moodymooon

[moodymooon]

since being forced into this damn fandom I cant watch a normal timmy edit without instanly connecting it to some regulus fever dream idk

#marauders #regulusblack #timothée chalamet #timothee chalamet as regulus black omg #fancast #marauders fandom #no peace in this fandom #jk ily guys #sobbing

[moodymooon]

i feel attacked wtf

Oh so you kin James Potter?

What's it like being a perpetual people pleaser? What's it like remembering everything about everyone else but sometimes wishing they remembered anything at all about you? Or how you pour too much of your own money or time into other people. How you wish you didn't. How you hate change but won't admit it and even though you seem like a leader you're more likely to be a follower. How does it feel to tell yourself you haven't had it bad enough to consider it trauma? How does it feel, to wish you had someone who reciprocated even an ounce of the affection you give to other people. How does it feel to fall in love with people more quickly than you can register? How does it feel to be an ambivert? To have some days where you can't shut up and others where you hate yourself for it. And tell me how it feels to have no greater desire than some sort of group or conformity to reside in? How does it feel to not know who you are when you aren't around other people? How does it feel to be acutely self-aware and more than logical but to still let your emotions get the best of you? How does it feel, to feel unwanted? How does it feel to blame yourself for things entirely out of your control? How does it feel to lay awake at night thinking about your parents and the stray cat in the alley and the man you saw looking awfully down in some passing moment on some sidewalk today? How does it feel to have used every prayer you ever thought you had on the burdens others carried? How does it feel to have been the little kid adults confided their issues in from an early age? How does it feel to give the best advice anyone could ask for but have no sense of direction in your own life? How does it feel to strike a match on yourself to keep others warm? You only seem to set things on fire that way . How does it feel to have an earth-sized hole in your chest? How does it feel to think with your heart not your head?

How does it feel to feel too much?

How does it feel to own things until they are just near broken because you never learned how to let go? How does it feel to be watering dead flowers? Why can't you let things die? You can't love things that don't want to be loved. You can't care enough for the whole word.

#james potter #marauders

[moodymooon]

I think the weirdest thing is when you stop talking to someone and you still have all this leftover information about them. Like you still know their favorite song. You know their siblings names. You remember their favorite ice cream flavor and their weird dreams they told you about at 2 am. You know their dog's name and their favorite tv shows. You learned all these details about them and now they're gone. It's just weird.

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“do not disturb” isn’t just a phone setting, it’s a lifestyle

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the diffrence between “I cant love you any more” and “I cant love you anymore” RIPS MY HEART OUT

#words #spilled thoughts #random #??

[moodymooon]

okay…what IF I just lose my mind over this.

art by @sophithil on ig

#Woah #jegulus u will always be famous #sophithil ily #vampire jegulus omg #jamespotter #regulusblack #marauders era

[moodymooon]

i want to scream until there is no more air in my lungs and no more ache in my chest

[moodymooon]

there is something poetic to be said about regulus black and draco malfoy.

two perfect sons who are put in the middle of a war, because of their pureblood lineage.

two slytherins who fall for clumsy, dark-haired gryffindor quidditch players. two blacks falling for two potters.

the lion's heart, and the dragon.

perhaps that is why narcissa protects her son so fiercely. she sees her cousin's soul reflected in his eyes.

#Woah #I might lose my mind over this #beautiful #drarry #jegulus #dracomalfoy #regulusblack

[moodymooon]

Supermassive Black Hole by Muse is SO rosekiller and no u cannot convince me otherwise ty

#bartycrouchjr #evanrosier #rosekiller #rosekiller they could never make me hate u #i love them sm #marauders era

[moodymooon]

my birthdays in 10 minutes and I suddenly feel so empty and weird wtf

(10mins later: i want to cry)

#birthday things #wtf #Is this js me??? #I MIGHT freak out #random #blurb #thoughts

[moodymooon]

somebody yell at me to start reading atyd pls I beg

#all the young dudes #marauders #marauders fanfic #pls #marauders era #jamespotter #siriusblack #petter pettigrew #remus lupin #ao3 #i cant do it myself guys

[moodymooon]

Sally Jackson + Euphemia Potter 🤝 adopting their sons traumatised friends

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my tumblr drafts are BRUTAL

one draft is cute dead gay wizard stuff and the other is just my heart and soul poured out

a rollercoaster

#everytime i look at my drafts i go through the five stages of grief #marauders #spilling thoughts #random #idk #marauders era

[moodymooon]

im so painfully aware by this but I always trust so much and too much and then get hurt

the scariest thing is… you just never know what goes on behind your back.

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ILOVETHIS

james and remus gossiping about sirius (canon btw)

#Marauders #remuslupin #jamespotter #marauders era #i love them sm

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“I grieve the version of myself that was never really there at all.”

EXCUSEME?????

#Idk #thoughts #Sum my friend said during a deep convo and it hasnt left my head since #poetic crap #random #wtf #poetry

[moodymooon]

So, Molly Weasley had twin brothers, Fabian and Gideon. She then went on to have twin sons, Fred and George. She kept the F + G tradition going I see