skinniegorl

[skinniegorl]

The thoughts are back again

#bullimia #bullimic #bonespro #food restriction #mental health #emotions #emotion #fat #anorexx #helpme #Idontwanttobehereanymore

[skinniegorl]

What’s the point in holding out

I wish my best friend wouldn’t be sad or I’d be gone

#bullimia #bullimic #bonespro #food restriction #mental health #emotion #fat #emotions #anorexia #anotexix #anorexx

[skinniegorl]

Just so tiny…🥀

#eating disoder thoughts #anorexia #anorexic #bullimia #bullimic #anarexx #food restriction #ed thoughts #thinspii #anarexyz #hot as fuck #onlyf@nz #onlyfrenz

[skinniegorl]

my roommate gave me a pair of pants that didn’t fit her anymore

It was a size 3

Idk if it’s just the clothing brand but the lowest I’ve ever fit was a 8. Is this too good to be true?

#anorexia #anorexic #bullimia #bonespro #bullimic #anarexx #buliima #food restriction #ed thoughts #thinspii #anarexyz #eatingdisorder #sad #thinspo #ana things #tw ed stuff #skinny #mental health

[skinniegorl]

A sensory breakfast everyone wants

You have your eggs, your bacon, your juice

The American dream

My sensory breakfast, with the puff let out smoke

Let it all disappear and become one with nature

My breakfast is not the same as yours

You may thank your higher power for the food that has been given to you

Maybe you don’t realize how lucky you are to eat the meal you consume

I thank my hard work for every morning cigarette I smoke

My own sensory leveler

My devoted time to thank my higher self for the privileges I have

You may be thankful for your things, your friends, your family, your clothes

As you should

Don’t forget to thank yourself for keeping yourself alive, whilst eating your meal, smoking your cigarette or whatever you need to do to be at peace

My cigarette burns, I look up at the sky

I thank the world for allowing me to live another day

Thank you

#sad #emotion #sadness #anorexic #bullimic #eatingdisorder #fat #🦋.txt #🦋goals #🦋diet #🦋tw #thinsi

[skinniegorl]

Pants are getting looser :)

[skinniegorl]

#anorexia #anorexic #bullimia #bonespro #bullimic #anarexx #buliima #food restriction #ed thoughts #thinspii #anarexyz #eatingdisorder #thinspo #sad #ana things #tw ed stuff #depressed #skinny

[skinniegorl]

Days seem like sometimes they’ll never end

#anorexia #anorexic #bullimia #bonespro #bullimic #anarexx #buliima #ed thoughts #thinspii #anarexyz #eatingdisorder #thinspo #ana things #sad #tw ed stuff #depressed #skinny #emotions #mental health #helpme

[skinniegorl]

The realization that it’s out of your control

It’s scary but it feels good

[skinniegorl]

Used to think I was hot shit for my collarbones…now I’m homeless and too broke to eat so here we are hahaha I feel disgusting

#anorexia #anorexic #bullimia #bonespro #bullimic #anarexx #buliima #food restriction #ed thoughts #thinspii #anarexyz #eatingdisorder #thinspo #sad #ana things #tw ed stuff #depressed #skinny

[skinniegorl]

So ugly

#anorexia #anorexic #bullimia #bonespro #bullimic #anarexx #buliima #food restriction #ed thoughts #thinspii #anarexyz #eatingdisorder #thinspo #sad #ana things #tw ed stuff #skinny

[skinniegorl]

I ate 800 cals 😫

#anorexia #anorexic #bullimia #bonespro #bullimic #anarexx #buliima #food restriction #ed thoughts #thinspii #anarexyz #eatingdisorder #thinspo #sad #ana things #tw ed stuff

[skinniegorl]

does anyone have those songs that arent explicitly about anorexia but you relate them to your eating disorder? maybe it's a few lines or even one quote that relates to your eating disorder, i find these songs provide a lot of comfort.

here are mine:

♡ folk-y

mama's broke - wrecking need

lumineers - gloria

lumineers - donna

ramshackle glory - i'm not a good person

rainbow kitten surprise - its called: freefall

the uncluded - earthquake

kimya dawson - my mom

♡ hot grl music (idk the name for this genre)

marina - seventeen

mommy long legs - weird girl

doja cat - 4 morant

ladytron - seventeen

♡ indie/indie rock

car seat headrest - happy news for sadness

bon iver - blindsided

sufjan stevens - fourth of july

turnover - cutting my fingers off

[skinniegorl]

Lost 5 pounds in two days!

#anorexia #anorexic #bullimia #bonespro #bullimic #anarexx #buliima #food restriction #ed thoughts #thinspii #anarexyz #eatingdisorder #thinspo #sad #ana things #depressed #tw ed stuff

[skinniegorl]

Not eating anything yesterday to be rewarded with a monster this morning 🥹

#anorexia #anorexic #bullimia #bonespro #bullimic #anarexx #buliima #food restriction #ed thoughts #thinspii #anarexyz #eatingdisorder #thinspo #sad #ana things #tw ed stuff

[skinniegorl]

Fasting today…so far…not hungry

#anorexia #anorexic #bullimia #bonespro #bullimic #anarexx #buliima #food restriction #ed thoughts #thinspii #anarexyz #eatingdisorder #thinspo #sad #ana things #depressed #skinny #tw ed stuff

[skinniegorl]

Ive lost myself again