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i've just started clash of kings and omg i’m in love with every tyrion's chapter it's so fascinating to read about the way he thinks i can't

the games he plays with everyone is just✨

#got #game of thrones #tyrion lannister #house lannister #clash of kings #varys #lord varys #tyrion

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but does he know you call me when he sleeps?

but does he know the pictures that you keep?

but he know the reasons that you cry?

or tell me does he know where your heart lies?

where it truly lies

the weeknd - moth to a flame

#somebody please write me a song fix based on this #songfic #fanfic #love #angst #smut #weeknd #moth to a flame #best quote ever

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is it just me or did grrm really make all the powerful characters in asoiaf women? and yes, even though dany and cersei lost in the end of s8, which makes sansa the only woman with real power as the queen in the north, but let's just think who had more real power, had been successful and not for just one episode or season during the whole show?

#game of thrones #daenerys targaryen #cersei lannister #sansa stark #arya stark #margery tyrell #asoif/got #asoiaf #a song of ice and fire #got #daenerys defense squad #daenerys appreciation #queen daenerys #queen #mother of dragons #queen cersei #house stark #house targaryen #house lannister

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the moment when daenerys finally returns to dragonstone, touches the sand, and that iconic “shall we begin?” is EVERYTHING

#daenerys #daenerys stormborn #daenerys targaryen #i stand by daenerys #pro daenerys #daenerys appreciation #daenerys defense squad #dany #got

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daenerys is the supreme female character of all the tv shows, films or books and I can’t help falling in love with her every single day

#got #game of thrones #daenerys stormborn #daenerys #dany targaryen #dany #pro daenerys #queen daenerys #daenerys defense squad #daenerys appreciation #jorah x daenerys #daenerys x reader #daenerys x jorah #jon snow #house targaryen #house of the dragon

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Mate

part 1 / part 2 / part 3

word count: 1k

Everything about him was strange. Not in the bad way, though, but the mere fact that this male could cook so well was something I wasn't not prepared for. I knew I wasn't a bad cook myself but the way that meal tasted will not leave my mind for a long time now. When I said I would be willing to eat just a bit... I cannot even put to words how elated he seemed, with his deep brown eyes glowing in a way I had never seen before, not even the first time he saw me and the bond snapped into place. He seemed truly happy as I ate everything he prepared that time, and just as I finished the meal, I though he was about to say something, but he didn't say a thing as we heard a knock at the door. Being obviously disappointed with the interruption of our lunch, the first time we weren't glaring at each other with hatred, he stood up and went to the door. I tried not to listen to the conversation as I really had no interest in who he was talking to or what they were discussing, but I couldn't help overhearing my mate's angry "Now?". A few moments later the door was closed shut and as he strolled into the kitchen I knew he wasn't in the best of his moods.

"What is it?" I tried sounding indifferent but to no avail.

"Nothing. General Cassian will be here soon" He didn't look too excited about it.

"What for? The war is won"

He chuckled and stared at me. For a moment I thought it would last forever as I found I couldn't look away. But then his smile grew larger as he said:

"Do not forget, mate, I am the camplord's brother. If there is a meeting, and even if the General just wants to check in on how things are going here, I must be present. It is what is required of me. But it warms my heart that you are so worried about where you mate goes." His grin almost reached his ears, I'm sure.

"I am not worried. I just..." I searched for the right word, but couldn't find it, so I said the first thing that came to my mind. "I... I just was wondering, if I could eat what is left of your meal there, since the meeting will probably take a lot of time."

He chuckled once again, but this time not so happily. "Sure, you were..." I looked away from him and found the old blue wardrobe extremely interesting. "Well, if you want more food, you will find some left here and..." His voice trailed. "You know, why don't you go out for once?" I signed and rolled my eyes.

"Not again" I stood up and went to the living room that was next to the kitchen

"What I mean is, you have been here for almost two months now and you hardly ever walk out of our house, you hardly ever talk to anyone." He followed me into the living room and looked at me as I sat on the couch and pretended he had already left. "You can't stay here all the time! And don't you need to continue your training with the Valkyrie units? I am sure it would lift you up a bit."

"Go out and talk to other people? Return to the Valkyrie units? Have you forgotten what happened the previous time I went out and talked to that poor boy who was simply selling the gloves?" I yelled at him.

"That was right after we both accepted the bond, I couldn't control myself at the time, you know it." He was getting angry again. Of course, every time I remind him about it he just snaps.

"Well, I do not want to have to see you beat anyone else again because of me, especially for no reason at all!"

"You know the reason quite well, you kn..."

"Alright, alright, fine!" I was already getting tired of all of this screaming. "I understand you didn't really want to do that". I looked at him and something about him told me he was ashamed of that incident. How could he not be, after that I was afraid to leave our bedroom unless he asked me to.

"I am sorry" I could not believe my ears. I began saying something but he stopped me with a wave of his hand. "We had a rough start, I know it, mostly because of me. I was completely impatient and brutal but just right after I saw you there, on that battlefield... The bond snapped into place and I realised you were the one. The one that was meant for me from the beginning. I wish we could have started on a different note, completely different, but... I cannot change the past, no matter how much I want to, no one can change it. So, since we have what we have, I hope we can really make things right. Together."

I just sat there, motionless, incapable of forming a single sentence or a normal reply because of what I had just heard. I could not imagine he ever felt guilty for the way things turned out, I thought it was simply his Illyrian nature. But now... I knew it wouldn't be perfect between the two of us, I wasn't a fool. We were both too stubborn for this to turn out flawless, however... I have no idea what had gotten into me when I stood up from the couch and came up to him, my mate. The thought seemed to strike me only then, that this was my mate standing before me, the one person all the fae wish for. As that thought crossed my mind, I softly looked at him and wanted to leave the room but he was faster as he reached me in a few steps and, taking my face in his hands, kissed me gently. At first I just stood there, unable to move, but he was so gentle that it actually started to feel pleasant. I tried relaxing and, as I thought about kissing him back, he pulled away. I frowned, not understanding him, while he signed.

"I need to go, mate, but I promise. You will not regret this"

I smiled as I knew he was telling the truth.

Because that was the moment I started falling in love with my mate.

#acotar #cassian #nesta #cassian x nesta #nesta acotar #cassian x reader #mates #mate #pro nesta #nesta stan #nesta archeron #cassian x you #cassian x oc #mating bond #cassian acosf #acosf #pov #reader pov #rhysand x feyre #elain x azriel #rhysand x of #rhysand x you #illyrian

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Mate

part 1 / part 2 / part 3

word count: 616

I rarely saw him since after he came home from the battle, victorious once again. Our settlement was relatively small, and it was difficult to not see everyone outside, but I rarely went out there. He was the younger brother of the war-lord that works alongside with General Cassian, the General of the Night Court. I'd never seen the male myself, though, hearing from others, he was legendary, one of the strongest of all Prythian, after the High Lord, of course.

He had just returned from the war on the Continent, which we, Valkyrie's, fought in, too. I had never met the eldest sister of the High Lady as well, Nesta, that founded the Valkyrie unit that expanded to the size of an army. I joined three years ago, when I was just 18, and decided to make something of myself. Though I regretted it the moment I felt the bond snap in place for me a month after that battle. The battle I will never forget as that was the day I met my mate. The bond snapped for him right there and then and he would have taken me on the battlefield, if not for the General's order to leave the place because the battle had been won.

I remember the way he couldn't take his eyes off me and I didn't even realise that something all fae pray to the Cauldron for centuries had been bestowed upon me. And even when I did, I wasn't as happy as I hoped I would be. He was the complete opposite of the male I hoped to fall in love with because of his brutal nature and hot temper. I was not afraid of him, no. But life would be much easier if he were more calm and less self-centred.

I was in the backyard of his house, where I now lived, practicing the Valkyrie breathing techniques that calmed my mind and freed me of anxiety of having to see him all the time now, being next to him, sleeping in the same bed with him. I got accustomed to being alone in the house, no servants even, due to the jealous character of my mate but that was okay. Now, though, I wasn't sure I was okay.

"Mate"

More like a question, and a bit gentler than previous time. I opened my eyes, but said nothing.

"You should go eat something" Was he... hesitant?

"I'm not hungry, thanks" I said as I closed my eyes. The most polite he had heard from me.

"When was the last time you ate?" He was persistent but I wasn't going to do as he said.

"I said I wasn't hungry"

"When?" This started getting on my nerves.

"Are we back to this? Back to controlling me all the time? Checking everything I do?" I opened my eyes and rushed to my feet to find him standing too close to me.

"I'm not controlling you, I want you to eat something. With me"

"What? Why would I even ..." My voice dropped. I finally looked at him and found something unfamiliar in his gaze. I couldn't really sense it through the mating bond because it had been quiet for almost a week that he was gone and I never really used it to understand what he felt. But now I felt it. The longing. He didn't lie yesterday when he said he missed me, didn't say it because he wanted my body either but he said it because he truly missed me. I have no idea what demon possessed me at the moment when I finally opened my mouth and said:

"Fine, I may be a bit hungry, if you cook"

#acotar #cassian #nesta #cassian x nesta #nesta acotar #nesta archeron #nessian #nesta x cassian #pro nesta #acosf #rhysand x reader #rhysand x oc #rhysand x you #azriel x oc #cassian x reader #elain archeron #lucien vanserra #helion #tarquin

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Mate

part 1 / part 2 / part 3

word count: 630

"Mate"

He said and it made me instantly turn around. His voice called to me, it always did, although I turned to look at him but not because of the way he growled it. Mate. No, I did it because I had felt him long before I heard him. I felt him open the front door slowly, as if trying not to scare me, then walk down the hall, his steps almost silent and clear, up the stairs and then to our bedroom. Our. The word still felt foreign both on my tongue and in my mind. Although it has already been over three months since our first meeting on that battlefield and two months since we both accepted the mating bond, I still couldn't get used to it. I couldn't get used to calling him my mate, sleeping next to him, being in his arms, breathing in his smell whenever he left me in this house as if he were still there, somewhere here, which sometimes made me shiver.

Looking away from the mirror, I met his gaze. I knew he hated it when I ignored him as, though I swear sometimes it was everything I wanted to do, that day was different. He had finally returned from another battle. He had been away for almost a week. A week that almost let me forget about him. Almost. We both knew it could never happen. Accepting the mating bond made sure of that.

"You're back"

"You're not happy, I take it?"

That could be the longest we've talked about anything for a while. Except for that one time we screamed at each other when I had had enough of him running around me as if I were a child but his instincts had the better of him. After that frenzy week, after what he did to me, he thought it would change something, but it didn't. Because it couldn't. Yes, I had accepted the mating bond, but there was no love between us. No soft cuddles, no kisses to the temples that lit me up. None of that. Instead, there was the cold gaze of my eyes and the hunger of his. Now that things have settled down a little bit, he doesn't crave me every minute of every hour of every day. No, it's just a little bit less than that. But even after that one time he showed his other side, showed his kind of love and care for me, I snapped at him, and things went back to where they started. Hatred.

"I never said such a thing" Was all I replied while turning back to the mirror and returning to brushing my hair.

"I've missed you, mate" The way he whispered it, right into my neck. Damn, I didn't even notice him get close as if my own body felt that he became my comfort zone, that he was alright and wouldn't hurt me.

"You're tired of fucking your hoes then?" Words sharp as a knife. We both knew it wasn't true, not after we met at least, but it still hurt something deep inside me, something very deep.

"Jealous, aren't we?" His laughter woke something in me. "Don't worry, mate, there is no one like you. If you only let me show it to you, though. Prove it. As you once let me" He became serious once again. "Mate" A plea left his lips

"No" I said firmly and left the stool I was sitting on as I went straight to the bathroom. He did it again, used his mating scent, his voice, those hands that slid up and down my arms. He was just being him. And it terrified me. Because it made me want him even more.

The author's note: this is something really new to me and it's my first take on fanfiction. This is something based on nessian and acotar mating idea. This is actually a very raw draft of something I have in mind, so please let me know if there's something you like or don't like. + English is not my native language so sorry for any mistakes too😅

#acotar #cassian #nesta #cassian x nesta #nesta acotar #nesta archeron #nessian #nesta x cassian #pro nesta #acosf #reader #pov #reader pov #mate #mates #mating bond #azriel #azriel x female!reader #azriel x oc #cassian x reader #cassian x you #rhysand x feyre #azriel x elain

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rhysand to nesta: hey cass, wanna hang out with me and az tonight?

nesta: are you drunk? cassian is right behind you!

rhysand: what’s the point in asking him if you decide everything?

#acotar #cassian #cassian x nesta #nesta #nesta acotar #nessian #nesta archeron #nesta x cassian #pro nesta #acosf #acofas #acowar #rhysand #acomaf #cassian acotar #incorrect quotes #incorrect acotar quotes

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i have just watched the potc trilogy but hear me out—

nesta and cassian as pirate au

nesta is the pirate that loves the sea, the wind, the waves and cassian is this admiral or general of the night court fleet and they just fall in love from the first sight while in battle or some fight on swords and—

*squeaks in nessian*

#acotar #cassian #cassian x nesta #nesta #nesta acotar #nessian #nesta archeron #nesta x cassian #pro nesta #acosf #acofas #acowar #acomaf #cassian acotar #potc #potc au #potc imagine #acotar au #acotar imagine

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acosf nessian may be nice but acowar nessian with only a few dialogues and replies is simply brilliant and the reason i love them

#acotar #cassian #cassian x nesta #nesta #nesta acotar #nessian #nesta archeron #nesta x cassian #pro nesta #acosf #acowar

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something about nessian cuddling is so cute✨

#acotar #cassian #cassian x nesta #nesta #nesta acotar #nessian #nesta archeron #nesta x cassian #pro nesta #acosf

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cassian: so do you and Amren have any pet names?

varian: uhhhh, no, why

cassian: *grinning* try calling her an angry snowball

varian:

feyre: varian, no don’t listen…

nesta: DO IT

#acotar #cassian #cassian x nesta #nesta #nesta acotar #nessian #nesta archeron #nesta x cassian #pro nesta #feyre acotar #feyre archeron #amren x varian #amren acotar #amren #varian #varian acotar #cassian acotar

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nesta: *eats her chocolate cake*

cassian: *eats half of it*

nesta: that's supposed to be mine

cassian: take it *grins*

nesta:

nesta:

nesta:

nesta: *hits him with a spoon*

#acotar #cassian #cassian x nesta #nesta #nesta acotar #nessian #nesta archeron #nesta x cassian #pro nesta #acosf #incorrect quotes #incorrect acotar quotes #chocolate cake #funny #nesta supremacy #nesta stan #nesta quotes

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nesta: i hate everyone

the house of wind: *gives her cholocate cake*

nesta: okay you're fine *grumpily eats chocolate cake*

#acotar #nesta #nesta acotar #nessian #nesta archeron #nesta x cassian #pro nesta #acosf #cassian #cassian x nesta #incorrect quotes #incorrect acotar quotes #funny #chocolate cake #nesta stan #nesta supremacy #nesta quotes

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literally my mood:

“It was barely nine in the morning, and Cassian was already pissed” - ACOFAS, Chapter 2

#acotar #cassian #cassian x nesta #nessian #nesta x cassian #acofas #rhysand

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acomaf feysand in a nutshell

rhysand: *sends feyre the images of how they would *go shopping* for the lacy little things*

feyre: *bumps into the post of a staircase while watching these images*

rhysand: hehehe

#acotar #acomaf #feyre #feyre acotar #feyre x rhysand #feysand #rhysand #incorrect quotes #incorrect acotar quotes