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You are not your mistakes

- a more healed me

Do other people cry over accidentally hurting someone’s feelings? Sometimes I get so upset by my actions that I want to stop living because if I keep hurting people without realizing it, despite spending years working hard on becoming more aware of how my actions and words effect others, why should I stay? What’s the point? All I try to do is be a good person but all that ever happens is I somehow always end up hurting someone’s feelings. I feel broken and like I don’t know how to be a human. Do other people ever feel this way?

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When you’re silently sobbing as you walk out of a room all you want is for someone to love you and follow you. To sit down with you and ask why it hurts. All you want is for them to see you— see your hurt, and for them to genuinely care

- I feel like a mountain of hurt today

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Do other people cry over accidentally hurting someone’s feelings? Sometimes I get so upset by my actions that I want to stop living because if I keep hurting people without realizing it, despite spending years working hard on becoming more aware of how my actions and words effect others, why should I stay? What’s the point? All I try to do is be a good person but all that ever happens is I somehow always end up hurting someone’s feelings. I feel broken and like I don’t know how to be a human. Do other people ever feel this way?

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Do you ever cry because your childhood didn’t prepare you to be an adult

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“Be weird. Be random. Be who you are. Because you never know who would love the person you hide.”

— C.S. Lewis

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I cut people out like tags on my clothing. I end up all alone but I still keep hoping

- Conan Gray People Watching

#conangray #music #peoplewatching #conangraypeople watching #song lyrics #song #sad song #sad music

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I got drunk to hurt myself but now I’m in pain and don’t wanna feel this way anymore

#wanna talk?

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If you made a list of people that you trusted would you put your own name down?

- nf only

#nf #music #relatable #nfonly #song lyrics

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“If I really care, I'll try like 400 times. But once I'm done, it's over.”

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Even from miles away I feel the heat of your love. All I want is to hold you again

#love me #love #love poem #dating

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I don’t like that my default personality is “a nice girl”

#outoforderlyfashion #poems on life #dating #love #self love #love me #poems on tumblr

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I still think about you

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Confession:

I have a raging heart boner for my housemate and I literally act so dumb around them. Every time I refer to them in my mind I trip up and say husband and I don’t even know where that’s coming from. This past week I’ve had these vivid dreams with them in it and I so badly want to blink and have time fast forward to a point where we’re already together because I don’t know how to ask him out.

#love #relationships #dating #romeo

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The worlds not out to get me but damn today it sure does feel like it

#rock bottom #tower moment #poems on life

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How am I supposed to carry on living now that I know the day before Valentine’s Day will live on as the day my best friend confessed her feelings for me and then had her boyfriend drive me home

#valentines #valentinesday #poems on relationships #poetry #break up poetry #poems on heartbreak