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[majeoeje]

You smell like the sun

Geto Suguru X Reader

I cant say i miss you out loud. But i'll make it up to you and say it in every breath

It was a tiring afternoon. It was a rare occasion for you to be paired up with Suguru for a mission knowing Suguru was more suited paired up with Satoru considering how unstoppable the strongest sorcerers were when together. But you'd be lying if you said it didn't drilled a hole in your heart out of jealousy. He was your best friend first after all?!?

"Suguru, you wanna check out that new ice cream shop next saturday?" You asked playing picking out dirt and leaves out of his hair from the previous fight, seating comfortably on your bed as he on the floor faced the other way between your legs. Casually reading the news like some old man, waiting for you to finish, knowing well it could easily fall off in the shower even if you didn't cleaned it for him

"Ugh,i'd love to. But maybe later. Satoru and i have that mission for a couple of days remember?" You were honestly spent hearing his name come out of his mouth every single time. You failed to listen to Suguru's rambling about his star something something vessel something something mission.

"First name basis now i see." you say so passive aggresive it could compete ones of a religious white woman, pointing out 'satoru' in his sentence. The only thing he said that sticked to your mind really.

Well in fact they have been in a first name basis for a while now, but you just choose to be petty and mention it everytime you hear his wretched name came out of your best friend's mouth.

That's right. You were friends with Suguru, for as long as you could remember. You do have other friends but you like to think it's unlike each other.

Even if you go around and hung out with any other people, you know you'd always come find each other at the end of the day. It's a special connection really..... So you just can't imagine anyone could just come in and break it all apart.

But even so...

The mere mention of Gojo Satoru could just make you barf. Who does he think he is stealing YOUR best friend every damn time??

"Tch." you unconciously scoffed. Your attitude has became a force of habit by now, pushing Suguru off of you by the back of his head, scowling like a child.

You heard an endeared laugh, deepening the frown that permanently framed your face. He now turns around to face you, with a smile you knew all too well, you can't go days without seeing really... But his efforts in clearing Gojo's name only fell to deaf ears.

Saying how 'he's not that bad' or how 'he's actually fun to be around with' does not help his case.

"Oh don't be mad my honey bunches, i'll treat you a double layered cookies n cream ice cream when i'm back" he says, his shitty nickname could give millions of people an ick. But that's not what offended you the most.

Because here he was acting as if he could swoon you again...... with ice cream??? as if he wasn't out and about with his concubine yet again?!?

Well yes..

Yes he could.

"Well... that petname is downright blasphemous but i'll ignore it for the offer" you say, smiling as you turned him around again and pulled him closer

He could only muse at how easily swayed you always were, winning you over with simple things, decorating your face with such a priceless smile. A smile that he may or may not had haunt his dreams

You continued to pick up the dirt and leaves out of his hair, him giving in into your touch once again, as he rested his head on your thigh

It has been a while since you two hunged out, so he was rightfully acting extra annoying today, you know... to make up for the loss times.

He just wanted to hold you actually.

"Oi. i'm done. Don't sleep on me again or i'll let you sleep on the floor" your threats only seems to go to one ear to another as he cuddled your thigh

You rolled your eyes, it's not like you minded but you don't really have the energy to pick him up from the floor right now, coming with a mischevious idea when his rock hard head won't budge out of the way.

"Oh shit Sug..." You picked something from his scalp "Is this....lice?"

Suguru's eyes shot open tensing up facing you once again with a priceless look

"WHERE?!" He said, panic rising to his face as he visibly jolted

You wheezed at his reaction, knowing how much he put so much care and attention into his hair.

"Oh you little-" your laughters could be heard echoing the room as he jumped on the bed,putting you into a headlock before unrelentlessly ruffling your hair as revenge

"AAAAAGGHHH!-"

His stomach was sore from laughing, making an opening for you!

You managed to escape his grasp finally. Huffing for air before he started to wrestle you.

Before you knew it, you were pinned to the bed by him.

You could smelled the scent of earth lingering in his clothes, while his hair smelled like the sun. It really felt like you two were just back from messing around on the forest back at your village.

Back then, curses was a once in a month fight Suguru had to endure, but now it was like a daily meal for him. You're worried most of the times for him, but you're glad there's still some sense of him left, even now.

Though part of you can't help but wished it stayed as simple as it was back then

"Okayy champ..you win. Now get off." you say, trying to pry his arms off from you

"Nah..this is nice, i think i'll stay like this for a bit" he laughed at your groaning. He really was being genuine when he said this was nice. But taunting you was an added bonus

It has been a long time since you two were cuddled up like this. Just two platonic friends cuddling...Nothing else. There's nothing weird in that.

He closed his eyes murmuring something under his breath, you couldn't exactly hear as you were lost in your thoughts, reminicing the past, as you do.

"What was that Suguru?"

....

..

"...hm?..nothing..."

It was something along the lines of 'i missed you' but he was too prideful to really say it out loud, opting to just close his eyes again from the sunlight that hits his face

"Don't fall asleep suguru" you say, not making a effort to move either, as you felt your eyes getting harder to keep open.

"I won't"

...

..

.

he dozed off minutes after saying that

#suguru x reader #geto x reader #geto suguru #jujutsu kaisen geto #jujutsu geto #jujutsu kaisen suguru #jujutsu kaisen #jjk x you #jjk geto #jjk x reader #jjk suguru #gender neutral reader

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MASTERLIST

Fics that i wrote (request are open)

Genshin Impact

Childe :

1. Right back home

2. Where the lights shine

Kaeya :

○ In the deepest depths of sea

Hu Tao:

○ Cut me open

Chlorinde :

○ Only your love redeems me

Thoma :

○ Underneath the sheets

Toilet Bound Hanako-Kun

Teru Minamoto:

○ In the afternoon of this garden

○ Not a second with you is ever a waste

Jujutsu Kaisen

Gojo Satoru :

○ Words better left unsaid

○ Babysitting aftermath

Geto Suguru :

○ you smell like the sun

Megumi Fushiguro :

○ Start over

Avatar: the last airbender

Zuko :

○ Counting days

[I just kinda write who im obsessed with at the time so requests are very appreciated]

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Counting days

Zuko x reader

I hope you never know how much i cried that day

"Just how long has it been??" You giggled as you twirled Zuko around in your arms. Something you had promised to do three years ago as you bid him goodbye.

Well much to his dismay at least.

"Only 3 years, 5 months and 4 days" he said, you could only laugh in response because you weren't actually expecting a definite answer

Zuko looked embarassed not knowing if he gave the right answer, his awkward demeanor still holds up even to this day making an odd sense of comfort wash over you seeing how some parts of him still remains the same.

You guessed it was 3 years, 2 months and 4 days ago that you bid him goodbye. It was before he set sail for his banishment to a search for the avatar, like it was just another short adventure, you smiled and greet him like it was just an ordinary day at the palace. Like it will be a short trip he'll have to endure not for long. How awfully positive you were being gave him a sense of hope that the nightmare he will go through would eventually come to an end.

Your encouragement only fueled the ambition in his heart to burn brighter.

And the light would dim in your eyes watching him go. He may not see himself as talented or gifted. He told you that hard work and effort had made him strong. Though he fails to notice how he was always your light without even trying.

You wished you yourself believed your own words you said to him.

Because much to his knowledge you broke down only minutes after he left.

"Well it felt longer than that..."

You reminiced, trying to take in the moment. You're here on a mission once again in inner rings of Ba Sing Se when you saw him. You thought you were hallucinating again but upon closer inspection, you were right.

It is him.

Zuko. The banished prince of the fire nation. The fugitive. The honorless coward...

...

..Your best friend.

The sentimentality of this moment bear weight heavier than you could ever hold. Though he knows you'd never admit that

"Really? Lee? You can't be more creative than that?" you try to tease him once more

"So? There's thousands of Lees here in Ba Sing Se"

"You look more like a Chen to me"

"Well you're 4 weeks too late to tell me that" he rolled his eyes, looking away slightly. But not enough to hide the smile that had adorned his face

It was more than meaningful to see him smile once more.

You thought after being scarred so horribly by his father. It would took you mountains of blood sweat and tears to see the corners of his lips turn upwards once more. But Zuko always proves you wrong

Because what you didn't realize and never would, you could always make him smile with just existing.

The chilling air blowed past the two of you, signalling for him to bring you somewhere else.

He took your hand leading you somewhere

"Come on, you have to meet uncle now that you're here"

"Did you and uncle Iroh actually opened a teashop??" You perked up, curious at the smell of jasmine tea that lingered from Zuko's apron.

You could always tell that it was one of uncle Iroh's dream to open his own teashop seeing how critical he always of every cup of tea you served to him. Saying how "every tea is to be brewed with perfection" Making those tea lectures that he would go on about much more yawning. But still, you always appreciate it knowing how those tea brewing lessons were how he kept you company in your visits everytime zuko's not around.

"I don't think it's that surprising"

Zuko then went on a rant on how some men who came in their previous workplace just started offering a job, a building AND an apartment in the inner rings of Ba Sing Se to uncle Iroh

The whole situation would only bring you to giggle at how silly it was. Silly, but a blessing nonetheless.

One thing of note was something has tremondously changed in Zuko, was it his more positive outlook? Or was it his more carefree demeanor. Lacking of the boiling desire to prove himself. Perhaps he has truly let go the way of only pleasing his father and just live?

It does bring contentment. But you can't help but feel sorrow washing you away. Because now you guessed he won't feel the need to come back. Come back home to his country....His rightful place as the heir to the thrown.....His coldblooded father.....His dead silent home...

Or perhaps you just wanted him to come back to you.

You were remembered the days at the palace where he'd eagerly lead you to take a look at something he had took intrest to. Whether it was baby turtleducks, a new gift by uncle Iroh or even a new firebending move he learnt.

"Heyyyy, slow down!" You'd whine, feeling him tug at your hand as he ran

"Come on! We're almost there." He'd say, you were always a little out of breath trying to catch up to him as his grip on your hand never faltered.

These detour wouldn't last long however knowing how people would look for him, cutting your moments short. But you never minded. No mattrr how frequent or how short these little quest last. You were just so happy being with him.

Though as you grew up you noticed these little detour would only lessen as years passed. It was understandable really you two were growing up after all and it wouldn't be appropriate for the prince of the fire nation to be holding hands with his childhood friend to show them daily mundane things.

And you yourself were far too prideful to ask him to do it again so you cherish the memories you already had in your heart.

Still.. you never thought you'd miss how the warm skin of his palm would brush again yours. The question along the lines of 'how long has it been' would echo once more in your head, feeling how rough his hand were now....Different to the smooth small hands of little Zuko.

But the warmth still remained the same.

You bit your lip and stayed silent hoping he doesn't notice the tears that was pooling in your eyes, blurring your vision as you heard him rant about his uncle's new teashop filling in the silence.

The cold air of the inner ring of Ba Sing Se suddenly felt warmer. The illuminated night was engulfed in a glaze of sunset hues as your steps on the concrete streets of Ba Sing Se would ring a sound akin to a smooth tiled floor

It was as if you were back at that damned palace again..

It's as if you were kids all over again.

Though this time you didn't have to worry about catching up to Zuko's pace.

(A/N:not an exact timeline bc i was too lazy to do research)

#zuko #atla zuko #zuko x reader #gender neutral reader #atla #avatar the last airbender #prince zuko #fire nation #ba sing se #earth kingdom #uncle iroh #general iroh

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Band AU sashisu (I'M TELLING YALL, SUGURU IS A BASS PLAYER AND I STAND BY THAT, also i think "the special grades" is a neat name)

#geto suguru #gojo satoru #jjk gojo #jujutsu kaisen #jjk geto #jjk #shoko ieiri #jjk shoko #jujutsu sorcerer #jujutsu kaisen shoko #jujutsu kaisen geto #jujutsu kaisen gojo #jujutsu gojo #jujutsu shoko #jujutsu geto #geto fanart #gojo fanart #shoko fanart #sashisu

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Babysitting aftermath

Gojo Satoru x Reader

It doesn't take six eyes to see how you truly see him as a blessing

"I didn't know picking up children from school was a deadly mission for you" Satoru unashamely giggled pointing at you as he patched the scratches and bruises on your face, disinfecting your wounds

"I'm shitty with kids you know that" you hissed when he accidently pressed the cotton bud too harshly on your wounded skin

"Hmmm Megumi and Tsumiki sure does pack a punch.... pft- those kids.." he was smiling again. You hate to admit it but it does always bring peace to your mind, especially after losing someone so dear to him.

Come to think of it... you noticed a different aura coming out of him recently. You noticed how his eyes seem to gleam when he handed out Megumi and Tsumiki's lunch that he prepared so carefully, how he's been annoying you in asking your opinion about different hairstyle for Tsumiki and even practicing often on a wig he bought online thinking you didn't know, how he dress Megumi to "develop a finer style" or so he said, how often he has drag you to find nicer clothes for them and....you especially noticed how a snicker could be heard when he saw you picked up Megumi and Tsumiki who were fast asleep in your arms with bruise and blood adorning your face (they thought you were a kidnapper)

"I can't help but think you might enjoy being a teen dad, dude" you tried to joke but once again, you winced in pain feeling the stinging alcohol on your dried wounds bringing you back to reality, you jolted backwards instinctively

"Stop being ridiculous. And stop being such a baby" he pulls you by the back of your head, closer to his inspection

"It hurts you lab rat looking ass" you say pouting like a child as you covered your wounds from him. You say you hated kids but you act just like one (yeah he doesn't see just how hypocritical that thought process was)

"Maybe it won't hurt as much if you just close those damn eyes and don't move"

You sighed before giving in and closing your eyes

"You're in good hands" he said, empty words of comforting spouted automatically from his mouth

When he sees how your brows furrowed in anticipation, satoru couldn't help but think about some mean things in his head like pushing the cotton bud too harshly to mess with you or to bump your forehead with his. But seeing the way your brows knit together twisted unwelcomed knots in his stomach

"I don't doubt that" you voiced, it was a joke but you had sounded unusually sure. It made him raised his eyebrow at how compliant you're being

Minutes passed as he treated you. It didn't hurt as much as before, you thought. You guessed he was being a lot more considerate which may or may not curled the corner of your lips upwards to a relaxed smile

"Smiling now i see?" He teased

"So what? Am i not allowed to smile now?" You say, still keeping your eyes shut

"No. I hate seeing you happy"

"What a bitch of a fiance"

Well of course you can, but if you're going to look downright gorgeous doing it he might just have to ask your clan to ban you to smile for other people

"Tell me when you're done, Gojo" you say, despite cursing at him, you still have this relaxed look on your face..

"...just...one more spot"

By then, you felt him shift closer to you as you felt something came in contact with your forehead. You could tell was different than the freshly wet cotton that he had treated you with or the bandaid that he carefully placed on your face for the past couple of minutes, it was warm, perhaps even soft? It had only brushed on your skin as if it was a feather. You thought perhaps he used another tool? Though you didn't remember having wounds up to your forehead really

"...It's done"

You opened your eyes, touching your patched face out of curiosity.

Upon closer inspection, satoru's face was unusually red as his eyes drift somewhere else as if anticipating for a reaction?

"Thanks a lot Gojo, you're not bad at this apparently" you nudged him, thinking that was what he was waiting for

But you were dead wrong seeing his face contort in annoyance as he rolled his eyes and clicked his tounge

"What the fuck is up with your attitude, brat." you squinted, poking his cheek, annoyed with his moodswings

"Cih. It's nothing. Get out of my room" he pointed out his door before you walked out flipping him off like you two were 6th graders getting into an argument

But what you didn't know, as soon as you shut the door close he had burried his head on his pillow, screaming like a teenage girl out of frustration. God. Could you be any more dense?!? It feels as if a vein could pop on his forehead as his face burn in embarassement and frustration of what he tried to pull

(A/N:harmless fluff drabble with gojo‼️‼️ )

#gender neutral reader #jujutsu kaisen #jjk x you #jjk x reader #jjk #gojo x you #gojo x reader #gojo satoru #satoru x you #satoru x reader

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Start over

Megumi x reader (male implied reader)

I wished we were two other people more times than everytime you had forgotten about me

"You have really pretty lashes"

Megumi has heard you uttered these words countless of times before, at first he didn't harbor a lot of opinion on this, but now it serves as a painful reminder that he had to start over with you once again. But even now he can't comprehend how to respond other than a simple thank you

"You're Fushiguro right?"

"That's correct"

here we go again, he thought

"It's nice to meet you, i hope we can get along" you gave a lazy smile before entering your shared dorm room, all beat up from your previous fight as if it was just another day.. well you pretend that it was everytime because what else can you do? You once had told him

"Yeah...it's nice to meet you too" he told you. As if he was in a same play for who knows how many times

Megumi had lost count on how many times you had introduced yourself to him, he knew everything about you. Yet you're here asking about his name once again. Your cursed technique is the one to blame for this strange dynamic

That being said, your curse technique transfers memories into curse energy and a technique which grant their wielder the power to imbue a weapon of their choice with curse energy and a guarantee that it would cut anything as if it wasn't there

A cheap cost to pay for power, some would say. But he always watches the fear in your eyes everytime it has to come down to it, afraid you might use it too much to the point you'll forget how to breath.

Afraid...yes you were always afraid. Afraid that your life would succumb to nothing but blank pages of nothing. To the point you'd write every last detail of your day until late at night so that at least your days could amount to something. Even if it were as simple as you went outside and train like how you usually do.

"I'm kind of hungry, you got anything to eat?" You said perking up your head from the non-fiction book you curiously skimmed up from Megumi's bookshelve trying to gather information from the stranger in front of you

"Gojo-sensei dropped some apples earlier, suit yourself" he said pointing to a basket from the corner of his desk remembering how the unusual white haired man hasn't change over the years

"Well don't mind me" you say, picking one up before looking for a something on your side of the room

You didn't have to go through a lot before Megumi tapped you on the shoulder making you face him

"Looking for this?" He pointed to a small knife on his hand

"Oh thanks a lo-"

you didn't even finished your sentence before he took the apple from your hand

"Your hand's fractured, Miss shoko said you shouldn't try to move it a lot in the mean time"

He said, pulling a nearby chair before he started to peel the apple for you. Just how you liked it.. a prefrence that has never changed no matter how many times you've erased your memories

"Aye you did it in one peel, impressive" you commented "How'd you know that i like my apples peeled?"

"You made me do it for you for months when you broke 7 bones on your body" he said handing you the peeled fresh fruit

"Eh, really? Tell me about it" you rested your hand on your desk as you sat comfortably on your chair as if you were getting ready to catch up to an old friend after not meeting them for years. And despite how bad he think his storytelling abilities was, Megumi couldn't disappoint that glimmer in your eyes, never.

"That day you saved me from a first grade curse" he started, as you bit into your freshly peeled apple

"you used up your curse technique to the point you forgot how to wield your weapon"

Megumi was not one to run his mouth, he preferred to listen most of the times. But in times like this, he feels the need to encapture every detail about that period of time as much as possible. And in turn, you'd listen to his voice, tuning in his gentle tone. Perhaps you got distracted at some point but that is surely not your fault

"We must've been pretty close" you grinned, hearing him finished his story

"We were"

You were practically attached to the hip from middle school, so it'd be a lie to say you weren't. But on the darkest pit of his heart he still wished you two was so much more even after knowing you like the back of his hand. How you'd swing your weapon in such way as if you were a dancer, how you'd give a lame excuse on how you peeled too much orange or apples just to get him to eat , how you purposely talk to him to keep him out just to watch a horror movie program in the middle of the night, how you'd play your music loud enough to cause hearing problems when he's not at the dorm, how he knew that you were just assigned a roomate to exploit your Curse technique, how disconnected you truly are from the world, how you'd laugh, how you'd cry, how your skin would make him shiver everytime it touches his

There was never enough of you for him really. Yet he'd wished for the impossible everytime

"So..what's your curse technique?" You asked and he would always answer

Just what was one more start?

#megumi fushiguro #megumi x reader #megumi x male reader #megumi x you #fushiguro megumi #jjk #jujutsu kaisen

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Words better left unsaid

Gojo Satoru x Reader (fem implied reader) SEASON 2 SPOILER WARNING‼️‼️

In which i don't ever wish to be strong like you

"Don't look at me like that"

Satoru said, the dark circles around his eyes showed how fatigue could made the strongest falter

He hasn't really faced any mission that required his full attention 24/7 recently, but his best friend leaving must've taken a toll on his soul

"Rough week?" You inquired seeing how he caused destruction near his sorroundings

Well no duh he had a rough week?!! You cursed yourself at the shitty attempt at small talk. His best friend just did a massacre on his own village, even killing his own parents for the sake of his ideals.

To eliminate all non sorcerers and for the world to be free of curses... to think that Suguru Geto would aim for such grand motivation was a hard pill to swallow. Though you didn't doubt it one second seeing his gaze that filled with disgust and hatred when he last saw you. To think that after that he'd murder the people of his own hometown made you feel like you just dodged a bullet.

Despite your empty words, Satoru only ignored your words much to your dismay, his brows knitting together in frustration as he stared far off in the distance.

"If you know where he is then why not go after him"

Gojo Satoru has the ability to see miles away with his six eyes. An ability that perfects his infinity technique

Even in this distance, you already know that he is literally staring down on where Suguru was standing, there's no denying that

"You already know why"

In fact you didn't. Maybe you just lacked an understanding on his self restraints. With his power, he could just join suguru any day and assure their victory. Because you already know deep down inside, Gojo Satoru lacked morality

Well why would he? When everyone praises the ground he walked on? When everyone recognize him as the strongest and never Gojo Satoru? When everyone sees him as a God?

Well in some way he was

But then why stay? You thought, as you eyes wonder to his bright blue eyes, today it seemed a dimmer than usual. Maybe if Satoru truly believed in what Suguru was trying to achieve, then he wouldn't waste any time here

You heaved out a sigh, knowing well you yourself also lacked morals, not batting an eye upon thousands humanities along your kind, afraid your efforts would ring fruitless.

You approached him, closing his blue eyes with the palm of your hand from behind

"I think that's enough of that"

Without his glasses, his inhumane eyesight can tire him easily from sensory overload. You only sighed sliding your other hand on his shoulder to hug him. A poor attempt to comfort him really

"Awe, are you finally warming up to me after 7 years? I gotta warn you i'm not exactly the faithful type" he chuckled, trying to put on a facade he so intricately crafted, but it wasn't enough to fool you.

"Well that's surely surprising, how could i ever keep my feelings to myself?" he could practically FEEL you rolling your eyes

"I can see how tired you are Satoru" You insisted, feeling him reluctantly give up as his eyes relaxes in your touch.

Satoru had barricaded his heart away from other people, choosing to constantly use his infinity almost as every second passed. Setting up a literal out on everyone. Yet he stills turns it off everytime you got closer

"Don't be such a priss, you know no one could even lay a finger on me" you guessed he wasn't counting you

"I know that more than anyone" you let go of your embrace, though still covering his eyes

At the age of 10 you were engage to Gojo Satoru, an arrogant cold child who would grow up to be a bigger child. You grew to despise him really. You never put in any effort to understand him, and he never did you. But maybe years together wasn't nothing at all

"I wouldn't ever want you to be hurt you know that right?"

for the first time in years you said a heartfelt thing to him, he wouldn't call it the sweetest thing ever, yet he falters with crumbs of your affection

"I know"

Silence ensues. It wasn't uncommon in your relationship for the past 7 years, you never minded it considering his whining gives you a headache

"I'll call someone to pick us up" you said shortly as you dialed a number, the sound of buttons being clicked on your flip phone served as a mediator to the tense atmosphere you're in

Your driver arrived in a flash but those 3 minutes felt like forever. You brushed it off anyways leading Satoru to the car, still covering his eyes

"Where's your glasses?" You asked him, feeling your hands being sore for being up for a while. Trying to find other solutions such as his pitch black glasses

"I lost it" he said, not harboring any guilt whatsoever

"Gah- my hand is sore Gojo." you whined, despite not letting go. You never learned how to

But he instinctively leaned into you, resting his head on your shoulder, making you rest your hand easily

"Much better i know" He gave you that shitty smile. The one that always gets you to succumb to his will as you sighed for another time that day.

"I guess" you try not to give him too much of an earful to his antics. Because you noticed how when suguru left him, he felt an undeniable sense of lost in his heart. He never truly picked himself up like he seemed to, opting to try to distract himself with missions such as now. Going as far as the Gojo family sending you to look for him

His glasses were on his pocket this entire time. Opting to say white lies instead of the truth. Satoru Gojo truly had never changed.

Because truthfully he wanted to stay this way just a little longer. He didn't want you to feel the absence of anyone's touch right in that moment, even if he needs to make millions of excuses to do so.

"Don't leave." He'd say

But he'd burried it in inside even as he watches them walk away not saying what he wanted the most

But words of his own would echo in his mind over and over again throughout the car ride, as the occasional bump of the old school vehicle was your white noise throughout it all. Once again, innanimate sounds continued to fill in the blanks for the both of you. Well you always had found comfort in it knowing you don't have to put much effort for him... but.... right now, the pride that seems to overshadow your genuine care for him seem to have fogged away. Only for now of course

"I won't leave, Satoru"

Satoru didn't say anything as it felt like you saw right through him. You felt something wet trickled your hand. But you didn't say anything.

Once again you both chose to stay silent. But just how long can this colorful silence last?

(A/N:love triangle era ig)

#satorugojo #gojo satoru #geto suguru #gojo x reader #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jjk x reader #jjk x you #gojo x you #satoru x you #satoru x reader #satoru x suguru

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Only your love redeems me

Chlorinde x reader

In my last words. I love you

"It was foretold. It was my destiny" you say in a sing song voice as you drew your blade in a sickeningly calm matter, it made her tremble in anguish.

Chlorinde bit the inside of her cheek as she felt her anger bubbling from the pit of her stomach

"To massacre countless of people were your destiny!!?!" never ever had Chlorinde raised her voice at you but she screamed as she was filled with rage

Seeing this moment happen before her very eyes made yesterday felt nothing but a distant dream..

..

.

"What about this one?" You pointed to a scar on chlorinde's upper arm, it seems to resemble a star in the way it's shaped, small lines of skin reacing outward at 5 almost even in different direction

"You were there remember? When we met that drunk man who stabbed me with a unique screw

"Oh yeah! He was kinda cuckoo, i can't believe he left you injured like that" you reminiced.

"Such coincidence he had to challenge me in a duel in order to proof his honor" you traced the scar once again with a blank expression on your face "he should've faced trial instead." You laughed halfheartedly "because there was no way i'd let him live after that"

The expression on your face leaves a sour taste in chlorinde's tounge

"My love, i don't think i need to remind you. We are duelist. Not murderers" the air shifted from lighthearted moment to a serious one, she loved you but sometimes she was concerned about how this occupation had twisted your morale

"I know dearest, forgive me. I was just joking"

You placed kisses on chlorinde's hand, kissing her unpleasant feelings away. it was rough with scars that had adorned it. Though every scar in your occupation are a badge of victory when it comes to fighting people for a living

That's right. You were a duelist. Not a murderer. But sometimes an uncomfortable feeling would surge in chlorinde's chest seeing the satisfaction in your face in each and every one of your victory.

She wonders if truly, you had crossed that thin line between duty and truly psychotic.

But she is no saint nonetheless. More lives had died in the palm of her hands than yours. No matter how much she hates every second of it. No matter how much she washes all the blood that stained her fingertips, it would never be fade away

It stripped her of her humanity and made her feel like nothing but a killing machine.

Though in this dimlited room you admired her like noneother, her cold and muddied hands caressed by yours as you uttered sweet words in her ear as if she didn't just killed another man just this afternoon. Trutfully you were two sides of the same coin

"I love you" you'd whispered in her ear, it left her shivered down her spine. Those words never fail to make her cold existance came to be human once more

"do you love me?" You'd asked. And it would make the woman think of thousands of ways to woo you with her answer, but she always settled with the same answer everytime

"I do love you" she'd breathed out embracing you "more than i could ever comprehend"

That's right. She couldn't ever figure out how you exactly work, with rage and hunger for revenge that so clearly lies in your heart, festering your whole soul. All these worry that lays heavy in her heart would cloud her mind day to day, but she couldn't help but brush it off. Because slightest touch of your skin would set her soul aflame. She can't help but ignore all the overloading signs

"When i have to prove my honor, i'd only want to duel you my dear"

You said it like it was just another sweet nothings that you'd whisper in her ears, as if you weren't just implying that you would commit a chrime

"Please stop saying ridiculous things" she says, worried once again capturing your face in the palm of your hands " i won't let such outcomes to happen"

"Oh my lady..." you stared in awe, almost entranced with her will, you always do

You found peace in her touch, you always had.

She was the champion duelist. She could execute you if she has to. She's stronger and much agile. It is her duty.

"You're kinder than you give yourself credit you know?" you sighed, twirling with her purple hair with your fingers

But she won't. You make her weak without even trying

Her limbs were made to embrace you, not tear you apart.

"You can't defeat me like this now can't you" she'll ignore these words like she always does choosing to close her eyes

But of course she couldn't close his eyes forever now could she

...

..

.

"Wake up chlorinde." Your voice echoes inside the arena, knocking chlorinde off her dream. Your voice sounded more strained and tired than in her memory.

You looked very different than how you used to. Dark circles that formed under your eyes, unrefined posture in your stance, and messed up hair and bloodshot eyes

Your eyes had change drastically. Something different that haunts it made it make her feel uneasy

"It's okay chlorinde"

No it's not. How could she possibly kill the love of her life? Just...how are you so calm after what you had done. Was this your plan all along? To weaken her with pretending to be in love with her?

"It was foretold. It was my destiny" you say in a sing song voice as you drew your blade in a sickeningly calm matter, it made her tremble in anguish. "Draw your blade, my love.

Chlorinde bit the inside of her cheek as she felt her anger bubbling from the pit of her stomach

"To massacre countless of people were your destiny!!?!" never ever had Chlorinde raised her voice at you but she screamed as she was filled with rage

"It was. And i want you to stop ignoring it"

No. No no no no no no no no no NO..

Why. Just...why. she'd ask to the sky. But when she finally looks down to your eyes she'd see it drained of the rage that once drowned you. A face of someone who had lost their purpose in life.....or perhaps achived them

"Open your eyes chlorinde" you said once again.

She did. Finally acknowledging your true colors, drawing her blade

"Do you have any last words?" She asked. To you, it was her last resort to convince herself that you truly were not that bad and that you had your reasonings. Anything. To redeem yourself. So that she have a reason to hesitate

But you knew she was just looking for excuses not to kill you, it made you want to throw up at the thought of begging for your life. You knew your words could alter her mind, she would've stopped in her tracks at the mere mention of something..... anything. And surrender.

Well that's not really an exciting ending now is that? So you chose for her as you stared dead into her eyes

"I have never loved you"

To die with a lie on your lips has always been your fate

(A/N:i made this half asleep so bear with me)

#chlorinde #gender neutral reader #genshin impact #chlorinde x reader #fontaine #genshin x reader

[majeoeje]

Cut me open

Hu tao x reader

If i close my eyes, then maybe i could convince myself it was all just a bunch of pomegranate seeds

TW:blood, gore, cannibalism, cutting, knife

"You shouldn't be here" you said to her, though you continued to chew not bothering to spare her a glance. You admired how she didn't even flinch hearing the crunch that erupts from your meal

Her eyes wander onto the gory scene.

it all reminded her of pomegranates

Pomegranates.

Yes that's it. The continues sickly crunch that erupts from your chewing can't be anything else other than pomegranate seeds. The continues slash must come from you peeling the fruit layer by layer and the liquid that pools the floor in the floor and stains parts of your body was none other than the juices that comes from the fruit

Maybe if she closed her eyes she could convince herself more of that ideal picture in her head

"Hey" you voiced out suddenly, startling hu tao out of her internal crisis. "Are you alright dear? You've been standing there for a while" such a sickly sweet tone. Guilt arose from her chest knowing how it could lure her in your arms at any given moment

"No i'm quite fine, i'm just thinking how the parlor have some more work to do now" Hu tao finally says sitting in front of you eyeing the fresh corpse in front of you and watching carefully as you eat. You didn't question it, continuing your feast

She gripped her sleeves, feeling a sick twist of jealousy of the dead body, it swirled in a typhoon of guilt in her stomach, echoing and blurring her vision. Really, she wish it was her they cut open layer by layer. Maybe by then someone at least could hope to comprehend her soul

Though some parts of herself was scared that if you were to look inside, you'd be disappointed by how hollow and rotten she really is

She really was fucked up

"I apologize you have to see this Tao" maybe if it weren't by the blood covering most of your face, she would've been more relieved hearing you sound so calm calling her by a nickname you gave as if you hadn't eaten someone right in front of her

"It's...alright.." she sighed. "You made quite a mess though" she inquired, wiping the blood of your face with her handkerchief carefully

Though as she did so you catched her hand in yours, you didn't miss how her hand flinched and trembled in your grasp

"Are you afraid of me, Taotao?"

She was. But there was an undescribeable exciting rush inducing adrenaline that she felt right in this moment

Right heren in your grasp, she's trailing between the lines of life and death

"No- my dear. One would never fright over the one they love" she caresses your hair, a feeling that she knew all too well, though it's as if her words passed from one ear to another as you eyed her

"Oh, your hand's a bit dirty my love" she took a glance at her bloodstained hand from her previously cleaning your face

You licked it. The warm feeling of your tounge sent shiver to her spine. She only hoped you didn't notice the blush that blooms on her cheeks at your affection accompanied with a hungry glare in your eyes as if saying that her fate will mirror the lifeless person beneath you

Was this truly it? Will you feast upon her right in this moment? Will this be her demise? Though dying in your lover's arms doesn't sound too cruel of a fate.

"What's with that expression? I won't eat you taotao" a giggle. Paired with a smirk as you kissed her new clean hand "how could i ever hurt my angel?"

Angel.....that nickname always felt off to her, she was far from it. How could an angel feel disappointed when you declared that you wouldn't harm an inch of skin in her body?

And how could you laugh as you toyed with her like this?

"Aww don't be dissappointed" you let go of her hand, grabbing a clean knife from your pocket

"What are you doing!?-" she stared in horror as you sliced the skin on the tip of your pointer and index finger

Without a warning, you placed it on her lips. Though hu tao kept it shut, mortified

"Open your mouth, dearest" she shook her head feeling sick to her stomach at your open flesh resting on her lips. Blood dripping to her clothes

Your expression didn't change as you hover over to face her more closely

"Hu tao" you called her name. For the first time in a while really "this is my devotion to you. My flesh, my blood, my soul, my whole being. i give to you. Will you accept it?"

Your last sentence echoed in her mind over and over. Your blood continues to drip down as she closed her eyes shut

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Pomegranates.

A/N: i've actually never ate a pomegranate before in my life, i just liked the metaphors ☺️☺️

#gender neutral reader #genshin impact #hu tao x reader #hu tao genshin impact #hu tao x you #liyue #genshin liyue #hu tao

[majeoeje]

Where the lights shine

Childe x reader (part 2)

Not even the snowstorm could keep me from you

Part 1

"Childe? Really? That's a name that you went for?" Your eyebrow raised involuntarily holding in a laugh that threaten to escape your lips

"Hey! You told me you won't laugh" he crossed his arms barely containing the pout that ghost his face

You decided to invite your dear friend to your humble living space whilst you wait for the lantern rite to start

Though the comforts of your house has never felt as cozy as now. Your living room seemed to be rendered in a hazy gold rays of sunset and the plants that decorate it glow to be more vibrant

The orange hues of sunlight passed through your window highlighting the furniture of your apartment

Has this place always been this beautiful?

Ajax or "childe" sat beside you, still dressed in the same fatui uniform that he wore when you met him a few days ago, very much different from how he used to dress back then. You also doesn't miss how his demeanor grew to be more calmer...and perhaps colder

Though those unmistakeably deep blue eyes never seemed to lost it's depth, his orange hair still glow in the ray of sun

You continue to observe him, noticing every small detail that you missed from him

"You're staring again" he said, despite that, he never broke eye contact

You let out a little laugh

"Do you have more have more freckles?" You asked, taking a closer look

"I do?" He perked up curiously, how you missed this expression of his

"Yeah, right here" you pointed with your thumb on the spot below his eye "and here.." you brushed a few strands on the side of his face before ultimately resting on it once again

"Oh yeah? Where else?" He asks

You tilted his face side to side, examining it thoroughly

"Here" you say, finding one on the side of his other eye while not shying away to rest your hands on the side of his face

He smiled, a smile so cheeky you couldn't help to return it

"Pfft. How could you even notice that? You're making it up come on." he sighs weakly, you didn't fail to notice the blush that spreads accross his complexion. Maybe he wished you did made it up. The thought of you making excuses just to touch him has him weak

"How could i? I know for a FACT that these are new" You cupped his hand, your touch still not faltering from it's place

Ajax didn't know what was it with you and how much you like touching his face. The truth is he likes it even more than you do

"Maybe you just like my face so much you remember it so vividly"

Not wrong

"No, it haunts me in my nightmares"

The sun went down and darkness ensues on your apartment

"Mhm, whatever you say" he rolled his eyes playfully cheeky little bastard

You hadn't realize how close your face was to ajax's. You hoped that he didn't see how you stared longingly on his lips

You coughed profusely, inching your face away. The intimate moment made your breath hitch

"You good?" Ajax patted your back

"I'm awesome!" You stood up from the sofa making ajax confused on your sudden movement

"I almost forgot.. i think they're already setting up the laterns, shall we go?" You hesitated before you reached out your hand to help him stand

He took your hand in his and stood up, the both of you simultaniously agreeing to watch the lantern rite from the roof

Just like the old days, it does feel nostalgic how you held his hand giding him to the roof, how you two sat chattering about things that passed, how he never let go of your hand

But the butterfly that flutter in your chest was anything but nostalgic. It was explosive. Like fireworks that shoot up and went off into the sky as you two chat your night away

"Is that why you became a florist?" Ajax asked, looking into the distance, as you talked about your aspiration

"Yeah, when you gave me that frozen flower...it just kinda stuck you know?" you laughed awkwardly "when it melt and wilt, i hoped to grow more of it"

In the harsh snows of snezhnaya, hardly any plants can grow, so when ajax came and give you a flower frozen within ice, you were awestruck. Something so beautiful. So fragile. You were infatuated with it

Ajax was more than happy that he could inspire you, even when his heart swelled in ache letting you go away to start your journey

"Im proud of you" he suddenly says, as he finally looked into your eyes, a look that was filled with genuine feelings and acceptance

"You have a business now, it seems to take off with the funeral parlors and even to other nations" he rambled, feeling like he hadn't praised you enough

"I'm super proud of you too, you're a harbinger!" You pat his back "you've come so far. I'm sure your family is also proud of you"

Gentle yellow light from the lantern, paired with colorful flash of light from the fireworks illuminated ajax in a way that you've never seen before. It took your breath away

"Glad it all worked out yeah?"

"Yeah... still. I hope you'd visit me more now" you didn't pry your gaze off him

Has he always been this beautiful?

"Now that you've said that i'll be up your hair 24/7" he says, smiling again, feels like he couldn't stop smiling when he's with you

"Pfft. Okay"

"I hope you enjoy nagging at 4 in the morning"

"Alright"

"I might even stay here for months to come"

"Doesn't sound too bad"

"And what if i don't want to leave?"

"You know i won't mind. Ever."

Your faces were dangerously so close to one another as you bask in the beautiful light that illuminates from the lanterns.

"I want to kiss you"

He whispered shamefully a confession that he had held back for years. He doesn't wish to hold it for more years to come, this time he was the one holding your face, you find it tremendously cute. Though you'd never admit it

You didn't respond, what would you possibly say in that situation anyway? Other than giving him a long awaited kiss that shouldn't had been delayed for how long it did

You held each other. A warm embrace that didn't felt nostalgic, a new booming unfamilliar feeling, yet you yearn for it

#gender neutral reader #childe x you #tartaglia x reader #childe tartaglia ajax #ajax x reader #genshin impact #fluff #childe x reader #genshin impact fatui #genshin fluff #genshin x reader

[majeoeje]

Not a second with you is ever a waste

Teru Minamoto x reader

I would gladly face any conseqences just to have your lips on mine a lot longer

"I would say you're that much better seeing your eyebags right now"

He pointed, ironically being the one laying in the school's infirmary

"Ugh,look at yours!"

You shoved him your pocket mirror close enough so that he can take a good look at his face, it took him a few seconds to realize what you meant

Staying up late was akin to the one and only Teru Minamoto, being a trained exorcist and all. But these past few weeks had been swarming him with task of bothersome spirits, you wondered how he hasn't collapsed yet

Well...

Until he did

You saw how he slumped while holding documents for the student council, immedietly helping him, thinking nothing of it. Though as a few exchange jokes you didn't notice how unstable the steps that he continued to take before you heard a loud thud alongside with papers and documents scattered to the floor

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"You were heavy."

You rolled your eye at him. Teru know you could never be mad at him though in that moment he really can't help but look away, defeated filled with guilt

"Sorry.. i didn't mean to burden you like that" at first it would sound like an excessive apology for such a simple thing that you were clearly just joking about, but you knew what he meant as he stared intently at your eyebags that mirrors his

You layed your upper body on thighs, avoiding his gaze, perhaps a part of you was embarassed

"You've been a great help to me these past months, i shouldn't had dropped my assignment last minute to you like that" he confessed, playing with the strands of your hair.

The anxious Teru, the clingy Teru, the cold Teru, the touchy Teru. You were always surprised with every layer of personality that he shows you, a side that would made you grew jealous if he were to show to anybody else.

And to think that you once thought of him as one dimensional. Yet you can't help to miss every part of him when you are seperated

"I'm sorry, I'll make it up to you, and i'll make sure it won't happen again"

Oh he was really serious now? You couldn't help but smile, a mischevious grin laces your lips. How could you turn down such an offer?

"Really? How" he knows you're messing with him but hey, is it really a bad thing wanting to see you happy even for the sake of his inconvinience

"Yes!" He said eagerly holding your hand

"How about...." you started to think about how could you possibly use this opportunity to the fullest. "You cover me whenever i skip school this whole month? Yeah that sounds good"

The fact that you're asking the student council president for this is crazy really

"That's a bit.." he stopped, a facade of his princely attitude seems to glimmer through before he shook his head "to be honest i could probably think of a few excuses but i am not joining you anytime soon alright?" you giggled at how easily swayed his moral compass is when it comes to you

"I was just joking teru" you weren't. " but need i remind you that you did skipped class once you knoww..." you poked his cheek playfully

He was reminded to a fateful day before summer break where he gave into his impulsive thoughts and decided to follow a dumbass to their snenanigans up to the rooftop

"Hey- i thought we agreed to not bring up that ever again" he grab a hold of your wrist pulling you ever so closely, he couldn't contain his reddening cheeks as he smiled remembering that day

"The school prince skipped school because he wanted to make out with someone!?? Gahhh! Such scandal!"

News flash : It was you

"I wouldn't mind repeating if a certain gremlin didn't shut their mouth up" he said, eyeing your lips with a glare that could sent blood rushing to your face anytime of the day

Though you brushed it off, wanting to mess with him some more

"But your majesty! Our love is forbidden" you laughed again, continuing to strike dramatic poses to add to your roleplay

"You're really begging to be kissed right now"

"Your majesty, your lowly servant greatly thinks it's the other way around"

you grinned seeing how he eyed your lips with no shame whatsoever this time

"Hmm..." he seems to think for a second "maybe" you felt him inching closer, wasting no time.

All you could feel was a pair of lips on your own, a pair of rough hands cupping your face, messing with your hair. The cheep sheets of the infirmary ruffled to a mess and the smell of sanitizer became amiss as you kissed him back tasting a faint sweet vanilla on his lips

"Hm.. you used the lip balm i got for you?? How sweet" you held his cheeks with your thumb and index finger making him duck his lips slightly, eyeing the glistened on his lips that you failed to notice until it collided to yours

"Me or the lip balm?"

He chuckled, he smiled. a smile that never fails to make you grow weak in the knees as he stayed there not shying away from your touch

"Good question...maybe i need to check one more time" smooth.

You kissed him first this time, your hands dangled from his shoulder, pulling him close. You could feel how his lips curled into a smile when you did so.

During moments like this you wondered how the heartthrob of kamome gakuen that acted so heartlessly(ironically) to you when you first met came to be this way in your arms.

Moments passed as if it were mere when seconds kissing you. He was greedy. Everytime you gasped and breathed for air he wished to kiss you twice as long.

The disappointment in his eyes was evident when you finally pulled away, though he stopped as the thoughts that swirled his head from moments before seem to not linger back

"Is it really alright though...you know...the homework?" he rest his forehead on yours lazily

"Dumbass you did mine that one time too remember? I'm just repaying your kindness" you sighed

"But it's different.."

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..

...

"You know you shouldn't feel this way you know? You mean a lot to me. I hope there comes a day where you can realize that you can fully rely on me without feeling guilty"

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..

...

"I..."

He doesn't know how to respond to that, at least...not yet

"How about you take me on a date to make it up for me"

Hearing that he perked up, giving a gentle smile, a smile one like when you first met him. It covered a lot of secrets

They say human's greatest fear are of the unknown. This smile represent just that. The swirling feeling of uneasiness knowing he has secrets he need to hide from you. yet it continues to enchant you nonetheless

"I'll pick you up at 6"

"Sounds good to me"

(Idk what has gotten into me but my teru phase is coming back fr. Also just short fluff, everyday scenarios🫡🫡)

#gender neutral reader #teru minamoto x reader #tbhk #minamoto teru x reader #teru minamoto #minamoto teru #toilet bound hanako kun #jibaku shounen hanako kun #fluff #teru x reader

[majeoeje]

In the afternoon of this garden

Teru Minamoto x reader

Your touch that should have lingered far longer disappeared and left me to grow cold

"Teru...do tell me. Would you exorcist me if i was an apparition?"

You say in a tone that was unfamilliar to him, a soft, frigid tone, with a tinge of timid and nervousness that laces your voice.

.

"In a heartbeat"

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That day flashes Teru's mind seconds as he hesitated to draw his blade, the lightning that usually emitted from it dims down to small stings of electric waves

Today isn't as different as that day teru said to his mind. Nothing changed. He convinced himself

Though the pouring rain may beg to differ

"Ahhh- my alyssum is dying!!" You moped, hovering an umbrella over it, in an attempt to save it even just a little bit knowing well that the recent pouring rain of japan would kill this plant of yours

You failed to notice right behind you he stood. Teru's heart thump in a suffocating way

Thump

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Thump

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Thump.

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Each and every heartbeat feels like it's going to rip his chest open

Lightning struck from from faraway, though when the light flashed your figure his eyes widened.

He shook his head, it's only an illussion, he must be imagining things...nothing's changed. He looks up after noticing your form no longer holds a shadow

There's no way you're...

The gurgling sound of thunder followed

You didn't flinch. You were used to lightning after all

"Maybe i should build a hut for my plants" you joked, looking back to him. Raising an eyebrow at his stiffness, he stood there unmoving, contemplating on his next move.

"And here i thought i was devastated! Ahahaha!" you joked once again, trying to lift up the mood, despite him staying silent. Your laugh only sounding like a distant voice outside of his dome of thoughts that he locked himself into

You went up to him, still frozen, now lifting the umbrella to him, worried he might get sick by how damped his uniform was getting, letting the rain hit you

Though you failed to notice for how much you stood in the rain, your uniform stayed ever so dry

"Teru are you okay?" Your hand went to his cheek

You remain unfazed while Teru stood there still frozen from how he couldn't feel anything from the contact

the proof was right on his face yet he seeks more excuses .

He denied it. How you complained about how your friends ignored you, how you always feel cold these days, how you're never hungry or thirsty, how you would smile and say your body never hurts anymore. Each and every change that you present to him he ignored every sign.

Perhaps he wanted to keep you longer than you should've lingered.

But with this simple gesture, it feels like reality is forcing him to wake up out of his stupid dream and just end your suffering.

Funny how he never once thought there would be a future where he is not by your side, yet now maybe it felt like a distant dream.

He tried to remember that day again, closing his eyes, not wanting you to see how reddened his eyes are now

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"In a heartbeat." he said

A cruel answer to give to the one you cherish in this very lovely garden. He never really payed the gardening club a frequent visit. But now he wishes he did seeing you tending your garden with such care, it brings a smile to his face. Distracting him from the nonsensical question you had just asked

Though you gave him a meaningful look, a look he didn't understand at that moment, it confused him at that moment, yet he payed no mind to it

"I know"

You had always confused him. But he wouldn't mind being confused the rest of his life, if that means you'd stay with him till the end

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"Oh Teru..don't cry"

you said, awakening him from his sweet daydream of a memory of you, as he now opened his eyes to the harsh bitter reality

He wondered how you could've noticed his tears in this heavy pour

"I can't-.. i can't..." his voice cracked, he only wished the rain could covers his plead to the gods wishing that this was just a long dreadful dream

"How could i even possibly-... you.."

he couldn't bring himself to finish that very sentence, the very person that he loved with all his heart became a being that he swore to erase

You've seen a lot of side of him, even a side which he cried and stuttered. Yet each and everytime you witness it always breaks your heart

You looked into his eyes, maybe for the last time. He could tell by the look in your eyes that you knew all along. It hurts him even more

All the signs...it wasn't signs, it was sirens of clues that you lit for him to see. Yet he chose to close his eyes

With each and every thump on his chest, he can't bring himself to do it, he fell to the ground clutching his chest, his katana made a loud clunk when it collided to a stone, making it ring through the garden in an eerie way

You kneeled in front of him embracing him in what he feels like a gush of wind

"I know"

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(I srsly forgot most of things in tbhk but i do remember being obsessed to this guy)

#teru minamoto #tbhk #toilet bound hanako kun #jibaku shounen hanako kun #teru x reader #teru minamoto x reader #gender neutral reader #angst #jshk #jshk teru #tbhk teru #tbhk minamoto

[majeoeje]

Underneath the sheets

Thoma x reader

I'm scared my heart is far too small for you

It's only been 5 months of officially dating Thoma, is it too soon for you to asks such ridiculous thing as cuddling?

You cringed when the word escapes your throat, finding your own sudden request to your own boyfriend weird

"Sure" he says lazily, pulling you to him, wrapping you in his futon sheets before embracing you

Perhaps it was the tiredness of the days work that made thoma more quiet, making him fall asleep instantly when he felt the comforts of your warmth on him

"Thoma-" you tried calling to him before deciding that you didn't want to wake up your tired restless lover

You tried huffed out all the embarassment in your racing heart

You weren't used to these kinds of affections, being so closed to someone so incredibly warm and so effortlessly loving to you.

You could smell the scent of his lavender soap that you bought for him lingering in his skin. The soft feeling of freshly washed sheets that you two just did yesterday. The small snore that erupts from him as he slept peacefully and the weight of his hand on your back, making you stay in place

It all felt so...foreign, being loved that is

The warmth of it all was a lot, you didn't know what to do with all this love that he gave to you. Sometimes... you wondered if your heart was too small for him and that it wasn't enough

You could practically feel yourself sudder against him, you never knew how touch starved you were until this right very moment

The rise of his chest, the breathing that brushes upon your skin, and his heartbeat.

Is it really alright? Are you really allowed to be this comfortable with someone? Are you really worth all this love? Gods. You couldn't breath. You felt like your slightest movement would drift him away far away from you

familliar lump seem form in your throat

Everything of him made you tear up before it becomes a full on cry

"Hey- love? What's wrong?" You could feel the shift of his movements, shifting to you, he was woken up by the dampness on his shirt

You lifted your head to reveal your tearful eyes

"I'm sorry Thoma.. did i wake you up?"

You felt guilty. Waking up your lover in the middle of the night just because you had an emotional outburst. Well, you always felt guilty being with him

"That really doesn't matter now" he cups your face making your cheeks slightly pout "what's wrong?" He called out your name in a such gentle manner that you couldn't help but melt in his touch

"I-... don't know" you couldn't stop the tears that continuesly falls from the corners of your eyes "i just..." the words 'sorry' seem to linger at the tip of your tounge but remembering the countless scolding that thoma gave to you about apologizing too much.

a long paused from the both of you as he waited patiently for you to speak

"I love you"

you heaved despretely

Thoma's eyes widen slightly at the confession. The tired and fatigue on his form was slapped away by your words.

he had always profess his love to you, it was as easy as casually saying it in a midnight stroll, tired mornings, occasional departure or during a simple date

He never thought of it as something difficult to do, he loves you like he does breathing, it came off naturally to him without even trying

Though with every profess of his love you never answered, only casually brushing it off with "i know"s or some dumb jokes just to ease the tension. He told himself to be patient, that you'll say it when you're ready, though he can't say that it doesn't hurt everytime. sometimes he wondered if he really did melt your cold frozen heart or are you just pretending to be in love with him

Though the long awaited moment seem to be more incredible than any of his dreams

Gods.. he could just kiss you all night and it wouldn't be enough to soothe the feeling of happiness that ache his heart

He stayed silent for a moment, enjoying the intimacy of it all

"Okay" he lets out a chuckle as your heart PRATICALLY broke at how he mirrors your cold action

"I..deserve that.....ahaha.." you tried to laugh though tears falls from your eyes even harder

He chuckled some more like the devil. Some sweetheart he is.

Before he pepper kisses your entire face holding it as gentle as he could muttering "sorry"s and "i love you"s

He knows how hard it is for you to express your feelings. Always stumbling on your words, always setting aside what you want, and having troubles with setting up boundries

Your relationship had been paticulary difficult to say the least. with learning to trust each other and rely fully to one another , flourishing in each other's company while on the other hand balancing duties with the current shift of the land of eternity had added itself to the equation

But alas, even just hearing 3 simple words from you made him realize that You were worth it. You were worth all the time, love and effort he put, you were a reward that he earned and hard work that enjoyed every second off

Seems like his long awaited rest can wait

"I love you too" he whispered once again, a confession that he shall utter to you till the end of time

(Just some self indulgent fluff hehe)

#thoma genshin #thoma genshin impact #genshin x reader #thoma x reader #genshin impact #gender neutral reader #drabble #fluff #genshin fluff #genshin inazuma #genshin thoma

[majeoeje]

In the deepest depths of sea

Pirate kaeya x merfolk reader

It's natural to part ways especially with the harsh waves of the unforgiving sea

"Well, i had a great catch tonight" kaeya inquires as he whistles, resulting in him being splashed with sea water by your tail

"You know, i'm more oblige in 'catching up' IF YOU LET ME GO" you groaned, only squirming more in the makeshift net

He only laughs as he let down the net on the ship, your body making a loud thud to the boards

"Apologies my dearest friend, this won't take long" he hummed a tune in delight as he straighten the knots of the net that tied your tail in place

Here in the cold dead of night, the wind blow past you like a serenade you were glad that winds as cold as this doesn't faze you, being a coldblooded creature does comes with it's perks

Well being a merfolk does have it's disadvantages, including being catched and sold off by humans. The panic that soared your body when you realized you were stuck was unbearable

You thought about blowing off whoever fisherman's eardrum who caught you in that moment

Though it was a pleasant relief that the one that you see was none other than your old time friend kaeya alberich

It has been so long though you don't miss how he still hums a song to fill in the gaps of silence, you wondered how he acted like years didn't pass without seeing each other

"Your tail looks a little different, i didn't know it could change colors" he says, running his fingers to the smooth scale that he knew could very much be sharp enough to cut his hand if you moved it slightly up

He observe the razor sharp fins of yours, you always shudder it down whenever you're with him, even now you're still so careful around him

"Well it had been years you know" you said, though the underlying meaning of it holds great suspense

"I see you got scratched in a lot more coral too even after all this years" he laughs tracing scars that scratched your skin, you could only wonder how he still knew you like the back of his palm even now

"Still as clumsy as ever" he said to himself, remembering the old times on how he used to help you everytime you got stuck on the shore, wrapping your body with his cloak, afraid you might get cold of the midnight breeze. Forgetting the fact that you're a coldblooded creature

You don't say anything in response however.

You two gave a smile however, a connection that you two had that never faded throughout the years

That smile pains him more than it should. He had missed it more than anything. He had miss you more than anything. he dreaded the day you left, he dreaded how he let you go saying that he hoped you'll find a good home in the southern sea

The truth is, all he wanted to say was "stay"

He sighed, brushing off the lingering feeling of wanting to embrace you as close as he can

"What about we go for a swim?"

~~○~~

"The sea isn't as scary as it seems at night" you whispered, getting rid of the garments that he just now wrapped around your skin until it is completely bare

You remembered how he always declines when your offer to swim under the moonlight, but you had a feeling something was different

He couldn't help but always stare at you, shamelessly staring in awe everytime no matter if it's in human or merfolk form

You shift his chin to look at you

"Do you trust me?" You inched your face closer to him, cupping his face in a gentle matter

"More than you think" he breathes

You smiled once again that night

"Don't worry, i'll keep you safe" you said, only loud enough for him to hear as you placed a tender kiss on his lips

A kiss meant to share the breath of the ocean for a moment

You backed away nearing the edge of the ship as he follows, like grim reaper you lured him into the edge

If other people saw this perhaps they'd scream and warned him about the danger

But he trusts you with his life

As you two leaped into the ocean he embraced you, as tight as he could. Not of fear but of a feeling he never could describe. A longing in his heart

As you sink into the ocean he didn't suffocate, breathing the water around him like he would air

Just like old times

But long after he could breath underwater

He didn't pry his lips from you, as it stayed in place, how he wished he could stay there forever, moonlight being the only thing that illuminates your sorroundings, soft waves brush upon his skin and you in his arms.

Bonus:

"So how's diluc?" You ask, lifting your cup to your face, it's been a while since you tasted anything other than seaweed and fish

Here in your seat, you try not to ignore how your scales are scratching the fabric of kaeya's clothing. Your legs haven't fully formed yet, still moist of seawater

"6 years has passed and you're only curious about that tomato head" he snickers rolling his eyes

"Well forgive me your royal highness, for i am a mere fish trying to make conversation" you gave him a _~shitty~_ remorseful bow

"Ugh" he groaned though you notices a hint of amusement in his eyes "he's still back at our hometown, running father's winery" he grumbled

"While you here sailing the sea as captain of this ship"

He wasn't surprised that you immedietly knew, still you could at least have the decency to pretend you didn't knew

"How'd you know" he said, entertaining you

"For starters you waltz in the kitchen like you own the place and your room was a lot more fancy than the others, so it's not that complicated to summarized"

"Observant as always"

"Some things never change i guess"

You continue to chatter your night away with him, there was not a single tense moment when you're together, and you missed that

Perhaps staying a couple days or two wouldn't hurt

(Some short drabble i wrote for my friend 👍👍👍)

#kaeya alberich #kaeya x reader #genshin impact #genshin kaeya #merfolk #pirates #video games #gender neutral reader #monstadt #kaeya x you #kaeya x gn reader

[majeoeje]

A huguenot by john everett millais depicts a Catholic woman attempting to convince her Protestant lover to safeguard himself from danger. The wearing of the white armband would declare his allegiance to Roman Catholicism; but being a Protestant, he refuses to wear the insignia.

I thought it would be intresting to tie this painting with neon genesis evangelion since it also has a lot of christian symbolism in it. And i think it's quite similar of how shinji and the woman in the painting try despretely to save the people they loved while they had already accepted their fate

Im so normal abt them 😍😍😍😍

#neon genesis evangelion #kaworu nagisa #kaworu x shinji #shinji ikari #evangalion #evangelion fanart #mlm

[majeoeje]

Right back home

Childe x reader

High peaks of liyue never looked as similar to snezhnaya as now

Part 2

"Ajax?" As in on cue, the wind blows ceremoniously through childe's hair. Tall mountains that looks like it was handcrafted by gods decorated the land and sea and the unmistakeably rays of heat that burned his pale skin was undeniebly different than the cold snowy lands of his nation. Yet by the sound of your voice, he could feel like he was brought back to the frozen lake near his house to a memory of you two together ice fishing till the sun went down, till the only thing that was keeping you warm was a mere lantern that shone upon your way home

"How long has it been?"

Your voice brings so much nostalgia that even the word familliar is not enough to describe it

"Too long."

He let out, as he embraced you in his arms, you didn't notice the tears that welled up in his eyes as he did so

"Look at you.. you're so tall now"

"Well, i had a growth spurt" he laughed. He didn't. 5 years had passed and of course he was bound to grow taller

You couldn't contain the uncontrollable smile that escaped your lips. The giddy feeling of meeting your long time friend made your heart swell up in a happiness quite not like anything you ever experienced.

You placed your palms at both of the side of his face, capturing a feeling so comforting, even now

He was right, it had been too long.

"I missed this" he closed his eyes, enjoying the warmth of your hand as he held it in place

"I missed you."

He paused for a moment, opening his eyes slowly before smiling a miscevious grin, one that you would rather die than admit you love

"Of course you'd be, i bet you were dying to see me" he was just teasing, but he secretely hoped it was true

"And there you go ruining the moment you ginger"

You pinched both of his cheeks while he could only whine

"Hey-!" He exhaled, begging for mercy

You could see him visibly pout before he wrapped his hands on you and trapped you in a bear hug

"Oh come onn" you huffed now you were the one at his mercy, you could never escaped this man's deadly tight hug, not when you were a teenager and not now

You could only laugh in defeat in his arms surrendering yourself

Right in this moment ajax stopped, realizing how close your faces are

Right before you fled the cold lands of snezhnaya, ajax never once thought of you in other way as a friend, neither did you

So the night you told him you were leaving, was the first time he ever felt something foreign while he was with you

Other than trying to motivate you as a good friend that he is and encourage you, he wanted to kiss you all over and plead to you

Don't go. he'd whisper in your ear, before embracing you once more

But he never did let himself do such things, convince that it was just an intrusive thought and it will soon pass

But now...there it is again that funny feeling

He called your name, for the first time in years

"Yes ajax?" A contempt smile plastered accross your face once he finally let go of his tight gripping hug

Despite being so close, he only wished to be closer

He gulped a nonexistant lump on his throat

"Paimon feels like she's interrupting on a whole 'nother level" an unfamilliar squeeky voice said

"That's because we are" another tired one responded

You perked your head to see two figures standing behind ajax, a familliar traveller that you've seen on the news and their floating companion

"Oh! Ajax, these are your friends?"

He cursed himself for what he almost tried to do and cough up all the awkwardness

Turning around, though there's some disappointment in his heart

"While yes, these are my comrades" he nodded "and sorry for ignoring you two back there...we had a lot to catch up to" he said, much meaning lingering to it

"How wonderful, i am quite shocked to meet a renowned traveller" you gleefully smiled

"Were you not happy enough to see me?" He nudged you, teasing you a good amount

"Oh shush you" you playfully rolled your eyes

You came to introduced yourself to the traveller though the longing in his eyes doesn't escape both paimon and the traveller as he never pry to look at anything else

#genshin impact #childe x reader #childe tartaglia ajax #tartaglia x reader #childe x you #fluff #gender neutral reader #tartaglia x you #ajax x reader #ajax x you #genshin impact fatui #fatui harbingers #childe x gn reader