lonelycollagestudent

[lonelycollagestudent]

I used to be art 

He said my body is like art you used me up until I fell apart.

I thought you loved me but I was just your muse.

You wanted me naked so it was easier to abuse.

Vulnerable and afraid I been so used.

you love the other women but you didn’t know how much I loved you.

Was it her blonde hair that’s something I can’t compare I’m just brunette girl with thick, long hair.

I was your goddess but all you wanted to do was pull my hair.

Now all I am is full of despair shattered to beyond repair.

The other women is now your muse but don’t forget how I’m haunting you every time you look at your muse and remember how you used to abuse me.

Lied about the other women said it was just me all those lies made me stand to my feet.

I’m not your art or your muse I’m just brunette girl who survived your abuse.

By : the lonely college student

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[lonelycollagestudent]

I wear my heart on my sleeve

I wear my heart on my sleeve can’t you believe. I help others before they help me.

The blood pumping on my sleeve from people stabbing me.

Y’all take my kindness for weakness as you laugh draining the life out of me.

I can be so quiet and sweet but y’all don’t like it when I be mean.

Yes I used to wear my heart on my sleeve before everyone ripped my heart out and turn me cold left me empty and now I grown old.

I’m empty and hollow no wear to mend my sorrows. From the girl who used to wear my heart on my sleeve

By: the lonely college student

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