poorlaur

[poorlaur]

called to the devil and the devil said “quit”

#666 satan #hail satan #satanic #satanism #satanist #666

[poorlaur]

my nervous system on overdrive

#overdrive #nervous system #anxitey #anxienty #i need sleep #i need sleeeeeeeeeeeeeep #send help #actually borderline #actually mentally ill #actually bpd #actually bipolar #living with bpd #bpd problems

[poorlaur]

oh to be the girl who makes it til the end of a horror movie caked in blood

[poorlaur]

we were supposed to build each other up not tear each other down

#sad thoughts #i'm sad #sad day #heartache #i love her #im sorry #love #hate this shit #i miss you #heartbreak

[poorlaur]

the constant urge to sexualize myself so people will love me

[poorlaur]

They should invent a way to kill yourself that doesn’t disappoint anyone

[poorlaur]

[poorlaur]

i never felt love like the way i was with you. you made things easier. better. in every aspect of my life you made things ten times brighter. everything is so dull without you. i’m so sorry

#sad thoughts #i'm sad #sad day #heartache #i love her #im sorry #love #hate this shit #i miss you #heartbreak #depressed

[poorlaur]

i’m trying to remember our last kiss

for the life of me i can’t visualize it

i can’t feel it

i can’t get the taste of you off my lips

they long for yours

for as long as i live

#sad thoughts #i'm sad #sad day #heartache #i love her #im sorry #love #hate this shit #i miss you #heartbreak

[poorlaur]

i feel like a broken phone that keeps dropping and gets more broken as time goes on

with glass pieces falling off and you can’t put them back

#sad thoughts #i'm sad #sad day #heartache #i love her #im sorry #love #hate this shit #i miss you #heartbreak #heart been broke so many times #im broke #fuck my liiiiife #hate everything #hate myself

[poorlaur]

i’m beginning to think you don’t want the same thing and that’s what hurts most

it hurts so bad that we both want the same thing but in reality it will never happen :(

[poorlaur]

[poorlaur]

i gave you my heart because yours was broken

and i broke my heart in your chest

resulting in us both getting hurt

#sad thoughts #i'm sad #sad day #heartache #im sorry #i miss you #i ruined it #i ruined everything #fuck my liiiiife #heartbroken #heartbreak #i’m so sorry

[poorlaur]

i didn’t ruin my life

my borderline did

i watched myself as i slowly started to burn everything to the ground

i couldn’t stop myself

i wish i could’ve stopped myself

i ruined what was the best thing in my life

and for that i am sorry

#bpd #living with bpd #bpd thoughts #bpd vent #bpd problems #borderline personality problems #living with borderline #sad thoughts #sad day #heartache #im sorry #hate this shit

[poorlaur]

it hurts so bad that we both want the same thing but in reality it will never happen :(

#sad thoughts #i'm sad #sad day #heartache #im sorry #i love her #hate this shit #i miss you #fuck dude #heartbroken #heartbreak

[poorlaur]

THE ADDAMS FAMILY (1991), dir Barry Sonnenfeld

[poorlaur]

i wish letting go was as easy for me as it was for you

#sad thoughts #i'm sad #sad day #heartache #i love her #im sorry #love #i miss you