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Me and ANA danced for a year and it’s been 4 years since.

I still can’t put a pound on.

I’ve been at my UGW for 4 years….

It’s crazy how something I cried and tortured myself FOR is what I’m HATING myself for RIGHT NOW!!! Ironic

#self h@rm #shblur #actually bpd #cvtaddict #actually borderline #self mut1lation #tw selfh@te #self h@te #tw depressing stuff #cvutting #bpd safe #bpd vent #bpd thoughts #bpd #borderline pd #starv1ng #starv3 #anrexya #anorexla #anoreksik #actually mentally ill #disordered eating mention

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Yearning

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do you freaks even like me

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the only good quality about me is my ability to shut down and not speak to anyone for days on end

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Sorry I didn't get back to you it's just that I'm completely unfit for human interaction.

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When someone tries to do something nice for me but I’ve already decided I was going to have a bad attitude for the rest of the day

#annoying #actually bpd #actually borderline #bpd vent #self h@rm #bpd thoughts #shblur #bpd safe #borderline pd #borderline culture is #borderline personality disorder

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bpd culture is always being the "it's okay i understand your feelings and why you acted this way" person but never the one being understood

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Psalm 58:6

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Any one in for a double suic1de? Could really use it rn

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(Source: @mysillycomics! I got this off Instagram so I didn’t know it cropped the artist credit out!)

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“don’t let it bother u” baby i’m gonna be bothered by this for the next 10 years

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I’m bored of my boyfriend I want to be preoccupied and obsessed with someone I can’t have

#bpd vent #actually bpd #bpd thoughts #tw selfh@te #tw depressing stuff #actually borderline #im bored #su1cide #sad thoughts #loneliest #lonelly #borderline pd #borderline personality disorder #borderline culture is #borderline blog #tw sui ideation

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Lol literally

#self h@rm #cvtaddict #shblur #actually bpd #tw selfh@te #self mut1lation #tw depressing stuff #cvutting #self h@te #actually borderline #tw sui ideation #su1c1dal #su1cide #mymind #literally #su1c1d3 #su1c1d4l #selfharrrm #self h4te #depressing shit #tw depressing thoughts #depressed #sorry for being depressing

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Nobody apologized for how they treated me they just blamed me for how I reacted