
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