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Idc who you are...I love you

#except like murderers or the like #and bullies #the rest of you all #I will find you #and love you #so if you ever feel alone remember someone loves you #me #i love you

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I feel like my posts make no sense whatsoever but I don't care

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(she cares very much)

#literally hate myself but what can you do #vent on the internet cause no one knows your identity there

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Imagine how surprised i felt when my bf told me i have an advanced sense of humour...but there's no one there to witness it apart from her

#apparently I'm funny #amd lonely #i need more friemds #it's just introvert things #pls and someone who didn't know me well asked why I was so serious all the time but that was just my resting face😭😭

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The feeling of not belonging is the worst in the entire world...at least the food brought some ounce of serotonin

#imagine #new year's #over 100 people and I'm just there feeling like a backpacj #i was a clown when i thought this would get better #and i will forever be a clown #this is how you realize you have issues #next year i'll lower my expectations so i don't get hurt

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It's always: i love you

But not: I miss the way you felt so close to my bones

#deep end #literally perfection #idk what to do with my life now #literally if someone said that to me i would marry them immediatly #jgskgosh #don't mind me #deep end and hate to admit are literally so good #and the rest of the songs are perfection also #skz #and their inability to write bad songs

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Do my hands start shaking cause of anxiety or cause I'm cold?

Does my stomach start hurting cause of stomach issues or anxiety?

Plot twist: it was all of them

#just me things #i hate it

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Mom, pick me up, I'm scared!

#these arent even all the accounts that started following me #what is happening #i just want to have a bot free tumblr exoerience pls

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I somehow made candycanes out of my town's lights one night while I was on the hill near the town

#photography #i just think its neat #my favourite photo #worth the scare I got in the woods

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Yep, that's what my first drafts look like....

#trueee #first drafts suck #writeblr #thats why i have to go to college #cant wait to learn how to write eloquently and nice instead of what i have going on rn

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How do you english?!

Is the question I ask myself constantly, looking at my surroundings, in english class, completely relaxed, wondering if that word actually exists in the english dictionary or I just made it up

#english #language #how do i language #i know 2.5 and i'm absolutely done in all of them #brain empty #no thoughts whatsoever

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Love is so wonderful. There are so many tyoes of love and i want to feel every type. It's such a short word in the english language for something that surrounds us and is making it's presence known in every tender action you take

#love #it's beautiful and i love it #i love loving #spilled thoughts #it's such a wonderful feeling it makes me want to cry #feelings #everyone deserves to feel love and be loved

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I just wrote a story for a contest, and then the contest site is acting weird and apparently it's still trying to list winners when it hasn't done that for a few weeks. And it isn't the first time sth like this happened to me and I'm curious on why everytime I do great in a competition the results never come back...like...am I being humbled or sth...

#writing contest #what is going on #should I just give up and do sth mediocre so the results actually come #weird #idk lmao

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i cant remember/find the post, but there was one that was like “dramatic twiyor reveal except they instantly freak out about leaving anya alone” and. yeah. i agree

#spy x family #sxf art #spy x family art #this was hilarious #and the art is simply *chef's kiss*

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#positivity #words #spilled words

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This is an exciting development, although further work has to be done to make it practical at the necessary scale, so there’s no way to tell when it may go into action.

#plastic #recycling