mareagainsttheworld

[mareagainsttheworld]

I love tumblr so much cause i could actually name drop and feel so good i've finally said it to the world but actually no one even sees what I post lol.

#girlblogging #just girly thoughts #lol

[mareagainsttheworld]

OMGOMG there's this new guy at swimming and he's sososo cute. So onviously Istalked him and uh, we went to kindergarten toghether, then he moved to Colombia, then came back and now we're in the same place yet again.

Invisble string theory ??

#girlblogging #just girly thoughts #pls help #love #crush #soulmates #invisible string

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I litteraly can't do this anymore. I NEED ONE EFFING AHIFT COVERED ! ONE !!

Because I have a lesson of all things. And I always cover everyone when they need to but when I need something nooo why would we help her.

I texted 20 people, every, single, employee HOW IS EVERYONE BUSY WTFFF

Anywayyys, I'm gonna be in trouble if I don't find anyone but it's not my fault at this point, I did everyone I could...

#girlblogging #just girly thoughts #so done #jobs #pls help

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Hi !

My name is Mariane and I am 15.

I am from Canada and I've been swimming competitively since I was 8.

But more importantly, I'm just a girl in the world, in high school, struggling to find who I am and who I want to be. Struggling through social experiences like friendships and love.

I'm gonna start a serie of post here titled

"Chronicle of a high school girl"

I already write everything in a notebook but I think sharing it would be fun and maybe help me and you feel less alone.

Some of it will be written post like this and some voice messages or maybe even video vlogs later on.

I'll see this as a private journal, or like you were my friend.

This serie will be full of gossip, of sadness, teenage sadness and other struggle or accomplishment in my life. Maybe it'll be rants or organized post but I hope you can enjoy listening to me.

I'll try to post at least once a week, we'll see of that happens or if this whole thing is just a burst of energy.

#girlblogging #just girly thoughts #chronicles of a high school girl

[mareagainsttheworld]

How to stop self sabotaging

no borax, no glue

#girlblogging #just girly thoughts #seriously #i'm going insane #pls help

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Guy best friend

I have a guy best friend. He likes swimming, webcomics, Star Wars and cats, just like me. We play dungeons and dragons together, we go biking together and we begged our boss to put us on the same shift. Everybody thinks we’re secretly dating, I ignore it, can’t a guy and a girl just be friend ? We went swimming together, it was an amazing time as usual. On the walk back he said he liked me from the start. He never wanted to be friends with me, he just wanted to date me. 

I rejected him... now I'm a manipulator that misleaded him.   I had a guy best friend. Turns out he's just like the other ones.

#just girly thoughts #girlblogging #guy best friend #i cant anymore #hate him #journal #diary #ediary

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Summer

I've always been a summer girl. I used to be enthusiastic when summer came around. Despite being a winter baby, since ever i've loved going out to the beach, chilling in the sun and late night ice cream with my family or my friends. But this summer just doesn't feel the same. The problem isn't the people I surround myself with, I've got plenty of friends that wants to do things with me, I just didn't feel like it. Now school is starting in a few days and fall is coming but I've barely done anything of my summer. Maybe I'm just more tired of the school year than when I was a kid or maybe I have other priorities than playing around. Nevertheless, I feel like I wasted my summer doing the same activities I do in the school year. The most disturbing is that I'm not that sad about it, I just accepted that summer is for redting. I think that after all, I became a fall girl.

Image credit : Lianne Pflug (Go check her out, her art is amazing)

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