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NOTE #9

So this is the end...

The end of my long term love for you...

The love that I secretly harbour in the back of my heart...

Silently whispering the words I cannot express...

It's time to let you go...

For I can no longer wait for something that wasn't meant to be mine...

-Goodbye my love...

Sincerely,

ENRI

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Note #8

Your warmth is my safe place...

You're the sun that gently shines upon me...

It's addictive...

Knowing that you held me with the care I'm always looking for...

But its scary...

Scary not knowing when those eyes will lose their warmth as they saw me...

It's scary knowing that it can be cold as winter snow...

But what scared me the most is not knowing what to do when it comes...

-ENRI

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Note#7

How warm it would be...

To be taken by your arms...

How fearless I would be...

If you were with me...

How lovely would it be...

If I have you as you have me...

If only...

-ENRI

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Note#6

You are probably my addiction,

My expectations meets reality,

My masochistic tendency,

My Beloved,

My bittersweet memory.

-ENRI

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Note#5

I wonder if you ever think of me just as much as I think of you? Or did I already become a part of your past just like a mere passerby in your life?

-ENRI

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Note#4

From strangers to friends

Friends to Best friends

Best friend to something more

Something more to less than lovers

Less than lovers to a mere acquaintance.

-ENRI

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Note#3

I can still remember the time, when you carry me on your firm back, in an empty street with the stars watching us...

I miss you so much.

-ENRI

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Note#2

I always wish for the nights to be longer specially whenever I'm with you.

-ENRI

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Note#1

I remember all our late night conversations, wishing you were having fun as much as I do...

-ENRI

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It's always there—